#but i doubt she would even remember who i was or that this night happened lol
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Oh my god one last thing my ex took me to outside lands and when we tried to watch lana del rey he laid down on the grass and had a âpanic attackâ (this was after months of him talking about how he didnât like her) so we went to see foo fighters after a bit and he was FINE
#LANA i know his sister works for you BUT TRUST MY WORD AND GIVE ME A FREE TICKET PLEASEâŚ#MY FIRST TIME SEEING YOU WAS RUINED GIRL⌠she was so good too like i was saving her songs to spotify that night#im reliving all this because i found out a lot of his exes and ex friends hang out together and two of them invited me so it was me an ex an#d an ex friend just swapping stories and first of all. he said he got cheated on by this girl and she NEVER DID IT (HE would have emotional/#angry outbursts at HER though) (allegedly heâs acknowledged to her that the cheating never happened too) and 2. this is obviously making me#mentally rehash everything again. i feel so bad for his current girlfriend and also for the person i ââstoleââ him from though i really hesi#tate to blame myself after hearing about his patterns. first of all he wouldve done this with anyone who was vulnerable around him and secon#d i was the only reason he was at all honest with them. he was fully planning to gaslight this ex and me and his dad had to convince him not#to. they look like theyre happy now and im very happy for them over that. oh my god that man was evil he told me for WEEKS about every time#his then partner had talked shit about me while i made clear that i didnt care and wasnt very interested but he kept going. god i cant belie#ve this was my life a year ago.#the one thing i can say is that i out freaked him because throughout our short relationship i made him so insecure that a week after i told#to never speak to me again he called me asking if he really was ugly.#I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAD TO TEND TO A GROWN MAN WHILE LANA DEL REY WAS RIGHT THERE BECAUSE HE WAS SO OPPOSED TO BEING AROUND HER. LANAAAA#times like these i get so mad i dont know what to do but ultimately remembering that he has not achieved any of his goals because he refuses#to face himself really helps me. god man IVE achieved some of his goals and i wasnt even trying to#a really awful part of all of this was all of the friends who knew him taking his side. because they didnt know him well enough to know what#he was actually like.#i was talking to my ex friend of four years and she was like not to blame you but he was probably really vulnerable from his time with [ex p#rior to me]ââ because heâs been going around alleging that that ex was abusive. and she was implying i took advantage of him. so i had to go#into detail about what an awful awful person he was and the sort of state i was in when this relationship took place. hannah lee you are#not seeing your little jehovahâs witness heaven.#anyways redirecting this energy im very happy with the way my life is and the way i am now. and im grateful for it i would not have ever bee#n able to imagine having the sort of peace and motivation i feel now. life feels like it can and will change for the better and it keeps pro#ving that right all the time#it just hurts sometimes having that as my first experience and not even being able to vocalize what was wrong bc i just didnt know hurts#oh i forgot one of his besties can see my account bc weâre sort of mutuals. i doubt heâs looking he did the whole unfollowing the ex bc sheâ#s allegedly amoral thing after the breakup but if he is hi isaac#he did on rare occasion show me selfless kindness but ultimately your best friend is a creep. i donât want to be involved with anyone from#our school but I hope you know this and I hope youâre proud
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fuck guys my 'i think i met geno in 2012 without realizing who he was' conspiracy theory deepens D:
after a long day of rendering i was indulging in some scribbling and i wasnt going to post it but i was drawing this:
i mean its some random girl i dont think anyone even knows who she is, and the photo is hot and a fun romantic kissy pose to draw. i figured it was harmless practice. and halfway through the drawing i actually looked at the background. and immediately fucking recognized those stairs. i mean the exact location may be different but those railings i remember. cause i can never forget my friend grabbing my wrist and dragging me down the stairs fast enough that i was very grateful for the railings to hang onto.
i googled and the first time i searched 'diesel pittsburgh' i got this:
which is honestly way better than any nightclub. but then i adjusted the search terms and found
yeah thats basically exactly what i remember but with added weird green glowy pillars. looks an awful lot like the background of the photo too, huh?
definitely the same railings. :( there was a bouncer security guy at the bottom of the stairs who would stop you from going up it. i have no idea how we even got up there because it was the other girls' idea. its not like we were the hottest girls there or something either, we were just a group of carneg*ie mellon nerds. and i was not in the girls inner circle. just tagging along so nobody ever explained decisions to me. this was jan 2012...i hadnt even run into naeem at my dance class yet that happened in fall 2012. i hadnt perfected my dancing outfits, it was freezing and i hadnt realized that even in jan you wear skimpy clothes to run into the club because its always hot in there once you get there. i was in a quarter sleeve dress with flounces and ruffles and my favorite victorian leather booties. not exactly normal club wear. like that girl in the photo? looking way cuter than me lol. i also desperately did not want to be on that second floor. nobody up there was dancing they were just sitting around. i wanted to be dancing!
keep in mind i only ever went to this club once. ONCE. and i remember all of it because it was simulatenously fascinating but also traumatizing lmao. and not because of the group of guys in the vip section, that was probably the only highlight, money fingers dude was at least interesting even if he embarrassed me and cruelly dismissed me so soon after waving me over to talk to him :P (chloe would probably say different after what the other half of the group asked her to do)(not the dude who talked to me he was kind of separate from the main group).
but there's that vip section on the second floor and then below it the main dance floor was full of creeps - grabbing at me, pulling me around - just assholes. all i had wanted to do was dance with my friends and you couldnt do that easily because of all these creeps. and of the girls i was there with - only one i knew very well we can call her "L" and soon after she moved back to her hometown. peter moved to ohio (poor petey)(petey was madly in love with L and she was...not. it was tragic. like penelope level unrequited love. everyone knew he was in love with her except L). and i started going to naeem's underground music events rather than mainstream clubs. (unless cruze counts lol). so yeah i had no reason or motivation to ever go back to diesel.
but i also went out dancing almost every weekend 2012-2017 and wouldnt you know it the only random stranger i ever met that actually stuck in my memory was the dude in diesel. weeeeeeird.
i cant describe the strange dejavu i got when i realized i recognized those stupid hand railings. small world, crazy coincidences, absolutely impossible. on the other hand if it was him, i cant be mad at my past self for being clueless cause even if i had known anything i would have been too shy and awkward to do anything other than maybe give myself permission to stare at him more, and clearly he lost interest fast.
hilariously the places that i frequented in pittsburgh dont have any photos - one place didnt allow cameras or photographs, but the others were just such dives that nobody bothered. but they were more like this:
#the girl who dragged me down the stairs was named chloe and if i had the guts to do it i would ask her#but i doubt she would even remember who i was or that this night happened lol#jrnlsht
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the moments after you got married to gojo were so hectic that you can barely remember anything. a marriage of convenience was usual, especially with your ranks in society, but usually people acted as if they werenât what they were.
youâre barely able to get a good look at your supposed husband before he quickly makes and exit, your brows furrowing in confusion and leaving everybody else to wonder in hushed whispers.
his parents run after him, sending you a look of apology, but you canât even think.
itâs only a few minutes later where youâre ushered down a row of halls, expecting to be shown into a ballroom, but instead you found yourself in an empty vast room, starring at your two pieces of luggage as your heart beats rapidly.
youâre not able to say your goodbye to your family, but you doubt theyâd even want to hear it, and despite your insistent questions, your maids are just as confused as you are.
âwill he be coming here?â you ask as your maids tug the dress off of your body, hours of tedious labor to make you look presentable being scrubbed away.
youâre sitting in a tub of scalding water, your arms and legs still raw from just this morning.
âi donât know my lady,â one of the maids says, looking at another girl through frenzied eyes, just as lost as you were.
âis there going to be another gathering? if not tonight, then later?â you look around, eyes darting around and heart hammering loudly in your chest.
âiâŚâ the girl, alina, swallows, âi donât know,â she says, but you can tell sheâs trying to be gentle.
even though you felt as if you hadnât been prepared enough for this hasty marriage, everything you were told was going to happen hasnât happened. heâs supposed to bed youâŚwhatever that means. youâre supposed to see your husband fully, but you only saw a flash of his face as he laid a stone like kiss to your cheek.
you gnaw on your lips, chest heaving up and down as your eyes wilt with worry.
âdid i do something wrong?â you finally ask, sinking deeper into the tub as the bustling noise around you stops for a second.
one of the older ladies who had been washing your arms gives you a soft smile.
âitâs best not to think about the past,â though you can tell sheâs trying to soothe you, it only makes it worse, âlook on the bright side! youâre a gojo! do you know how many girls would kill to be in your spot?â she says with a chuckle that you can only muster up a shaky smile to.
you didnât want to be a gojo if your husband didnât even want you to be one, you thought. nervousness began filling your system.
were you lied to? did he not agree to this marriage?
you donât say anything for the rest of the night, letting everybody else do what they needed to as you sit at the edge of your bed, watching the door, waiting for it to open.
you twirled your ring back and forth, eyes growing dry from not blinking.
your husband didnât come that night. nor would he the night after that. later you found out heâs staying in a separate bedroom, on a another floor, in another wing of the estate.
#gojo x reader#gojo drabble#gojo angst#satoru x reader#satoru x you#jjk x reader#jjk drabble#arranged!gojo
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Why don't you love me?
Anthony Bridgerton x reader
Summary: Y/n and Anthony are in an arranged marriage. When she stops trying to make the relationship work and be the perfect wife, Anthony realizes what he's lost. Will he be able to get her back?
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It wasn't the marriage she wanted. And it wasn't what he wanted, because, in fact, he didn't even want to be married. And he didn't mind showing it. But for Y/n, she tried to make the best of their unfortunate situation.
It all started at the beginning of the season when Violet Bridgerton decided that her firstborn had been single for too long. So, she spoke to Y/n's parents, who were good friends of hers, and they both decided that a marriage between the two would be beneficial to both families. Anthony was going to have the support of someone who would take Violet's place as Viscountess and Lady Bridgerton. For Y/n's life, in this society, having a husband was essential and this marriage would allow social advancement.
Thus, Anthony and Y/n agreed with this decision. The preparation for the wedding was carried out quickly and this event was the biggest news for days. Lady Whistledown didn't help matters either by immediately releasing an advert showing her doubts about Anthony having a wife.
This only worsened Y/n's mood, who already feared being married to Viscount Bridgerton, as she was now doubting all the lovers Anthony could take to their bed. Would he not respect their marriage? Did she just want an heir and take care of the children? With these doubts, she said the "I do" in front of hundreds of people watching the ceremony, and allowed just one tear to fall.
From the beginning, Anthony made a point of making it clear that their marriage was purely a compromise, and that he would never truly love her. He was going to fulfill his role and try to have an heir and outside the house, they would act like a happy couple, but it wouldn't go beyond that. In silence, Y/n just offered him a nod, showing that she understood.
However, since then, nothing has happened between them. Anthony allowed her to have her own room, something Y/n was more than grateful for. Having to look at the face of her husband who would never love her every time she fell asleep would be too painful.
She was expecting that on some nights he would enter her room to try to get her with child. But none of that happened, which only confused Y/n more. Was he so disgusted by the idea of being married to her that he didn't even want to have pleasure with her?
So she tried to distract herself with tasks that could take some of the work off Anthony's shoulders and try to be the perfect wife. But Anthony still refused to spend more than five minutes alone with her. At breakfast, he was already at the office when Y/n woke up to go eat, at night he preferred to spend time with his brothers instead of returning home. He was making everyone's life difficult and Y/n was starting to get more and more sad. Would this be her routine until the end of her life? Trying to please a husband who didn't want her?
It was on a summer afternoon that Y/n, upon returning from a social gathering with Anthony's mother and sister, realized how hot the mansion was. She quickly remembered how Viscount's office, the few times she had been there, was directly in the sun which made it even hotter. So she decided to be brave and try to have at least a friendly relationship with her husband, so she went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
With growing nerves, Y/n went to Anthony's office door and knocked on the wood. After hearing Anthony's voice, she opened the door, finding him plus Benedict, who had become good friends with Y/n.
"Oh, I apologize if I am interrupting." she said shyly, keeping to the doorway.
"You are." Anthony immediately agreed in a deep voice, not paying attention to her and turning his attention back to the papers.
At the same time, his brother hurried to assure Y/n, "You're not interrupting anything. You even saved me from Anthony's boring lecture here."
The woman smiled uncomfortably. "Right. I just came to bring you a cup of water. It's so warm outside. I wasn't aware you were here, Mr. Bridgerton, but I can go and also bring you some water."
"Thank you, Y/n, I wouldâ"
However, he couldn't finish his sentence as Anthony hit the table, causing his wife to jump in fright and immediately take a step back. Her reaction made Anthony's expression show some regret, but he quickly hid it. A silence fell between the three.
"I'm fed up, Y/n! Can't you understand that men are trying to work?! Go back to your life of looking at flowers and walking around without having to do anything and leave!"
Y/n's mouth opened and closed several times, trying to understand what had just happened. Finally, she pursed her lips and her eyes turned cold. "I apologize, Lord Bridgerton. It won't happen again. If you'll excuse me."
When she left the room, Benedict looked at his brother in shock. "That was so harsh. The poor girl was trying to be nice and cared enough to bring you a glass of water. If you don't want it, I'll have it. I'm talking about the glass and her."
"Don't you dare." he muttered with a clenched jaw, glaring furiously at Benedict. Where did this anger come from just thinking about Y/n with another man? "Now, let's go back to discuss how you spent money on a bet."
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Y/n's behavior with Anthony changed completely. Everyone noticed that the Viscountess finally reached her limit, and stopped being the friendly wife, now looking coldly at her husband whenever they passed each other in the mansion. However, as a couple and heads of the family, they still had obligations to fulfill together.
Public appearances were more tense, but they still managed to keep a smile on their faces and talk to all the ladies who asked about their marriage and when they would have children, giving short answers so that nothing would end up in Lady Whistledown's hands. They also attended a horse race, even betting on different horses that would win. Y/n ended up winning the bet, and her smug look irritated Anthony for the rest of the day, something his brothers were quick to tease him about.
But despite not liking Anthony after his cruel words, which Y/n still thought about constantly, she adored his sisters and mother. They had accepted Y/n into the family, including her in their gatherings and even being a should to cry on. Daphne had already said more than once that she would have no problem going to Anthony and try to talk some sense into him, but Y/n refused. Anthony already didn't like her, if he thought she was turning his family against him he would hate her even more. And she didn't need to make her life worse than it already was.
One day, when she went with Anthony to the Bridgerton mansion to drop off some documents, Hyacinth, Anthony's younger sister, took her aside. Y/n followed the girl to the bathroom where she, with teary eyes and trembling lips, asked her if she was going to die when she started bleeding from her lady parts. Hyacinth also revealed to her that she wanted to go to her mother, but she had gone shopping with Francesca and was alone at home with just Collin. Y/n, very calmly and gently, assured her that it was a normal thing and that all women went through this, explaining what she should do.
It was no secret that Y/n was happy that Hyacinth trusted her with this scary situation and that she was able to help the girl. Despite all the problems in her marriage, she now had a role in helping Anthony's sisters and she never wanted to fail in that.
To Y/n's surprise, Hyacinth ended up giving her a big hug, remaining attached to her for the rest of the afternoon. Her period was making her so affectionate, more than she already was, that Y/n couldn't stop a big smile from appearing on her face at receiving so much affection.
Anthony, when he finally finished talking to Collin about the documents he brought, I was surprised to see his sister on the couch hugging Y/n. "Hyacinth, what are you doing?"
"Hugging my sister-in-law, brother. But you don't know what that is, do you?" she snapped. The girl's change in mood made Y/n have to put a hand over her mouth to keep Anthony from hearing the laughter that escaped her.
The shock on Anthony's face was comical. His little sister was basically choosing Y/n over him. And in truth, he didn't judge her because his wife was, without a doubt, better than him. And she deserved so much better.
On the other hand, his heart warmed when he saw the bond that the two had created. It was clear that Y/n felt great affection for his family. Could it be that if he had accepted this marriage from the beginning, they would now be a happy family? That they would spend afternoons together, cuddling on the couch and talking to his siblings? All these thoughts were racing through his mind, and the guilt was growing so much that he felt like he was going to vomit.
"Lord Bridgerton?" that sweet voice he had come to adore brought him out of his thoughts. He hated that since he snapped at her, she never called him by his first name again.
"What?" he asked, still disoriented.
Y/n was looking at him like he was stupid. "I asked if you were ready to leave. Hyacinth already went to her room to rest. I would like to do the same. So you must make haste."
Her bossy tone almost made his lips curl into a smile, but he controlled himself in time. "Of course, wife. We shall leave now. But I have to ask, what happened between you and my sister?"
"All you need to know is that she's fine and she's a woman now. But don't worry, as your wife, I'll handle these situations. Unless you prefer me to go look at the flowers, take a walk, and do nothing?"
The hint, which was delivered with great anger, caused the man to blush in shame and lower his head. Y/n didn't wait for his answer, taking her coat from a maid and walking to the carriage. He had screwed everything up.
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A few more days had passed and the situation between Y/n and Anthony had only gotten stranger. The day after the situation with Hyacinth, Y/n was coming down from her room to go get breakfast, as she always did, when she came across Anthony at the table, appearing to be waiting for her to eat.
Y/n stopped abruptly, looking at him in shock. "What are you doing?"
"I'm waiting for you so we can have breakfast. I have to go see my brothers again today to talk business, so I was thinking you could come with me and spend some time with my sisters. My mother She's also been saying how she hasn't seen you in a while. That is, only if you want to go. If not, I'll just go⌠Or I'll stay here to keep you company, whatever you want." he choked up, finishing his speech by drinking some milk, perhaps to calm his nerves.
Y/n remained in place without moving. She looked at Anthony strangely, as if doubting that those words had even come out of his mouth.
"It was silly of me to askâ"
"No," she interrupted him. "It's fine. I would actually like to go and spend time with your sisters. They are lovely. I shall go get ready then."
"Aren't you going to have breakfast with me first?"
"Lord Bridgerton, I've been eating breakfast alone since we got married and I came to live with you. I think you can handle doing the same for a day. Excuse me." she said with an exaggerated smile, turning her back on him and starting to go back to her room. However, she turned back to go get a cake that was on the table. "But I'm hungry so I will eat this in my chambers."
"Call me Anthony!" he exclaimed before she was completely gone. He had a desperate look, almost looking like he needed to hear his name come out of her lips.
"No."
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Like every year, the Queen decided to throw a ball to celebrate the Diamond of the Season. The most eligible maiden on the marriage market. Y/n still remembers the first ball she attended â Daphne was the diamond of the season, but Y/n also managed to dance with a few suitors. Of course, in the end, she didn't end up marrying any of them. However, the nerves she felt at that ball were equal to or less than what she felt today: her first ball married to Anthony.
The Viscount and Viscountess had entered together, her hand resting on his arm, followed by Violet and the rest of his siblings. Tonight they would have to be on the lookout for suitors who might want to dance with Francesca, the diamond of the season.
Anthony quietly appreciated his wife. She looked breathtaking in her dress, her hair neatly tied back that showed off her majestic earrings, given by Anthony on their wedding day. He was proud to have a wife like Y/n, and he regreted that he hadn't shown it since day one.
While the Bridgertons started to go their own way, interacting with other people and dancing, Y/n preferred to stay in the corner watching the couples dancing. She longed to experience that with Anthony, but not in a forced way like some were. No, she wanted it to be felt, for them to dance to the music and really appreciate that moment.
But instead of her husband approaching her, it was another man, Earl Cavendish. Y/n remembered some moments when she had already seen him, as he was looking to get married this season. As she approached her, with a confident air, Y/n lowered her head to compliment him, "Good afternoon, Earl Cavendish."
"Lady Bridgerton, a pleasure to meet you. I must say, you look flawless. Would you give me the pleasure of dancing with me?" he extended his hand.
Y/n's eyes widened, not knowing what to do. People had already started looking at them, whispering among themselves. However, she didn't have to respond to the invitation as she felt an arm wrap around her waist and bring her closer to him.
"Excuse me, Earl Cavendish, but I want to have the pleasure of dancing with my beautiful wife first." Anthony said with his jaw clenched, looking him up and down menacingly. "I'm sure you will be able to find other ladies to dance with tonight. Just not my wife."
The two men looked at each other for a few seconds, neither of them wanting to back down. Anthony grew more and more furious, her wrists clenching and bringing Y/n even closer to him, but careful not to hurt her.
"Very well. I shall leave. I hope to see you again someday, Lady Bridgerton."
"I will â" Anthony began by exclaiming in anger as the Earl walked towards another woman, not having liked the way he looked at what was his.
"You will do nothing." the Viscountess snapped coldly. "I can't understand you, you ignore me, you treat me badly, and then you act protective when another man shows interest in me? I never said anything about you having lovers, even though I didn't like that in our marriage."
"What? I've never disrespected our marriage like that, Y/n. In the past I've done a lot of things, but since we got married the only woman I'll look at and touch is you. I don't want anyone else."
"You have a funny way of showing it." she laughed sarcastically, feeling increasingly emotional. "I have to go get some air. You should go check on Francesca again."
Feeling the cold night air, Y/n's heart began to calm down. It was so difficult having to deal with Anthony's changes of attitude, she couldn't understand him. She just wanted to be loved, and since that wasn't possible, she preferred that they stay as far away from each other as possible since being friends didn't seem to be an option either.
"I'm sorry." the voice she had come to know so well whispered behind her. Y/n refused to turn around, leaning against the balcony and taking deep breaths to control her emotions. "I shouldn't have acted the way I did. I know that marrying me shouldn't have been your choice either, but I was scared. I was scared to have a wife, because that meant I had another person in my life that I could lose ."
She finally had the courage to turn around and look into Anthony's brown eyes. They held back tears and showed the sadness, regret and anger that Anthony felt.
"I'm so angry with myself for the way I treated you. You deserve so much better than this. And I'm sorry I couldn't give you that. The cruel words I said to you but didn't mean. I was scared to let you in. in my heart, so I tried to push you away. Believe that all I want is to have you in my arms. To love you. To start a family with you. Please, I promise I will do better. And every day I will try to reward you for what you do.
"Lord Bridgertonâ"
"Please, call me Anthony. It pains me when you call me like that. Reminds me that I was⌠Am so close to losing the best thing of my life. I will kneel before you and beg for forgiveness if that's what you want." he murmured with a hand over his heart, beginning to kneel on the ground without hesitation.
"There is no need for that⌠Anthony." she enjoyed seeing the relief and happiness that spread across his face upon hearing his first name. "I just don't understand why you didn't love me? And now you want to try to make our marriage work?"
"That's the thing, I have always loved you. I love you. My whole body, my heart, feels love for you. That has never changed." he revealed desperately. "I was a coward and didn't know how to deal with my feelings. Because they are so strong that my heart feels like it's going to come out of my chest. Please, give me another chance."
"Hmm, I don't now." The look of disappointment was so marked on Anthony's face, almost looking like he was ready to burst into tears, that Y/n stopped his suffering and showed him an amused smile, making him understand that she was joking. "I think I want you to suffer a little more to get my forgiveness."
"I will do anything for you, Y/n. Ask me the world and I will give it to you."
"Such a romantic now, aren't you?" she whispered, admiring his features.
She didn't realize their faces were so close until she felt his nose trace the delicate skin of her cheek. A gasp escaped her mouth, and Anthony took the opportunity to connect their lips in an unforgettable kiss.
Anthony pulled away quicker than he wanted, but he needed to make sure this was really what his wife wanted. "I love you."
"Kiss me again, and maybe I will also tell you that."
And what his wife wanted, he did. The two remained on the balcony, enjoying the comfort the other gave them. They still had a long way to go, but they knew that from that moment on, their lives would change drastically for the better. They had each other.
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all we ever do is talk | s.r.
in which Spencer and wife!reader fear they're getting boring, so the BAU sets them up with a hotel suite for Spencer's birthday
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who? spencer reid x fem!reader category: smut (18+ mdni) content warnings: i don't remember. hold on. oral (f and m recieving), fingering, unprotected p in v sex, breeding but not like the primordial kinky type just like, having sex to get pregnant, drinking wine, this is like circa s11, not proofread i'm just a girl, david rossi being rich for the plot, i hate hate hate the word pussy but here we are, softdom!spencer. spencer reid certified gift giver! word count: 4.17k a/n: a fic based on a del water gap song? who's surprised? no one! anyways i blacked out toward the end of writing this one no clue what happens here also sorry about the breeding thing i really don't know where that came from
The robe you wore was luxurious, and the cumulative cost of every item in your hotel room likely cost more than you made in a year. Needless to say, you were starting to feel out of place in the room, your hair and makeup done to perfection as you waited for your husband to arrive.
Reaching into your pocket, you slip your phone out and check for notifications. JJ was your babysitter for the night, and even though she had insisted that everything would be fine, you had never actually spent a full night away from Eleanor. You had no idea how Spencer did it time and time again for cases.
You: Everything good? JJ: Shouldnât you be with Spencer right now? You: Heâs on his way. You: Everything good?
She responds with a picture of Nell, your sweet toddler, who was seemingly too focused on the bowl of mac n cheese in front of her to even look at the camera. You type out a reply to JJ before forwarding the photo to Spencer.
JJ assured you that Eleanor would be in good care with her and Will, and itâs not that you have any doubts, itâs that sheâs your baby and this is your first time being away from her.
The door to the hotel room clicks, and you set your phone on the comforter, watching as Spencer walks into the room before returning the key card to his wallet. âHey,â you greet from the bed, crossing one leg over the other.
âHey, honey,â he says, striding over to you before pressing a soft kiss to your hairline, âYou smell nice.â
You nod in the direction of the bathroom, âI got here early and took a bath.â Slowly, you take a better look at him, âYou look good, I like that suit on you.â
He holds his arms out and looks down at himself, âI heard through the grapevine that you have a fantastic dress for tonight, so I figured I needed to pull out all of the stops.â Years ago, Rossi had gotten all of the BAU men custom designer suits, that must be the one your husband had chosen to wear tonight. It was fitting, seeing as Rossi was probably fronting most of the bill for your night.
âIâve never heard Penelope referred to as a grapevine before,â you respond in jest, getting up from the bed before you make your way to the bathroom. âShe helped pick the dress,â you inform him, shedding your robe before stepping into the dress. It was a short, black velvet number that clung to the contours of your body in a way that you hadnât thought was possible. Instead of straps, two dainty chains went over your shoulders, leaving excess dangling over your back.
Spencer clears his throat, âSo, how did the drop-off go?â He missed the big goodbye, which was probably for the best.
You sigh, âNell was great. I was a mess.â You had only been given a few days to prepare for being away from her.
Carefully pulling the chains over your shoulders, you look at yourself in the mirror before slipping your heels on and stepping out of the bathroom. Spencer was standing in front of the windows, watching the sunset over the horizon, âFor what itâs worth, I had no issue with the original plan for tonight.â
Initially, you had planned to celebrate Spencerâs birthday at home with Eleanor, and there was meant to be a party with the rest of the BAU tomorrow evening. Somehow, the team had gotten the idea that the two of you needed an evening out, so they chipped in to give you just thatâsome members more than others.
âIâm always alright with spending quality time with my girls, butââ his voice cuts off as he turns to look at you, âNever mind.â
You chuckle, âWhat?â Looking down at yourself, you smooth out the front of the dress with your palms.
His eyes wander as he unabashedly checks you out, âIâm finding with every passing moment that this might be my preferred plan for the evening.â He watches attentively as you go back to sitting on the edge of the bed, fixing a twisted strap of your heel while Spencer stands directly in front of you.
âWhen was the last time we went out on a date?â You ask, strapping your heel around your ankle.
He hums, fake thinking about your question even though he knows the exact date, âHowever old Nell is, add approximately ten months,â he answers.
You look up at him, your face warming in surprise, âHas it really been that long?â
Spencer nods mournfully, âAlmost three and a half years,â he sits down on the bed next to you, placing his hand on your bare thigh and swiping at the soft skin with his thumb.
Holding your hands up to your face, you glance at Spencer with wide eyes, âOh, Spence. When did we get boring?â
���We arenât boring,â he insists, âWe have a two-year-old. We work.â
You raise your eyebrows at him, âOther people do those things, and theyâre not boring.â
He matches your look, âWe arenât boring,â he repeats. âLetâs make a deal,â Spencer offers, âTonight, you and I wonât be boring.
âRight, so weâll have a glass of wine at dinner tonight and then return to being boring tomorrow?â You say glumly, watching as he shifts on the mattress, adjusting his weight distribution.
âNo,â he whispers, leaning over to press a kiss to your lips before sliding off the mattress, leaving him on his knees in front of you.
Blinking absently at him, your heart jumps at the sight of him in front of you, âYou know we have dinner reservations, right?â
He gives you a slightly incredulous look, âYou know itâs an open reservation, right? We have it until midnight.â
Your head bobs in acknowledgment, silently permitting him to part your knees, and you watch him come to the realization that you werenât wearing any panties, âI didnât want any lines to show under the dress,â you explain. There was also a part of you that hoped your evening would go in this direction.
Placing his hands on your hips, he pulls you closer to the edge of the bed, rolling your dress up to your waist, leaving you bare in front of him, âYouâre perfect,â he breathes, âI donât tell you that enough.â His fingers carefully prod at your core, a ghosting of pressure as he sweeps his index finger over your folds, an array of goosebumps forming over your skin.
Your breath hitches when he grips one of your thighs, placing it over his shoulder in the way heâs done numerous times before, but it always seems to take your breath away. âYou tell me plenty,â you say, the sensation of his breath on your wet heat affecting you in ways you havenât felt in ages.
âThatâs not nearly enough,â he scolds himself, craning his head forward to press a kiss to your clit, chuckling when you jump as a result.
Releasing a breathy laugh, you look down at Spencer, your heart racing as you await his next move, âThen tell me again,â you whisper.
Spencer hums in response, slipping his pointer finger inside of you as he murmurs, âYouâre perfect.â
You let out a soft moan as his finger slowly starts moving out, taking it slowly as you lean back on your hands, careful not to mess your hair up too badly, âSpence,â you whine at the pressure.
âI know,â he tells you, âItâs been a while, huh?â
Closing your eyes, you nod quickly as he slips a second finger into your cunt, a gasp escaping your lips as your body stretches around his fingers, âItâs been too long,â you tell him, lifting one hand to your mouth and biting down on your knuckle to muffle your soundsâa habit youâd picked up since having a baby.
He hums, peering up at you through hooded eyes, âThis is a honeymoon suite, angel. Itâs engineered to keep sound in.â
Your hand drops obediently, falling back to the mattress as you ignore the implications of the BAU reserving the honeymoon suite for you and focusing on your husband, who was bending his neck down to suck your clit. His lips encircle the sensitive nub as you let out a low whimper, knowing whatâs about to come making you apprehensively excited.
Steadily, Spencer works at you, thrusting his fingers while suckling at your clit, periodically using his tongue to apply pressure, and reveling in your high-pitched moans as he drives you closer and closer to what youâre sure will be your first of many orgasms of the night.
âOh my god,â you gasp, moving one hand to the top of his head, threading your fingers through his hair and tugging at the strands.
He shifts on his knees slightly, coming up for air as he adjusts the angle of his fingers inside of your cunt, going back down on you as his fingers find a new pace. They curl inside of you, targeting the spongy button that makes your abdomen tighten and your thighs tremble.
Overwhelmed, you repeat his name like a prayer while you pull at his hair, âFuck, Iâm gonna cum,â you cry, helplessly staring at the ceiling while Spencer keeps his motions going, his fingers relentlessly thrusting into you while he sucks at your clit, encouraging your orgasm.
Your walls clench around his fingers as your orgasm rips through you, your legs shaking as your husband remains buried between your legs, working you through your orgasm, âSo perfect,â he pants, gently massaging your pussy as he withdraws his fingers, pressing soft, tender kisses to the insides of your thighs. âWe donât even have to go to dinner,â he says, looking at you hungrily.
You smile down at him, âWe should go, Dave called in a favor to get us this reservation.â
Spencer straightens up and nods in agreement, holding his hand up to your mouth, âOpen,â he says, looking satisfied when you poke your head forward, putting your lips around his two fingers and tasting yourself on them.
Sucking your own slick from his fingers, you focus on his eyes as you swirl your tongue around them, watching the dilation of his pupils because you know exactly what effect youâre having on him. He slips his fingers from your mouth before dropping a kiss on your lips, the entire exchange reminiscent of the time before you had Eleanor. You werenât complaining.
Checking his watch, Spencer stands up straight in front of you, helping you stand, he holds onto your waist while you find your balance, âHow are you feeling?â
You peer up at him through your mascara-coated eyelashes, âMost decidedly not boring,â you answer, following him into the bathroom so the two of you can clean up.
âCâmere,â Spencer beckons, looking at you from across the table. âYouâre too far away,â he explains, the table at the restaurant keeping the two of you apart when youâve already established that you want to be close tonight.
Taking your napkin off of your lap and setting it on the table, you grab your glass of wine and make your way to your husband. In the private room that had been reserved for you, âHere I am,â you present yourself to him, the privacy glass that surrounded you concealing the way his arm snaked around your waist, guiding you to his lap.
He smiles up at you, âThatâs better,â he says, your legs latticed over his own.
Looking over your shoulder at the table, you hum an acknowledgment, âThis table is almost comically large for two people.â You imagine itâs intended to be fancy, a long, glamorous table for a glamorous restaurant. You lean your head against Spencerâs, closing your eyes and appreciating your closeness, âHappy birthday, my love.â
âItâs not my birthday yet,â he murmurs, tipping his head back and kissing you softly, the taste of the wine that had been chosen for you was faint on his lips.
A soft giggle bubbles in your throat, âThen Iâll have to stay up until midnight so that I get to be the first one to tell you.â
Humming, Spencer settles a hand on your thigh, giving it a comforting squeeze, âThe real challenge there is staying up until midnight.â
âIâm sure we can think of something to keep us up,â you grin cheekily, swinging your legs. âSo, before youâre officially older,â you begin, âWhat do you want to do with your next year of life?â
âFinish the bathroom remodel,â he answers almost immediately, referring to your main floor bathroom that had been in disarray for months. The countertop that you had chosen was still on backorder.
You raise your eyebrows, âWhat do you want to do that will help us on our pursuit to become less boring?â
Spencer studies your expression, taking his time before answering, âIâd like to at least discuss having another baby,â he responds.
Admittedly, it had been on your mind recently. With Kate leaving the BAU to spend time with her baby and JJ announcing she and Will were expecting, considering having a second baby wasnât out of the realm of imagination. âYou want another baby?â Your question is soft, you look at him, studying the brown eyes that he had passed down to Eleanor.
He nods, his thumb absentmindedly rubbing circles on your bare thigh. âI know that youâll bear most of the responsibility if we have another baby. Iâll still be around as much as work will allow, but thereâs only so much room for variables in the BAU. I wouldnât want you to feel alone in it, but Iâ Iâd like for Nell to have a sibling.â
âOkay,â you breathe, not needing much convincing to come to a conclusion. Admittedly, you werenât expecting this conversation tonight, but it wasnât a conversation youâd ever had before. Eleanor was about as much of a surprise as a baby could be.
Spencer looks surprised at your reply, âWhat?â
Slinging your arms around his shoulders, you shrug, âLetâs have another baby. This time next year Nell will be three, so, now almost feels like a perfect time.â
âIt takes most couples months to conceive when theyâre trying,â Spencer tells you, âOnly about thirty percent conceive in the first three months.â
You raise your eyebrows doubtfully, âHow long does it take couples who have a luxury hotel room to themselves for the night?â Your loaded question easily slides off your tongue as you lift your hand to his chest, thumbing the silk fabric of his tie while you wait for his answer.
He led the way to the hotel room, luckily the hotel and restaurant were connected; you wouldâve hated for a cab driver to see you dazedly staring at your husband with the promise of what comes next.
Pulling his keycard from his wallet, Spencer pushes the door open, dragging you in behind him before pressing you up against the wall. You shove at the lapels of his jacket, trying to get it off of him.
Haphazardly, you drop pieces on the floor, Spencerâs jacket, your heels, his tie, everything falling away as the two of you stumble to the bed. You yelp when you fall back onto the bed, Spencer catches himself above you and a fit of giggles erupts from your mouth. A sort of light, airy feeling goes through your head while youâre beneath him, the freeing feeling of knowing youâre about to have sex and you donât have to worry about your toddler knocking on your door was overwhelming.
You kiss him while fiddling with the buttons of his dress shirt, pulling the white fabric from where it was tucked before discarding that as well. âWait,â you say breathlessly.
Spencer sits up, panting as he looks down at you, âWhat is it?â He asks, eyes searching for something wrong.
You prop yourself up on your elbows, âI bought lingerie for tonight,â you tell him, eyes flickering over to your overnight bag. The blue, lacy set was calling your name.
Hovering back over you, Spencer bows his head and presses a soft, unhurried kiss to your lips, âShow me later?â
Nodding, you watch him as he pulls his undershirt off, another bundle of fabric lost to the ground. Gently, you push at him, making it so his back is on the mattress as you place one knee on either side of his waist.
His hands tug at the hem of your dress, ruching the fabric around your waist as you slowly grind your hips over his. âFuck, baby,â he hisses, already tightly wound after your earlier activities.
Understanding, you start to leave a trail of kisses down his chest, continuing to go lower until youâre unbuckling his belt and undoing his fly, placing your hand over his already hard cock and palming him on top of his briefs, âYouâre so hard,â you moan, your mind thinking ahead to when heâll inevitably fuck you.
In the interim, you tug his pants and briefs halfway down his thighs, leaving his length standing at attention for only a moment before you duck your head, licking a long stripe up the veiny underside of his cock. Spencerâs hips buck up from the mattress in response, and you take him in your mouth, using your hand to touch what you canât fit in your mouth.
Pressing your tongue flat against the head, you moan with him in your mouth when he grabs a fistful of your hair. You were no longer worried about your appearance, only about driving him as crazy as possible.
âAngel,â he says, his voice strained, âI canâtâ I need to be in you.â
You lift your head, moving back up to him and straddling his hips again, placing your bare pussy on top of his hard cock. Wiping drool from the corner of your mouth, you raise your eyebrows at Spencer, âAre you ready?â
He nods, mouth falling open when you lift yourself up and position his length at your entrance, âOh, wow,â he breathes, gently rubbing at your clit as you ease yourself onto him, your walls throbbing around him. His hand settles on your hip as you take a moment to adjust.
Pulling at your dress, you tug it over your head, leaving it on the floor of the hotel room, âAh,â you sigh, rolling your hips slightly to try and help your body adjust.
âAbsolutely no lingerie necessary,â he says, his eyes studying your body as if heâs seeing you for the first time all over again. âIâm so thankful for you, my girl,â he murmurs with lust-hooded eyes.
You hum in response, bending at the hips to put your lips on his, a whimper escaping your lips when his hips buck up from the mattress again, âFuck, call me that again.â
âMy girl,â he echoes, thrusting up into you again. âIâm not going to last very long,â he admits, groaning as you start to lift yourself up and down on his cock.
Small whines come from your lips with every movement, you shake your head, âThatâs okay, we canâŚâ your voice trails off, âI donât think I will either.â The admission comes as a bit of a surprise to yourself, you hadnât realized you had gotten so worked up.
Snaking his hand between your bodies, Spencer focuses his attention on getting you to your second orgasm as your movements grow unsteady, âYouâre doing so well,â Spencer encourages you, knowing you arenât usually on top.
âShit, Spence,â you gasp, your resolve failing as your torso drops forward, giving him the freedom to continue lifting his hips up into you, âOh,â your cunt clenches down around him, âIâm cumming,â you tell him, burying your face in his chest as you cry out. His thrusts start to overstimulate you as he chases his own orgasm, and eventually his movements falter.
You can feel the pulsing of his cock inside of you as his hot cum fills you, a tired sigh as his rigid body relaxes back into the mattress, âOh, my girl,â he whispers, smoothing your hair back as you catch your breath on top of him, âWhy donât you stay up here for a little bit?â
Nodding, you look up at him, a pink flush splattered across his face as you watch him, âI love you,â you breathe, glancing at the clock, âHappy birthday.â
Spencer spares a glance at the clock, three minutes past midnight, âI love you too, angel. Thank you.â
You sigh, lifting yourself on shaky arms and grabbing a box from his bedside table, âThis is for you.â
He releases a breathy laugh, obviously amused at the idea of opening a birthday gift while heâs still buried inside of you, âI got you something too,â he admits, sweeping a strand of hair from your face.
Tilting your head to the side, you frown, âItâs not my birthday.â
Shaking his head, Spencer agrees with you, âNo, but I find I canât resist giving you gifts.â
You inhale sharply when he twists to open the drawer of the nightstand, pulling out a rectangular box and resting it next to him so he can start to open the gift from you.
âOh, honey,â he says, opening the watch box. His old one had a damaged mechanism and needed to be replaced, but it wasnât something he was likely to spend the money on for himself. Naturally, you did it for him.
You raise your eyebrows, âItâs engraved,â you explain. Watching him take the watch out of the box and look at the back, the dates that you had carved in being significant markers in your relationship. Your wedding anniversary. The date Eleanor was born. There was plenty of space to add more dates too, should the time come.
âItâs perfect,â he tells you, placing the watch back in the box to keep it safe, âThank you,â he says, shifting under you as he reaches for the box.
Rolling your eyes, you accept the box anyways, âNow, why would you get me a gift for your birthday,â you tut, undoing the ribbon on the box before opening it. âOh,â you breathe, âOh, Spence,â you say, tears pricking your eyes.
Inside of the box was a necklace, and strung on the dainty chain was a teardrop-shaped sapphire. âItâs Eleanorâs birthstone,â he explains, âI saw it last time Penelope dragged me to the mall with her, and I thought it was perfect for you.â
âItâs beautiful,â you say, moving to fasten it around your neck, the only other thing adoring your body being your wedding ring. You grin at your husband as you duck down to press a kiss to his lips, half-conscious of the way heâs kicking his pants off until heâs flipped you onto your back.
He hums as you moan, âYouâre beautiful. Youâre so, so beautiful,â he muses, burying his face in your neck and placing soft kisses along the column of your throat.
Opening your legs more, you invite him to come closer into you, âI would have agreed to have another baby a long time ago had I known Iâd be treated so well,â you tease him gently, gasping as his lips attach to your breast, littering kisses all over you.
âI always treat you well,â he insists, taking a tentative thrust into you before taking you into his arms.
You whimper softly at the pressure on your pussy, âSpence,â you sigh, your sensitive cunt clenching around his cock. âOh, god yes,â you mutter as he begins to find a pace, pressing his full length into you.
He drops a kiss to your shoulder, âI know baby,â he says, sticking to his rhythm and pushing your legs open wider, âIâve got you.â
A curse falls from your lips as you screw your eyes shut, tilting your head back and gasping at the sensation, âI love you,â you tell him.
âI love you too,â he says, equally out of breath with you as he fucks into you with abandon, chasing a new high as you dig your nails into his back. âYouâre so good for me, baby,â he hisses, âIâm gonna cum in you,â he warns, snapping his hips to yours.
A high-pitched moan comes from you as he paints your insides with his cum, the sensation of him filling you leading you to your third orgasm of the night as your walls pulse around him.
The two of you stay like that for a moment, waiting for someone to catch their breath as your eyes go wide. âAre you alright?â Spencerâs the first to speak, carefully pulling out of you and chuckling lightly when you whine at the empty feeling.
Nodding, you turn your head to the side, âYeah, are you?â
He smiles, âI think this might be the least boring birthday Iâve ever had.â
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Waking Up in Sevikaâs Apartment After a Night Out
âź YeahâŚyou pretty much blacked out last night.
âź You promised yourself you wouldnât drink that much but you got carried away.
âź You remembered dancing your heart out at the Last Drop (That was before chugging a whole bottle of alcohol).
âź After that itâs like you skipped a few chapters of your life.
âź And you mightâve mistaken someoneâs apartment for yoursâŚ
âź So after multiple failed attempts of fitting the key into the lock, you resorted to kicking the door open.
âź Now imagine how freaked out Sevika was when she saw a strangerâs pair of shoes near the doorway. She actually thought she broke into someone elseâs home.
âź After scanning her surroundings Sevika was definitely sure it was her apartment.
âź She already had her mechanical arm charged up as she made her way toward her bedroom.
âź But as soon as she pushed the door open, she froze.
âź There you were, wrapped like a burrito on her bed.
âź So what exactly happened that night?
âź The only thing you were aware of the moment you woke up was the extreme headache.
âź It took you a while to come to the conclusion that this was not your apartment.
⟠You quickly gathered all your stuff, tiptoeing toward the door when your head bumped into something. Well actually⌠someone.
âź âL-Look, Iâm really sorry Iâve been drinking and I thought this was my apartment and I was too drunk to even think straight so please I didnât mean to intrude or anything ok? Forget that this ever happened ok?â
âź You said that in one breath without even looking at the owner of the apartment was.
âź It was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.
âź âDrink some water first.â
âź You froze, not sure if you heard what she said correctly. So you slowly lifted your head to only realize who the owner of the apartment was.
âź âOh fucââ
âź âCome.â
âź Sevika would drag you into the kitchen to fetch you a glass of water and sheâll make sure to sit you down.
âź âI can leave after right..?â
âź âWhat? You wanna stay?â
âź You had to admit that you almost shit your pants when you realized you were sleeping in Silcoâs right hand womanâs bed the entire night, but honestly at this point â you might as well go back to sleep and get rid of this hangover.
âź You doubt you could make it back home in this state.
âź Sevika sighed and pointed at the door to her bedroom, her eyes not leaving you.
âź âThere better not be a second time.â
âź That was a lie.
âź There was a second time.
âź And many more to come.
âź Because years later, you found yourself eventually moving in with this woman.
âź And she wasnât just Silcoâs right hand woman â
âź She was now your wife.
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R U MINE? feat. gojo satoru
gojo satoru has got to be the picture definition of a stereotypical college frat boy. heâs cocky, loaded with his daddyâs money, and dangerously handsome. it seems like common sense to stay away from him since youâll never get more than a one-night stand out of it.Â
thatâs why you choose to turn a blind eye once youâve come to the horrific realization: youâre in love with him. and youâre just itching to askâŚ
âare you mine tomorrow? or just mine tonight?â
IMPORTANT: part two is out! read here :)
content: 8k words, afab!reader, angst! fluff! heartbreak! n everything in between! implied smut, rich college frat boy gojo and hellcat driver geto đ¤, emotional rollercoaster, reader has a toxic ex, trust issues (?) gojo is absolutely insufferable, misunderstandings, use of words hoe, slut, etc., mutual pining, some jjk character cameos (wink wink) me writing very unfunny dialogue, no bc wtf is this, cheating implications, emo gojo (the worst warning of them all)
author's note: hello hello! my name is kami, i've been reblogging fics on tumblr for a while now but i've recently figured out how to work this hellsite, so i'm going to start posting fics that i write! thank you to those who enjoyed my nanami drabble <3 kisses 4 u all.
this fic IS split into two parts and there is smut in the second part. so just. prepare yourselves for that ig.
reblog and interact for a kiss ;)
âso⌠let me get this straight.â
âgo ahead.â
shoko takes a deep breath, and you just somehow know that sheâs pinching her nose in exasperation right now. âutahime dragged you out to a party in hopes that you would hit it off with somebody. you wander off on your own and later, she sees you and gojoâTHE gojo satoruâgiving you his number?!â
âuh, yeah. thatâs exactly what happened.â
âdo you even understand what youâre getting yourself into?! that man bags hoes like theyâre pokemon!â you readjust the phone against your ear and sigh at shokoâs comment.Â
âokay, first of all, never say that again. second, i rejected all of his advances. i didnât even save his number.â you stare at the crinkled-up note in your hands, which proudly displays his number and a slick call me if you change your mind ;). you wonder if you could sell this paper to his fangirlsâyouâd surely make a little bit of cash out of it. âiâve seen gojo around. i know that i shouldnât mess with him. plus, he was drunk as hell at the party; i doubt he even remembers my name. to him, iâm just some chick that heâs frustrated at because she didnât want to fuck him the second she saw him.â
âdo you⌠do you share any classes with him?â
âi donât think i do.. just, donât worry about it, okay? iâll throw away his number and we can put all of this behind us. here, iâll do it right now.â you rip up the paper into a few pieces before tossing it in the garbage can. hopefully, you did it loud enough that shoko heard it through the phone. âi get that youâre worried for me. and i appreciate that, but i can handle myself.â
âjust⌠no more mention of gojo anymore, okay? youâre right, y/n. letâs just put this all behind us.â shoko sighs, and you smile at that. problem solved. you threw away his number, and heâs most likely moved on to the next girl by now, so that was that. now, you just have to forget about satoru gojo.
all to never let yourself get hurt ever again.
itâs hard to forget about gojo.
not because of those dangerous blue eyes of hisâgetting anyone lost in them if they stare for too long. not because of his stupid silvery white hair, which makes him look like a mop, and sometimes like a paintbrush. not that stupid cocky grin of his, eitherâŚ
...but because youâve recently found out that he sits next to you for physics.
the revelation was truly disheartening. you thought you could avoid him for the rest of the year because as far as you knew, you shared no classes with him. however, you completely forgot about the fact that gojo never attends class in the first place, and you donât even know what classes heâs in⌠because heâs never there. so finding out that the seat next to you in physics wasnât just an empty seat, and it was gojoâs assigned one, was truly an experience.
âgojo.â the name alone makes your heart stop, and you drop your pen to look at the man your teacher was addressing. âfinally choosing to attend class for once?â
speak of the devil.
there he was, in all his gloryâthe man youâd never thought you had to deal with ever again. the man who tried to butter you up with his corny sweet talk so that you would go home with him for the night. the man who persisted with talking to you, even though you were barely interested. the man, who, at the end of the night, insisted on writing down his number for you in case you changed your mind about him and gave him a chance.
you wanted to shrink into your seat and never resurface.Â
âgood morning, yaga!â he says rather loudly, with no regard to honorifics at all. a few giggles could be heard across the classroomâthough geto suguruâs voice was prominentâsatoruâs equally as infamous bestfriend. âand yeah! itâs surprising, isnât it?â
whatâs also surprising is how gojo took a seat next to you. you thought that there was a mistake, that your teacher would scold him for sitting somewhere he isnât supposed to sit and relocate him elsewhere. however, yaga just grumbles and begins the lesson, leaving you helpless and unable to look at the man next to you.
you swear heâs burning holes at the back of your head.
pleasdonâtremembermeisweartogodpleasedonâtrememberme-
âyouâre that girl from the party, right?â he whispers, and youâve never wanted to disappear so badly in your life. you slowly nod your head, turning to look at him, and he pouts. ây/n l/n. you never saved my number. hmph, i was looking forward to a text from you, too.â
âiâm surprised you even remember me, 'cause you were fucking wasted that night.â you twiddle your pencil, averting your gaze from the man. âand i never saved your number cause i threw the paper in the trash. itâs probably at a landfill somewhere, yâknow.â
your words catch him off guard, and you laugh at how surprised satoru looks. it seems thatâs definitely not an emotion he shows often. despite his initial reaction, satoru swears he could feel butterflies with the way your laugh sounds.
ânot a common problem for a womanizer, huh?â
âwhat did you just call me?!-â
ây/n and gojo, do either of you have something to share with the class?â a dark blush of embarrassment covers your face, and somewhere in the back, you could hear geto snickering. gojo just smirks at yaga, seeming completely uanffected. âthen iâd suggest you stay quiet the rest of this lesson. donât make me separate you two.â
âiâd prefer that, actuallyâŚâ gojo huffs at your comment, thinking of this as a lost opportunity if the two of you get separated. he does a once over at your appearance. youâre cute, but definitely not the party kind. youâre playing hard to get, and gojo finds it adorableânot a lot of girls go that way with him. however, gojo thinks youâre not just like any girl. thereâs something different about you that intrigues him.
âdid no one ever tell you that itâs rude to stare?â
âhow could i not? youâre so cute.âÂ
âi thought you already learned from the party, gojo. iâm not interested in you.âÂ
the light blush coating your cheeks says otherwise. he smiles cheekily at the way you tried to hide your reaction to his words. youâre an enigma to gojo⌠and heâs drawn to you like a moth to a flame. he thinks heâs made his decision.
heâs gonna do whateverâs possible to get your number.
when the bell rings 30 minutes later, you shove your notebook into your bag, eager to finally leave the class that you had with that stupid paintbrush. that is, until he stops you with a question. âwhat class do you have next?â
heâs relentless. âwhy do you care?â
âi want to walk you to your next class,â he says, and smirks before saying his next words. âit doesnât really matter if you tell me or not. iâll just follow you anyways.â
you sigh, absolutely exasperated with him. heâs like a fly who keeps invading your personal spaceâalways coming back no matter how many times you swat it away. heâs right, though. damn him for being stubborn. âi actually have this period free.â
âoh, sweet!â he chirps, walking with you out the door, making sure to greet geto before he leaves the classroom. âletâs go to the courtyard. iâll buy you a drink from the vending machine-â
âi was gonna do that regardless if you were here or not.â you give him a look, and you canât help but tug on your sleeves when you see people whisper to each other as you walk the halls with gojo. of course youâve heard the rumors. the man next to you is the most popular guy on campus. girls glare daggers at you and the guys call his name, although he barely even acknowledges them.Â
some common things that youâve heard about gojo around the school are: âi heard he only talks to girls for sex,â âapparently his best friend geto is just as much of a player!â âi mean, who wouldnât fuck a guy like gojo, though? heâs hot and loaded.â âthatâs how he reels you in, though. he gets his hand in your pants and never calls you back again.â you know you should stay away from him, itâs common sense, but itâs hard to stay away from him when heâs the one who glues himself to your side.Â
âwell, now youâll get a free drink and weâll get to know each other! isnât that great?â he smiles and you just grimace at his words.Â
âi donât need your moneyâŚâ
âdonât care! canât hear you!â he says, and youâve seriously considered just making a run for it. at least youâll lose him, and youâd finally be able to find peace for a bit. although, it would cause a scene, and gojo would probably end up finding you again somehow.Â
âwhat can i do to get you to leave me alone?â
that piques his interest, even though he looks slightly hurt by your question. he thinks for a bit, and smirks. âi really do want to buy you something from the vending machine.. and i want you to spend your free period with me. iâll leave you alone for the rest of the day if you do.â
âdo you promise? like, actually?â
âmhm! pinky promise!â you feel like youâre talking to a prepubescent boy.
âthen sure-â youâre about to agree, but he cuts you off with one more condition.
âi also want your number.â
you feel like youâve been cursed by a god, because having the most popular guy on campus be interested in you has got to be the most chaotic thing to ever happen in your life.
âwhat do you have me saved as?âÂ
the question comes from out of the blue, and you look up from the book you were completely absorbed in. you and satoru were at the school library, on a âstudy dateâ as he calls it, although it was more so just gojo inviting himself to wherever place you go, as per usual. this time, you have an exam to study for, and you explicitly told him not to bother you unless absolutely necessary.
you do have to say, though, heâs not annoying as you thought he was. he just nagged you way more the first day he sat next to you in physics so he could get your number. itâs been a few days since then, but still, youâd definitely be more efficient in your studies if you didnât have him attached to your hip all the time.
âsatoru, i told you not to bother me-â
âunless absolutely necessary. yeah, i heard you, and this question needs an absolutely necessary answer! contact names really say a lot about our relationship, yâknow.â
ârelationship? nobody ever said we were even friends-â
âdonât break my heart like that, babe. plus, you donât call me gojo anymore! itâs satoru to you now,â his heart warms at that realization, and you scoff, especially at the pet name. âwe are friends, unless youâd like to be something more...â
âif you say anything else iâm calling you by your government name. gojo satoru.â he looks especially wounded by that.
âah! donât do that, please. it feels like weâre a married couple and youâre really mad at me.â he cries and you canât help but giggle at his words. you decide to entertain him a little bit, fishing through your pocket to find your phone.Â
he almost passes out at what he sees on your screen.
âitâs just my number? you didnât even save my contact?!-â
the shushes from your fellow students and the librarians arenât even enough to calm gojoâs agony and despair. it also does nothing to stop your laughter, either.
from that day on, gojoâs contact was forcefully changed from his number to âsatoruâ (he initially added a heart, but you deleted it, much to his disappointment) and one of his many selfies from his stupid instagram account. how the hell can a college student even have thousands of followers?! you think.Â
gojo just says that nobody can resist his shirtless post-workout selfies. youâre surprised that you didnât slap him at his words.
you push him away.
everytime gojo buys your favorite drink, (itâs always on him, despite your genuine insistence in saying that you could pay for your drink just fine.) everytime he walks you to all of your classes each day, (he memorized your schedule just so he could do this) everytime he buys you your favorite foods on the rare instances that you let him take you out for lunch, (usually, this requires a lot of begging, and you mostly relent during class when youâre just exasperated and wanted to get some notes down.), and everytime he calls you by those stupid pet names of his, you think back to what the entire student body says about him, and you think back to your phone call with shoko, where she warns you to not associate with him so you donât get hurt by anyone ever again, and you push him away.
you push him away even when you realize that if he just wanted you for sex, he wouldâve stopped chasing after you when you didnât text him after that night at the party.
and that thought alone scares you.
still, youâre not heartless. satoruâs been asking to take you out for a while, and you finally agreed to go today. heâs especially chipper about your agreement right now, walking with a slight pep in his step as he bit around his ice cream cone.Â
the park boasts some beautiful scenery today, and little children are out and about. still, you underestimated the weather, and the cold uncomfortably nipped your arms as you internally cursed yourself out for wearing just a shirt. you crossed your arms as a subtle way to shield yourself from the cold.
âdonât play coy with me, y/n. are you cold?â satoru says with a cocky grin, and you huff at his question. surprisingly, he drops the teasing act and unzips his sweater, handing it to you. âhere, take it.â
âsatoru-â
âiâm not doing this to flirt or whatever youâre thinking right now. youâre shivering, and iâm just concerned for you, so please wear it.â he deadpans, and itâs the first time youâve seen him be so⌠upfront? you kind of like it. itâs not him teasing you or him being flirty. itâs just him showing that he genuinely cares for you as a friend. you take the sweater with a nod and put it on, ignoring how your heart is thumping as you take in his signature smell. cedarwood with a little bit of musk. itâs not an overpowering scent, but it still envelopes your senses.
ânevermind. you look so cute with my hoodie on. i feel like weâre in a j-drama right now, y/n!â
you take back everything you just said.
a few minutes later, you two are near the kids playground when you decide to take a break from walking, sitting on a nearby bench with gojo. the chirping of the birds and the wind passing through the trees is quickly overpowered by loud crying. crying from the child right in front of you, in fact.
youâre about to ask him whatâs wrong, but satoru beats you to it. he kneels in front of the kid, and coos, âhey, buddy. whatâs your name, hm?â
he stops crying for a moment to look at gojo and shakily responds, âgumi-um, megumi fushiguro..âÂ
âmegumi, huh.â he clicks his tongue for a moment. âwhy are you crying, megumi?â
âi-i donât know where my dad is!â he cries, and satoru looks to you for help. you just shrug, unsure of what to do with the lost kid, until gojoâs face lights up, assumingly with a great idea.
âheâs most likely just around here somewhere. you can wait with us, and weâll help you find him! say, do you want an ice cream to help you feel better, megumi?â the boy hesitantly nods, and satoru gives him a thumbs up as he takes him to the nearby ice cream stand. youâre watching this entire scene unfold, absolutely enamored with gojo for the first time. you didnât think he had a natural talent with kidsâbut the way heâs making megumi laugh while he happily snacks on his ice cream says otherwise. an outsider could look at you three and assume that youâre just a happy family.Â
you try to ignore how that makes you feel.
and as you wave goodbye to megumi once he eventually is reunited with his father again, (an intimidating man who gave you two an appreciative nod as he walked away with his son.) you realize something as you tug on the sleeves of your-satoruâs sweater.Â
youâre in love with gojo satoru.
and fuck, that revelation scares you more than anything. the last time you had given your heart to a man, he had crushed it repeatedly until you decided that you would never let yourself be vulnerable like that ever again.Â
and now, you're in love with your schoolâs notorious playboyâand it feels like youâre setting yourself up to be heartbroken again. you want disregard those rumors and shokoâs words so badly, but they still eat at the back of your mind even though the real gojo satoru is right in front of you, and he doesnât match the characteristics of the gojo satoru in those rumors at all.
you also remember that he has one real best friend, geto suguru. you like to think that this is also what geto sees in gojo. the reason why heâs stuck around.
the reason why you want to stick around too.
youâre so busy in your head that youâve just noticed gojo frantically waving his hand in your face. âearth to y/n? oh, good! i thought you had, like, a shock reaction from seeing megumiâs father. he looked a little scary, no?âÂ
âhe looks like if a muscle came to life and started talking.â you whisper, and he laughs in agreement. burying your hands into the pockets of his hoodie, you smile. you donât want to think about your current revelation with gojo right now. instead, youâll stick with the present. and right now, you like the present.
you just donât want to think about what this means for your future.
itâs the weekend, and youâre doing some work at the local cafe, gojo-free for once. only god knows what the man is doing at three pm in the afternoon on a saturday. not like you should be thinking about him right now, though. his presence alone has caused you to be behind on your studies, and you need to make sure you catch up.
you have to admit, you were a little unused to the silence. usually, the silence would be filled with gojoâs endless banter with you, as well as his terrible, corny jokes that are so stupid you canât help but laugh. his seemingly never-ending presence was annoying at first, but now, youâre starting to yearn for his company.
it further fuels the pit of uncertainty in your stomach, and you hate it.
shaking your head with a sigh, you take another bite of your pastry and continue typing up the report on your laptop. the looming thought of this reportâs impact on your grade and the need to pass this class helps you forget about satoru for a while. once again, you get lost in your academics.
the ring of the cafe bell breaks you from your trance. it was a natural impulse of yours to glance at everyone who entered the cafe, but once you did this time, you felt your heart drop down to your knees.
it was your ex.Â
your ex boyfriend who destroyed the notion of love for you, because he made you feel it for a short time, only to throw it all into a pit of fire and leave you scrambling to find nothing but ashes.Â
if you had to find the true roots as to why youâre so afraid to pursue a new relationshipâyou always find your ex in the center of it. and now, heâs right in front of you. you have to face him again when you refuse to shamefully admit that youâve barely even healed from the emotional scars that heâd left behind.Â
you feel as if an invisible hand has wrapped itself around your throat, blocking your airways and your ability to speak.
out of all the days satoru wasnât here with you, it had to be this one.
ây/n? is that you, sweetheart?â you wanted to vomit at the way he said your name. he had no right to say it so sweetly, when all heâs ever left behind is venom.Â
âi donât want to talk to you.â you cringe at the way your voice cracks, and you avert your gaze from him.
âplease, just hear me out for a minute, baby..â he coos, and you hate the way he talks to you as if you were a child. âi know i fucked up, and i canât change our past⌠but i can change our future together. if you take me back, iâll show you how much iâve changed-â
you donât know how many times youâve heard that stupid line before.
âgod, you sound like a broken record with how many times youâve pulled that bullshit on me.â you spat, loud enough to draw commotion in the cafe. your ex has surprise written all over his faceâmost likely due to your non-compliance to his words. âwhat, do you say that shit to all your hoes?â
your ex looks around, shrinking a little when he sees all eyes are on him. ânow, now, y/n, no need to be like that-â
âbe like that⌠be like that?! youâre telling me to be civil when youâre the one coming in here wanting me back, spouting some bullshit saying that youâve changed, when i told you to leave me alone already!â you scream, and you could feel the tears bubble up in your eyes. you look down, so you arenât able to see how everyoneâs staring at you with pity. god, you hate pity. it makes you feel weak and vulnerable. the two emotions you absolutely loathe. âi just want you to leave me alone, god. i hate you, why wonât you just-â
âyou fucking bitch-â he makes a move to lunge at you, and you instinctively take a step back, pure fear enveloping your senses.
you never feel the impact, though, as you see your ex being restrained by the cafe worker.
you remember him. the man who took your order earlier. he was an older man with a warm smile on his face, although you noticed how his cheekbones were slightly sunken, and he looked a little overworked. you jokingly quipped earlier that he should get some sleep before thanking him for making your order. he just replied, i get that quite a lot.
the size difference between your ex and the man is enough to discourage him from fighting back. he makes quick work your ex, dragging him out the door while he hysterically screams profanities to you on the way out. you assumed the worker threatened to call the police, because your ex scrambled up from the ground and ran away. you hoped this was the last time you would ever see him again.
âare you okay, maâam? he didnât hurt you, did he?â
you didnât even realize that the worker was back inside the cafe. everyone was gradually returning to their own businesses, with the eerie silence being replaced by casual chatter once more. you also didnât realize how much your hands were shaking, and you huff out a breath you didnât know you were holding. ây-yeah, iâm alright, and he didnât hit me. i just⌠need a minute,â
you decide that you arenât gonna get anymore work done like this, so you pack your laptop into your bag and slump onto the seat with a sigh. you bury your face into your hands. âis it a long story?â
âoh, donât even get me started.â
he laughs at that, and you ease up a little. âi told him iâd call the police if i ever see him around here again.â
âthatâs good to hear. though iâd prefer if i never see him in my life ever again.â
he hums at your words, and he turns to look out the window. âitâs getting dark out. do you want me to call you a cab?â
âno need, iâll call my boyfâmy friend. iâll call my friend. heâll uh, pick me up.â youâre still so shaken up you barely even register what you said to him. your eyes are frantic as you turn your phone on and look for gojoâs name in your contacts. you donât know why you want him to pick you up out of everybody. you could ask utahime or shoko right now, but you just wanted nothing more but to see gojo.
the bell rings again, and you flinch at the sound. thankfully, it was just another customer. the worker sighs. âwell, these orders arenât going to be done themselves. just wave me over if there are any other problems, okay?âÂ
you nod absentmindedly, and he turns to leave, but you stop him. âwait, sir, whatâs your name?â
âkento nanami.â
âthank you so much, nanami. i appreciate it.âÂ
âiâm just doing my job.â
âyour job is restraining crazy exes of college girls and kicking them out?â
ââit comes with the job description.â he teases, and you laugh lightheartedly. âand your name is?â
ây/n l/n.â
âanytime, miss l/n. again, just please⌠call me over if anything happens.â
âwill doâŚâ you say, pressing the âcallâ button on gojoâs contact. the anxiety is hitting you again, and you take a shaky inhale. youâre surprised at how he picks up almost instantly. âhey⌠satoru? yeah, can you come pick me up, please? i know i donât normally ask you to do something like this but-â
âdid something happen?â
âa lot happened, actually⌠iâll text you the address. please, just come soon.â
âof course, y/n.â you could already hear him running out the door, hearing the roar of his car engine coming to life. âiâll be there as soon as possible.â
he gets to the cafe in five.
you wave goodbye to nanami, thanking him once more as you get in the passenger seat of gojoâs car.Â
itâs not your first time inside here, but you still canât help but admire how⌠expensive everything looks. or maybe youâre just looking around because youâre stalling, and you have no idea where to begin with satoru.Â
however, you notice that heâs not asking you what happened, and heâs not forcing you to explain anything to him. instead, he switches the gear shift out of parking and says, âdo you want me to take you home?â
your eyes widen at his words, and you shake your head no profusely. the last thing you want to be is home alone right now, mainly because your ex knows where you live. you know he most likely wonât go that far with you, especially since nanami knocked some sense into him⌠but the possibilities still scare you. you take a deep breath before saying your next words.
â...can you take me to your house? i-iâm sorry for asking, i just donât want to be alone right now cause iâm terrified and-âÂ
ây-yeah. iâll take you to my house.â he says, and youâve never seen him so nervous in your life. it almost makes you laugh.
âiâll explain everything later. i just⌠wanna be somewhere safe first.â somewhere safe. you find his house as a safe place. gojo doesnât know how to react. his heart is thumping wildly out of his chest, but he makes sure to put your own comfort before his feelings.
âyou donât have to tell me anything if you donât want to.â he says, maintaining his cool by keeping his eyes on the road, one hand on the wheel and the other on the gear shift.
âbut i want to, satoruâŚâ you say. you canât believe youâre doing this again. youâre crossing so many territories that you were so afraid to cross because of your ex. now, you think you arenât that afraid anymore. not if you have satoru by your side.Â
you place one of your cold hands on the gear stick, interlocking it with his. is he⌠shaking? âthank you for this.â
still. there are so many things you canât say to him yet. you donât know when youâll be able to⌠or if youâll ever be able to.
i love you. i love you but iâm too afraid to say it. i just hope that youâll be able to wait for me.
âgod, youâre killinâ me here, y/n.âÂ
that pit of uncertainty in your stomach has grown so large you feel it's about to consume you whole. you donât think you mind much, though.
the two of you are lounging at his couch after satoru insisted on telling you to make yourself at home. thereâs a movie playing, with neither of you paying attention at all, takeout on the coffee table, two glasses and a bottle of wine after gojo didnât know what drinks to serve, and freaked out by pulling the first expensive drink out from his parentsâ alcohol closet. has he never properly invited someone to his home before?
âso in short, you had a crazy ex who saw you at the coffee shop⌠and he was begging for you to take him back, and when you went off on him he called you a bitch and tried to hit youâŚâ he recalls, a huge grimace on his face. âtch. the cafe worker shouldnât have let him go like that.â
âiâm sure he learned not to mess with me after getting humiliated in public.. and nanami did more than enough for me.â you retorted, and he gave you a sour look.Â
âoh, so you know the workerâs name now?â he says, and you could feel the tension build up in the air. oh. so he wants to do this with you? âwhat, is he your knight in shining armor?â
âhe looks like heâs in his late thirties, satoru. iâm not into older guys,â you roll your eyes at his absurd questions and add, âwhatâs it to you anyway?â
âwhatâs it to me, y/n?â he repeats your words, and you could feel an argument coming, like you already didnât have an exhaustive one with your ex. âyou know how i feel about you-â
âwhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?â your voice is getting louder, all to hide your fear behind the implication of his words. you distance yourself from him on the couch.. much like how you distance yourself from letting satoru get too close to how you truly feel. âweâre not even together, satoru. you donât get to control the guys that i talk to- hell, have you even seen yourself?â
youâre rambling, and all you want to do is shut up, but you canât bring yourself to. âiâve heard what our school says about you. y-youâre a playboy, right? and you only ever talk to girls because you wanna fuck them. iâm not stupid, satoru. iâm not different from any of them, right? you only chase after me because iâm playing hard to get and that pisses you off-â
âwhat⌠what are you even saying, y/n?â he asks, and it stops your rambling for a moment. you donât know what youâre saying. youâre pouring out all the reasons why youâve tried to push him away, the reasons why you were so afraid to give your heart to him. but now that you say them out loud, they sound outright stupid.Â
âi started coming to class just to talk to you, i memorized your schedule just so i can walk you to class every morning. i buy you all your favorite food and drinks⌠i had to memorize your favorites too, by the way. and i have shit memory.â heâs screaming at this point, and youâve never had satoru scream at you. there are unshed tears in his eyes, and itâs all overwhelming to watch this unfold. âand when you called me, i drove as fast as i could to you because you never call like that and i was fuckinâ worried!â
âso let me ask you a question, y/n⌠would i do all these things for you just because i want you in my bed?! iâd do anything for you, and you know that!â heâs crying. the gojo satoru is crying, and itâs all for a girl. if you told this to someone in your school, theyâd call you a shit-faced liar. gojo satoru doesnât cry for a girl. he makes them cry.
âiâm sorry for being skeptical, satoru! i just canât help it when thereâs so many rumors about you wanting to fuck girls just for the shit of it â and iâm conflicted on whether or not i should believe them because i want you so bad and iâm scared youâll end up just breaking my heart and i donât want that to happen again-â
he cuts you off. âyou⌠what?â
youâre confused at why he looks so surprised, but then you backtrack on your words and you gasp. fuck. why did i say that? you cover your mouth and look away from him, refusing to meet his eyes.
those stupid blue eyes that you know you canât get enough of.
ây/n⌠can you please say that again? i donât want to do anything if i didnât hear you right.â his voice is soft now, and you swear that youâre dreaming. this isnât real. right? iâm gonna wake up soon. you dig your nails into the palms of your hands, leaving half-moon marks in their wake. it doesnât work, and you donât wake up, and you know you have to accept the fact that this is very real and itâs happening.
this is the worst leap of faith you think youâve ever had to take in your life.
âi want you so fucking bad, satoru. and iâm realizing that youâre not just the stereotypical rich playboy that everyone talks about on campusâyouâre a really great guy, and i guess iâm just scared to face that-â you donât even realize that satoruâs got you cornered on the couch, and you canât finish your words as he slots his lips against yours. hard. itâs the most passionate kiss you think youâve ever had in your life, and itâs got your breath taken away in seconds. holy shit.
you quietly moan against his lips as you kiss back, cupping his face with your hands and wiping his tears away. you wish this moment would last forever, but you pull away so you can breathe. you meet gojoâs eyes, and theyâre clouded with lust and desire, but you could tell heâs still a little uncertain. âweâll talk later⌠just take me to the bedroom already,â
gojo doesnât need another confirmation from you, and he lifts you up to carry you to his bedroom, practically tripping on his feet the way there.
a few hours later and a noise complaint from the neighbors, itâs safe to say that gojo satoru was the best one youâve ever had.
âgod, iâm never letting you go, baby.â
heâs tracing hearts onto your bare back. itâs littered with bruises and red scratch marks just from a few minutes ago, but youâve never felt better in your life. you stare at the man who invited himself into your life just from an encounter at a party, and you thank your lucky stars that you agreed to go with utahime that night. âis something wrong? youâre starinâ again.â
âiâm sorry it took me so long to trust you. iâve just been scared to open up my heart again, especially after him.â you donât have to name âhimâ for satoru to understand.Â
âiâm sorry too. i just got angry about the rumors and i also disregarded the fact that youâre scared to love again after your ex did all of that shit and-â he pauses, and sighs. âsorry. iâm rambling again.âÂ
he pulls you into another kiss, and this time, itâs sweeter, lighter, and full of love. âiâm going to show you what it looks like to really be loved, because itâs definitely not the shitty picture that your ex painted in your head. thereâs way more to it than that.â
âi love you, y/n.â
âthank you, toru.â you whisper. maybe, one day, youâll be able to find the courage to say it back. and itâs okay, because gojo is willing to wait an eternity for you.Â
heâll wait an eternity for you to teach you how to love again.
âlook at how beautiful you areâŚâ gojo says, appearing out of nowhere as he wraps an arm around your waist. you yelp, staring at your boyfriend through the mirror. heâs wearing a classic black tuxedo, with no doubt it being very expensive. it compliments the glimmering rolex on his wrist, and the thoughts running through your head about him and his outfit sets fire to your stomach.
âlook at yourself first, toru⌠god, we should just stay home,â you tease, turning around to pull him into a deep kiss. itâs a friday, and gojoâs taking you out to attend getoâs party tonight. the two of you are going for several reasons. he wants to introduce you to his bestfriend, since you realized that youâve never actually formally met geto before. itâll also be your first formal âcouple appearanceâ, as if gojo being attached to your side all the time doesnât say enough about the two of you already.Â
gojo pulls away, which surprises you. you pout at the expression on his face. âas much as i want to, suguruâs been bugging about you all week. i really do think itâs time for you to meet him,â
âhmph. alright.âÂ
âiâm tearing that dress off of you the second we get home, though.â
âsatoru!â
âwhat?! not my fault my girl looks so damn hot all the time!â
this night is going amazing.
when satoru walks with you through the front doors, arm wrapped around your waist and the dress you picked out for tonight glimmering, you feel a little shy. the guys all whistle at the two of you, and the girls whisper amongst each other, but you and gojo donât care. in his eyes, youâre the only girl he sees. the only girl worth being with here.Â
âwanna go get drinks?â he asks you, cerulean eyes showing underneath his sunglasses. you nod, walking to the kitchen with him. youâre getting severe deja vu⌠you canât believe you met gojo at the last party you were at. and now youâre at another party, with gojo as your date. you scan the crowd for utahime or shoko, wondering what you would say to them if they saw you with the man they specifically told you not to mess with.
itâs alright, though. shoko was wrong about those rumors, and gojoâs proving it to you.
âsatoru!â the playful voice greets your boyfriend, and you turn to see geto suguru. youâve seen him around campus, and he sits somewhere in the back of your chem class. you havenât really had the opportunity to talk to him, though⌠and he looks a little intimidating.
âyou must be y/n,â he says, offering you a freshly opened smirnoff from the drinks on the countertop. you thank him and grab the drink, taking a swig.
âyup! my lovely girlfriend,â gojo lets go of his arm around your waist to grab a drink.Â
âyou probably donât know this, but iâve been his wingman.â he smiles at gojo, whoâs pouting, like heâs preparing himself for what suguru is about to say. âheâs batshit crazy for you, its insane.â
âoh? do tell.â
âwhen the two of you got together, he left me a voicemail at like⌠four in the morning? anyway, he was screaming about how he was the happiest guy in the world⌠or something.â
âthatâs because i was!â youâre laughing at how unashamed satoru is about this.
âyeah, yeah, whatever.â geto clicks his tongue, pulling out his phone. âand heâs reposted you on insta to like, every drake song-â
âalright, me and y/n are gonna go dance.â he interrupts suguru, and drags you away from his best friend with a yelp. ânice talkinâ to you, suguru!â
âhey, i wanted to know more!-â
âshh, you donât need to know about all of that.â the two of you are in the living room, in the midst of all the bodies dancing and grinding against each other. he pulls you close to him, and you feel his hot breath against your neck. âyou look so beautiful tonight, y/n.â
âsame for you, handsome. letâs dance, shall we?â you wrap your arms around him and just sway to the beat. youâve never been much of a dancer, but everything feels natural as long as gojoâs with you.Â
suddenly, the music changes, and one dance starts playing. you two look at each other, and you both burst out laughing at the same time. âhave you reposted me to this song?â
âduh. itâs a classic.â
âcanât disagree with that.â you say, finding yourself grinding against satoru while wizkidâs part plays in the background. it feels like such a perfect nightâyouâre pulling satoru into a deep kiss, and he shoves his tongue down your throat while heâs leading you to a nearby couch. youâre seated on his lap, mimicking practically every couple in this party tonight.Â
suddenly, you pull away, and you whisper, âi need to use the bathroom.âÂ
satoru smirks at your words, thinking that itâs a hint for something else, and you give him a sour face. âwant me to join you-â
you hit his chest playfully. âthatâs not code for anything, you perv. i actually need to piss.âÂ
heâs pouting at your words, but he lets you off his lap anyway, and holds your drink for the time being. âitâs at the second door in the hall to your right. be quick, please.â
âno duh. iâve got a cute date to come back to,â you say, walking away and traversing all of the bodies that smell like sweat and alcohol. youâre a little unused to this environment, but itâs alright. you fix up your makeup in the bathroom and freshen up a little, walking back to the living room to find satoru again.Â
you wish you never did.
you were gone for four minutes. five minutes max. you come back to satoru, and your breath hitches at the sight.
on his lap was a random chick that looked like every other girl at this party. she was practically naked, since her outfit didnât do much to cover her skin at all.
fuck.
you remember the first time you saw gojo at the last party you went to. the sight wasnât that different compared to the one now. there were girls all over him, all fighting for his attention. and yet, it seemed that night, his attention was focused solely on you.
what bullshit that was.
your eyes are blurry, and the music is muffled in your ears. white noise fills your senses, and all you want to do right now is run.
so you do.
you run, not caring if gojo saw you at all or not. you run out of the party, eternally grateful that you didnât pick out heels for tonight and settled for much simpler shoes. you run, despite the fact that you drew getoâs attention. you were already out the door before he could ask what was wrong. you run, just wanting to get away from everyone and everything. you run with no particular destination in mind. you stop running when you almost get run over on a red light, the car honking at youâscreaming profanities as it drives by. it breaks you from your trance, and you sit on the curb of the sidewalk, letting all of your tears out on what was supposed to be a perfect night.
of course gojo didnât think that you were different. you were just like every other girl to him.
stupid. stupid. stupid. youâve never felt so stupid in your life.
when geto sees you running out the door with unshed tears in your eyes, he immediately panics. what the hell happened?
he goes through every room of the house, trying to find gojo, when he hears a bunch of commotion in the living room. he runs there, pushing past everyone, only to find a total disaster inside.
he sees gojo screaming at a girl dressed like a stripper, who was on the ground with tears in her eyes. satoru looks like heâs about to pop a blood vessel with how pissed he looks. thereâs a crowd forming at this point, and geto knows he needs to intervene, so he drags his bestfriend away, who looks so distraught that geto could just wonder what the fuck happened.
theyâre outside now, and its significantly a lot more quiet out here compared to all of the chaos inside. all the noise is coming from gojoâwho wonât stop crying, and geto has no idea what to do or where to even begin. âfuck!â
âdude, what the fuck happened!?â satoru looks like heâs feeling every emotion at once. he looks pissed, pissed enough to punch a wall, and getoâs a little afraid that gojo might actually do thatâor worst-case scenario, punch him. heâs crying, and geto hasnât seen gojo cry ever since he fell off a swing in pre-k, so what happened must be really fucking serious.
âi donât KNOW what happened, goddamnit! y/n went to use the bathroom and some slu- some girl came up to me and threw herself on my fucking lap! i was gonna tell her to fuck off but y/n saw before i was able to and now sheâs gone and she probably thinks that iâm just some cheater when iâve worked so hard to get her to trust me and-FUCK!â
he stops, trying to calm down a little, and gojo takes the shakiest breath he thinks heâs ever taken in his life. the red in his vision starts to fade, but he still feels helpless. âi just donât know what to fucking do, suguru.âÂ
âi just saw y/n run out of my house a few minutes ago.â he says with a grimace, and heâs trying to figure out what to tell his bestfriend. âiâve never seen you like this over a girl before. holy shit, you really love her, do you?â
geto thinks that gojoâs bloodshot eyes, the brutal names that he called that girl at the party, and the tears heâs shed for you are already an answer.
âthis is your last chance to prove it to her, satoru.â geto fumbles through his pockets and hands him the keys to his challenger. gojo snatches them, hearing the car engine rumbling itself to life. the white-haired man thanks his best friend as he steps into the driversâ side, with geto reassuring him, âill deal with the chaos inside, you go ahead and explain yourself to your girlfriendâ.
gojo swears that heâs never driven so fast in his whole life.
part 2 :)
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Howl at Midnight
Pairing | werewolf!Jimin x human!Reader
Word Count | 7.5k
Warnings | +18, angst, smut, halloween theme, an apparently abandoned castle (don't trespass on other people's property đ¤§), mentions of a pact made with the city's residents, poison, MC doesn't really have much choice đ, forced nudity, dark themes and also yandere (?), underneath MC finds the situation exciting, bites and marks, sink the canines and drink blood, PWP, oral sex, pussy worship, dubcon, begging, virginity loss, unprotected sex (use protection!), vaginal sex, big dick, knotting, MC abandons herself to her fate (I think Jimin's supernatural nature contributes in MC's choices), eat cum, this is not for minors.
This fanfiction is dark and yandere, if you don't like the genre, don't read and if you are not of age, don't read.
I don't want to hear any complaints in the comments, thank you.
This does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
⤡ Summary | You always thought you lived in a quiet, small town. You never imagined that the locals would be able to keep such a secret for centuries, you fell into their trap⌠But it doesn't seem so bad.
⢠Author's Note | Hi, guys!!! đĽš
My best friend and I challenged each other to write a Halloween-themed story using the following keywords: werewolf - halloween - virginity - castle - poison.
I don't know why I came up with such a story, it was supposed to be something simple but my dark side took over WAY too much đ
Anyway my best friend liked the story and suggested that I publish it, so here it is, I already apologize for any mistakes and for the plot which is not who knows what đĽş
Howl at Midnight was written for recreation, but I still hope you enjoy it â¤ď¸
PS: I really didn't know how to classify this story, when in doubt I put the warning âyandere,â since there are behaviors that go a little beyond đľâđŤ
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It's a rather dark night, you think, as the flickering lights of street lamps barely illuminate your path. You and some of your friends have decided to spend Halloween night roaming the more desolate streets of your small town, rather than attend the party of the school's homecoming queen, the most popular and at the same time most hated girl ever by you and your friends, a common ground that has certainly welded your friendship.
You are reminded of the afternoon you spent at Glenn's house deciding how you would spend Halloween night; Glenn's initiative had been rather unique, since he was not a fan of that holiday.
âIt will be fun, everything is so scary at night, we might even meet a real vampire! I mean, not like Edward Cullen, I mean one who doesn't sparkle-â but Glenn's excited monologue had been badly interrupted by his girlfriend, Claire, who had hit him over the head with a book, and who knows why, said book was actually titled Twilight. You remember giggling, willingly accepting that idea, but now...
âWe were simply supposed to go for a walk, Glenn,â you mutter ruefully, looking around, âDo you want to tell me where you're taking us?â
The red-haired boy snorts again, settling into his vampire costume bought at a thrift store stall, âCome on Y/N, what would life be without a little thrill?â
Claire, for her part, nods in turn with a euphoric smile, as if she knows something you don't, prancing merrily dressed as a red devil among black lace decorations and lace.
âLife would be as it has always been, wonderful,â you blurt out nervously, freezing suddenly.
The asphalt has run out and the streetlights have stopped dimly illuminating the entire street, you are at the edge of the most talked about lands in your town. When and how exactly did you get there?
âHere we are, my girls,â you hear Glenn say, satisfied with his feat.
âWhat are we doing here?â you swallow, far from cheerful.
Answering you is Claire, âIt's an abandoned castle and this is Halloween night, what do you say?â
You grit your teeth, shaking your head, âYou're crazy, I'm not going in there!â you take a step back, your heart stirring, but Glenn stops you in a single moment.
âWhere do you think you're going? I promised your brother I'd keep an eye on you,â he tells you sternly, and you know he's right, you can't just leave on your own, the streets are empty but it would still be dangerous.
âDon't you want to see what it's really like inside, aren't you the least bit curious?â
Short answer? No.
More articulate answer? Fuck no.
âCome on, don't be a wimp now!â
You snort, casting a glance at the castle in question.
It is as large as it is gloomy; the older inhabitants of the town have always spoken of the presence of various monsters within it, which is why the lands surrounding the castle are so large, preventing the actual growth of the otherwise large and well-populated town. Some of the land had been ceded to keep the monsters quiet.
That's some bullshit. And you're certainly not a wimp.
What will you find in there, maybe overgrown spiders? You shake your head, certainly nothing up to the Acromantulae seen in Harry Potter.
âI'm not afraid,â you limit yourself to saying, Glenn and Claire seem satisfied with your answer as they begin to step over half of the downed iron bars surrounding the gates of the immense building. It bothers you that they haven't bothered beyond you, but it's Halloween night; you can't really spoil their fun.
You hold on tightly to one of the rusty old iron bars, lift one leg trying not to fall off because of the bulky skirt of your witch costume, and end up straight on the ground covered with dry mud and grass, thank the heavens that it hasn't rained in the last few days, otherwise goodbye costume, although more like an elegant medieval dress and nothing more than that.
âGuys, wait for me!â you exclaim as you turn toward them, but you find yourself rolling your eyes.
The darkness is almost completely pitch black, only the moon high in the sky gives you some brightness in that open space surrounded by green trees and uncultivated grass. Your friends are not there.
âPlease tell me this is a joke, please,â you growl, turning only a few seconds to climb over the railing, âGlenn? Claire?â
A shiver of unease snakes down your spine, as if someone - or something - is watching you. But you immediately banish the absurd thought. The Halloween atmosphere always makes everything quite scary; your friends chose that place for that very reason.
Imagining that you simply find them in front of the castle's entrance, you also wander down the path that actually looks like anything else by now. You will meet each other there.
The wind blows without worrying about your bare shoulders because of the dress's boat neckline; the cape had long since been taken away along the way. You bought it in an antique store and the elderly man seemed quite eager to get rid of it. He even gave you a discount.
The sound of falling leaves under the force of the draught is quite terrifying, especially now that you've discovered you can't use your cell phone. There is absolutely no service there, and isn't that how the best horror movies begin?
A frustrated groan leaves your throat, you don't have to think about it.
âGlenn?â you try to call out once more, but along the path echoes the hoots of an owl that is probably scrutinizing you with condescension, wondering why a silly girl like you is wandering around in such a desolate, godforsaken place.
When you arrive at the gates of the castle, you find yourself admiring the extraordinary Gothic architecture of the huge, ancient building made of stone and marble. The fact that it has survived over the centuries without any kind of restoration is a testament to the good materials that were used.
One by one, you walk down the stone steps, sudden thunder jolts you violently, and with fear in your veins you throw yourself toward the immense reinforced door, finding it ajar, a sign that Glenn and Claire must have already entered. You ignore the hint of annoyance, since they could at least wait for you, you must escape the sudden storm.
Wordlessly you notice the large, thick black clouds enveloping the sky, obscuring even the immense full moon.
You carefully close the ancient gateway, looking around the thick-walled atrium decorated with paintings that are surely worth more than your current home, not to mention the carpet you are walking on, though a bit worn, is definitely from the time of the castle's founding. You wonder which lord lived there and whether it can be traced in the history books.
âClaire?â you whisper, afraid of disturbing someone, but who exactly?
Sighing wearily, you really have no time or inclination to play along with your friends, you rest your hand on the wrought-iron railing of the staircase, beginning to climb so that you can find those two idiots as soon as possible and get home safely.
They say 'God makes them and then matches them up,' right? You mentally growl, well, you wouldâve just wiped them out instead.
Between corridors that are not real corridors but dead ends, some narrow and some exaggeratedly large, you finally find the wing reserved for rooms, hating the enormity of that place.
âHey, you ... are you here?â you ask, slowly opening a bedroom door with one eye closed and one only slightly open, fearing to find the two lovebirds doing strange things in the leto of an abandoned castle, because they would be perfectly capable of it.
But what you find is just a lavishly decorated bedroom absolutely empty of any other life forms but you.
âThis is definitely a joke,â you chuckle mirthlessly, clutch your arms to your chest, and continue that unwelcome tour of yours, continuing to open rooms at random, with no more expectation of finding anyone in them, until you come to a rather large bedroom.
Quite different from the others, which up to that point had been yes, beautiful, but empty, lacking a soul.
This one was immense just like the castle itself, yet warm, thanks to the burning fireplace. The four-poster bed was adorned with red silk sheets, as were the velvet curtains tied to the solid wooden columns, on the walls finely decorated with gold paint were hung medieval tapestries, depicting hunting parties, running horses and wolves, wolves everywhere. One that particularly strikes you depicts two wolves and a woman in the center, they seem ready to bite her fiercely, you notice with discomfort.
High glass windows with curtains left open allow lightning to illuminate the entire room, followed by a terrible, howl-like rumble.
That horrible noise seems to awaken you from the sort of trance you fell into while admiring the surely master bedroom, and you finally take serious note of the burning fire. Why a working fireplace in a castle uninhabited for years?
âTo many the night brings counsel, to me it has brought a lovely maiden, I see...â you gasp surprised and terrified, turning toward the silky, warm, yet slightly hoarse, almost growling voice.
A relatively young man watches you with his shoulder resting against one of the stained glass windows. You had not seen him. No. He was not there before, you are absolutely sure.
His dark, shiny hair has been grown down to his neck, some curling around his sharp, elegant jaw, the neck left bare by his unbuttoned, white shirt is a set of sinuous, sharp, powerful lines. The soft black pants do nothing to hide the wonderful figure of his long legs, his feet are bare, you notice. He feels perfectly comfortable, as if... as if that were his home.
âI-I... I'm sorry, it's Halloween and some friends of mine thought...â you try to explain with your hands clasped to the skirt of your dress, but you are immediately interrupted by the man's sophisticated, sassy giggle.
âThey thought it was a brilliant idea to violate my property?â you pale at his question.
âWe... the whole town believes the castle is uninhabited,â you reply with a shy breath, trying to justify them.
The young man breaks away from the glass window, slowly approaching you, you take steps back, inadvertently bumping into one of the pillars of the bed.
âAnd does it look uninhabited to you, little girl?â
Little girl? By the look of him, he wouldn't seem that much older than you, in fact.
Now that he has moved closer, standing only a foot away from you, you notice details of his face that you did not catch a few moments earlier.
He has high, pronounced cheekbones, and his lips seem so plump and soft that you blush at the thought of kissing them, his nose is well-proportioned and straight, while the peculiar shape of his eyes gives him a rather sweet and angelic air, although the fun written in them is anything but angelic.
âI didn't know, I'm really sorry, sir,â and it's true, the last thing you want is to be a nuisance to someone you don't even know, âI'll get my friends back and we'll leave right away, I promise.â
Dark eyes rimmed with long eyelashes watch you closely, before dropping to the rest of your body. Suddenly you remember the deep cleavage of your witch's dress, your skin burning under his watchful gaze.
âRight now there is no one else in the castle, except you and me,â he approaches again, you can feel his warm breath meet your neck, you shiver as the man clasps one hand above your head, around the pillar of the bed, doing the same with the other. This makes it clear how statuesque his physique is, compared to your more petite one, you also catch a subtle citrus fragrance, light and not cloying, is that him?
With a huge effort, you process his words, widening your eyes. No one else?
âBut how-â
âIn my opinion you made it all up, little girl,â he sneers, "Just admit that it was your curiosity that drove you here," but you shake your head, vehemently denying it.
âI really came here with friends!â you fret, you've never been good at handling pressure and this guy is not helping you at all.
âOh, really?â a devilish smile makes its way across his soft, smooth cheeks, "So it's just a coincidence that you're wearing this dress?" you don't know how to answer the question, you can't, not when he lowers a hand over you, brushes the outline of your face with a finger, trailing down the delicate line of your neck to your cleavage, your rippling, shivering skin longs to receive his touch once more, you struggle to recover.
âTh-this dress?â you stammer in shame, his finger is still grazing your chest and you are doing nothing to push it away.
âMh-mh,â he nods, pushing your cleavage down a few millimeters, enough to make you squeak with red cheeks, âHow much do you know about this castle and its owners, little girl?â
Nothing, you'd like to answer, but your eyes already communicate your answer as he pulls back, finally letting you breathe. His scent still hovers around you, though.
âYear 1479, the people of the town of Howl enter into an agreement with the seven lords of Midnight, ceding a part of their lands to these noble lords and agreeing to send a virgin once every ten years, on the so-called Halloween Night,â he narrates, leaving you speechless, âIn return, none of the townspeople would be hunted down and killed, does that ring a bell?â
âL-Listen to me, I really don't know what you're talking about, I definitely have to go now,â you nod at your own words, but the door slams shut along with a new and terrible rumble, an anguished cry involuntarily leaving your throat.
âThe dress you're wearing is soaked in poison, little girlâ the imperious tone terrifies you, automatically your body closes in on itself, as a kind of protection.
âThis must definitely be a joke, it is Halloween after all,â you whisper to yourself with tears in your eyes.
âIt's a security, for us. It ensures that the girls don't run away, because we are the only ones who can neutralize that poisonâ you don't know why the man started speaking in plural, you just know that you have to leave, even though something inside you is screaming at you not to. Because it could end very badly.
âYou'd better take it off, your body might absorb more poison than is really necessary, the sooner we start the better,â he sighs, beginning to take off his white shirt, showing off a well-built, smooth chest and abs studded with thin scars lighter than his skin, swallowing without any more salivation, following long lines of black ink that weave across his pecs, forming some kind of mark, perhaps related to some cult.
âWhat are you doing!â
The man tilts his head, his soft hair following the movement meekly, and grasps the edge of his pants, running his forefinger and thumb over it defiantly as he watches you, âI'm taking what was given to me, little girl,â he sneers again, not at all impressed by your shock.
It was not uncommon for him and his brothers to be served girls who were totally unaware of their own destiny, they were tiresome at times, they would not stop shaking and crying, praying not to be deprived of their purity, but you smell so delicious that it might make him go beyond your dullness.
The fabric of his excellent quality pants slowly flows over the flawless skin of his toned legs, the blood rushes straight to your cheeks, and your heart misses a beat with a strangled âiiihâ as you realize that the stranger has not only freely undressed in front of you, but is not wearing any underwear.
You've certainly never seen a naked man in person, but based on your anatomy books, that is definitely not a normal penis.
With a strange feeling of dizziness and no little embarrassment, you realize that even at rest, it is definitely big, with a swollen base almost as big as perfectly round testicles and such obvious purplish veins that you wonder if it is actually already hard, in its own way. Could that vibrant pink be an indicator? God, what the hell are you thinking?!
After a little dizziness your eyes fly to the closed door, you have to leave, run.
âAre you sure this is what you want?â he asks you, smiling with a hint of danger in his eyes, âDo you want to run? Run away from me? Know that this will only excite me more.â
You try to look away from his cock, with extreme difficulty, as he spoke, his cock had moved slightly, as if agreeing with the man's words. You ignore the slight jolt between your legs.
âIf I can get through the gates of your property, will you let me go?â you propose almost shyly, staring into his sly eyes.
âUm... if I let you go, you'd die from the poison, but if that's what you want...â he shrugs, making you frown. The story of the poisoned dress might be bullshit to convince you to let him fuck you, but what if it's not?
You shake your head, it's all just a bluff. This man is clearly a pervert, maybe he gets off on fucking on such nights with stranger women.
âThat's what I want.â you assure with a note of panic in your voice, the desire to escape is so urgent you can hardly think, âOpen the door.â
But the man shakes his head, âStrip and I will leave you free to roam my lands until I find you.â
âI don't-!â the words die between your lips, his singsong expression gone, giving way to a sternness that clashes with his regal features, the difference making that contrast frightening.
âI like to play, little girl ... but I don't tolerate whining, don't make me angry, because I might decide to take you now, we have a bed available right here and now,â he hisses, clenching his fist against the polished wooden backboard of the four-poster bed. The more he looks at you, the more his balls throb fiercely; he's trying to control his desire; if his cock hardens, that's the end.
You're the first woman he's seen in 60 years, finally his turn has come, and there's no way he'll let you go. Do you want to play? He'll let you, but eventually you'll give in to his desires. The scent of your sweet virgin pussy makes his wolf growl, eager to get out to meet you.
Perhaps you sense something strange, because with trembling fingers you go to unbutton the side opening of your dress, a little sorry to him, the plunging neckline raises and shapes your breasts invitingly, though the stench of the poison with which it is imbued leaves him disgusted. An idea of humans to persuade chosen women not to flee, his eyes scroll over the ancient clock hanging above the door, the hands turn and you have just four hours to go before the poison takes effect, killing you. He would be sorry to see you die without having had a chance to taste you first.
âTic-Tac, the clock is ticking, little girl... the slower you are, the more likely you are to die,â he informs you with a smile, your fear written all over his face igniting his loins; he has to restrain himself so he doesn't jump on you, and you're aware of that now, too.
Your eyes study his shoulders, they have stiffened noticeably, and with embarrassing speed you unfasten the last side button, letting the soft black fabric of your dress slip off like a veil, leaving you in your bra and panties. You start up under his eyes, which move to observe every nook and cranny of your body, from the soft breasts enclosed in the cups of the purple lace bra, going lower and lower, past the delicious curve of your hips to the tightly clasped mount of Venus covered by more purple lace. You yourself realize that for a man who wants to possess you, that kind of lingerie might make you look like a neatly wrapped gift in his eyes.
âDon't stop,â he tells you hoarsely, his eyes veiled with glowing lust.
The blood leaves your veins; if he were to take you, you would already be ready to receive him. As your fingers move to get rid of your bra as well, you realize you don't find it such a disturbing idea after all, even when you finally pull down the light fabric of your panties, showing off something no boy has ever had the honor of looking at, his nostrils flaring as if to inhale something in the air, you are aroused.
âYou'd better start running, little girl, I'm going to give you exactly twenty seconds head start,â his voice comes out as a guttural sound, making you widen your eyes and really run, when the door suddenly opens wide.
You don't even wonder what strange contraption he used to close or open the door without having to physically do it, you just know you are definitely in danger.
Every nook and cranny of the castle is an unknown, he owns it, he may know passages unknown to you; therefore, you always try to wander the corridors with no visible openings. A tense, animalistic roar makes you scream in terror, with spirited eyes you look down the stairs, you are close to the stairs to the hall, the door has not been locked, you just need more time, you can make it.
You sling yourself barefoot down, almost tumbling from your haste and throw yourself out, skipping the stone steps and then to the wild path, short of breath and fear dictating your decisions, you remember it took you a good twenty minutes to get to the castle, but walking the whole path is out of the question, it would be too obvious and easy, you necessarily have to lengthen the path and consequently put in more time to get away from that terrifying place.
With horror you realize that you don't know where Glenn and Claire might be at all, would he hurt them if he found them?
Of course he would.
You don't know the man, but you have noticed all too well the bestial aura around him; he is someone capable of harm, and he will harm you if you cannot escape him.
Your feet step on scattered branches on the ground and you whimper trying to ignore the pain, another roar - or maybe it's a howl? - rips through the air, mingling with the howls of the rushing wind, and you stifle an anguished cry.
Scratches open along your body, trees ravaged by bad weather and never tended seem to want to block your way in every way possible, and the darkness certainly doesn't help.
Like a wounded animal you limp aimlessly, not imagining the hunger of the ravenous beast that sneers at the scent of your blood.
You feel tired, sluggish at times, your peripheral vision somewhat obscured, an excruciating doubt makes its way into your mind. Could it be that the story of the poisoned dress was true?
But why sell it to you, how could the seller have known that your friends would take you to that castle on Halloween night?
You begin to stagger, a sharp twinge in your head stops you, it is so painful that you collapse on the icy, muddy ground.
You realize you are screwed in every sense of the word when a weight suddenly crushes you to the ground, you scream in terror and wide-eyed, trying to shake it off.
Jimin doesn't think twice about clasping you in his vigorous arms, burying his nose on your neck damp with cold sweat, the accelerated beat of your heart rumbling in his own chest, driving him to moan with need. He presses himself against your soft curves, basking in your feverish warmth despite the stormy, icy night.
âDon't hurt me,â you shake your head with your eyes closed, trying to fight the unusual fatigue to plead with him, "Please, I was wrong, forgive me...I won't come back here again, I swear," the boy snorts against your flustered skin.
He reluctantly lifts himself up to allow you to turn toward him, you find some strength to open your eyelids wide, being invested by his sometimes divine appearance. His eyes, no longer as black as you thought they were, are tinged with an extraordinary shade of gold, he watches you from receptive pupils as you notice the grin on his mouth, a mouth larger than you remembered. There is something strange, not human, about him now. And despite the run he must have made to keep up with you, he doesn't have the slightest hint of fatigue in his breath, he's as fucking fresh as a newly bloomed rose.
âYou're dying, little girl,â he hums, shaking some hair off your forehead, you lose a beat at the sight of long claws where once there were short, well-manicured nails.
The claw grazes your skin unhurriedly, you feel it scratch without hurting, you anxiously lick your lips closing your eyes, you are so sleepy that you even willingly accept your fate, Jimin snorts through his nose, almost laughing, before lowering himself onto your jugular.
It would be really easy for him to sink his canines into your flesh and bite your throat to rip it out, but fortunately for you he is not a vampire. All he wants is to sink his cock into your pussy and make you cum repeatedly, but if you died it would be hard to put his plan into action. He wants you alive and receptive.
He licks a long streak of saliva onto your delicate neck, heedless of the dirt that has stuck to your skin, before gently biting you. Your reaction is immediate, you start sobbing like a puppy at the feel of his fangs penetrating your flesh, you cling to his shoulders trying to move him weakly from you, and you kick awkwardly with your legs, legs that are locked in a vice grip by his. That way it is easy to feel something hard and heavy pressing against your belly, you try not to think about it as the man seems inebriated by the taste of your blood flowing straight down his throat.
The bitter taste of the poison is revolting, but fortunately your blood has such sweet notes that it counterbalances that horrendous taste in a balanced way, here, now he just has to lick your wound thoroughly. He collects the last rivulets of your blood with his tongue, before dripping his saliva into the tiny holes created by his sharp canines, little holes that begin to close with light smoke, cauterizing the wound and partly removing the poison toxins from your blood.
With no longer a grip on your throat, your head falls limply back to the ground, you gasp trying to fight off the shock of such an experience.
âMpf!â his tongue invades your mouth treacherously, the taste of your blood making you squeal on his lips, so unfairly soft and pleasant to the touch. The hot and unusually long muscle pushes into your oral cavity eagerly, saving your life has as if awakened the more primal side of Jimin, one of the seven lords who unleashed hell in Howl's town. And the mating ritual has begun, but you cannot know this.
You break free by gasping for air, âW-why?â you stutter breathlessly, âYou don't even know me!â you cry as you drive your nails into his forearms, triggering in return a reaction of possession in him, prompting him to grab your thighs and lift them onto his shoulders to your profound horror, he is so wild as he spreads your legs wide open to sink his face in between them that you can't utter a single breath.
As he runs his tongue along your pulsing, hot folds, Jimin realizes with nastiness that during your escape you got wet for him, he had smelled your arousal as he pursued you, on some people the quickened heartbeat has that effect, but the sweet and slightly salty taste of your juices are now a definitive proof for him. And you can't deny it, you love how he teases you by slowly sliding around your swollen clit, plays with it by holding it between his lips and then releasing it after sucking hard, almost biting it. He tortures it by pricking it quickly with the tip of his tongue and then returns to lapping your thick juices from the soft slit, which seems to melt every time that devilish tongue penetrates it, managing to lick and stimulate walls that a normal tongue could never reach.
You shyly move your pelvis against his face, your thighs stained with your arousal tremble against his cheeks, and a terrible heat makes you pant desperately. The man abandons your slit to push himself again against your unbearably sensitive folds, they are so moist that you can hear the noise they make every time that cursed tongue stimulates them to push a few millimeters toward your clitoris, never reaching to touch it.
âGod!â you curse, suddenly reaching out an arm to grab his hair, not recognizing yourself when you desperately push him against your pussy, longing for the pleasure he was spoiling you with at first.
His arousal makes him grunt like a wounded animal as he sinks into your core with languid, sensual movements, rewraps your desperate clit with his lips and tongue before continuing with more direct, zigzagging movements, crushing it at times with the flat part of his tongue and then flicking it with the tip soon after. He would never stop kissing and licking you like that, his tensed cock vibrating each time he eats you up a little more, delightedly swallowing your juices, enjoying retrieving them each time they flow between your wide-open, rosy thighs. A clearer, liquid substance squirts slightly out of your slit, causing you to shake around his head, you clench your lower lip between your teeth with tears sliding down your flushed cheeks, you are instigating Jimin to pleasurably hurt you, and the funniest thing is that you don't even notice.
Finishing licking some of that shiny, transparent substance from your inner thigh, the boy moves up your body, biting slowly at the flesh of your belly and then higher and higher to the softness of your breasts, titillating a turgid nipple before pulling it between his lips.
âW-What are you doing to me?â you gasp, wishing he would never stop adoring and cuddling your body, why? Just moments before you were running from his clutches, why are you lifting your pelvis now, inviting him to take you as if you've been waiting for this all your life?
âAre you just...â he murmurs, before kissing your chin with his devilish lips, "Responding to your desire" he kisses your mouth again, an electric sensation forcing you to comply, chasing his tongue with yours, collapsing to the spicy taste that is now all over his mouth, your taste.
With half-closed eyes you realize that the dark lines of ink are moving, taking the shape of a wolf watching you, you have no way to comprehend the unsettling sensation that invades you. The man, with one hand pressed against your bare back, forces you to turn away without you having any say in the matter, you find yourself with your face to the ground and the wind blowing down your back, shivering under his fiery, golden eyes, your legs trembling from the effort to keep you on your hands and knees, fighting the sweet pain pulsing in your naked pussy.
âNow hold still, little girl,â he murmurs in your ear in a husky voice, sensuously pumping his cock with one hand, swollen veins pushing against his palm, which squeezes along the entire shaft to the base, then back to the thick tip from which he is already dripping his thick cum, "I need to get all the venom out of your pretty little body, am I right?" he sneers, positioning himself at your entrance.
You open your eyes wide, panic stifled by arousal, but it's still there nonetheless, clenching your fingers between the grass and damp earth, rubbing your knees against pebbles that make you moan in pain. The length of his cock begins to push against your slit, forcing it open for him, a choked cry leaves your throat, feeling your walls that, despite their wetness, struggle to let him in.
âYou're still so tight,â hisses the man unfamiliar to you, "I must spoil you some more, huh?" he chuckles, sliding his hand between your legs, using his index finger to stimulate your throbbing bud, you gasp arching your back and raising your buttocks toward the man, who takes the opportunity to plunge his cock another inch into your entrance, which throbs and squeezes him rhythmically, almost making him lose control of the situation.
The sensation of the claw grazing your folds each time he presses and massages your swollen clitoris brings you almost to the edge, you feel a wild sexual desire, something you never experienced even during your teenage years, a crucial period of sexual development.
âGo ahead, please!â you exclaim breathlessly, pressing your forehead against the ground, every single millimeter that moves inside you without really penetrating you is like torture, your index finger moving languidly, and you're going fucking crazy.
âAre you really begging?â he teases you, you grit your teeth until it hurts, but finally you give in.
âPlease... fill me, take me!â
âDo you want it?â he asks again, pulling the tip almost completely out, the only part he had managed to get in, you clench your legs desperately trying to recover what your intimacy has lost.
âYes! I want it! I want your cock, I want it to fill me all the way, and I want it now!â you growl with an anger that burns under your skin, looking at him from behind, his face is an emotionless mask, but his eyes...oh, those never lie, you read the fire of desire in them, he's suffering that anticipation as much as you are. Bastard.
âYou begged for it so well, little girl... I'll just have to satisfy you,â the cavernous tone clashes with his appearance, but it anticipates what happens next and leaves you breathless, abandoning your contracted clitoris he grips your hips tightly, almost penetrating your delicate flesh with his claws, pushing himself into you with a vigorous thrust, instantly breaking the thin membrane at your entrance, effortlessly. The burning that follows makes your eyes water, your body instinctively trying to escape the man's savage assault, suddenly realizing that you have lost your virginity that way, out in the open, sweaty and dirty, just like an animal.
The man on top of you hisses and makes strange deep sounds, inebriated by the sensation of his throbbing cock finally and completely squeezed between your trembling walls, trying to adjust to the abnormal size. You gasp whimpering, moving your pelvis trying to disentangle yourself from the overgrip, his claws are hurting you, but he doesn't seem to want to let go, not now that he is buried so deep.
With a grunt he thrusts out slightly, watching as your pussy instinctively clings to him, as your thick juices and virginal blood wet his entire length, lubricating him. Leaning toward you, he lets a long trickle of saliva fall back between your buttocks, slipping between them reaches the point where you are joined. He thrusts back into you forcefully, striking deeper and deeper, and you feel every detail of his cock penetrating you and thrusting higher and higher, touching points so delicate and sensitive that you howl meekly, like a she-wolf offering her whole self to her mate, the pain has been replaced by the need to be possessed, you move against his pubes with urgency, the thread of pleasure is getting thinner and thinner, you feel incredibly wet, practically soaked, and the sounds of your union are so obscene that you are shamefully aroused. Your walls flutter drunkenly with pleasure, at one point with the thick, red tip he manages to hit the entrance to your cervix with precision, you stiffen whimpering breathlessly, and Jimin collapses on top of you, continuing to move his hips tirelessly and with spellbinding sinuosity.
You take it so well that it is impossible for him not to want to have you again and again, throwing back his head to be hit by the moonlight that increases his desire, his pupils widen and he feels his testicles clench with urgency as the base of his cock swells, making him shake all over. Without a second thought, he begins to enter you with deeper and longer thrusts so that his whole cock sinks into you without any more constriction, he hears you panting and crying and this only causes him joy, you are completely abandoned to him and your sensations.
You're about to come, you're not so ignorant that you don't know what's happening to your body, you've even heard of intense orgasms, but this... god, this is going to be devastating, you know very well. It's nothing like the ones you had with masturbation, this one is deeper, snaking through your lower belly and you feel it in your uterus. You stiffen all over, trying to block the erection that keeps pinning you down between hard, sensual thrusts, every time it touches your cervix you risk going crazy.
âDon't stop me, little girl... It's here, isn't it?â he gasps at you, slamming into you once more, high up between the entrance of your uterus and another sensitive area that makes your clitoris and walls tear with intense pleasure, your toes curl and you can't help but nod desperately, "Alright, love," he replies without even realizing it, kissing your bare, sweaty shoulder, his knot is almost complete, but he wants you to come before he gives you his cum.
He teases a sensitive, turgid nipple with the tip of a claw as he reaches the point of your union, massaging your folds to help you come, though with a hint of naughtiness he doesn't dare touch your clitoris, he wants you to orgasm on your own, knowing that the intensity then will be greater and you will collapse weak and distraught in his arms.
âOh, fuck-!â you widen your eyes, being hit by a pressing and beautiful sensation of jouissance, sucking him furiously into you amid tremors and searing waves of pleasure, the same clear liquid as before leaks from your slit, this time in a greater quantity, causing Jimin to grunt as he is run over by your jet, slamming into you almost brutally, streams of his cum fiercely fill your core, as if to mark you for life, and finally his knot swells completely, locking him inside you.
Although immobilized, he cannot stop coming, his testicles quivering violently, and only one thing could quell his aching desire. With his eyes now almost completely encompassed by the black pupil, he pushes your hair away from your neck, exposing your previously tortured skin.
âWhy does this go on?â you ask feverishly, confused by the enormous weight widening your walls and locking his big cock into you.
âSsshâ he rubs the tip of his nose against you, making you shudder, "Just wait a little longer" his words are followed by an excruciating twinge, his grown canines penetrating like blades into your skin and sinking into your flesh amidst your shocked and submissive screams, your body surrendering to his force, instinctively submitting and waiting for him to finish marking.
Jimin loves blood, your blood, it pleasantly bathes his tongue with its density and sweetness, he moans with need as he loses himself in your scent, instinct commands him to move his hips once more, even though you are both locked together, with a weak moan you take in the last strings of his cum, resting possessively in your belly, you feel heavy and unbearably full, but at least he seems to be finished, you feel him relax as he once again licks the holes left by his teeth, healing them. He looks like a wolf cleaning up after his mate after mating.
âWhat are you?â you ask wearily, by now surrendering to the idea that the man cannot be a mere human, that probably everything he has told you, from the poison-soaked dress to the deal with the town, is real.
âJiminâ you hear him grunt at such a low frequency that if you hadn't been alone, you probably wouldn't have heard him. You snort weakly.
âI asked you what you are, not your name,â you murmur, the strange, heavy weight preventing you from moving, hissing as Jimin moves awkwardly between your legs, putting you in a more comfortable situation, letting you rest against his chest lethargically, occasionally kissing the back of your neck and licking your neck, or behind your ear.
You'd be lying if you said you didn't like all that attention; you feel a delicious bite around your heart as you cling to his embrace, protected from the evening chill.
You don't know exactly how long you spend like this, maybe forty minutes, maybe an hour, the fact is that finally that thing between your legs seems to melt away, making you sigh almost strangely.
Jimin gently untangles himself from you, leaving your warm shelter slowly and with a feeling of emptiness that stuns you, your legs finally relax and you try to move them to regain some mobility, you feel his cum pushing to come out and two of his fingers enter you, plugging your entrance. No claws, you notice as he slowly turns you around.
You hiss at the burning, your knees are completely ruined, but Jimin begins to sprinkle them with kisses and saliva, the man is back between your thighs again, you can see his long, wild hair shining as he licks and sucks your skin from time to time, all the way to his fingers, he moves them slowly inside you and you twitch involuntarily, closing your eyes at the warmth of his tongue licking a thick streak of cum and juices dripping roughly from you, pushing it down to your hypersensitive clitoris and you moaning in pain.
âDon't do it,â you gasp, closing your legs tightly, but he doesn't give up, grabbing your chin between two fingers and forcing your mouth wide open, your heart faltering with a strange emotion, you let him spit all his creamy load into your mouth, running along your tongue with a surprised cry.
âSwallow,â he orders with a gleam of interest in his eyes.
You do as he tells you, wanting to please him in every way possible, accepting him back into your mouth for a slow, intimate kiss. It is also dominant and sweet, intense.
âI'm Jimin, a werewolf and also one of the masters of the castle,â he explains pushing you against his bare chest, you hug him back as if it were the most natural thing in the world to be there, clasped to him on a bed of dry leaves, "You are my mate, it's no accident that you were chosen ... being a virgin at your age is unusual for humans, but not for us wolves, you waited for me," he emphasizes with fire in his eyes.
âBut ... my friends?â you can't help but ask, which makes him chuckle.
âMy people have learned to be among humans, they recognized you by scent and led you to me at the right time, they are fine,â he informs you with a caress, âIn fact, you should worry about yourself,â he says with a note of reproach.
âH-How?â fear advances again.
âI've waited too many years for your birth, little girl... it's time to repay the wait,â he hums as something hot and hard returns against your belly.
âJimin, wai-!â too late, the tip of his cock captures your entrance again, this time with more ease and the next thrust has you writhing against him with tears in your eyes, âOh, shit!â
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IdeaDpxDc: A nice moment with a sleep demon/2
Part 1(?)
Note: Sorry, I don't know English, use a translator. I apologize if you don't get the idea.
Dead On Main.
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Peace is, without a doubt, a precious commodity.
That was the conclusion Jason came to after a long moment of reflection, observing his cosmic boy: the dream demon who had saved him from that endless nightmare.
They were both in a field covered with flowers in shades of blue, purple and pink, under a starry sky where the stars seemed to shine with an unusual intensity. The same scenario as the last twenty times.
Yes, they had seen each other again. After Jason refused to forget that moment, the demon simply visited him again the next night, without even bothering to hide.
They didn't do much, they just played, had fun and enjoyed sweet moments together, like now, when the demon came up with the peculiar idea of ââmaking flower crowns.
However, despite being the one who had the idea, he was the last to finish his crown. Jason found it sincerely adorable how the demon frowned, frustrated at not being able to tie a knot. Her expression was so cute that Jason couldn't help but smile. Sure, he could have helped her, but that would have robbed him of those precious minutes of admiration for him.
He didn't know how much time passed, he just watched and pondered. After all, time in this place was strange.
"I'm done!" Void exclaimed, proudly raising his crown. "Isn't it pretty?"
Jason replied with a simple "Yes." However, he wasn't looking at the flower crown, but at the creator of it. Although Void didn't seem to notice that detail.
"Thank you. It's the same design that Sa-Saiph showed me!" He commented, satisfied.
There it was again. Those little slips of information that Jason had noticed in the multiple conversations they'd had. Jason chuckled; Void wasn't very good at hiding data. He mentally noted it down in the special folder he'd created in his head for him anyway.
Because he'd be a liar if he said he didn't try to find out more about that demon with the information he'd inadvertently given him. Though, to be honest, he didn't try very hard either.
After all, he could see that Void was a nice guy. (And maybe, just maybe, Jason had a little crush on him.)
"One of your friends?" Jason asked curiously.
"Yeah, my best friend," Void replied. "She's a huge plant fanatic. I suspect she's on the level of Poison Ivy."
"Eh, it would be a problem to have another plant invasion," Jason commented, remembering the woman's extremist past. How many times had she invaded the city with her plants?
"Oh no, no, it only happened once, and she was being forced to do it," the demon suddenly stated, as if trying to quickly correct the impression he had given.
"Your friend invaded a city with plants?" Jason asked, incredulous.
"Just once," Void emphasized, as if that made it any better.
What the hell? How had that not reached the ears of the Justice League? Forget it, he decided not to ask. Some things were better left unsaid.
He decided to change the subject instead.
Unintentionally, his vision focused on the hands holding the crown, and then on her arms. The areas on his arms were decorated with a design that reminded Jason of a starry sky, filled with tiny, glowing stars and nebulas against a dark background. It was so beautiful, as if Void's arms were an extension of outer space.
As he looked closer, he realized that some other parts of his body also shared that surreal effect of a universe filled with stars. There were sparkles of light on his skin that seemed to dance with every movement, creating an ethereal and captivating image.
"Your skin⌠is amazing," Jason said, without thinking. "You look like you're made of stars."
Void smiled, a little embarrassed. "Thanks. I guess it's just part of my nature. I've always loved outer space."
Jason was silent for a moment, enjoying the revelation. "Really? Why?" He asked, genuinely curious to know more.
Void looked at his hands fondly. "I think it's partly because of my older sister. When I was little, she was⌠gone for a while. It was only a short time, but I was lonely. Then, on a call, she told me that I wasn't alone, that the stars were keeping me company. She said that every point in the sky was a friend watching me." Void then turned his gaze to Jason. "It's a silly story, right?"
Jason shook his head. "No. It's cute." Then, blushing, he added, "I have things I like too for certain reasons."
Void looked at him with interest. "Really? I'd love to hear about it."
However, Jason looked away, visibly embarrassed. "No."
The answer made Void's expression immediately deflate. "Oh, ancients⌠Why not? Tell me, tell me, tell me!" He exclaimed as he excitedly threw himself at Jason, eager to discover his secrets.
Jason laughed. "Still a no." Then he quickly dodged Void, jumping up and running to avoid being caught. Void, amused and exasperated, chased after him, insisting that he deserved to know.
"Come on! It's not fair!" Void shouted with laughter as he ran after Jason.
Fresh air, laughter, and the feeling of freedom filled the field of flowers. Yes, this was the peace Jason so desperately needed.
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As dawn came, Jason woke up. His bed was really comfortable, and the little meetings with his sleep demon were truly relaxing. Jason had certainly had a satisfying month.
Stretching out on his bed, Jason wondered what he should have for breakfast, until he saw him.
He immediately sat up cursing the person creepily standing in the corner of the room: the demon brat, still in Robin's costume and staring at him. "Shit, Damian! What are you doing standing there?"
Damian completely ignored his question and, in a serious tone, asked, "Todd, do you do drugs?"
"What?" Jason frowned.
"You laughed a lot in your dreams," his younger brother said, his expression a mix of curiosity and disdain.
Jason looked at him in disbelief. Had this kid been spying on him all night while he slept?
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Note: Sorry, I don't know English, use a translator. I apologize if you don't get the idea.
One of Damian's hypotheses is that his brother uses drugs. As for Jazz, she had an accident in her parents' basement that injured her arm, so she had to stay in the hospital for a while. Danny felt super lonely without his older sister.
Comment that nobody cares about: I wasn't planning on continuing with this, I know it's poorly written, but inspiration came when I saw this (honestly it's a very weird way to get inspiration)
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GOJO SATORU: GUILTY CONSCIENCE
⊠⧠Ë. serial killer!au: ever since that first night, you can't get him off your mindâand even though you handed him over to law enforcement, it looks like he still wants you too. PART 1 | NSFW
contents: fem!reader. porn with plot, dubcon, semi-public sex (in a bathroom), oral (m. receiving), fingering (f. receiving), pet names (detective, princess, smart girl, pretty girl, etc.), gojo cums in your mouth. non-sexual threatening. non-sexual usage of knives/guns. more plot than porn. this is not good for you btw !!! 4K words.
author's note: pls appreciate your smut writers bc this shit is hard !!!! the sk!series might be over after this one bc i'm not feeling it anymore, but nothing's set in stone yet. posting this for the ppl who wanted a part two, but personally i would've just left it as a standalone.. oh well, i didn't want 4K words to go to waste, so enjoy đ¤
âsatoru gojo, what are we going to do with you?â your subordinate asks, resting his hands on the table dividing the dim interrogation room in two. you and your coworker sit on one side, facing the serial killer on the other sideâwho also happens to be the man you fucked in an alley two weeks ago.
ever since that first encounter, you havenât been able to get his face out of your mind. at work, his ice blue eyes haunted your every move. at home, he was all you could picture as your mind strayed back to your time beneath him. and now, as you and your boss interrogate him, all you can think about is how good satoruâs hands felt roaming over your skin when you cornered himâor, more accurately, when he cornered you.
âi dunno,â satoru replies, leaning back in his chair and resting his hands behind his head. he grins shamelessly, looking you up and down with interest. âso, pretty girl, howâve you been since we last met?â
you slip your hands into your pockets to stop yourself from doing something youâll regret and ignore the curious look your coworker gives you. âthis meeting isnât about me. this is about the people you killed and the punishment youâre about to get,â you answer through gritted teeth.
satoru laughs, eyes locking with yours and seeing right through you. âthatâs funny. so, whoâs this shrimpy guy next to you? your boyfriend?â he jeers, grinning unnervingly at your coworker. you shoot your subordinate an apologetic look, which he responds to with a nod.
âiâm her boss, actually,â he clarifies, running a hand through his blonde hair and narrowing his eyes. âkento nanami. and iâve been referred to as a lot of things, but shrimpy is a first.â satoru makes a face and laughs, as if heâs amused by the whole scene.Â
âreally? iâm surprised,â satoru replies easily. âi mean, whatever. iâve seen better looking officers⌠like the one next to you.â he looks back at you, a careless smile still dancing on his lips. kento frowns and looks back and forth from you to satoru, and you force yourself to maintain a poker face in order to detract any suspicion.
âdo you two know each other?â kento asks, crossing his arms. satoru starts laughing again, to which you roll your eyes. even if satoru were to tell kento what you hadnâtâthat you two had fucked when you were supposed to be arresting himâyou doubted that kento would believe him. after all, whatâs the word of an obnoxious criminal compared to yours?
you shake your head and ignore satoru. âiâm the one whoâs been leading the investigation on him for the past couple months,â you answer. kento meets your eyes and cocks an eyebrow, so you continue, âwe met two weeks ago. i cornered him, but he escapedââ
âshe let me,â satoru interjects, clearly enjoying the death glare you shoot at him a second later.
âyou held a gun to my forehead,â you remind him pointedly, tapping the spot on your head where you vividly remember the cold metal resting against.Â
âyeah, but i kissed it aftââ
âweâre getting off-topic,â kento interrupts, shooting you a warning glance. âdetective, iâll handle the interrogation from here.â
you hesitate, not liking how smug satoruâs expression isâbut, seeing as you donât have a choice, you dip your head in assent and exit the room.Â
now that satoruâs been caught and is now in the grasp of the law, you donât really have anything to do for the rest of the day. he was your case, and now, it looks like itâs closed, especially if your boss is the one interrogating him.
kento nanami has a reputation among law enforcementâheâs known as the stoic, serious man with a perfect record. there hasnât been a single criminal heâs interrogated that hasnât cracked, although the knot in your stomach tells you that this might be the first.
a sharp knock sounds on your office door, summoning you back from your train of thought. âitâs open,â you call, holding a piping hot coffee with both hands. kento opens the door and steps inside, eyebrows unusually tensed. his hands are balled into fists, too, in stark contrast to his characteristically calm demeanor.Â
âsomething wrong?â you ask tentatively, studying your bossâs troubled eyes.
kento takes a seat in the leather chair in the corner of your office and rests his elbow on the armrest, rubbing his temples. âdetective, be honest with me. what happened the night you were supposed to arrest satoru gojo?â
for the first time since satoru pinned you to the wall of a darkened alley, your heart drops. kentoâs knowing eyes watch your every move, from the subtle twitch in your eye to the way your fingers tense around the cup of coffee. âwhat do you mean?â you ask carefully, surprised at how steady your own voice is.
âdetective, donât play games with me,â kento asserts calmly, hand casually drifting towards the side of his waist. you know him well enough to know what heâs reaching forâthe same instrument that another man pressed against your forehead just two weeks ago.
despite your mind being clouded with fear and uncertainty, you manage to rationalize your way through the situation. what proof could your boss possibly have besides the word of a criminal?Â
itâs your word against hisâand you both know whose word kentoâll believe.
âthat night, he threatened to kill me,â you start, repeating the story you told the authorities when they came ten minutes too late to catch satoru. âand he mustâve drugged me or knocked me unconscious because next thing i knew, he was gone.â your confidence grows with every word, and you start nodding as if you believe your own lies.
kentoâs eyes narrow, and you force yourself to hold your poker face as he scrutinizes you and your words. three long, painful seconds of silence pass before his hand moves away from the holster strapped to his waist, and you internally sigh in relief. he stands without a word and makes to exit the room, but before he does, you risk it all. âwhy do you ask, sir?â
your boss pauses and turns back to you, eyebrows lifting in mild interest. he doesnât answer immediately, and you tentatively ask, â...what did he tell you?â
kento exhales a soft huff of air, a look of dread in his brown eyes. âdetective, for your own peace of mind, i assure you that you donât want to know.â
well, fuck.
âi trust your judgement, then,â you reply, feeling your poker face start to slip away. you lift your now-cold cup of coffee to your lips and take a sip, attempting to hide the grimace that threatens to make an appearance. âhave a good night, boss.â
âyou too, detective. stay safe.â
âiâll do my best.â
kento nods and heads out, and through your open window you watch him tell another one of your coworkers about how heâs planning on heading out early to make bread for his family, a gentle smile on his lips. eventually, he waves bye and exits the building.
you finish off your coffee and stand up, fishing out your key card from your pocket. you figure that you should head to the bathroom before you go home, just in case. a couple of your coworkers congratulate you when you come out of your office, praising you on the capture of your suspect. you take their compliments with a smile, ultimately wishing them a good night and escaping to the bathroom.
the door clicks shut behind you, and the comfortable quiet eases you at once. but before you can even appreciate the silence of the confined room, a sultry, familiar voice interrupts your thoughts. âaw, you werenât gonna say bye before you left?â
you turn and your mouth drops openâstanding before you, in the flesh, is the criminal you swore you last saw handcuffed to a chair.
âwhat the fuââ
satoru reaches out and grabs your wrist before you can scurry away or grab your phone. he pulls you into his chest, and you can feel his heartbeat against your backâat least, thatâs what you notice before he clamps his hand over your mouth to stifle your yells.
âshut it,â satoru hisses, breath hot against the side of your face. he turns you towards the mirror of the bathroom so you can see how heâs holding youâone hand over your mouth, and one wrapped around your waist. âdonât try anything clever, sweetheart. i wouldnât wanna have to hurt that pretty face of yours.â
you turn your head and glare at him furiously, cussing like a sailor against his hand. you eventually try to bite it, but your meager attack is essentially useless against his iron grip. satoru raises his eyebrows sternly and hushes you again, ice-blue eyes boring into your own.Â
âiâll answer your questions, honey, but be careful,â he pauses and nods at his pocket, where the handle of what appears to be a knifeâhow the fuck did he get his hands on a knife?âpokes out of the cloth. âokay, iâm gonna take my hand off your mouth now,â he murmurs, purposefully lowering his voice.
true to his word, satoru removes his hand from your mouth. you take a long breath and hesitateâagain, thereâs not much you can do in this situation but play along. if heâs telling the truth, you can ask questions and he can answer them, so you try your hand at getting some information and biding time. someone would have to walk in the bathroom eventually, right?
âby the way,â satoru starts, a grin curving the corners of his lips upward. ânobodyâs gonna come save you, princess. the doorâs locked from the inside.â he also removes his hand from your waist, letting you take a step back.
âhow?â you ask suspiciously, unsure if heâs telling the truth or not.
satoru laughsâhis hair falls into his eyes, and immediately shakes it away with a huff of breath. âiâm good with my hands. but you already know that, donât ya?â
you back away towards the other side of the bathroom, where sinks line the quartz countertop. âwhy arenât you still in the interrogation room?â
âyou think youâre the only girl i can convince to let me go?â satoru tuts, clicking his tongue disapprovingly. he reaches into his pocketânot the one with the knifeâand extracts a badge of some sort. satoru flicks it at you, and you catch it in midair. to your surprise, itâs the badge of one of your superiors who was supposed to be keeping an eye on satoru. the coy smile on satoruâs face confirms what youâre thinking, and his nod seals it the next second.Â
âokay,â you say carefully, drawing out the word for a couple seconds. âhow long have you been waiting here?â
âlong enough,â satoru answers vaguely, not bothering to elaborate.
âthanks a lot,â you deadpan.
ânice to see that youâre still feistyââ
âand what the hell did you tell my boss?â you interrupt, suddenly remembering the dread-filled way kento had looked at you. the way your voice rises is unexpected enough to force satoru to involuntarily take a step back. itâs not much, but the step you take forward a second later to assert your position brings you a small feeling of satisfaction. after all, heâs only humanâand all humans get surprised by loud noises.
satoru holds up his hands in mock surrender and eyes you skeptically. âyouâre really worried about your bossâs approval, arenât you?â he asks dryly, white hair falling into his eyes again. âheh, desperate much?â
you roll your eyes and curl your hands into fistsâunfortunately, your action only seems to amuse satoru, but you ignore the little âawâ he coos and continue glaring at him. âanswer the fucking question, satoru.â
âlanguage,â he snorts. a second later, satoru cocks his head and thinks for a moment, and when his eyes land on you again he asks, âso, youâre still callinâ me satoru? cute.â
your face involuntarily heats up, and even though youâre sure satoru can tell, you pretend not to noticeâagain. âanswer the question or iâll scream.â
âyou wouldnât dare.â
âwouldnât i?â
you donât get the chance to fufill your threat, because satoru sees that youâre serious a second too earlyâeverythingâs a blur as he grabs your wrists and bunches them into one hand, firmly securing your hands behind your back. his chest rests on top of your back as he folds you over the bathroom counter, and his reflection leers at you from the mirror. ânice try, baby. but remember, youâre dealinâ with a world-class serial killer.â
âworld-class? how humble of you,â you snap irritably, craning your neck to glare at satoru out of the corner of your eye. âyou asshole, get off me or iâllââ
satoru interrupts you by prodding at your lips with two of his fingers, forcing your mouth open and slipping them inside. you instantly attempt to bite him, but his fingers are so long that they trigger your gag reflex instead. âmissed me, detective?â satoru coos, curling his fingers downwards and pressing on your tongue. a little whine involuntarily slips out of your lips, and satoru takes that as a yes. âyeah, i can tell,â he continues, studying your heated face in the reflection of the mirror. âi bet you couldnât stop thinkinâ about me since that night, yeah?â
he doesnât bother waiting for a response before he extracts his fingers and leaves you gasping for breath. you watch as satoru lifts his now-soaked fingers to his lips and runs his tongue over them, ice-blue eyes boring into your own. itâs disgusting, filthy even, but that doesnât stop your thighs from clenching together in a futile attempt to hide your arousal from him.
âyâknow, i think youâre wearing too many clothes,â satoru sighs, resting his chin on top of your head and smiling coyly. âwanna fix that for me?â
âdo i have a choice?â
âno.â satoru pushes himself off of you and gives you enough space to start removing your clothes without his smothering presence. the idea of running away or screaming crosses your mind, but the serial killerâs smile makes you certain that youâd regret itâand thatâs even disregarding the knife thatâs still shining at you from his pocket.Â
seeing as you donât really have any other option, you slowly shrug off your coat and let it slide down your body and onto the floor. your collared shirt comes off next, followed by your pants, until thereâs hardly anything shielding you from satoruâs hungry eyes. the feeling stirring in the pit of your stomach is hard to describeâitâs something like a mix between longing and fear, two emotions you hadnât felt since that night.
and maybe, even though every instinct you have insists that this is the last thing you should be finding pleasure in, you want to feel that way again.
âyou really coulda been anything in the world with that body,â satoru sighs, leaning back against a wall and taking his sweet time looking you up and down. his eyes narrow slyly as he watches you shrink away from him instinctually, and the next thing you know, heâs on you again, hands tracing over your skin and lips unbearably close to yours. âalthough, i guess itâs a good thing youâre a detective, âcause i wouldnât have met you if you werenât.â
you shouldnât be agreeing with him, and as he lifts you up onto the counter, you also know that you shouldnât be letting him do this. it goes against everything you swore to protect when you joined law enforcement, and if this ever got outâno, when it got out, youâd be the pariah of the city.
but even after thinking it through, one, two, maybe even three times, you canât find it in your heart to care about much else than the hands pushing apart your thighs and slipping inside your shamelessly wet cunt.
âheh, how long has it been since we last did this?â satoru coos, eyes glazing over with a mixture of lust and adoration. his face is redder than youâve ever seen itâthe blush spreads all the way up to the tips of his ears, and itâs even more prominent underneath the overhead lights as he eyes you. âtwo weeks, right? feels like itâs been twenty.â
âdo you ever shut up?â you mutter sourly, averting your eyes from satoruâs. he responds by curling up the two fingers he has inside your cunt, a mean little smile on his lips.Â
âcareful with that mouth of yours,â satoru warns, pushing his fingers in farther until heâs practically knuckle-deep inside of you. his thumb rests firmly against your clit, toying with the sensitive skin. âitâll get you in trouble one day, pretty girlâŚâ satoru withdraws his fingers in one swift motion with a soft, wet pop. he lifts his hand to his lips and licks off your slick, swiping his tongue over his fingers a couple times with a smile. âyâknow what? iâll let you go if you can do one thing for me, âkay?â
he waits for your response, raising an eyebrow patiently for you to catch your breath. it almost feels like deja vu, or some cheesy movie from the 90âs: the pretty little detective getting fucked by the big bad serial killer, and you know how these films always endedânot pretty.
âwhat?â you ask halfheartedly, expecting him to ask you to do something like erase him from the police records or sabotage the investigation. satoru cups your face with both hands, leaning in close enough for his lips to brush against yours, and his smile is almost mocking when he replies.
âsuck my dick.â
part of you wants to ask âthatâs it?â, but the glimmer in satoruâs knowing eyes makes you certain that he wonât make this easy for you.Â
âwhat if i say no?â you ask tentatively. itâs a stupid questionânow youâre just playing russian roulette with his rationality, and either way, you already know your decision.
the past two weeks have been torture. every waking moment of yours was spent thinking about the man you fucked, and every time you thought of his carefree smile and feather-light touch, you just felt guilty for wanting more. after all, when you first became a detective, you swore to prioritize your job and not make any personal relationships with your subjects. and yet, here you were, almost too eager to get on your knees for the serial killer who you swore to incapacitate.Â
satoru shrugs nonchalantly in response to your question and not-so-subtly shoots a furtive glance at his pocket, where the handle of his knife still pokes out. âyouâre a smart girl. i think you can guess, yeah?â
and thatâs how you ended up with your lips wrapped around satoruâs dick for the seventh time (if you include every fantasy youâve had about giving him head). itâs almost funny how he switches up the second you run your tongue over his blushing pink tipâhis face goes red, all the way up to his ears, and the little breathy moans that slip out of his lips would be adorable in any other context but this.
âf-fuck, wasnât expecting you to be this good,â he manages to mutter through gritted teeth, eyes fluttering open and shut. âwhereâd you learn to suck dick like this, hehââ
itâs been.. a while since satoru first helped you get on your knees in front of him and unzipped his pants, and even though it couldâve just been a couple minutes, it feels like this is all youâve ever known. satoruâs ice blue eyes have barely moved from you since you started, and it looks like itâll stay like that until you finishâor, more accurately, until he finishes.
satoruâs foot bounces on the floor as you lick a long stripe from the tip of his dick to the top of it, and the way his nails dig into his palm makes you absolutely certain that heâs close to cumming down your throat. âshit, donâtâ donât stop,â he chokes out, threading his fingers through your hair and involuntarily pushing down your head. âfuckââ
when satoru finally cums, itâs pitifully obviousâactually, itâs almost embarrassing. last time, you were the one in shambles when he was done with you, but now, it looks like itâs the other way around. his eyes flicker as they almost roll back from the sheer pleasure of you sucking him dry, and when satoruâs cum shoots out of his painfully hard dick, itâs a hot mess that leaks out of your mouth and down your chin.Â
ây-yeah, good girl,â he murmurs shakily, reaching down and swiping his thumb over your cum-soaked, swollen lips. you lick off the thick, viscous liquid from his fingers instinctually, a dazed little smile on your face as you watch satoru tilt his head back towards the ceiling.
itâs interesting, seeing the cityâs infamous serial killer like this. heâs leaning back against the white tile of the bathroom walls, chest heaving from his orgasm, and in that moment, you realize that his attention is on everything else but you.Â
so, naturally, you stab him in the back.
not literallyâthatâd be a pain for your officeâs custodian to clean up, but you extract the knife from satoruâs discarded pants and, before he can register the sharp object in your shaky hand, you press it to his blush-red throat.Â
satoruâs hazy eyes widen in disbelief as he realizes whatâs going on before they narrow in what looks almost like a mix between anger and shock. itâs stupid, foolish, and almost naive, but somewhere in your chest, it feels like a dagger pokes at your softened heart when you categorize the look in his eyes as betrayal. which is, by all accounts, entirely unreasonableâdid he seriously think you wouldnât take advantage of him like this?
at the end of the day, no matter how good the dick was, you werenât about to sacrifice your well-paying job for a man on the run from the law.
âwhat the fuck?â satoru snaps, hand twitching in a movement to throw you off of him, but thankfully, the sudden shift in atmosphere heightened your instincts to a point where nothing could possibly catch you off-guard. you dig in the knife a millimeter deeper into his throat, avoiding eye contact with the man you just made cum with your mouth. âare youââ
âyeah, i am,â you assert, biding time. as much as youâd like to pretend that youâre completely in control of the situation, thereâs only so long that you can hold up this stalemate. satoruâs stronger than you physically, and the second he figures out a way to handle the knife pressed to his neck, heâd get his revenge.
satoru comes to this conclusion about as fast as you did, and his lips curve upwards in a jeering smile. the look in his eyes is borderline insane when he snarls, ânobodyâs gonna rescue you from me, princess. just you waitââ
and, with perfect comedic timing, the bathroom door opens, and one of your female co-workers steps in. youâve never talked to her much, but thankfully, her instincts are even faster than yours.
what happens next goes by in a haze. your co-worker holds a gun to the side satoruâs head, and calls for backup. then, a handful of sleepy-eyed police officers haul away a cursing and fighting satoru to who-knows-where.
but just before heâs out of sight, satoru shoots you an unsettlingly calm look. and as if that wasnât concerning enough, the last words he mouths to you are âthis isnât over.â
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VICIOUS â Theodore Nott
pairing :: theodore nott x f!reader (implied Gryffindor!reader but never mentioned)
summary :: (enemies to lovers). when you and theo get paired up for the nightly prefect-patrols, the yearlong hatred between the two of you may come to an end. or not.
based on the song vicious by sabrina carpenter
warnings :: angst!! she/her pronouns, use of y/n & y/l/n (only a few times), lots of cursing, british, mentions of killing someone (not serious), smoking, drinking, typos probably, 4.1k words
a/n :: english isnât my native language so please donât mind any mistakes and feel free to correct me! this is my first story published on tumblr so iâm a bit nervous. my requests are open, feel free to share your ideas and Iâll come up with something!!
âAs a result of the ongoing danger in and outside of Hogwarts, the prefects will now walk around in pairs during their nightly patrols after curfew. And to show that Hogwarts and the witches and wizards attending this school stick together in such times, we have decided to pair up prefects from different houses.â
Harry, Ron, Hermione and you sat on your usual seats in the great hall as Professor McGonagall made the announcement. The boys and Mione didnât really care about the announcement, considering none of them are prefects. Hermione at least listened to what the professor was saying, sometimes poking Ron in his arm to make him stop bickering and start listening, too.
You however, you didnât take the news as easily as your friends.
Once you realized that being friends with Harry had its downsides, you started to appreciate the everyday repetitiveness. The homey things.
Ignoring the strength of the dark side in the wizarding world, you found comfort in the mornings at Hogwarts that were always the same. The fun you had at lunch with the boys and Hermione and the quidditch trainings and matches you could always look forward to.
It gave you a sense of normality in an abnormal world, just like your nightly patrols did.
Whatever may have happened during the day, you could overthink it during those few hours you had for yourself as you walked through the dark corridors of Hogwarts, occasionally greeting and having small talk with the other prefects or scolding the little amount of students you would catch sneaking around from time to time.
Those patrols were your way of coping with stress, wherever it may have come from. Usually school, or the cognition that Voldemort wonât be scared to lift his wand against you and your friends the next chance he gets, whenever that might be. Not very soon, you hoped.
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âTheyâve got to be kidding! Thereâs no bloody way I can go on those patrols with this assholes every damn night.â
You were furious. Taking away your alone time was one thing, but pairing you with none other than Theodore Nott, the biggest dickhead to ever walk the corridors of Hogwarts, that just had to be a sick joke.
You hated his guts. You hated his manwhore-behavior and his obnoxious superior complex. He thinks heâs too good to attend any of his classes and simply uses his prefect-advantages to take points from Gryffindor students for fun. You doubted he knew what playing fair even meant.
Every damn house party, he somehow felt the need to judge either you outfit, you hair, your makeup or just anything else he can find to complain about. And as if that wasnât enough, he loved taking advantage of your resentment towards hookup culture, never failing to somehow end up right next to you while one of the many girls who seem to be kissing the ground he walks on was hanging on his lips as if heâd remember her name tomorrow.
And donât get started on quidditch. the amount of times you leave the pitch with at least a dozen new bruises just because of him almost makes it seem like having pushed him off his broom that one time wasnât enough yet.
In comparison to you and Theo, Harry and Draco were just two puppies occasionally fighting over who gets to play with the stuffed animal first.
âLook- maybe it wonât be that bad, maybe youâll even, I donât know, start getting along?â Hermione tried to cheer you up, already knowing that âpossibilityâ isnât that probable.
âOh come on Mione, Nott just has to look at Y/N and she basically explodes with anger. We have to be careful she doesnât accidentally kill him one night.â
âShut it, Weasley, this isnât helping. I have to go and talk to professor McGonagall. Mione, come with me?â you asked.
âIâd love to, but curfew is about to start. I donât wa-â
curfew only meant one thing: the nightly patrol
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He was different than you thought. He wasnât that bad. Not when you two were alone. A few months had gone by and, even though the first nights were a bit rough, you both managed to get along well. Really well, actually.
It became a wordless understanding that in the depths of the night, in the comfort of the quietness, when the only source of light in the castle were your wands and the lumos spell, you two werenât hateful classmates. You were friends. Good friends even.
âIâm so tired, and why is this damn school still freezing cold at night? Bloody hell itâs juneâ you yawned. It was almost midnight and you and Theo had decided to sit down on one of the stairs. Itâs been a long day and night, the younger students seemingly wanting to be outside during the warm summer nights. Understandibly so, you thought.
âYouâre shivering, want my jumper?â
He handed it over to you after pulling it off of his body, accidentally showing a tiny bit of his toned stomach. You couldnât help but look, slightly biting your lip to hide your smile.
You happily accepted the offer and slowly pulled the jumper over your head, your stomach suddenly feeling warm and fuzzy when you smelt his cologne. You breathed in and mumbled a small âthanksâ to be boy next to you.
It wasnât the first time he had given you his jumper. And it also wasnât the first time youâve felt this fuzziness in your stomach because of him, and you knew what it meant.
And he felt it too.
Theo never liked you either. He hated your goody two-shoes behavior in front of the professors and the way you would scrunch your nose in disgust whenever you saw him smoking. Sometimes he lit his cigarettes near you just to annoy you.
It all started when in fourth year, you accidentally kicked him off his broom during a friendly quidditch match. He didnât get seriously hurt, he just felt humiliated. Even worse, by you, a girl he had been convinced to dislike ever since you befriended Theoâs best friendâs sworn enemy, Harry.
You wanted to say sorry the next morning during breakfast, but he strutted away right after seeing you on your way over to him. He was mad at you for embarrassing him, and you found his behavior childish. You both wouldâve sworn that this hatred was going to be endless. Until now.
And that scared him.
He couldnât possibly fall for the girl he had despised all these years. It wouldnât work anyway. Their houses, their families and their friends just wouldnât allow it. And their egos wouldnât either.
Who was Y/N to fall for someone who treated other girls so poorly? Someone who dared to call her best friend worthless and walk around in school he as if he was just better than her and her friends.
But in intimate moments like these, with your head gently placed on his shoulder and his warm jumper wrapped around your body, you both forgot. You forgot about youâre prejudices, about your friends and your families. It was just you two.
Sometimes you wondered if he felt the same way. You doubted it.
As soon as the sun rises, the birds start singing and the castle starts awaking from its tranquil sleep, the peace between you two stopped. His smoking annoyed you. At parties heâd still sneak around with girls. After quidditch matches youâd be still fuming with anger.
Therefore you wished you could stay like this forever. You felt safe in moments like these. Perfectly at peace.
Even though the feeling in your stomach when he looked at you or when you smelt his cologne was the same as always, tonight felt different. The usual comforting silence felt awkward and tense, like something that was yet to be said already made things harder.
âY/N?â
âHm?â
Theo sighed.
âMy friends would kill both of us if they saw us like this.â
âSo what? I donât care about you friends.â You scoffed. âI mean, they canât know.â he said, almost in a whisper.
âKnow what?â you asked as you slowly lifted your head from his shoulder and your eyes locked together. His gaze drifted from your eyes to your delicate lips and the air surrounding you was suddenly filled with a heavy tension and desire.
Your breath hitched and your whole body felt like it was on fire as he carefully started to caress your cheek. He leaned in and finally, his lips touched yours. The feeling of your soft lips on his slightly chapped ones was intoxicatin. The kiss was gentle yet passionate and in that exact moment, nothing else mattered.
All doubts you had suddenly left your mind, the only things you could think about being the feeling of his lips on yours, and the fact that you never want this to stop.
You wrapped your hand around his neck as the kiss deepened and it went on like this until you both pulled away to catch your breaths.
And ater that kiss, everything changed.
For the worse
His gaze landed on your eyes once again. And as your expression softened, his became harder. And darker. And the eyes you found yourself lost in just seconds ago suddenly turned cold.
âDid I do so-â
âGive me my jumper. I want to go to bed.â
âWhat?â You huffed. He canât be serious right now, right?
âGive it to me, Y/L/N. Our job here is done and Iâm tired.â
You scoffed and quickly pulled the emerald green piece of clothing over your head, breathing in his scent for the last time that night. He snatched it out of your hands and left without another word, leaving you alone on the huge staircase, confused and upset.
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The next morning was even weirder. Your friends had to basically drag you out of bed and once you were seated in your usual seat in the great hall, you just couldnât stop trying to catch his eyes.
But he seemed ratherâŚ. busy. Either you were imagining things or Pansy Parkinson was currently seated on his lap. At breakfast. You frowned and slowly picked at your food with your fork, never taking a single bite.
âY/N, I think thatâs your owl!â Hermione said, the daily prophet in one hand, a teaspoon in the other to stirr her tea. Once the letter dropped onto your lap, you swiftly opened it before quickly patting the owl on its head as a goodbye.
âItâs from professor McGonagallâ
âWhat does it say?â Harry asked, seemingly interested.
You squinted your eyes and Hermione immediately went to look over your shoulder, reading it too as you turned the letter to show her.
âIt says that she took notice of my complaints about the pairing and that changes will follow quickly. But I never went to complain about it. And we also never talked about it in class.â You scoffed. The letter was clearly directed at you, and professor McGonagall wasnât exactly known for making mistakes like sending letters to the wrong person.
Meaning, someone else mustâve told her.
âAt least you donât have to spend any more time with that snob.â Ron chimed in, chewing on his breakfast. You just nodded.
You stopped listening to the conversation as Hermione started to complain about Ronâs table manners and you let your mind wander back to Theo. It mustâve been him who somehow told McGonagall about your complaints. It wasnât that hard to believe him, considering the professors already knew about the hateful relationship you and Theo had going on.
âIâm gonna go tell Alex, maybe Iâll get paired with her.â You said, getting up from your seat. The trio hummend and waved at you, already being used this.
It wasnât the whole truth. Yes, if Theo wanted to be a bitch then you definitely wanted to be paired with Alex instead of anyone else. But she also was the only one who knew about you and Theo, and you definitely needed to update her on whatâs going on currently. You didnât dare to tell the Gryffindors, afraid of how they might react. Maybe cutting off contact with you wasnât so stupid of him. But it was so vicious.
Alex and you have already been friends before you even received your Hogwarts letters. You confided in her with everything, hence she also knew what had been going on between you and Theo these past few months.
She waved you over when she saw you walking towards the Hufflepuff table, letter still in hand. She raised an eyebrow, waiting for you to sit down. You exchanged quick hellos, and then you began talking, sharing every so tiny detail about last night. And the letter. And the still ongoing situation he had with Pansy Parkinson on his lap, giggling about something he said. You wanted to look away, but you couldnât. And he didnât spare you a single look.
âThat fucking twat! He canât just kiss you and then pull shit like this! You should beet him up, honestly. Even better, kick him off his broom again.â Alex suggested, maybe a bit too loudly, as you were on you way towards potions. Breakfast had already ended and because you didnât want to keep sitting where everybody could hear you, you decided to leave a bit earlier and take the longer way to the classroom.
âYeah- I donât know Lex, this is so weird. I used to hate him all this time and now- now Iâm crying after him? This is so stupidâ, you murmured, âmaybe itâs better this way. Everything will go back to the way it was before and Iâll just- forget.â
But it didnât go back to how it was before. He didnât go back to calling you names. And whenever he saw you in hogsmead, he didnât wait for you to cross paths to light his cigarette anymore like he usually did to annoy you. He just ignored you. And that frustrated you even more. Why couldnât he just act normal? Why did he have to suddenly act as if you died? As if you just didnât exist anymore? Why did he have to constantly remind you that something between you did change? How were you supposed to forget it about it like this?
Even in classes, when you dropped something, when you gave the wrong answer or when your potions turned into nothing more than a weird bubbling brown liquid and Snape scolded you for it, even when you embarrassed yourself in front of everyone, he wouldnât comment it. Draco would mock you. And Mattheo would laugh. Occasionally, if he saw you on your way out, Blaize would annoyingly remind you of whatever had happened in class. But Theo? He wouldnât look. He wouldnât react. He wouldnât care.
But, to your luck, every last Saturday of the month, the students threw a party with all students from every house invited. Only if they were of age. The houses always took turns on whose common room the party will be held in, and July was Slytherinâs turn. Meaning Theo would definitely be there.
Originally, you didnât want to act so petty. But you felt used after all these months of him pretending. So, there was only one thing you had to keep in mind for a few more weeks;
revenge is a dish best served cold.
And you managed. By now, you had already told Hermione about Theo and even though she didnât like the thought of you and him at first, considering you spent lots of time together, it made sense. After all, she said it herself when you first got the message of having to go patrolling with him. Maybe youâd start getting along.
So, for the next party, Alex, Mione, and you came up with a tiny, harmless plan. You didnât know if it would work because his ignorance towards you was still going strong, but it was worth a shot. And a little jealousy never hurt anyone anyway, right?
Ë Âˇ ⢠. ° . Ë Âˇ ⢠. ° .
You dressed up. You needed to break his façade one way or another. A tight-fitting, almost-too-short red dress and your favorite jewellery delicately hanging around your neck and wrists with a few rings around your fingers.
You werenât overdressed, but you didnât usually go to parties like this. You just went there to have fun with your friends, get drunk and take your mind off of things, never to catch anybodyâs attention. You were beautiful dressed up or not, boys always tried to ask you out at those parties no matter what you were wearing, but you always nicely rejected.
Today, you wouldnât.
After you finished off you makeup with mascara and lipgloss, you put on your heels and finally made your way over to the dungeons, Hermione and Alex right next to you. The boys went first, you assumed theyâve already had some drinks, so hopefully the vibe wouldnât be too bad.
âThis is so embarrassing.â
âItâs not.â
âHe probably wonât even look at me, just like he did the whole past monthâ you sighed, suddenly not feeling as confident anymore.
âIf you wonât catch his attention, then surely someone elseâs.â Hermione tried to cheer you up once again. âAnd itâll at least help you take your mind off of him.â Alex added.
They are right, you told yourself. Just go inside, drink something to calm your nerves, and donât focus on him.
Easier said than done. The moment you stepped a foot inside the common room, decorated with green lamps and lights, dark leather sofas and with loud music beaming through your ears, your eyes immediately searched for him. He was sitting there, hidden in a dark corner with a ravenclaw girl all over him, but his eyes focused on you.
You locked eyes.
Your breath hitched.
Goosebumps formed all over your body.
You looked away.
Your eyes settled on Harry who was calling you over, a drink for you in his hand. You took it from him, ready to just enjoy yourself and have a good time. For now.
You were more than just tipsy, stumbling over your words and your own feet. Your feet started to hurt in your heels and the guy youâve been flirting with started to annoy you. His hand was steady on your hip and his lips grazed your neck as he whispered things into your ear you couldnât comprehend, mind way too hazed.
Meanwhile, Theo felt as though he was going fucking crazy. He couldnât stand it anymore. He tried so hard not to think about you. He tried so hard to finally get you off his mind. To finally make these feelings for you disappear.
He was supposed to enjoy himself tonight. Make out with yet another girl and then forget about you completely. Some alcohol would help, wouldnât it? But no, you just had to show up in that tiny fucking dress, showing off your legs for everyone to see. And as if that wasnât enough, you let that guyâs hands and lips wander over your body as if you belonged to him. Youâve never done anything like this before. You never dressed up like this, and every bloke who ever came too close to you would be hushed away in a second and now you basically bathed in those boysâ attention.
He knew he wasnât one to judge. Not when he acted the same exact way every single party he went to. But the way you wouldnât react to his smoke, the fact your nose didnât scrunch up like it usually would, the way all of your attention was on that guy and not on him, it made him fucking feral.
âUhhhm you know, you- you look good and all, and we should reaaaaallyyyy continue this another time, but I need some fresh- fresh air right now, so Iâll go.â You hickupped, actually feeling like his weird perfume would suffocate you if you didnât leave right fucking now.
âIâll go with y-â
âNono, donât worry, Iâll- Iâll go alone.â
You hurried away, not wanting him to follow you. You needed to get out of this huge castle, go somewhere you could actually relax, because the alcohol, in fact, did not help and finally come to terms with the truth; Theo never once left your mind. And your plan sucked too, having achieved absolutely nothing.
You felt way too hot, the smell of that horrible perfume mixed with smoke and alcohol overstimulating your senses. Plus, your mind was racing. Why couldnât he just talk to you? Tell you what he was thinking that night, tell you what made him lie to your professors about âyour complaintsâ, tell you what fucking made him run away after such an intimate moment.
âFuckfuckfuck these shoes are fucking killing me!â you whined once you reached the exit.
âThen take âem offâ
Your eyes opened wide and the cold rain drops falling onto your skin one after one made you shiver.
And so did his voice.
You knew he was standing behind you, but you didnât dare to turn around. You stared ahead into the nothingness until you felt his presence next to you, arms brushing against each other. His cologne and the fresh air cleared your mind, sobering you up slightly.
âWhat do you want, Nott?â
âWe need to talk.â
âFinally grew a pair or what took you so long?â
Theo exhaled. He turned around to stand face-to-face with you, his blue eyes piercing into yours. And finally that night, you held his gaze. The tension was palpable and you couldnât help but fiddle with your bracelets and necklace, feeling overwhelmed with the sudden change of atmosphere.
âListen, I- I know what I did was stupid. And absolutely, in no way, was what I did okay. I just- Iâve kissed a lot of girls before, we both know that, but that kiss between us- it felt so different and t-â
âSo you left? And ignored me? And lied to McGonagall? And proceeded to let a girl sit on your lap during fucking breakfast the next fucking morning? Thatâs a low bow even for you, Nott. Stop behaving like a slut and then maybe weâll talk.â
âOh and how did you behave tonight? Youâre allowed and Iâm not?â His voice was low, his head bending teasingly low towards yours, eyebrows raised, awaiting your reaction.
You scoffed and dodged his gaze. Guess your plan did work out. âComplaining, Nott? One bloke I flirt with and suddenly youâre after me again? Well maybe next time you should think before leaving me! Because, believe it or not, to one of us that kiss actually fucking meant somethi-â
âYou seriously think it meant nothing to me?â He yelled, frustration growing in his eyes. âI left because I was scared of what our friends would think if they saw us together! I- I know it was stupid and I got unnecessarily rude after but Iâve never felt anything like that before and that,â he huffed, âI guess that scared me.â
âSo when itâs me you care about others opinions, but when itâs that Ravenclaw, or Parkinson, or just any other girl, then you donât?â You asked, acting as confident in front him as you could.
âFor fucks sake, itâs because I like you Y/N, donât you get it? I genuinely like you! I left âcause youâre not like those girls. âCause youâre actually important to me!â
You pondered for a second, lowering your eyes to look at your heels instead of his face. Your heart thumped loudly inside your chest.
You looked up again.
Took a step forward.
And smashed your lips against his.
Your eyes closed as he didnât waste any more to kiss you back and finally, you felt safe again. With that fuzzy and warm feeling in your stomach and his lips against yours.
âThis dress looks so perfect on you.â His hands steadied on your waist, pushing you lightly against the wall. He kissed down your neck, your skin feeling hot. You began playing with his hair as your body relaxed under his touch. You didnât care about the rain wiping off your makeup. Or about you clothes being absolutely drenched. Nothing mattered other than having him close to you.
âI like you too, Theo.â
His lips parted from your neck, instead he gave you a small peck on your lips, before embracing you in a tight hug, smiling into your hair.
And neither of you let go.
âYouâre shivering, want my jumper?â
âRed doesnât go well with green.â
âNah, I think it does.â
last part makes more sense as gryffindor!reader but whatever, I hope you liked it!
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So does anyone remember that post that was like "Robin and Eddie meet when she does that thing that's like 'hello, please pretend you know me so I can get away from this person' then Steddie happens?" Because I do. I cannot for the life of me find it. If anyone knows the post I'm talking about please let me know so I can link it, this is very much not my idea, it's that persons idea but the brain worms got me so here we are. đ¤ˇââď¸
We found it! It's this post by @wynnyfryd Thank you Anon! Obviously I went in a different direction with it but this post was 100% my inspiration so thank you for helping me find it!
AO3 link for those asking! đ¤
Robin should be royally pissed off with herself right now. She would be if she wasnât so damn scared.
That guy was still trailing behind her, no matter the twists and turns sheâd taken down different streets trying to lose him and the only thing sheâd gained from it was to get totally and completely lost. It could be something completely innocent, the guy might be coincidentally going in the same direction as her but she wasnât willing to give him the benefit of the doubt if it meant keeping herself alive.
The distance between the two of them was slowly closing as she was followed through the dark and empty streets of the city, hoping, praying for some kind of shop or restaurant or something to make an appearance so she could hide inside but apparently Robin was able to find the one street in this city where everything was either closed for the night or boarded up.
Her heart was pounding in her ears and the beginnings of tears were starting to sting her eyes and all she could think of was how sick with worry Steve was going to be in the morning when he woke up to no missed calls, no missed texts and no Robin. Sheâd scoffed at him hours earlier when heâd offered to go to the âwork thingâ with her but she'd told him she was a big girl and she could look after herself and not to be such a worrywart mom.
And now she had no idea where her phone had gone, if she'd left it behind or dropped it somewhere, no idea where she was and no idea of what she was going to do.
If sheâd been a bit more present in her head she probably would have noticed the loud, braying, male laughter coming from just ahead of her and crossed the street to avoid them before it was obvious she was avoiding them. But as it was she could barely see straight through her tears and panicked tunnel vision while simultaneously trying to keep an eye on the slowly encroaching guy behind her. She was practically already in the groupâs space and one of them had definitely already seen her though he didnât pay her any attention.
But even through her blurred vision and panic, she finally registered what exactly she was looking at. Four men standing around the entrance to what looked like the diviest of empty dive bars, chain smoking and being as loud as humanly possible, but thatâs not what caught her eye.
Long hair, chains, leather, denim, tartan, rings, tattoos, subculture. If Robin had to choose a group of men to approach, any kind of subculture would be the best option. They knew what it was like to be other. There was no guarantee these guys were safe, but they were probably safer than a group of frat boys.
The next thing that caught her eye that nearly made her cry in relief as she got closer were the patches and pins.
A rainbow âAâ against a black and white striped background pinned on one guys collar, a yellow-white-purple-black patch on another's arm, a pink-yellow-blue patch over the third guys heart and a progress pride flag pinned to the largest guys pocket.
Her people.
Without a second's hesitation she made a bee-line for them, planting herself firmly next to yellow-white-purple-black patch person who had a mess of thick light brown curls that reminded her of Steveâs hair. They fell painfully silent at her arrival.
The four of them blinked down at her, with her tearfilled eyes and wild aura of panic around her they were probably, understandably freaked out.
âHi guys!â She called out to them, probably a little too loud, hoping her voice carried back to the fucker following her, tensing as she could actually hear his footsteps approaching now.
The guy with the longest hair and the pink-yellow-blue patch standing directly in front of her glanced quickly over her shoulder before returning his gaze to her. His face split into a wide warm grin, tapping her shoulder lightly.
âHey girlie. We thought you werenât coming, weâve been waiting.â
The footsteps behind her audibly slowed down. Robin laughed, a little maniacally, keeping her frantic gaze on him, not daring to turn around. âYeah, I uh- g- got sidetracked.â
âEddie, what-â
Pink-yellow-blue patch guy, Eddie she supposed, slapped âAâ patch guy lightly on the stomach with the back of his hand, shutting him up as her pursuer passed them by, giving the group a wide berth.
âHey, no worries. Youâre here now, right?â
Pride patch guy kept his eyes on the guy whoâd been following her the whole time, only looking away when he eventually turned the corner, disappearing into the night.
Robin immediately felt her posture slacken now that he was finally gone, the full weight of everything coming down on her. Her tears began to spill over and her whole body shook as hysterical sobs started to pour out of her body.
âIâm sorry. Iâm- Iâm sorry. I didnât know what else to do. I think I left my phone behind and I donât know where I am. We only moved here a couple of weeks ago and I got lost trying to get away and- and-â
âHey, hey. Itâs okay.â Yellow-white-purple-black patch person squeezed her shoulder lightly, keeping their distance. âYouâre okay. Donât worry about it.â
âWe can call someone for you, if you want?â Eddie asked, crossing his arms tight like he was trying not to reach out to her, probably worried it would freak her out more. âBoyfriend or girlfriend-â
âOr romantic partner.â The person with their hand on her shoulder interjected lightly.
âAlright Baron from the Baronies.â Eddie snorted. âBut fair point, Gareth. Romantic partner or friend or whatever?â
âUm,â Robinâs voice was still shaking. âI donât⌠Iâve never been good at memorising numbersâŚâ
âMe too, terrible at them.â Eddie smiled again, pulling his phone from his pocket. Robinâs fear and panic was almost entirely gone now even though she was still hiccuping and sniffling underneath their concerned gazes. They were all firmly keeping their distance, keeping any touches short and fleeting, not moving too suddenly, trying their best to make sure she knew they werenât a threat and it was really helping her to start feeling safe again. âBut we could try to find them online? Instagram or something?â
âYeah. Yeah we could try that.â She wiped her eyes roughly against her sleeve as she shuffled over to Eddieâs side. âMy best friend, Steve, he uh- heâs probably asleep and I donât think you can call him if you donât have him addedâŚâ
âYou can send him a message.â Eddie replied easily, handing his phone over. âAnd if he doesnât wake up, weâll try something else.âÂ
âDonât worry weâll get you home.â âAâ patch guy smiled down at her while pride patch guy nodded along.
Robin sniffed again. âThanks.â She was able to conjure up a small watery smile as she opened the app and found Steveâs profile, shooting off a quick message begging him not to freak out and explaining the situation as concisely as she could.
âHere.â She handed Eddie back his phone who glanced down at it for just a second before his eyes widened slightly as he scrolled through Steveâs profile.
âOh shit. This is your friend?â
Robin nodded. âMm-hmm.â
âHeâs⌠heâs really pretty.â
That managed to pull a startled laugh from her. âOh god, donât tell him that, youâll give him a big head.â
âLet me see?â Gareth asked, whistling low when Eddie turned his phone around showing a photo of Steve and Robin at their last pride parade cheering with the crowd, Steve with the pink-purple-blue of the bi flag smeared across each cheek and Robin with the pinks, oranges and white of the lesbian flag draped around her shoulders. âHe is really pretty.â
Eddie snatched the phone back, cradling it to his chest. âFuck off, Gare. I saw him first.â
Robin smiled again. âAny response from him?â
âHm?â Eddie asked distractedly, scrolling through Steveâs photos before pride flag guy punched him in the shoulder. âOw! Wh- oh, sorry!â Eddie frantically scrolled back up before clicking into his messages again and shaking his head. âNothing yet.â He held the phone out to show her.
âOkay.â
âWhatâs your address? If he doesnât respond, we'll find a way to get you there.â
âUhâŚâ Robin was drawing a complete blank, only able to remember her parents home address hundreds of miles away.
âOr tell us something nearby.â Eddie added, not missing a beat, clearly picking up on Robinâs lack of an answer. âWhatâs on your street?â
âUm,â she closed her eyes, trying to picture it in her head, âthereâs a couple of Chinese take outs, Asian food store, paint store⌠thereâs⌠I think itâs a tattoo parlour? Thereâs designs painted on the window, a tower on either side. I think theyâre from Lord of the Rings?â
âInklings? Is that the place?â
Robin opened her eyes. Eddie was grinning at her conspiratorially. âThatâs it. You know it?â
âWould you believe me if I told you I work there?â
âNo way.â
âWay.â
Hope was starting to grow feathers inside Robinâs chest. She could go home, she didnât have to stay out all night waiting for Steve to wake up and never let her out of his sight again, she could hug her best friend and drink coffee out of her favourite mug and curse at their finicky fridge and steal his hair products again. She could go home.
âIs it far?â
âNah, only a few streets away. Ten minute walk, tops.â
âDâyou- I mean⌠do you think you could-â Could she really ask them to walk her home after theyâd already done so much for her? Would she be asking too much? Could she be putting herself in more danger?
âI can take you there if you want? Let you get back to your⌠Steve.â There was a slight blush dusting over Eddieâs cheeks. Maybe he did have an ulterior motive, but it wasnât an ulterior motive involving her. If she wasnât so wrung out and aching to crawl into her own bed sheâd be thinking up teasing material to lambaste Steve with. But as it was, she was desperate to get home.
âWould that be okay?â
âYeah.â Eddie replied, bright and easy. âIt would just be me and you though,â he held his hands up in surrender, âand you can totally say no, like if you're uncomfortable or whatever. Gareth is Grant and Jeffâs ride home and youâre still on the clock, right?â He turned to Gareth towards the end of his sentence.
âYeah, but I get off shift in about an hour so could come in if you wanted, wait around in the back room until then if you wanna go as a group?â They answered.Â
âI think⌠I think I just want to get home.â
âOkay, cool. No worries Iâll get you there safe and sound. Here,â Eddie pulled his phone out again, âIâm gonna message Steve to let him know weâre on the way in case he wakes up,â he showed her the short message only sending it off when she gave a nod, âand Iâll get you to navigate just so we donât get lost.âÂ
He handed his phone to her with the maps app open, directing them towards Inklings tattoo parlour. He was playing it off like an easy joke, instead of another way to assure her she was safe. He was making sure she knew exactly where he was taking her at all times, he was making sure she had the ability to call the police or whatever if he turned on her, he was making sure she knew he didnât need or want her address if she didnât want to give it.Â
This fucking guy.
He definitely wouldnât be the worst choice Steve had ever made if it did go that way.
âI donât know how to thank all of you, seriously. I donât know what I would have done if I hadnât run into you.â
âDonât worry about it.â Grant smiled at her before hesitating. âUh, I just realised we donât have your name.â
âOh!â She laughed at herself, feeling lighter. âIâm Robin.â
âPleasure to meet you, Robin.â Grant held his hand out, shaking hers once she took it.
âLikewise.â
âAnd donât worry about thanking us, just pay it forward, yeah?â Jeff said.
âPlus.â Gareth took on a nonchalant tone even though they had a smirk plastered over their face. âWeâll see you again at Steve and Eddieâs wedding.â
âShut up!â Eddie scowled but didnât hold onto it for long in the wake of Robinâs giggles.
She sighed once the giggles subsided, a weight lifted off her shoulders. âI look forward to it.â She raised her hand in salute as the three of them headed back inside, turning to Eddie as he held his elbow out.
âShall we?â
Robin tried to suppress her smile but took Eddieâs arm anyway. They only made it down one street and around one corner, Robin clutching tight to Eddieâs phone before he finally asked.
"So."
"So."
"Best friend Steve." Eddie twirled his rings around his fingers. "Is heâŚ"
âHeâs single.â She answered lightly. âBut you might be arriving into his life at the wrong time. Heâs recently sworn off men.â
âWell weâve all sworn off men once or twice. Men are terrible.â
âAgreed.â
âIs it because of a bad ex?â
Robin threw her head back with a groan remembering the giant breakdown that had finally finally ended it. âTommy was the worst. Heâs the reason we even moved out here, thereâs nowhere to get away from an ex in a small town, you know? Theyâre everywhere. Iâm not going to go into what happened, itâs not my business to say but it was bad.â
Eddie nodded, his eyes down on the ground, running through everything in his head.
Robin could see the tattoo parlour up ahead, the glorious sight of their apartment building just a few buildings away.
âDo you think⌠with time⌠he could open himself up to men again?â
Eddie had such a tentative hope in his eyes, it was adorable really. Looking over him, she thought about the type of people Steve would constantly thirst over, blip in the matrix Tommy Hagan notwithstanding.
Lithe bodies with full lips and giant eyes, hair he could run his fingers through and something unusual about them. Something odd.
Heâd never explicitly gone for someone so heavily into a subculture before but heâd never turned them down either. And based on Eddieâs job at the tattoo parlour and the way he was dressed, he almost definitely had some ink on him. That alone would be enough to make Steve swoon.
âI think he might. Will you walk me up?â Robin asked, holding the door to the building open, offering Eddie the same kindness under the guise of doing a favour that he had offered her so many times tonight.
âYeah, sure.â
Theyâd managed to make it up to the third floor, walking down her hallway before Eddieâs phone started to ping incessantly.
She turned the phone over in her hand, looking at the screen. âHeâs awake.â
Robin, where are you?
Are you okay?
Iâm on the way.
Please be okay.
Their apartment door was flung open just as they reached it. Steve was standing there panting and terrified, his hair a mess, his glasses askew, his jacket and shoes thrown haphazardly over his pyjamas.
âRobbie.â
Steve slammed into her, holding her tight before immediately letting go to inspect her face and running his hands over her body, checking to see if anything was wrong.
âAre you okay? Are you hurt? What happened? What do you need?â
âSteve.â Robin caught his fluttering hands in hers and squeezed, nearly crying out in relief just to have him with her again. âIâm okay. Eddie and his friends helped me.â
âEddie-â Steve looked to the side, noticing her saviour for the first time. âYouâre Eddie.â
âIâm Eddie.â Eddie gave him a short little wave and a dazzling smile that quickly dropped in shock as Steve pulled him into a crushing hug, his blush returning with full force.
âThank you, thank you so much. I donât know what I wouldâve-â Steve took a big breath in and loosened his arms from around Eddieâs shoulders. Robin saw his eyes slowly trail over his face before very briefly flicking down to the pink-yellow-blue patch then back up. âCome inside, the two of you. Can I get you anything? Tea? Decaf coffee? A glass of water? Like, literally anything to say thank you.â He asked, ushering the two of them into the apartment.
Steve caught Robinâs eye behind Eddieâs back and mouthed âoh my god heâs fucking gorgeous!â
Robin snorted and thought to herself âsworn off men, my ass.â
#steddie#steve x eddie#stranger things#fanfic#eddie x steve#penny00dreadful#steddie fic#stranger things fic#modern au#eddie and robin#platonic stobin#robin and steve#finding safety in people through pride flags#I am SUPPOSED to be TAKING A BREAK from WRITING so I don't BURN OUT#But THIS would NOT leave me ALONE#what's the ship name for platonic eddie and robin?#is there one?#THERE IS ONE#platonic edbin#safety fic
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Jealous Mizu Headcanons
Disclaimer: A tad bit of NSFW is included in this so be warned
A/N: again, i apologize for not getting anything super extensive out. I thank you all for being so patient and so sweet!!
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Mizuâs not the type to be outwardly jealous.
Sheâll get jealous but she won't say much about it, sheâll just let it fester inside her quietly until it gets to be too much and she needs an outlet.
More often than not that outlet is fighting (more on that later)
She would never think to label you as âhersâ, youâre not an object that she can possess.
However, when it comes to other people being around you, she finds it very tempting to start.
Before either of you confessed, you had already made up a plan to act like you were a couple to avoid unwanted stares from men and women alike.
Turns out Mizu enjoyed that much more than she thought she would.
God help the person that decides to flirt with you while she's around
If that person happened to be Taigen? Forget the duel that man's dying TONIGHT
Mizu of course would recognize that youâre your own person and you can choose to be with whoever you want⌠but the thought of you choosing TAIGEN of all people is not a thought that would allow her to sleep well at night.
She would claim its for no other reason than she thinks you deserve better than a man who abandoned his engagement for honor
She wouldnât be wrong but you wouldnât have even been interested in Taigen in the first place so her coming up with all these reasons why you shouldnât choose him would just be outing herself.
She refuses to come to terms with the fact that she feels jealous about anything
She would be deep in denial for as long as she could manage until someone finally calls her out on it.
Her jealousy causes her to become a tad bit possessive
Sheâs not the most secure person in the world when it comes to relationships no matter how hard she pretends to be
She would go above and beyond to try and make sure no one was going to try and lure you away from her.
NSFW Headcanons
(Pretty vague in favor of remaining gender neutral)
Remember how I said âMore often than not that outlet is fightingâ
Well the alternative to that involves you
It would be less about being possessive over you and instead it would be her way of proving to you she can give you more pleasure than anyone else
And she would without a doubt prove that successfully
She might not be incredibly experienced but you wouldn't have been able to tell that by the way she treated you
Despite her feelings she would actually be extremely gentle with you
Itâs not your fault she's mad that other people also find you attractive, so sheâd have no reason to be angry with you.
Which means praise. Lots and lots of praise
Constantly reminding you how pretty/handsome you look while beneath her
What, you thought she wasnât going to pin you down? Thatâs like her signature move at this point, sheâs GOING to be on top.
She would take an opportunity handed to her to tease you and usually that meant one of two things
She teased you with compliments
Or she teased you by stopping what sheâs doing all together and having you beg for her to continue
Just cause sheâs not mad at you doesnât mean she canât mess with you a little
Considering before this point she wouldnât have been so open about her feelings you wouldâve been taken by surprise
She would find it incredibly entertaining if you got embarrassed by all the sudden attention she started giving you
As rough as she deals with things in her everyday life I think sheâd be a service dom honestly, in this specific instance at least.
She wants you and she wants you to know that.
She wants to sear it into your brain so any time you even so much as look at someone else all youâd get is a flashback to how good you felt with her.
She would not let you do anything for her, she wants to focus on you and only you
She would just enjoy knowing she was making you feel good and thatâs all sheâd need
If you tried keeping quiet, she would persuade you into letting go, she wants other people to know that she was the one making you feel good
Needless to say if Taigen had attempted to flirt with you before, he definitely knew not to now.
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Yeah, sheâs my mom.
Sally Jackson x wife reader x son!percy.
-ÂŁ Is this apart of the lore? No. Do I care? Not at all. So forget Gade and have Sally have a good partner. Let Percy have a good step parent. And, because I want her to be my wife.
-ÂŁ Warnings: Show and book spoilers, short, âDeathâ, Demigod luck, everything that happens in the show and the first book but with the reader, my idea of comfort, kinda angst but Iâm trying to make this fluffy. Saying this again. Spoilers for the events that will hopefully be in the next two episodes
there was no doubt in his mind that you were meant to be his mom.
when his mother found you he remembered the glow she started to had. you made her so happy and even he could see that at a young age. but the way you cared for him to without a question, letting him cook with you at times and always poke his face with flour. or the time you sat with him when his mom was sick and played with him for hours and you didnât even bat a eye.
there was always a lovely smell in the air that even he could smell sometimes when he was at school. it was sweet and smelled like every baked good in the world in one place. it brought him comfort. your scent was strong enough to lead monsters away, he didnât smell like a demigod. the way his mother looked at you, the way you held her and helped out, made him realize that true love existed. and you were meant to be in their lives. to be his mother.
he could remember the first time he actually met you.
âhello there,â you bend down so low to his height, or close to it. the warm smile made him feel welcome, âyour mommy says you are special? Thatâs great, I seem to need a helper in the back. you think you can help?â
he looked up at his mom as he clings to her hand, asking for permission. she gave him a slight nod. he let go and gave you the same look and took your hand. âthanks for letting me borrow your little hero.â
that was the first time and for the rest of the day he didnât realize his mom was away. the time with you was so special but he quickly needed a nap and he fell asleep on your lap while watching a movie. you were the best babysitter. so every time his mother had somewhere to go he would find himself at your house.
soon after, you moved in with them! It was great since he got to see you all the time now. Then he got enrolled into school and he saw less of you but couldnât help but count down the second he could see his mom and you.
sally, she was the best lover in the whole world. she was so loving to you. making your heart swell with warmth when you were near her. she had some fire in her and you loved that about her, unless you were on the end of that. there was no life without her.
so you two got married.
years after being sent to school after school, Sally could see how worried you became. and it pained her to never tell you the truth of who Percy was, who his father was, and much more. you constantly looked for schools to fit him and offered to get a extra job just to send him there. but each time she refused because they would be to far away.
but when percy came home. after she got a call from grover. âDear, I think me and percy need some time to..â she glanced at him as he looked at her confused, âhave some time alone.â Thatâs not how it ever went done. you all did things together.
âOf course.â you just smiled as you always did. understanding. you reached for him and ruffled his hair. âBe good for your mother, got it?â He huffed to fake being annoyed and agreed. he was sad you couldnât come
if only he knew that would be the last time he saw you for a long time.
the trip to the beach cabin was smooth. him and his mom being normal as always and reconnecting their memories. until the night went south when he started to share his doubts with his mom. that he was broken. he was convinced that everything about him wasnât normal. it didnât help when his mom told him the truth of who his father was, and what that made him.
everything was so confusing, Grover turning out to be a goat. Them being chased by a minotaur ďżźwith underpants, going to a âcampâ for half-bloods like him? Yeah, he was probably going crazy.
âMom!â Percy yelled as he watched his mom reach out to him one last time until she turned to dust in the monster hands. every part of his body boiling with anger that she was taken away. he saw you. how you had just lost your wife too but you had no clue, sitting at home all alone while everything went down.
you didnât know. that sally was dead, that percy was safe, where he was or his mom. how scared you must be feeling right now. and it took all his willpower to stop himself from buying tickets back home and see you while he was supposed to be looking for the lighting bolt.
when he saw the video of you crying on tv he started to tear up. you defended him from all the accusations that he was involved. saying there was no way your sweet boy would ever hurt his mother.
âIf youâre seeing this, come home.â
he almost died so many times. but he had to save his mom, he had to get himself and her back to you.
hades was touched by percyâs actions and ďżź released his mother after everything went down. his mom returned. The manhunt for him resolved. But there was a new war coming, and he was betrayed. And even if he needed to stay at camp for the whole year and train. There was only option he could take.
To go back home.
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No Longer Mine
A/N: So, basically this is about Gojoâs s/o âdyingâ and he eventually moves on with his life and then it turns out his s/o wasnât dead after all. Itâs basically all angst tbh. There's probably gonna be more parts to this eventually but idk...
He wasnât there. He wasnât there when you needed him most, and now you were gone. You were burnt beyond recognition. If he didnât know it was your body on the floor, he wouldnât have even known there had been a human there once. There were still traces of your cursed energy around, even if they were faint. You must have tried to resist whoever had done this. Of course you would have, you wouldnât have gone down without a fight. He made Shoko check the DNA results a dozen times, but it was always the same result. It had been your body that was found in the house you shared with him. You were gone, and so was your shared home. Burned to the ground by god knows who, with you inside it.
Gojo didnât really accept you being gone for a long time. He was so numb, and your death almost killed him. All those lonely nights with just him and a bottle of strong liquor, talking to you. Talking to an empty room, while downing so much liquor that it would have put a normal person in the hospital. He talked about how angry he was, angry towards himself for not having caught whoever had taken you from him, angry at you for leaving him, angry at the world for all of it. One night, you started talking back to him. You told him how it wasnât his fault and that you loved him. Thatâs when he knew he was in trouble. The dead donât speak, they donât converse with anyone, thatâs not how the world works.
That was about a year after you died. He stopped drinking and your ghost started fading away. Your voice got more distant and the image of you got muddier. He didnât want to lose you again. He didnât want to forget, but somehow remembering was worse. Even though it was muddy, he could still see your smile. Oh, how he loved that smile.
Eventually, he found someone new. He fell in love again, but you never left him completely. The memories he shared with you were still dear to him, even if they were painful. He visited your grave every year on the anniversary of your death. He left flowers on your grave and while he wasnât a religious man, he prayed that wherever you were, you had found peace.
Four years later, you reappeared. You were found unconscious on some side street in Tokyo and taken to the hospital. After you woke up, the first call you made was to Gojo.
âHi, Iâm sorry I missed dinner last night. Iâm in the hospital, but I donât know what happenedâ
âWhoever you are, this isnât funnyâ a cold voice answered back.
âWhat do you mean Toru? Itâs me, itâs (Name)â
âDonât call this number againâ Gojo said and hung up.
You were confused to say the least. Youâd missed dinner, sure, but there was no way he would act that coldly towards you just because of that. Then you noticed the date on your hospital band. It was four years more than it shouldâve been. That must have been a mistake, right? You started to panic, your heart rate was getting erratic and you were having trouble breathing. A nurse came in, trying to calm you down.
âWhatâs the date today? Please, what is it?â you asked frantically.
âItâs 17th of August 2016â
â2016?!â you gasped.
Who could be so cruel as to make a call like that to him? Sure, he had made many enemies in his life, but most of them were dead and wouldnât be the type to pull such an egregious prank on him anyway. It couldnât be you, it couldnât possibly be you. He had confirmed your death himself. More importantly, Shoko had confirmed it, multiple times. It had been your cursed energy, your DNA. There was no doubt about it.
âWho was that?â his fiancĂŠe asked as he had put down the phone.
âJust a wrong numberâ Gojo muttered.
âYou seem a bit rattled, are you sure youâre okay?â she asked, placing a hand on his shoulder.
âYeah, yeah, it was nothingâ Gojo said, brushing off his fiancĂŠe.
The call kept bothering him. Gojo couldnât sleep that night and just laid in bed, awake, while his lover laid beside him, sleeping like a log. The thought of you being alive kept him awake all night. Could it really be possible? Had Shoko been wrong? Had he been wrong? He couldnât get that little voice out of his head. That little nagging voice in the back of his head, telling him he needed to go to that hospital, he needed to make sure. Early the next morning, he made his way to the hospital.
You had been given some sedatives, because of how badly you had panicked when you found out what year it was. Youâd been gone for four years, and you didnât remember a single thing about it. When you woke up, you were groggy, and you werenât really feeling great. You were still in shock about the missing four years.
âYou were deadâ a familiar voice said from the end of your bed.
âToru?â you asked, blinking a bit to focus your vision better.
âYou were deadâ he repeated, but this time his voice wavered.
âWhat are you talking about?â you questioned.
âThere was a body, in the rubble of our burned down houseâŚâ
âWhatâŚ?â you whispered.
Gojo was still standing by the end of your bed. You were really there, clear as day. He was afraid that if he touched you, this would all turn out to be some kind of illusion. Still, he couldnât help himself as he moved closer to you and reached his hand out to touch your cheek. He just couldnât bring himself to do it. He was too afraid, so he just held his hand next to your face, scared that you would disappear at any moment.
âToru?â you asked, tears welling up in your eyes. âWhat happened?â
âYou died (Name)... or at least we thought you did. Itâs been four years since thenâ Gojo wasnât sure if he should tell you about his engagement, but he wanted to be honest with you, like youâd been with each other before. âI moved on. I had to, losing you almost killed meâ
Gojoâs hand fell back to his side and he hung his head. He didnât know what to say. He didnât know what to do. He was just so confused.
It was heartbreaking to hear the pain in his voice, but you still felt angry. Even though you rationally knew it had been years for him, for you that missed dinner was yesterday. For you, he had found someone else overnight. Your love for him was just as strong as it had ever been, but he clearly didnât feel the same anymore.
âI donât have any memory of the past four years. Did you know that? To me, I last saw you yesterday, and now youâre saying you found someone else?â
âI-â
âYou donât need to explain. I get it, but I would have waited. I wouldnât have given up on youâ you said tearfully, looking away from him.
âI did look for you (Name). Your death almost killed me, Ava saved me after I hit rock bottomâ
âThatâs her name? Ava?â you asked, the sadness evident in your voice.
âYes⌠weâre engaged"
"Ohâ
It felt like someone punched you in the stomach. You felt sick, empty. He was engaged? The love of your life had moved on with someone else. Heâd left you behind, a long time ago, apparently.
âI think you should leaveâ you sniffled, wiping the tears from your cheeks, trying to appear strong. Even though you felt everything but.
âI donât-â Gojo started, but stopped himself. You probably didnât want to know. âOf course, whatever you wantâ he sighed and turned to leave.
As Gojo left the room, he gave you one more glance. You looked broken, and he was certain it was his fault. Why hadnât he kept looking? Why had he given up on you? No matter what anyone had told you, you would have kept going. You wouldnât have given up until you found him. So why did he?
The second Gojo left the room and closed the door, you broke down. You were sobbing, burying your face into a pillow to stop anyone from hearing your cries. The person you loved since you were kids at Jujutsu High, the one youâd given your heart, soul and body to, had left you behind. You had nothing to go back to. Youâd been robbed of four years of your life, and now it felt like your future was gone too. It all just felt like a massive lie, like someone was having fun at your expense. Your old life was gone.
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⸝IN PROGRESS
last updated 14.11.2024
a-n ! this is mostly for tracking and tag list purposes. these will all take a while because they're all on the longer side and are subject to change!! + i'm a slow writer and often very busy. but it's still fun to show you guys what i'm working on :) taglists for all of these are open!
CASHMERE COLOGNE.
falling for his client is definitely not part of jay's job requirements. quite the opposite actually. especially when said client is soon to be married off to super rich, super talented, super hot park sunghoon.
PAIRING bodyguard!jay x artist!reader
CONTENT â ď¸ smut. mdni. angst, fluff, bodyguard!au, self-doubt, reader is an artist, sheâs also shameless, (escaping an) arranged marriage!au, sunghoon really doesn't wanna marry you... but it's mutual so. honestly this is getting way more romcommy than i anticipated...
STATUS writing
WORD COUNT currently 9k, total est. around 30k (we hope)
warnings + more wips under the cut
WARNINGS: multiple smut scenes, voyeurism, exhibitionism, masturbation (f), spit, things happen in a car, reckless driving, public sex, use of maâam, edging, orgasm denial, protected and unprotected sex, snowballing ...more to be added
TOO GOOD TO PUT A PRICE ON IT.
you would be crazy to turn down free rent in exchange of getting fucked daily by the guy you've been pining after for months, but your step brother happens to want something in return too.
PAIRING stepbro!sunghoon x reader x camboy!jungwon
CONTENT â ď¸ smut. mdni. roomate!au
STATUS outlined
WORD COUNT estimated around 10k
WARNINGS stepcest, live-streamed sex, threesome, yes reader fucks sungwon for rent bitch i would too! ...more to be added
PUSSY JACKPOT !
you spend an extravagant night with jake and his friends at a casino to celebrate his latest promotion. it takes a wild turn when your sweet boyfriend decides to go all in and bet on your even sweeter pussy, knowing how all of his friends have been dying for a taste. no matter who wins though, you know it's gonna be you hitting the jackpot.
PAIRING bf's best friend!jay, heeseung and sunghoon x reader, bf!jake x reader, jay focused.
CONTENT â ď¸ smut. mdni. gambling
STATUS outlining
WORD COUNT tbd
WARNINGS infidelity, semi-public sex, stepcest, rest of hyungline get to watch ...more to be added
BUCKLE BUNNY RODEO.
the yearly PBR world finals hit your hometown again, and as always you find yourself dealing with all the losers coming to your bar to drown their sorrows in alcohol. things take an interesting turn when the winner shows up and challenges you to beat the shabby mechanical bull at the center of the overcrowded bar, promising you an even wilder ride upstairs if you're willing to take his offer.
PAIRING pro bull rider!jay x bartender!reader
GENRE â ď¸ smut. mdni.
STATUS outlining
WORD COUNT tbd
WARNINGS alcohol consumption, body shots, temperature play, facesitting, spit, cowboy jay has chest hair argue with the wall!! ...more to be added
âł PART TWO.
it's been a year, and jay's fellow pro bull riders want a ride too, after hearing so much about you from their dearest friend. and who are you to refuse them, when they're talking so sweet and dirty?
WARNINGS heejake take turns, wet humping, like very wet, thigh fucking, tit fucking, oral (m. rec) ...more to be added
LAST TRAIN TO LONDON.
in some lives you're a painter, in others you're a musician, a writer. in some you get to grow old, maybe away from jay, maybe right beside him. in some you get to love him until your last breath, even when you're young and stupid. you're all over the world, all over time and all over jay's heart, for he lives and breathes to love you in every lifetime of yours, even if you don't remember. he always looks for you yet it's always fate bringing you back to him, this time it's by making sure you don't miss the last train to london.
PAIRING immortal!jay x mortal!reader
CONTENT angst w an hopeful ending, fluff, â ď¸ smut, soulmate!au, reincarnation!au
STATUS outlining
WORD COUNT tbd
WARNINGS tbd
EACH TIME YOU FALL IN LOVE.
the sun shines bright even in the face of death, your most beloved husband cold in his casket despite the warmth of the weather, and sunghoon wishes circumstances were different.
or, you and sunghoon ponder on what could have been.
PAIRING sunghoon x reader ( + jay )
CONTENT angst, very minimal fluff, â ď¸ smut, old peopleđ, multiple character deaths, time skips... more to be added
STATUS outlined
WORD COUNT tbd
WARNINGS tbd
⸝SERIES
MOTION PICTURE SOUNDTRACK.
jake has to be the most infuriating, cocky, stuck up actor you've had the displeasure to work with so far. and you wish you'd just rejected your role when your pr teams have the fantastic idea to push the limits on those... relationship rumors about you and your horrible coworker that have spread like wildfire everywhere.
PAIRING co-star!jake x movie star!reader
CONTENT angst, eventual fluff and â ď¸ smut, fake dating, rivals to lovers.
STATUS outlining
WORD COUNT total est. 60k
WARNINGS tbd
A LITTLE DEATH.
your time at the academy is up and the choice of the companion for your graduation mission is ripped away from your hands without a notice, gifting (cursing) you instead with three less than ideal ones.
or, jungwon feels a little more human every time your touch lingers on his skin
PAIRING trained assassin!jungwon x trained assassin!reader
CONTENT â ď¸ smut, mdni. angst, rivals to lovers!au, rival families!au, found family trope, everyone and their mama needs therapy, multiple character deaths, a lot of action, morally gray characterization
STATUS writing
WORD COUNT currently 11k, total est probably some shit like 150k i'm sick
WARNINGS multiple smut scenes ...more to be added
ENHYPEN AS SEASONS. hyungline + sunwon âł where i assign the members to a season and make fics out of it ! all of these contain smut but also tooth rotting levels of fluff jsjejdje i'm sorry this isn't me usually!! what happened!!!
⢠SUNGHOON AS WINTER / hockey player!sunghoon
âł your younger brother brings you along on a snowy new year's eve trip to the mountains with his hockey teammates in hopes of finally getting you and sunghoon to get along.
⢠JAKE AS SPRING / florist!jake
âł jake feels it's his duty to smooth out that frown on your face when you first meet him, as the self proclaimed town-happy-pill. he loves his job like nothing else, driving around in his flower delivery truck right along with layla, making everyone's days better. while you can't stand how bright he is all the time, what the hell is his deal anyway?
⢠HEESEUNG AS SUMMER / beachside barista!heeseung
âł bleached hair, salt water, warm sun and sand between his toes. waves crashing, the buzz of alcohol and muffled thumping of music, heeseung loves summer every time all the same. this year you just happen to make it so much better, and even when he knows you're only there for this vacation, he hopes you can stay and warm him up for the colder seasons too.
⢠JAY AS FALL / ex!jay
âł your friends convince you to try your local coffee shop's new blind date experience, months after your very first heartbreak. you don't expect your ex to be your match. or, mending a relationship turns out to be a lot more trouble than resolving murder mysteries.
! bonuses
⢠SUNOO AS SPRING BREAK / ex childhood bff!sunoo
âł truthfully, leaving for a different college after promising you'd go to the same one in hopes of quenching his feelings from blossoming further wasn't sunoo's best move. or, sunoo is itching to finally be back home.
⢠JUNGWON AS CHRISTMAS / frenemy!jungwon
âł it's no secret that you and jungwon butt heads constantly, and your friends have gotten quite annoyed by your antics. so what better way to resolve this if not assigning you two to be each other's secret santas? or, everyone is a little kinder once christmas comes around.
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