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What program do you use to paint? Looks cool!
I currently use Krita!
It's a free art program that you can download, and you can also make animations on there as well (I would recommend looking at a video to understand how that works bc I couldn't at first)
In all honesty it reminds me of the Microsoft art program they used to have back in the early 2000's when computers were big and chunky-
There are a lot of features you can use on here to help yourself learn the basics on here (again, highly recommend watching different videos for support bc some of these things I couldn't understand myself-)
A good example would be one of the lucifer pics I made a month ago with my current workspace-
Each layer shown has it's own place to make that glorious man, from lineart to simple colors to highlights and shadows and even my signature (still trying to figure out how to make a brush for that-)
overview is a good thing for me because I am always doing something wacky or different out of curiosity and usually it never turns out that great, so I use it often to be sure whether or not it looks good.
Brush presets (which I can't remember if that's in the default or not-) are very helpful, especially when you want to use different brush packs from the default set and/or you want to add new brushes to use. e.g. I use the first brush (the one in blue) as my sketching brush, and the other brush (The one that's white) as my lineart tool. These are below:
You can download these brush packs as well as other kinds of brush packs if you search krita brushes (Do note some are paid brushes so check beforehand!)
To get this program you can just search up krita program, and you'll find the download option on the first link:
If you have any questions you can ask me!
#ask#krita#art program#I love this program#and it's so fun#I love it#I rarely use the animation#but i am learning the ropes of it!#i am currently trying to make a draft animation#let's hope it goes well!
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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.
#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions#and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself#so i probably deserve it#but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant#it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it#and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad#i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain#and the worst part is it always works#realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade#i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16#my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am#and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores#it went on for months one summer#then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22#only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died#i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief#the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible#once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho#it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade#and my parents fueled so much of it#‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED#crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up#idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.
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I’m so invested in wizard101 and its denizens that it has got me researching actual irl science and engineering so i could depict magic better
#most of the text is under the tags yet again lmao whoops#I’m out here looking up electrocultural agriculture bc i wanna draw my YW revisiting Khrysalis after Morganthes defeat#helping reverse the mass deforestation and crystallisation caused by the umbra legion#mainly bc I don’t like how fast the game moved on from us saving Khrysalis to merle immediately telling us we r graduating#let there be at least some period of time in between jdjfkg#montage of my wizzy taking the time to learn theurgy under moolinda#despite being a storm wizard#and researching how to heal the land and plant new growth#to use her storm magic to stimulate the plants to grow faster and stronger#bc smth smth electrical currents promote plant development and helps them grow more fruit#and teach whatever shes learned to any other spellbinders and farmers in Khrysalis. bc what good is knowledge if it is not shared#maybe rope professor balestorm into this too with all the experiments. wait who am i kidding he would love that and immediately#(or hop. ha) to help experiment. rope the other diviners into this whole project too actually. get those participation credits kids#w101#wizard101
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gently places this here
#glitch.bat#y eah i grabbed it#and yes i am down to team up if others want#though i know rise MUCH better than world#still learning the ropes in world...#luckily its not that different so... :)#(controls wise i mean the scoutflies and research stuff is neat)
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the thing that's got me really fucking hooked with black sails so far though is that lately i've been going man i really do enjoy splashy violence & gratuitous gore & such, but i want to see something where the violence enacted onscreen has a real and heavy weight to it. (this is of course the fault of me reading what happens next & it entirely + permanently changing my worldview) & this show fucking does! there's so much blood in this show & so far it is always a shorthand or a parallel or a metaphor or foreshadowing or five different layers of such...
#ten year late black sails lb#to be clear like... there is plenty of art where the violence shown is Meaningful tm however those arent the spaces i usually am interested#for film + tv specifically. and i am thinking specifically about film & tv here if i wanted 2 read about violence entangled with dread#and as a metaphor i would pick up some gothic fiction or like barker or melville.#anyway i'm thinking of those shots of the ropes sliding / cut to billy / ropes sliding / cut to different scene etc + the boat falling...#like holy shit. okay. kind of overwhelmed by the implications there!!!! & of course vane & such...#also a notable moment for me was the vane eleanor flint negotiations where flint immediately angrily opens with the name of the man vane#killed & demands retribution. like. i was expecting that to be a one off!! i was not expecting to learn the shanked-in-the-dark extra's nam#!!! or think about feeling any kind of loss or grief over him!! such a compelling character beat 2 me.#& silver tossing flint the cleaver for randall's leg!!!! insanely important moment i think. bro the impys. god.
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was asked if i could do jobs that would mean i would work super long hours this week. mentioned this and asked if they'd be okay if i increased my rate. they said yes.
IS THIS WHAT FREELANCING IS. I'VE BEEN DOING THIS SHIT FOR 5 YEARS AND ONLY NOW FEEL LIKE A GIRLBOSS
#i am the least assertive person ever#this is NOT the right job status for me#baby!ana (at 31) learns the ropes
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YOU WORRY TOO MUCH, YOU MAKE YOURSELF SAD
YOU CAN'T CHANGE FATE, BUT DON'T FEEL SO BAD
ENJOY IT WHILE YOU CAN, IT'S JUST LIKE THE WEATHER
WELL, SO QUIT COMPLAINING, BROTHER, NO ONE LIVES FOREVER
LET'S HAVE A PARTY, THERE'S A FULL MOON IN THE SKY
IT'S THE HOUR OF THE WOLF, AND I DON'T WANNA DIE
#macs doodles#oc: fadedheart#sorry this dude was me chewing up couches that how crazy i am rn#PLAY THE LIFEGEN MOD FOR CLANGEN ITS SO GOOOOOD#lore dump:#okay so fadedpaw was the medicine cat but was alligned with the dark forest#basically just learning the ropes that kinda thing#a morbidly curious guy#he would walk in the dark forest in his dreams with his brother- racoonpaw- because racoonpaw was a dream walker#and basically acted as fadedpaw's safety net in the dark forest#the two of them kept it a secret- fadedpaw curious about the dark forest and racoonpaw being deadly protective over fadedpaw#however during a particularly brutal leaf-bare night fadedpaw froze to death right there in his nest#and because of his journey's in the dark forest- thats where he was sent#the clan mourned- and moved on#but the dark forest had big plans for fadedpaw and didnt want to loose their greatest clawhold in the clan#so moons later- early spring- a ragged cat comes lumbering into camp#covered in dirt and thin as a twig#the whole clan is shocked and confused and some even scared#but racoonpaw- now racoontail- BEGS for fadedpaw to be allowed to return to the clan#slipstar reluctantly agrees and puts him back into his medicine cat training#logflare- the medicine cat and fadedpaw's old mentor- is cautious of fadedpaw's return but continues their training#and after just a halfmoon fadedpaw graduates- with logflare naming him fadedheart- a reminder of his past death#the clan can never decide what actually happened to fadedheart#some day he didnt actually die- and was buried alive on accident- and clawed his way out and somehow survived on his own#others day he did die but starclan brought him back- as it wasnt his time yet (close but not quite)#some even say that his spirit still dwells in starclan while his body roams the land of the living#as he is completely different from the fadedpaw they knew before his death#yeah but bascially he has this contract with the dark forest now- where they let him live in his clan again#but in return he was to do their bidding and train in the dark forest#and once he dies for good he has to return to the dark forest
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you’re a good egg 🫶
thank you anon 💞 all i can do is try. 'goodness' is relative, but i do my best to be kind and thoughtful.
#i'm not perfect and i am always learning. and sometimes i get things wrong. but i'm always *trying*#i think it's really important to try#and am i at the end of my rope some days? yeah. do i make mistakes? yeah. but i define myself by my compassion and empathy.#c.text#answered
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in the vein of "abusive people only break stuff that isn't theirs" messy dirty inconsiderate people only LOSE THINGS that aren't theirs
#like sorry you're a scatter brained moron but how come u never learned to treat other ppl with respect?#like the answer is she's my mom but then wonders why i have big anxiety and am on such a thin rope#how is it i buy something and she loses it before i get to use it a second time#stub your toe#me
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Aftermath
“Ya just ran off! Off to yer own life, just like Quirin.Ya never cared about any one of us Adira!” Hector spat, ignoring the searing pain in his body. He cursed his weakened state as a burning sensation bubbled up behind his nose. “Specially me.”
Adira stalked towards him, a hellish anger painted on her face. He braced himself. Hoping, praying, that she would hit him.
Instead, she fell to her knees in front of him. Arms rose and wrapped around him. Hector fought the sensation, waiting for her to constrict him, but it never came.
“You idiot,” Adira’s muffled voice made him freeze. They sat there for a moment. Adira holding him in a close embrace. Hector still frozen, unsure what to do.
“I never stopped caring for you, brother.”
He felt a lump form in his throat. Her broken voice bringing him into the light.
“I never stopped loving you, Hector.”
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Welp...I finally colored something. This takes place after everything with the Great Tree when Adira is caring for Hector. I kind meant for this to have some Hectira vibes, but it could just be platonic as well. You chose.
I am proud of some things in this...but not my background. One day I will be able to make a decent background. Turns out I can draw tears and wounds with ease. Guess I need to draw more angsty stuff haha. This did make me remember why I hate coloring stuff so much though.
I HATE SHADING WITH A BURNING PASSION.
I dunno. My brain just has such a difficult time wrapping around that concept and I tend to REALLY overthink it. Although I have to give a shout out to Winged Canvas on YouTube (and other platforms) for the helpful videos on how to shade in digital art and such. Her video’s have helped me a lot so far.
I did use a very helpful reference for this pose. Here is the link. https://twitter.com/278byaedeok/status/1378919862165114885/photo/4
#tangled the series#tts Hector#tts Adira#tw blood#tts Brotherhood#Hectira#if you want it to be#HectorxAdira#was trying to finish this before the weekend#my weekends are so busy now#i'm learning the ropes on Clip Studio#and it is very enjoyable#just a hard transition from traditional art#esp since the only digital art i've ever come close to doing is literally Microsoft Paint#meecha art#my art#i am still very proud of this#:3#even though i still have a lot to learn#but doesn't everyone?
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In my head, I thought you were like a wise 35 year old even though I've seen your age multiple times
lol i think that's pretty common for me. i have always been the youngest in any of the friend groups i've been in, so i'm used to seeming "young but old"
#but yes i am freshly an adult#i am learning the ropes lol#i just took my car to the mechanic's today#i would like to not have to worry about such things#but so is life#anon ask#ask answered
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Interview went better than expected ✨
#5 minutes of looking at my art and asking questions and she asked me to come in to learn the ropes 🥰#i am so nervous and excited holy shit#mine
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I've been super burnt out again which is why there's been such a hard lack of content. I'll probably still lack in content for awhile until I'm able to rest properly for awhile.
#we didn't have a car for awhile so now i'm broke bc of lyft#i got roped into learning something new that has so much info my head feels like it's splitting#i am Tired(tm)#like so utterly tired
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it is saturday and I am but a simple highschooler and I am so so tired and it is literally 12:15pm and I want to just sit here and eat my banana pudding
#failing to control those emotions I mentioned earlier I am so angry and sick and frustrated#fuck the world why is fandom so complicated#I keep thinking abt shit I've heard and shit I've somewhat experience and I want to scream into a pillow for four hours#engaging in interests always makes me half regret it bc of all the shit I have to hear abt because of fandom.#I don't regret joining any of the fandoms because of the INCREDIBLE and AWESOME people and friends I get to meet because of it#but stuff also is bad and annoying sometimes#I am starting to understand why most people refuse to engage and interact with other people in fandoms. its because#you slowly learn of all the drama and then you end up feeling like you're being pulled on by either end#it feels like I'm constantly the rope in a game of tug of war when it comes to most fandom spaces. like this experience happens too often#because ohhh you have this one side who believes this and another who believes that#AND SOMETIMES I MAKE STUPID POSTS OR COMMENTS THAT I GET REMINDED OF A BUNCH AND I WANT TO CRY.#I'm literally a fucking kid dammit I am not trying to change the world or anyhthing I just have opinions and I say them and sometimes#I speak before I think and sometimes I'm wrong and that is something that happens. not all of my opionions are solid locked in constantly#and SOMETIMES people who I think are cool turn out to be LESS COOL and SOMETIMES I feel like I say or do things that ruin my friends'-#-fandom experience and I fear they secretly hate me#okay that's it rant's over now
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Still baffled by that slur reclamation carrd which was like "btw 'fruity' is NOT a derogatory term, 'fruity' is AAVE and you're allowed to use it as you please"
#mine#Like first and foremost: don't rope black people into this#And second: when people say 'listen to queer elders' they don't mean 'I am older and all knowing and you are younger and stupid so#LISTEN TO MEEEEEEEEE >:) '#They mean exactly this. 'don't talk out of your fucking ass on queer issues and be open to learning'#Though with how popular ironic homophobia is among younger people it's not surprising. How many years do you give for the f-slur to get the#same treatment? I give like 3 or 5
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true mlm wlw solidarity is practicing shibari platonically together using the 6 ft of rope each person in our course was given for the semester for “instructional purposes”
#i’ve wanted to learn how to do it for yearrrrs and like i was legit considering buying ropes a few months ago#but no money and nobody to practice on made me decide not to#on a semi related note i have been wondering recently if i’m rlly a true lesbian or just attracted to people i can top lmao#that’s a problem for another day. when i am not causing problems with my neon orange loaner rope#personal#em hell
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