#but i love you guys i love this blog dearly it's my safe space it's my happy place. thanks for sticking with me

[scary-monsters]

well, i thought i had finished a starburster update but upon rereading it this morning i'm not fully happy with it.. feels a little rushed.. so i think i need to add a little bit more to it even though it's already nearing 5k 🤔 will likely have to leave off on a cliffhanger too LOL

[hellishjoel]

reborn

1.4k / pairing: jackson!joel miller x f!reader

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summary: Joel’s long hair is a testament to a long life in Jackson, Wyoming. He hasn’t had time to get it cut since the birth of his daughter. 

warnings/information:  joel’s long hair appreciation post!!!!!, fluff, established relationship, a little swearing, soft!joel, girl dad!joel, jackson!joel, mother f!reader, ellie and joel are just fine okay!!, obvious maria appreciation, reader doesn’t have a physical appearance but has given birth

A/N: this is super short and I wrote it in 24 hours - you all know why we’re here, we saw that new picture of long haired joel miller and yadayadayada now we’re here! graphics by @saradika-graphics

There’s a new baby in Jackson. 

One more teeny tiny resident. The population sign must be repainted to acknowledge its three hundred and fifth resident. 

And she’s your little girl. 

She’s not just perfect, she’s the center of your universe. Wrapped in a freshly hand-washed baby pink blanket, a testament to the hours of labor in Jackson’s makeshift delivery room. Joel held your hand throughout. 

This was his second child, but his first with you. The flood of emotions was overwhelming, and you promised to stand by him, even if you could never truly understand the pain tangled with newfound joy. 

But you should have seen the way his eyes softened at the first sight of her. Everything changed, for the both of you. His once-buried fatherly instincts took over, walking with the delivery nurse from your bed to the small cleaning station. He couldn’t let her out of his sight.

Already so protective and wound around her little finger from the moment she took her first breath and wailed her first cry. 

Scream it, little one, tell the world you’re here and that you’re ours. You are already so loved with your big glowing eyes and round cheeks, your small hands curled into your chest, and you kick your tiny little feet. Stomp, roar, live. 

You’re born into the most dangerous time in history, but your parents are here to protect you. The moment your baby girl was born, you and Joel were reborn. 

One month old, and nothing has changed. Except for your and Joel’s sleep schedules. Tommy gave Joel temporary leave from patrol duties, which Joel did not protest. He found it impossible some days to leave the house for food and supplies. 

Ellie was helpful. Despite no blood relation, she and Joel shared many qualities. She didn’t let you lift a finger if she could help it. She had moved into the garage a few months back. After all, she was a teenager who loved having space.

“You sure you don’t just wanna move back inside the house, Ellie?” She was here more often than not, and her company and help were dearly appreciated.

“And wake up to a crying baby twelve times in the middle of the night? I love you guys, but no thanks,” she teased as you playfully rolled your eyes. 

“That’s fair. But the offer still stands.”

Ellie shrugs nonchalantly and lands beside you on the couch, laying her head on your shoulder as you both stare lovingly down at the baby sleeping soundly in your arms. 

“I know, but you should make my old room the baby’s new one. Besides, Joel just set up my stereo, and I blast that thing non-stop. No baby is gonna like that.” 

“Oh, trust me, we know.” You whisper as you kiss the top of her head, your cheek nudging against her brunette tresses tied back into a ponytail.

Ellie cooks some sort of monstrosity in the kitchen upon Joel’s return from Tommy and Maria’s. He holds piles of Maria’s hand-sewn diapers and onesies. She was a God send, a woman you consider a Jill of all trades. 

Oh, Maria. She always desired that Jackson would not fall into turmoil like most of the country had surely found its way to. In her eyes, Jackson would remain a thriving and welcoming community to those who were good of heart. 

That woman worked to the bone to ensure that Jackson’s residents were safe and happy. Living here was like living in a snow globe, safe from the outside world and protected from danger. 

As the de facto leader of the Jackson settlement, she wore many hats. From trading and supplies to security and community welfare, Maria made it her mission to ensure that all new families found their new home in Jackson to be an inviting one—a safe haven from their old lives and here to start anew. 

“Maria bartered for new cotton,” Joel whispers as he enters the living room, quiet so as not to stir the baby. 

“She did?” You ask softly, sitting up slightly as you feel his hand cup your cheek from above, tilting your head back so he can give you a proper kiss. 

“Yeah, she was gonna try and find somethin’ alternative to cotton for the diapers, but they set her up with some scavenged materials and clothing to make lots of diapers out of. Plus, gave her some stuff to cultivate it here. Y’know, be self-sufficient.” 

“Wow,” you mutter tiredly, rubbing at your eyes as your daughter begins to twitch in your arms. “I think she hears her daddy’s voice.” 

Joel cooes softly, quick to drop the items off on the kitchen counter with haphazard abandon. He grunts quietly as his knees scream for rest until he sits beside you on the couch with open palms. You delicately hand him the baby, and his eyes twinkle at the sight of her. He was adorably cute when he baby-babbled, though he swears he never does. 

“Hi sweet wittle girl, pretty pwincess, did you have a good day with mommy?” 

It takes you this long to realize how much his hair has grown out. Your fingers softly weave into the greying curls, twirling one around your finger before you let it fall into its natural waves. 

“It’s so long, baby,” you whisper like honey.

He lets out a quiet chuckle and absentmindedly leans into your touch. “I’know. Haven’t had time to get it cut,” he turns his attention back to the little girl swaddled in his arms, “and I think I know who’s been keepin’ me so damn busy.” 

You hum and gently clutch the curls at the nape of his neck, truly in awe of how long they were. You’ve never seen him let it get this long. As Joel would say, this is Tommy long. But was there really a look he couldn’t pull off?

“I, uh, I don’t want you to cut it.” Your words come off shy and sweet, making him melt as he slowly turns to look at you with a raised brow. 

“Is that so?” His southern twang rolls freely off his tongue. 

“Mhm, you look so handsome. I think I would cry if you got rid of that thick mane of yours.” 

He chuckles again, a low and sultry one. “Alright. I’ll keep puttin’ up with it.”

“Mmm, please do. It’s sorta doin’ somethin’ for me.” 

Joel pauses and watches as the aging sunlight shines over your face. He takes your hand in his large calloused one and squeezes, circling his thumb along your wrist. “You’ve given me a life I sometimes don’t feel like I deserve. A happy one. I don’t think there’s a way I can ever say thank you or I love you enough for how my life has turned out. Without you, I might be dead.”

“Oh, Joel,” you whisper as you rest your forehead against his own, both of your eyes falling closed. “You are deserving of every moment of happiness in this life. You make my life worth living. You saved us.” 

Joel lets out a wet chuckle, kissing the tip of your nose before meeting your lips delicately. 

In this light, the amber glow of the sun setting just beyond the walls outside, he’s so handsome. It truly makes your heart skip a beat. After all these years of pain, loss, and suffering, Joel is happy. It’s all you’ve ever wanted to make him. 

During the first few weeks in this new and unfamiliar settlement, Joel would shoot up in the middle of the night, upset that he had fallen asleep. He hadn’t slept in a home with four solid walls in so long, none of you had. You remember the first night he slept soundly, snoring like a madman and nuzzling into his pillow. He was safe. There were no clickers in waiting, no scavengers to fend off. His people were protected. He could breathe. 

Never did you once think that at the ends of the world, there would be room for you to feel like this. Reborn. It led you to Joel and Ellie and continued with your baby girl. Your lives are getting a second chance. 

You didn’t know how long it would stay like this because nothing was forever. But you would wake up tomorrow morning and run a hand through Joel’s hair, through the pretty curls that tickled his neck, and the opportunity for it to keep growing would be another sign that your lives weren’t ending. They were only just beginning.

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[starjxsung]

Signing off !

I’m taking an indefinite break from here. I will make my return when I have real fic content to post again- the timeline remains unclear to me, and regardless, I don’t feel comfortable publishing anything with the current state of things. You’ll likely catch me on main blog™️ before you see me here again.

Stop reading here if you don’t care for the gory details of human emotion!

I’ve spoken a lot about feeling this very heavy burden of being human, on a blog made to churn out sexually gratifying content and to respond with the likeness of some AI meta assistant. I write corporate emails all day long for a living- please forgive me for seeking the thrill of human connection on occasion.

Simply put, the internet evidently doesn’t like when I bear my most human traits. Moral stances, personal anecdotes, the complexities of mental slumps and religious guilt and political ideologies. They’re a little too human to handle on here- they’re gentle reminders that there’s a person behind the content you came here from. (Yes, I am a person !!!!)

I’m taking some time to reconnect with myself first and foremost, but I apologize for the uncomfortable reminder that I am a human being with thoughts and feelings and emotions at the end of the day. That fact will never change (unless of course the techno-fascist takeover of AI is successful before I make my return)

But upon my re-integration to main blog™️ I will do my best to mirror the “November me” many cling to so dearly. AKA more content and less of everything else. Please note, however, that side blog™️ serves an entirely different purpose- and if I’m too human to tolerate on here, there is no obligation to hate-follow.

My inbox will remain open if you need to drop a message, and I will catch up on any and all messages when I return. In fact, I’d love to catch up with the details of your lives when I’m back, so feel free to spam all you want!

Please take care of yourselves, do whatever you can to be a voice for Palestine as many of us are doing, and know that even if we don’t see eye to eye, I really have tried my best to foster a safe space for you all. My love for you guys and skz has not changed in the slightest.

Until next time,

- ⭐️

[2hoemins]

🎀Masterlist and Rules🎀

☆ Hi my lovies Ki here, I just wanted to make this to keep my blog a little more organized and hopefully give you guys some insight into my rules

☆My number one thing is pleaseee never feel scared to dm me or send in an ask! I want to write what you guys want to read as well as what I'm already writing

☆That being said this blog is a safe space for everyone and I'm always here for all of you! However I am planning on writing/ have already written works that are not suitable for Minors so minors please do not interact with my blog

☆ I love you dearly! Please enjoy 🩷

🎀Masterlist🎀

Boyfriend texts!

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They want a baby!

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Christmas!

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Sick! Reader

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[bananafire11]

vent

please dont read if youre not in the right space rn. heavy on anger and feels. just wanna type it out somewhere and this blog is my safe space so

i am so fucking angry right now. like the kind of anger thats pent up and bubbles beneath the skin and is ready to implode out at any fucking second and i hate it so much. i dont feel like i have very good reasons for feeling this way either. or maybe im downplaying those reasons, i dunno

i dont want to bother any of my friends with this shit. i feel guilty because ik they have their OWN struggles. ik feeling this way is silly because i help them through so much, and am so glad to do so. but theres always this doubt.

anyway. on discord, i put my status on DNIUC sometimes because i just need space and ik that most of my close friends will see this and know to be careful that day. or if they text and im slow to respond, ik they understand. but theres these friends who KEEP spamming. and its driving me FUCKING MAD. one, who is very close and gosh i love them so much, sends me so much every day. youd think after the first few times i didnt respond, he'd get the fucking jist and think "ill stop there" but instead he KEEPS ON. ITS OVERWHELMING. and the subject of these texts isnt bad or anything, but its always about him and his bf. i dont have the energy to talk about them 24/7. im beyond happy for him, that hes happy. but FUCK. im asexual and never have been in a relationship, and sometimes it feels like a fuckyou to me?? ik he doesnt mean it that way at all!! but!!! idk, sometimes its like theres a longing for a bf of my own. but i dont want to settle. ill wait for the right boy. right now, hes not here. and im not actively looking for a relationship, i have so much shit going on. so, i usually ignore this guys dms as long as i can. i feel guilty, but at the same time fucking furious that i even have to do it in the first place, if that makes sense. i love him dearly, but it's forced me to just put my status on 'invisible' so it looks like im offline. better to avoid people, ig.

theres another guy, who isnt as close, but ive made great friends with thus far in the time ive met him over a game i enjoy. but again, doesnt know when to stop. why are you texting me when it says dniuc!!! YOU ARENT CLOSE. ive explained 'close' is friends ive known for a year or so, which isnt exactly true actually... but i needed to tell him something that wouldnt hurt his feelings. after i clarified for the second time, he let up. but still. people are fucking annoying and its so FRUSTRATING that i love them because that makes shit so complicated.

then, family. ive been snowed in with my mom and sister for over a fucking week and I NEED OUT. i never thought id say this but I WANT TO BE AT SCHOOL. AWAY FROM HOME. my neighbors, who are more so aunt and uncle to me and my sister, let me go over and stay hours with them when i need it. but i dont feel like trecking thru the fking snow to get there. last night i stayed over and watched a favorite movie of mine with them and it was great, but having the energy to do that feels exhausting tonight.

im trying to distract myself with art, but its not working like it normally does. and its goddamn hard. tried videogames, youtube, but nothing is bringing me true relief. but i dont want to sleep either. ugh.

vent art, anger.

[stewpid-soup]

(an edit later pinned post cause its late asf)

DNI and Blog Rules I Guess :]

Honestly I don't have much that'll be here-

All that matters to me is that everyone's respectful and lets this be a safe space for everyone :]

The only people who are on the DNI list are:

1. Homophobes

2. Racists

3. Proshitters (Proshippers)

4. People who choose hate over kindness :(

Honestly what's important to me is that you're respectful and treat everyone here nicely! You guys all deserve kindness <3

Proud of all of you guys and I love ya!

Take care of yourself and feel free to vent on any posts that are marked as vent posts- Other than that I'd prefer to keep the comments chill!

Also I’m blocking empty blogs that don’t have a unique pfp or bio, just- don’t look like a bot ig?

I used to be @soup-ig but when trying to delete my old spam account, i deleted the entirety of my tumblr account and lost everything :,3

I’ll link a post to catch you up to speed on what my old account had that was important: HERE

Another important vent post I feel that ppl might want to read: HERE

Also gonna just say that if you’re interested in finding a new, small streamer to watch then go to THIS post! I love this person very dearly and I’m hoping to help her get at least a little traction :3

Anywho, love ya guys!! <33

Also the tag(s) below will be:

#reblog cause my old account no longer exists 😭 - self explanatory

#soupy thoughts - my rambles

#soup rambles - another rambling tag

#soup speaks - why do i have so many tags for my rambles???

#soupy reblogs - might start tagging stuff i reblog? not sure yet lmao

#soup rants - again, self explanatory

[blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk]

Au terms and service request!!

Reactions to playing Five Night at Freddy's with circus performers plz hehehe

yessss I love it! FNAF has a special place in my heart; I was playing Toy Bonnie, Springtrap, and an OC on RP blogs back when the first games came out! (actually I still play them all, I just moved most of my RP muses to a multimuse... I love my lil fuzzbutt bunnybots and my spooky tour guide lady XD)

I'm super pumped for the movie to come out next month! I currently have the Peacock streaming service and the movie is coming straight to that as well as theaters. soooooo... pizza party and everyone's invited!!!!

anyway this is such a great concept eeeeee

God, she hates it!! Get the door! Wait, no, the other door! Fuck, is that Foxy on the camera?! Aaaaand Mr. Schmidt is dead. Oops. This is definitely not her favorite game, if only because she’s easily freaked out by jumpscares. If you laugh at her reactions, she’ll probably force close the Kuroshitsuji app and sulk for a while… meaning that every time you open it and try to talk to her specifically, she’ll make the app crash. She finally moans that life is hard enough, why couldn’t you pick a nice, wholesome farming game or something?? Gah. She’ll play it with you again, if you really want; just don’t tease her when she screams!

Ah, no, stop checking the camera!! Y’re gonna run down the power! Er… well… okay, y’ can check it this once, but… ugh! He’s hung up on the strategies rather than being too scared of the animatronics. At first, anyway. The first time you let Mike die to a jumpscare, he shrieks like a banshee. Those animations are just too detailed and creepy, as far as he’s concerned. If nothing else, he’s happy to keep playing despite the fear of getting another one of them. Actually, he considers it a point of pride to see all the animations. Come on, he won’t let you wimp out and stop playing until you survive the night!!

Oh, God, oh, God, oh, God, turn the lights on! They were so sure they heard one’a those damn robots comin’!! Aaaaah�� dead because you guys were too slow to close the door. After the two of you die the first time, they’re urging you to try again. Of course, they screamed at the jumpscare, so you might ask if they really are sure they want to play again. They do, though! They talk about how their heart was racing (even though they, er, don’t have one, do they??), and how it was so much fun. Did it scare them? Absolutely. Did they enjoy it? No doubt! It’s something they love doing with you, so, they’ll play it as many times as you like.

Haha, Lord, this is an awful waste’a time and ‘e couldn’t be ‘appier tae be playin’ it with ye! What ‘appens if th’ lights go out, again…? … Oh. Right, death! He manages to crack jokes the whole time, but some of the content in this game actually sort of gets to him. Being trapped in an enclosed space with no options to just run, and only your own reaction times to keep yourself safe? That’s one of the scariest situations he can imagine to be in. That said, he’s quite fast, so if you’d prefer to give him commands, he can connect to the Five Nights at Freddy’s app itself and do things almost instantly rather than you pressing buttons. He’s helpful if you’ve tried a few times and are just a bit slow to survive. He’ll play with you as much as you want… just maybe play something a little bit more lighthearted before closing the Kuroshitsuji app for the night??

Y’ sure y’ really wanna play this one, eh? The premise is a li’l odd, ain’t it? ‘N’ the mechanics are so simple, is it even a challenge or… FUCK, THAT’S A GIANT ROBOT ANIMAL, CLOSE THE DOOR!! For as much as he isn’t usually rattled by things (in fact, there are times he seems stoic and emotionless), he pays dearly in finding out how scary this game is, because he severely underestimated it. When you let Mike die for the first time, the Kuroshitsuji app crashes; upon opening it back up, Jumbo will bashfully apologize and ask if you want to try playing again. He’s prepared now, he promises! Well, until that music box starts playing. It’s so pretty, isn’t it? … Dammit, okay, try one more time!

Oi, y’ sure this is s’posed t’ be a, y’know, a ‘orror game? From wot ‘e sees, it looks like a game f’r li’l kids ‘r somethin’. All colorful ‘n’ cheesy ‘n’… GOD! Rabbits shouldn’t be that fuckin’ scary!!! After letting Mike die for the first time, Peter just sort of zones out for a second. He’s got the horror game equivalent of a thousand-yard stare, as if he’s trying very hard to comprehend what the hell just happened. After a moment he snaps out of it and demands that the two of you try again. He’s fully committed to playing it until you survive the entire five nights, if only to prove that he’s not scared. In fact, find all the secret stuff! He’ll do those five nights and more! No stupid game gets the better of him!

(Aww, why isn’t there a snake animatronic? That would be so much fun!) Yes, he supposes it would be, Donne. (Let’s jus’ play it, we’ll show ‘em w’o’s boss!) Snake doesn’t share the aggressive enthusiasm, Wilde, but he’s willing to give it a go. He gets spooked quite quickly, though, and comments that he wishes he was a real person so he could hide behind you. (Of course, the snakes do the talking. It’s less embarrassing to admit that way.) He can barely get through one night without getting so scared he crashes the Five Nights at Freddy’s app. If he does manage it, however, his confidence grows a little and he’s able to formulate some better strategies for getting through another. It’s… fun to bond with you like this, even though he gets scared. He’ll keep playing, if you want.

Eep!! Good God, ‘ow do these ‘uge, ‘ulkin’ things move so damn fast?? It don’t seem fair at all! ‘Ow are y’ two s’posed t’ keep from dyin’? Well, she s’poses that’s wot makes it a challenge. That’s the whole point of the game, so she can’t really complain too much that it’s difficult. She jumps at every little sound in the game, and urges you to check the cameras often. This isn’t something she’s good at — she ends up having you check the cameras so often the power runs out, and you don’t last till 6 A.M. It’s a miracle if you last till 3, the way she plays. She at least is the only one to explain that because she’s part of an app inside the phone, it feels so much more… real to her! Thankfully, she’s a good sport. Even if she ends up screaming at every jumpscare, she’s fine playing it until you get bored. It beats just sitting round doing nothing! (Though, even that isn’t so bad with you.)

[rirismommyspace]

Hello My Angels (my Darlings, my Lovelies <3)

I've missed you all dearly & I'm so very sorry for being gone so long. I don't typically talk about myself too much on this blog, but I'd just like to explain why I've been offline for such a long time. Some of this is going to get negative and personal so please do not feel pressured to read this! (It's very much not necessary and to summarize: I've just been on a mental health break!)

So, I'm going to get a bit emotional while typing this so I hope you all will forgive me.

I have been offline for quite a few months for a multitude of reasons.

The main reason being; me feeling just a little overwhelmed by this account. I felt as though I was failing all of you by not doing many writing/ textposts (or any at all). I love this space that we've created here; you're all so very dear to my heart and to know that I can make people smile makes me feel so so so fulfilled and complete and happy. But I always kept wondering if what I was doing wasn't fun; if just talking to you guys in asks was enough? I didn't have the energy to write and I honestly wasn't sure what to do.

Another reason was people breaking the boundaries I set for myself. (Not any of you reading this, I'm sure. My usual anons (my angels, my darlings, the lights of my life) are very very respectful and I always have immense fun talking to you all) but DMs & comments and messages crossing my boundaries became a bit too much at one point and I considered leaving this account. Which, in hindsight, was not the way to go, but I felt bad about blocking people (which! You shouldn't feel bad about if it's going to make you feel safe, for you Angels reading this. Always put yourself and your personal wellbeing first!)

Lastly, a big reason that I'm sometimes offline for periods of time; my own mental health. I don't typically talk about it because I want to keep this space happy and warm and inviting, so I'll just mention it this once :') my own mental health is a rollercoaster and I sometimes have a very hard time dealing with it. My anxiety builds up & the depression gets too much and occasionally talking to you angels and having fun helps, and other times I just disappear for a bit. I hope you guys understand.

I feel unbelievably loved by you all (so much so that it makes me cry) and I hope that you all will still have me even after this long break <3 I have missed this safe space so much and I love you all more than you'll ever know!

(this is the most incomplete explanation ever but I have no clue what else to say-)

Also !! Angels !! Please feel free to tell me if I can improve my blog & what y'all would like to see;

Also If you guys just want me to talk more in general about my day and just use it as a regular blog and interact with you Angels!! (Like we normally do ♡⁠(⁠>⁠ ⁠ਊ⁠ ⁠<⁠)⁠♡)

[flower-zombie-rob]

Hello flowers! Just gotta tell you something.

You are one of my favorite artists on tumblr, i enjoy seeing any art you post while joining on the chaos without feeling like im being too weird and it's a lot of fun when this blog just bursts into chaos and seeing you have a good time out of this and question all of the anon's sanity is very enjoyable. I hope you continue to make art and chaos!

I have a very similar sentiment myself!!!

As someone who definitly had a hard time coming to terms with niche intrests and still struggles a lot with self confidence off the internet, its been really nice and fun to meet so many funny and likeminded people. Not only that, but getting the chance to chat and be mutuals and friends with creators who are really huge and talented in this community has been amazing, its even lead to me meeting some irl! I really feel like im kind of known in the jse fandom(on tumblr at least) and its lead me to this feeling of creating my own follower community. I feel like ive tried hard to make my blog a safe space for people like me (or who were like me when i was a younger user). I dont like to tear people down or call them cringe(unless they do something legitimately that makes me uncomfortable) because the chaos is fun and quirky and its a thing i feel my blog embodies that other bigger jse blogs cant or dont. My cutesy art style serves as a way to welcome people to my blog, but i love the dynamics i get to form between you guys and the fact that youre always so open with my in my ask box and dms is really sweet and makes me feel like ive really gathered a kind and sweet collection of people who now get to meet and interract with each other through my blog as a platform, encouraging them to interract with others more too. I love you guys snd this friendly and supporting mini-community we've made around my blog and i hope it stays like that because this blog really is safe for anyone from all walks of life to enjoy if they want to without fear of judgement.

Just dont be getting all parasocial on me guys thats the only thing im affraid of with this little vibe we have. Remember you dont know me and i dont know you so dont blindly follow and agree with me on everything and definitly dont confide in me as this therapust friend for venting and traumadumping and such. But i havent had that happen too often due to how dearly you all respect me and i respect you all the same!

[satans-left-asscheeky]

I made a very short post about this, but didn't elaborate on it:

How about Sole teaching their companions to drive after Sturges gets a prewar car working for them! :)

Hey! Love your blog so much! thanks for the ask :)

Maccready

"No way! think you can teach me how to drive so we can race this bad boy?"

Oh boyyy. See Mac has heard all about this wonderful thing called drag races and he's absolutely hooked... He'd want to paint a neon green racing stripe down it and give it a hideous leopard print interior. You know those guys who are super into cars? That's Mac... Sole really shouldn't have shown him the car because now he's addicted

Hancock

"Well would ya looky here. Can't wait to see the bastards in goodneighbors faces when I roll up in this thing"

Hancock gives mad fancy and cool car vibes. Like he'd totally have a sports car he loved dearly named after another founding father or some shit. red obviously. No but back to the prompt he thinks it's awesome, unlike Mac he doesn't want to race it because he doesn't wanna risk breaking it, but he does like it for practical and luxury uses.

Cait

"Would ya look at that. Let's take her out for a spin and see how fast it'll go!"

One word, reckless. Yet another racer. Don't let her and Mac around eachother or else it would cause a MASSIVE fued. Her car is always messy. Beer bottles, trash you name it its probably in there, but she loves it dearly. Probably sleeps in it.

Danse

"This will prove most useful to the brotherhood! Good job knight."

Doesn't the NCR canonically have cars? either way love or hate the brotherhood an army of armored men and women in vehicles is definitely an interesting step for the commonwealth... would they share the technology (especially since they weren't even the ones to figure it out)? or will they hord it? Given their history I'm far more inclined to say the latter is more probable. though that's not directly Danses fault.

Curie

"Oh this is most wonderful! With the car and the minutemen radio we can rush to injured citizens in no time. What an exciting advancement!"

She'd basically have her own personal ambulance. If word got out it would probably encourage the followers of the apocalypse to make their way west.

Deacon

"Woahhh.... how fast you think this thing can go?"

Though vocally he acts like he wants to race the car he knows what a rare opportunity this is and would only actually use it responsibly for the railroad. He's probably the safest driver and cringes hard at mac and Caits racing shenanigans

Piper

"Oh. My. God! This is such a huge step Blue! Do you realize how much this means?"

Cars are back! This means easier access to other regions of post apocalyptic America, better trade ruits, new writing opportunities and a huge step at rebuilding unified territories and expanding. This is truly amazing

Nick

"Most of the cases I cracked came from late night drives to clear my head. It's almost like a little bit of home just came back.... last time I felt that way was when I certain pre war vaultie asked for my help... seriously though kid tell Sturges thanks for me.... you two don't know how much this means...."

If he could Nick would be tearing up. When he first became a cop he was taught to have a safe space to retreat to when he needed to calm down, think or clear his head, and for him that had always been his car. One of the hardest parts of waking up in a post apocalyptic boston was finding his safe spot again and being able to feel comfortable and not on edge. Sole and Sturges just gave him back his safe spot and for that he'd grateful

Preston

Sturges, General! You know what this means right? We really can help are settlements at a minutes notice!!! Good job both of you."

Hes so excited! he'd never dreamed of ever having a car before and now he has one! There's so many places he wanted to go. He knew for sure he wanted to visit capital wastland and see all the monuments from before the war... he might just take nick and Mac to show him around... it'll be great

X6-88

*uninterested* "Congratulations ma'am/Sir....."

Hes indifferent. The institute had single handedly created teleportation and they were excited about a car? it just was strange to him. Are all humans this easily entertained?

[bunny-rambles]

hiii im back because whenever i feel awful i love going to your blog and rereading some fics and chilling out and sending an ask if im not too shy ehehe. anyways ik your post abt ideas a while ago but this just an silly little brainrot im thinking of writing, got some stuff planned out lmao but its kinda cheesy *nervous laughter*

anyways so. basically former!harbinger!reader and childe are together and they are painfully chaotic and so down bad for each other. the thing is that neither of them have told each other of their secret identity because they want to protect each other and also because they are really fucking blind to each others affections. ANYWAYS so being a former harbinger who faked their death, theres always rumours and agents on the prowl trying to find reader as some didnt believe that they died. And obvi childe has enemies bc hes a fatui harbinger as well. SO SO THIS ENDS UP WHEN THEM JUST BEING DRUGGED OR SOMETHIGN AND THEN WAKING UP AND BEING LIKE OH FUCK THIS IS BAD BUT WAIT MY S/O IS HERE I CANT REVEAL MY IDENTITY but then reader and childe bust out crazy fight moves when the bad guys come back and just ✨power coupling✨ their way through it until they get back to safety and stare at each other in shock like what the fuck just happened lmao, my sweet, soft absolutely adorable partner JUST DID THAT?? and they both realize they have to explain themselves lmao

ahaha im totally not wondering if i should send this in at all because im weirdly nervous and shyyyyy but i hope you’re feeling okay today!

- king (🫣🥴)

Oh dearest,

I’m so happy my blog is a safe space for you. You’re always welcome here, and I’ll do what I can to offer comfort to you through my stories 💞

Now onto your idea, I feel like I’m experiencing deja vu- have we talked about this idea before? Regardless, I’m happy to read it again !!

This reminds me a lot of SPYXFAMILY but without the ‘family’.

I can see Childe pretending to play into the toy seller persona he puts on for his brother to the reader, and the reader taking up an innocent job that wouldn’t raise any eyebrows in their region.

Lmfao them being absolutely clueless

Childe: ‘I got you some flowers because they remind me you.’

Reader: ‘So… I irritate your nose and make your eyes watery?’

Or

Reader: ‘this place would be perfect for a romantic date.’

Childe: ‘I hope whoever you bring likes it!’

Dumbasses in love is a trope I adore dearly, almost as much as enemies to lovers. Anyways,

Reader and Childe getting kidnapped with each other but intentionally holding back what they can do when they’re both imprisoned is both hilarious and unfortunate. It’s only when one of you lands a particularly strong hit all hell breaks loose and you both start showing your true powers. Childe low-key thinks you’re hot when you’re fighting ngl-

Imagine the conversation after-

Both: ‘You can fight?!’

Both: ‘uh…’

Both: ‘you go first-‘

Both, again at the same time: ‘I’m a harbinger-‘

And both of them just scream WHAT?! Because they put up such a sweet persona, not a fake one but obviously just hiding their bloodlust and talent for fighting, so they can’t imagine each other being in such a villainous light.

Childe 100% helps the reader in hiding away from the fatui, even if it risks his life doing it. In return, his partner protects him from the fatui finding out he’s helping them. I bet neither tell each other about that though and they’re keeping more secrets bc they’re fucking idiots that have trouble communicating their feelings.

I love this lil AU, if you have anymore brain rot about it, feel free to send it in !! I don’t know what I can add to it though, I hope you enjoyed whatever this was lmfao

[starjxsung]

Hey star!!

I’m so glad you had fun at the ateez concert!! mines aug 8th im literally soooo excited. i just ordered my outfit (prying the boots i ordered come in time🙏)

Ate is soooo good, my fav track is twilight it’s literally gorgeous. han never misses bro!

anywayyyy i really came on here because i was just thinking bout you while i was scrolling. i was thinking about how great you are to the little community you’ve created and how happy i am to be a small part of it. you truly are the sweetest to everyone in your community and on stayblr. you’re honestly one of my safe place blogs!!

i just felt like saying how much me and i’m sure a lot of other appreciate you and i hope are have an amazing week!!

-🪷

AHHHH YOURS IS COMING UPPPP I’m so excited I can’t wait to hear all about it !!!!! Ateez was so insane I miss them so bad already 😭 but Lolla next so I’m still in the midst of all my concerts !! 🫶💕♥️💓💞🤞

TWILIGHT IS AMAZINGGGGG oh my god when I tell you I’ve been listening to it nonstop 🤞 hanpop is my fav genre of music frfr ‼️‼️

Also this is making me cryyyy I love you so so much !! I miss you guys whenever I can’t be on this blog and I’m so grateful to have every single one of you on here. It genuinely brightens my day to hear how everybody’s doing and to get my little life updates through you guys ♥️ stayblr is my favorite place on the internet I think life would be so boring if I never found u all 🥹👼💓 you guys are my safe space !!!!

I hope you have the best week my darling, I’m thinking of you so dearly and I hope you’re taking care of yourself !! All my love always always always 🫶👼🫂💞💕💓

[thrillridesz]

fanfic writer’s tag game!

thank you belle @sankyeom for the tag! ^^

01. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?

tbz and nct are the only fandoms I have ever written for haha

02. what fandoms are you currently writing for?

the boyz and nct

03. how long have you been writing?

I had been writing on and off on wattpad with OCs when I was like 14 but I got into writing fanfiction in September 2019, stopped but started again last year.

04. on which platforms do you post your stories?

tumblr

05. what is your favorite genre to write?

horror/thriller. i’ve wrote a lot of fluff in the past but i’m starting to think that I want to branch out to other genres. angst is pretty fun to write but it takes up a lot of energy.

06. are you a pantser or a planner?

a bit of both? i used to be more of a pantser but now i like to plan my stories more for cohesiveness’s sake

07. one-shot or multiple-chapter?

one-shot lol i don’t have the patience and motivation to write series though I’m attempting one right now (check out obsessed pls)

08. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion?

1.5k to 2.5k

09. what is your longest published story?

33.8k words i think?

10. what story did you enjoy working on the most?

it's a completed younghoon serial killer!au story that is still sitting in my drafts just waiting to be published

11. favorite request you’ve written and why?

my kissing booth jacob oneshot!

12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories?

supportive best friends and using weather as a mood setter

13. current number of wips?

too many to count

14. three things you’ve noticed about your writing?

I like to go in depth in describing emotions and regularly use metaphors and imagery to illustrate it properly

I’m big on dialogue

I like plot twists

15. a quote you like from a published story?

maybe i just like breaking my own heart with angst lol

As you muttered the words ‘I do’, Kevin felt his heart shatter once and for all into a million little pieces, irreparable and unsalvageable.

16. a quote from an unpublished story?

from 'the secrets we share' (younghoon fic)

His features are pristine, sharp. Lips split and bloodied, there is an angry, red bloody slash across his right cheekbone but he doesn’t seem to be in pain. If anything, there is a sadistic glint in those dark eyes of his and those very same lips are twisted into a deranged and mocking smile. His white teeth shine under the light and before you can even do anything, he bolts at the turn of the alley.

17. space for you to say something to your readers

hey there, thank you so much for reading my works and supporting me in what i do! i know i don’t say this nearly enough but i appreciate every like, reblog and feedback that i can get very dearly and it always makes my day to know that my writing has brought a smile to your face :) you are the people that have made me fall deeper in love with writing and grown to become attached to my blog and this community in general, giving me sort of a safe space to come to when i wish to escape from reality. idk if you guys realise how much you all have helped me inadvertently make my life so much more fulfilled and meaningful. i love you all sincerely with all my heart.

tagging some new (and old) moots: @kyuflix @changminurheart @starrytxt @nyuwings @trashlord-007 @ateez-elena

[sageinacage]

I KNOW I KEEP THANKING YOU GUYS A LOT BUT I LOVE YOU ALL VERY DEARLY /P

you guys have genuinely helped me get out of my bad headspace that i've had for a few days and im like. extremely happy rn PLEAFHJKDSKJ but yes places a consensual smooch on each of your foreheads bc you guys make my safe space here on tumblr genuinely feel safe <3 /p

and i also thank you guys for sticking with me even with all these situations happening, but i promise that for now on my blog is back to the chaotic sageinacage page it was before >:D

[madmadmilk]

✨🌿🌷🌻💐😌 hi!! semi-annual sappy post incoming!! 😌💐🌻🌷🌿✨ 

sooooo, if you are reading this:

✨💛🤲🏼😩 THANK YOU! 😩🤲🏼⭐️✨

whether you know me as “j” or jacky or mads or milk or madmadmilk or that fucking blog, thank you for remembering me at all. fuck!!!

i think it’s just.... a really incredible and weird thing to be acknowledged (in any form) on the internet. whether you scroll past me daily, like posts, reblog things, send messages, comment compliments or quietly read my posts.... that’s like beyond my comprehension. being seen without being known, wowee. shit like this makes me smile to myself before i got to sleep 😂

lol i know it’s not always That Deep & that the world does not revolve around me, but in this space i feel so welcomed,,, even tho i’m the one curating it.

2020 has been so fucked and i’ve had bad days, still fumbling my way through but keeping my head up...–– i have to credit that a large part of my optimism/sanity comes from the fact that i’m able to be myself and share parts of myself on tumblr. self-expression & creativity is so important to me, and through times where i wasn’t able to make anything or feel anything, this blog has always been a warm place to come ‘home’ to. happy to share some laughs, enjoy content, and make shitty text posts without judgement or pressure

lol where else would i have random strangers excitedly talking to me about underwear??? [it’s still CRAZY to see things in my inbox, CRAZY.]

and you guys do that!! you make amazing conversations and are so thoughtful!! you teach me things and are so willing to chat about ANYTHING!!!! and even though you guys are the ones sending me things, i feel like i’m the one that’s so connected and attached to you. i think about the things i see and hear on here like all day!! and ya’ll are the only ones i can talk about it to!! 😂 !!!

you are an irreplaceable and unique facet of my life. 

so yes. i would really just like to say “Thank You.”

sappy, cheesy, overthinking–– but tumblr and the amazing people and perspectives on it, always makes my life so much brighter. i don’t have that level of understanding anywhere else. you guys give me so much, and i hope you know that!!!! ! ! !!! ! !  !! you are SO kind for it!!! and i love you for that!!! even without specific interaction or whatever, just seeing the world turn and being able to scroll here makes me feel grounded

so

thank you for hanging out! 💛

i hope you know that you are dearly loved and appreciated by me. i wish you all the best; good health, good fortune, good luck! i’m always rooting for you and better days ♥︎

stay smart and stay safe 🌿

love,

madmadmilk 🌷

[wntersfire]

GET TO KNOW ME TAG GAME

Before I start I would just like to say (tw alcohol for now and question 19) sorry for any spelling mistakes or if I ramble a little. To cut a long fuckin story short I mis read the measurements of my shot glasses and so instead of having two cocktails I’ve had the equivalent of four in the space of an hour and a half. Being british, im not gonna let a good drink go to waste either so im onto my third/sixth now.

Tagged by @clints-lucky-arrow (an actual goddess among us mortals)

1. Why did you choose your URL?

So this reason is two-fold. One, I didn’t watch star wars growing up because I was dumb and didn’t understand the politics (it wasn’t until my boyfriend sat me down and explained it literally in January of this year that I actually got it) but I loved Sci-fi and space so the next best thing was Treasure Planet (2003 film, Available on didney+) My favourite scene is the ending when Long John Silver (spoilers) is about leave before he can be arrested and Jim confronts him. Seeing how much his character has grown, Silver says to Jim, “Look at you, glowing like a silver fire. You’re something special, Jim. You’re gonna rattle the stars, you are.” It literally makes me tear up every single time I watch it and its one of my favourite lines of all time. Second, this was actually quoted in one of my favourite book series ‘Throne of glass’ by Sarah J Maas. I adore the character of Celeana and again one of my favourite quotes from TOG is when Queen Elena says to Celeana“ You could rattle the stars. You could do anything, if only you dared.” Every time I read that line I literally get chills and I actually have plans to get this tattooed on me lmao

2. Any side blogs?

Yes my fanfic blog @second-stars-totheright (I like puns and I used to love peter pan)

3. How long have you been on tumblr?

I joined when I was 13 for the fanfiction and lurked for a very long time, just reblogging and liking things until I deleted it when I was 17. Re downloaded the app and got my account back back around February of this year (when I was 19, now 20) and since then I’ve found it much friendlier and actually interacted with people this time around, and actually started posting my work on here!

4. Do you have a queueue tag?

No. This is my general postings blog so I just kind of stick anything funny or worth keeping here, but I probably should make one!

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

As I said to read fanfiction (anyone wondering it was 5 seconds of summer fanfiction. Anyone who judges me in the comments its fair game 🥺) but I re-downloaded it this year because I noticed with my work on Wattpad, while I had some do really well (one has gotten 130k+ views) its very difficult to actually interact with readers and get feedback. I’ve only accumulated that high of a number after 5 years of it being on there, and so tumblr is just so much more personal!

6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

I did it this morning as I was getting tagged in this lmao. I wanted a cartoon girl who looked like me but because I had a specific colouring (ie my hair is black with a blonde streak at the front & my eyes have both blue and green segments because I have heterochromia) I couldn’t find any that looked like me so I recoloured a cartoon girl I found on pinterest.

7. Why did you choose you header?

The white clouds fit the stars theme and it looks pretty with the purple. ✨💜

8. Whats your post with the most notes?

“That girl is a problem | Javier Pena x Agent!Reader part 1” with 105 notes on my fanfic blog.

9. How many mutuals do you have?

I am still a little tumblr idiot when it comes to this so if someone could tell me how to find out I'll edit this

10. How many followers do you have?

72 on here, 107 on my fanfic blog (AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU ACROSS BOTH OF THEM MWAH, MWAH KISSES FOR YOU ALL 💜💜💜)

11. How many people do you follow?

165 (it was 700+ but the other day I unfollowed a bunch of accounts that haven’t been active since I followed them when I was 13. There were LOTS)

12. Have you ever made a shit post?

I mean all you have to do is look at the Nomad memes I make (UNAPOLOGETICALLY I might add 😤) for @clints-lucky-arrow to know I absolutely have. That series has a hold over me im telling you. I black out when I start reading and I awake with a bunch of meme editing apps open and my feelings tugged at from her amazing writing.

13. How often do you use Tumblr each day?

If I’m with my boyfriend which is like two days a week, rarely, but now I’ve finished uni, I’m on here all the god damn time. I feel so comfy and safe interacting with you all, not to mention some of you guys are funny as hell.

14. Did you have a fight with a blog once?

Not really on here, I haven’t received any hate luckily but I prefer not to spoil how comfy I am here with arguing.

15. How do you feel about ‘you need to re-blog this’ posts?

I’m a little confused by this I dunno whether I’ve just never come across any like this or if Stars is being a bimbo on the tl again. However, I only reblog things I’d like to keep for future reference or if something deserves to be shared to everyone else like a fic rec or a piece of art. (As Mack said, I’ve re-blogged so many in the past promising me money or luck and I am still broke as shit so what does that tell you).

16. Do you like tag games?

Yes!! I love reading everyone elses and getting to know my mutals better!

17. Do you like ask games?

Again yesss because it means I get to send love to my mutuals and get to know them better! I tend to not participate though just read their responses because I sometimes feel like I’m bugging people clogging their inboxes even though I know that’s the point idk I’m a hell of an over thinker sometimes 🥳

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

It’s been said before but @clints-lucky-arrow (wow you rlly owning this post bby girl) but I just remember lurking on Nomad early February and liking and reblogging her chapters so I could keep them to re-read cause that’s how much I instantly loved it and when she followed me I realised who she was and lowkey had a starstruck moment bcus id been ciaght up in her work for weeks and too nervous to make contact. Also @arduadastra, I saw her work all over the pedro tags for so long and now I’ve gotten to know her she is the sweetest girl!! We usually fan over Javier Pena gifs together, she’s solely responsible for ‘That girl is a problem’ bcus of her gif sending at 1am giving me Javi thots and now it’s my most successful one on my blog. And most recently @pedrosgirlx followed me this morning and her work is genuinely some of the best I've seen on here, as I said this morning it is the Sistine Chapel ceiling of Mando art it is actually jaw dropping!! I cant believe all these creators are rlly giving us this content for free and yet being so talented AND the nicest people I’ve ever met!!

19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?

No, although I hold a lot of them dearly as friends. 15/10 would treat you lovelies to a drink of your choice if we ever met (any of you from the uk who drink I’d get you a pitcher from Whetherspoons)

20. Absolutely no pressure tags:

anyone who wants to join! a lot of people I would have tagged have already posted theirs so go for it if you like the look of it!