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i'm mildly unwell (enough to feel miserable but not enough to be off work) and i'm making it everyone's problem
#rox rambles#i am wearing a mask dw#it is just a cold#but i feel really crappy#and my coworkers are willing to coddle me <3
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#I know I had the poll but I finished this and really wanted to post this#if this comes in first then I’ll draw the second most popular choice#also sorry for the crappy quality I realized my canvas was to small way to late#low-key next time I do a meme it’ll be better quality#also the kid in the left hand corner is meant to be griffin#also I feel like Jess would be dying seeing Fontaine get all flustered around Finn#I just know the two of them had girl talk about it#additionally Finn deserves justice#I just realized I have never actually draw him without a meme face#high key Finn rocks them all though#I wish we got more Jess#I really wonder what her dynamics with the pirates would be like#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#the deep#fontaine nekton#ant nekton#meme#jess gorman#smiling finn#mad maddy#griffin the deep#alpheus benthos
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movie sonadow would be so l umity-coded…and i say this bc their dynamic is similar to the games but with a different and tender perspective: they both empathize deeply with each other now, and this shadow is not as reticent or closed off bc of that. that being said: movie!sonic would ABSOLUTELY 'YOU'RE the sweet potato!' the hell out of shadow
#i say l umity bc they're my fave yardstick for romantic relationship progression#between two characters who're barely just starting to know themselves let alone their feelings#and bc they're cute. and i have been thinking abt (made sleepless over‚ really) sonic being SO ecstatic to find shadow alive#i just see movie!sonic being more physically affectionate n movie!shadow (w the both of them having already seen each other at their worst)#feeling less of a need to put up a front. not much to hide from the guy you pleaded with to kill you on the moon yk?#speeds over‚ loops his arms and spins him 'round#he would be SO excited to show shadow fun earth stuff#and on a deeper level‚ i think a liiiiiittle bit of it'd be projection#he knows their situations aren't the same. but yet again‚ here's another hedgehog in a strange new world#and he wants to give him everything he wished he'd had when he arrived#so he shows him crappy reality tv and new kinds of foods and other kinds of constellations‚#the proper way to give a fist bump (bc shadow was going to genuinely punch him and he had to explain)‚ and books from the library#they get more movies. sonic teaches him how to play mario kart. he knux and tails induct him into their baseball games#and sonic is delighted to find they have the same problem of hitting the ball Way Too Hard#he answers every question shadow has to the best of his ability#and like. the Main Thought that's been plaguing me is that one day he gets shadow a picture frame#and - idk how sonic got it‚ just roll with it - sonic reveals the picture of shadow and maria#and explains that tom had that section of his old cave‚ the one w the picture of longclaw excavated and preserved#and he doesn't know how tom did it‚ but now she's in his new home too. he doesn't have to leave her behind just bc he found somewhere new#basically trying to show him that it's okay to grieve and to KEEP grieving. that just bc you've been understood‚ that love goes away.#but yeah. they drive me nuts#sonadow#sonic movie 3 spoilers#sth
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this is how i envision childe and skirk's time together in the abyss went
#skirk feels like a really crappy babysitter to me#like she comes over to babysit little ajax and then just watches tv all night. doesnt even feed him#and THEN she blames him for a vase she knocked over#this is probably not the intended interpretation of her character but if the devs wanted me to take her seriously#then they shouldn't have made her look like a teenage girl in a swimsuit and galaxy leggings#just saying#anyway#the audio is a clip from johnny bravo i found on tiktok if youre wondering#skirk#genshin skirk#genshin impact skirk#god i'm still mourning her i think she's so ugly like actually. oh my god#i referenced her beta designs to try to make it even marginally better#dont think it helped rip#childe#tartaglia#childe tartagalia#genshin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#genshin spoilers#i'm pretty sure this counts as spoilers at least#childe tartaglia ajax#genshin ajax#genshin 4.2 spoilers#genshin 4.2#my art
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i never thought anyone noticed
#felt really emotional seeing a mom and daughter enjoy my stupid doodles at work#i didn't tell them i drew them but#it was just really nice.#doodle#crappy art#comic#cat gurl#emeraldotter's deer obsession continues#often feel very mitski's 'working for the knife' in my day-to-day but i felt a real connection to other people through my art today
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is f/o burnout a Thing That Exists? has anyone dealt with it before? I could really use some advice or reassurance I think... idk what to do it kinda sucks a lil! I'm SAD
#I saw someone bring it up and I was like... is THAT what I've been feeling recently?#I've been dealing with some nasty stuff in the rayman fandom and it's kinda all caught up to me and reached a boiling point#and I just can't with the fandom rn... and that's kinda spreading to rayman himself but I really don't want it to#I love him too much I don't want to lose him just because of a crappy association :c#self ship#mine
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Friendly reminder the Dragon Age Devs AMA is happening later today for all you Americans out there! Consider me very impressed that a majority of the questions with the greatest upvotes are quite critical of the game!
I linked it below!
#its happening at like 4 in the morning for me so i won't be able to join in the live trash fire I assume it will be#if anyone wants to ramble/send me their hot takes on what the devs say my inbox is open!#going to be all over it when I wake up!#a lot of questions about world states / lack of rp options / lack of depth to companions etc...#a lot of asks for patches to add more content like BG3 has done - like EA would allow that?! they'd charge $20 for shit they had them cut#questions about how lacking the lucanis romance is in terms of content too -> in general the romances are getting a lot of criticism#a really good question about retconning solas's motivations too#surprised i only saw one or two questions about the executors -> the one I saw was asking if it was in Gaider's plan for the series lmao#a few about production troubles and a few about misleading statements devs made#i am so very proud that no one is giving them wiggle room <3#especially about how they were misleading in their marketing of this game - that was outright scummy to consumers#EA is not entirely at fault for how misleading/vague they were in their marketing#Bioware doesn't have EA holding a gun to their head every minute of the day - they're multi-million dollar company#you don't need to defend them lmao#someone please ask them to release the Joplin Cut for me lmao#bioware critical#datv critical#edit - i 100% have a lot of sympathy for individual devs and the crappy work environment they're in#but when some of them are outright misleading customers about what is in the game its just shitty all round#i feel bad for the individuals and not so much the company and execs#veilguard critical
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i caught up on solarballs and oh god oh fuck caelpiter is fucking doomed yaoi i didnt oh no oh fuck lemme sit down oh g
#ori speaks#solarballs#<- 4 reach#that wasn't mercury btw that was his evil twin in retrograde#i say doomed cause what the fuck do you call those two right now bro#imagine one of your crushes gets kicked out of the solar system and while they were gone the bitch who got him kicked out in the first+#+place comes back and starts (and also succeeds) too manipulate you into being close with him only for them too ALSO leave and ALSO with+#+a massive promise that you highly expected then your crush comes back with you still angry about the whole situation and you actually lash#+out at him and internally you regret it like really bad but outwardly you just Feel the rage Seething from you about Everything thats+#+happened and and and oh god im rambling too much bro#at least saturn was there....?#caelus please just ask sol if you can get your name c hanged please please please please please ple ase ple ase pl.e assepl ea sepl ease#you dont have too leave just fucking ask sol dude dont go looking for your crappy manipulator pls#i do not like planet x can you tell /silly#anyways im rambling too much in the tags i might draw shit relating too this later im still figuring out designs#caelus x jupiter x saturn call that a situationship
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Do you ever feel like everything you’ve done still isn’t enough? Like your efforts will be for nothing in the end?
#tianhuo virus is getting to me today#I had only mild symptoms before#but now I’ve started coughing more#I normally wouldn’t be this vulnerable but I am feeling out of it today#I hope a cure will be found soon#or at least a way to slow the virus#//real talk I’m feeling really crappy today#//I will not use this acc as a vent acc I just wanted to say something
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instead of having that dumb plack around Jason's suit, he lights a candle next to a family photo. Maybe his kids leave little things next to it too and it becomes like a little alter for Jason. Bruce isn't religious, but he always feels better when he lights a candle for Jason and sort of prays to his dead son. It's really the only time he allows himself to talk to Jason without fully drowning in grief. Dick does it sometimes too, but not as much as he wants since he lives in Bludhaven. Tim more so. Tim's always lighting a candle and talking Jason about anything and everything. Jason reaction to it when he comes back is certainly something. Jason thinks back what he thought where dreams of hearing other people's voices(really was his family)
i have so many feelings about the plaque.... because jason didnt want to be treated like a child, and bruce was raised by a man who knew how to train a soldier but not how to care for a son, and jason was more than just a boy, and jason was a solider - fighting to protect the people of gotham
did bruce put the uniform and plaque up? did he need a reminder of what he'd lost? did it hurt too much to think of jason as his son? did he need the distance, to only think of a lost robin and not a lost jason?
or did alfred put it up, the uniform and plaque a worthy memorial. as fitting as any war shrine he'd seen friends names carved on. the only way he could mourn coated in the ridged protocol of a fallen soldier...
#i didnt really answer ur question sorry i got distracted#i dont have an opinion on bruce being religious tbh but i think he has a lot of spiritual knowledge just from his travels#i hc that he stayed with a family for a month or so during his training and they had a family alter#and one of them offered to let him pray to his own family at it and he was like 'oh this isnt my belief' and they just said#'you dont need to believe to feel.'#so bruce would get jasons favourite burger and tell him about something funny he saw during patrol. just to feel close to him again#dick puts the printed out crappy selfie of him and jason next to the old poster photo of his parents. keeping his lost family together#tim never speaks to jason. it feels like an imposition. esp from the kid whos only here temporarily#after his dad dies he starts to talk to jason when hes alone in the cave but then jason comes back and hes in this weird place about it#askbox#darkcrowprincess#jason todd#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth
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I FOUND A CAPYBARA PLUSHIE
i went into the shop to buy the first volume of witch hat atelier but instead i found the best thing ever!!!!!!!
#rox rambles#i might cry#capybaras are my very favourite animals#and i feel really crappy today#and i have therapy in a hour#capybara was sent to me by the universe
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Since Heihachi seems to hate the Devil Gene so much, I personally headcanon that Satan took that as a personal offense and therefore will never allow him to enter the gates of hell, no matter what he does.
And it's not like he can go to heaven either, for obvious reasons.
I don't know where purgatory went, but it seems somehow the guy can't get there.
It's no wonder Heihachi keeps coming back to life. He's managed to make even the deities of the afterlife pissed at him.
#tekken#tekken 8#heihachi mishima#heihachi#i'm sorry my blog has been nothing but rants and crappy jokes lately#but i can't help it i just really hate this character#even hate doesn’t really cover how i feel but that's a can of worms that should be saved for another post
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Fic Idea: Dazai tries to write the ending to the third book in the series Oda was reading.
Oda wanted to leave the mafia and become a writer, he never got the chance. Dazai, in Oda's memory, writes the story Oda was never able to write.
#Bonus points if Dazai turns out to be a really crappy or just mediocre writer#Perhaps Oda did write in his free time#small stuff but Dazai thinks its all really good#and compared to Dazai's attempt at writing its amazing#Maybe some of the ADA members find the half finished/barely started story#I dont think dazai own a laptop or anything#this go right alongside my hc that sometimes Chuuya#when he's feeling sad and missing his friends#will watch some of the movies lippmann starred in#Dazai sobbing trying to write a novel in Oda's memory#Chuuya sobbing watching movies in Lippmann's memory#Chuuya is Dazai's fucking beta reader-#Okay im done now-#bsd fanfic#bsd fanfiction#bungo stray dogs fanfic#dazai osamu#bsd odasaku#oda sakunosuke#bsd dazai#bsd headcanons
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can't wait to pirate the new season of dw
#me + my personal vendetta against rtd#i am just feeling really eh with the show after the 60th specials#it has been five(ish) months and i still hate what rtd did with biregeneration that i can't bring myself to care about it#why would i when it isn't technically the doctor and the tardis anymore? it's just a copy#yes i'm autistic how could you tell?#also the whole millie stuff? like rtd just seems crappy to his actors#anti rtd#dw#rtd critical
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Re: Naruto characters I dislike -- under the cut! :)
The thing with Danzo and Tobirama is that, I get it. I might not agree with it, at all, but I get where they're coming from and, honestly, I am very much self-aware enough that, if I had lived through their same experiences, I can't say for sure that I would have done any different. Did they do terrible things? Absolutely. But, again, I can't proclaim with surety that I'd be any better. Like, I can sit here from my current seat and judge them, but experiences color perception and I'm just as susceptible to bias as everyone else is. Who knows what my outlook would be had I lived through the First and/or Second War.
The thing with Rasa and Chiyo is that, there is some resolution. It's definitely too little, too late, especially in Rasa's case, but there is growth and admittance of fault there so that, even if I don't actually like either character, the character development present in the storyline (particularly for Chiyo!) is such that it somewhat cancels my dislike out, leaving me with largely neutral feelings. I did used to have stronger feelings against them, but I suppose it's true that you mellow out with age lmao
The thing with Hiruzen and Hagoromo and Fugaku is that I neither get it, nor is there any character development or admittance/recognition of fault on their part XD
#the best we get is hag//oromo going: well. favoring one son over the other didn't work so this time i'll split my favor evenly between them#but like. that's just because the first time he got a bad result so now he's trying something different#not because he recognized that oh shit. maybe holding ind//ra responsible for the actions of other people was a crappy thing to do#and fug//aku's: we may have our differences but i am proud of you#doesn't really amount to geez i'm sorry i damaged you irreparably by intentionally exposing you to a warfront at the age of four#to further my own agenda and never allowed you to actually have a childhood#do i even need to say anything about hi//ruzen? XDDD#so yeah. with them i honestly just don't get it. i don't get where they're coming from. and we don't really go anywhere with them either.#(personally i think that since orochi already did two of these shitty parental figures in#he should have been allowed to just go down the list. spring cleaning XD)#omg an opinion post? i finally have spoons for those again??#maybe XD#it feels like it's been forever since i typed my own thoughts on something out instead of just putting some brief commentary in tags!#withoutwords
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thinking on marikin having this electric theming is sm i really enjoy somhow
#🎧 rambling#i might sound stupid and really..crappy just bc i think is funny thinking on taiyo is fire..kori is ice..marikin is.. electricity...#i feel kikda dumb saying this but whatevrr#idk whag im sayin but i dont tell this to nobody bc like i said it is really crappy but ok lol
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