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May I ask Alex's opinion on Elliott?
I'm super duper curious because it just popped into my head ⊂((・▽・))⊃
He's... Whatever, I guess.
We barely even talk to each other. Why should I care?
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Ugh. Sorry. That came out wrong. He's fine. He's just-
Nevermind. Forget it. Don't tell him I said anything.
Gripping my desk so hard the wood splinters. Listen. Listen to me. I've put so much thought into the Alex Elliott dynamic. You have no fucking idea.
I think Alex would have very very complicated feelings about Elliott. He sees this beach boy who's dashingly handsome, muscular, AND intelligent? Alex would lose his mind.
In a bad way.
At first it's just petty jealousy. Alex grew up around a lot of very competitive men fighting to be the best, so of course Alex has the most fragile ego known to mankind. He keeps telling himself "At least I'm cooler" or "I have a nicer tan than he does anyways" or "Who even wears trenchcoats?"
All this pent up emotion bubbles into anger. But Alex doesn't want to be a dick. He doesn't want to be a bully. So he does his best to avoid talking to Elliott in general. At festivals, he'll only glance at Elliott to acknowledge he's there. He dreads the thought of saying hello to him.
Elliott, bless him, doesn't realize this young man is riddled with envy just a few feet away.
Eventually, they finally meet for realsies. They talk at length for the first time. Alex feels his stomach churn, because he finally realizes that Elliott is genuinely nice to talk to. He's kind. He's considerate. He's perfect.
He's so, so perfect.
At the end of their conversation, Elliott politely bids Alex farewell. He expresses how nice it is to finally have a pleasant chat with him, as he's been craving one for a while.
This sends Alex into a spiral immediately.
He doesn't even say goodbye. He just goes home.
Alex gets to his room and throws the BIGGEST tantrum.
"How!? How can he be so FUCKING perfect? It's not FAIR. It's not FAIR. He can't be handsome, nice, and SMARTER THAN I AM. HE JUST CAN'T. IT'S NOT FAIR."
After exerting all his energy, and letting all his anger out, Alex crawls into bed and starts to cry. He cries because he's been such an ass for no good reason. He doesn't hate Elliott. He only hates himself. Just for being imperfect.
"Why can't I be like him? What am I missing? What am I doing wrong? What's wrong with me?"
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I do think, with enough patience, Alex and Elliott could be friends. They could hang out at the beach together, and Elliott could get Alex to beta read his books to see how bearable they are for disabled/dyslexic readers. Their friendship could be really sweet and wholesome.
But it would take some time to get there.
I believe it can happen <3
#kebby talks ooc#Alex Angst Snippets#please PLEASE check under the cut because i'm INSANE ABOUT THIS DYNAMIC BRO
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Top 3 idols youd want to date and why?
Also if you were to marry one idol who would it be??
I know I'm quite straight to the point, but I was just genuinely curious.
This is going to be heavily biased towards who I like at this very moment, but let's see.
Chaewon - Obviously the girl I am just stupidly obsessed with right now. In my eyes, perfect. Cute, adorable, hot and fun. I'd honestly just want her to be my everything <3. Also, I'd hopefully get to be friends with Kazuha and Yunjin, a huge plus.
Sana - I've said this since day 1, Sana gives amazing GF vibes. Especially if you like someone who would be a bit more clingy and affectionate. She also strikes me as someone who'd want to make her partner feel good, like the type who goes above and beyond expectations in that regard (physically too). Obviously she's also beautiful.
Karina - Ignoring the obvious fact that she's one of the hottest idols to exist, there's something about her personality that just really clicks with me. She seems like someone I'd just love spending time with, and I get this feeling she's also the sweetest and most caring GF.
As for the wife question, maybe this is a cop out but I don't have an answer. I do think some idols give wifey vibes for sure, but I honestly don't think I can answer this for a number of reasons.
If I absolutely had to, the fun answer I'd give is Momo. That girl just had so much impact on my life and I bet she'd be a great wife. Also, waking up to that body would inspire me so much.
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devi chuckled and rolled her eyes. "believe me, i am quite hard at making friends, however, when i see a good potential then i go for it." she chuckled and turned her head to see a few curious faces staring at them. with her glass of lemonade, devi raised her glass and offered them the most fake smile she had in store, making them instantly look away. she knew that there would be gossips about them, she was strong enough to shut them down if needed. as albert mentioned that dance, devi chuckled. "if you want to be a good friend of mine, you shall not show me to the ton. i do know wish to dance and have potential suitors approaching me." she sighed and added. "my brother will certainly keep an eye on that and find the first man who would marry me."
after all, the main reason of her visit to england was because none of the patel siblings found a match. her older brother took the decision to bring them here, knowing that perhaps british people will be intrigued by them, and some men would accept to marry his sisters. as she held albert's arm and chase the thought away, devi listened to his words: "i don't mind answering honestly: i am just visiting the gardens with my new friend and enjoying this marvelous orange cake." she chuckled before adding: "oh, believe me. i shall be nothing but genuinely positive about you. you are very kind to me, albert. i do like this friendship."
"ah," he bit back a smile of his own, trying and failing to muffle his chuckles. "evidently, you are also very good at making friends." yes, he was quite content to consider devi as such already -- unusual, perhaps, but there were very few people around that one could converse with like this and he was keen to keep her around. it seemed it would be a beneficial partnership, at least. "but i will get a dance out of you... perhaps not tonight, but there are plenty of other balls yet to come. for now though, cake -- absolutely."
albert had no particular affinity for the nickname, it was largely borne from childhood -- school, in fact -- but likewise he had no real qualms with its use, either. he offered the crook of his arm out for her to take. "they are quite lovely. better enjoyed with cake, of that i have no doubt. we are certain to avoid random dances this way, though i must warn you that there will no doubt be questions -- asked of both of us -- as we will be seen." it was practically unavoidable, no matter how careful they were. "i am sure you know this, but you are free to say whatever you like of me."
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is there a version of the soapy cilantro gene but for mango? everyone raves about mango but it tastes like window cleaner to me. am i alone in this? am i the sole outcast in a doomed world, bereft of mango?
#i do NOT have the soapy cilantro gene ftr#i love cilantro#but mango just ain't it chief#i don't actually feel any loss about not liking it#i like tons of foods that seem to be generally unpopular#humanity is diverse and varied. it's whatever#but i am genuinely curious if there's a reason for this#if no one knows i will look it up and report back
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#look I know this is one of the dumbest things I've ever posted and reads like a corporate buzzfeed article#but consider: I genuinely am curious please tell me#mario movie#super mario bros#the super mario bros movie#super mario brothers#brain is latching on to Toad society tonight for some reason#It just looks so cozy. 90% of them are just hanging around with free time to spare#getting groceries and chatting with friends#Like dang... Peach be good at her job. That is an optimal society if I've ever seen one.#polls
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miguel o'hara voted most Just Some Guy Having The Worst Day Of His Life Every Single Day (But Literally He Just Lives Like This So It Cancels Out Anyways) of all time ever
#talking tag#spider-man 2099#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#marvel#comics#comic panels#genuinely genuinely i am SO curious as to whether or not atsv will touch on migs origin story at all because it is so distinctly Different-#-from the Familiar Spidey Origins BY DESIGN yknow........#like YEAH he IS a really REALLY good character to use as an opposing force 4 miles 2 butt heads with he was MADE TO BE A FOIL TO SPIDER-MAN*#(*modern spider-man. Yes Miles Is Spider-Man dont even try to start that nonsense here lmao yall aint slick.)#but like. Yeah there is a Reason he wasnt Bit By A Spider there is a REASON his powers r nothing like other spider ppls powers are.#mig was. like. one of--if not THE--First Big AU Spideys he set that standard for what IS a Spider-Man-After-Spider-Man nd he IS NOT Peter.#Allegedly from an interview PAD claims that he was the only writer who DIDNT propose a book about a descendant of peter parker.#and. like. for all of its Quirks and all of the Wacky 90s Slang that didnt age well there is a REASON miguel still holds up y/k...
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ok amc now answer me these two questions:
1. why would Armand want Louis dead (if the answer is that he had to choose between him and the coven and he chose coven the answer is WEAK. and also wrong)
2. why would Lestat agree to cross that ocean etc etc to participate in a trial he didn't approve of, since he didn't want to kill Claudia or Louis to begin with (we didn't see any evidence he was dragged there/lured there/starved/hypnotized/lobotomized with an ice pick)
also, bonus question!
3. why couldn't Lestat, blood of Magnus, strong of the blood of Akasha, vampire extraordinaire who couldn't be killed by the joint forces of Louis+Armand, prevent Claudia's death (same question that was asked of Armand one week ago, to be precise - since Lestat is more powerful than even Armand himself, because reasons)
#I am genuinely curious about the screenwriters' reasons for these questions#cause I see some plot holes. some characterizations that don't make sense. some favoritism (?) some oversimplifying of stuff#iwtv#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#Louis de point du lac#the vampire Armand#Armand#p
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Love me, love my raccoon [Part 3/3]:
—Meeko's new favorite human <3
#john smith is the 'your pet likes me more :)' kind of boyfriend#pocahontas (1995)#pocahontasedit#john smith#meeko#pocahontas#disneyedit#love me love my racoon*#love me love my raccoon*#i'm exaggerating only a lil bit#but john and meeko's immediate attachment to each other is something that can be So Personal#i've mentioned this before but meeko is the literal first character john actually initiates a genuine interaction with#his first real conversation in the film is with this lil racoon who he gives treats to#and that's also the thing about him that endears him to pocahontas before they properly meet#like here's this strange dude being nice to her pet racoon for no reason other than he just is Like That#they're relationship is so important to me like i am so obsessed with the way meeko represents how john engages with nature#very indulgent and curious and genuine (even when meeko does something he doesn't like)#the way he lets meeko just hitch a ride and how meeko perks up whenever his new favorite human is around is justtt#i didnt gif it bc i couldnt get it to flow the way i wanted but also how meeko backs him up during the confrontation at the settlement!#ahhhh the way meeko REMEMBERS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE COMPASS HE TOOK and is an essential part in saving john's life!!!!#i am so obsessed with this like u gotta understand#they are Besties!#queso*gifs#queso*edit#i'm not as satisfied with this gifset as i am with the other two#but it just will have to do
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If you actually believe suicide is punishable by eternal damnation and that applies to Javert as well, you must invariably also apply this logic to Valjean, who starved himself to death. A passive suicide is still suicide; it doesn’t stop being so just because you prefer one character to another. To pretend like Valjean didn’t commit suicide and goes to heaven but that Javert must go to hell is just outright incorrect and biased on every level. They either both went to heaven or both went to hell, but you can’t have it two different ways.
Hey thanks for the ask /gen!
I don't believe suicide sends you to hell. I've been pretty careful to specify that *Catholic doctrine in the past* (as I'm not aware of their current position) has taught that suicide is a mortal sin (you can even see this attitude in Hamlet, in which the characters are Catholic), but I am not Catholic, nor do I believe that doctrine was ever true.
Your salvation is not gained or lost by your virtue or sin. Salvation is given by God: "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this is not of yourselves, it is the gift of God, so that no man can boast" (Ephesians 2:8-9).
Narratively, how this applies to Valjean vs. Javert is that Valjean accepts his salvation and the mercy shown to him, while Javert, because of his pride and shame (among other reasons) rejects it and instead commits suicide. Neither of them "deserved" a second chance, but both of them were offered it; Valjean took it, and Javert did not.
God will not force you into heaven, but He does make the Way (through faith in Christ) available to everyone. The tragedy of Javert is that he is unwilling to accept that God's path is not the path he thought it was, and instead of living a new life in light of this truth, he ends his life in rejection of it. And in doing so, he condemns himself, when mercy was right in front of him--as so many choose to do.
#also genuinely not sure where the idea that i prefer jvj/am biased against javert is coming from? i really like both of their characters#i don't think hugo intended javert to be redeemed by the narrative and there are many reasons for that (especially given his symbolic role)#but that doesn't mean i hate him and think he 'deserved what he got' or anything lol. he's fascinating and flawed and i love him#les miserables#javert#les mis#inspector javert#meta#my meta posts#my christianity#also yes i am definitely a christian and that comes up a lot in my discussion of les mis as it is a very christian work!#if anyone is curious about more of my views on things like how the characters understand faith i would LOVE to infodump about that#bc jvj AND javert both have a messed up version of faith/religion in their minds but i think the story does critique this#anyways all that to say esp with an ask like this that directly touches on faith/doctrinal issues i'm gonna get pretty in the weeds with it#just wanted to give a heads-up#kay is a classical literature nerd#kay has a party in the tags#responses aka the ramblings of my brain#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#and ALSO also of course there's more than just religious symbolism in javert's suicide. i'm just focusing on that angle bc of the ask
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idk man I just think of all the franchises you could try to make the Next Big Thing by creating a bunch of new shows and movies, maybe don't pick the one with the notoriously nitpicky obsessed with canon fandom ?? if you don't plan on applying any sort of consistency to the world, characters, alien cultures, entire ethical and moral framework of the universe, etc etc ????
#I'm reluctant to tag this as star trek and get a bunch of angry folks coming at me#though also lbr SW isn't looking too crash hot these days either for the same reasons#but yes this is about that snw trailer#and the section 31 trailer#and all of the new Kurtzman Trek era lbr#like if you like the new stuff then you do you bestie#I've been enjoying Prodigy myself!!!#but I've bounced off every other show pretty hard after each first season#because the simultaneous disregard of FUNDAMENTAL aspects of the universe / established characters and lore#while also religiously adhering to SOME of the established canon (mostly the newly established stuff)#has been driving me up the wall#hell even Prodigy has been hard now they've set it up to lead into Picard#like no thanks I don't accept any version of events where Bev never tells Jean Luc about their son and goes to raise him alone#like they make all the stupidest shit canon and adhere to it#while also making say being a Vulcan a matter of DNA rather than cultural upbringing#nevermind literally half a dozen other shows which show that's NOT how that works#I am genuinely curious how many folks like me have bounced off the new stuff never to return lol#(though okay I do keep up with trailers and sometimes reviews to see if it sounds worth coming back for which it never does)#or only watched bits and pieces#and are meanwhile enjoying their eighth or ninth or twenty second rewatch of TOS/TNG/DS9/VOY/ENT#like do they really have the numbers showing up to even watch this new stuff???#lower decks was the most popular it seemed and that's ending#but I can't help but think that if they'd stuck to the quality storytelling and a more or less coherent established universe#that were ... you know ... the defining aspects of the franchise ....#that they might have actually succeeded at finding a new audience looking for prestige science fiction television
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#this is my first poll and I am genuinely curious to see the consensus on this#critical role#vox machina#the legend of vox machina#feel free to put reasons you preferred one or the other in the tags I’m very curious
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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life
#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say#radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science#but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back#background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist#what are you on about#and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist#my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went#'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of#computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead#Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist#even MORE than before. I hate this#anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field#like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life#but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST#2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants#a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol#Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you#Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee#no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi#Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism#anyway; personal
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dont get me wrong i am more excited for this atla remake and the inevitable renaissance part 2 than i have ever been for anything in my life. however im also terrified of what changes this is going to bring to the fandom. Obviously the 2020 renaissance brought a lot of new and good things (zukka, a ton of amazing fics, etc). But more people joining the fandom means new people joining ao3 and interacting with fics and authors and artists too. Even in the few years that i've been active in fandom i've noticed a dramatic shift in how people interact with artists and authors especially. And I can't see this not getting worse as more people whose main social media experiences include tik tok and instagram coming to ao3 and tumblr. Like these people are used to content creators who revolve their content around what their audience wants because its their job, and I know this isnt going to translate well to the culture around ao3 writers especially when unconsolidated comments and 'advise' is already a problem for a ton of authors. And for people who dont understand that fics and fanart are supposed be transactional in the sense that you need to leave comments and kudos and reblog stuff when they're used to simply liking something *maybe* being enough. Idk whats going on with other fandoms, but I do know that these things have been an ongoing issue for the atla fandom and like I said, I can't imagine having another 'renaissance' and this stuff not getting worse.
#ive been plotting out new fics to post soon with the same energy as someone trying to start a business during a recession#but like i said idk if this is an issue with other fandoms because the atla fandom is the only one im active in#but i *know* that this is an issue for the atla fandom#Like people are commenting less and less on fics but demanding more frequent chapters#and people want to leave critism that the authors didnt ask for while also not leaving an ounce of praise#like there has been an influx of people just being so shitty to authors#and im not sure if its because of ignorance and people genuinely not knowing how fandom works#or if its entitlement and people are expecting the same thing from fandom creators that they do from influencers or book authors#like fandom has been so weird recently and it is a huge reason of why i havent been updating fics and stuff#when i started posting i wanted a community of people who shared my interests#not people who look at me like a celebrity who they can critisize like theyre leaving a review on rotten tomatoes#idk people have gotten a lot more hostile and its not as fun as it used to be and im scared that another flood of people#joining the fandom is going to make in unbearable#this feels kind of whiney but i am curious if anyone else has noticed it#fandom#ao3#zukka#atla#max thinks shes relevant
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Hollow Knight fandom….
#hollow knight#hollow knight hornet#greenpath vessel#hornet#i am genuinely curious what people think and why#i think the answer is obvious but i have for some reason seen arguments to both sides#idk if i’m seeing outliers or if it’s actually divided this much#polls
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Can someone please either validate me or send me to the Corner of Shame? This is very silly but I'm wondering.
So. I was talking to my sister the other day about movies and such, and she told me of one she recently watched with this one actor. And I casually mentioned how much I hated him. Not in a "he's a bad actor" or "he's a bad person" way. Nothing to do with whether I find him attractive or not. Just in a "he looks the most punchable guy on earth and I have this irrational rage against him" way, to the point that I just can't watch movies with him without being annoyed.
My sister looked at me like I was crazy because, "what do you mean you hate the guy". And I told her yeah? That's normal? Don't you have at least one person you can't stand for no reason?
Sister was like 😬😬😬 No??? Which is wild to me, because I could easily name 50 (which I did - not 50 but we were getting close to 20 before i got too annoyed lmao).
Now she thinks I'm slightly insane (/j) (I made myself angry and may have referred to a few individuals as "stupid" and "obnoxious"), and I kinda don't believe I am the only person alive who feels this way. But also she's an incredibly empathetic extrovert, while I'm a very low empath socially anxious creechur so. There's that?? I guess ?? Idk.
Can anyone relate to this? Or am I the weird one?
Also wait. Little disclaimer: I am not generally a violent person AT ALL. Do i get annoyed and angry easily? Yeah. Do I feel like bitch slapping someone right across their stupid face? Yeah, sometimes, sure. Do I do something about it? Not really.
I can be real bitchy and extra sarcastic and petty SURE, but that's the most I'll do if I am legitimately angry. Mostly I just go to my room and cry 🥺 (crying when angry yes it me). So yeah. Before yall think I have unsolved anger issues.
#if you're curious. the guy in question is Thimothée Chalamet#look. from what i've seen he's good at his job and he seems a genuinely nice guy#nothing against him at all like. you go timmy 🙂👍#i do however have an illogical boiling rage against him#i don't know what it is but i genuinely feel like punching his face everytime he pops up#maybe in another universe we were arch enemies. maybe i was his school bully. maybe HE was my school bully idk#obviously i would never do anything like that but if there's one person that looks like it could use a wedgie is him#and don't get me wrong. i DO feel about about it cus it's not like i'm choosing to be irrationally angry#and this goes for a bunch of other people#i just!!! 😡😡😡#seeing him (as in his vibe and general presence. nothing to do with physical appearance)#is the equivalent of trying to use cling film while it keeps sticking to itself#you know that one family guy scene with Peter and the cling wrap?? YEAH. THAT. genuinely so annoyed#i've always assumed this was a common thing. as in. there's always at least one person that gets on your nerves for absolutely no reason#but i guess maybe not???? *am* i a hater???#and btw this ONLY happens with either celebrities (in various degrees)#or people irl i've had some close proximity to <- and in this case it's always justified. i don't generally hate irl people out of nowhere#(okay there is ONE person in specific BUT i do feel slightly justified IMO. and in any case i always make sure to be as nice as possible)#(because poor girl didn't really do nothing wrong. i just have never vibed with her. i tried!! but yeah)#idk where i'm going with this lmao i might just ending up deleting it#whatever. don't worry guys you're all safe i love you very much and wouldn't slap any of you (unless asked you little freaks 👀)#darya talks to herself
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QUESTION TIME. i work in customer service and say 'have a good day!' entirely too many times in a day, but i feel like there's a cut off time for saying that. like i'm not going to say 'have a good day!' at 10pm obviously, it's night. my question is, what's the latest reasonable time in the day to say 'have a good day'?
#for me i feel like#it's around 4pm#maybe earlier#3pm?#nah i'll say latest reasonable is 4pm#after that i'll probably say 'have a good one'#mm but i do work with customers from a few time zones#so let me think in my specific time zone#i'm so used to mostly handling aussie customers it's weird to not minus 2 hours at least#okay i'm going to backtrack to 3pm#i don't knowwww#i've been thinking about this a lot lately when i end calls with have a good day#i'm like is that weird to say now? is it too late?#i am genuinely curious to pick up opinions
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