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That whole scene where MK activates the crown to prevent Wukong from sacrificing himself is always hard to watch, especially once Wukong is rendered helpless as MK walks into the pillar, but I came to a realization that made it even WORSE when i was rewatching ep 9.
So each time the crown was activated before, it would only glow for a few moments and stop, still taking Wukong out of the game for a bit due to those short moments it was on.
But when MK did it during the fight, it was glowing the whole time when he stopped Wukong and walked into the pillar, which is also why Wukong was screaming out as much as he was.
My man was in literal pain, emotionally and physically, begging him to stop all the while...
I'm just -,
#i mentioned this in a LMK discord I'm in and everyone started to cry all over again XD#but i am still unwell about it#i know Sean's throat is unwell after all of that too XD#lmk sun wukong#lmk wukong#monkie kid wukong#monkie kid spoilers#lego monkie kid season 5#lego monkie kid sun wukong#lmk#lego monkie kid
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two mimir.. 🤲🏼🤲🏼
#i'm so fucking unwell about them this isn't fair i don't need more tragic yaoi in my life LET ME LIVE FML#they deserved so much better#fuck the “who would top who would bottom” argument bc they're minors we should be asking who would big spoon and little spoon 😔#kinda wild how we had a sleepover with yusuke and almost ryuji but not akechi 🤨#atlus discriminating between boyfriends i see#not even complaining i still think yusuke should've lived with us i started violently sobbing when he said he was moving back into the dorms#that was so homophobic of the devs i was gonna ask him to share the bed next night 💔#ANYWAY#persona 5#p5#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws#its two am on a school night i need to sleep bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#no school day after tmr bc the juniors and sophmores are taking the sat tho 😼‼️
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#d20 spoilers#fantasy high#ribbittrobbit#dimension 20#d20 fantasy high#d20 fanart#spoilers#figueroth faeth#fig faeth#ankarna#fantasy high junior year#fhjy spoilers#not to be utterly insane but i feel like the original drawing was missing something and now i fucking get it#and i feel like these are oracular visions and im insane now#brb gonna 3d model a temple and then paint both layers of frescos#jfc im unwell about these fictional teens#also yeah i draw pretty fast bec i can't sit still and watch actual play i usually work on animation shit#but man oh man has this one got me in a fucking chokehold#its literally 4:19 am guys
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As much as I love (and understand) everyone being wild about Edwin in Port Townsend, you can't tell me that clients don't fall in love with Charles left and right, too.
Have you seen the boy?
The softest, warmest brown eyes you could imagine, surrounded by the longest lashes. A nose so regal it would make Greek sculptors cry with joy. Cheekbones so sharp you could cut a diamond on them. Curls you want to card your fingers through and never stop again. A smile so brillant it could replace the sun.
I'm sure there's an army of people just swooning over Charles back in England.
And Edwin? Edwin would have hated that ever since it happened the first time, but now he knows why it hurts that much when someone calls Charles babe or luv or darling and I am pretty sure that that would make it so much worse.
#dead boy detectives#payneland#painland#paineland#charles rowland#edwin payne#yes i am still unwell about them#surgery is nothing compared to my love for these idiots#and yes i am very slowly writing a fic about edwin being jealous and that's where this is coming from
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Pardon, but I've been thinking about this frame for the last 24 hours:
Astarion, filled with power—literally, figuratively, emotionally. Ascending.
And he's still shot behind chains.
#i am unwell about it actually#the frame is so intentional#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#(and because the game is still only 4 months old and even newer or not even out on some platforms)#bg3 spoilers
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The Tragedy of Hayakawa Aki - chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto
grief lessons: four plays by euripides, anne carson // chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto // deathless, catherynne m. valente // “untitled,” 2016, ink on paper, kara walker // james, clementine von radics // slide tackle, japanese breakfast // how to cure a ghost, fariha róisín // red glove, holly black // the letter, richard paul evans // interview with james hall, richard siken // ptolemaea, ethel cain // iq84, haruki murakami // the godfather, mario puzo // god's silence, franz wright // crush, richard siken // tumblr user ojibwe // when i was done dying, dan deacon
#csm#chainsaw man#hayakawa aki#aki hayakawa#webweaving#you know your girl is mentally unwell when she makes a webweaving post abt an anime character#web weaving#okay gonna spam every variataion fo teh spoilers tag now LOL#chainsaw man spoilers#csm spoilers#csm manga spoilers#chainsaw man manga spoilers#spoilers#hopefully that was enough#ANW#thinking about him SOOOO MUCHHH#man doomed by the narrative *twirls hair*#his character IS tragedy but i am still conflicted on which tragedy it is#was it inevitable? or was it preventable?#what is the hamartia in this story#is it a character flaw or his circumstances that were out of his control?#honestly think it can be viewed both ways#if he hadnt been so intent on revenge he wouldnt have ended up like this. but it was also circumstance bc makima is basically a god#but god gODD that last quote got me so good bc i was liek THATS LITERALLY IT#TAHTS AKI#anw after volume 9 i cried so many times after during the day and now im rotating him in my mind#my edit#EDIT: JUST READ A POST THAT SAID THAT GOOD TRAGEDY IS WHEN YOU CANT TELL WHETHER IT WAS CIRCUMSTANCE OR FLAW...#DROPPING TO MY KNEES....#thats it thats exactly it
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Don't you love it when they're so ruthlessly doomed by the narrative it's actually a bit impressive how you ever even had hope
#chaghan suren#altan trengsin#yin nezha#fang runin#literally the entire cast of#tpw#this is about#the poppy war#obviously#ahahahaha im sick#rf kuang#the woman that you are#the writer that you are#im suffering#im too attached#im unwell#im still recovering#im not having a good time#how am i to gaslight gatekeep girlboss under these conditions#how can i live laugh love like this#satosugo#stsg
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fantasy au scribbles!!
#ft. bardaby and wall beefing <3#ok yeah im just gonna call possessed wally wall.#cause yk. homes. home. walls. wall.#the alternative options were like. walome. holly. etc. bad options#In My Mind that scribble is the result of barnaby's first time seeing home possess wally#he did not know home could do that! they'd already had a very stressful and bad few months!#both of them were at their limits and were ready to Start Biting!#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#wh au#welcome home au#anyway yeah i gave howdy a lil ponytail. what about it#and his lil magic bullet bandolier <3#ALSO DRAWING THE PUPPETS WITH TEETH IS FUN BUT ALSO VERY STRANGE#I AM NOT USED TO SHOVING CHOMPERS IN THEIR FACES#but in this au they're Real Fleshy Beings so. they need teeth i guess#ok i just wanted to give them teeth in a way that my brain allowed#still very unwell about this lil au btw#my little imaginings have been keeping me going lately#my favorite plotlines at present are bardaby-home bonding / wally & home are separated / ocean adventures / disembowelment <3#fun things all around!
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can we appreciate for a second how varric treats all three dragon age protagonists?
hawke was his best friend. varric was the constant supportive rock throughout their many years in kirkwall together. they shared grief over lost family, overcame bullshit dealt to them over their shared mistakes, and reveled in the few good things thrown their way. and in the end varric repaid that in full by protecting hawke from the inquisition. he didn’t want them to get hurt again after both of them lost everything.
the inquisitor was varric’s guiding light. he had been through some of the worst shit anyone had ever seen, blaming himself for everything that happened that led up to this point. but the inquisitor took him by the hand and showed him that it’s never too late and that not everything was his fault. shit happens. you can either lie down and give up or do something. the inquisition gave varric a new purpose. so he stuck around for the inquisitor (as his friend) and for the cause.
rook was his pupil. he saw their potential when everyone else saw their ignorance. it was varric’s turn to be the guiding light and shoulder to lean on. he took both of his relationships with hawke and the inquisitor and became the man his two friends were to him. even when varric wasn’t even there. rook was listening to him. becoming the next one to step up when nobody else would.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#varric tethras#rook#hawke#the inquisitor#guys im so unwell#i am going to miss varric so much!#i still cry when i think about the regret prison scene#god varric you were everything to me#he was so important to the protagonists in different ways#i love how his relationships shaped him
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Im not good at words-ing but
Koharu Sakurada and Aki Tamaki
Sakurada means "Cherry Blossom field"
Aki roughly translates to "Autumn"
Cherry Blossoms are not only associated with love, but their short lived blooms also signify the fleeting nature of life.
Autumn is the time of the year where trees shed their leaves, and is associated with grief in some cultures. But at the same time, it signifies new beginnings.
Koharu died young. Too young. Unlike Aki who had loved her since she was only nine years old, Koharu never had a chance to experience falling in love. And i think Aki feels guilty for that. For not confessing sooner, for not confessing later, for confessing at that place, at that time. Maybe then, she would still be alive, she would still have had a chance at experiencing love. And maybe she feels guilty for surviving the accident, for not being the one who died instead, for not being able to save her.
But she has to move on.
And moving on doesn't mean she didn't love Koharu any less, it didn't mean she didn't love her anymore. In fact, its the opposite.
Even years after her death, Aki still loved her.
She loved her for six years, and continued loving her for five more.
Aki loved her, and though that love and grief may not fade away anytime soon, she has to move on. For herself, and for Koharu.
Those cherry blossoms will bloom again one day, and though those flowers aren't the same as the ones from before, they are just as wonderful.
#im not good at wording things like. at all#and i still have so much thoughts that i cant meaningfully articulate into words but do you#do you get what im trying to say#love bullet#ラブ・バレット#koharu sakurada#aki tamaki#yuri so good and so heartwrenching it keeps me up at night thinking about it#i am mentally unwell#sorry twst fans no twst content yet the doomed yuri is too good#love bullet koharu#love bullet aki#felle misc〔𓍢ָ໋🀦〕
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Tired: Rise!Splinter is a neglectful and awful father who doesn’t care about his kids >:(
Wired: Rise!Splinter’s negligence comes from a place of deep trauma that he’s carried with him his whole life – losing his mother, having been betrayed by the love of is life, being imprisoned and forced to fight for his life, used as an experiment and subsequently being mutated and losing his whole identity as a person – and while it certainly doesn’t excuse his behavior, there is no doubt that this man loves his sons fiercely despite his own shortcomings and perhaps it is exactly that love and care that causes him to keep his children at arms length in hopes to spare them his family’s cursed legacy that grooms them into martyrs and are thus destined to die young, a sacrifice for the greater good that Splinter is never willing to make even if it means forfeiting the world to the Shredder. Splinter’s journey of fatherhood began by being completely unprepared as a fresh young single father of four young children that depend on him to survive and there is no surprise he’s hit almost every bump there possibly is when raising a child but never in his life has Splinter ever blamed or resented his children in any way – he is not perfect and he’s aware and he tries to do better all because he loves his kids this fucking much bc despite all the shit he’s been through, those kids made him realize that he can try again. to dismiss him as an awful father is a gross mischaracterization of a deeply traumatized man of color who evidently tried his fucking hardest not to pass on the hurt onto his own children while grappling with his own demons and the crushing destiny of his family’s blood line that took away his mother.
#rottmnt#hamato yoshi#hamato splinter#turtle files: meta#guys i am so unwell about him#he's literally so!! i love he!!!#this guy's been to hell and back and yet!! and yet!! here is still!!#HERE IS STILL!! RAISING KIDS!!#HE KNOWS FUCK ALL BUT THEY DEPEND ON HIM AND THAT IS ENOUGH#i need to lie down#i am literally so [starts wailing sobbing crying]#the next omo chapter's gonna be a doozy boys#anyway dont mind me#teh number one splinter defender#KSJSJKBDBKJDBJKF#I JUST FEEL A LOT ABOUT HIM OKAY#as someone who comes from an asian family with generational trauma...#bro. BRO.
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genuinely can't get over how this panel is like an honest to god fanfic premise but better because it's ACTUALLY canon. they really did just lock eyes across a battlefield and time slowed down. horikoshi what the fuck kind of fruity shit is this. i am in ur fucking WALLS
#mha manga spoilers#bakugou katsuki x midoriya izuku#bakudeku#bkdk#bnha bkdk#i am so unwell over them#WHAT THE FUCK WAS TBIS CHAPTER???#i feel like i need to get sedated i am STILL thinking about this panel#the amount of brainrot i feel rn...#my hero academia#bnha#bnha 403#mha 403
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Me staring off into space still trying to process the rollercoaster of emotions that is the 'Unheard EP'
Source: twitter.com
#i am still unwell and its two more hours before i can have all my other hozier moots yell about this with me ���😩#hozier#Unheard EP#andrew hozier byrne#unreal unearth#wastelandposting
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enough girlboss, time for girlfailure
#been SOOOO stressed lately and the first thing i do when i pick the pen back up is continue on exchanges and commissions right? RIGHT?#no fuck you. transfemme ogata time.#golden kamuy#artfromthefrogs#transfem ogata#ogata hyakunosuke#gk ogata#i am unwell about her#PLEASE i nEED greasy transfemme ogata in her mothers stained kimono PLEASE it would be SOOOOO sexy#i hauve covid#i have a big hc that she still wears trousers and stuff but come on. mommy issues girl putting on mommy's clothes?#shhhhh im doing it for the NARRATIVE#golden kamuy fanart#gk fanart#frog portfolio
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i saw someone say something like "maybe in another universe they protected each other" about the roomies and i dont think that could be more wrong. even if they weren't successful, they did everything they could.
etho used both of his lives to help his team by running away. he is a runner and by god he will do what he knows how to in service of those who cared.
cleo isnt as obvious. she's used to being betrayed at this point, so her support for her team is subtle but there in her actions. early season she funnels hearts to her teammates. they stick together, and after etho dies she's trying again and again to make sure her remaining teammate doesnt die trying to defend her.
grian, in his own words, goes anyway the wind blows. not this time. this time, his final life is spent kicking and screaming, fighting like a cornered dog to survive. to stall. if cleo can have one more breath, one minute closer to living, anything, he would surrender his hearts as a human shield.
they were all loyal until their deaths, contrary to past seasons. they learned how to protect for their team. it didn't work, but god did they try.
#whimsyposting#zombiecleo#ethoslab#etho#grian#secret life smp#secret life spoilers#idk if i still need to tag spoilers but im gonna anyways#also did the series end#checks calendar#over a week ago?#yes. am i still unwell? yes#they're my sillies#i can think of like 80 different ways to talk about the besties#they're my favorites#idk if ANYONE could tell
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Mad Gallant
#juspion#do you understand how unwell i am about this suit????#like#the way he camouflages perfectly against the city lights??????#i am captivated by the way he sparkles lmao kiramaizin eat your heart out#massive black cat energy in that 90% of the time he's on screen all you can see are his big ol yellow eyes#pitch black + lights up + yellow accents + talks with junichi harutas voice i was doomed from the start with this one folks#i want to know who's in the suit cause i doubt they were still letting haruta do all that himself lmao#there was a really neat shot of his eyes lighting up mid fight and let me tell you#LET ME TELL YOU#i'm not ok about it#space puppy posting#ref
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