#but i dont need to question it. i know why.
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So ppl typically dont need a long time before responding to complex questions?
They just know it right away?
That’s why i knew my whole life im dumb. I dont have a response to anything complex immediately.

POV: mister Devon Price, PhD, telling me that I am right about everything
Source: Unmasking Autism, discovering the new faces of neurodiversity
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As someone who grew up catholic and still kinda practices the faith, DUDE THIS AU FUCKING SLAPS ‼️‼️🗣🗣. LIKE DUDE u get so many things correct and the way u portray Dogman as a priest is awesome. I love this au so much u have no idea dawg. Also THE FUCKING POSSESSION DRAWING HELLO???? ABSOLUTE CINEMA 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 I'm such a sucker for bright colored art and when I saw all that delicious bright red I immediately flipped out 🗣🗣 Ur art is incredible man plz remember that 🤟🏽🤟🏽
Alsoo, does God ever find out abt what's going on with Dogman and Petey???? Idk if anyone asked that already so sorry in advance, but that question has been on my mind since I saw this au.
Anyways stay lit man u rock ‼️
WOW THANK YOU!!!!!!! i only have some ideas abt catholicism so good to know im not fucking up Heh….
and NEVAH BE SORRY FOR ASKING REPEAT QUESTIONS!! sometimes they make me rethink stuff or they let me do new lore drops so its ALLLLL GOOOODDDD
? Why does my sunglass emoji Keep turning intoa img. this has hapoened more thwn once now.
as for ur question yah god Def knows Lol. god is omnipotent but idt u even need omnipotence to see that dm and petey have some freaky situationship going on LMFAAAOOOO
in my head part of the reason god came out of hibernation in the first place is Because they were aware of dm and peteys bond . smth abt how theyre diametrically opposed and Should represent everything that made god go dormant in the first place (blind polarization) except they Dont . they put aside their differences and they work together and compromise and sacrifice . the love they have for each other and for lil petey is like. Palpable. and its ultimately all abt love innit LOL
so yesss god def knows abt their relationship and they r deteys number one supporter LOL
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PART-I
I think some of y'all don't really get the concept of LOA/Pure Consciousness. Firstly, i will not be entertaining any messages asking me to manifest stuff for them or induce pure consciousness for them. Bloggers won't because they don't owe you anything, you came here on your own, this is something as easy as breathing and they have a life of their own outside of Tumblr. Bloggers help you, introduce new methods to make it easy for you, to help you in every way possible, yet some people are like Can't you induce the void for me? , Like seriously, NO, this is something so easy, you are making yourself the problem, the mountain is YOU, not bloggers, not loa coaches , no one but YOU. Y'all keep asking the same questions every single time, it is one simple thing A LAW NEVER FAILS.
What you believe is what comes true, as simple as that.
Believe and get it, SIMPLE.
No one will reveal their personal success stories just because you want proof for LOA/Void State. Why do you even want proof? Either you believe it or you don't. Asking for proof simply implies that you're uncertain and you don't believe it. If you're losing faith in LOA, then it's your fault, not anybody else's. Why would you bully people to reveal their success stories, when it is a matter of personal choice.
Manifesting is simple and easy af, you're overcomplicating and it is your fault, stop begging someone else to dedicate their whole lives to manifest for YOU, if you think that manifesting stuff for others is possible, then you can also believe that you get what you want in a millisecond too.
Everything is the same, LOA is the same as before, Shifting is and Void state too.
If you wanna be on Tumblr 24/7, sure then go ahead. You're not even trying, let alone doing. You lose belief after one try. Law of assumption doesn't work like that.
You cant blame bloggers and people with success stories for not being humanly enough, for not being empathetic, and compassionate to help you but know this one thing, they're not here to babysit you with stuff, and crying about it wont get you anywhere, its basic soul nature and you're reaffirming failure, it is your reality, your consciousness and hence your damn fault.
I've been in the community for xyz years and still havent got results, so what gurl? I was in here for 4 years, when i was at my worst, i was mentally, emotionally and physically abused and now? im in my villa with my man by my side, and it is because i didnt give up. So, stop calling bloggers and people with success, liars and people with no humanity.
Loa bloggers aren't a place where you dump your trauma and ask them to help you improve. Even if you do ask for help, it is their choice whether to help you or not. They did not sign up for this and never will, they have time and they share their experience with you, that's it.
You need to be independent of everything, trust yourself and your innerman, if you do it, you wont need anything and you'd manifest/shift easily.
You have more than enough info on this topic and it is your choice to do whatever with it, you cant blame other people just because you obsess over desires and reaffirm failure. Bloggers aren't here to baby you like a toddler and help you walk, they can give you advice, introduce methods but you gotta gather the strength and trust yourself.
Now, please don't go into people's asks, asking how do i trust myself? Can I? Why? Is it real? Please give me some more advice, i need some more help, i cant do this anymore and stuff like that
And yes, people are selfish, welcome to the real world love, but loa bloggers are good enough to provide you with help, with advice and methods consistently without asking for anything in return.
You wake up the same way everyday because you dont fuckin' trust yourself, your consciousness, and the void state is realistic af, people entered it as kids very often and forgot.
Seriously, nobody cares and nobody will care, you're on your own in this community, in this world, this is harsh, but real, manifesting is so easy you never needed anything to do it, but yeah, you're here rn, wavering and FORCING stuff instead of Relaxing and Letting it go.
Thank you and i will not answer the same questions again and again in my DM, the law never fails, you need to stop bullshitting with bloggers and actually do stuff, like assuming, persisting etc.
No one other than you can get it done for you, no matter how much you cry about it and whine. Bloggers, Methods, Subliminals aid you, they are not the main and the easiest way to get there. It's all about what you believe and it always has been.
-Valentina
#loablr#manifestation#shiftblr#law of assumption#master manifestor#void state#reality shifting#loa tumblr#law of attraction#loassumption#desired reality#anti shifters dni#loassblog#loa blog#voidblr#the void state
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#😳#well im turned on abt it lmao#i actually think he's grabbing his own thigh but i don't fkn care to be honest#ima keep pretending because WHY NOT (via ourladylennon)
#again whoever sat them next to each other........ is both a fool and a genius (via muzaktomyears)
^#god#Paul’s entire shoulder just on top of John (via scurator)
#basket of puppies#fussing (via dovetailjoints)
#Paul experiencing all the emtions available#in four gifs (via inspiteallthedanger)
#gay shit (via notgrungybitchin)
^#seriously (via scurator)
#guys everyone is watching#under the table#john and paul#mclennon confirmed#baby george answering questions earnestly (via got-ticket-to-ride)
#if they're not touching in public tgey start to panic#emotional support songwriting partner (via backbenttulips)
#bonded pair. must not be separated#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (via ernest-shackleton)
#i forget this exists#then i remember and like (via scurator)
^#ok (via wronglennon)
^^#2nd gif looks like john pulled paul’s arm forward by his sleeve#to cover something up?#literally this haunts me (via thegirlwiththeaxe)
#is the front of that table open to the world? (via i-am-the-oyster)
^In the pic showing under the table you can clearly see Paul’s bare shin where John has pulled his trouser leg right up so I don’t think it was a crotch grab but a cheeky grab of his thigh causing his trousers to ride up (via doctorbeaker)
#I too would use paul’s little cock like a fidget toy if I was john lennon (via big-barn-bed)
#favorite forever#girl ik what your hand is doing (via menlove)
Personal space doesn’t exist in the Mclennon dictionary ❤️ (via angelicabr)
#i dont truly believe the popular theories here but objectively whats going on is erotic and homo (via paulscunt)
^^^#prev tags#ok but what really gets me is in the second gif#i have to explain this set of gifs and the conspiracy about it for the uninitiated:#so right before this moment paul pranked john by moving his chair right when he went to sit down right? making john almost fall#so in the first gif john had just sneaked his hand under the table and looks meaningfully at paul and paul looks back at him#and makes what almost looks like a pained laugh and squirms and elbows john like he's trying to move away without causing a scene#it could ALMOST be taken for a coincidence to me except for the fact that john also looks kinda evilly concentrated and if you look close#he's sort of leaning into paul and his arm moves along with paul's leg in the second gif....#and then if you watch the video paul just keeps looking dopier and dopier and is like coughing into his fist#and then even starts twirling his hair lmao#i mean ARE THEY DOING SOMETHING under the table for real i dont know but god it's funny to imagine that they are (via 13eyond13)
#moment of all time#wish the fic I wrote for this day did it more justice but hey ho#whatever you’re doing johnny… paul says to cut it out (via javelinbk)
#everyone needs their comfort object <3 (via mchole)
#..........#“and the other one? — 2 queers. [crowd applauds]” (via fbi-smoking-pot-members)
#this fucking interview i swear#paul elbowing him in the arm coughing into his fist squirming in his seat#johns face of concentration#awful (via slutty-oranges)
#something was going on under that damn table idk (via lesbianbeatles)
^#John’s either using his little dick as a joycon or his prostate as a trackpad#good for him (via big-barn-bed)
John’s public mask slips and —- (via whizzoqualityassortment)
#paul is such a pick me girl ... (via oicuperp)
John and Paul during the Beatles press conference in Atlantic City (September 9, 1964)
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I’m better off alone.
| Contains: Toxic!reader x Bf!Chris
|Tw: manipulation, arguing, crying and mention of cheating.
Today started like any other regular day for Chris. The same argument spewed from a tiny question. “Where did you go last night?” Y/n knew that Chris kind of knew what was going on, but she didn’t give him any leads.
“I don’t know what you want me to say Chris.” Y/n shrugged her arms annoyed. Chris sighed and looked at her.
“Yea well I fucking texted Matt and asked him to see if you had talked to Nick and he didn’t even respond.”
“Why would you text Matt?”
“Because you two are fucking close. I don’t know I thought maybe he’d know.”
The unamused expression written across Y/n’s face told him all he needed to know. She didn’t care that he was worried about her or who she was potentially going to see, she only cared about if the jewelry he bought her looked good. Chris watched as Y/n started putting on the jewelry, standing a few feet away from his was this girl who he used to take on late date nights. Was the girl he once knew, gone?
“Babe. Just tell me where you go okay? I can’t keep making plans for us to hang out at night and then you texting me five—.”
Y/n cut him off.
“—Five minutes later and saying i’m busy.”
The girl sighed before gently grabbing Chris’s hands. In Y/n’s mind, Chris was pathetic. He had turned into this soft guy who never grabbed what he wanted. All he did now was complain and critique.
“Chris listen okay?”
Chris nodded and took a breath. Y/n always knew how to get in his head, she was his own personal lighthouse. As she started talking he could barely understand a word that she said, because he had just noticed a huge purple hickey on her neck.
“What the fuck is that?” Chris snatched his hands back and pointed two fingers at her neck.
“Chris okay first of all don’t touch me like that—.”
Chris ignored her and tapped at the hickey. The two fingers pressing deeper as began to speak.
“Nah. You’re not answering the question. Why the fuck is there a hickey on your neck?” Y/n rolled her eyes and grabbed his two fingers. She slowly inserted them inside of her mouth so now it looked like Chris was holding a gun into it.
“Y/n this isn’t some fucking game. Who have you been fucking?” Retracting his fingers, Chris shot daggers into Y/n. He felt disgusted and betrayed knowing that the girl he loved was out and maybe even under some other dude.
“Is it Matt?” Chris blankly asked.
Y/n blushed as she stared at Chris in shock.
With pursed lips Y/n looked down and started messing with the necklace around her. Chris didn’t say anything for a minute as the two stood in an uncomfortable silence. There was clearly a shift happening. Chris walked over to the bed and sat down.
Y/n watched in shock as Chris began crying and clutching at his chest. She knew that he loved her but she didn’t think this would affect him this much. While her mind was processing the scene in front of her, the instant moving of her feet guiding her right at his side.
“Chris please stop crying. I’m sorry i’m sorry.” Y/n started to cry herself as the hiccups of Chris became louder and his once pale face, had now turned into a deep reddish hue. The look in his eyes was heartbreaking.
“Please i’m so sorry forgive me. I love you so much. We didn’t have sex, I just kissed him.”
Chris’s hand grasped at his shirt not trying to tear it off but as if he was trying to rip his own heart out. This is a feeling Chris has dealt with before, having already fallen in love with three people before Y/n. This time was supposed to be different. Why couldn’t he satisfy her? Did he even make her happy? These thoughts swirled in his mind as Y/n repeatedly apologized and kissed at his lips.
“Chris please answer me. I never wanted to hurt you. I love yo—.”
“Don’t say that. DONT FUCKING SAY THAT Y/n.” Chris yelled hysterically. His hands gently pushed away y/n. He shakes his head and grabs her face, pulling it closer before he began speaking.
“Did you always feel this way about Matt?” The tears poured out of his crystal blue eyes like a waterfall and his bottom lip began to twitch.
“Y/n I loved you. I still love—.” Chris hiccuped and whimpered looking away for a bit.
“Do you love him?”
Y/n breathlessly stared back at him. She knew that she fucked up. Before she could respond the girl looked down at Chris’s hand as he pulled out a tiny box from his left pocket.
“Oh no.” Was all Y/n could say as she watched Chris calm his breathing down before speaking.
“You know, tonight was gonna be the night that I would propose.” Chris chuckled dryly. “It would’ve been perfect yk? I would have Nick decorate the restaurant and I even hired your favorite singer to come just to serenade you.”
Y/n nodded while stroking his hair. She pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead.
“Chris you can still do all of that. This means nothing, you know my heart resides with you.” Chris let y/n kiss him again. The feeling of his plump lips against his felt like the coldness of winter.
“Y/n you kissed my brother. YOU DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME. ABOUT US!”
Y/n was quiet as she into his eyes. The same eyes his brother had and for some reason she didn’t understand why she couldn’t feel the way she does with Matt.
“This would mean nothing.” Chris looked down at the box. It held a most beautiful diamond studded ring. The sparkle of the tiny diamonds only shined through the eyes of his lover who he just found out cheated. But when he looked at her, his heart couldn’t help but feel full. Chris knew it would be hard to let y/n go.
Maybe it was because he didn’t truly know how life would be if he did. Maybe Chris just wanted to pretend that none of this even happened. He saw nothing. It doesn’t matter anymore.
“Y/n, i’m scared.” Chris confessed as y/n wiped the tears from his eyes. The look in her face was one that only an angel could make. His breathing calmed down as she pulled him in.
“Chris, what we’ve built is worth more than a kiss. I thought you would love me no matter what.” Y/n got up and started to walk to the other side of the room.
“Y/n wait. I do love you. But you kissed Matt-.”
“So what Chris? So fucking what. I kissed Matt. It was a mistake and didn’t mean anything. You’ve always known how he’s been flirting with me. It’s not my fault if he kissed me.”
“But you kissed him back-.”
“No. Chris. I didn’t realize what was happening until it happened.”
Chris got silent and remembered all the times that Matt would ask to drive y/n places even though he had a car. Matt would tell Chris to “calm down” because he would never do that to his own brother.
“You can’t just show me an engagement ring and expect me to not wanna be with you.” Y/n angrily ranted while on the verge of tears. Her feelings had been hurt at the idea of Chris leaving her for someone else and seeing his new girl wearing the same ring that he once promised to her.
Chris stared into y/n’s hurt eyes. Maybe he was blaming the wrong person here. Y/n did always love Chris and even roasted Matt when they would all hang out.
“Y/n i’m not gonna leave you.”
She stopped crying.
“I’ll forgive you. I’m sorry for jumping to conclusions so fast. It doesn’t make what you did anymore right. I just need some time to process all of this.” Chris said softly. He never wanted to make Y/n feel bad. The tears couldn’t stop coming though. This feeling of pain lingered in his chest, he knew that what she did was wrong but he just couldn’t let her leave him.
“Chris. Thank you baby.” Y/n kissed him and helped wipe his tears. She smiled softly with her arms around him.
“Okay im gonna go get dressed. We have to celebrate okay?” Y/n said to Chris as she looked up to him.
Chris nodded and sniffled. He wiped his eyes and sat back down on the bed. The suit had now looked as if he was forced to wear it. This night has lost its meaning.
In the bathroom as Y/n got ready she thought about today’s earlier events. The smell of Matt’s cologne lingered in her nose as she held up one of Chris’s shirts. She missed him. The kiss had been an accident on her part yes, but the two knew that the feelings were always there. Maybe it just wasn’t well hidden as they thought.
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um, hi. it's anon from this ask - https://www.tumblr.com/chaifootsteps/783221152782958592/one-other-thing-i-dont-get-normally-with
I came back because I think I wasn't clear enough with what I was trying to say
my intention wasn't to say people who loved either HH or HB once should just let it go entirely - I also loved both shows at a point in time, even if how bad they've gotten means I struggle to enjoy even the parts I once liked knowing where it ended up going. if someone wants to read second hand copies of HP or rewatch old HB episodes, I don't begrudge them that
my question was more about fans who aren't former fans but are current, active fans. what I don't understand and was trying to drive at is - what are they getting out of the shows anymore? the writing is so bad now I honestly can't fathom how anyone has the patience for it. even if they still love the characters and their potential, there's not a lot of fun in watching them become hollow copies of themselves
fans give so much to these shows just to have their intelligence insulted by bad writing. it feels to me like the only way to enjoy HH/HB nowadays is just don't invest in the plot that much and also agree with everything Viv says
which is why I bring up LD and TADC. not to suggest they should just be able to substitute one show for another - they're very different tone wise and plot wise, for one thing - but to point out that HH/HB don't honor anyone's time or love, where LD and TADC do. it took TADC two episodes to prove it writes characters more competently than Viv has in the entirety of Helluva s2.
and so much of HH/HB makes it hard to divorce the art from the artist even if current fans wanted to. Viv has this almost dictatorial attitude about how her shows 'should' be enjoyed. coupled together, it's why I asked how the show still even has active fans when they're given nothing but lazy slop writing and keep having to have these sad little convos amongst themselves about how Viv should really get off Twitter and stop having crashouts.
this might just be one where I have to stop trying to understand, to be honest? HH and especially HB when written by Viv solo are honestly the most amateur bits of writing I've ever seen get this level of animation quality behind them. maybe I'm just not going to get what current fans see in it - or maybe it's just because they actually prefer the woobified version of the Stolas Show that everyone else bounced off of. maybe they're Viv's real audience and she only cares about pleasing them, and I just need to let it go
anyways, sorry that got long but I hope that makes it clearer what I was trying to say. I certainly have artists better than Viv whose work I still own copies of despite them being problematic, so I wasn't trying to tell anyone 'just cut it out of your heart even if it meant a lot to you'. I'm as sad as anyone about what she did to Blitz, to the point I refuse to watch s3 and will just absorb news about where this car crash goes second hand
Ahh, no worries! Sorry if I came across as defensive; I figured even if it wasn't what you were getting at exactly, there are so many people in fandom who wholeheartedly believe "There's no excuse for watching/reading X when Y exists."
I do get what you're saying. I don't always get the love for Viv's stuff in its current form either, and frequently have to remind myself that it doesn't matter, it means something to the fandom.
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i think it's cognitively harmful for younger teens to never read deranged and wildly inappropriate noncon yaoi scanlations. or vampire knight. either is fine because both are neuroprotective and supportive of cognitive plasticity. in my experience.
#my psychs and therapists have always told me not to question too much why my bipolar disorder symptoms manifested as heathily as they did#but i dont need to question it. i know why.#it's because i read guro and yakuza yaoi scanlations beginning at an early age#i crashed a few laptops. but never my mind 🧠
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YES OKAY i am just going to chronologically answer these questions because yeah im sure theres more but i forget a lot of things as i go
so if a pitcher hits the batter, the batter gets to go to first base assuming he isnt horribly injured by getting an 80 mile an hour ball to the head. they do have to dodge, it is frowned upon to lean into it because bad sportsmanship i suppose
when an outfielder catches the ball, assuming it has not touched the ground, the other guy is out and that is in fact why everyone celebrates ^_^ but if the ball bounces he has to throw it to a base and typically they'll get the runner thats first in line so that he doesnt score.
little tidbit. if a runner crosses home plate but the third out is made. because theres only 3 outs in a half an inning. thats another can of worms i forgot. so dude crosses home but the third out is made BEFORE the dude reaches first, no run! no score there.
thennn for like how many batters get faced, in a perfect world nobody gets on base, it would be 3 strikes per 3 batters so 9 pitches, 3 outs. but obviously guys get hits and get on base and your starting pitcher (the first guy to pitch for your team) might throw about 100 pitches before they go to the bullpen (the cage where they keep all the other pitchers) and go through some relievers before having a closer do the final inning. but sometimes (rarely) a starting pitcher does well and he'll pitch a complete game which is 27 outs. but. yeah. baseball is not perfect and because guys get on base and score, you dont really know how many batters there will be, at least three.
a pop fly basically means that the ball went straight up, didn't go very far out, just straight up in the air.
bunting usually happens because theres no outs and theyve got a guy on base that they want to move, so they just. sacrifice a dude. so the other guy can move up.
the time limit one. for the longest time. no there was no timer and games were like 3-4 hours and most of that time was really boring. so now pitchers get. twenty seconds to throw a pitch and theres a penalty if they dont (i dont remember what that is, its a newer rule in recent years) but. the games end when they end, each inning can take as long as it needs
the pick off attempts also used to not be limited but yeah. 3 hour games no fun so now they're limited to 2 attempts per guy. so say theres a dude on first, he gets his two attempts, then the guy that was batting gets on, 2 new attempts for that guy
the pitcher can totally catch the ball if the batter hits its back but typically its super dangerous because of exit velocity and as long as it didnt hit the ground first, its an out. if it hits the ground, then you gotta throw the ball to first to get the runner out. speaking of the ball, it can hit the ground but once it does, when its caught the ball needs to be thrown to a base so the runner can be tagged, or in the case of first base, you get the force out by stepping on the base. and a force out is an out that you get by not tagging the guy.
another side tangent. anytime youre running to first, the defense can step on the bag (base) and get the out. if theres not a runner behind you, if youre going to 2nd you have to be tagged. but if there is a runner behind you. like a dude hits the ball with a dude on first so theyre both running, you can just step on 2nd base for the out and throw it to first for another out. double play :3
the ball can only really get stuck out of play so it will usually be a foul, but in rare cases its gotten stuck in shirts and catchers gear before and im pretty sure thats a dead ball and nothing happens. its rare so idrk
RBI stands for runs batted in and its basically if you hit the ball and somebody scores, could be a home run, could just be a base hit and someone else scores, thats a run batted in, RBI.
the AL and NL used to have different rules. slightly. like in the NL pitchers used to hit in the lineup but now everyone has a designated hitter which is just a guy that hits in place of the pitcher so pitchers dont get hurt hitting or running bases. its also just makes dividing stuff for playoffs easier. and for the olympics. uh. you could have MLB players but not likely because the summer olympics happen in the middle of their season.
theres a whole other thing called the world baseball classic (WBC) and it happens pre-season and more guys will go play for their home countries. its like the olympics but just for baseball. youd think with the whole culture and MLB thing, the US would win morw, but Japan has won the most because they pump out crazy good players.
My favorite position is third base :3 they're just silly and some of my favs played third. My current favorite is a hard one, I'd probably say Johnathon Cannon from the White Sox, mostly because favorite team but also because i was at the game he got his first major league win ^_^
Yeah! so 20 years since they last won it all, a couple teams have. never won. but the team that won the world series last year was the Dodgers, which boooo because they like. pay to win. they have money so they can afford to pay the good players so theyre kinda stacked. fun fact! last season the White Sox achieved the worst record in baseball history! they lost the most games ever! they were the worst team ever! that was exhilarating.
but yes yes that is to answer those questions and i will so happily answer more, like i said i probably forgot to mention things and whatnot
I need someone who's obsessed with baseball to explain baseball to me. I NEED someone to infodump baseball 101 to me right now. I just watched a few clips of games and I thought 'oh hey this is actually really cool' but I just don't know wtf is happening :/ i NEED to know
How does a team win? How many members in each team? What are the positions? What are their roles? What's the coolest/ your favorite position? What's your favorite team?
#this is also thanks to my boyfriend#i know some stuff but he knows more than me because he played#so i was also asking him questions#but every time baseball season comes around i get giddy#also yeah rpf. strange world. never dabbled. dont want to.#i do it literally for love of the game#happy learning about baseball!!!
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WHAT. WHAT
#tanner talks#mandela catalogue#the mandela catalogue#WHAT !!!!!!!!!!!!????#I HAVE SEVERAL QUESTIONS#HE SAID THIS SO NONCHALANTLY. HAS THIS BEEN TALKED ABOUT BEFORE AND I NEVER KNEW.#HOW BIG OF A CHARACTER IS N OR N WILL BE IF A LOT OF THE CATALOGUE IS JUST HIM AND THE FACES HES TAKEN ON.#WHY IS N THE SPECIFIC ONE BEING CATALOGUED.#HELP !!!&^#IVE TALKED AND DRAWN AND MENTIONED HOW UNIQUE N IS#LIKE BSFFR#YALL DONT KNOW HOW BIG THIS IS FOR ME. I NEED N UNDER A MICROSCOPE ASAP.
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Thinking….. thinking of yandere noritoshi
me too....
Noritoshi is suspicious of you at the worst of times. The same faint crease on his brow always appears when he's trying to hide being bothered by something.
This time? Because you've been focusing on your phone rather than him for a little bit too long...... He trusts you, of course he does! its just, he doesn't trust others. What if you end up talking with somebody for too long and they try whisking you away?
Obviously it's most likely nothing and you're enjoying your time doing who knows what on the phone that he's not allowed to check because you told him he couldn't no matter how many times he asked. Noritoshi still stares at your phone intensely when its sitting somewhere, itching to take a quick peek.. it'll be harmless, you don't even have to know!
Yet, his mind wanders to the possibility of getting caught. He'd rather spear arrows through his palm than be gazed at with disapproval by you. Its only natural to have privacy, he tells himself. So, begrudgingly, Noritoshi obeys and watches you on the stupid little phone.
The phone that contains a lot of mindless entertainment and important files. The same phone that holds a lot of personal information you keep to yourself. The same damn phone he's been itching to get his hands on ever since you began smiling at the device.
Why aren't you showing him what's so funny? Oh, right, because he could care less. All he cares about is that your attention is off of him and onto something else that could easily lead you to interact with someone else. It becomes too much and he acts emotionally, tilting the phone down and confronting you. It's not an accusation, just a question. Tell him he's wrong, he's almost begging you to tell him he's wrong. He just wants your attention again, so forgive him if he acts irrational. He'll make up for it, he promises.
Though, if you're alright with Noritoshi looking through your phone, his looming shadow over your shoulder will be a common occurrence every time you turn on your device. He might as well stop using his own with how much he likes holding onto yours. It's just to help you carry your things, of course. He's so gentlemanly isn't he? Go on, praise him!
#noritoshi#kamo noritoshi#noritoshi kamo#yandere noritoshi x reader#yandere kamo noritoshi x reader#yandere noritoshi kamo x reader#noritoshi x reader#kamo noritoshi x reader#noritoshi kamo x reader#looks fondly at the jealous post i have yet to fully write in my drafts..#sighs whistfully#this post is sponsored by casetify. just kidding but youll need it if you dont have a case. he probably got you one for this very occasion.#btw you couldve been on tiktok or looking at emails or some shit and noritoshi would still overthink abt it#why are you watching other men? yes he knows its a youtube video but answer the question...#oh and he wants to hold onto your phone for you bc it means you'd have to focus on him for entertainment#and hed know why you're using your phone if you ask him for it.. a little controlling but it's only bc he wants all of you all of the time#needy bitch he's amazing#null rot#cloaked cult member
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the chunin exams arc was so interesting for how it portrayed sakura's potential and how people in her life influenced it. kakashi lying about the team-based enrollment criteria because he thinks sakura would be likely to sign up only to appease sasuke, and being genuinely surprised when she shows up anyway. naruto being completely oblivious when sakura was upset preceding the exams and also after she cut her hair in the forest of death. naruto literally dreaming about saving sakura from enemies, being the hero to her damsel-in-distress. sakura moulding herself into a perfectly feminine lady because that's what society demanded and what she thought sasuke would want. versus sasuke calling her out for focusing too much on romance instead of her skills like she should be doing. sasuke picking up that she was upset because she felt inadequate and reminding her of what she was best at -- maybe even better than him -- and never begrudging her for it. ino hacking into her mind because she was sure, not a single doubt in her mind, that sakura would know the answers to the impossible questions on the written exam. ino and sasuke both stepping in to save her during her fight with the sound nin, but only after being spurred on by the brutal beating she took. ino and sasuke getting frustrated with naruto when he commented on how her haircut looked because it made sakura trivialize her experience and offer a fake explanation about women being fickle. the flashbacks revealing to us that ino affirmed that she would one day bloom into a beautiful flower. ino and sasuke serving as a catalyst for sakura to get stronger before pt 1 and pt 2 respectively. idk do you see what i'm seeing
#haruno sakura#inosaku#sasusaku#idk considering sakura's main goal as a character....#it's just so touching they're the only ones we see who ever seemed to expect something of her. believe in her even...#and tsunade eventually ofc. really really wish we had more of that dynamic#and i dont wanna discredit naruto he did cheer her on during her fight w ino#i just think this theme of knowing and encouraging sakura's potential is not really. true of ns as it is for is and ss#which is why whenever i see those 'naruto was the only one who saw sakura's REAL self' posts a part of me shrivels up and dies#the 'real self' in question = beating him up for little to no reason#and like sure it alludes to her real personality but it's not a healthy expression of it. that's why it occurs w far less frequency in pt 2#anyway i'd need a whole other post to delve into that but let's just say it's really not an interpretation i enjoy#naruto meta
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one of the things that fascinate me about thawne: yes, he CAN be normal with kids! surprisingly normal!



((not at all times, though. his mental illness still spills through and as usual he, in trying to manipulate or hurt others, spits out at them the exact stuff that would hurt him (or have in his childhood/barry's rejection interpretation) the most in the first place lmao))

but at the same time. his like second instinct when doing his bullshit is FUCK THEM (as) KIDS





(and, well. whatever this classifies as)

#whats wrong with him. seriously. he loves picking fights with literal children So Much#AND NONE OF THEM WITH WALLY ON THE MATTER OF BEING THE BIGGEST FLASH FAN. HOW DID THAT NEVER HAPPEN#about the middle page. honestly i DIDNT remember he is a Jerk in that way too until i checked his interactions with bart for this post#this man officially should not be allowed near children as a mentor.#just straight up drops ALL his insecurities on a poor kid in trying to make him feel ashamed. NO breaking the abuse cycle for this bad boy#the only thing he doesnt say is the direct 'you are a disappointment' altho the message is still the same 💀💀💀💀💀💀#AND I BET HES HELLA PROUD OF THAT. I MEAN CONSIDERING THIS FACT IG HE DOES TRY TO BE BETTER THAN HIS PARENTS. SOMEWHAT.#and omg he formulates his point like in problem based learning (leading the child to making the correct conclusion themselves)#im dying. professor to the fucking core.#and the way he feels the need to bring up flash facts in his appeal?? EO YOURE SO HOPELESS. THIS IS 100% HOW BART SAW HIM THROUGH#and god knows what he told thad promising to get him out of the speed force if he fought barry there and whether he was going to fulfill it#and do you even IMAGINE how FUCKED barry's mental condition would be growing up if thawne fulfilled his button threat#and i really REALLY wonder about the tornado twins and their relationship with 'uncle eobard' but that will be a separate post#he doesnt know any other way tho. and he might be actually mad at bart for not supporting his every action as The Flash#like. he tries to play family but the second they question he just goes WHATEVER. I DONT NEED IT. FLASH OF MY VISION RUNS ALONE#his problem is that he just wants attention. he doesnt see family/heroing for what 'its really about' or downsides that may come with them#everything is so idealized in his head. and the moment he faces reality with its complications the concept immediately gets antagonized.#and then he reconsiders and changes the conditions but fails each time never realizing the problem is his mindset and not everything else#black white at its finest yall#and man. RELATABLE.#also WHY is he standing LIKE A STATUE when appearing in front of bart????😭😭😭😭#poor museum rat has no idea what heroes in real life stand like#eobard thawne#professor zoom#reverse flash#the reverse flash#bart allen#the flash#dc
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To put it in terms that purist ragbros enjoyers will understand:
If you hate on kaeluc shippers who ship them through the chinese context of sworn brothers, you're racist.
Like, sorry that you just can't grasp the fact that a ship that exists through the context of clear and cut cultural history because you can't pull off the westernized lens that it's been filtered through for your understanding, but to claim that an entire group in a fandom that is separated by race, region, and language must be wrong about the game that is from their country and natively in their language is racist.
ragbros enjoyers who dgaf are real ones. People who are uncomfortable kaeluc because it's not their preference are valid, but we really gotta stop with the whole kaeluc dni when it's really just a thinly veiled movement to ostracize people based on a long passed misunderstanding. If you don't like the ship, just ignore it and move on. People will spin romantic context out of any non-romantic pairing, but for some reason people find the most issue with it for kaeluc and find the need to blast 'kaeluc dni' everywhere instead of curating their own space correctly???
What are you classifying as an interaction; do people think kaeluc shippers are inherently evil and liking your posts is a terrible thing to do?? Sure, people coming into your space and spinning romantic context on something you didn't Intend to be romantic sucks, but trust me, those people are not checking your bio to see if you asked for them to dni with you; use the damn mute feature/block button if they make you uncomfortable.
And kaeluc shippers who Do ship them incestuously are in the same boat with sworn brothers shippers either way, outsiders view you all the same.
Fandom people have got to learn how to come to terms with people disagreeing with their views without being assholes about it, and doing some proper fucking research if they want to make a point.
"But I'm Chinese/my Chinese friend/significant other/family said--" Being a certain race doesn't make you an expert on its culture, especially considering the nuance of pre-existing prejudices (and let's not get into ABCs with their flawed judgements right now), but there are stories dating hundreds of years past the existence of the United States on what the sworn brothers trope is, what characters are used for it, what it means, and there's plenty of information out there to explain it.
It is unmistakable what their relationship is currently, based on existing canon content in Chinese. English mis-translation is a bane upon us all.
实在受不了这个情况。
YESSS YESS EXACTLY
and to add on; i think the only reason hoyo hasnt "fixed" the mistranslation yet is because, within the sworn brothers trope, it was used for censorship, it was used to Censor Gay Relationships, so i think the "oh its just adopted haha!" bit on hoyo's part is continuing to just censor it further so they don't get in trouble
^and thats really all the discourse boils down to.
#like what happened to “ship and let ship” anyways?#why are you so offended at Fictional Characters???#like if you actually were against incest relationships in media (which is stupid bc . Fiction) then go for kamisato shippers#go for any other sibling ship in genshin klc is NOT the one you want to be fighting for#bu ti know the reason it is the focus is that they are both men.#and dont get me wrong i am a man enjoyer myself but when someone is more offended at kaeluc then they are at jeanbara then thats?#questionable at best#go attack jeanbara shippers if youre gonna attack anyone#like ideally no attacking should happen but the fact that its targeted at kaeluc irks me so much to this day#ALSO#IF KAELUC IS OH SO PROBLEMATIC AND BAD THEN WHY IS WRIO X NEUVI SO POPULAR#WHY IS ZHONGCHI SO POPULAR#WHEN THEY HAVE THE BIGGEST AGE GAPS#all you guys do is treat it like its Normal bc you want Two Guys Fucking#thats it#and it irks me#bc neuvithesley ARE NOT SIGEWINNES DADS#SHE IS WRIOS MOM#FUCK OFFFF#ohguyh#i could go on and on abt how i hate fanon takes on popular ships#they Irk Me So Much#sorry im ranting at this point HAHA#bbgkae's asks <3#kaeluc#no further tags for them needed i wont main tag it#..for now
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Had to explain to a friend today that No Really I Swear Magneto And Professor X Are Friends And Like Each Other Thats Canon And Real
#snap chats#i forget thats not common knowledge fkPWSJAKA#the domino effect of this convo was so funny tho#i made a joke about if i had 3k i could buy two marvel statues#and so my friend kayla went to go look at magneto ones and then she stumbles upon shirtless pics of him#and amongst that collage theres pics of him and rogue which Of Course prompts the question ‘snap what the fuck is this’#and As Neutrally As I Could i explained what thats about and. The Cacophony Of Disdain LIKE I SWEAR I WAS A NEUTRAL PARTY EODSKSKSK#dont even get me started when i explained the Charles Jr. lore to them dkaPSSKSK def played a part in me beginnin to explain The Cherik Lore#BUT YEAH so after that funny bit i was talking about how 97 repopularized the pairing and my other friend was like#‘wait magneto lives at the x mansion now… him and rogue already seems ooc but…’#so THEN i got into the lore of cherik and he was like Oh Shit I Really Missed A Lot#LIKE GIRL IF I KNEW ID BE ASKED ABOUT THE DEPTH OF CHARLES AND ERIK’S ‘’’’FRIENDSHIP’’’’ TODAY I WOULDVE PREPARED A SLIDESHOW#i tried to be as In A Nutshell about it as i could but Man…. so fuckin funny 😭😭😭😭#bombshell after bombshell i was in stitches really but also getting to explain magneto/prof x lore to friends.. awesome…#he was like ‘damn i missed a lot i gotta catch up..’ understatement of the century girl i had never locked in for a convo so hard before#on that note we mentioned rivals and kayla was like ‘hey did you know hes a LORD MAGNETO now’#and her boyfriend be like ‘oh shit really- wair why am i surprised no duh’ LIKE ???? EXCUSE ME. ACCURATE BUT STILLEKDKSKS#and he was like ‘so do you play anyone else’ and when i said wanda and adam he was like ‘oh wanda makes sense- magneto’s daughter and all’#LIKE OK WE GET IT I LIKE MAGNETO !!!!! FUCK !!!!! I LIKE WANDA TOO DAMN#and then ofc he mentioned the rivals rumors about charles…. Loud Sigh… i hope he gets added one day…#ANYWAY!!! my laptop inexplicably shut down todya and wont turn back on !!! fucking uh oh !!!!#esp cause i wanted to launch my comms again today but my comm files are on my computer….#i hope it sorts itself out tomorrow luckily i dont need my laptop for the rest of the day but still…#this happened to me months ago so im praying and hoping i dont have to get it fixed or god forbid replaced#i fr have no clue why it couldve shut down… all them damn tabs open tbh…. anyways!!! heres to hoping 😭😭
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Man, I've been dealing with lots of lousy stuff lately. My cat has been sick, my job has been stressful, I'm struggling to pay rent.
But I was walking home in the rain today and decided to waste some of my precious few dollars on some ice cream for a lil mental boost. I walked in, and couldn't see a thing because there was so much rain on my glasses, but I was wearing a sweater so I was struggling to get them clean.
Then I hear someone say "take it"
I look up, and one of the people from behind the counter was holding out a paper towel. I hadn't even noticed he'd approached because everything was all blurry. And these guys at this corner store all speak English as a second language, and are a bit hands off with people when they pass through unless they're here for the drugs behind the counter. And the way he said "take it" felt more like a "Please, have this"
So I thanked him, and cleaned my glasses, and he went back to his post and said he knows that feeling (I suppose he wears contacts). But idk, after a long day with lousy weather, having a random guy at the store materialize in front of me to hand me a towel so I can see . . . it was really lovely.
And I know I'm very tired and sleep deprived and this was a very benign occurrence that happens to me and to other people a hundred times a day. But I just - people are good by nature. There's an itch under your skin to reach out if someone looks like they might fall. There's an urgency in your throat when you have useful information to offer someone. I think maybe I am just too sad and tired right now, but I just wanted to appreciate that when people look away from the big picture, they are kind. People are out there, at the top, the loud and controlling minority, trying to poison this, to pit people against each other. And I just like to see when people haven't fallen for it, and continue to give in to those instincts.
#mine#ramble#i feel like I'm almost judged for this sometimes#like i told my friend to pause her story once#bc i just had to compliment this older lady on her outfit#and my friend seemed embarrassed that i complimented someone#but that lady was so happy#and i sometimes ask questions at work#because i expect i might get them from guests#and I'd like to know the detailed answer#so i know how to respond#or i ask about how something works#because i think the more people that know how things work through as many steps as possible#the better#and my bosses will give me a side eye#like why do you need to know#but they dont say I'm not allowed to know#so i think they just find me annoying#idk#i should go to bed
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guy who only asks questions if they feel insightful enough to be worth asking and only hangs out if there is smth to do together <- deeply uncomfortable of the idea of wasting someones time
#yes i was constantly accused of not paying attention for asking questions i didnt know someone already asked why do you ask#maybe it does sound a little sad when i put it as 'i feel most comfortable when i feel like im not wasting the other persons time'#but its more like i want the other person to feel like im putting thought or at least care into it even if i dont express it very well#its weird feeling like im not giving back enough in the conversation but not knowing why or being confused by the idea#of someone who just likes to listen to me talk and not waiting for their turn to speak like i do like. arent you tired of it yet>?#how are you not thinking of ways to get out of this conversation yet??? it fascinates me bc ill never understand it#i like how we are now talking abt not letting yourself feel like a burden for asking for help and letting people help you#but i am on the other side of the spectrum where i want to feel needed when we hang out or else i wont know how to let u know me#yapping#diary#I hate feeling like this cuz it feels like im coming up with new and creative ways to defend myself instead of being myself
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