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You mentioned a convention in Aus? Which convention/ where would that be? 👀
Goldnova and Melbnova are my next ones! And I will probably do Sydnova and Brisnova too. I also want to do a NZ con this year, so stay tuned for that!
I often do Gamma (in Canberra) as wrll, one of my fave little cons 🥰
I'm not tabling at C4, Smash or Syd Ozcc, but I'll be attending in cosplay! I like having some cons just to hang out and wear my difficult cosplays (well ones that I want to show off and not hide behind a table).
I'm NSW based, so I go to most the sydney ones if I can :)
#i might also tey going to pax this year#try#but we will see#ask#i want to enter a cosplay comp#but i need to build up the courage
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Yk, I hate that adaptations keep making Peter a high schooler, and not just because it means he never evolves, but because the adaptations now also include wider Marvel, whitch usually (thanks to the MCU) is at the modern day stage with legacy characters and new age teen heroes, meaning that Peter is taking up Miles' spot and you can really tell when they put him next to someone like Kamala Khan or Sam Alexander who are Miles' pals. Tho Peter taking Miles' stuff is just a modern issue overall, just look at MCU whitch just stole and re-skinned Miles' personality, characters, story-beats, even the costume to an extent and then made it worse.
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#sci speaks#sci. release the script doctor you did where it actually was miles in the mcu and peter parker is a grown ass man.#it was funny. peter was a really bad intern at stark industries#who stole stark tech on the sly.#and of course. tony catches wind of this because he has cameras everywhere and. those cameras happened to also catch.#him sneaking out of work as spider-man.#and tony ropes him into civil war or whatever because otherwise he could Literally press charges.#and peter's :((((((((#begrudgingly joins tony's side.#in the post credit we see that he's been gathering stark tech to build miles morales some very neato webshooters.#and voil.a. miles is the star of homecoming and. peter is the mentor figure that encourages miles to start small.#miles: but YOU teamed up with the avengers a#peter: do as i SAY not as i DO.#sighs. so little would have to change.#but no more child soldiers and no more over exposure of tony stark. fantastic. superb.#also showing a slightly sneakier peter parker who isn't exactly entirely morally upstanding.#steals from billionares while they're not looking to serve the people who need it.#robin hood figure !! sexy. would falll to my knees for a peter parker like that. would be my favourite on screen peter ever.#and it puts him more in an interesting spot with the villains in the movies too.#if we still go with the route of all the villains being affiliated with stark tech and stealing / using stark tech#then peter is like. in a more complex role in the story. he stole stark tech too. is he better than the criminals?#he uses it for good. he thinks. but that's his judgement.#just i think it would be neat. all the “you're just like me” rhetoric falls so flat in those movies.#but what if it hit different.#but that would be if marvel had the courage to make a complex spider-man movie#where peter parker is allowed to make morally complex decisions asides for “uhh. stupid kid makes stupid mistakes”#sci talks movies
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Just a small preview of the artwork I was working on last night.
I am just now realizng how much I needed to draw Dora as a Grand Master but more importantly completely embracing who she is and who she was born to be (the whole appartenance to the Templar Order goes waaaay back in time, on her mother's side).
I am having so much fun.
I truly hope you will like this.
--Nemo
#nemo sketches#my art#my oc#wip#OC: Dorothea Starrick#Nemo Babbles#templars#Grand Master of the British Rite#I feel so guilty in not sharing the whole artwork here#but once I actually build up more courage I will :)#sorry#got burned by a former friend regarding this#so i just need to work up my nerves lol
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All my prints are now up!! Very happy with how my walls look ~
#really happy to have most of my merch taken care of ... I have a space picked out for my corkboard so that's next#also still need to sort out my standees--they're next on this mini cleaning spree ... them and my laundry#r: that's that‚ and this is this 🌇#r: remind my heart to beat 💢#c: children of the city 🔒#c: this'll be wobbly! 🔧#p: the will to stand up straight 🏛️#p: the rationality to maintain discretion ⚙️#p: the hope to be a better person 📚#p: the fearlessness to keep on living 🥂#p: the expectation of the meaning of existence 🏵️#p: those who are faithful and trustworthy ☕️#p: the eye facing the fear; breaking the cycle 🫖#p: maybe there are still happy answers left for my discovery 📖#p: one more time‚ let me try to fly 🪶#p: the undoer of wrongs and injustices 🎠#p: writhing in the hellfire of a powerful brush 🔥#p: the simplest and most lasting joys ⛓️#p: [Hong Lu tag] 💎#p: it is not down on any map; true places never are ⚓#p: your worst sin is you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing 🪓#p: to travel home and see the dawn of my return ❓️#p: awoke from unsettling dreams 🪳#p: [Dante tag] ⏰️#f: the courage to protect 🚬#f: the eye embracing the past; building the future ⏱️#f: my hopes‚ my dreams‚ my inner transformation 🐣#e: e'en hell hath its peculiar laws 🧪#the library's holdings#scattered pages
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i'm not one to dip into drama, so i'm just going to be saying it once or twice then dropping it. if we're mutuals, please tag any interactions with d.ead.cm.d, r.ou.ge.cm.d, or any of their blogs. i won't police who interacts with whom, but those people have hurt me in the past and i'd like to avoid seeing them. i'm always available to IM for details. thank you.
#☀︎ = a house wren ( ooc. )#trying to build up courage to be here again and i need this off my chest#drama cw#?#maybe
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I am so close to just…..going to a career coach or something I just need someone to point me in the right direction so I can live better and more independently I need a job that pays well and has a consistent routine to accommodate my autistic experience I love what I’m doing now I feel like I could do it forever even if it can be a stressful environment sometimes but I know it’s not meant to last and I can’t live off this pay forever….it’s such a hard pill to swallow it’s literally so scary that one day I could just not have a job considering how hard it was to get one in the first place
#but I have to do something I have to I have to just remind myself#I have so much experience now that I can use as leverage#but I just have dreams of living in my own space and traveling but I can’t do that now#I need health benefits desperately too and if I made more money I could get evaluated and get actual job accommodations…..#I’m saying all this now and it feels so easy but I know it will take a long time before I build up the courage to follow through 😔
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"WHEN WORDS FAIL" FROM SHREK THE MUSICAL EXCEPT ITS ZELINK!!!!
I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE ANIMATICS BRO I HAVE SO MANY THAT PLAY IN MY FKING HEAD EVERY FKING DAY!!!!
#zelink#botw zelink#totk zelink#JUST IMAGINE LINK BUILDING UP THE COURAGE TO FKING SAY SOMETHING#THE FLOWER IS A SILENT PRINCESS#guys im going insane#im kinda heavily entirely completely obsessed rn#i need to post my animatic ideas more often#i have so many of them#ZELINK ISNT EVEN THE FIRST PAIRING IVE HAD THIS SONG REMIND ME OF OKAY I SWEAR#IM LIKE IN TROUBLE IN MY FKING HEAD#IVE HEAD SNOWLIN FROM RED SHOES AND THE SEVEN DWARVES POP UP#AMONG SO MANY OTHERS BRO#ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY#WHEN I SAY I THINK IN ANIMATICS I DO#*cries*#someone make me talented in drawing/animating#one of these days#its going to happen#i hope and pray#i have so many dreams and goals in life for my fandoms#anyway im done now#sorry for ranting#k bye#enjoy life
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I am really starting to hate that I'm not the sort of person who saying "you can have this for five min and then you have to stop and get back to doing that" works on
Like. Please brain. We know we need to go do the thing. We want to do the thing. Please let us go do the thing???
Or if not, can we please maybe do the other thing that is easier to do on the computer, since we're here? Please? Pretty please?
#duckpond stuff#I need to grow the shrimp army#and give them eyes so they can Judge me as the army grows#because that will hopefully motivate me to finish them faster#but alas. the pc has many distractions#and I have a thing in my brain that I need to talk to an arty person about... just as soon as I work out WHICH arty person I'm seeing?#and build up enough courage to start a convo. always so scary
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i need to go to bed i only slept for like 2 hours last night but i also need to be awake to see the cards for mafuyu's new focus because we are at such a major turning point for his character arc like things are really really really starting to shift for him and i am so so so so so so so so excited to see it. oh my fucking god like sometimes when you look at his focus events one at a time it feels like everything's been going downhill for him but when you take a step back and look at the bigger picture and consider every lesson he's learned and every bit of himself he's managed to reclaim you'll see that actually it's all been building up into things getting better for him and it's such an amazingly compelling arc when you lay it all out together andAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#MAFUYU IS SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER FUCKKKKKKKK I JUST....#WAH...WATCHING HIM GROW THROUGH EACH OF HIS MOTHER'S CHOKEHOLDS...#he never needed kanade to make a song to save him he just needed to build up the courage to save himself.
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I HAVE LIKE 13 PENDING REQUESTS I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THIS I CAN DO THISSS
#i need to build up courage bc i need inspo w new requests but i dont want to overwhelm myself by adding more when i already owe some#writing community#writer things#fic writer#✧.* amiraverse
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i wanna message you too but i'm unable to...
-a needy inferior dickboy >w<
my blog settings do allow messages, silly, so it seems you're very much able to 😉 as much as i like them shy, i'd rather have you (and the other embarrassed anons!) act shy while talking to me directly
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@spotlightstudios over here declining me Chick -fil-A
#told me that i can go get it myself#knowing full well i need my emotional support Spot#to function in this world#and now i shall throw a hissy fit in the corner whilst i build up the courage to do it#because boy have i constantly been hungry all day today#and i think chick-fil-a is the only way to cure me of my hunger
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My professor just praised me for my project presentation. Like for speaking loudly and without stuttering or being noticeably nervous 🥹🥹
#Berit you are my hero#THIS is what I need#not just 'your idea is cool' 'youve done a lot of research' 'i like your sketches'#tell students that they did well presenting#some of them need to hear that to boost their confidence and actually build up the courage to do it again#dont stop after school do it in uni too pls
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crazy how much better talking to someone can make u feel
#was actually having a terrible night but finally opening up to my mom helped sm#idk sometimes I forget how much genuinely straight up talking can help afkgskg#.........ok actually alcohol helped but like. that's bc it took me drinking to build up the courage to talk#which is a me issue more than anything but ahfkgkshsgj#yeah. idk. sorry I'm still sucking at keeping up w things buttttttttt#I'm kinda a dumbass for hoping I might get anything done tonight lmaoooooo#I need to get better at accepting my own limitations I think#........anyway. sorry for still not doing stuff I'll get back to things eventually but rn I need to be chill with what I can & can't manage#u know? if I need to take the weekend to properly fucking FINALLY let my brain relax I will#and if I'm chill enough to vibe w writing while I'm relaxing?? that's great!!!!#but I'm not gonna pressure myself I'm all vibes for the next few days bc that's what I fuckin need#that said.... I do love y'all 💜💜 ty for ur patience bc I need it so badly rn#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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my bf is so sweet to meee 😭😭😭
was feeling bad earlier and kept stewing on the bad feelings and just being depressed and he literally like.
lightly knocked on my head like you would a door and told me to get out of my head and come and play and it made me melt
he knows me rlly well and i love him so much
#personal#he means everything to me#i love how he can tell that im stewing in my thoughts#or if i wanna ask for something and am too embarrassed to say it#he'll keep asking until i finally build up the courage to ask for what i want#i dunno i just love him a lot#he also makes sure im eating at least twice a day when im at his place#ughhh may needs to hurry up and get here so that we can live together!!
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i think i could pull off a cosplay of testament's original design. if they were hairy and not skinny and had shorter hair
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