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doctapuella · 1 year ago

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there's something very delightful that my first actual academic(-adjacent) publication is happening after i've left academia

#i mean. i did take on the project when i was still working.#but i did most of it during summer #and it comes out in a few months #i did translations and notes for a bunch of ancient astrology texts about wlw <3 #honestly proudest of this #more than my other stuff #anyway i completed it and checked the proofs #and it's for real now!#also. i am now done with all of my academic obligations and commitments.#no more ties to my past life.#the only adult life i've ever known.#so. yknow. bittersweet.#weird feels.

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dol-dee · 6 months ago

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Kylar Dress up

#dol kylar #dol fanart #kylar the lonar #degrees of lewdity #had these lying around for a while now #I'd still love to do this for most of the LIs but idk we will see where my brain takes me #Kylar could still benefit from some more variations bc some of these aren't at their full potential/could be replaced with smth better #also i cant believe summer has the most outfits < tragic #girl who is constantly cold core #the only time shes not freezing is during summer; meanwhile everyone else is dying around her gdfg #thanks go out to dolxiba for accidentally reminding me that i did these #I think the spring Outfit is still my fav #myart #my art

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deservedgrace · 1 year ago

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i was thinking about the sleep deprivation thing that cults do and something i completely forgot about with regards to that conversation is that the sleep needs of children/teens are different to adults. it's a range as most things are, but when it comes to sleep you HAVE to go based off the biggest number to ensure everyone gets proper sleep because you cannot function properly without proper sleep

so, if you were a teenager who went to church camps and they allowed for less than 10 hours of sleep, or if you were a kid (6-12) and they allowed for less than 12 hours of sleep, you very well may have been sleep deprived, either intentionally or unintentionally

and as a little bonus: adults tend to respond to sleep deprivation with tiredness, but kids tend to respond with hyperactivity, and even one night of sleep deprivation can affect someone

#i don't think my places were intentional cuz most people don't know the amount of sleep kids/teens need #but i am so positive that we were not getting 12 hours to sleep when we did the middle school thing (11-14)#or the thing that had high school and middle school #i cannot remember the middle school thing but the high school ones were during summer #and i remember us always getting into bed when it was pitch black And that we had to wake up way earlier than anyone wanted to #yes it's possible we stayed up past curfew but i remember playing group games in the dark #insane that they did this to us #cult tactics #religious trauma #ex christian #personal

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iloveacronix · 5 months ago

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SCHOOL ENDED TODAY IM FREEEE 💪

Nerd with some very hard-to-draw hair. Me??? Drawing Krux's Dr. Saunders' hair AND IT ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE HIS CANON HAIRCUT??? NO WAYYYYY!!! LET'S NEVER DO THIS AGAIN HIS HAIR... ARRGHHHABDIDB

@get-acronixed-meme MADE THE DR. SAUNDERS IMAGE, KUDOS POOKS!!! <3

N taggin' @bruh37legolover ^^

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 1 year ago

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Pride 2023!!!

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edge-oftheworld · 2 months ago

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antidepressants? no. doctors prescribed ketamine therapy + pair it with luke's entire discography on repeat

#fun fact though ketamine therapy works by making your brain more. plastic. it's a bit like psychadelics in a way #so (apparently. i haven't tried it yet SUPER inaccessible in australia (fans take note)) you work through your traumas in early sessions #and hey! i know exactly what albums to listen to during that process #then a lot of people journal and do talk therapy in between treatments for most effectiveness and later in the process #setting new habits while your brain is in flux!! a really good way of getting into what you know is good for you #so. i feel like i could do up like. a plan of 5sosverse albums for each week into ketamine therapy by now lmao #i did some external research but most of my data source for this is halsey and she is (obviously) Always Right #so obviously gotta throw in some halsey albums in there #anyway here's my science lesson of the day #depression #(implied at least)#ketamine therapy #luke hemmings #man it feels weird tagging it like that #just don't be weird about it #5 seconds of summer #5sos #ashton irwin #calum hood #michael clifford #boy ep #wfttwtaf

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katisbadatnames · 3 months ago

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An insurance ad used the word delulu

#God I fucking #hate this #Please stop making your ad sound and look like TikTok or a twitch stream please I can’t escape #I’m afraid of the tinder ads during the summer do you know how bad they are??#What do you mean do it for the plot and have your main character moment YOURE A FICKING DATING APP #RAAGGGHHHH #I don’t like this trend.#Like dating is serious isn’t it if my partner did shit “for the plot” I’d kill them #Real question is can I rant without threatening violence #Honestly what gets me the most is that it was an honest to god insurance ad #don’t be delulu if you get seriously injured while traveling who will help you #Rant #rambling

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resonabilis-echo · 3 months ago

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#also. also. shes like “i hope i was a better friend once you reframed it as 'im upset because youve been a really shitty person towards mw #for months - before that i thought it was because you were sad i probably didnt have feelings for you #(in which case of course my actions would have been totally justified). anyway after that i became a totally good and reliable friend“#when what she did since i framed it that way was (1) ghost me for 3 months (2) met up and immediately said she needed space (after one #conversation since the summer) (3) broke up with me under the most inconvenient conditions when im totally isolated from all of my friends #and during a long drive where im forced to be around her for hours to a camp where she is my only means of leaving #good friend behavior????#she always seems so thoughtful and phrases everything in a way that makes sense in the moment. but sometimes i wonder if she ever thinks #about other people at all #it feels like she wants all of these experiences and connections but only while theyre convenient and exciting and new. and what i thought #was a meaningful connection was maybe like a collectable trinket? or i dont know maybe. a fun experiment so she could learn more about #herself. framing every time she hurt me as a lesson she was learning about Relationships #ughhhhh I'm not a fucking educational tool #“i want to do all the same things exactly but not call it a relationship. and i have a crush on you but i dont like you enough. and i dont #want to ever date anyone and i dont want to be in relationships but of course im not going to break up with my boyfriend“#im so fucking done

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scarletcomet · 7 months ago

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guess whose therapist thinks she could benefit from inpatient treatment

#got really depressed and a bit suicidal during my session today #im not actively suicidal rn but i feel so hopeless and i just want to give up resulting in some suicidal thoughts #the thoughts of hurting myself are getting louder and more overwhelming #so im not at a point rn where i think i need inpatient but im worried about getting worse #im going to nyc this weekend and seeing 2 shows and some of my favorite broadway actors but i do not feel excited #i want to feel excited but i just dont. i should be excited. if this doesn't make me feel something #then i doubt anything will.#reminds me of late may/early june when i wasnt excited for my birthday or the taylor swift concert because i did not want to live anymore #im worried that this is a warning sign. i feel like ive made so much progress with treatment in the last 10 months #but i feel like i haven't made enough progress and i feel like ive hit a wall and there's no improvement to be made #because I've tried like everything. i feel so hopeless. ive been in treatment for almost a year.#even inpatient i doubt would help me. like ive been there and done that. i spent nearly 20 days in inpatient last summer #only benefit would be seeing my doctor sooner but that's assuming i could even get a bed in the 11 person unit she works inpatient at #what benefit would seeing my doctor even do? we've tried almost everything and im on the max dose of most my meds #idk what to do #i feel like im running out of options. the only depression treatments i havent tried are ketamine and ect #i guess my options are ketamine ect suicide or continuing feeling how i feel now but i dont know how much longer i can live like this

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tragedykery · 1 year ago

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love preparing for my cambridge english exams. I can literally just Lie

#I don't usually lie bc 1) morality and whatever 2) it makes me feel bad and 3) I am Bad at it (autism 👍)#but sure if I need talk about which situation out of three pictures I relate to the most I can prattle on about having gone scuba #diving once (I have not)#or if I need to write about my plans for the summer in a fake letter to a friend I can come up more activities than I'm planning on #actually doing (reading and going to 1 (one) concert. maybe meeting up with friends a few times if I'm feeling adventurous)#elli rambles #anyway I'm taking the cae! was planning on taking the cpe but administration got messed up (not my fault)#& so that did not. go according to plan #whatever. if I do have c2 level and show that during the exams it'll say that on my certificate anyway

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iero · 2 years ago

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Have to give Gerard props for keeping the jacket on the ENTIRE time he was up there on stage. He said, “This is business casual and I HAVE to keep the part.”

#personal #Granted I'm sure it's not terribly warm in NZ in March but like when you're on stage and the lights are constantly on you as well as just #being a performer? Yeah. You probably start to sweat and get hot really fast.#This IS coming from a guy who wore a full on sheriff fit during Pro Rev in the dead of summer though so I don't know why it surprises me.#I just know he did take his jacket off most other times during tour last year.

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nohkalikai · 1 year ago

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to think of it now, it's strange i never went up in front of everyone in church and gave a 'testimony' despite being raised in churches where it was very much the norm. i always got out of it by telling people that it didn't feel like the lord was leading me to do so and also that i had stage fright.

#i've always been super guarded irl #here on this site is a different story entirely lmao we overshare like it's no one's business #i did go to churches where they sort of compelled kids to 'accept' the holy spirit at a young age #there was one summer camp where they gave out an....award??? for the most spiritual person??#and it went to this person who danced like they were possessed during praise and worship sessions

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catholicxknees · 1 year ago

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Officially saw my first tbs concert! Feeling uhh. Very tired. But fuuck they were a blast

#tho it was cool to see several other bands i like play beforehand i uhhh. would much rather see tbs in a regular tour #cause that was exhausting as fuck. waaay too hot and the crowd was trash for most of the bands #and by the time tbs came on i was already tired as hell and had pulled something in my leg :(!#went hard anyway tho and almost pulled something else during flicker fade 🪦 why am i like 20 something in a 64yo man's body #anyway. adam was the biggest goofy dork ass ever and also sooo handsome and i need his hand in marriage immediately 💖 lol #also john was so girlfriend #his little bit abt technically being from Baltimore was endearing af like he is sooo sweet and awkward 😭#they also all sounded so good. THE ONEEEE is gorgeous live oh my god #also i was excited to see what just us two would sound like live and it did not disappoint!#ok i think I'm done now 😶 they're so much fun tho. giving them a kissy on the head 💖#txt #taking back sunday #sad summer fest #ssf #myshow #mine

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chalk-homunculus · 1 year ago

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I've been once again maining Klee throughout this Veluriyam Mirage questline a nd while exploring the mirage, both because I did get her skin, but also because it cheers me up so much to see her having fun.

#also the oceanid lore is incredible #I was right when I once said to someone that the oceanids are going to play some part in Fontaine #every summer event so far has been a sort of a preview to certain aspects of the next regions mechanics and/or archon quest #Maguu Kenki and Kazuha's involvement as well as the waverider being obvious for Inazuma in the first golden apple archipelago event #in the second one it was the 'dream state' thing which became a whole feature as the samsara in sumeru archon quest and with aranara etc #also some puzzle mechanics from 2.8 were adopted in sumeru though not in the exact same ways #now I'm suspecting it's the carnival & theatre themes and the oceanid lore at the very least- likely other stuff as well #I also am pretty certain about oceanids because the game has been fairly consistent about talking about their migration #I would not be surprised if we got another extra-long world quest series that had to do with them #and actually I do think oceanids WILL play some part in the archon quest as well especially since it's BECAUSE of focalors that they left #and so far practically every archon has had some kind of a personal growth journey during their respective quests #Ei being the most obvious one but I do think every archon quest is a representation of the archons' ideals #and the archons having to come face to face with the world changing and them having to 'adjust' their ideals somewhat because #the traveler's company to them lets them heal and see things from different perspectives #Venti wasn't quite so obvious but I do feel like it's a matter of his return and some aspects of what is and isn't true freedom #Zhongli did most of the introspection himself so that wasn't as obvious either but it's more to do about rule and status and the importance #of roles of deities and so on #while Inazuma is so obvious I don't really need to elaborate. Ei's idea of eternity was idiotic and she came to realize it. thats all #while Nahida... I think she sort of grew emotionally wiser in some ways because of the whole Rukkhadevata thing even though #she herself doesn't remember it at all #that's why I think ultimately archon quests ARE about the archons themselves and not really the traveler #the traveler has their own archon quest series after all #it's sometimes easy to forget the real point of the quests is not the traveler but rather the travel/journey itself #while travelers own archon quests are their & their sibling's own journey in a similar way #anyway.#just some evening thoughts I had #chalk thoughts

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crowcryptid · 1 year ago

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first day in Minneapolis is done. Cool place. Heard many birds, didn’t see that many. I did see an indigo bunting and a pileated woodpecker though.

Also I saw this in a bathroom 🫡

One thing I have noticed though, and I noticed this throughout texas as well, other places are so.. clean? Very little trash on the side of the road and they have people cleaning up the litter. It might seem basic but Miami doesn’t do this and there’s trash all over as a result

#I was outside all day. during the summer. and not once did I sweat #I’m not even joking when I say that the weather today was cooler than the average ‘winter’ day back in Florida #when I got here it was in the 50s and then it slowly went up to mid 70s #as nice as it is idk if I will move here #I’m um. a little terrified of dealing with a real winter.#I have been in cold places before but living there and dealing with it is very different #and I don’t really want to be stuck living ‘in’ the city anymore. I’d like to not be able to hear my neighbors footsteps #tomorrow we check out the city some more and on Sunday we’re driving north to see smaller towns #and then on Monday. all day in the airport again.#after this the plan is to check new mexico but not anytime soon. the flight is expensive.#I can’t really afford any other blue state so it’s most likely going to be one of these #I’m so tired. I’ve been up since yesterday at 5:30 AM #the flights were awful. crying babies on both. kid kicking my seat on one. lady behind me did gross things that I won’t type out

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unladielike · 2 years ago

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recovery.

( how i imagine vivian to look when @spiritpyro’s rokuro visited her in the hospital for the first time following her eventual awakening from her su*cide attempt. surprisingly, though, the only thing i had to edit was her hair, and even then, the tweaks were very minor, to the point where i didn’t have to change a lot. )

#║▌ ⧼ ⸢ ʚɞ ⸣︳l̲o̲o̲k̲s̲. ⧽ ― GOD SHOULD HAVE MADE ME A WHITE HAIRED ANIME GIRL BUT I WAS ROBBED.#⸾ ❖︎ ⸾ ( QUEUED ) ⤹ •• 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕣𝕪.#[ i feel like most of her body would be covered in bandages (especially underneath her hospital gown) ]#[ and not only did she somehow lose a lot of weight she had grown VERY pale ]#[ but yeah even after vivian was officially released from the hospital i like to think her body had sustained a lot of scarring ]#[ but the scars on her arms and legs are def most notable because she would wear shorts and short sleeved shirts during the summer ]#[ and vivian has no shame about them because she thinks they're 'manly badges of honor' for surviving a fall ]#[ rokuro and hayate on the other hand might feel a great deal of sadness when looking at them ]

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