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do you ever wonder what you’d have been able to accomplish in life if you weren’t so aggressively obsessed with thinking about two fictional characters pining for each other?
#it gets worse because i have been in these fandoms for over 10 years#even after my frontal lobe developed#currently i am obsessed with#hotchreid#but i cycle through a few others#hannigram#00q#sheriarty#barisi#fuck i will ship anything if it means i don’t have to deal with the real world
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listen i know i said they dont have godtier powers but au where they do. list. listen. are you hearing me. mage of time ceruleanblood with intense and volatile emotions and low emotive knight of doom rustblood. its doomed yuri. its timed yuri. ill love you forever but we dont have that. and we never will. duty. knowledge. resignation to fate. a single moment between enemies/lovers to last an eternity the scorpion and the fly..........
#more doom in this relationship than your average invader zim episode#ive been so not normal about these two lately theyre so cray#theodochia#fikkit#fikkits psychic ability lets them see where an enemy has moved in the past and where they will likely move in the future.#godtier takes this a step further by letting them spin hourglass shapes to roll a specific person backwards in time and forwards in time#the hourglass on the tail of their hood lets them personally move in time i think#meanwhile#theodochia is knight of doom. defensive exploit class. her 'kiss of death' ability lets her see a person's doom#which gives her the potential to either trick an individual to their doom early or avert their doom through an exploit#i imagine the two are fighting because fikkit wants to save theodochia from fate#while theodochia must to complete it by dooming fikkit even though she doesnt want to....#during the fight they both bring out the full extent of their powers#fikkit keeps making different choices and cycling things back and forwards but nothing can prevent doom from coming to pass#giving fikkit and theodochia just a few eternal moments while fikkit has time stopped to spend with each other for the last time#before the scythe swings down.........#BWAH... DOOMED YURI...#yuri#fantrolls#homestuck ocs#bugstuck#buggy trolls#gold rule#technically not quite gold rule as itd be some kind of sburb au of gold rule but its fine LOL
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actually so evil how much of hal's internal world gets obliterated with the rewriting of his relationships with jessica and martin.
#hal jordan#empyrean posting#ok going in the tags because im not actually v confident in my understanding of his character. i read all of his 80s/90s stuff but forgot#90% of it but ANYWAY.#so much of him just does not make sense with how geoff johns characterises him and his relationships with his parents particularly the#parallax stuff simply because of how much his relationship with the guardians and their apathy/'betrayal' is influenced by hal's original#relationship with his dad. like at its heart it's pretty much the same dynamic in how hal blindly trusts and sort of idolises the guardians#despite their repeated infractions in hope of... something in return just as he had with his father and the abuse he suffered at martin's#hands. that's what makes his anger at the guardians make sense when it does show itself because the relationship parallel didn't stop there.#as with martin hal gets nothing for his devotion. he gets nothing for doing everything that's asked of him and more and it ends the same way#too: with a man in the sky burning like a newborn star. and you lose so much of that nuance and intrigue behind that if you just make#jessica the 'bad one' because!!! you cheapen it!!!!#the whole idea of hal is that he has his father's face but his mother's scars#(to me). in the sense that they both reacted to martin the same way with that cognisance of who he was as a man yet inability to pull away#because... love. both the love they had for him and the conviction that he did or could love them too. and jessica arguably did eventually#but also she didnt did she? because she held onto that notion of love till the very end. the few scraps she had she ballooned outwards until#they became the whole. but hal didnt have even that and he spent his whole life chasing it & running away from wanting it at the same time#like i think there's something so interesting to the fact that he had to be convinced that flying was what he wanted to do. how much of that#was touched by his father? the fear that he was already too much like him than he could bear to be? he already had his face now he had his#dreams and longing for the sky. how much more could he have before he began repeating the cycle?#and at the end he even had his father's death. burning in the clouds. like there's so much there and that's not even touching on how it#impacts his relationships with other heroes. not just in the sense of why did kyle clark and diana get to keep their close yet complex#relationships with their moms when hal had to lose his (although yeah why did they) but also just how he lets himself come across to them.#because it's on purpose right? that he lets them think his reflection of his father is born out of unadulterated love for a man worthy of it#? he has his father's job he wears his father's jacket he smiles his father's smile. what else are they supposed to think.#and isnt that interesting!!! that this man who is so committed to being good & just can lie so casually to people he thinks of as friends!!!#can you see how that might be his mother through and through!!! in how she might have glossed over the abuse to other people and herself!!!#can you see how in spite of it all he might want to be perceived as his father that paragon of masculinity and resent that he is not!!!#do you understand how everything he loves has been poisoned!!! im thinking of that scene where he tells bruce about watching martin die &#wouldnt it have been so much more interesting through this lens. how he is both revealing & obfuscating at once. i hate the change sm
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The wild differences between both shamuras of their different worlds is what gets me
The beta cuck lamb vs the "i dont know what the fuck is going on but BREASTS" goat /j
Something a bit Spicier under the cut regarding wilts (the shamura w/the veil) & goat ,,,
alternatively i wouldve drawn goat saying "your cock . My pussy . YOU DO THE MATH." But i didnt have energy to draw that LAMDOAKDKS a god of wisdom being in fact Very Unwise when it comes to thxir other world spider spouse's dick 🗿
#Though theres a major difference from how they all handle their estrous cycles which is rlly funny too#Lamb is . The most emotional and neediest person out there#Shamura knows Exactly what they want and is very blunt + will probably make whoevers helping them faint after six hours /silly#Just ask their other two husbands !!!! That Poor Ant goes through hell with them-#The one who wilts comes off as innocent but they aRENT IN THE SLIGHTEST goat is the only exception of not having a tough cycle on thxm tbh#But anyways Yeah that was just a quick yapfest i did make something a few weeks ago for wilt/goat and Let Me Tell You Something .#Actually maybe i could make another thing soon i did make two for them but i gotta eventually make smth for just goatmura problem is idk -#- what prompt to use for classic goatmura 😭😭#WHEEZES. ANYWAYS. SORRY. TAGS#sydneys doodles#shamura#goat#the goat#lamb#the lamb#goatmura#lambmura#suggestive cw#lamb x shamura#goat x shamura
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Halley, do you have any fears coming into the tournament
“The more omnipotent contestants intimidate me slightly for reasons I am not able place. Then there are the ‘immortal’ contestants. I will spare you from my spiel on how pretentious that ordeal is. Then there are the ones that have died before… a violation and destruction to the cycle of life no doubt, it is not my job to deal with them at the moment as it is a friendly competition. However, a part of me is curious… how did they achieve such a fate of revival. Was it magic? Was it will? I need to know.”
Featuring several OCs of other folks in the tourney :]
consider this propaganda to vote for them
Fylass belongs to @george228732
Life belongs to @shippyo
Fecto Flora belongs to @ceoofmetagala
Mapobas belongs to @sacrificecage
Starstruck Waddle Dee belongs to @starflungwaddledee
Valfrey belongs to @gethoce
Gizmo belongs to @kid-of-chaos (metal user)
Sir Uther (he is dead) belongs to @quanblovk
#halley being halley and avoiding social interaction with other contestants#kirby#kirby ocs#kirby oc#my ocs#my art#for context Halley’s kind protects the cycle and will lack for a better terms eliminate any one that disrupts it#also what halley says isnt my own opinion#Halley is just like that#i think all of your ocs are so cool :]#sorry if any of you arent okay with tagging please let me know through dms if you would not like to be mentioned in the future#also the next few asks are longer winded it will be a minute but they will be lore heavy :3
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what if I said I thought Velvette’s body parts connected like the dunmeshi living armour…….
#all of her organs are. inside her resin#and she has to be strung if she wants to be able to Move but she stays together even without string…#I’m thinking maybe her head plate is. Her. that is the only part of her she Can’t replace…#head plate as in. the round plate that comes off that is hidden under her wig#I can’t remember if that piece has another name right now 🙄 whatevaaaaa#anyway any other part of her she can switch out [and she Does every once in a while to combat greening] it just takes a bit for Her to#develop in the new body part… for like maybe a few days she isn’t fully Connected to the new part and perhaps it is kind of numb#and maybe quite uncoordinated… but then the Her develops in there and she becomes Properly connected#she can only replace one part of her body at a time really unless she wants to really have to depend on someone#her faces are Slightly different… I think she cycles through a few regularly because they have different face ups and the makeup she’s put#on each is different… so she is always quite connected to the faces she regularly uses :3#anyway there. that’s my headcanon that’s how I think she works#velvette#hazbin hotel velvette#hazbin velvette#dollposting
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I'm such a radio slut. i love radio. I love radio shows!!! I love scripted radio i love talk shows i love panel shows!!!
I have the cassettes of some old timey radio shows (detective and country shows). But america needs more radio shows like in the 1900s. superman and the shadow and the like.
I got stuck with Prairie Home Companion (which ended in 2016 after being on the air SINCE 1974!!), which is fine. It's comfy. A variety show with music and weird little country stories. They had FAKE SPONSORS it was HILARIOUS.
And Says You! (my FAVORITE radio show, a panel show that was a word/trivia game!)
dont tell me podcasts are the same they are not. i want to turn on my radio and stumble across a random scripted drama or game show as if i turned on my TV and was just channel surfing.
Doesn't the BBC still make radio dramas?? do those still AIR ON RADIO? i listened to Cabin Pressure but obviously i got the mp3 files but did it actually like, broadcast???
#so my favorite show went off the air a few years ago#but the app for it still works and i can still listen and it uploads an episode a week#i think it also removes an episode a week#and just cycles through 27 seasons#honestly radio is like the one reason i wish i lived in britain#they still have RADIO DRAMAS#ALL THE TIME#gimmie#do they AIR THEM ON THE RADIO??#but UGH to be born when the superman radio shows were on#or the shadow#or those other detective shows#i have cassettes of them#i should put on a cassette...
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#vent#vent post#cw negative#Seven’s Public Diary#wish i wasn’t so fucking worthless and useless and stupid and selfish and mean#i am just so goddamn sick of my own bullshit. but i never change#i’m so tired of being weighed down by my 56492 mental illnesses. i don’t like being like this#my sleep schedule is so fucked up again and im tired of this constant cycle#this constant fight and endless effort to stay on a goddamn routine#all i want for christmas is a goddamn consistent sleep schedule#i hate sleeping through the day and being up all night but it’s like my body was fucking built for that or something#i don’t like it!! i want to be an early bird who goes to bed at 8pm and wakes up before the sun rises!!! but im the exact opposite!!!!!!!#i wish i just didn’t need to sleep at all. that would be the ideal. so many problems would be solved.#no i Really wish i just had the ability to fall asleep and wake up whenever i actually Want To instead of my body calling the shots#fell asleep at 9 this morning and im so mad that i didn’t get up when i was woken up at 11#a 2hr nap would’ve been fine and i would’ve made it through the rest of the day and been able to fucking sleep again tonight#but noOOooOoOo i had to give in to the allure of my warm cozy bed and fall back asleep for 9 more goddamn hours#now once again im too awake and rested to be able to go back to sleep. but once morning rolls around im gonna be exhausted again#and i’ll either give in and attempt to take a ‘nap’ and it’ll turn into a 12hr sleep again#or i’ll have to like. walk laps around the fucking house just to keep myself awake through the day#and i’ll be super irritable as a result and make everyone around me miserable too#but everyone is already beyond fed up with my issues and behavior. rightly so i guess. so i lose either way#god there was so much stuff i was gonna/supposed to do today#i don’t know how much longer they’re gonna put up with me being such a deadbeat#you think that’d like. motivate me to get my shit together or something but no. i’m addicted to being unconscious i guess#sleep feels so fucking good. until i wake up. which is funny bc it’s all nightmares and stress dreams anyway. why do i even enjoy sleeping#i guess bc for the first few hours after waking up i experience some modicum of relief from my other mental illnesses’ symptoms#like a soft reset.#and it’s the Only thing that gets rid of my migraines so god forbid i get one of those bc then i Have to sleep regardless of the time of day#anyways! :) that’s enough whining for one vent post. time to go do something productive
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Can't believe Scar saw a rapidly approaching, dishevled mumbo and went "he's so cute." I need to run unorthodox experiments on them.
IKR SAME OMG
They’re literally perfect for each other <- delusional
But seriously they have so much lore together in my silly brain and the few interactions they do have (WHICH HAS BEEN INCREASING A LOT LATELY MAY I ADD) has been FUELING the fire rapidly and gods gods GODS do I have many thoughts about them
#literally making an illustration type comic on Mumbos whole vampire timeline#Scar will be next with his vex schenanigans..#the worst part is I always cycle like three to five different backstory’s in my brain for these two I CANNOT decide#but now that I’ve written a short ficlet (that no one will see unless asked) abt a few scenes of Mumbos backstory I think I’m pretty set on-#-his part#Scar tho??? no clue#I have the Hotguy backstory (which I daydream about WAY too much) I have the apocalypse backstory. I have the single player raised by villa-#-gers for years and years cuz his mom dropped him off in the single player world when Scar wasn’t conscidered a player yet since he was an-#-infant cuz it was a teen pregnancy and she was too scared to tell anyone so she just dropped him off with the villagers never to be seen#again. and since it was technically HER single player world when Scar DID grow up old enough to be recognized as a player he couldn’t#access any of the 'exit world' stuff or anything like that since it wasn’t his world#and then like a watcher or smth pulled him out of it so that Scar could be put through the horrors of gun related things for experimentstuff#and then there’s the backstory of where scar IS a watcher. like not a person turned watcher he was BORN (if you could say that) a watcher#and like the other watchers wanted to do an experiment of basically 'could a watcher if stripped of its memories and placed in a people-#-world be able to produce its own feelings and emotions?' and so they did that to Scar but they didn’t place him there as a baby no. they#placed him there as a full grown man so bros even more confused. and when the life series stuff started he had exactly one ☝️ dream per#Series and it was tiny little snippets of his watcher self but he didn’t know that it’s him but like he felt a strange pull towards these#dreams so that’s basically the reason why he kept coming back to the life games even tho they hurt him deeply as we all know#and then when he won secret life the secret keeper asked him what his wish was now that he’s won and he didn’t ask to know who he was and#where he came from (since he just appeared one day as a full grown man with no identification) since he’s made peace with that maybe it is#better not to know. so instead he asked abt the dreams he always has in these series and wth their abt and the context and stuff#and then BAM the secret keeper just drops all that information on him and he has an identity crises :D#anyways. I put both of these guys through many horrors I just have so many ideas for scar specifically. oh also there’s that backstory where#hes an assasin guy and he feels rlly guilty abt it when he gets split in half (gtws and btws) cuz like he has morals now apparently?? also#it explains the scammer stuff cuz he was a HUGE scammer bacl them#asks#hermitcraft#goodtimeswithscar#mumbo jumbo#redscape
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Favorite mount for the FFXIV asks
There are a lot of great mounts, some of which I have, many of which I do not yet have... but this is the one I use all of the time and maybe always will:
And before anyone asks: yes it's because of Emet-Selch
I saw him on that in Elpis and I went "please tell me I can get that mount" and immediately went to buy the collector's edition so I could have it, and I do not regret this
#i cycle through a few of the others from time to time#but... listen i am very normal about emet-selch
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Magenta.
#fuck the supreme court#they ruled cities can enforce bans on homeless people sleeping outdoors in West Coast areas where shelter space is lacking#one of the cities closest to me was involved on the case#from personal experience the cops and locals there are heartless#and said people absolutely refuse to invest money into much needed shelters and programs#the only options people have are this church where if you don't do free labor and convert they kick you to the curb#or the small flimsy shelter that can barely house 20 people#i get it that people are coming to a head with the homeless crisis but this ruling is just going to make the problem worsd#by making it so people get more comfortable treating human beings on the street like animals#the city's rules effectively punish homeless people by restricting camping on public spaces and issuing penalties for violations of the rule#it keeps people trapped in a perpetual cycle cause if they cant pay the citation fees it goes on their records and then they can't get work#and you need an address for most jobs etc etc etc#I'm not surprised this is the outcome but i am extremely disappointed#especially when more than half the assholes that live in said city are 1 to 2 paychecks away from being homeless and most are elderly#or disabled in some way#im sorry for the tangent guys#but having been homeless within the last few years through external factors i couldn't control#this has me pissed on behalf of others going through it#magenta#magenta is my vent word
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TBH I think it's been a little while since I've played or read anything new, and my brain has been kinda drifting for want of something to dig it's teeth into.
I started the second season of Spy x Family this week, and that's been good, but dumping one whole playthrough of a vn route into it last night has really got my brain buzzing.
It being an R18 otome game makes it a little complicated but that's alright
#one of those days you really hope there's no telepaths in the office y'know#and hope my face isn't being weird as my brain cycles through the content and analyzes it#i also think this route may have had more smut than some of the others will? i guess this route was a Kickstarter stretch goal#but the main routes are supposed to have at least a few sfw cgs. i did not get any sfw cgs with maxim and nika#anyway!#platextsofmemories
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why yes i do have absolute love for this new verse i created for her. ... i also have 0 confidence in writing it. pardon me.
#;; mun chatter#continues to shitpost about it tho#sorry im baby this is the first time in a few years that i got into a brand new fandom#usually i'm just cycling through the same other like 5 im in--#im learning please forgive
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woag was anyone gonna tell me irish mythology fucked
#kidding i knew that#it’s just always hard to google about and figure out any cohesion so reading a book collecting some stories with effort put into cohesions#making stuff easier to track for me#arthurian moment OVER it’s irish time#(untrue this is a celtic mythology book and the welsh section is next after the irish section)#(also untrue bc my arthurian moment was a few days ago and hasn’t yet made it through my queue so it’s yet to be Upon Ye)#gonna need to find some good translations of like the ulster cycle and the other ones this books sourcing from though#i’d like to see the vibes for meself
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Working with Leviathan be like
Leviathan: *completely both rewrites a severe trauma trigger back into something neutral and freeing, and further reconnects me to the Sky and myself off plane and pre-incarnation in the space of 24 hours* yeah nice, anyway we should play video games now I'm tired
#~abyssal murmurs#Emphasis on he works over the span of months but he really is a uh... A pool of water that doesn't drip into your mind until you open the#door. And you think you will be drowned when you do but he is so soothing. And he walks with you#And sometimes what he walks you through is really painful and it's like what the actual fuck am I doing but he stays there like#duh it's what I said would happen it's fine trust me#And you do and then it's like. Holy shit. Look what I walked through. Hope you're proud of me#leviathan //#ramblings //#Anyway. Friendship ended with Despise A Certain Game now Ending Of The Game Where She's Soothed And The Rain Fades is my friend#And. I didn't realise how much I'd become afraid to talk about me. I talk about Leviathan all the time as the sky but I don't.... Like#talking about myself as a part of the day sky and what that means. I have. Thanks to him. Had gateways opened to astral memories#that I was too scared to touch and.... I'm.... I think I'm ready to start recorroborating my info between brains in astral and physical#bodies..... I think..... I'm ready I'm... I am So fucking End Of Game Where Rain Fades right now and that makes me want to fucking bawl my#eyes out because a) I wasn't allowed in the cult I was in to go near that part of the game bc they told me the character there was alive and#she hated my guts and thought I was disgusting. And b) god the storyline involving her is just so so so so so relevant to my life post-cult#:( you know. Just :(#Diary //#The child returns to her mother the cycle is done the rain clears the ocean is infinite the workings of the cult I mean church are undone#And that doesn't scare me anymore? The cult was so.... Had me thinking that any time that game was brought up they were in control of it#and they would see me and it was their game and they made it alone and I could never just enjoy it as a video game.... It#Still hurts a little but leviathan walked me through allowing it to be neutral and admitting that I see myself in it. Because I tried my#hardest to not admit that thinking that if I did they'd be in my head but mo#No* it's... Its a communal thing. It's allowed to be relatable to a wide audience for neutral reasons. I don't have to break down when I see#it. And I'm allowed to talk about the Sky and I'm allowed to talk about where and when I met Leviathan and I'm allowed to not hide what I do#with him because others may take it as gross exaggerations for bragging rights - I'm allowed to be neutral. Just because at one point in my#life I thought astral projection was only for a select few does not mean now that I do it I have to hide it in case someone like me#takes their insecurity so far that they see my neutral declarations as an attack on them............. Anyway#The Day Sky. My beloved. You mean so much to me. I won't forget my purpose in this incarnation I will not hide it#Thanks Lev#I love that arguably calling him Lev is more controversial than calling him Tengri but it's Not just a nickname lmfao
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last time my mom visited I was talking to her about parenting and how I appreciated a lot of the choices she and my father had made about raising me and my brother and she agreed that just listening to the child and taking them seriously was the One Weird Trick to cutting out like 60% of conflicts between parents and children. and she said one time I was about three or four years old and we were all going to the grocery store, and at the threshold of the store I just had a meltdown. i was overwhelmed, I was crying, I was just at the end of my rope like kids get sometimes. and instead of dragging me through the store my mom and dad stopped what we were doing and just asked me what the problem was. and I was able to say I didn't want to be there, I couldn't do it, I wanted to go home. and she says she and my father just looked at each other and back at me and said "okay" and we all went home that day instead of forcing the grocery store trip. and I had so few public meltdowns as a kid despite being pretty autistic because, I think, I knew that if I ever really needed to leave, my parents would understand and back me up. and that was the case throughout my childhood. which paradoxically (one might think) resulted in me having fewer incidents of being overwhelmed in the first place, which then made me better able to handle increasing amounts of stress and so on. it also taught me that expressing feelings and communicating them to my caretakers wasn't going to be punished or ignored or called weird, so unlike many other autistic kids who get judged or rebuked for expressing sensitivity or opposition, I didn't need to constantly blockade everyone and internalize everything all the time.
it's a pretty simple concept whether your kids are autistic or not, but most parents don't seem to get it. their parents taught them to just force everything and let the child deal with it alone so they just repeat the cycle even though they know how it feels.
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