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I miss portugal so much its almost disgusting sometimes
#and no one understands#aside from ania everyone else was glad to return to poland or spain or whatever#but i have nothing to return to#i feel like i almost felt happy in portugal tbh#i miss everything about it#mostly my friends#or even our daily basis that we established for ourselves there#i miss being close to the ocean#i know going to barcelona wont fix it and it certainly wont be the same#but i just need to feel something experience something#im stagnating here#it was difficult studying in english but we always managed in the end#our uni was like 20 mins away from lisbon by a train whixh was so perfect#we got to live in a calm and peaceful and quiet town while still being close to the capital#we ve seen so much together#i dont think i would have ever seem madeira france and barcelona had i i not gone to portugal#so grateful for this opportunity#sometimes im wondering what the fuck am i even doing here studying transport here#but i dont regret shit#this uni madr it possible for me to go to portugal and meet the peple that i met#cant believe i almost didnt go#the only thing keeping me alive rn is the possibility of experiencing smth similar in barcelona#i just really need to go somewhere anywhere
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For @ladydoptera, to 'Pomegranate Lips' by Derivakat,
DPxDC Get a Taste
"Password?"
Tim swallows. The eyes in the narrow window of the metal door are plenty familiar, dark violet with black makeup. But knowing who is on the other side doesn't help him in the slightest.
"Going ghost," he says, keeping his voice low. The window slides back shut with a snap - metal over metal, Tim's ears hurt - and then, there's a click, a snap, and the door opens.
A girl in a creatively ruined but still somehow stylish gothic lolita dress is standing in front of him. She looks taller than usual, and when Tim looks down, he knows why - those platforms must be at least four inches, how does she even walk in those?
"Welcome, McFly," Sam's dark red lips curve in a smirk that looks just a bit too smug on her. Also, to this day, Tim has no idea why she picked that nickname for him.
He steps inside, and the heavy door slams shut behind him, leaving them both in complete darkness. Or, Tim thought so until he looks a little closer and notices how Sam's violet eyes are faintly glowing - not enough to light the way, but enough to raise a few questions.
Questions that Tim is not going to ask.
Yet.
"Follow me," the girl says, her voice on the brink between annoyed and amused, and starts walking away through the narrow hall. Tim does his best to follow; his eyes are adjusting to the darkness, albeit slowly.
However, the walk doesn't last long - ten or so steps later Sam pushes another door, and-
The closest thing Tim can describe it as is a rave, of all things. Loud, rhythmic music that thrums through his whole body, strobes and bright green lights everywhere, and people, hundreds of them, dressed in all kinds of things. Tim freezes in the doorway, struggling to take in the sight.
A woman in a Victorian dress is dancing with what looks to be a werewolf in prison robes. A child just threw a one-eyed parrot at a man in a black tie suit. A knight of plated armor is waving a sword around, seemingly arguing with-
"Keep your mouth closed," Sam's finger taps his chin from below, and Tim shuts it back closed with a snap. Right, he's got no time to gawk, he is here on a mission. But, when he looks back to Sam, his mind comes to a screeching halt yet again.
"How'd you-" he starts, looking at how the girl's skin, usually pale and almost white, is glittering with small lines of blood red runes. They are not tattoos, or at least Tim doesn't think so because they move, like tiny snakes or vines over her skin.
"Nope, not answering," Sam clicks her tongue and rolls her eyes, her perfectly sharp eyeliner getting a deep, dark red hint as well, "I don't owe you shit."
With that, she turns around and starts weaving through the crowd, leaving Tim no choice but to follow.
The music is nearly crushing his eardrums. The crowd should feel suffocating - Tim knows it usually does in places like these - but somehow it doesn't. What's more, it feels cold. So cold, in fact, that goosebumps run over Tim's skin.
However, just as he feels like they are completely lost in this freezing, neverending sea of faces and figures, Sam stops. Tim almost runs into her back, actually, but, just as he is about to ask her why, she steps to the side and gestures for Tim to go ahead.
And Tim... Tim can't move a muscle.
There's a corner booth in front of him, with red velvet seats and more than a few dozen drinks, empty and full, on the table in the middle. Some of the liquids are glowing toxic, unnatural colors, and in the back corner of his mind, Tim still remembers why he's here. He is investigating, right. Which includes meeting the owner of 'Afterlife' face to face, yeah. Something about a new drug on the streets of Gotham, probably.
Tim can't concentrate.
The guy lazily sitting at the table, with hair so white that it's nearly glowing and his pale skin shimmering with highlighter on his cheekbones, causes Tim's mind to completely bluescreen. Because the unbuttoned black suit with embroidered stars and an open white shirt underneath, the neon blue, faintly glowing cold eyes, and blood red lips stretched in a dangerous smile - that's thankfully is not directed at him - are all... Too much.
Not blood red, actually. It's a different color, but Tim can't remember the name.
He can barely remember his own name, to be honest.
"Oi, Danny," Sam snaps her fingers in the air, and the ethereal being blinks, tearing his unblinking gaze away from the man in a white suit sitting across from him to look at her. Then, his eyes slide to Tim, and, okay, he thought he was well past the gay panic stage of his life, but apparently not.
The guy - the god? because only divine fucking things have the right to look so otherworldly pretty, in Tim's opinion - tilts his head to the side slightly, a curious edge to him. And then he smiles, nice and a little sly, but Tim can't shake off the feeling of sharp danger that runs through his spine.
Pomegranate, that's the color.
Bite it once, and you will never leave the Underworld.
"Can I help you, little bird of crimson color?" The ethereal owner of the most mysterious place in Gotham asks without raising his voice, and yet Tim can hear him despite the loud music around.
...Maybe he doesn't mind never leaving, if he can get a taste.
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When I put that song on for the first time, I was like, that's Sam. That's so Sam. But then I started writing, and things got weird, so it's both Sam and Danny now.
Tim is so gone, I'm sorry, RIP Tim. Funny thing is, he barely said a single word throughout the whole piece.
#danny phantom#dpxdc#dc x dp#tim drake#sam manson#dead tired#tim x danny#cork prompts#cork game#i dont know how#but every time i get distracted i end up writing smitten tim#this is getting out of hand#i dont regret shit tho
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they hated illario because he was a d1 yapper who was bad at assassinating people and was so annoyingly drunk and grief stricken at his cousin’s wake that viago had to drug him to shut him up (so what if he was also the guy who set his cousin up to die/disappear) . and also for working with the venatori and selling out the antivan crows i guess.
#illario as a guy who regretted his power grab but had no choice but to double down after lucanis came back is interesting to me btw#not entirely canon compliant to how the story is set up but yeah#even illario going WHAT . when he finds out lucanis is alive i am choosing to believe is him panicking because#zara did not in fact get him to die. illario thought he would die there. he did not. (what has he done) (shit. he has to do it himself)#and double on that . caterina didnt trust him enough to tell him#once again reminded he is dellamorte the lesser !#and still he knows hes not even a good crow. he couldnt actually kill lucanis. he cant actually bring himself to kill lucanis!#so ofc he spends the next act trying to manipulate him into leaving and for lucanis to believe its his own doing#and only when all of this fails (too soft to even kill his grandma btw) he has a public brawl w lucanis#that ends so badly for him that he is humilated in front of all the remaining talons#hes literally my babygirl#illario dellamorte#dav spoilers#dav#txt#rook: im sorry abt illario :/#viago: dont be. he had many unredeeming qualities from before he was a traitor
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"So why am I so tiny, and why am I so mad?"
KoFi || Patreon
#sad•leonart#rise leonardo#rise leo#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt leonardo#drawing has been so fucking hard the past few weeks im sorry for like having nothing to share#i have two more big projects before im done... if i dont start another one in that time#looks at my animatic thumbnails#which are up on my patreon if anyones curious#am i gonna regret posting sad shit late at night when i wake up#probably#oh well#its all i got left
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it's kind of crazy how many percentage of people will tell me at cons like oh i know you from pinterest when it's like i most certainly did not put it there😭
#i dont mind that much personally since it usually links back to me(personally. still ask ppl about it before!)#except sometimes its shit that i dont want spread in the world like something offensive or just even smth i regret or am ashamed of#just the lack of control is frustrating but ig inevitable. but if it links back ig...
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Alright, today is Transsexual Thursday; put in the reblogs, tags, or on anon the things you have loved about your transness/transition/presentation/anything related to being trans! We can never have too much positivity about the joy of creation 💛
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#trans positivity#transsexual thursday#i have been having a shit week so i'd love to hear from all of you if you want to share <3#and i feel like i've been entertaining really depressing topics#which i think is completely warranted and i don't regret them - but i also want some positivity as well#everything in moderation (including moderation)#ALSO YOU DONT NEED TO ID AS TRANSSEXUAL TO PARTICIPATE. I JUST THINK IT HAS A GOOD MOUTH FEEL 👍
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1 year since i got scammed by nintedno leaving me forever yearning for a game we will never get and an extreme worry for the future
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#dont think they will learn anything#i know its pessimistic but like#as if the critics were in any way as loud or popular as those worshipping it#i feel so bad for having contributed twice to its sales and earnings#i bought it normally (later sold that to a coworker) and the collectors#which i sold but i only got back the money a normal new one would have cost#and it was also only bc i was buying sth else and it was literally in prime condition#like he said it wouldnt matter bc he cant give me more but then even he said holy shit thats literlly like unopened lol#i mean ... most of it was never opnened xD just took the game out once and put it back once thats it#i feel extra scammed bc it was the first and only collectors edition i ever owned#and i dont think i will ever buy one again#and might regret that#i still wish i had known how much i liked botw to get its special one ... but i didnt have the money back then either way#but id rather miss out on that than spend so much money on sth i will forever regret having spend money on#and i worry for the future bc the “story is the least important part” guy and “lol you can only like the old games bc nostalgia” guy-#-being in charge of the franchise arent giving me much hope for anything better#especially after totks success
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firm in my stance that jakob is the best fates character. who else gives me lines like these
#also he was so unserious during the flora battle it was hilarious#with how melodramatic this games writing gets hes a breath of fresh air#not art#also i appreciate him embracing his status as a shitty dad to dwyer unlike how the game treats every other parent like they didnt-#-do an insanely emotionally neglectful thing by dumping them into the deeprealms#instead jakob's like no yea im a shit dad for that. and i dont regret it. now get a job
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to your joy i tether (not a lot, just forever)
fandom: dragon age pairing: solas x nuala lavellan words: 3,225 tags: hurt/comfort, blood & injury, angst with a (hopeful) ending notes: major endgame spoilers for datv!!! this is my contribution to the solavellan fandom ahdjfgaf. set immediately post datv. please forgive any typos.
It is quieter than she expected. Grey, for as far as her eyes can see, rather than the sickly green that has haunted her for years. No wailing and torment and voices to drown him, her, them both, as Nuala had expected. Just a stone pathway, leading off into oblivion. Dead grass forgotten in the cracks. She takes a tentative step forward and mourns the lack of Solas’ body heat when he stays rooted to the spot.
The fade, as always, surprises her.
The rift seals behind them, taking with it what little colour it had reflected on the stones and leaving them in the closest thing to not-quite-darkness the fade can ever manage. She shakes herself from waiting for that tell-tale hiss and rush of air that had always followed the sealing of a rift, reminds herself that she is not ten years ago when a simple flick of her wrist could solve all their problems. Her hand - the one she left rotting on the stones of the Crossroads - can’t save them anymore.
It’s been so long.
CONTINUE READING ON AO3
#datv spoilers#solavellan#dragon age#datv#dragon age the veilguard#solas x inquisitor#ch: nuala lavellan#nuala x solas#userfenharel#OK AGADHFGSAGFDSJF ITS DONE#i actually really like how this turned out#i truly dont think its canon for nuala to have kissed him in front of everyone at the end of datv#like maybe they hugged or she cupped his face or something??#idk i just think they both have wayyyyy too much baggage and trauma and its not the right moment#theyll get there eventually but it takes Time#which thankfully they kinda have now being in the fade / regret prison / black city??? or wherever the fuck they are#anyway pls enjoy <3#writing tag#< shit cant forget that lol it's been a while
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having a normal morning today
#i dont have dogs btw im. dogsitting for my aunt. and my sister convinced me to bring her along. which i regret heavily#HOW DO YOU GET YOURSELF AND TWO DOGS LOCKED OUTSIDE FOR 2 HOURS#em draws shit#art#comic#emmit
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"Why would you do all of this for me even after all i did to you?!"
"Because i love you, the you that it's really behind all of it, the you that you fight not to show to the world but that i've seen before anyway"
Is such a raw line that i asure you, if it's present in a fic, not necessary letter by letter, but in sentiment, then that's a good fucking fic
Wheter platonic or romantic
#Yes i'm talking about Jason sometimes i wish i was still Dead Todd Wayne and his dad Bruce i don't recognize myself after losing you Wayne#also Goro i dont regret shit but i wish it had been different Akechi and Akira you being well is my greatest wish in this life Kurusu#also Phoenix i took law as a major after art for a chance of seeing you again Wright and Miles i literally almost get you killed Edgeworth#and ofc Bad i gave both my soul and body to the devil to have you back while doing a massacre and Skeppy I did the same for you Pvp#so im taggin them all :D#batfamily#batman#good dad bruce wayne#bruce wayne#jason todd#red hood#goro akechi#akechi x ren#ren amimaya#akechi x akira#akira kusuru#shuake#this is them at their core#akeshu#joker x akechi#phoenix wright#mr pull a legally blonde and worked#miles edgeworth#badboyhalo#and his little care of himself when it comes to get back his loved ones#skeppy#who did the same pull AND double it down pretty mucH
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or, stop apologizing for feeling emotions about something having a character you think about is not a mortal sin (mobile version rough draft)
#rough draft because its 2am and my eyes aren't working but people keep saying sorry in the tags and its like for what!!#why apologize for caring about something!! i love hearing sbout shit i dont know about#i love knowing my art reached you in an unexpected way and maybe you wouldn't have thought about it otherwise#you do not have to self condemn in order to feel joy. not in this fucking house. do you hear me#yolo so live deliciously have joy without shame have passion without regret have indulgence without doubt. i love you#i love you!!!!
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thinking about In the Morning Sun beginning with notes that sound as frail and vulnerable as Dusknoir himself is when he uses the last of his strength to ask grovyle for reassurance. and how the song quickly gains strenght and firmness as dusknoir is relieved and glad of having lived the way he did, and even after he gladly vanishes withour regrets the song keeps gaining strenght culminating in the full view of the sunrise that grovyle and celebi get to see, the reward of seeing the dawn of a new day in their world,,,,,,,just feeling emotional rn
#this ost is too good man#i dont know shit about music so dont look at rhis too closely these are just the vibes i get#having the song start so soft rigjt when dusknoir is using his last breaths to ask grovyle if his life shined#aughhhhh#dusknoir you did nothing wrong actually you WILL live without regrets from now on#i hope he grabs the sableye and his new bf/gf and lives his best life
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Day 335 | id in alt
Being desperate to end the fight might make you even worse off in the long run, Shoko.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#shoko ieri#ieri shoko#utahime iori#Kugisaki opening her eye not even fully like all the way knowing her shit yet and immediately getting shot with 1 Ml of Adrenaline#Shoko actually regretting her actions for once#Kugisaki probably going through the most insane shit right now she probably cant feel any of her limbs at the moment#dont shoot adrenaline into a fresh out the coma child Shoko#The funniest part is. Shoko didn't train to actually do this medical shit she foes autopsy's bro she dosent know how much the body can#the body can take#Shoko does not know she probably gave Kugisaki more brain damage#Shes just sitting there with a fucked up girl using her technique#Because they BOTH dont know whats going on#utahime is tweaking the fuck out but shes gonna be okay(she'll be thinking about it for years)#Kugisaki was in a state of genuine disability where she had to be cared for by others that didn't know what they were doing#Shoko STILL dosent know. Its not her fault shes used to dealing with corpses#shoko becoming a presudo caretaker of Kugisaki because she feels guilty about this massive fuck up#Shoko probably thought she was just like the higher ups in that moment and had to stare at a wall#Kugisaki wigging out and shes half fucked in a state of limbo because DAMN that idle transfiguration made her believe she DIED#Anything to win the fight against the king of curses y'know#Nobody really knows about what happened except Shoko. Utahime and Kugisaki herself so. And you know theyre not gonna say anything#youd have better chances talking to a rock#why did i make this? my brain spiraled
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7th time watching ultrman rising and im still fangirling over the locker room scene
#okay but he was SHIRTLESS#and he's RIPPED#and he's HOT.#period.#i dont regret simping for fictional characters and i never will#ultraman rising#kenji sato#ken sato#got me giggling and shit#ultraman
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cole not showing up in veilguard despite literally joining solas & his cause is so... then again the whole fen'harel agents and elven rebellion plot was scrapped and solas' character was reduced to going oooo rook you wanna repeat the cycle of abuse and indentured servitude i am in currently ooooo rook you wanna be me soooo bad ooooo rook you wanna kill the evanuris for me and then i'll tear down the veil anyway oooooo rook go prey on your companions' trust in you to kill themselves for you like i was willing to do for mythal. oh u got her to forgive me? oh and the inquisitors here too and they forgive me? oh and you forgive me even though it's clear idgaf about you or your opinions? well alright the veil can stay. despite the fact that it's obviously deteriorating anyway and me making the black city golden again won't do a fucking thing. ok i'll go :)
#solas in memories also has ?? so much to say why he's rebelling etcetc#and obviously he's already explained this to inq and rook's seen it firsthand#but it's still so funny how it's like well idk man i got hired by the allmother and built her a nuke so ig i'll just nuke this new world#and hope she's like really chill about me nuking her people AGAIN. and if not then idk!#the answer is clearly a nuke tho don't tell me otherwise#even when talking ab & to elgar'nan it's not rly anything#like dont use my creators / friends name against me when ure the one who blighted her#n elgar'nan's like ohhh eat a dick wolfboy#but like they never even tell us why they betrayed her like clearly mythal had no qualms joining the evanuris#like was her going dont nuke the world the last straw??#n like we never rly learn what regret mythal thinks ab them apary from ohhh they killed me eat shit#but then shes also like ohhhh solas is a bitch eat shit#n then we just have to be like ok queen but u could undo all of this n heal#n shes like man alright but i'm doing it for YOU and cus i'm a stunt queen#veilguard critical#datvs spoilers#its jus so....
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