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(170824) Jeonghan with W KOREA
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#send help#screaming crying throwing up#scream withouth the s#why is he so fine????#going seventeen#seventeen#seventeen jeonghan#hes an angel#but i am not coming to heaven#its 4am#i need sleep#the grind never stops#prod by lee jihoon - post
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good morning sifloop nation
#loop is so fucking hard to draw bc I can never tell how I can center the face on their cookie cutter as head#its literally just a pair of eyes and yet it fucks with me every time 😭#idk what came over me bc suddenly im imagining these two freaks in the funniest scenarios for my own pleasure#im not even halfway thru the game yet im still on act 2 bc I havent been able to play it in a while#genuinely though I am curious as to how ppl would go about describing how u would kiss loop. this isnt even a jab at anyone#in fact I admire whoever pushed their imagination to the limits to find a way to make loop kissable in ways science cannot explain#and other fun activities#I think itd be funny for them to do 7 minutes in heaven bc normally 2 ppl go in to smooch or whatever in the closet#in their case two of them go in but only one of them comes out alive. bc theyre like that#are they fighting or are they fucking. the answer is up to you#sifloop#myart#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#isat loop#isat Siffrin#Siffrin#loop#doodles#shitpost
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-
OFFICIAL BABY HONG HONG-ER DESIGN?????
AND SOLDIER HONG HONG-ER!!! MY CHILD!!!!!
LOOK AT HIM!!!!!
sourse - градоначальник хуа
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#/BROKE THE SOUND BARRIER/#HE IS SO TINY#HE IS SO PRECIOUS#I AM GOING TO DIE#LOOK AT HIM#OH MY GOD#H E#POOR BABY#OH GOD#SEASON 3 I AM READY#COME AT ME#O H M Y G O D#天官赐福#花怜#heavenly official's blessing#heaven officials blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#tgcf donghua#tgcf official#tgcf official art#tgcf season 2#tgcf season 3????#tgcf book 2#hualian#hua cheng#hong er#hong hong er#tgcf news
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people who act like batman isn't "judge jury and executioner" because he doesn't kill people are like. genuinely so funny to me because. they're very obviously thinking of "executioner" as like. the stereotypical guy with axe who chops people heads off, and not, yknow, the literal definition of the idiom itself, which is about someone who has the ability to judge and then subsequently punish someone unilaterally. which is quite literally what batman does.
he has the ability to decide what is a "crime" to him, he is the one who decides whether people are guilty of those crimes, and he is the one who executes their punishment. the severity of the punishment doesn't matter - he is unaccountable to anyone else, and indeed is allowed to commit as many crimes as needed to reach his arbitrary ideal of "justice."
the ideal of batman is this: a man who is so fundamentally changed by an act of senseless violence that he takes it upon himself to fight back against the rot and corruption in the world. he does this not through political activism, not through ridding himself of his wealth in favor of a greater good, not through community outreach, but through an individualistic fantasy of being a hero.
and you'll say: charlie, but he does do that !!! he donates his money all the time, he funds social programs, hospitals, orphanages, gets people jobs -
and i will say this: so why don't things get better?
because here's the base of it. gotham, at its core, can't get better. no matter what bruce wayne does, there will always be more crime, more villains, more death, more people for batman to beat up in back alleys. because that's what sells.
reoffending rates don't matter in gotham, prison reform doesn't matter in gotham, what actually causes crime doesn't matter in gotham because that doesn't sell books.
and so here it is; dc has unintentionally created a world where batman can't win, but can't be wrong, and where thousands of nameless, faceless, only-created-to-die civilians must be pushed into the meat grinder that is gotham, to fuel bruce wayne's angst and vindicate his constant, tireless, noble fight against the forces of evil.
and then: a new robin, who is poor and who's parents are dead or gone because of this cycle; who is happy go-lucky and hated by editors and fans for being robin, for not being dick grayson, for being poor.
and this robin is written, unintentionally or not, to be angry at the ways in which batman's (the narrative's) idea of justice is detached from its victims. bruce seems perfectly fine to allow countless unnamed women to be at risk from garzonas in his home country, yet robin is the one who is portrayed as irrational and violent.
this robin is not detached from gotham in the way bruce wayne is: this robin is a product of gotham.
(and here's the thing. you can't punch aids. you can't fight a disease with colorful fights and nifty gadgets. and how would robin dying from aids add to batman's story; it would call into question the systemic changes that haven't been made in gotham. how does a child get aids, in batman's city?)
so robin dies, and then bruce (the narrative) spends the next couple of decades blaming it on him. it is jason's fault; he was reckless, he just ran in, he thought it was all a game. if only bruce had seen what was coming, if only he could have known that jason wasn't rich enough or smart enough or liked enough to be robin.
batman gets a little more violent, a little more self destructive. he hurts people more and almost (!!) kills a couple guys. this is bad because it's self destructive and "not who he is." it is not bad because batman should not be able to just beat people up when he's angry.
and then he gets a shiny new robin - who is all the things jason "wasn't": rich and smart and rational and he doesn't put who batman is into question. batman and robin are partners, and jason is a grave and a cautionary tale, and (crucially here) never right.
the joker kills thousands and it doesn't matter because they were written to be killed.
batman beats up thousands and it doesn't matter because they were written to be criminals.
and then jason comes back, and nothing has changed. there is a batman and a (shiny! rich!) robin and the joker kills thousands. (because it sells)
and jason is angry - he has been left unavenged - his death has meant nothing, just as willis' had, just as catherine's had, just as gloria's had, just as -
thousands. ten of thousands. hundreds of thousands. written to be killed.
but one of them gets to come back.
and he is angry - not only at the joker, but at bruce (the narrative) - because why is the joker still alive (when thousands-)
here is the thing - jason todd is right. not because the death penalty is good, not because criminals deserve to die, not because of everything he says -
but because of what he calls into question. why is the joker alive?
because he sells books.
and dc has written a masterful character, through no fault of their own, because jason knows what is wrong, and he knows who is at fault - batman. (the narrative)
so the argument that bruce can't kill because he's not judge jury and executioner; the argument that jason is a cop or that jason is insane or that jason is in the wrong here; they hold no weight.
batman can't kill the joker because the joker sells comic books.
and jason can't kill the joker because the joker sells comic books.
so he will beg and plead and grovel - he will betray everything that is himself, he will forsake his family and his city and kill himself - just so that bruce (the narrative) will let the joker die.
he was condemned to death by an audience, and after he came back he has spent his whole life looking us in the eyes and screaming, asking, pleading; why is the joker still alive?
why are thousands, tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands (the number doesn't matter, see, because they're just a number. not people. not real.) why are we expendable for his story? why did i have to die just for nothing to change?
and the answer is money. and the answer is the batman can never be wrong. and the answer is shitty writing. and the answer is -
nothing jason can ever change.
which is the worst of it all. he is a victim with no power, and no one else in the world can see it. he is raging and crying and screaming at his father and his writers and you - and it doesn't matter. jason doesn't matter. and he knows it.
#yes btw i am saying that jason is subconsciously aware he's a comic book character. being dead for literal decades and then coming back#to a different and yet fundamentally unchanged world will do that to you#this is also a huge reason i have beef with people who equate jason's death with any other persons. like sorry. no#jason *died.* forever. he was dead dead. in heaven dead.#he died in the sense that he was never supposed to come back.#your 'heart stopped' or 'was dead for maybe 3 months irl' literally does. not. compare.#also when i say tim is everything jason isn't; by including smart i don't mean jason wasn't smart#i mean tim is *written* to be explicitly in contrast to jason#and by making him a 'genius' the narrative implies his intelligence is directly in contrast to jason's#therefore implying jason wasn't 'smart'#surprisingly little tim hate in this. am i growing from my hate? (no. i wrote a couple paragraphs but it didn't fit. haters stay strong💪)#jason todd#anti batman#red hood#batman meta#batman#anti bruce wayne#bruce wayne
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THE FIRST OMEN dir. Arkasha Stevenson, 2024
#the first omen#the omen franchise#horroredit#junkfooddaily#horror#motionpicturesource#filmedit#dailyflicks#filmgifs#moviegifs#*mywork#shesnake#higabi#awekslook#useranusia#dearestmillie#useroro#foraddy#'and i saw three unclean spirits like frogs come out of the mouth of the dragon and out of the mouth of the beast and out of the mouth#of the false prophet'...............#'and he opened his mouth in blasphemy against god to blaspheme his name and his tabernacle and them that dwell in heaven'!!!!!!!!!#CRAZY STUFF JUST WILD!!!!!!!!!#btw u can count urselves lucky that i managed to control myself enough to NOT put one of these bible verses in the caption bro i am a#life long atheist i should not be sitting around here knowing revelations by heart why do i have these things in my brain
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in case ur wondering how it’s going i read the first two volumes of TGCF in 48 hours
man i knew this would happen once i picked it up 😭
#sprouts log#tgcf#for the record this was several days ago. i am currently halfway through volume 4. which i got today. 💀💀💀#i put this off for YEARS because i saw this coming#heaven official's blessing
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JOSHUA seventeenth heaven highlight medley.
#joshua hong#hong jisoo#joshua#seventeen#svt#seventeenth heaven#heymax#maddieblr#seventeen gifs#svt gifs#*mine#my gif#tw flashing#flashing gifs#tw eyestrain#josh biased mutuals. are u guys okay or.#cause i'm spectacularly not!!! rn!!!! i am not okay!!!!!#once again joshua hong is coming for my NECK.#i have a lot to say about him and none of it is reasonable so im gonna keep my mouth shut but lord above. LORD. ABOVE.#respectfully. please reject me so i can move on >:(
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reading someone say “Lucanis would devour her like taking communion” and realizing “ohhh, his guilt is so sexy because he’d be EXTREMELY catholic about it”
#AO3 USER DRAGONRYDER94 I AM IN YOUR WALLS!!!!!!!!!!#listen LISTEN I am not a pious woman but a man who wants and wants and struggles endlessly to come to terms with it#before ultimately deciding it is worth damnation is soooo hot wtf#(and I have never once in my life been catholic)#you are COOKING here everyone get into it and read uhhhhh#I know heaven’s a thing#lucanis dellamorte#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#da posting#datv#dragon age: the veilguard#regular pining is OUT pining with the undertone of absolute ruin is IN
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imagine your f/o coming home and slipping into bed with you. mumbling about how warm you are and resting their hands on your sides under your shirt.. bonus if their fingers are freezing. or maybe it’s the other way around: sneaking your hands up their shirt to warm them and snuggling in even closer
#and you jump and are like. YOURE SO COLD!!!#but they just keep holding u while u complain.#‘’youre warm…’’ ok yes i am. But you are NOT!#thats barb i thinnk. shr has cold hanfs#in heaven there wouldnt be dust on everything#chil is the opposite#hes oike a little hot water bottle. im like come hereeee#and he Jnows#he’ll be like Oh thank god my shirt is tucjed in. And i pull it out#‘’GET AWAY FROM ME!!’’ vs me laughing while he tries to get away#chilchuck tag pending#f/o general#romantic f/o#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o#platonic f/o#imagine your platonic f/o#imagine your romantic f/o#barrywriting
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on one hand, tgcf convinced me life is worth living. on the other, i now have unbelievably unrealistic expectations.
#i genuinely don’t think it’s possible#how am i supposed to love someone right if i can’t die and come back??#please where are the men like xie lian#unironically and completely seriously my god#xie lian#hua cheng#san lang#hualian#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing
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Put the gott-damn laser down let me explain. I made a small, hard-to-see mental rambling to myself about Juno's visual design and wondered if I could make any connection to why he's named like that.
My immediate assumption was possibly the Roman goddess of love and marriage. Juno's got a primarily white color scheme, and his body is kinda shaped like a wedding cake (or even a bell, based on someone else's words, so a wedding bell?). And as I'm thinking about that on top of being distracted by his hair, I realized I could reference its motions like a veil. It drops down neatly all around his shoulders.
"I connected absolutely nothing" you say? No I think I made my point perfectly. You are free to shoot me now.
#'so you're saying he looks like a bride' you know at this point I have no idea. but I am rolling with it.#I can see the motions in my head but I Cannot draw them out#this is what I get for getting drawn to a dangerous monster whose hair is actually the bane of my existence (but it's pretty)#and it's like 'wow my drive? is it coming back? I feel like I wanna draw again?'#so I'm gonna be willing to learn him-- such is the creative process#I'm sorry but even the gods can't stop me from drawing something if that's what I want to do :)#doodle-daas#megaman legends#rockman dash#megaman juno#rockman juno#p.s.: listen to kikuo's 'let's go to heaven' it's a classic#and the song that kept going in my head as I realized this
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these are A BIT OLD but uhhh here check out these aggio doodles i did forever ago. still VERY happy w my colors :3
#this was back in uhhhh jan 2023!! hot dog!! and its still perfeclty good to eat!#i think kian and chip would get along. they could talk about feelings. kian could give chip the therapy he needs. maybe kiss? who said that#jay and rand could also get along i think. smoke buddies. cigarette fans. i bet they could play dnd together. or build a contraption togeth#also WAUHG the way i colored in kira here is SO PERFECT.. SHES SO SPARKLY N PRETTY. ALSO THAT HOOORNN i remember bleeding for that#shading is HARD lighting is HARD drawing a crazy unicorn is HARD but SOOOO WORTH IT I SITLL LOVE HOW IT LOOKES.....#waht else is there. oh yes the prime defender doodles#i love mark so much.... i miss being crazy and strange abt mark winters... i need to draw him killing more people someday#anyway i gotta go to bed soon to keep my sleep schedul on track but I DONT WAANNA!!!! recently relistened to bitb. that might release spore#im also chippin away at that am i in heaven animatic between workin on commissions. I GOT RLY FAR!! i think that i could finish it within#like. 3 or 4 more inspo waves. it wont be unfinished forevcer..... its so close... just 4 more full scenes to rly fleshh out#so basically another 2 years. YEAH BABy. in the meantime i have a backlog of things i can poast. i got plenty o drawings and doodles to sha#alrigh thats all the ramblin im gonna do for now. sleep well everyone hope shool or work goes easy on u in the coming week
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thought i'd recovered but then i randomly saw wet haired dmitry again and realized. i very much have not recovered
#romance club#heaven's secret: requiem#shut up jen#never saw this level of brain rot coming my dudes#i am so severely unwell like#i have him & lane as my LOCKSCREEN like 😭😭😭#need the update hashtag desperately 🪦
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😀 i love setting out to draw 1 character multiple times but ending up drawing multiple characters 1 time instead 😀 i love it so much 😀
#honestly the qi rong is still my fav.... first one i did.. its jsut so yummy to me ok#the he xuan too.. other two can go fuck off for all i care#i only care for the left side of this canvas#also i feel like i channeled my mbj design while trying to draw he xuan 😔 i cant help it--- like theyre both nonhumans with black n blue#color schemes in my head and.. yeah.. imean he xuan is water and mobei-jun is ice it makes sense in my mind#but also imagining that he xuan design absolutely tearing into food is cracking me up.. i just need to draw him enjoying a nice meal fr..#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#the four calamities#qi rong#hua cheng#he xuan#bai wuxiang#my art#me @ everyone: you get long pointy ears 🥰🥰🥰. (gets to bwx) ... not you tho 🥰🥰🥰#i should draw every tgcf i want to so bad#you will never guess who my favs are i am so not predictable i am so unpredictable you would never see it coming you would never guess im s#i feel like i havent done a lot of tgcf posting on here tho.... . i mean my initial hyperfixation on it was last year i believe??#but i never really stopped thinking about adghasdhgahdjhafa
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me because simply liking carlando is apparently a disease for l3st4ppies on twitter... a disease THAT I HAVE.
#istg this is not even about shipping#i am CONCERNED for people that take stuff like... friendships or relationship of people YOU DONT EVEN KNOW as a serious matter???#get some help 😭😭😭#i mean it genuinely#its all fun and cute until it comes jennifer ruining it her faves don't have this#and who do you want to get mad with exactly?#carlando#carlos sainz jr#carlitos#lando norris#landino#formula 1#rpf is the way to heaven btw#😜#rosiconi#jdjdjdjsj those tweets are so funny bc they are serious i cant#oh AND IVE SEEN PEOPLE ON HERE TOO Y'ALL ARENT SAFE
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An assortment of older Peppino doodles of various quality!
Take a wild guess as to which one of these was drawn at three AM, when my brain was barely functional, and all Ii could think about was kissing that old man on the lips, and which one was drawn with a mouse.
And some attempts at replicating the game's art style more closely. (I love Peppibot Factory so much, guys, I am Grieving the fact that people don't like it for some reason.)
#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#if you have come to any conclusions about me based on the way i draw him. no you haven't shut up#god i. i love men. i love women. i love non-binary people. i love everyone. i am a repulsive fruit and i will never see the gates of heaven
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