#but i checked to see what areas that dipped and one of them I'm kinda going wtf?
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Magenta 😥
#imposter syndrome is bad today#anyone have tips or words of encouragement?#i got triggered by the scores on the platform#im at a 96 which isn't bad that's actually pretty fucking good#i need to stay above 85% to keep my contract#but i checked to see what areas that dipped and one of them I'm kinda going wtf?#about maintaining boundaries#im really huge on that shit and always let people know if they get uncomfortable with a topic subject or need to change the convo#we absolutely can always do that#so im kinda sitting here going “Okay where can i improve? where is this coming from? were they having a bad day? did i say something off?”#i know too you can't appease everyone and there are some clients that just won't like you for whatever reason and will answer the surveys to#dip your scores cause of resentment#logically i know these are things#im struggling with not having closure cause if i am doing anything wrong i want to correct that and i want to be told what it is#cause i can't change unless im given some direction#my mentor encouraged me to be myself show up authentic and I've been doing that#seeing the dip is making me second guess everything#and i know i shouldn't be upset cause again im at a 96 fucking percent!#but man I'm just kicking my own ass#magenta#magenta is my vent word
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As a person with sexual trauma I actually really Vibe with the Drow Scene at the Brothel with Astarion and I wanna talk about my own experience to show how I relate.
When I'm not the one initiating, all sexual or romantic or intimate contact gets immediately translated into assault by my brain. That means if my partner of 18 years gropes my boob in the morning with a tired, affectionate grab, I may get caught off guard and snap, accusing them of crossing boundaries or otherwise "over" reacting, wherein I have to back peddle as soon as I can back off and secure myself mentally and physically out of reach.
But. If I am in the mood, I will crawl all over my partner, I'll touch, I'll invite touch, everything from gentle to rough- unless I get triggered. If I get triggered, I'll shut down halfway through whatever is going on. Mentally, I'll find myself in an escapist fantasy that is also sexual, change the partner that I'm with or who I am in my head, but my body tends to go kind of numb, I tend to go kind of limp. However,
During these situations, it doesn't always mean I want my partner to stop. It's frustrating for me to have these reactions, but I can get really upset if my partner backs off when I want to see the act "through" even if I'm not "in it". And that becomes a discussion of consent, as well as a really complex mental gymnastics situation where my partner has to decide if they want to continue when I'm kinda checked out, and I have to decide if I want to continue too.
Sometimes if my partner decides to stop because I'm not having fun, I can get angry. At myself, at them. It's not rational, it's angry at "the situation" and not them. Maybe I want to see you finish, but maybe I'll cry afterward.
The point with the Drow and Astarion is he wanted to try,he promised he would dip out if he didn't want to see it through, and he dissociated midway and didn't dip out like he said he would. This is sooooo real. Sometimes I don't want to stop even when I feed Bad and it's going Bad. That's a WHOLE can of worms for sexual trauma survivors and I know some people will resonate with it.
Maybe it'll affect what choices he makes next time. Maybe he won't try an orgy again. Maybe he will, and maybe it'll go bad again, but maybe he wants to explore even when things go bad. Or maybe he will go celibate for two years and not even want your hand on his unclothed skin, but he still wants you to be with him.
I'm just saying it's messy. Sexual trauma is messy. The mental parts and the physical parts. It may make your partner unsure because you switch on a dime, you're unpredictable, some things you want wholeheartedly one moment set you off in the negative the next.
I'd love to see more exploration of how hard his journey with himself could be on Tav, honestly, because people are being SO CAREFUL in their writing with making sure they don't make a single "mistake" in supporting Astarion, and it's sooooo sweet but
Give me messy. Give me grey area. Give me hurt feelings and miscommunication and bad moods and meltdowns. It's realistic, and it's okay to write about these things. //Yes you can reblog this
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TFP KINDA SUCKS RANT
Unfiltered opinion below ⬇️(long)
Transformers prime
Listen, you can like what you like, but tfp is not the Pinnacle of transformers media like every salty old fan of it says it is
Repetitive soundtrack
The soundtrack isn't varied, all of the music is comprised of grandiose orchestral pieces that become so goddamn repetitive it leaves you feeling empty. There's never any other emotion present in the music other than
"feel epic now pls"
I shit you not. There are scenes that are "supposed" to be funny, but it's just stale dialogue with absolutely no background music so it doesn't work at all. Any emotion conveyed with music is either epic, sad, or action and nothing else
"Haha, no moments of silly, that would kill the seriousnesz emo vibe U_U"
Terrible setting
Tfp is also much more visually unappealing due to the uncanny af models, the barren and drab backgrounds, and a convenient lack of humans to "disguise" from
not to mention how fuckin weird they look
sims 4 mfs
I'm so sick of animation elitists saying TFP's the better show because it's 3D and 3D is somehow Automatically better because it's "more advanced and sophisticated" which if you ever dipped your fingers into animation at all, you'd know how untrue that is
Feats of storytelling can be attained with either or, and the execution is dependent on the style and narrative that the show presents
TFP was trying to go for a visually darker theme, which is why they went for a realism. The only problem is that the settings are bleak and devoid of any soul
Speaking of which
Robots in disguise... From what???
Outside of team prime, there are literally no humans with speaking roles that have actual story importance
except for Silas
until there are infact- no, non-team humans of significance ever again, either because they couldn't afford the voice actors anymore, or they just chose to never bring them up again.
We don't get to actually see people, we only see the implication of human dwelling and it's lackluster.
There's never any of that conflict or tension that the show promised with the disguise plot, and It pisses me off so much because not only do a bare few of the fights happen around or inside of inhabited areas
but these robots
ARE LOUD
HOW THE HELL HAS NOBODY WALKED OUTSIDE OF THEIR HOUSE TO CHECK
A N Y T H I N G
"Honey, do you hear that loud, metallic ripping and obnoxious plasma fire?"
"Must be the neighbors shagging, Gerald. Don't be such a paranoid freak<3"
"Fair enough Cathleen, let's go back to playing spiderman 2 for the ps5"
"robots In disguise"
respectfully, Hasbro- you can eat out my entire ass with your forked tongue, ye fuckin liars✨
The Nothing Narrative
Tfp legit feels like the circle jerk of patriotism, oh my god.
Sure, it sounds far fetched but let's not forget that this show has agent fowler sucking off the American government every chance he gets
Its so audacious to show the devastation that war brought to cybertron, only to turn around and be like
"So kiddos, wanna join le special forces" at the end of it
How can you be anti war and pro US military?
The US
The leading imperialistic force in the world for the last 200+ years?
That's who you wanna prop up as a stand up figure in your "war is bad" show??
H o w
How Does That W o r k that's so fucking stupid
Wasted potential
considering wasted character opportunities that pissed everyone off, tfp weighs down the heaviest
1.Breakdown could've joined the autobots-killed off because they couldn't afford the va
2.Airachnid could've come back as a larger threat with her hoard of zombie/vampire insecticons -transported to Luna 1 and then never seen from again because they couldn't afford the va
3.cybertronian pirates were supposed to appear but didn't because they didn't use their own production bible
And that shit show sequel
(nice one hasbro, you really rodded yourself up the asshole with a ferocity for the millionth time)
Oh and that one moment that legit pissed me off
When megatron pulled that
"because I now know the true meaning of oppression, and have thus lost my taste for inflicting it"
😐
This prompts the question for me
Why would you even waste the little budget that you had creating this show with a premise that literally lies to the audience??
Its so funny that people meatride this show so hard because of animation elitist bullshit like "3D animation is better than 2D"
And yet, despite the scathing review I just gave I do not gaf if you watch this show and like it, that's literally great for you
But don't ever claim that it does narratives better than TFA/Earthspark dude, omg
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Spooky Month: The Dating Sim
Part 6
(I'm mainly just doing this because it's fun to watch, but this is basically a spooky month interactive thing/poll which is kinda like a dating sim. Of course, only the adult characters can be your love interests. So do take that in mind.)
(Also I'm kind of struggling on whether or not Radford should be a love interest? I'm mainly saying this just because he hasn't shown up that much and I have no actual idea of what his personality might be like. And I'll also feel embarrassed if I end up being completely wrong about his personality if he appears in later episodes. /lh)
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You decided you'd go and check out The Theater.
You went back inside of your car, and you revved the engines. Once the car had started, you began to drive over to where you remembered The Theater being. As you did, you saw plenty of sights outside of your window. Sights of children playing with one another, people walking down the street and minding their own business. This really did seem like a charming little suburban town.
You thought of Kevin again. Even if you had just met him, he seemed like a really nice guy. You wouldn't mind coming back or swinging by to help him with whatever troubled him.
As you drove along the street, you spotted The Theater in the distance. It was there, looming slightly with its glowing yellow lights. Yet it looked like any other movie theater. Strangely, it was beautiful in its own way. There were posters of upcoming movies on the outside walls, though none of them were ones you were particularly interested in.
And yet, you decided that since you came to check it out despite not going to see any actual movie, you would at least take a look at the main area and then leave. So, you parked your car in an empty spot. Once you stopped your car, you got out of it, and locked it tightly to ensure that no one would attempt any sort of break in.
Once you had done so, you endured the cold air of the outside and began to walk toward the entrance. The entrance was hard to peer into, so you couldn't exactly tell what was behind it or not. As you inched closer to the door, you could feel your heart pounding, as if it were telling you to take a step back. You didn't listen, confused as to why you felt the way you did.
You reached out your hand to clench around the handle once you took a step closer to the door, but then, the door opened.
Upon instinct, you practically flew back. Your legs wobbled from the sudden sheer force of gravity, but it was already too patr to stop yourself from falling. You began to feel your body slowly dipping downwards onto the ground, and you were ready to brace for the fall completely and look like a complete idiot in front of whoever had opened the door.
"Wh—Whoah!" A feminine voice uttered in a panicked tone. And before you knew it.. you suddenly stopped falling. You still had your eyes tightly clenched shut, but it only took a few seconds for you to realize that you felt something. Two sensations around your waist.
Someone had stopped you from falling, and obviously, that had been whoever had opened the door.
You slowly opened your eyes, your vision seeming a little blurry due to the lights. But among those lights, you made out a figure. A feminine figure in fact. Long purple hair, a beautiful face, a dark purple dress with an even darker purple v neck line. The dresses waist part was an even darker purple as well. And even their leggings had been a shade of purple. They even seemed to be wearing boots as well.
It was only now that you realized that.. it had been a woman who saved you. A very beautiful woman in fact. You could make out a smaller figure who.. seemed to be in a skeleton costume staring up in awe from beside her, most likely her kid or some other relative.
Even so.. you weren't exactly sure what to say.
The woman then widened her eyes, seemingly noticing the somewhat awkward position you were both in. She stumbled to a straighter position, and she slowly lifted you up. "O—Oh! Oh my gosh, I'm sorry. Are you okay?" She asked.
You had now been back on your feet, and her hands slowly slipped off of your waist.
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ok i actually did forget to do my amiibo earlier but i'm doing them now and I GOT! THE FIERCE DIETY SWORD! what am i gonna do there's not enough room in my HOUSE for this........
im finally at the tingle islands and like...they added in the sound of wood creaking in the wind when you walk over these long narrow rickety bridges...thats so FUCKING GOOD was that there in botw???
kinda disappointed nothing else is here tho. no monsters or anything i saw like 2 guys
ok, i temporarily left the island to receive assistance with my KOROK SEEDS!!! that i couldn't get. thank you to CATHERINE<3 for helping me solve not one but TWO block puzzles that were defeating me
first one below hateno and second one over in that little area under zoras domain. so normal. like 3 turns of a block. i couldn't get them. tetris champion title revoked
and ALSO credit to cathy for finding a tiny alcove that i could not see from my bike. i flew all over that fucking place but it was so small i just missed it from the air. thats 3 seeds i never would have gotten w/o her. but also i told her how to do the cork puzzle
the thing is like none of this is online yet right...so it's just like, in 1986, when there was no internet and everybody played the original nes game. like you'd just trade the hints and tips yourself in the schoolyard or some shit, like if you knew where one thing was and your friend knew where the other thing was. we are literally partying like it's 1986. #problemsolving old skool vintage style. quite literally taking the series back to its rooots in every single way as intended
back to my islands...there is a chasm here which for some reason surprised me. like ofc there is lol
today's other tiny tragedy is: when my game first started i picked up this magic ruby rod from some enemy...i don't even remember how i got it, but i know it was nearly at the start of the game, bc i was finding korok seeds in central hyrule with it
and anyway i ONLY used it to start fires. and it's lasted me 135 hours but Now...badly damaged. i'm gonna be sad when it breaks
i can't keep it in my house. no room as we've established.
the weather here is so funny. there's a thunderstorm at the top of the islands, ONLY the very top. when i dip even slightly lower it turns into just cloudiness
well. chasm time.
ugh i dont see ANY lightroots...
ok, i checked my map (cheating!) and there are no lightroots in these little...holes. i'm on my own. i did see what treasure is here tho (cap of the wind!!) so i'm pressing forward >:(
(toon link is my only amiibo card that does not work lol)
i hate it here <3 the tunnels representing the bridges are so steep and narrow...
just had a horrifying thought. this place is suspiciously empty so i checked the map for gloom spawn. guess what i'm gonna have to go through to get my chest.
I DON'T WANNA
i'm gonna. god i wish i hadn't looked. every time i check for them i regret it
well. this is it.
i'll just. run up to the chest and open it and then fast travel out. i can do that. unless i have to fight phantom ganon for the chest...AUGH
i'm saving my game.
WOWWOWOW the only light in this entire system of holes is this cheerfully lit chest!! if i hadn't Known.........
in and out in and out i can do it i can do it oh fuck
OH FUCK THEY SPAWNED RIGHT WHEN I WAS ALMOST THERE I OPENED THE CHEST I GOT THE THING BUT AS SOON AS I HIT THE BUTTON
THEY'RE GONNA GET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i LLLLITERALLY. fast traveled out. Fuck That
these are horrible islands. im never comign back
oh my god ive been putting gibdo bones on all ym swords bc of the high fusion power but they break after ONE HIT.......lame
ulria grotto my old foe...i fucking hate it here. i ALWAYS get lost or stuck and have to Climb
actually i have to go to bed now anyway so this is a problem for future me!!
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Hey! For the valentines prompts, maybe 11 with Freddie Andersen please? 😊
valentines blurb event
"it really sucks, being stood up on valentines day"
contains: angst, gn!reader, cuss words
another long night in raleigh, north carolina for you and your employees. you either got lovesick couples, feeding each other spaghetti and breadsticks while getting tipsy on the most expensive wine you have, or you have the lonely people sitting at the bar, also eating breadsticks but getting tipsy on scotch and whiskey instead.
your upscale restaurant kept quiet while reservations went in and out since opening. while you usually manned the bar area along with one of your managers, ben, tonight you helped wait tables and take food where it needed to go. it was true, what they say about the restaurant business on valentines day. it's never empty, and it's quite sad. you could always count on every table being occupied at some point during the night, but you could also count on there being a sad, somber tone over the room.
"alright sir, what can i get started for you?" you asked, walking up to a table in the corner where there sat a man dressed in a dark colored suit, an expensive looking watch on his wrist, and his bright red hair combed neatly.
"i'll just start off with water, i'll wait until the other party arrives to order." he responded. shortly you came back with the water, noticing that his date had still yet to arrive. you could see where this was going.
they always say i'll wait til they arrive but they usually, nine times out of ten, never come. it's sad, honestly. you never understood why people stood their dates up. you made sure to keep an eye on him, as you went about, taking other people's orders and cleaning up tables, getting it ready for the next couple.
ten minutes went by, and he was still alone. he was playing on his phone, probably checking to see if his date had texted him. he set his phone down and you saw the somber look on his face, and you knew you had to do the right thing.
walking over to his table he looked up at you and gave you a thin lipped grin, one that you've seen too many times tonight. "is your other party arriving soon?" you asked, holding your ticket book in your hand. he shook his head and dipped his head, taking another sip of water before looking back up. you felt bad for him.
"no, probably not. i mean i haven't gotten a text or anything but, i'll bet on her not showing." he replied. his voice was low and grumbly, nearly sounding like he was sick to the stomach.
"i'll tell you what," you started, picking up the coasters and setting them in your back pocket, taking his glass of water in your hand. "whatever you want is on the house, you can have a seat at the bar."
he got up reluctantly, following you to have a seat at the bar. he sat at the very end, close to where the exit was. he prayed to God that nobody saw his pitiful spot over on the other side of the building and snapped a picture, putting it on social media for everyone to see and make fun of. that would be his luck.
"are you sure your manager, or owner wouldn't mind?" he asked you as you poured him another glass over water and handed him a menu. you smiled, standing in front of him from across the bar.
"i am the owner, and i don't mind at all. it sucks, being stood up on valentines day. it's the least i could do." both of you chuckled as he opened the menu, scanning over all of his options. "have you ever been here before...?" you asked, insuiting for him to give you his name.
"freddie, and i actually haven't. i'm kinda, new in town." he answered.
"well i am glad you're here. and i would recommend the sirloin steak, if you're a steak person. glen back there can grill a steak like nobody's business. do you want something besides water to drink?"
he grinned, handing you the menu and shaking his head. "no, i'll take the steak to-go. i actually have a long day ahead of me tomorrow, so i probably need to get home at a decent hour. as much as i'd love to continue to talk with you, though."
his words made your cheeks heat up and a light smile come to your lips. you turn around and show him your smile, "i'll go put your order in. what sides would you like, freddie?"
"surprise me."
you leave freddie at the bar for a while, as you go and tend to some other tables that need it. taking orders to where they need to go, giving tips to the employees who you think deserve them, and ushering people to where they need to go.
by the time his order is ready you pause before taking it to him. you tear out a piece of paper from your book and write down your name and number with a heart. a deep breath, you take the bag of food with some extra breadsticks to where he is sitting. "here you go, freddie. all for you, on the house."
he smiles, standing up and taking the sack of food from your hands. though he is nearly towering over you, he doesn't make you feel small or nervous. he actually calms you, strange.
"thank you, it means a lot." right before he walks out he turns back, "i didn't catch your name," you giggle- you feel like you're in a movie. and maybe you are, maybe somewhere someone has a hidden camera filming it all.
"it's in the bag, with my number." he chuckles, giving you a head nod before walking out the door.
#j's valentines blurbs#j's writing#frederik andersen#frederik andersen imagine#frederik andersen x reader#freddie andersen imagine#freddie andersen x reader#nhl imagine#hockey imagine#scheduled
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Hey Sylenth! I've been following you for a long time and practically look up to you as an artist role model🤗 the way you draw traditionally and enhance it practically shows to me that its possible to create art as visually appealing as yours. Anyways I came here to ask a question that I cant really figure out on my own. I saw you show the different ink washes and I know you use them in your pieces, it's been something I've always wanted to try and just dont know how to do it. If it's not to much to ask, could you share how you do it and what supplies you use? Itd be greatly appreciated but I understand if you dont want to. Thanks in advance!🥰
Aah, thank you, I'm so flattered! 😳💙✨
I prefer to work with ink in a "slow, but safe" way: I start coloring from the lightest shade, gradually building up the tone with layering. I think this video with Shin pretty much covers it. I'm just more careful when it comes to bigger pieces, but overall process is the same. The only exception is when I want to use wet on wet technique for some cool chromatography effects like these:
In that case I fill in those places first, so that these water pools don't disturb already shaded areas AND so I can throw away redraw the piece right away if something goes wrong.
💠 As for art materials - I prefer using inks that are safe for fountain pens, so I mostly use Diamine inks for drawing. They're affordable, mix really well and have a lot of gorgeous colors available. I also have several bottles of Sailor inks and recently I've discovered some really cool chinese manufacturers like Carpink and Penbbs (the ink on the photo above is Carpink's Foggy City, for example). The thing I like the most about inks is the chromatography some of them have - I'm in love with how all those dyes separate and become visible when applied to wet surfaces. If you never tried it before, I think I can recommend to start with Diamine Earl Grey - it's a purplish grey color which dissolves beautifully into pink and blue. This ink is pretty easy to buy and fun to play around with.
💠 I've written about the paper I use in detail here, so you can check this post, if you're interested. Basically if the paper is good for watercolor, it'll be good for inks too (if we're talking about ink washes specifically ofc). Oh, and since then I've also started to draw on a transparent tracing paper sometimes! I drew Ada and half of (N)O14 on it. I like how it makes ink transitions look very soft and a little blurry; it's kinda hard to work on compared to a normal paper though.
💠 My favorite brushes to use are Art Secret sable travel brushes, I use them all the time for everything. You can see it in the video with Shin and pretty much on every Inktober 2019 photo since I bought them. I try some other brushes from time to time, but these are still the best for me.
💠 And finally, for lineart I mostly use gel pens, dip pen and a small brush. If I'm doing lineart with inks, I either use the waterproof ones (like Higgins Black Magic or Sailor Kiwaguro) or do the lineart after finishing the ink wash.
💠 Oh and one more thing! I highly recommend to get a ceramic or a porcelain palette, or even to use a plain white dinner plate (yeah, I'm serious, I bought all my smaller "palettes" in a houseware store). It's SO much easier to work with than a plastic one! The paint doesn't shrink into tiny drops, you can always see what color you're using, it stays moist longer and the surface doesn't stain at all, you can wipe it with a tissue and it's as good as new.
Hope it was useful for you! 💙
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One thing I love about your blogs is the complete lack of anti sentiment toward any character. The Descendants fanbase is full of so much hate and I really admire how you can be above it all, just in your own little area enjoying the characters you enjoy while people flog them.
BUTTTT one character whom I truly dislike I just wanna get your thoughts on something I've thought up about them recently. I might be being bias or maybe I'm onto something, idk.
Y'know how a lot of people blame Ben for the serenade to Mal and how it upset Audrey? Well obvs it wasn't Ben's fault as he was drugged, but if you look at the Did I Mention music video *Chad* just seems.... So into it? And happy about it? And unlike Ben, he wasn't spelled! And unlike the other jocks there I'm pretty sure Chad and Audrey were friends right? So Chad perceived his friend's boyfriend to be humiliating her in front of the entire school and just happily danced along. So essentially what anti Ben's describe Ben as here is essentially what Chad is; someone who humiliated someone he was close to in front of the entire school. He didn't run off to see Audrey and check she was okay but was just delighted. It leaves a bad taste in my mouth because I suspect maybe some of that joy was because he saw a chance to get with Audrey himself.... I find his feelings for her quite creepy tbh.
Yet Chaudrey is like... Shipped? So when Ben does something by being magic spelled into it it's the end of the world, but when Chad does it of his own freewill it's fine? Make it make sense lol.
I don't mean to bring hate into your blog, I just get the impression you aren't a Chad fan either so we can kinda mutually dip on him. If you like him though then I apologize and will leave my anti Chadness off your blog in future.
Chad is honestly such an interesting character to me. For starters it's how did Cinderella and Prince Charming's kid end up Like That, and then just...why is he Like That?
I've come to the conclusion that Chad likes a good time, and doesn't really care that much about how his having a good time affects others. With Did I Mention it's "oh we're singing and dancing now? sick I hope this Mal chick enjoys it". When Audrey announces that Chad is her boyfriend and she doesn't need Ben's "pity date", he's excited about that too. (Then in Descendants 2 he gets excited about the fact that Ben has been kidnapped and hopes that means he's king, which in my opinion, is the most messed up thing he's done. But again, it's Chad wanting what he percieves as the good time of being king and winning back Audrey, not really caring that Ben is hurt in the process.
We really don't know what Chad and Audrey's relationship is like before the movies. They very well could be friends, I'd assume they're at least friendly with each other, given that their parents are both royals and they go to school together. Audrey dating Ben and Chad likely being one of Ben's friends would mean they spend even more tiem with each other's social circlesm But we really don't know where they lie on the range of friendly to friends. (I kinda vibe with the idea that Audrey, Ben, and Chad have all been close since they were kids, Ben and Chad both had a crush on Audrey, but Ben acted on his feelings for her first. Or maybe Audrey already had her eye on the crown and chose Ben over Chad. Either way, Chad having a long-term crush on Audrey would explain a lot of his behavior towards her.)
But yeah, I think if we're to blame anyone for Did I Mention, it would be Audrey's friends that aided Ben in serenading Mal, and embarrassing Audrey in the process. Then again, Ben was the crown prince and soon to be king, and that's not really someone you can tell to stop doing something and cause a scene with in front of the entire school.
Yeah. Not necessarily a Chad anti but I think a lot of things he's done are pretty icky. But he's definitely my least favorite of his generation of characters in the movies.
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Sorry for such the big delay for chapter 2! Since this took some time, I made this chapter longer. As I said before: please be nice, this is my first fanfic. I would LOOOVEEE feedback or even tips to better my writing. I made a little playlist for you guys can listen to while reading. Please enjoy!
○Part lll- crumb
●Recently played- crumb
○Big sis- SALES
●Ghost-Machine girl(I'll put an ◇ when to play this song)
꒰ Nails ꒱ؘ ࿔*:・゚
Chapter 2:
「6:30pm」
Horns honking left and right, men in suits exiting the train. Women sitting on benches holding their phones with their shoulder–typing away on a laptop. High school girls walking around in groups, giggling and smiling at one another. Obviously they were having a good conversations. Tourists and visitors checking out pastry displays, hands on their chins- undecided on what to get.'Tokyo sure is busy, huh.' Y/n said to herself.
Y/n was currently strolling throughout the streets, glancing every now and then at food restaurants— trying to see what she was in the mood for. Tapping her phone screen once again, she checked the time. In a thin helvetica font, the numbers "3:25" were written along with the words "pm" right next to it in a smaller font size. Dropping her hands down, her arms drooping right along- a sigh left her lips. She's been walking around for 15 minutes and still couldn't find what she wanted to eat. She stopped by a bakery, checking out what they had to offer, didn't really liked what she saw and left. Then went to a classic sushi restaurant— that also served Ramen. Once again, she turned her head and walked out of door. From there, she just began going back and forth through restaurants— which leads her to right now. She went deeper into the city, wandering further away from the school's location. To be honest, the whole mission even slipped her mind- she had a new job now: finding where the fuck to eat. Being really the indecisive person she was, this whole thing took another hour. Yeah...a whole HOUR.
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At last, the woman was finally making her to an empty table carrying a black tray, filled with her meal order. Placing her order on the beautiful round tan wooden table, she pulls out the chair tucked under—sitting herself down. Y/n glanced down at her food and honestly, it looked good as hell. Kinda reminded her of how those anime food gifs looked like that you search up on Google. What was her food choice? Well, it was Ramen:
I know, I know- early she said she wasn't in the mood for Ramen but shut up! People can change and y/n's appetite craving sure did.
Picking up the pair of wooden chopsticks with her right, slowly watching as the steam from the noodles rised up only to disappear within the air—y/n began to eat her meal. Grasping the thin long lines of unleavened wheat dough between her chopsticks, she silently blew on before placing them into her mouth. Using her left hand, she grabbed the chirirenge—dipping it into the bowl, scooping up a spoonful of the well seasoned broth. Y/n brought her left to her lips and slowly drunk the liquid. She continued eating, placing the tender mushrooms into her mouth, savoring the flavor. Taking more sips of the broth with her chirirenge, her right hand going to her bowl again to grab a piece of sliced meat then taking another chomp. She was enjoying this a little more than she should but so what? She deserved it. Still, time was going by pretty fast actually and she still yet to remember her mission.
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Three hours have now passed since "3:25pm". Y/n was now finishing up her glass of water, as a waitress came to pick up the empty bowl along with the tray. Grabbing her phone, she made her way out of the door. It was now 6pm. It was less crowded now, but since it wasn't dark yet, people were still around checking out the city. It was the beginning of summer after all.
Y/n was now walking down the streets of Tokyo, before she head back—she wanted to stop by the convenience store to get a few things. Taking a sharp turn to the left, then pushing through a sea full of people— she made it to her destination. The convenience store. At this moment, y/n was ready to take in on her indulges of just buying snacks like crazy. She barley had enough time to eat a proper meal because of her crazy schedule, so she always just ate a quick snack to pass her hunger over to complete her mission.
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Placing her hand on the door's handle, pushing it forward and stepped into the store. She stood there in awe for a few seconds until a small smirk appeared on her lips, she was now in her snack buying heaven. Automatically going towards the back of the store, she grabs herself a few drinks. Next, she went to an aisle and grabbed a few packets of candy. Moving onto the next aisle, where all the chips, cookies, instant Ramen,(etc) were at—y/n just stood there. She had such a wide variety to choose from but first she grabbed a couple of her favorite cup Ramen and her cookies as well. Now, what type of chips did she want? When it came down to these, y/n always liked to look at the flavors and see if there were any new ones. And if they were? Well she'll try them. Shrugging her shoulder, she went up and grabbed a few of the ones she always ate then a few of the new flavors. It was now time to check out, she had enough snacks to last her a decent month or two. Carrying all of her items to the front counter, she casually dropped them as the cashier began scanning. Y/n stood there looking at the small monitor, watching as the numbers went up after every beep—she hoped that she'll be able to pay for everything.
The cashier placed all of her food items into white plastic bags and placed them on the counter.
"Your total is ¥2664.19." The worker said. ($25.19 in USD)
Immediately, she goes into her pocket and pulls out the cash needed to pay. She hands it to the cashier and grabs the white bags resting on the countertop. A 'Thank you' leaving the person's lips as y/n nodded her head and walked out the store. Now it was time to head back! Today was a victory. She got to wander around Tokyo, Eat a decent meal, and not to mention got snacks. Y/n smiled to herself and pulled out her phone. Since she had snacks, she was gonna shoot Megumi a message to see if he was willing to eat some with her. Maybe they could find a good sho–wait a minute. At this moment, she froze. Megumi? Letting out a gasp with a surprised expression, she came to realization.
"OH SHIT, I FORGOT ABOUT THE MISSION."
In less than a second, y/n was on her feet, dashing down the street. she was pretty fast, considering she was a Sorcerer and running was a common thing.
Unlocking her phone with her thumb, she went to her contacts and immediately called her partner.
"please, please, please... pick up." She said to herself. Even though she knew he was a Sorcerer and could handle himself, her gut told her something wasn't right and this threw her into a panic.
"The phone number you are trying to re-"
It was no use, he wasn't picking up. How would she know where he was? He could be anywhere—they spilt up to look for the finger, to see if it was in a different location. So many thoughts were running through her head, she didn't even know where she was heading to. The only thing she could think of was her friend's safety.
She finally came down to a decision to first check the school. If he wasn't there, she wasn't sure what she'll do but she'll leave things up to future her. Making a sharp turn to the right, she went into an alley way. Jumping on top of trash can, y/n used this as little boost to pull herself up to a building's rooftop. Since she spent so much time doodling off, it was now dark. Which was a good thing—so people wouldn't see her leaping from building to building. It would be weird as hell if they did.
Going through hellish missions of fighting curses did pay off. She had agility and was able to pass over buildings with ease, swiftly taking a right turn—next a left as she went further down. Pushing her foot upwards off of the concrete roof, she leaped into the air, grabbing onto a branch from a tree. She then released her grip and landed on the sidewalk, proceeding to sprint towards the school.
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At last, she was at the school's gates. Instinctively, her eyes began examining the area. Checking the ground, she saw a few broken shards of glass, this must have meant something happened. Y/n looked up and her heart almost dropped into her stomach. There were multiple broken windows and she felt lingering curse energy oozing out from the school. Without wasting anymore time, the woman ran into the school. Busting through the doors, she swiftly headed to the staircase and started ascending the steps with speed.
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Seeing that there were nobody on each floor, her last step was the school's roof.
Making it to the last set of stairs, y/n prepared herself—she took into caution of a cursed being present. Gathering and focusing on her curse energy, she was ready to take on the curse at any moment. Steadily, she made her way up steps and pulled the roof's door open. To her surprise, it was nothing was she intended it to be.
On his knees, completely worn-out, covered in injuries head to toe, uniform in a mess, and the obvious bleeding from his head. She knew it, Megumi was hurt.
Immediately, dropping her plastic bags, she rushed over to him- completely ignoring her sensei. Lowering herself down to his level, and before she could speak- her friend did.
"I'm fine, no need to worry." He said with his eyes closed, looking away from her direction. He wasn't fine, he was holding his torso—blood was dripping down from his hand. Y/n blamed herself deeply, it was her fault that he was in such a state. Grabing his right arm, she slung it over her neck as it rested on her shoulder. She then slider her left arm around his waist to help him back on his feet. Megumi wanted to protest but he knew thay she wasn't planning on letting him go. Now they were both on their feet, she finally looked up and noticed a tall man with a stupid blindfold—Gojo Satoru, their teacher. She didn't only notice him but a shirtless boy hanging over his shoulder? He had pink hair with a black undercut, she swear she saw him before but couldn't put her finger on it.
"Aww! Y/n you missed it!" Gojo said with a pouty voice in attempt to sound like an innocent school girl.
"Miss what?" She responded.
"Nothing." Megumi spat out in an annoyed tone.
Gojo was opening his mouth to speak again but y/n cut off him.
"Who's that?" Y/n was looking at the boy who was knocked tf out on Gojo's shoulder. Her sensei only hummed in response, this irritated her because he didn't answer her question. Megumi noticed this and sighed,
"I'll explain later."
Y/n glared at her injured partner, not liking that the two were being secretive but megumi did say he'll tell her soon, that was enough. Both of them started walking towards the roof's door. Bending her knees down slightly, she leaned to the side and used her free to pick up her snacks. With this, she completely lets go of megumi as he fell onto the ground with a harsh slap. Before megumi could literally curse her out for dropping him after she offered to help him, she quickly picked him up bridal style. Fushiguro was silent. it wasn't that he accepted what she was doing but more like in shock and didn't have words.
Satoru just stood by with a dumbfounded look on his face and only was able to say "O-"
Y/n didn't really care, it was bothersome to carry him on her shoulder all the way down some stairs. As she said before, she's a Sorcerer.
Megumi looked up at her with an angry expression, it seemed like he was gonna pop a vain. She only smiled in response and simply said, "Hold on." And with that, she jumped off the school's roof, heading back to the dorms.
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Contains: Medieval times, Incubus Katsuki, Nun Reader, Sodomy, Rough sex, Sadism/Masochism, Public sex, Biting, Scratching, Blood, Choking, Hair pilling, Masturbation, Dirty Talk/Down Talk, Sleeping sex.
Okay but WARNING, this chapter kinda really bashes Catholics and the lifestyle of being a nun so if you’d be offended I’d recommend to not read :) (even tho it does kinda go against that life style idfk what the hell they do, I’m nk ot catholic so I’ve never been to mass or whatever. So if I get stuff wrong it’s because I was too lazy too look it up) tHiS cHaPtEr is not for the faint heart let me tell you.... it’s for the kinky bastards like me LMAOO
“Oh my...” You covered your mouth as you looked over the man who lay passed out near the well. You had been sent to retrieve two buckets of water from the well for your sisters in the monastery when you came across this man who laid beaten and bloody, passed out near the well. “I’ll be right back” You promise the Ash blond haired male who only laid there in his silence from being asleep. You hastily rose to your feet and ran back to the monastery your hair covering flying off in the process. You didn’t care, this man was injured and you needed someone to help you carry him back so someone could treat him. Once the monastery was in sight you began calling out. “Sister Anna!” You waved your hands back and forth and your friend lifted her eyes to look over at you. “Sister (Y/N) you’ve lost your headdress!” She scolded but you shook your head. “Forget my veil! I’ve found a man passed out by the well Get Help!” You said and she nodded before putting her hand on her headdress and running off unlike you who had wirelessly ran without keeping your headdress on.You gulped and ran back to where the man was to kneel down next to him. You looked him over and cradled his head on your thighs. His face was covered in blood from a cut on his forehead and his body was bruised badly. You wondered what or who had given him his cuts and bruises. “Sister (Y/N)!” Your name being called made you look back to see three more women running towards you. “We’ve come to help carry him back.” They said and you nodded as your friend Anna handed you your headdress she found on the way back. You stood and lazily placed the veil on your head before helping to lift the man to bring him back. He was quite heavy and his body was really warm against your skin. Once back at the monastery you laid him on a bench and the other girls ran off to grab things to clean his wounds with. “What have you brought into our presence?” Headmaster Bertha said and you gulped. “I-I found this man passed out by the well.” You said as she forcibly fixed your hair back into your headdress making you flinch at her rough behavior. She questionably looked past you to the rough looking man who laid sound in his slumber. “Hmm, very well.” She said and you sighed in relief just as the other girls came back with wet washcloths.“Take care of him today, and when he wakes up we’ll decide what to do with him.” She said before walking away. You smiled and instantly went to helping clean him. “You were very stupid you know.” Anna said and you rolled your eyes. “I helped a man who was in need. I wouldn’t call that stupid you know.” You countered and Anna thought a moment. “I guess you could be right.” You both giggled as you finished washing and Dressing the sleeping stranger’s wounds. After treating him. you moved him to a bedroom where he could rest until he woke up. You kept a close eye on him. Watching his breathing and making sure he was warm. You only went away to fetch the water from the well like you were instructed earlier but he had still not awoken by evening making you worry. But you let him rest peacefully. You would sleep on the floor. This happened for a day. He slept a day away as you did your duties. He only crossed your mind a few times which when he did you would take a break and bring him water to find he was still resting peacefully. But even though he looked as soft and sweet as ever when he was asleep you had a gut feeling that something wasn’t quite right with him. Maybe he wasn’t as you perceived him. He might’ve been the most rotten man on earth. Or he could be a simple sweet man as he looked.
It was an unexpected time when he decided to rise from his slumber it was when you were eating dinner with your fellow sisters. He had shamelessly walked around shirtless with bandages all over his body until he found the room with the commotion in it. He walked in and the talking stopped almost instantly. Some of your sisters dropped their eating utensils catching your attention. “What’s so- oh...” you looked at the blonde haired male who looked over the group of women who were staring back at him the same. His eyes were red and calculating and it made you shiver when his gaze passed over you.
You gulped and stood before walking over to him and grabbing his hand to get his attention. “Sir, how are you feeling?” You asked and he tsked, “My head hurts and I'm achingly hungry” He complained and you gulped as your close friend Anna walked up beside you. ”Perfect timing then, we are eating and we have some leftovers!” You guided him into the kitchen to which he followed hesitantly. There you scooped him a bowl of the soup you were eating.
He never said thank you or blesses this food, he just began eating and it made you a bit fidgety. After he ate, you and Anna brought him to headmaster Bertha who greeted him kindly. “Katsuki Bakugou,” he spoke his name after she introduced herself to him. “We will be taking care of until you are completely better, it’s the least we can do.” She said and he nodded. “I’m very grateful.” He said and Bertha smiled. Her smile was a hideous sighy and you wondered if that would change the male’s mind for staying in the monastery with a horde of celibate woman.
He was led out of the room and you were about to follow when Bertha grabbed the back of your collar. “I’m putting you in charge over him, make sure he stays in check but also take care of him and nurse him back to health.” She said and you gulped as you nodded. She then sent you off to find your special male guest.
It was a routine, waking up and bandaging him. He didn't your mind but often spoke to you making you quite nervous and hot feeling. Your face would flush and you'd end up fanning yourself for an off reason. You had never felt this way before. He noticed.
”How long are you going to keep me here?” He asked and you sputtered a bit. ”N-no ones keeping you here! You just shouldn't leave until you're fully healthy” You insisted and he chuckled. ”Sure sweetheart” He leaned in and put a single finger under your chin making you look up from his bandages and into his eyes. When you saw how close he was you froze. A small gasp escaped your mouth when you came so close to his fiery red eyes your eyes widening at the close proximity.
Suddenly your heart began beating fast and your breath quickened, you felt like your stomach was churning (not painfully). Bakugou chuckled, “Are you nervous?” He Asked you and your eyes flickered from his eyes to his bandages again. “W-why should I be nervous?” You asked before gulping and he grinned, “No, reason...” He came closer his eyes trained on your parted, soft tookmg, "None at all." He said before leaning in and pressing his tips against yours in a soft way. This made you gasp and lean back but he chased you keeping his lips against yours as his kiss grew a bit more passionate. His expert tongue slipped past your lips in your surprise and claimed your mouth as his own.
This felt... Good.
When he pulled away you were both stunned and breathless. You looked at him with wide eyes as your chest heaved up and down with surprise your hearing going a midion miles an hour. He chuckled at your reaction, "Stunned?" He asked and you blushed intensity before looking to the side in shame. He sighed and stood up before slipping a shirt on over his bare chest. He then squatted down next to you as you sat on the floor still recovering from the kiss. "I heard about you." He whispered into your ear ift a raspy voice his tips dragging along the edge with every syllable uttered. The feeling was absolutely sinful. He snickered luckily into your ear making your body shiver in response. "You're not exactly the most, reffned sister should I say it?" He chuckled and pulled away knowing he had successfully delivered his message to you.
It was true, you weren't the most refined. You were a little rebellious, you played with the rufes without outright breaking them. It was like your talent. You got away with stuff you knew was tempting fate. You were a risk taker. And now Bakugou knew that to which he'd use to his advantage.
"Sister (Y/N)! Could you please go get some more water for the baths?" Sister Carol called as Sister Susan stood next to her closely. You nodded and carried two buckets to the creek before dipping them in and filling them with the cool water. Then you began your track back to the monastery. You assumed someone had just taken a bath and needed new water for someone else. You wondered who was taking a bath though because it was scheduled. You weren't scheduled for a bath for a few days.
By the time you returned it was dark and the buckets of water had reached a warm temperature. It was almost dinner time so all the girls were scurrying go put food on the table as you walked down to the bathhouse. You sighed and backed in the door before turning around and gasping as you saw the ash blond sitting in one of the large tubs. He looked at you the warm flickering light from the candles making him look beautiful and tempting as he sat in the sudsy water completely naked. "Don't be shy" he encouraged and you gulped before letting the door fall shut behind you
The room smelted of soap and candles and a beautiful natural musts that you had never smelted before in the bath area. It was nice. You sighed and you breathed in before walking over and setting the buckets down quietly. Bakugou was watching you the whole time, Like a lion with its prey, waiting to pounce when the time was right,
"Wait" He said when you were almost to the door. You stopped in your tracks and waited as you heart the sound of him lifting himself out of the water. You heard the small droplets of water splash onto the tile floor as he stepped out of the tub and walked across the floor. You could hear the small slap of the flesh of the bottom of his foot on the wet tile as he neared you. Your heart was beating fast. Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh
"Wash me " He whispered and you Blinked a few times. "... What?" You asked and he instantly chuckled at your response. "Bathe me," he proposed again and you blushed deeply at the prospect. "You owe it to me, my wounds are still open." He coaxed into your ear and you gulped. "A-alright" You nodded and he smiled "J-just grab a towel and sit on that stool. I'll wash you up." You promised him.
So he walked over and wrapped a small towel over his crotch, covering his manhood, before sitting down on the stool you had so graciously pointed out. You gulped and wiped your forehead a bit before turning around and grabbing a bar of soap to clean Bakugou with. You grabbed one of the buckets and a rag before soaking the rag in water and lathering it in the soap. You gulped and knelt behind Bakugou starting with his back. You washed his back, graciously running the soapy rag over his muscular back that was soaked and unintentionalty flexing whenever he moved. And the way the candlelight flickered over his tan skin made the scene like a painting. It set a mood and mad you feel certain things. You didn't know what those things were... But you ended up clenching your legs together quite often as you washed his body. Rubbing the cloth over his firm muscles making so to clean him thoroughly. You couldn't help yourself but get flustered knowing it was only a thin piece of material blocking you from having skin to skin contact. You inwardly scolded yourself for wanting to know how his body felt against your hands. You gulped and washed over his pecs making you glance away. He was so large and muscular in the chest area. It was really pleasant to wash him there. You shook your head at your thought and washed his abs distract yourself from his gorgeous pecs Once you had finished his abs and washed off his legs and feet you sighed. done." You said beginning to stand when he spoke up, his hands pushing you down by your shoulders. "You missed a spot." He smirked at you and you raised an eyebrow before glancing down at his towel. He grinned and slowly pulled the towel off making your eyes widen.You quickly looked away from his manly private parts your face feeling hot. "What's the matter, sweetheart?" He asked in a soothing voice. “Demon got your tongue?" He asked and you glared at him making him bite his bottom lip. You shook your head, "No." You said sternly before your voice began to break. "I-I'm fine." You insisted and he nodded as he sat legs spread baring himself fully to you. Clean it good," Bakugou he leaned down and whispered into your ear huskily before licking the shell of your ear making you tremble at the feeling. When he pulled back you looked up into his burning red eyes a moment before nodding. "Yes.." You complied wetting the washcloth and making it sudsy again. You gulped and slowly began to wash down his V-line to his manhood where you gently rubbed with the washcloth. He groaned lightly as he watched you, kneeling
before him, washing his shaft Your face felt hot, really hot You didn't know what the heck was even going on but you persisted He asked you to wash him and that's what you were going to do. only took a few strokes for Bakugou to speak up. “Just use your hands” He encouraged and you looked at him like a deer caught in headlight He chuckled “ I”m not circumcised like all those bimbo priests" He gently pulled the washcloth away leaving his member bare for you to look at again “You have to clean it with your hands" He smirked and you blushed terribly as you looked at it “O-okay“ So you began to wrap your hands around his length before bitting your bottom lip it’s so thick... You thought as you squeezed it with one of your hands even my fingertips together You blushed as Bakugou groaned lighty.
"You sizing up your seat?” He asked and you blushed even harder. "Trust me baby, it's the best you'll ever see"He said confidentily and you just looked down at it as you began to rub it. You could feel him stiffening up under your touch which made you feel a bit confused but you ignored it.
Your hands moved slowily, rubbing his cock and feeling as his foreskin glided back and forth over his shaft smoothly. It was kind of satisfying doing this... You could feel his blood pulse hot though his weins and his ridges against your hands It was like you were exploring something for the first time. It was exciting and it made your heart race even as a small bit of guilt clouded over your head. ”mm, faster" He instructed and you without hesitating moved your hand up and down his length faster. The suds you created against his shaft made your hand slippier creating a small wet noise to come from your movements. "Yeah just like that sweetheart” He encouraged as his muscles tensed showing you his gorgeous sculpted abs making you feeling completely overwhelmed by the naked man in front of you You didn't even notice when something else milky white joined the soap suds. growled deeply making your heart beat fast as the feeling sent shivers down your spine You looked up to see something that looked like a black crack on the side of his head. Almost like his skin were about to peel off, but the crack went away. "You can stop now, I'm all clean." He said and you nodded pulling your hands away from his penis that was going flaccid again. "Heh, not bad sweetheart." He stood up and dipped himself into the tub to rinse all the soap suds off of his body. "Go eat your dinner, “ I’ll be there in a bit." He promised and you nodded before standing and walking out the door Only then did you realize what you had done. You were a blushing mess and you felt your hands tingle. We're not going to even talk about what was going on between your legs. But it was strange, his skin on the side of his head...You wondered why it did that After dinner, you went to the study. There you looked up many things about spirits and evil things..You had a strong hunch about Katsuki Bakugou and it wasn't a good one After studying late into the night you decided to finally turn in. Now that you had successfully scared yourself out of your wits you thought you should try to get some shut eye. You entered your room and undressed before slipping on your white nightgown having a creeping feeling that you were being watched. You shivered and ran your hands over your bare arms goosebumps appearing after your own touch. No, it couldn't be. You were by yourself It was probably just you feeling superstitious from reading those old books on spirits and demons. So you crawled into your bed covering yourself with your blankets as if to protect you from the darkness. You laid your head down onto your soft white pillow and stared at the ceiling a moment before sighing and mumbling your nightly prayer. Then you closed your eyes and began to drift into a deep sleep. A grin spread across the demon's lips as he watched you close your eyes. He'd help you sleep deep tonight. With a wave of his hands, he could instantly see your body relax under the sheets. This only made him snicker at how susceptible your body was to his magic. It was because of your state of mind, always teeter tottering over the edge. Playing with the rules and having risky behavior all the while being pure and devout. You were the perfect candidate for him to prey upon. The incubus slowly let himself merge out of the ceiling and land onto the floor next to your bed. Bakugou didn't even hesitate to sit on the side of your bed. He knew you wouldn't wake up, but he knew you'd have a very vivid dream of his actions promiscuous. That made it all the more exciting. He pulled your blankets to the side and looked at your beautiful legs your nightgown having ridden up to expose more of your soft skin. 0h, he adored your smooth thighs and soft plump ass. He sighed as he shamelessly ran his hands up the expanse of your thighs, pushing you nightgown up with his hands. He pushed the nightgown up over your breasts exposing your soft tender skin which was rising and falling with every small breath. He chuckled and took your breasts into his hands, groping and squeezing at the soft flesh of your chest. The feeling only had
you light stirring in your sleep. "That's it." Bakugou coaxed as he ran his late manly hands down your body to your shapely hips where he squeezed the flesh of your hips. He then hooked his fingers under the band of your panties before pulling them down your legs, exposing your womanhood to him. He liked the way your core was hidden behind your thighs that were pressed together. It made him grin and eagerly sniff at your underwear, "Ahh." He sighed in pleasure at your scent. He loved the smell of untouched women He then looked back at you and gently grabbed your thighs, spreading them apart and drinking in the image of your womanhood which you had labeled forbidden fruit. It made him want to touch, eat and destroy it all the more. Anything consecrated to good he wanted to turn to evil, he wanted you to make that decision yourself though. He couldn't force you to be corrupt. You had to decide to do that yourself, but he was more than willing to help. He slid his hand in between your thighs and gently pressed his palm against your womanhood. He grinned at the small intake of breath your sleeping form made. He then wriggled his finger into your folds there he felt the reservoir of wet heat you held between your legs. "Oh, you're so wet, sweetheart." He whispered huskily before swirling his finger around inside of you making your sleeping form whimper. "Bet that feels like heaven to someone who's never been touched down here." He seemed to emphasize his point by adding another finger causing your body to clench down around him tightly at the sensation. "That's it-"he coaxed thrusting his fingers in and out of your pool of wet juices creating a small squelching sound from between your legs even though he wasn't moving very fast. It didn't take very long for whiny mewls to escape your mouth. He watched as your face was scrunched up and your lips were parted for your quickened breaths to exit and retreat with ease. Oh, and also for the beautiful sounds to tumble off your lips with all elegance. He continued his motions for a few moments before slowly pulling his hands back to witness how you had soaked his fingers with your juices of arousal. He chuckled at your maiden body and licked his fingers clean of your arousal. "You taste like sugar sweetheart." He made a compliment to your sleeping form before he let his hand come down to rest on your inner thigh where he massaged as he slowly made this way back to your pussy. He grinned and gently spread your lower lips with his middle finger and his thumb before using his index finger to press against your swollen, pleasure sensitive clit. When he did you body jumped before your body laid back and you panted wildly. "I know, it's begging for stimulation." He said before rubbing the pink nub in a circular motion eliciting a low whiny moan from your lips. He watched your body as he pleased you in your sleep. Here he could get all the honest reactions out of you. Your body would be honest and you would do stuff you wouldn't normally do on your own accord. He loved it.
“What do you want sweetheart?" He asked as if you had a desperate need even though he knew you wouldn't reply. He read your body language quite easily. He saw your perfect sized chest rising and falling with each pleasure-filled breath, he saw you hands clenching and releasing the sheets in your fists and he saw you gyrating your hips trying to get any bit of stimulation from his hand you could. This made him grin Your body speaks volumes sweetheart"He snickered evilly before he began to vigorously rub your clit. Your sleeping form gasped and cried out as your back arched from intense feelings of stimulation. It was deep pleasure he was installing into your body, building you up until your fingers were thinking and your body felt like it was on fire. Katsuki watched you closely until he could see you were close to your release, he grinned and dipped his fingers back into your dripping entrance pumping them in and out fluidly until your head was tossing and turning. You were on the brink of ecstasy and that's when he pulled his hand away Your body almost cried out in desire but you were asleep so your brow only furrowed at the loss of contact. Katsuki snickered and stood up, he had a plan. And that plan meant you couldn't cum just yet Your face was hot, it was burning red. You had never had a dream like that beforel And such a clear one, it was like it was almost real. The thought had you shivering and clenching your legs together. You could barely shovel down your breakfast, everything you did or looked at made in between your legs throb and it was making you insane. And Bakugou of all people... You had seen other men, so why was he the one in your dreams? And the explicit ones at that. The whole day you were constantly fighting the urge to, touch yourself...You had never touched yourself before but that seems had sparked something within you that had you itching to do something. Play with yourself or something! And when you had to climb a fence today, oh good lord. Sitting on the top just put the right amount of pressure on your clothed womanhood and you accidentally moaned Thanktfullyou were alone so no one heard.. ors.w.. You had kind of shamelessly rocket your hips backs and forth to receive some kind of relieving friction between your legs. You soon became ashamed and climbed off the fence, you didn't notice but you had thoroughly soaked your panties through the length of the day. It was torture. It was a few days later and you were packing up Bakugou again. "H-how are your injuries?" You asked and Katsuki lifted up his shirt over his head as you got his ointment and bandages ready as you were to bandage him in his room. "Feeling better, how are you, sweetheart?" He asked and you looked up at him from his body. He had the biggest shit eating grin you had ever seen, It was making you think he knew something he shouldn't have. But then your thoughts of this man crossed your mind, and what you had looked up in the study...What if it was true your thought?
He acted just like the books said, and the crack in the side of his head when you were bathing him... Plus your dream.. "Turn around. "Bakugou suddenly said as you dressed his last wound as you stood in front of him. "What?" You asked and he almost glared at you. "Turn around." He said again in slightly sterner voice which mad you slowly turn so that your back was facing him. It took no time at all for him to wrap his left arm around your waist and his right arm to reach around and grab your chin, swiftly moving it so that you were facing your right. You gasped at his hands on your face and on your body. "You've figured some things out have you, sweetheart?" He whispered into your ear before nipping at the shell of it making you whimper. "I-I don't-nngh!" You struggled when his hand around your waist pulled you back tighter against him. "Don't lie to me, I am a spawn of the prince of lies. I can tell a lie when I hear one." He threatened through grit teeth and you clenched your eyes closed. Suddenly you felt his body warm against yours, it was burning hot and it made you whimper a bit from the intense heat against your body. "Say it." He ordered as the heat died down. You panted and nodded as you looked at the wall in front of you, his breathing steady into your ear. "Y-you're an incubus.." You said and there was a small silence before you heard him chuckle huskily right into your ear. He released his body on your body and gently pushed your forward. "So look on me, prove your suspicions, human." You gulped and dared to turn and look at him behind you. When you fully turned you
gasped. There he stood, his eyes a glowing fiery red and from his head protruding two large black horns which mad you tremble. His hands were adorned with bracelets and rings and his nails were black and sharp, his neck was encircled with a choker which held symbols and different designs changing the whole atmosphere. He was shirtless his shoulders adorned with a royal cape of sorts and he wore black pants. He looked.. Devilishly handsome. Your jaw slacked and Bakugou looked at you suspiciously. "Am I not hideous to you?" He asked in disbelief before grinning. "Or are you just that corrupted already sweetheart?" He asked and you gulped. "I-1..." You couldn't finish. He was too beautiful... And now in between your legs had grown hot and wet. This was immediately picked up by Katsuki. He sniffed the air and sighed. "You're quote potent today sweetheart, I didn't think you would be so easily aroused by this." He gestures to himself but how could you not? He was literally everything wrong and sexual. t was like your most prominent desire but dressed in beautiful clothing That's when you realized i...Katsuki was your desire. Bakugou licked his canine fang seductively."You haven't run out screaming yet, "he observed and you nodded stepping forward towards him. "Are you ready to break your vow Ms. (Y/N)?t" He wiped his bottom lip with his thumb making you want to kiss and bite his bottom lip yourself You looked at him a moment as you thought over why you lived your life as a nun. But your emotions were heavily swaying towards Katsuki. All you could see was him, all you could hear was his husky voice whispering lewd words into your ear from your dream, all you could smell was his natural dominant musk which made your legs clench together in desire. Everything pointed to him, you wanted him. You want him badly. You finally couldn't speak anymore, all you could do was nod needily "Uh-huh." You almost begged and Katsuki instantly took you up into his arms. He barely gave you time to realize what was happening before he kissed you roughly. It was like he had been waiting for this for so long He instantly groaned against your mouth, letting his hands shamelessly grope your body through your clothing. Groping your breasts and running down your body to your ass where he gave a firm squeeze. You yelped and Bakugou chuckled taking your bottom lip between his teeth and sucking on it as he looked right into your eyes. All you could see was how gorgeous he was how badly you wanted him He kissed you again and used his nails to tear apart your clothes making you gasp and blush. He wasted no time in gripping your ass with his large calloused hands his black nails poking against your tender skin. You gasped and pressed your body against him. "I've wanted you since you found me at that fucking well." He rasped out before spinning you around and placing you on his bed tearing off your clothes and looking at your beautiful body. You gasped and looked up at his wild expression with a daze. You could barely comprehend what was happening. His hands all over your skin and his lips on your neck, whispering lewd words right into your ears. It all shook you down to your core and aided in your arousal. That was the only thing binding you to your
sanity, you were aroused and knew that you wanted to be pleasured. “Bakugou..." You mumbled out in a haze and he pressed a finger to your lips. "Call me Katsuki." He said as he kissed and licked at your ear.Y looked at the ceiling a moment before slowly nodding. "Katsuki." You let his name spill from your lips in an experimental way, you found out you loved calling him by his first name. You wanted to be the new mantra on your lips, muttering his name over and over again. And Bakugou was sure to make you that was with the way he was touching your body Katsuki wasn't very gentle with his movements, he would nip at your neck and leave marks as if he was an animal finally tasting flesh for the first time. He growled against your sensitive skin and you moaned your hands shakily grabbing at any part of him as support. This was all so new and exciting but also terrifying at the same time. You couldn't come back after you did this and part of you told you it was wrong and you should push him away. But the other part of you was begging you to let him kiss and touch you all over. And just as he began to do that you gave in to the latter. "Y-your lips are-ahh-"you gasped as he wrapped his plump pink lips around the bud of your breast tasting the sensitive areas with his sporadic tongue. You couldn't help but throw your has back and moan, "O-oh my-"he cut you off. "It's okay, say it." He looked into your eyes demanding absolute rebellion from you. You, looking at his face, didn't even notice his hand adorned with rings reaching between your legs. He watched you as he pressed his digits against your satin panties outlining the lips of your slit through your soaked I swear.
You gasped at the feeling and fisted the sheets in your hands, "O-oh my god- Katsuki!" You moaned and he pressed a hungry passionate kiss against your soft lips. "You like that?" He asked as he rubbed your clit in a circle. You whimpered your face red and your thighs trembling as he teased the sensitive bundle of nerves. "I-I can't-nngh!" You let your head fall back as the stimulation made you want to clamp your legs shut. You had never felt this way before, sure in your dream with Bakugou but you'd never actually touched yourself for pleasure. The thought of doing it was just awkward. "Hmm, baby girl?" He tested before vigorously rubbing your clit to elicit a reaction from you. At this, you squeaked and clenched your eyes shut and cried out in a pathetic way as if you were crying. "There..." He said before kissing your lips lightly, "That's all I wanted sweetheart." He licked his fang as he looked at your face which was beginning to sweat from the stimulation your body had never received before. "K-Katsuki, it throbs." You said nervously and he grinned. "Oh?" He teased before dipping his middle and ring finger into your sex. You gasped and whimpered as you watched his hand steadily pump in and out of your soaked hot core. "Remind you of your dream?" He asked and you whined before looking at him with wide eyes. "H-how do you know about..." You cut yourself off as he gave you a mischievous look. "What do you think?" He gave you a devilish grin and you looked at him a moment before gulping. All the while his fingers were still pumping in and out of your core causing small whimpers and mumbles of his name to escape your lips. You had your answer. He was an incubus, you didn't dream that. He had actually fondled you in your sleep... The more you thought about it the more it made you shiver in desire. Maybe he had planned this all along.
You whined and Bakugou chuckled, "I think someone's a little eager to really start" He said and you panted lightly nodding, "Yes, yes please-" you begged and he chuckled at your needy behavior. "Always so respectful," he grabbed his cape and threw it to the ground where it disappeared on a swirl of ash. You gasped in amazement as you watched the pieces of flying ash slowly disappear into the air as Katsuki knelt between your legs unbuckling his pants. As you were distracted he pulled his cock through the opening and gently pumped himself up and down getting his foreskin to rub up and down his length smoothly. When you heard him growing deeply you looked at him in confusion "Katsuki- annhh!" You yelped when you felt the tip of his large cock rub up and down the outside of your slit making your womanhood tingle in pleasure. You could feel the blunt tip of his cock rubbing up and down your slit, teasing the sensitive pink skin that was soaked in your own juices. "Katsuki-oh my-oh my god-" You squeaked when he eased his cock past your lips and rubbed your clit with the head of his dick. "Oh yeah baby." He let out a deep groan as he felt pleasure from rubbing the sensitive head of his cock against your wet pussy Bakugou chuckled at the way you desperately grabbed at the sheets and pushed at the headboard of the bed in a futile struggle to deal with the pleasure. "I-I feel so weird- nn!" You panted as he swirled the tip of his cock around your clit making it throb and your entrance to clench and leak your juices out onto the sheets. Bakugou could feel your womanhood pulse against the tip of his cock, "That's it, baby, let it all out." He used his fingers to dip into your folds your slick coating his fingers instanty With his cock rubbing your clit so mercilessly and his fingers pumping in and out of your virgin entrance, you came immediately. "Katsuki!" You cried out in a hushed tone at the pleasure that was wracking through your fragile body. All you could see was white as your body sweat and trembled on the bed your fingers twitching and your toes curling at the feeling. Your breaths came out uneven and heavy, and your heart pounded hard within your chest as if it were trying to pound its way out. This feeling was amazing. But Katsuki wasn't going to let your body rest, he was impatient and he had been holding back for a long time and he didn't have any more patience. So he drug the head of his cock down your slit to your entrance where he slowly eased himself inside of you. You gasped and yelped, "K-K-Kat-Katsuki-!" You couldn't even properly pronounce his name as you threw your head back from the feeling of being so stretched out for the first time. "Oh yes- he moaned and grabbed your hips to hold you in place as he began to thrust in and out of you He never let you properly adjust to his size making you cry out at the mild pain inside of your body as his cock penetrated you over and over again, paving the way for every thrust inside of your slick heat. You felt so stretched out, you could feel every vein and bump on his cock with every movement, rubbing and massaging your sensitive nerves which only drank up the pleasure he was rocking into your body. "K-Katsuki it hurts! Your eyes were a little watery but he paid no mind, he was a demon after all. "You know what my motto is when it comes to sex?" He grunted as he thrust inside roughly and you groaned at the overwhelming feeling of his large cock along with his nails dipping into the flesh of your hips. "W-what is it?" You asked timidly and he grinned.
"I'll just have to fuck it out of you." He said and you whimpered as you looked at him。He then squeezed your hips tighter and thrust into you with a deep force causing you to arch your back as sparks of pain mixed with pleasure ran through your veins. This feeling was intoxicating. You didn't ever want it to stop. Bakugou hissed when you clenched down around him your clit throbbing as your body was nearing it's second release you were sure you'd pass out from. "Dammit-" Bakugou leaned down and wrapped his arms around you lifting your upper body up as he sat back on his heels to thrust up into you. You yelped and grabbed the black horns on his head to steady yourself as he grabbed your ass and pounded you up and down the length of his well-endowed manhood. He grinned his eyes burning fiery red as if they were reflecting the pits of hell, "I'm gonna stain your insides with my seed. Erupt into you like a volcano releasing hot lava, I'm going to burn your inside with pleasure so that you can never forget. So that touching yourself is you can do to stay sane." He smirked his tongue flicking out to wet his bottom lip making you whimper. You could see the evil in his eyes, you could feel the ridges of evil that protruded from his skull in your hands. You could feel his devilish charm sleeping into your from his fingertips his nails piercing your skin with present red marks that would no doubt take a long time to heal. "How'bout it sweetheart?" He asked as your breasts bounced from the force of his thrusts up into you and his hands bringing your ass down onto him at the same time. The motion made you a whining mess from the pleasure he pounding up into you. Hitting that spot that had your knees feeling like jelly, the strength to do anything leaving your body.You could barely hold onto his horns for support, you felt like you were going to fall apart wrapped around his cock. You felt like you might die, but at the moment you didn't think this would be the worst way to go out 1 can feel you pulsing around me."He purred before pulling his hand away and bringing it back down to give your ass a stinging slap. You yelped and gripped his horns tighter as he had his way with you. "You're so wet for me huh sweetheart?" He proved his words by dragging his fingers in between your legs and coating them in the slick that had dripped down your thighs. You began to whimper your eyes filling up with tears. You could barely handle one orgasm for your first time, but here he was steadily building you up to your next one you were sure you would pass out from. And the way his cock mercilessly slammed up into you with no heed for anything else going on around you both. "P-please Katsuki H need "you sobbed as your body felt so tingly and numb from the pleasure, and this knot that was building up in your abdomen was driving you insane. If you didn't feel relief soon you were sure you would just pass out from overworking yourself for the first time. "What sweetheart? You wanna cum? He teased you as he squeezed your ass cheeks and decided to let you ride down his cock slowly this time. You whined and cried a bit as you nodded feverishly. "Y-yes please-nnck!" You panted and he smirked as he leaned in close to your ear your hands still gripping his horns steadily. "You ready for my cum to slide down your thighs after I stain your insides claiming you as mine?" You whispered huskily as you felt his cock twitch inside of you. Your eyes widened and you bit your bottom lip as you squeaked at the feeling of bringing you down on his hard cock. You weren't given much time to answer when he reached between your legs and carefully rubbed the nub between your legs sparking pleasure to erupt inside of you. You gasped and cried out his name like a mantra on your lips when you saw the stars, you were mumbling indistinguishable words as he bounced you up and down his cock. "Fuck, "he swore as his cock pulsed hot with blood from you squeezing him tightly between your slick folds. It only took a few seconds before he painted your insides with the milky looking
substance making you gasp at the sudden heat you felt inside of you. It was making you feel high and so happy yet at the same time you felt all purity you had being burnt away with the feeling. Now you belong to me." Bakugou kissed at your neck dragging his fangs along the expanse of your skin causing little droplets of blood to drip down your naked sweaty body. "Every part of you is mine, your heart, your body, your soul." He licked the blood from you and you whimpered as you just let him have his way with you. You couldn't much fight it either way. He lifted his head and stared into your eyes with his sharp deadly looking ones a evil look dancing in his irises. "Mine." He breathed out and you shivered, that's when you felt it. You were his now. And there was nothing you could do about it.
Bakugou has let you rest for a bit before you snuck back into your room to really get a good nights rest, you needed it after what you had done. The next day wasn't very eventful but you felt more giddy than usual. And when you caught Katsuki's eye across the room you couldn't help but blush and remember everything you had done the night before. It made your heart race and the places he punctures or scratches your flesh throb with a small heat. It felt good. But you still felt a tinge of guilt whenever you thought about it too much. Today was your bathing day, along with Carol and Susan who had recently been insisting they bath before you so you could take your time and be alone. You don't mind since missing a meal wasn't a big deal to you. So whenever they were done bathing themselves you would fill a tub up and go in yourself and spend as much time loving your body, by bathing it, as you wanted. So today when Carol tapped your shoulder and told you the baths were open you smiled and started getting ready. All the while Bakugou was watching you, this was perfect for him. He watched you work and slowly undress before grabbing a bar of soap and dipping it into the water in front of you. Then you happily scrubbed the bar of soap with a rag before happily running the sudsy rag up and down your body, scrubbing and rubbing away every impurity and speck of dirt. Bakugou couldn't have that, so he decided to walk in and join you. Bakugou had walked in, undressed and transformed back into his true form with horns and claws, and adorned with dark jewelry as if it were carved in the deep depths of hell. Then he watched you, scrubbing your body slowly running your hands over the smooth skin of your flesh, he grinned and lightly groped his cock with skilled hands that knew how to please man or woman.
He did all this and you didn't even notice you were too busy bathing yourself. Evern when you dipped yourself down into the water and could've caught a glimpse of him you were still oblivious... It was only when he laid hands on you that you knew he was there. You gasped and looked back at him over your shoulder since he had pressed himself up behind your wet naked body. "Hello, sweetheart." He purred into your ear as his right arm was wrapped around your waist and his left hand held your chin, his black sharp nails gently pricking your skin. "That's quite a show you put on there baby"He licked up the shell of your ear slowly as he hips ground his erection against your wet ass. You drew in a shaky breath as you felt the length of his cock fit perfectly in the crevice of your ass your body instantly remembering how his manly muscle felt buried in between your glistening folds. The thought had you unintentionally moaning his name. He chuckled and wrapped his large hand around your neck, from behind, giving it a test squeeze making you gasp for air as soon as he let go. "That's what I like." He kissed at the nape of your neck before dragging his teeth across the skin of your back making goosebumps appear in his wake. "Were you thinking about me as you ran your hands all over your skin," He demonstrated by running his right hand to cup your breast and down your front before moving it to the side so he could squeeze the thick of your thigh. "And ran those dainty fingers of yours oh so close to your tight pussy without my permission?" He moved his roaming hand to in between your legs where he teasingly pressed his index finger against your wet slit making you whimper at the feeling. "Huh? Was it my hand that you imagined pleasing your body so?" He let his finger push fast your lips and to your clit where he gave an experimental nudge making your whole body jerk at the sudden harsh stimulation. "Oh, your body is amazing a baby girl." He cooed as he drew his hand around your most private place touching you everywhere but where you wanted him to as he ground his shaft against your ass. This inspired you to whine and moan against him. "Katsuk.i.." You begged like a small child who wanted something desperately, your ass pushing back against him. Bakugou chuckled at your actions and gently nibbled at your earlobe as he drew his hand around your hip to your wet ass before tapping his fingers on it in order. What is it baby?-," he said before smacking your ass making you yelp and jolt forward from the unexpected feeling. "Oh does that sting?" He talked as if you were a baby as he rubbed your ass to ease the stinging even if just a bit. He chuckled at your reaction to him his hand on your jaw and neck gently squeezing. "Hmm, I think it's time we open you up." He said before pulling his hips away from your ass. "O-open-?" you were confused but severely aroused as you were practically dripping from in between his legs. You didn't know why but for some reason, being close to Katsuki anymore made you want to unspeakable things. And now that you were naked you were even more aroused, especially before he was pressed up against you so tightly. You loved his naked body on yours no matter how sinful the action. He then slid his fingers back down your crack, past your back entrance to your dripping cunt, where he dipped in his fingers thoroughly coating them in your juices making you moan and drool at the pleasurable sensation. He grinned and nipped at your neck as he pulled his fingers out and brought them back to your arse where he eased his index finger into your ass. You gasped and threw your head back almost headbutting Bakugou, but he quickly dodged your movement as he began to slowly pump in and out of your ass. "K-Katsuki what are you-nngh! You clenched your eyes shut and Bakugou chuckled, "You're so sensitive baby, relax." He urged in a soothing way making you nod your head and take slow deep breaths There you go." He breathed against your neck his breath hot as it fanned against your skin. He swirled his finger around inside before
adding another one with ease form your juices from your womanhood having lubed his fingers. He began to kiss and gently suck at your neck his hand that was on your jaw moving your wet hair out of the way so he could kiss and tease you with his mouth. You panted your heart beating fast, pumping your blood through your veins quickly as you felt pleasure from your ass. Even when he added a third finger you had trouble keeping in your meals and moans of pleasure. In the course of two weeks, Bakugou had corrupted you but also gave your body the best feelings you had ever felt in your life. You wouldn't have changed it for the world "You like it baby girl?" He licked up the side of your neck to your earlobe where he nipped and pulled at the soft skin playfully. You hummed and nodded slowly in reply as he curled his fingers inside of your ass. With the water and your arousal, his fingers inside of you were going smoothly You were so slicked up it did hurt at all. When he pulled his fingers out you almost whined at the loss of feeling filled up. He snickered and rinsed his fingers off before squeezing your hips tightly. He then slid his cock in between your legs and ground the length of his shaft against your pussy before slowly pushing himself up inside of you, dipping his cock into your natural lube before pulling out again with a sigh. He didn't even give you any warning before he pushed the head of his cock into your ass. You gasped at the feeling before you felt both of his hands wrap around your neck from behind. This made your hands reach up and hold onto his hands and his forearm throwing you off of your balance. Just then he thrust the rest of his cock in your ass his hands holding your neck steady as he filled you up with his cock. "O-oh my god!" You gasped your ass throbbing and clenching around his girth barely used to his size even with all the prepping he gave you He growled and moved your body so that you were bending over your hands stationed on the edge of the tub your soft back exposed to him. He let go of your neck and grabbed a fistful of your hair before he began to smack his hips up against your ass creating a small wet slapping sound from the water. "Sin feels so good doesn't it-" he purred and you whined and gripped the edge of the bathtub tightly making your chuckles turn a lighter shade. "F-fuck-" your bottom lip quivered as you felt yourself being stretched out while you were being fucked so roughly "Oh sweetheart, your first swear word." He grinned and jerked your head back making you gasp your back arching giving him a deeper reach inside of your back entrance. "Glad I was the one to coax it out of those pretty lips of yours." He kissed your shoulder before biting down on it making you cry out his name loudly at the sting of heat that ran through your body from his bite. Bakugou licked your wound lovingly as one hand
held your hip and the other held your hair tightly in a fist. "You like that baby girl?" He asked huskily before giving your ass a harsh swat, the sound of your wet skin meeting his hand echoing around the room. You gasped and squeezed your eyes shut, you ass clenching down on his girth making him hiss Huh, baby girl?" He brought his hand down once again before rubbing your skin as a red mark began to form on your ass. "You like when I fuck your asshole and hit you like the whore you are? Huh?-Answer me" He demanded swatting your ass again making you yelp and gasp his name out in a breathy moan. Y-yes!" You said your needy cunt dripping with desire as he fucked your ass. Your legs felt like jello, like they might give out on you at any given moment."What was that?" He asked innocently before slapping your ass again making you squeak and clench your legs together. "Y-yes, H love when you fuck mel P-please harder Katsuki-you begged in your delirium like the innotent girl you once were He smirked and leaned down his left hand wrapping around your neck again, his right hand rubbing your ass to sooth the stinging pain. "l thought you'd never ask sweetheart he kissed your ear before he wrapped the other hand around your neck and began pounding into you. You went to gasp but he tightened his grip around your neck making your face turn red as he squeezed it tightly. "Oh yeah baby, your ass feels so good on my cock-"he praised before ramming into you abusing your insides with the head of his blunt cock You couldn't breathe, you couldn't speak, all you could do was desperately hold onto his hands as he fucked you with no mercy, pleasuring you but not giving you enough stimulation to make you cum. That's why your arousal was practically pouring down your thighs.
He leaned forward and pulled your head back so you were standing upright as he fucked up into your ass. With his hands still on your neck, he pressed his chiseled abs and large pecs against your feminine back. "You like when I fuck you like this huh? Teasing you with my cock so that your pussy is dripping down your thighs." He demonstrated this by trailing one hand down your body, cupping your breast and caressing the skin of your abdomen on the way down, to in between your legs. He didn't even have to dip his fingers in to feel your arousal for him. "Mmm, so fucking dirty" He grinned against you still roughly thrusting his hips into your ass so that you yelped with every movement "I bet you wish my cock was pounding your pussy, thrusting into you with so much force you'd have waddle to your next mass." He hissed when you clenched down around him. "I bet you wanna cum, "he began to ever so lightly caress the soft nub of nerves between your leg known as your clit. "I bet you're inwardly begging me to rub your clit and fuck you with my fingers so you can feel relief," he asked into your ear and you money loudly nodding. "Yes- yes please Katsuki-!" you begged him pathetically as your legs began to give out on you from all of his dirty talk. He never gave you what you wanted but instead used you as a source of pleasure for himself, fucking you and pulling your hair until you were almost crying from the overwhelming amount of building pressure. You just wanted to cum, you wanted him to play with your clit so that you could cum and go back to your room and rest. You just wanted this pressure inside of you to release so you could feel that feeling again. But when he groaned and growled right into your ear his cock throbbing as it twitched inside of you until it spilled over into your ass you almost let out an ugly sob. Bakugou moaned and slowly pulled his cock out before a trail of his milky cum leaked out of your gaping ass making you shiver as you felt his warm liquid slip down your ass and onto your pussy before dripping onto the tile floor of the bath house. You were about to start crying when Bakugou turned you around and kissed you roughly, rubbing his soft pink lips up against your own soft ones. He pulled away with a groan before smirking and licking his fangs a mischievous look in his red eyes. "Touch yourself for me, sweetheart." He said soothingly and you looked at him with wide eyes. "T-touch myself?" You asked as your body throbbed in between your legs from the lack of much-needed stimulation. Bakugou smirked at you, "l assume you've learned enough from my fingers." He said and you gulped before looked down at your legs and nodding at his words. "H-how do I start?" You asked nervously and Bakugou chuckled licking his lips hungrily as if he were about to devour you with his fangs. "Sit down and spread your legs sweetheart. Then we'll go from there." He sat down and you nodded before finding a washing stood and sitting down on it. Then you slowly spread your legs so that your throbbing core was exposed to Bakugou excellently. Not that he hadn't seen it before. "What now?" You asked as you lightly trembled from both arousal and embarrassment. Bakugou looked at you for a moment as if just the sight of you was enough to get him off. And if he was telling the truth was enough. As through careful decision, he began to instruct you. "Run your fingers up and down that pussy of yours for me baby." He bit his bottom lip as he watched you hesitantly run your fingers up and down your soaked slit your hand trembling as you looked at
Bakugou. "Now spread your lips for me, I want to look."He said and you slowly used your fingers to spread the pink lips of your slit for him. The motion against your sensitive folds had you gently whining. You were absolutely throbbing with arousal, your clit begging to get played with. It was making your focus hazy."Swirl your fingers around your sensitive parts, but don't touch them directly." He didn't name the pleasure points on your body knowing you didn't know the correct names for them. He knew you knew what he meant though. Your fingers went directly to your clit where you rubbed your fingers around in a circle around the pleasure nub that gave you the key to your orgasm. You began to whine and beg by using Katsuki's name by little whispers falling from your lips. "You seem, frustrated sweetheart, do you want to touch it? Rub it vigorously until your cumming all over your own fingers for me?" He tested you and you whimpered and nodded your rubbing around your clit quickening. You were on the brink of tears and Katsuki knew it. He loved teasing you, but now he knew you deserved a little relief. "Touch yourself as you please, just cum for me baby. I want to see you squirt." He smirked devilishly at you but you could barely pay attention to him as you began to give your clit direct pressure. "A-ah-oh- Katsuki-oh-" you rubbed your clit quickly, as moist sloshing noises arose from where you hand was in contact with your dripping wet pussy that was just getting fed the stimulation it desired You whined and moaned as you closed your eyes and felt your fingers against you so that your thigh muscles clenched and released with every spike of pleasure through your body. You couldn't control yourself, do you reached between your legs with your other hand and began to dip your fingers in and out of the slick of your heat. Pleased sighs and moans escaped your lips at the feeling. You pleasured your own body shamelessly as Bakugou watched you with lust filled eyes commit another shameless act of sin. It was positively arousing. When your whines and moans became louder and more frequent Bakugou knew you were close. He could also tell by the way your hand movements sped up on your sensitive parts. He could tell by the way your breath's quickened, the breasts on your chest rising and falling with each labored uneven breath as you began to moan Bakugou's name the closer you git to your release. "That's it," Bakugou said huskily, "Cum for me (Y/N)." And so you did, you came with a cry of his name as you soaked your own hand with your juices. Bakugou's eyes glinted as he watched you drip out onto the floor your legs trembling and your toes curled from the intense feeling that had just swept through your body. He let you calm down before he spoke again, "Taste it for me, sweetheart." He said and you looked at him a moment in your daze before lifting your hand and sinking your fingers into your mouth tasting the tangy liquid that was your cum. Bakugou moaned just watching you, so willing to comply and so seductive looking him straight in the eyes as you tasted your own nectar. Bakugou was never going to get rid of you.
A few days later and it was time for mass, where you'd go and listen to a service before sitting in a confession booth and confess all your sins to the priest. Bakugou was accompanying you and your sisters in their journey. All your sisters really loved Bakugou, they thought he was the sweetest guy they had met. And they often praised him for being so devout to the faith... You were the only one who knew the truth. It made you feel special when he would say profound words he obviously thought were complete rubbish before looking a you with a shared knowing look. He often spoke about celibacy and about how he was happy the girls decided to live lives of celibacy He would congratulate them and tell them that they were living the best lives and that he himself had decided to be celibate. What a liar he was. Sister (Y/N), it's your time to confess." Headmaster Bertha said and you nodded. "Yes Sister Bertha." So you walked to the confession booth and slowly entered the priest already inside. There was a wall between you and the priest so he couldn't see you and you couldn't see him but he could hear you. "I'm listening child, take your time," He said and you nodded as all the things you had done recently ran through your mind. You were about to speak up when Bakugou slowly appeared next to you making you gasp lightly underneath your breath. You looked at him with wide eyes and he grinned before picking you up and sitting you on his lap before whispering in your ear "Go on, confess." He licked up your beck to your ear as he pulled your hair covering off, exposing your beautiful locks of hair to him. You whimpered and cleared your throat as Bakugou's hands came up to cup the shape of your breasts in his hands as you began to speak. "I-I have many things to confess..." Your breath was shaky from the way Bakugou was firmly groping your chest, gently pinching and massaging your nipples through the material your clothes which only gave you more stimulation. This made you bite your bottom lip to hold back a small mewl, but Bakugou soon pulled his hands away making you feel relieved. "I uh..." You looked back at Katsuki for confidence as he caressed your neck with his lips and tongue making shivers go down your spine. Even though he was intimidating in his natural form you found him quote attractive that way. You were glad you got to see his true form. Especially when he was naked most of the time. "I have neglected my oath as a nun and uh...'ve had sex.." You said as the priest listened to you confess. Bakugou grinned at your confession and slowly rotated his hips forward making you feel the bulge in his pants press against your ass. You blushed and gulped. "Yes, Isee... The priest said and you gulped as Bakugou pulled up your skirt, exposing your panties so he could rub his fingers up and down the slit of your womanhood. Just then Bakugou whispered into your ear. "Tell him in detail, what I've done to your body" He slid his finger past your panties and dipped them into your warm arousal for him with ease. You bit back a moan before nodding. Confessing to a priest was confidential, you could do this! "I-it all started when I was sleeping, I uh... Thought I was having a dream but it was actually happening. Uhm.." You tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear as you tried to focus on what you were saying and not Bakugou's fingers pumping in and out of you with ease. "This man, I had been attracted to before the dream, was touching me in b-between my legs, oh just like that-" you covered your mouth at the moan you mistakenly let out. "U-uh I mean! A-and h-he wouldn't let me cum so all the next day I- was so w-wet. Oh my god-" you gripped his thigh tightly as he began to rub your clit with his thumb. "You just"you cut off the priest, "I-I know, I'm sorry it just slipped out." You apologized for saying the lord's name in vain before continuing your story. "I-it was all I could think about... So that night we met up and h-he roughly fucked me.." Bakugou chuckled against your ear in pride as be pulled his fingers from your core and
Licked them clean as you watched him in silence "Is that all?" The priest asked through the wall and you shook your head. "N-no, actually he followed me to the bathhouse the next day." You swallowed hard. "T-then he gave me a-anal sex..." You covered your mouth as Bakugou unbuckled his pants and pulled his cock through, teasing your slit and rubbing his length up against you, the head of his cock teasing your slit. "I-it felt so good, I-I was dripping." You moaned praising Bakugou for how good he was in bed. He didn't even have to ask you this time. "B-but he wouldn't let me cum again. H-he wouldn't touch my most sensitive parts." You said in a whiney voice as Bakugou slowly eased his large cock inside of your glistening folds once again. "So what did you do then sweetheart?" Bakugou asked low enough so the priest couldn't hear. "So he told me to sit and touch myself as he watched me mmm-" you moaned as he began to slowly push you up and down his cock your needy cunt practically milking him as you clenched him so tightly within your folds. "It was so hot," you panted out as the priest listened silently. "I-I spread my legs and touched myself like he told me to-nnngh-so I closed my eyes and imagine his fingers touching me and I-1 came all over my fingers." you lightly panted as Bakugou bounced you up and down his cock your arousal no doubt staining his pants. He would reach up and grope your breasts squeezing and massaging them in his large calloused hands. This felt so good, your pussy was throbbing and the pressure building up in your abdomen was amazing. You knew this meant you were coming close to your end.
"I-I licked my own cum-"you gasped out, "h-he told me to but I can't lie it tasted good." You reached back and held one of his horns as you bounced on his cock your breasts jiggling every time you were pressed down onto the girth of his cock. "Is this all?" He asked and you looked back at Bakugou who slid his one hand between your leg to caress your clit, his other hand still bouncing you up and down his shaft. "Tell him what I'm doing to you right now, don't hold back your moans. Say my name (Y/N), I don't give a damn." He began to vigorously rub your clit making you cry out loudly from pleasure. "Are you alright?" The priest freaked out and you moaned. "O-oh my god he's fucking me right now, this whole time talking with you he's been t-touching my body and pushing me up and down his large cock." You whined and gasped when he began to bounce you faster on his dick. "O-oh my god!" You squeaked your voice becoming high pitched as you felt yourself nearing the edge "H-he's speeding up-! Oh my god-! Oh my god! Katsuki!" You cried out as he mercilessly fucked up into your cunt with his dick. "He's bouncing me up and down on his dick- oh my god you're hitting my spot! I can't feel my legs!" You cried out not caring anymore. He large cock pulsing inside of you with the thrill of fucking you while someone listened and you described it so wonderfully to them. He would've live to fuck you in front of an audience, feeling your squirm and clench down on his cock with your legs spread so everyone could see just how good he was fucking your tight little pussy "I-I'm gonna cum! Katsuki- He's gonna make me cum!" You screamed his name as you came down on his dick one last time, your body clenching and releasing him like a vice as you came around him, soaking his cock with your juices. Just then he groaned
loudly and released himself letting ropes of cum spurt out into your silken pink walls Alright, that's enough!" The priest seemed outraged but you couldn't care less. Your body was on cloud nine and you didn't give a damn about the world. And neither did Katsuki. You heard the priest leave the confession booth before Bakugou pulled out of you and helped you put your clothes back on. You both were forced to come out, Bakugou having changed back to human form."How disgraceful!" Headmaster Bertha yelled at you lifting a hand to slap you across the face but Bakugou caught her wrist. "Not with my property" He bared his fangs and looked at her his eyes showing her pictures of what hell looked like. This made her face pale and she stumbled back. "D-demon! This man is a demon!" Her words mad the whole assembly gasp and look on you in shame. But you didn't care. You hated this place anyways."Let's get out of this place." He grabbed your hand and pulled you out of the church your legs still wobbly from being fucked to brutally earlier as you stumbled out after him. And that was the end of that, you tore off your veil and renounced your oath as a nun. You were with Katsuki now. Even to the depths of hell. You had a hunch he would take care of you there. And if that meant fucking you every single day you were fine with that. Oh my gosh you were more than fine with that.
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♡ summary: Y/N is a fairy in a world of magic hating humans, who moves into a house with seven young men after being kicked out of her old dorm. She learns about all their secrets while hiding hers for as long as she can. Lots of parties, games, sex and maybe even love.
♡ pairing: ot7 x fem!reader, fem!reader x various idols
♡ chapter: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | ? |
♡ series warnings: alcohol consumption, blood mention, drug use, mxm, fxf, threesome, foursome, orgy, swearing, anxiety, depression, past trauma, past abuse
♡ series genre: fluff, smut, slight angst
♡ series rating: R
♡ word count: 3417
♡ posted on: AO3
♡ chapter five: we like to party
♡ A/N: the smut arrives uwu
After breakfast, you decided to go for a run in the forest to help get rid of some of the excited energy you were bursting with. Wearing a dusty rose sports bra with matching capris leggings , you began stretching in the backyard. It was nice to be so close to nature, it made your magic tingle and the instinct to release your wings was strong. You sighed at the thought, it was so fucked that magical creatures couldn’t just be part of society, usually they just lived a little differently, no harm done. Yeah sometimes they did bad things, but so did humans! They are so jealous and scared of things that are different though. You clicked your tongue and took a few deep breaths before heading into the woods.
The birds were calling to each other in the trees, and everything smelled fresh. When you reached the lake with the waterfall you stopped to take a dip, stripping naked and slipping into the cool water. Diving down to the bottom, you laid across the sand and relaxed in the silence. You had always loved being deep underwater, just sitting or lying down and being surrounded by silence. You didn't like being alone though, so when you were younger you would create a water being to talk to and play with. Silently, you wished that you could share things like this with someone, but humans can't hold their breath as long as fairies can so you'd just be outing yourself.
An idea struck you as you looked up at the surface and realized how deep the lake was, a smile crossing your lips. Standing up, you released your wings into the water and sighed in relief. Flying was a no, but at least they could be unfurled. The silver, blue and gold flecks in your wings sparkled in the water, refracting light all around you. They wouldn't get wrecked in the water, despite what some human tales of fairies said, you weren't a butterfly after all.
You fluttered your wings a little bit, creating a small current in the water. It was so freeing to be able to have your wings out, you closed your eyes and flapped your wings hard, making the water rush around you. Jumping up, you burst from the lake and brought your wings back in before falling back into the water. You swam some laps and explored the depths of the lake for a while until you began to get bored. Pulling yourself up on the shore and shaking yourself dry, you redressed and ran back to the house.
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"Hey Y/N!" Taehyung greeted you from the deck where he was stringing some lights up. "Need any help Tae? Can I call you that?" You asked as you joined him, "For sure as long as I can call you N/N!" He said a grin on his face. You laughed and agreed, holding the nails for him while he hammered the lights to the side of the house. "Do you take these down every week or are they new?" You questioned as you handed him another nail. "We had some up but they kinda got broken... So we just got around to replacing them haha." His answer was vague but you didn't push, not like it mattered much anyway.
"Tae come in for lunch- Y/N you're back! You come too~" Jimin said sweetly, poking his head out the back door. Returning the nails to their bin you wiped your hands on your pants and headed inside, taking a seat at the table next to Jungkook. Jin and Namjoon placed plates of steaming dumplings on the table and everyone sat to enjoy their late lunch together.
"After lunch, Kook and Yoongi, can you guys start setting up the music stuff, and Jin, Hobi and I will do drink/food prep, Y/N, you and Tae continue doing outside! Sound good?" Namjoon said as he began clearing dishes from the table now that everyone was done eating. Various words of agreement were exchanged as you all headed to your assigned areas of setup. You collected the nails once again and followed Tae along the side of the house. When the two of you had finished with the lights you moved onto setting up some chairs and a pong table.
You ran inside to grab some cases of beer to keep by the pong table, bumping into Hoseok as you go. "Sorry~" You called sending him a smile as you went, getting a cute dimple smile in return. Cute dimple. "Tae~ Is this the right stuff?" You asked walking up to him as he set up the triangles of cups. "Yeah, just set it underneath for now." He responded, taking a case from you and shoving it under the table. "What next?" You questioned stretching your arms while Taehyung grabbed his phone out of his pocket to check the time.
"Well it's near dinner so let's see if everyone else is finished with their jobs." He suggested, linking his arm with yours and pulling you inside. "Anybody need help finishing up?" You shouted as you grabbed two glasses and filled them with water from the fridge before handing one to Taehyung. A bunch of no's echoed through the house in response to you, so you began pulling burger buns out and cutting them. "Ooh are you gunna make us burgers?" Taehyung asked coming to sit at the bar, leaning his elbows on the table and propping his head in his hands.
"Yes cute boy, I am! I'm excited for the party so I don't want many dishes~" You told him while you prepped the patties and toppings, cutting various vegetables up and placing them on a plate. He laughed at your nickname for him and rose from his seat to help you by setting the table and lighting the barbeque. Once it was hot enough you put the burgers on and turned on some music while they were cooking. "Are you surprised? It’s like bubblegum pop, because I broke all the rules, because I’m going to show you the real me, really really me, I’m a cherry on top yeah~" You sang along to ITZY as you flipped the burgers.
The smell of the barbeque lured the six men to the table when they had finished their tasks. "Damn what smells so fuckin' good?" Jungkook said as he entered, "Y/N made burgers~" Taehyung answered from his seat at the table where he was getting his bun ready. "Y/N remind me to wife you up." Jungkook said as he sat down, you laughed at his comment and shook your head, bringing the now cooked patties into the kitchen. "Let's eat!" You said, a smile set upon your lips.
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When everyone had finished eating, Taehyung cleared away the dishes and everyone split off to their own rooms to get ready. You pulled out various options for tonights outfit, and stripped out of your current clothing, sliding into a silky pink robe with fur trim on its sleeves . Dress, skirt, or pants… You scanned through what you had pulled out and sorted them into groups. A knock at the door pulled you away from the piles of fabric, “Come in~” Namjoon opened the door and stepped in. “Hey Y/N, uh, just wanted to give you the lowdown of the party rules of sorts, but if you’re not ready I can wait-”
You interrupted him with a wave of your hand. “I wouldn’t have let you in if I wanted to wait.” You said smiling at him. “Ok, sure, well, the only real rule is don’t take anyone to someone else's bedroom.” Nodding, you turned back to your clothes, “Joon, can I call you that? Should I wear a skirt, dress or pants?” He came and stood beside you, “Uh, dress? And of course you can, we are friends after all.” Hearing him say that made the smile on your lips blossom into a full grin. "Thanks Joon~ I'll see you in a bit."
Now that you had narrowed it down to dresses thanks to Namjoon, you were able to pick your party look. A longsleeved off the shoulder white top with black trim layered underneath a black dress with two zippers down the whole thing and chain straps attached by a hoop . Popping in some silver hoop earrings and brushing our hair, you moved to the mirror. Lip Gloss, brow gel and a simple cat eye wing and you were set. You surveyed yourself in the full body mirror, checking your outfit and unzipping the bottom half of the dress. "Okay sexy, let's get some!"
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You bumped into Hoseok first, when you had come down to the second floor. He was wearing a classic white t-shirt tucked into light blue straight leg jeans with a frayed hem, cinched with a black belt and a back crossbody bag with white polka dots across his chest. A simple silver chain hung around his neck and tied everything together. "Hey Hobi! You look really good! Ready to get some chicks?" You ruffled his peachy blonde locks, making Hoseok laugh and shake his head. "May I escort you to the dance hall, princess?" Stifling a laugh, you took his offered arm, "I'll allow it, sir knight."
Jin and Jimin were putting away anything breakable in the living room when you entered with Hoseok. Jin was wearing an oversized white t-shirt tucked into belted black jeans and Jimin was in a wide neck black tee tucked into black skinny jeans with rips at the knee, a black belt and a silver chain with a long silver tooth on it . "Looking good~ You guys know how to lure in people, huh?" You whistled taking them in. Jimin ran a hand through his black hair and Jin blew a kiss your way. "Says you!" Jungkook said as he and Namjoon entered the room.
Jungkook was fixing the pale pink button-up he had over top of a white tee with a black design on it. His jeans were light blue skinnies with rips at the knees, a black belt holding the in place. Namjoon wearing navy blue slacks with a shimmery peach short-sleeved button-up tucked into them, the top button undone. "Knock out after knock out huh, do they put something in your water here?" You joked, "You've obviously been drinking it too Y/N~" Yoongi teased coming to stand by you, dressed in ripped blue jeans, an oversized tan shirt, and a purple and black flannel overtop.
"Well then, let’s get started!" Jin said clapping his hands and heading to the kitchen, "Shots! To kick off the night and welcome Y/N to our home officially!" Hoseok cheered following after Seokjin. The rest of you also joined them and Jin poured out eight tequila shots, everyone prepped their lemon slices and salted their thumbs. "To Y/N!" Namjoon cheered, the same praise echoed by the six others before you all took your shots.
Soon after your celebratory shot, people began to show up to the house, welcomed by the boys who quickly introduced you to them. The music was turned up and the rooms were quickly filled with people, drinking and laughing. There were so many stunning people in the room, you surveyed them as you sipped your drink, pleasantly buzzed by this point. You noticed Jin speaking with a girl on the deck and began making your way over to them.
The girl has wavy long bleach blonde hair and eyes that were somehow round and sharp all at once. She was wearing a black crop tank top, a pair of black cargo pants and a chunky choker with a big silver hoop on it. There were several chains hanging across her pants, as well as some joining the choker on her neck, and a black belt with silver cut-outs was cinching her waist in. It was a simple but sexy ensemble and you were captivated.
"Hi~" You said coming into their conversation, "Hey Y/N! This is Chungha, Chungha, Y/N." Jin introduced the two of you and excused himself to the washroom. "You look amazing tonight, Chungha! I love the vibe." You said in a flirting tone, touching her wrist softly. "Mm, I could say the same to you Y/N. You're their new roomie, right?" Nodding, you twirled your white hair cutely, "Do you come to these often?" You questioned, "Pretty much every weekend haha. I like coming to dance with people." Dance huh? "I love dancing as well! I'm glad people seem to actually dance at their parties~" You chuckled.
"Well then how about we get on the dance floor?" Chungha grabbed your hand and pulled you into the house, holding your body against hers as you danced together. She kept her hands on your waist, swaying with you and grinding your bodies together. Your hands were around her neck and the distance between you was getting smaller by the second. Someone came up behind you and pressed themselves against your back. Turning, Seokjins deep brown eyes locked with yours and you pulled his arm over your shoulder.
The three of you danced together as you moved lithely between them, passion thick in the air between you. Chungha pulled you into her and kissed you hard, her lips soft and warm, tasted like cherries. A second pair of lips connected with your exposed neck causing a soft moan made its way out of your mouth and into the kiss with Chungha. It was obviously Jin who was kissing your neck, you could feel him holding you closer, his cock pressed against your ass.
Chungha pulled out of your dance floor makeout sesh and took your hand in her right and Seokjins hand in her left. She led you both up the stairs to what you assumed to be Jins room, kissing you again when you had all entered the room. "Are you both ok with this?" She asked between kisses. You looked at Seokjin and nodded, "Yes." You both answered truthfully, excitement and arousal tinging your voices.
"Strip for us baby girl~" Chungha said sitting on the bed and pulling Seokjin down beside her, a delicate hand on the bulge in his pants, giving slight pressure to encourage his arousal further. You unzipped your dress slowly, pulling the zipper all the off and shimmying out, tossing it into a corner. Now you were left standing in your top and a black mesh thong with rhinestone straps, you kept your eyes on them both as you crossed your arms and peeled the top off of your body, letting your breasts bounce out.
Your nipples hardened at the coolness of the air, and you plopped yourself into Chunghas lap, "Please warm me up~" You breathed, lips almost touching the shell of her ear. "Patience, baby." She flipped you over and left you lying on the bed, "Touch yourself while you watch us." It was more of a demand than anything, but you complied easily, one hand running across the mesh of your panties and one on your sensitive nipple.
Your eyes followed as Chungha stripped Jin naked and began to stroke his now rock hard cock, making lewd sounds tumble from his lips. "Mm, I know you like being watched big boy, should we give her more of a show?" Chungha released Jin and began to take her own clothes off. You arched your back and fondled your boobs as you stared at Chunghas body, clad in a matching lingerie set. It was leopard print bra and thong with two sets of straps to hold it together and the bra which consisted of two strips of the leopard print fabric, barely holding her in. A big silver hoop sat just above her pelvis connected to the straps, and another on her bra between her breasts .
Seokjin let out an audible "fuck" as Chungha knelt in front of him and took the tip of his cock into her mouth. Your eyes never wandered as she slowly engulfed his full length, making him throw his head back and moan deeply. You whined from your spot on the bed, wanting to join in on the fun. Chungha pulled out slowly, letting the head out of her mouth with a wet 'pop.' "Oh? Impatient little slut aren't you~" She purred, still pumping Jins length. releasing it, she stood up and led Jin to the bed, "Lay down Jinnie."
Jin laid on the bed flat and Chungha came up onto the bed to join you both. "Suck his dick, nice and slow for me," She directed you, pushing your head over to his cock, "and Jin, you better make me cum with that smooth-talking mouth of yours." Stripping out of her lingerie, she positioned herself above his mouth. You took his cock in your mouth, tongue flat, and moaned around it as you deepthroated him.
The taste of precum coated your mouth, making you drool even more. Wet, sloppy sounds filled the room and Chunghas breathy moans were like an angels chorus, turning you on even more. Your cunt was begging for attention and your fingers rubbing yourself through your panties just wasn't enough. You bobbed on Jins cock and hollowed your cheeks as you pulled off. Licking around the head, you swirled your tongue and cupped his balls as you did so. Chunghas moans got louder, you lifted your eyes and watched as she rode Jins face through her orgasm.
"Y/N you lie down now and get those panties off." Chungha ordered, moving off of Seokjins mouth. You laid down supine near the edge of the bed, with your knees bent and pulled your thong off. Anticipation was radiating throughout the room, Jin hopped off the bed and stood at your feet. Chungha climbed on top of you, laying down on you and hooking her legs on either side. Your breasts were pushed up against hers, making you moan and she started kissing you again.
You felt the head of Jins dick slide across your dripping folds before pushing it between your and Chunghas soaked cunts. The three of you moaned together as Jin picked up his pace fucking between you both and hitting your clits just right. You kissed along Chunghas neck, her skin soft and warm. She, in turn, sucked hickies along your neck and chest, licking at your nipples as her mouth roamed. "Fuck her." Chungha gave the command and Jin followed, his thick girth was thrust into your tight pussy.
Seokjins name tumbled from your lips in a mantra as he fucked your roughly, all while Chungha continued to suck and nip at your skin. Suddenly, Chungah pulled off of you and moved up to hover above your kiss swollen lips. "Can you do two things at once like a good girl?" She cooed, seduction dripping from her tone. You mewled out a yes and licked across her pretty pussy. You inserted two fingers inter her core and pumped while you sucked on her clit, curling your fingers to hit the right spot. Hearing her moan your name encouraged you further as you tried to stay focused with Jin snapping his hips into you roughly.
"I-I'm close." You heard Seokjin say breathlessly, "It's safe cum inside~" You whined, not wanting him to stop, the knot in your stomach getting close to coming undone. He started rubbing your clit and you arched your back, fucking Chungha harder with your fingers. "Let's cum together, now." Chungha purred and just like that you could feel her thighs shaking around you. Jins hot seed filled you up perfectly, and you were brought to your peak as he continued fucking you through his own orgasm.
Jin pulled out slowly, causing you to moan wantonly as his cum leaked out and mixed with your own. Your lips were glistening covered in Chunghas cum, it tasted amazing. "Mm, thanks you two~ Let's get you cleaned up." Chungha said getting off of you and hopping down off the bed. She pulled her clothes back on and left the room, returning with a warm cloth which she used to wipe you down. You saw Seokjin grabbing new boxers and a big t-shirt, which he handed to you once you were wiped clean. You thanked him as he grabbed his own set and slid under the covers, beckoning you to join him, which you did. Chungha blew you both a kiss as she left, and then everything went fuzzy.
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The Freebirth of Baby A:
After an eventful day of sightseeing in San Francisco with my husband's family, the night of April 25th was a bit restless for me. I was pretty worn out from walking all day, uncomfortable from being, at this point, 41 weeks 2 days pregnant.
I woke up multiple times in the night, experiencing a lull of back pain and overall tightness in my stomach muscles.
Weeks before this night, I had been excited, ready, then put off when my previous (what I didn't realize was prodromal and perfectly normal) labors fizzled to nothing.
However, something was different about this night. Falling asleep felt instantaneous, like my body needed me resting, yet I woke up a few times to use the bathroom- my body cleaning itself out to fully prepare.
I woke the morning of April 26th with what I recognized were actual waves- contractions. They weren't regularly spaced nor very painful, moreso uncomfortable, like gas pain.
Hosting company, I cooked breakfast for everyone occasionally pausing to acknowledge the waves of my womb.
My mother-in-law noticed something off about me, I think how I was more into myself than my usual social self, and I told her I didn't want to jinx anything, but I thought I was in early labor.
My husband's family wanted to continue sight-seeing parts of the Bay Area (they were visiting from Chicago where we are originally from) and left the house about midday. Only my husband, L & B (my sons), and myself remained.
Looking back now, I'm thankful that they wanted to give us some space because I needed a few hours to get into a more internal mindset to keep my goal on track -- delivering my baby at home.
The boys played while I bounced on an exercise ball, opening my hips and swaying with the waves of contractions. At this point they were still pretty far apart, about 12-15 minutes, and pretty short in length.
After nearly 2 hours of that (about 2pm), I was becoming impatient and a little frustrated because not only were my contractions not picking up, it almost felt like they were slowing down. (Though now, I feel this was all in my head)
I told my husband I wanted to go out and walk around, coincidentally it was when Toys R Us was closing all their locations and the one local to us was having a huge sale, so we went. I figured we could get something for the boys to get involved with in case I either A; do have the baby at home, or B; need to transfer and my MIL has to take the boys. I paced around the store while the kids picked out play doh, toy trucks, and sidewalk chalk.
Leaving the store I tell my husband I want to go home, right now. We had planned maybe stopping somewhere to eat, but even though my contractions hadn't changed much, something changed within me and I just wanted to be home. I followed my instincts.
We got home, a bit after 3, B was really weepy so I decided to lay down and try to nap with him. We were both tired. My body told me to rest and I obliged. I was (well, tbh, still AM) breastfeeding B and thought getting a quick feed in would probably help me progress and relax us both. B fell asleep, and so did I.... for about 20 minutes.
I woke up to contractions that felt a lot more intense than they were previously. I decided to get in the tub to get some relief, especially for my back, for me, is where I feel most of my labors. I timed a couple contractions and they were only about 10 minutes apart. I thought I had a ways to go, hours at least- and by this time it was about 4:30 PM.
I'm not one to condone cervical checks during labor, to be frank, they don't mean anything progress-wise and can potentially irritate an already busy cervix. Alas I was curious, so while in the tub I checked my cervix and to my surprise-- it felt incredibly high up, so high I couldn't even reach it to see how dilated I was. I was so frustrated, at this point I really thought baby wasn't going to be born until after midnight.
I started feeling a little discouraged; I was tired and thought I hadn't even made it halfway, I cried a little. Then, I laid in the tub and just closed my eyes, trying to ground myself while breathing as deeply as possible. My favorite birth affirmations filled my mind and I calmed myself down, confident again.
About 5pm now, my husband's family returns from their outing and I was still in the tub... just as things totally pick up.
Within 20 minutes my contractions went from 10 minutes to 4 minutes apart and they lasted about 50-70 seconds long. It started becoming difficult to communicate through them, all my focus was on breathing and resting in between. I opened the drain of the tub and turned the faucet on as hot as it would go directly on my back as the pressure became more intense.
The boys came into the bathroom to see what was going on and my husband explained that the baby in mommy's belly is going to come out. L asks if it hurts. I say yes, but I am going to be okay once the baby comes out. They sat and watched for a little while, then went back to play with their cousins.
A powerful surge washed over me and I instantly felt nauseous, I knew what this was and what it meant -- I was in transition; the baby was definitely coming and SOON. (As I said before, this is why one should always decline cervical checks during labor, upon checking my cervix and feeling I had "not progressed" it threw off my whole mood when really I was only about 30 minutes from hitting transition)
I popped out of the tub and vomited into a bowl that my husband brought into the bathroom earlier. He was incredible. I cannot even explain to you how in sync he was to what I needed, without me even saying a word. Indescribably linked.
I stayed on the bathroom floor for maybe 2 contractions after hitting that transition and my instincts spoke to me again. I needed to be somewhere soft. Baby was coming and needed to be caught somewhere more suitable. I obliged and after my next moan through a surge I told my husband I needed help getting into bed.
Mind you, I had planned to have the baby in my bathroom. I had deep cleaned it, set up the space and supplies so everything was accessible in that room. Still in only a few minutes, my husband had all my towels layered on my bed & a bin of supplies on my dresser. Between surges I quickly crouched on my bed on all fours; what was comfortable at the time.
Literally the next surge was so intense and had more pressure behind it that my water broke into my hand. It was warm, I looked down to check it's color -- clear, almost tinged pink. No meconium, not that it is necessarily bad to have stained waters (it's really a non issue), but it was something I wanted to pay attention to, personally, being over 40 weeks.
My next 2 surges brought my body into FER (Fetal Ejection Reflex) and I was pulled into a more tripod stance, on my knees with my left hand supporting me and my right hand covering my vaginal opening, ready to catch.
I stopped being aware of what was going on around me, my eyes were probably open, but I wasn't seeing anything or processing anything other than the visualization of my baby's descent out of me and into this world.
Surge came and I felt the top of a head pop into my palm. I lightly smoothed my fingers over it, it was soft, warm, and I felt hair! So much hair. I say out loud; "I feel a head and it has hair!" My husband was behind me with his hands on my back, he says; 'I can see it! Almost here! Come on, boo!'
I'm in a lot of pain here, the "ring of fire" is in full force and my surges are at their most intense with maybe 10 seconds of break in between.
1st surge after crowning: I deep belly moan and FER pulls my body together. My hand now completely cups baby's head. My vaginal opening is b u r n i n g .
2nd surge after crowning: Deep in my belly once again I moan like a cow as my body pushes for me. My hand leaves baby's head as I feel it pass, then shoulders and in one fluid motion baby is out -- 5:40pm -- I lean behind it to get a look & assess.
I notice it is grey-purple in color, grimacing, and hands & legs were moving. Very good signs. Babe only had vernix in their hair and under their neck, but I think that's because babe was so far along gestationally, their fingernails were pretty long already too.
I pick baby up and open their legs to find I gave birth to yet another boy. "IT'S ANOTHER BOY!!!" I yelled. I hold him to my chest upright and rub his back to see if I could get him to cry, he had not yet, though I could see him grimacing and hear him clearing his airways to breathe. It kinda sounds like when we have congestion in our throats right after coughing.
After a small snort and cough, he lets out a nice, loud cry and I laid on my back completely soaking in the rush of endorphins exploding in my brain.
I did it! I grew my baby and delivered him... me and my husband... Just as he was made; he was born. In the bed that we still sleep in together.
L ran in shortly after hearing his brand new brother cry to come take a look at him. He tells his grandma that mommy's baby came out!
Baby A latched right away and I began to feel my stomach tightening again; it was time to deliver the placenta. I laid Baby A on the bed, squatted and pushed with the smallest amount of force and it came right out. I placed it in a bowl we had put aside and sat on a fresh towel to monitor my bleeding. I relatched Baby A and inspected my placenta (for science lmao) while I waited for Baby's cord to turn completely white and limp -- the ideal time to cut. It took probably a solid 20 minutes.
I sterilized a brand new pair of kitchen scissors (I literally bought them just to cut the cord) with rubbing alcohol and cut Baby A's cord, leaving about 2 inches still attached. I took a piece of thick sewing thread, dipped it in the rubbing alcohol and tied the cord as tight as I possibly could manage about 1.5-ish inches away from what would one day be his belly button.
There he was. Guided by the voice of his father, born into the hands of his mother, and immediately greeted by his older brothers; in the sanctity and safety of his own home. Just as he should have been.
Born 4/26/18
5:40pm
9lb 15oz, 21.5in
"the birth of you was nothing like the birth of me" ❤
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Differential diagnosis | SELF PARA
I kinda used to be free — I kinda used to be bold — I'm kinda missing me — I'm kinda missing my soul.
It was always like this. He closed his eyes against the lights, to drive away the sight of hope that the sun still set like any other day stuck in a prison. The library was always quiet, but new arrivals always brought an influx of action in the dingiest parts of the hospital. Slouched on the bumped out window seat with boots drawing dirt on the pristine panes of glass, Casey hadn’t a care in the world, disregarding the plethora of mental issues still painting him as a monster. Wasn’t the last part of grieving acceptance? Ah, whatever.
“But I’ve had this chest pain.” Her voice sounded worried, too loud in Casey’s ears even if she tried to whisper it to whoever was listening to the list of symptoms. Involuntarily his head tilted to the source of the noise, blue eyes still closed but turned towards them. It wasn’t his conversation, but it was morbid curiosity. If allowed, the flashbacks to his residency would come back in full swing, the years he’d spent listening to people complain about sniffles and joint pain. Sheer willpower kept the reminiscing at bay, as it always did, and the blonde strained to hear the conversation further. Some murmurs later he almost gave up on the eavesdropping, when she continued, still despair in her voice; “Around here, but like deeper.” He could almost chortle at that, but he cracked one eye open to see if he could glimpse what she meant. Blinking away the blurry vision he could see the two friends sitting by one table like good little new patients. Her hand hovered over her left side, over the chest. A clear reason to call a nurse to check it out. It would’ve been his first instinct if he wasn’t stubborn. It wasn’t his area of expertise, cardiology and all that. Big wow if he’d failed that class, or ever taken it. Did he? A frown appeared on his face. The memories of med school were blurry, everything before America had got like that. She was leaning forward with evident intention, that much was clear. She shifted, but never backwards. Side to side, pulling her legs up so she sat on her tiptoes. It wasn’t an alarming thing, Casey himself sat like that when he was anxious, but he was assuming, not connecting. “No, you don’t get it, I don’t want to tell the nurses! They’ll say I’m just imagining things because I’m stressed!” Her voice rose, and a coughing fit rang through the library. All the while she held her chest, a sign of painful spasms, maybe. From her chest to her neck, a radiating pain then. Now invested, he focused on the new patient. Maybe this was the thrill he’d needed, getting out the repressed doctor from his brain. “They’ll just give me something for this damn fever and tell to sleep it off.” Between coughs, she was barely audible. It sounded like just a cold, but he’d seen more than enough of those. Was it wishful thinking he would make some breakthrough by listening to complaints in a library? Something to remind him he wasn’t a failure, that losing one patient wasn’t his fault. It took more willpower to stop that train of thought, the brief stress enough to make the Aussie ball his fist, consider breaking another window, maybe a finger to distract from the spiral of self hate gathering on the horizon. “I can’t just sleep it off, it hurts to lie down, and I can barely breathe! I can’t even sleep at night, and I’m so tired.” Pain, a cough, fever, shortness of breath, alleviated by sitting or leaning forward, fatigue. It didn’t narrow it down much. There were hundreds, if not thousands, of diagnoses for those flu-like symptoms. She was getting hysterical; the tears were almost audible in her tone, so Casey let out a sigh and pushed himself up and off his seat. The patients silenced when he approached, pretending to focus on their books about... Botany. Cute. Leisurely lounging by the table took only about five seconds before he reached his hand out, confusing the young girls even more. “I ain’t here to ask you for a bloody dance, gimme your arm, would ya?” There were more eloquent ways to ask for a pulse, and the stress of having a big, rugged thug ask for your arm wasn’t a way to keep the pulse steady, but it was all he knew now. She was hesitant, obviously, the question of why on her lips before her friend interjected. “Just do it, Maya. Or does that hurt too?” Ouch, not good friends then. That assessment had been wrong. Her wrist was delicate, adorned with a telltale green wristband that promised Casey some more days in solitary if the guards ate their piss-soaked cereal that morning. Her skin was clammy, sticky from the apparent fever she was sporting. Eyes on the clock, her pulse kept racing
like she’d just witnessed her crush confess to her. It could be from his sudden appearance, but he could add it as a symptom, just for the extra challenge. As soon as his fingers left her pulse point, she yanked her hand back and curled in on herself. A shy one, which was unfortunate. “So, you always got your heartbeat up like that, or are you scared?” Pointed question, he assumed, but she shook her head. “N-No, I’m not scared. It’s been doing that a lot.” So, heart palpitations. Casey nodded and crouched down by the large wooden table, throwing his arms over it for support. Squinting into nothingness, the silence prevailed for a while longer before she peeped up again. When had his eyes closed? The insomnia had really taken a toll, apparently, but he slowly cracked his eyes open anyway. “Um,” she began, unsure, eyes darting around the room, “Are you a, uh, doctor?” She barely had time to finish the sentence before Casey snorted, dismissive, maybe rude. She looked taken aback, apologetic almost, like a deer caught in headlights. If he’d get a penny for every time he caused that reaction, he’d have... Many pennies. At least six. “Nah, jus’ a guy who reads too much WebMD.” A half-truth is better than a lie, isn’t that what Sophia had said? All those hours scouring through that very site, as a young hopeful med student hoping to make a mark on the world. What a mark that was. “Then why— ” “Right, you got swollen legs lately? Stomach?” The questioning didn’t head in a direction he could call comfortable; Medical questioning was easier, more routine, something calming about the puzzle it presented even if some called him too dumb to play with a stick. She’d nodded at some point, and Casey dipped his head under the table to check the situation himself. Skin-tight jeans weren’t the best for that, but the compression might be what kept her standing. “Who are y—“ “Should have the nurses check you for pericarditis.” “Wha—“ “Might be a nasty infection ‘round your heart, yeah? Or you want the professional sounding spiel? An inflammation of the pericardium, membrane around your heart’s swollen, extra fluid in the space between the pericardial layers, blah blah blah, yada yada yada.” Slamming his hands against the tabletop makes both the girls jump, even in their bewilderment. The patient in question gingerly places her hand over her heart, anxiety clear on her face. Right, he wasn’t supposed to scare the other patients anymore. Maybe he was making up for the violence in his past by collecting himself, softening a rough, aggressive voice into something kind and caring, something he knew how to do but never wanted to. No reason for them to get attached. “If I'm right, it’s treatable, you ain’t gonna die. Just a few meds and you’ll be runnin’ around reading about... Coneflowers. That’s tight. Go see a nurse.” Leaving them with a confused stare in their eyes was all he could do as he stretched his arms up and left their side. His shoulder popped twice before his thoughts settled in lunch, a welcomed distraction from the growing feeling of pride, a twisted sensation he was quick to kill off with another deadly sin of glutton. “I’m going to see a nurse.” Her relieved voice carried into the hallway, and Casey distantly wondered if he could get the cook to smuggle him some Tim Tams.
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I see that you're in the Voltron fandom! I want to watch it but I'm really afraid of all the discourse and hate... Can I ask your opinion on this? Do you think I should give it a shot? I hope you're doing fine, Lulu-chan!
Hey dear! I’m so sorry this reply is probably really late?? I’ve been trying to tag my older stuff before posting new stuff so I haven’t really been checking my askbox and all!!
About Voltron, I’m barely halfway through the first season so I kinda feel like I’m only just dipping my toes into the fandom haha (I haven’t even settled on a favourite character which is REALLY surprising considering I’m a love-at-first-sight kinda fangirl) but I don’t think you should let any form of dis//course/ha//te discourage you from any source material!! So far Voltron has been cute and wonderful (esp. if you like western cartoons and you’re okay with the pacing? and the art style and the dialogues? b/c the biggest difference I feel there is between cartoons and anime is the….. Dialogues?? Idk how to explain it, it’s like the banter and the way messages/feelings are conveyed is so different and sometimes it’s a bit of a leap to get used to but if you’ve been watching Avatar/Korra and SU and stuff like that you should be fine! AND THE PACING is a nice surprise because I kinda always have the impression that cartoons like to wrap up small story plots within 1 or 2 episodes at max but so far Voltron has been quite a continuous story between episodes and I really like that!) so if you’re looking for some cute bonding between space pilots with p. cool backstories and a show with strong female characters you should definitely give Voltron a try!
(Also is the ha//te for Voltron like… Really bad?? Is it just because of the ships or are people actually ha//ting on the show?? I haven’t really been actively seeking out the negative comments and no one on my dash really reblogs ha//te so……. I’m actually quite oblivious to the discourse haha.) EDIT: oh welp nvm I just went into the dis//course tags HAHA and wow that is not pretty. No wonder you’re nervous about entering the fandom. I’m gonna….. Post my opinions under the cut if anyone’s interested??
Thanks for dropping by with the question!! I sincerely hope you’ll enjoy Voltron!!
Well tbh the main argument against sh//aladin ships is because people think it’s/ define it as pe//dophilia? I could cry laughing because I’m not sure if the problem is people are actually not aware of the definition of pe//dophilia, or they’re just purposely trying to bend logic to justify their opinions? I mean yes, some people get upset seeing nsfw sexual stuff depicting minors (the proper definition of this is people younger than 18 in most countries). That’s understandable. That’s why you blacklist tags like ‘nsfw’, don’t follow blogs posting nsfw content, so you don’t see the sexual stuff on your dash.
But seriously, degrading sh//aladin ships to pe//dophilia? That’s really mean and wrong? Other than Shiro, the rest of the Paladins are teenages?? Quoted in interviews with the voice actors as “around 16 years old”? which means that calling any relationship between Shiro and any of the other Paladins “pe//dophilia” is already out of the question because, and I quote wikipedia and other websites for this, ″Pe//dophilia or pae//dophilia is a psychiatric disorder in which an adult or older adolescent experiences a primary or exclusive sexual attraction to prepubescent children″ and the ″criteria for pe//dophilia extend the cut-off point for prepubescence to age 13″. Do the Paladins look like prepubescent children? Prreeeeetty sure they don’t. They’re teenagers. So any ha//ters basing their arguments around pe//dophilia really ought to check themselves because that’s really kinda embarrassing, guys.
So people don’t like pe//dophiles, well neither do I. But Shiro isn’t a pe//dophile because the rest of the Paladins aren’t prepubescent children, last I checked. And Shiro’s like, 26-30 at most? So the only issues here against sh//aladin ships are 1. Relationship with a Minor and 2. Age Gap, all the NSFW stuff aside. Relationships with a Minor is icky because it’s in the grey area and not punishable by law if the relationship is strictly not sexual? Sure, it’s definitely not everyone’s cup of tea, but it’s not morally wrong either. A lot of things could go wrong in a relationship with a minor esp. in real life, to be fair. It’s not a thing you should encourage like ever because most mistakes people can make WILL COST THEM. But this is fiction, not real life? The portrayal of the characters are derived solely from the creators, be in canon or fanfiction? So if you feel something is wrong with the portrayal, it’s not a problem with the characters themselves but the creators who portray them that way?
In the case of Voltron- The story’s setting/development is one where the Paladins (Shiro included) are given time to figure out why they’re in this, why they want to stay here, what they want to do with their lives, where they want to go from where they’ve been tossed into, and how they want to achieve that?? And that includes if they want to be in love with the people they spend almost all their time together with? Their entire Galaxy (or Galaxies idk) are threatened by this evil space race that’s destroying everyone and everything in their path to absolute power, and these Paladins are growing and learning new things about themselves and each other every day with every fight? And people wanna bicker with other people about “Shiro is 26-30 and the Paladins are minors so they shouldn’t be dating”? wow guys. Seriously. It almost sounds like these particular group of people have never had any sort of significant interaction with another person before, no offence. The characters themselves are not at fault here?
Idk about you, but back in my teenage years (I’m 24 now) people get into relationships as young as 12, 13? (People probably get into relationships at younger age now.) My first love was at 13 years old, man. It’s normal? The process, the experiences is how you broaden your perspective, figure things out, stuff like what you’re looking for and what you need from your partner, what you like and what you don’t. I’m not saying it’s all roses and butterflies, because you get hurt along the way. But you learn, you make mistakes and you remember not to make them again because they hurt, and no one likes to get hurt. But falling down and learning to pick yourself up brings you further? Not all of us are lucky enough to find “The One™” right at the start and live happily ever after. And people suffer from bad judgement and terrible decisions because of lack of experience and narrow viewpoints. I have friends who barely date, gets into relationships and feeling like “this is the one” and end up getting terribly hurt because they don’t know themselves well enough and don’t know better and that sucks, man. I’m digressing. Point is? Young love is good. I’m all for young love and learning about yourself and learning about other people and about interacting with someone else and all. About developing, growing up with love. The most important thing is discipline and control and not falling for temptations and making mistakes you know are BAD and you shouldn’t make, but that applies to everything you do in life, not just in relationships. And in the realm of fiction you can literally control the characters to do things so what’s the big issue? People are okay with a 16 y/o falling in love with a 16 y/o even though they’re both First-timers™ with no experience who will probably make a lot of mistakes and hurt each other a fair bit along the way, but they’re not okay with an older adult dating a minor even though the older adult probably might have better experience and control/discipline not to make mistakes and the relationship could have a more wholesome and lasting development? Isn’t that a bit contradictory? I can’t wrap my head around this?? All love is good and age doesn’t matter as long as both parties consent and are willing to work towards keeping themselves and the other party safe? That’s really how relationships are supposed to work isn’t it? It really really sounds like some people have 0 knowledge about how relationships are? I could cry?
And then there’s the whole *spoiler alert* for season 2!!!!!!!!!!! Keith: “Shiro, you’re like a brother to me.” I shall just direct you to this very sweet and concise post by niduss which I feel sums up everything I feel about the line in terms of Keith’s development. On the side of shipping: this line neither supports nor debunks Sheith as a relationship? So please stop??
And in case people wanna start dropping ha//te to me saying stuff like “this bitch probably doesn’t have brothers so she ships incest” or “never been a victim of pe//dophilic abuse before” so I shouldn’t be saying stuff like this, 1. I have 2 brothers and we’ve had ups and downs but I’m close to my brothers now and I love my brothers so ha, shame on you HA, and 2. I don’t need to prove to you that I’ve been through my fair share of traumatic shit™ to make my opinions valid? I’m not proud of the fact that I’ve gotten abused as a child, but it made me who I am now and that’s the part I’m proud of? Yes.
tldr; shipping sh//aladin is fine as long as they’re handled appropriately? It’s not pe//dophilic at all?? Shiro isn’t a pe//dophile?? If a person’s portrayal of characters art/writing/etc is wrong/immoral/inappropriate, then it’s just a reflection of the person themselves? Love isn’t wrong and the characters have done nothing wrong? Don’t shove your opinions down other people’s throats and then distort 1001 things just to try and defend your opinion? Thanks.
#it took me ages to start believe me I'm always so slow to jump from anime to cartoon#I think it's because as an Asian I'm really not used to the western banter#in some cases it can get so overdone to the point it annoys me? kinda??#idk how to explain it I'm gomen#but Voltron is cute and the characters are cute so!! yeah!!!#anon#ask#WOW THAT GOT REALLY LONG
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