#but i am genuinely curious if there's a reason for this
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I have some ideas i thought some folks would like to read
When I say that Leigh x Hellen is toxic, I don’t say it for no reason. Neither of them are really healthy individuals.
Hellen seems very reserved and doesn’t seem to be open about herself with others. And Leigh seems mentally kinda messed up. She is incredibly violent and has a nasty competitive streak.
I think the way their relationship would work is that both of them are curious about the other and slowly get closer. But not in a healthy way; in more of a ‘ I want to know what's wrong with you’ kinda way. Maybe there are moments where it is genuine affection for the other, like Leigh might enjoy fighting alongside Hellen, or Hellen might enjoy just quiet moments together.
But those moments are far overshadowed by the fact that they likely do not get along great the rest of the time. One of the few in game interactions they have, it’s them fighting over the couch and Hellen basically threatening Leigh with her knife (yikes). Hellen seems like one of the few people in the apartment who seems to be able to make Leigh listen.
Now, I am not someone who writes ever at all, I do art, but I am genuinely thinking of trying to write a short little story with the sillies. Not 100% sure yet, I need to think of a plot or somethin, but if i do then I’ll definitely post it.

#look outside#look outside leigh#look outside hellen#i did not mean to write this much#i just thought “oh hey this would be cool to write down” and ended up with this#i love the sillies#hellen x leigh
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is there a version of the soapy cilantro gene but for mango? everyone raves about mango but it tastes like window cleaner to me. am i alone in this? am i the sole outcast in a doomed world, bereft of mango?
#i do NOT have the soapy cilantro gene ftr#i love cilantro#but mango just ain't it chief#i don't actually feel any loss about not liking it#i like tons of foods that seem to be generally unpopular#humanity is diverse and varied. it's whatever#but i am genuinely curious if there's a reason for this#if no one knows i will look it up and report back
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Now.. I'm not doubting Johnny somewhat (?) loved Alt in his own convoluted and severely misguided ways but uh.. to call them soulmates? Did we uh.. did we not play the same game? Watch the same scenes? Because it's crazy y'all r saying that when we literally play as his actual soulmate
#actually blowing up every cishet guy in tiktok comment sections who say this shit#like ofc yall would#guys im not super sure that was like soulmate type love up there on that screen thats more like#man i love this chick for what she represents to me than like.. man i love this woman for who she is as a person...........#i actually am so curious how they think they're soulmates and im mean this with genuine curiosity what r they seeing that im not#bc all i can think is like... theyre just defaulting? to a het relationship? esp if they play as male v#and god forbid they see two men as each others soulmate#and even for fem v and johnny like.. its no different?#so why alt and johnny and not v and johnny?#AND THEN THEYRE FIGHTING ABT if he loved rogue or alt more girl 💀#like tf u mean johnny loved alt because 'u never kno what u have till its gone' thats it? thats yr reason? honestly actually really?#oh lord all im finding out is there are a lot more people who hate alt than i thought......#im just saying.. johnny didnt really kno how to love beyond the image of himself#until v literally uncontrollably not just tore those walls down but literally melded them into something new#v had no choice but to see the johnny under the omage and johnny had no choice but to show v that image#and v still cared for johnny in spite of#johnny couldnt posses the love he has for v with rogue or alt simply bc that involved getting close and#he literally had to be attached to some guys brain lile a fucking parasite for that to ever happen.....#how can u say he they were soulmates if they never really knew each other#he didnt even know alt was a fucking netrunner for fucks sake and she apparently never thought it was like something worth telling him#how is that soulmate shit fr? girl she doesnt even like his ass on the basis of his character 😭 none of them do 😭😭#he literally says so 😭😭😭 and he dont even need to tell us that to see 😭😭😭😭#hes actually despicable until v makes him slightly more tolerable bc hes leeching off emotional self awareness he mever had b4 😭😭😭😭😭#im scared of tik tok comment sections ngl so really im just raving here under the false security of tumblr tags#silverv#cyberpunk 2077#ult speaking
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there’s just something about ticklish men that makes me so fucking feral and i genuinely do not know what it is
#i’ve been trying to figure it out for years#especially since i am bi and loveeee women#i thought that the biggest reason was just the way men tend to laugh while women tend to scream (which i don’t really enjoy)#but like#out of all my absolute favorite /f videos#i’d still take a /m video every time#there’s just something about you guys#i just cannot put my finger on it#it genuinely drives me crazy sometimes lol#i neeeed to know the reasonnnn#anyway#kat is confused#kat is curious#kat rambles#kat needs to go to bed#shitpost#want a ticklish boy to tickle and tease the shit out of rn
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ok amc now answer me these two questions:
1. why would Armand want Louis dead (if the answer is that he had to choose between him and the coven and he chose coven the answer is WEAK. and also wrong)
2. why would Lestat agree to cross that ocean etc etc to participate in a trial he didn't approve of, since he didn't want to kill Claudia or Louis to begin with (we didn't see any evidence he was dragged there/lured there/starved/hypnotized/lobotomized with an ice pick)
also, bonus question!
3. why couldn't Lestat, blood of Magnus, strong of the blood of Akasha, vampire extraordinaire who couldn't be killed by the joint forces of Louis+Armand, prevent Claudia's death (same question that was asked of Armand one week ago, to be precise - since Lestat is more powerful than even Armand himself, because reasons)
#I am genuinely curious about the screenwriters' reasons for these questions#cause I see some plot holes. some characterizations that don't make sense. some favoritism (?) some oversimplifying of stuff#iwtv#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#Louis de point du lac#the vampire Armand#Armand#p
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kudos to anyone who has ever voluntarily opened a can of worms and allowed me to ramble incessantly at them. how do you manage
#it’s not that i think i’m annoying#i am but i don’t care#it’s more so the fact that i just do not ever stop talking#my brain has no off switch and neither does my mouth#like. do you get bored. does it overwhelm you. how can you stand to read everything i say#this genuinely isn’t an insecurity i just like. i don’t know i’m so curious for some reason#maybe i just don’t have people irl that care about my interests#it seems like such a rare thing to have someone actually pay attention to what i say#hmmmmmm#file that away to analyze later#perhaps i am not the weird one. perhaps i just lack mutually interested friends irl#or maybe it’s just my personality face to face#i am a lot quieter in person#perhaps my friends don’t actually know that i love to talk#considering i never tend to talk much around them#but to be fair#they never ask#i have much thinking to do it seems#kats rambles
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tongue eating louse is actually rlly interesting and fun to learn about btw... imploring everyone to do a read a bit of research on them for funsies smiles
#crow thoughts#/genuine#such interesting tiny things#apparently theyre the only known parasite to do this? like outright replacing a part of the host#(at least as far as i am aware from the articles i was reading. they all said that)#and seemingly for no specific reasoning that i can find#IF ANYONE KNOWS PLEASE TELL ME. i am so curious#because like they can just perch themselves in the mouth with ease so there isnt a direct need to outright replace the tongue#so im rlly curious as to WHY they do it. why replace the tongue.#ANYWAY. THEY R JUST RLLY COOL TO ME <3#also the ones that replace the tongues are female and they all can easily swap sexes. big big win
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I wonder what would have happened if Miss Lemon chose to play Monopoly with Hastings and Poirot.....
Okay so, out of the original monopoly pieces, minus what Poirot and Hastings already chose...
#I am genuinely curious what you guys think!#and I'd love to hear your reasoning behind your choice in the tags!!#anyway I think I know why she didn't play. She's so organised. she would have whooped both their asses.#Poirot#poirot poll
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If an aligned style transformer were to get a nosebleed where would the energon come from🤔
#transformers#maccadam#transformers prime#transformers aligned#I am both genuinely curious and also suggesting this for comedic reasons
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who's your favorite and least favorite Greek heroes? I'll go first
favorite: Cadmus, Perseus, and Hercules honorable mentions to Hector and Aeneas (if we were talking about Roman mythology he'd be #1 but alas...)
least favorite: Theseus, Jason, and Odysseus dishonorable mention: Paris
#Greek mythology#I'm asking this in entirely good faith by the way; I am GENUINELY curious#don't yell at me for putting Odysseus at the bottom I HAVE ACTUAL REASONS#tagamemnon
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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life
#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say#radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science#but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back#background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist#what are you on about#and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist#my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went#'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of#computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead#Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist#even MORE than before. I hate this#anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field#like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life#but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST#2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants#a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol#Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you#Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee#no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi#Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism#anyway; personal
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idk man I just think of all the franchises you could try to make the Next Big Thing by creating a bunch of new shows and movies, maybe don't pick the one with the notoriously nitpicky obsessed with canon fandom ?? if you don't plan on applying any sort of consistency to the world, characters, alien cultures, entire ethical and moral framework of the universe, etc etc ????
#I'm reluctant to tag this as star trek and get a bunch of angry folks coming at me#though also lbr SW isn't looking too crash hot these days either for the same reasons#but yes this is about that snw trailer#and the section 31 trailer#and all of the new Kurtzman Trek era lbr#like if you like the new stuff then you do you bestie#I've been enjoying Prodigy myself!!!#but I've bounced off every other show pretty hard after each first season#because the simultaneous disregard of FUNDAMENTAL aspects of the universe / established characters and lore#while also religiously adhering to SOME of the established canon (mostly the newly established stuff)#has been driving me up the wall#hell even Prodigy has been hard now they've set it up to lead into Picard#like no thanks I don't accept any version of events where Bev never tells Jean Luc about their son and goes to raise him alone#like they make all the stupidest shit canon and adhere to it#while also making say being a Vulcan a matter of DNA rather than cultural upbringing#nevermind literally half a dozen other shows which show that's NOT how that works#I am genuinely curious how many folks like me have bounced off the new stuff never to return lol#(though okay I do keep up with trailers and sometimes reviews to see if it sounds worth coming back for which it never does)#or only watched bits and pieces#and are meanwhile enjoying their eighth or ninth or twenty second rewatch of TOS/TNG/DS9/VOY/ENT#like do they really have the numbers showing up to even watch this new stuff???#lower decks was the most popular it seemed and that's ending#but I can't help but think that if they'd stuck to the quality storytelling and a more or less coherent established universe#that were ... you know ... the defining aspects of the franchise ....#that they might have actually succeeded at finding a new audience looking for prestige science fiction television
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also wait random ass poll out of curiosity cause ive been thinking abt it lately
(to be clear im not talking about other silly nicknames like "church boy" or whatever as much as i love those lol, i'm talking strictly in the sense of shortening his original name)
#kazehiki#utau#utauloid#vocaloid#i guess?? idk if i should put any other tags tbh#i don't know if this'll get far/anywhere but i've just been thinking abt it since ive seen both used a fair amount#i personally use hiki and then derive sillier nicknames from that (heekers) and i think maybe part of it has to do w/ 1) matches geki bette#and i never see anyone call her yaku for short always just geki. and 2) just sounds?? better to me than calling him kaze for short but idk#not to get my ass all overanalytical on this but i am genuinely curious if there is maybe a deeper linguistic reason as to why i prefer#one nickname over the other and if the same goes for other people. or perjaps im just crazy. i need to look cause maybe there is#more sophisticated linguistic research on how nicknames come about & are formed and i know it def varies on languages and stuff#so maybe thats an underlying reason for personal preferences across peeps. but again i think im just overthinking things#we're talking about nicknaming a computer program dawg... ughgh im in way too deep with this stuff#oh yeah and if u dont know vocaloid/utau and/or dont even know who he is & dont care ignore this lol carry on
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sometimes i look at someone i’m following (and don’t remember following) and i’m like why tf am i following you… having one of those moments… i don’t even remember who this person is but their takes… their takes are rancid to me… hm…
#kats rambles#genuinely who is this person#i’m going to unfollow them and probably figure it out way too late#like is this someone i have a reason to hate#am i disowning someone i used to approve of#i don’t know!!!#all i know is i disagree with 98% of the things they say about mha and that’s enough for me#no i will not say who the person is because if it’s someone i’m supposed to be friends with then i don’t want them to know abt this#for the record it’s not any of the people that are going to like this post#i don’t think this person and i are even mutuals but i could be wrong#i’m somehow so curious and so annoyed at the same time#WHY AM I FOLLOWING YOU#i don’t know.#<- do you think this is how some people feel about#well#you understand#there’s a poem in that but i have to finish my other one first#anyway#kats updates#gonna go unfollow them now
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dont get me wrong i am more excited for this atla remake and the inevitable renaissance part 2 than i have ever been for anything in my life. however im also terrified of what changes this is going to bring to the fandom. Obviously the 2020 renaissance brought a lot of new and good things (zukka, a ton of amazing fics, etc). But more people joining the fandom means new people joining ao3 and interacting with fics and authors and artists too. Even in the few years that i've been active in fandom i've noticed a dramatic shift in how people interact with artists and authors especially. And I can't see this not getting worse as more people whose main social media experiences include tik tok and instagram coming to ao3 and tumblr. Like these people are used to content creators who revolve their content around what their audience wants because its their job, and I know this isnt going to translate well to the culture around ao3 writers especially when unconsolidated comments and 'advise' is already a problem for a ton of authors. And for people who dont understand that fics and fanart are supposed be transactional in the sense that you need to leave comments and kudos and reblog stuff when they're used to simply liking something *maybe* being enough. Idk whats going on with other fandoms, but I do know that these things have been an ongoing issue for the atla fandom and like I said, I can't imagine having another 'renaissance' and this stuff not getting worse.
#ive been plotting out new fics to post soon with the same energy as someone trying to start a business during a recession#but like i said idk if this is an issue with other fandoms because the atla fandom is the only one im active in#but i *know* that this is an issue for the atla fandom#Like people are commenting less and less on fics but demanding more frequent chapters#and people want to leave critism that the authors didnt ask for while also not leaving an ounce of praise#like there has been an influx of people just being so shitty to authors#and im not sure if its because of ignorance and people genuinely not knowing how fandom works#or if its entitlement and people are expecting the same thing from fandom creators that they do from influencers or book authors#like fandom has been so weird recently and it is a huge reason of why i havent been updating fics and stuff#when i started posting i wanted a community of people who shared my interests#not people who look at me like a celebrity who they can critisize like theyre leaving a review on rotten tomatoes#idk people have gotten a lot more hostile and its not as fun as it used to be and im scared that another flood of people#joining the fandom is going to make in unbearable#this feels kind of whiney but i am curious if anyone else has noticed it#fandom#ao3#zukka#atla#max thinks shes relevant
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to the tumblrinas who like caleb pls tell me why
#for everyone else i see the appeal in some way#i am a HARDCORE xavier girl. its the only reason i will ever redownload l.ads#but i genuinely do not see what is so good about caleb thats got everyone so hot for him#YES. im a childhood friends to lovers hater and i am proud#but all his lines are like 'hahah u were like this as a kid i guess youre the same now/youve changed'#why are u referencing the past so much#this is why i hate the trope i find it to be an artificial way to force a connection between 2 characters#but genuinely i am curious#💬
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