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detention is genuinely the sweetest thing EVER!!! it's so fluffy and innocent :(( literally melted reading it

(me reading it)

OMGGG THANK YOUUU!! ♡♡

im so glad ppl liked that one bc i was so worried it would flop when i wrote it haha

thanks for the support ♡

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in yellowjackets s3, lottie says to callie: “shauna is jealous because you're just like her but more”.

callie obviously understands lottie's words as a “you're just like your mother” and this is what shocked and scared her enough to push lottie away which ultimately kills her.

but what if lottie didn't meant what we and callie understood?

what if “you're just like her” refers to callie being a lot like jackie?

because why would shauna would be jealous of callie being like herself when even if shauna is a narcissist she's very aware of the kind of monster she is?

shauna kills, hunt and eats people out of pleasure, jackie and callie don't kill anyone because they want to. in fact, when callie does kill someone for the first time is purely out of fear and some kind of self defense. lottie was grabbing her, invading her personal space and telling callie the things she feared the most: “you're just like your mother but worse” but even then, they don't get off on the violence of murdering someone like shauna does.

callie and jackie were innocent teenagers, even in the bad things they do, they're still teens doing the kind of things you do at that age. both of them loved shauna (in different ways obviously) and wanted to be close to her no matter what.

both ultimately knew what shauna was and they loved her anyway.

in her last moments, jackie dreams of her friends and wants to go inside the cabin because the thing she craves the most is to be with shauna again. to be forgiven, even if she didn't do anything wrong.

if she has to be the bad one and apologize to be with shauna once more, she's willing to.

and that makes a parallel to callie, a doomed daughter of a mother incapable of loving her because she's still traumatized by losing a son and her friend in the wilderness. even if shauna can't find love inside of her to give callie, callie loves her mother unconditionally.

she knows her mother is crazy, she grieves and suffers because she wants to understand what shauna went through and still, she has a heart big enough to still love her even if shauna put her in danger a thousand times.

callie and jackie both have enormous hearts, and they are capable of loving shauna through all her craziness and violence. they know what shauna is, and they cherish her anyways.

the only thing they ask in return is to be loved back by her.

and why is shauna jealous?

because callie being like this only means that somehow she's more close to jackie than shauna herself ever was even after she fucking ate jackie. shauna is not capable of loving anyone fully but herself, that is exactly what killed jackie and hurted callie all her life.

this incapacity to love as they do, is what she envies of callie. because she is indeed like her, but more.

shauna may carry jackie within herself, but she never felt her warm like jeff and travis did (this being the reason why shauna starts the affair with jeff and why travis is capable of ragebait her by telling her “my favorite thoughts are jackie's”), she never fully understood jackie like callie unconsciously does by being so much like her and she has to carry with the weight of being the one responsible for jackie's death.

so yeah, she's jealous as hell.

that's why she has a crash out when she sees callie with the necklace, it's too much for her handle.

callie dressed up (without knowing) like jackie for a party. she wore her necklace because lottie gave it to her. she's just so much like her, shauna gets terribly confused and upset and this is not new: she's been confusing them since callie was born.

don't forget, callie can be another nickname for jacqueline.

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Hey, do you think shifting is real? Have you ever done it? If yes, then how??

i used to believe it when i was like 13-14 yrs old in the 2020 quarantine but with time i grew up and just changed my mind. i think that it's not my thing but i don't judge people for their beliefs so i obviously don't think it's wrong.

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Hey, do you have an anon list? If yes, then I'm she/her :)

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hii, i don't have an anon list but i will gladly make one!! thanks for the support ♡

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hi. fuck ice. here is how you can help families affected by unlawful deportation

edit: and FUCK LAPD. here is how you can help bail out protestors who are in the trenches, facing mass arrests and putting their bodies on the line.

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twin peaks got me FUCKED UP dude i’m on here looking for Agent Dale Cooper smut like a fucking crazy person

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BTW those people 'from Gaza' asking for money are just disgusting scammers using this horrible war to get pennies into their pockets because they know people care about those suffering if your going to donate please donate it to a reliable charity or person so you know that your money is actually doing good 🤍🤍🤍

oh my god, thanks for telling me!! i wasn't aware those people were scammers 😭😭

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GUYS after a break up and a long hiatus, i'm finally writing some things again!! so you'll hear from me soon. and i'm sorry the requests are taking so long!

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“I have been in love with no one, and never shall,” she whispered, “unless it should be with you.”

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these past two months were easily the worst two months of my life

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hi guys im just going to casually vent here.

i broke up with my boyfriend of 3 yrs over a lot of things that happened in the time we were together, i don't love him anymore and i knew this were going to happen but even if it was obvious things were going to end this way i just can't avoid this unsettling feeling i have inside towards the situation.

i think it's the death of the love we had for each other what makes it painful more than the fact that we're actually breaking up.

because it's amazingly terrifying the way one day you're feeling like the love you have for the other person it's going to make you burst into pieces and tear up your whole being and the other day you're just feeling neutral. indifferent.

how people that love you can fuck up enough the relationship you have to make your love die in an horrible way and transform it into indifference? how love just has the capacity to do that?

how can something strong enough to make the earth shake, something that has buildings, myths, legends and art made in its name, something that even provoked wars, just turn into dust?

because i know i could have fought and i did fought a war for this man. i know i could've wrote thousands of poems and i did, i know i could have built anything brick by brick just for him. i know deeply in my soul that i could have done anything for him and at the end i truly did, every day of my life for three years i woke up and i had his existence as my mantra to help me get out of bed and be a better person every day.

and now, if i think of the last person i would do any of these things, i know it's him. somehow after a lot of trouble and a lot of things that happened, i opened my eyes, got out of bed, and i didn't loved him.

the most strong feeling on earth died at the hands of my insecurities and his neglect.

and that makes me realize that even the strongest, gigantic beasts on this world can be killed by the smallest bullet if you hit the right spot.

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I’m so in love with your SIRIUS work! 🔥🔥 I LOVE HIIM 🥺🥺🥺

OMGGG THANK YOUU THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME sorry if u sent this weeks ago or something i just saw it 😭

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big shout out to alucard for not going down the classic vampire route of only having one love of his life and instead allowing himself to fall in love as many times as his immortal heart wanted

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if a werewolf dies but they were an organ donor does someone get a new kidney that turns into a wolf kidney once a month

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You know what the Harry Potter movies didn’t do justice to? The absolute devastation of James and Lily Potter’s deaths. They were 21 years old.

In the movies, they’re portrayed like they’re middle-aged parents, with this vague air of maturity that makes their deaths sad, yes, but not shocking. But think about it for a second: 21. Barely out of their teens. I’m about to turn 20, and I feel like I’ve barely started living. I’m still figuring out who I am, what I want, and how to navigate life. James and Lily didn’t even get the chance to do that.

They were 21, fresh out of Hogwarts, in the middle of a war. They fell in love, got married, had a baby, and were killed by one of the darkest wizards in history before they could even settle into life. They didn’t get careers. They didn’t get to watch Harry grow up. They didn’t get the mundane little joys that make life whole. They didn’t even get to breathe.

Their deaths should feel like a punch to the gut. They were practically kids themselves, marked for death because they stood against evil. And in the end, they gave up the few years they did have to protect their baby boy. That’s how young they were—just old enough to become parents but far too young to leave this world.

This should make people cry, clutch their chest, and feel hollow inside. Not just because they died, but because of how much life they didn’t get to live. That’s the weight of their sacrifice. That’s why it’s devastating.

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hii, so im on a vacation trip and i may be writing something these days. sorry i didn't before, i was having a hard time after a break up.

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not to be a taylor swift fan or anything but something about the most important sporting event in the us being made about taylor swift to the point ppl want teams to win or lose bc they hate her and to the point they are booing her just existing in the game really scares me when i think about how exploited she was by media & made the scapegoat and villain for everything. why do so many people gleefully flock to hate her in droves when she's done nothing? it's almost like an enjoyable sporting event TO bully taylor and that's crazy and it scares me when i think how huge she is right now bc toppling from that will be hard and i don't want the world to tear her apart again