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jong woo really is not having a good time, lmao, like, my guy is sleep deprived, constantly has nightmares, is afraid of getting murdered in his sleep, gets continuesly lied to and gaslit and manipulated by the other residents and ms. eom (the landbastard), almost everybody in his life kinda sucks and doesn't believe him when he says the studio is freaky, his boss is a fucking asshole who thinks he is the greatest, one of his coworkers keeps being the biggest cunt on earth.....no wonder he is flying off the handle
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I know I joked about how there was no reason for Izzy to be shirtless in that scene (and I stand by that) but I think it is really interesting how he is bare-chested. His leathers are a part of his image and reputation. They are part of what marked him as Blackbeard's. But more than that, they represent armor - in taking off his leather armor, he is bearing his vulnerabilities, and more precisely, his heart.
When Izzy is training, he isn't in his room. He is in a communal part of the ship, where, presumably, any one of the crew could enter. When Stede enters, he doesn't become defensive at being found in a vulnerable state. Instead he says "I'm having to relearn the basics with one leg." He openly admits to his weakness. He is the best sword fighter, that is his reputation, how he defines his worth (in his use as an incredibly fighter), but he didn't lie about the struggle of having to adapt to one leg. He didn't even try to down-play it by saying he was adjusting or refining his sword fighting with one leg. He outright says he is relearning.
Then (the showoff) Izzy demonstrates what he has been practicing. Now, he has just said he is relearning it - we can assume that he was better at this before he lost his leg. He shows Stede (who, to be fair, Izzy would know would probably be impressed regardless) something he is still working on. Not something he has perfected.
Then he turns his back to Stede. Without his armor on, having just admitted to a weakness.
Even when he asks 'but what did he say about me specifically,' he is showing vulnerability. His heart (and great tits) are in the middle of the shot when he shows Stede that he cares what Blackbeard has to say about him.
The lack of Izzy's leather armor/vest, and showing his bare chest (is much appreciated) is symbolic of his trust in the crew and in Stede. He shows his vulnerabilities and his shortcomings, when previously he never would, for fear of the crew losing respect for him.
The crew has seen him at his lowest, and came together to support him, showing him that he was a part of the crew and that they cared for him, not just what he was useful for, which is something that Izzy has ever experienced before.
This is not a man who expected kindness at his lowest point.
This, however, is a man who has found purpose because his crew cares about him.
Izzy took off the all-black leather armor which defined him as Blackbeard's, and in doing so, he showed his heart and his trust to the crew.
#this turned into an incoherent rambling#to be completely honest#it never was coherent#i have to many thoughts for that#but yeah that scene represents how he is changing from being blackbeard's to being the revenge crew's#and how he trusts the crew#and that he trusts that the crew don't only care about his usefulness and ability to do his job#and also how he wants to be better for the crew#ofmd#izzy hands#mine#con o'neill#ofmd s2#ofmd meta
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Smell Check [Easy: Failure]
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 1 (part 2 - part 3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#disco elysium#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#So sad I didn't manage to get this comic out on the 15th (pd-mdzs's 8 month anniversary and DE's 4th year anniversary) but I'm here *now*#I have a very extensive and detailed MDZS Disco Elysium AU that I am Not Normal About.#I've seen a few other people point out the potential in a crossover (true) but they make the mistake in having it be set in 51!#A true crossover would take place closer to The Antecentennial Revolution!#Disco Elysium did not go that hard on its cool lore for people to only make surface level crossovers!!!#One day I'll write the fic or post my notes. I don't know who would read it but it tickles *my* brain and that's enough.#No spoilers for DE (here or in comments (please)) but please consider....Magpie Wei Wuxian B*) On his way to be an innocent.#I do think there is a good chance a chunk of the MDZS readership would enjoy DE but...it's also not a game I easily recommend#It's more of an experience you have to marinate over. It's dark in ways that are off putting to some people.#It makes you feel like a very bad person all the time. It gets extremely personal if you allow yourself to be honest in your answers#and it's also the game that saved my life. My life was truly forever changed after playing disco elysium.#If I recommend it to people it's a badge of the trust I have in you to appreciate something dear to me B'*)#If you decide to play: PLEASE go in as blind as possible. You will regret spoiling yourself.#edit: this is based on real disco elysium dialogue. HDB has many canon kinks but this is not one of them
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.... I've been waking up every hour or so for the past... 5? Hours? To check if anything happened, and turns out it's just the Weather Boy edging us too? Really?? 🙄
I can't do this yall, I'm going back to sleep ✌️
#being so so so so genuinely honest rn? i'm a lil pissed off if that's all there is for today#idk. i just don't like being played#i know i'm also very cranky for lack of sleep but like. bitch i have chronic insónias you CANNOT do this#insomnia* lmao#anyways. i'm gonna honk shoo a lil more if i can ✌️ i can feel myself started to get super pissy lmao#Weather Boy i trusted you dawg. piss off#sleep token
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I'm really not a villain enjoyer. I love anti-heroes and anti-villains. But I can't see fictional evil separate from real evil. As in not that enjoying dark fiction means you condone it, but that all fiction holds up some kind of mirror to the world as it is. Killing innocent people doesn't make you an iconic lesbian girlboss it just makes you part of the mundane and stultifying black rot of the universe.
"But characters struggling with honour and goodness and the egoism of being good are so boring." Cool well some of us actually struggle with that stuff on the daily because being a good person is complicated and harder than being an edgelord.
Sure you can use fiction to explore the darkness of human nature and learn empathy, but the world doesn't actually suffer from a deficit of empathy for powerful and privileged people who do heinous stuff. You could literally kill a thousand babies in broad daylight and they'll find a way to blame your childhood trauma for it as long as you're white, cisgender, abled and attractive, and you'll be their poor little meow meow by the end of the week. Don't act like you're advocating for Quasimodo when you're just making Elon Musk hot, smart and gay.
#this is one of the reasons why#although i would kill antis in real life if i could#i also don't trust anyone who identifies as 'pro-ship'#it's just an excuse to shut down legitimate ethical questions and engaging in honest self-reflective media consumption and critique#art doesn't exist in a vacuum#it's a flat impossibility for it not to inform nor be informed by real world politics and attitudes#because that's what it means to be created by human hands#we can't even make machine learning thats not just human bias fed into an algorithm#if the way we interact with art truly didn't influence anything then there would be no value in it#just because antis have weaponized those points in the most bad faith ways possible#doesn't mean you can ignore them in good faith#anyway fandom stans villains because society loves to defend and protect abusers#it's not because you get the chance to be free and empathetic and indulge in your darkness and what not#it's just people's normal levels of attachment to shitty people with an added layer of justification for it#this blog is for boring do-gooder enjoyers only#lol#knee of huss#fandom wank#media critique#pop culture#fandom discourse
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Sabito: Look at me straight in the eyes and tell me the truth, Giyuu! Giyuu: You can’t expect me to look into your eyes and be straight.
#Sabigiyuu#Sabito#Giyuu Tomioka#Incorrect quotes#Incorrect quotes kny#Giyuu meant sabito when he said that an honest person's eyes are free of clouds *insert whole quote here from kimetsu gakuen* trust#But also I don't ship them in kimetsu gakuen#For obvious reasons#If it wasn't made before the reveal sabito wouldn't be in middle school in it tho 😔#So I mourn 😔
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maybe I'm biased as an animator but the murderbot show shouldve been animated. Like it's already 80% animated with all the cg effects, should've just gone all the way so they could've gone nuts stylistically
#I mean if I'm gonna be COMPLETELY honest I think it shouldve stayed in its original medium#the story is so heavily based on introspection that I don't think it's a good fit for a visual medium#without significantly altering the story or just doing a shit job at telling it#also why is murderbot white when it's described as having an average human appearance 😭😭😭😭#I don't have apple tv so I can't watch the show anyway so I guess I don't care if the show is good or not#cries in also cannot watch severance#but I also don't want to see my favorite book series done dirtyyyy#I do not trust apple execsssss to treat this story with the care it deserves#murderbot#oh god what if they make ART a sexy woman since they made murderbot a generic white man protagonist#and then they make their super nuanced whatever tf is going on interesting dynamic into a het romance naaaur#this is just me fear mongering tho but nevertheless I do fearest#maybe I should have hope but the trailer already has modern pop music in it so hrrrrrrrmmg#I should stop being a hater#like I can't watch it anyway lol
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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.
Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!
Hi there!
Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!
It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!
I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha
I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then
I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...
The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.
It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.
Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.
I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.
#asks#steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches#I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO#I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible#theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk#basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster#and I chose to take longer#so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written#it. ok well to be honest#it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural#but it's been SO much work LMAO#I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is#I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO#ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing#but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP#THERES SO MUCH#and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard#ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY#YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy#this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it#cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often#I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone#right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change#and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think#I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao
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@ the people in my notes ragging on even the progressive Christians: you're not really gonna make me defend Christianity, right?
Because you're not helping. Christianity isn't going anywhere and the people who draw strength from it shouldn't have to give up their faith just to be considered "pure" enough or whatever to join your movement.
If your movement doesn't have a place for the people out there doing the real work whose faith gives them the strength to face down everything from hunger to natural disasters to cops, then fuck your movement; I don't want anything to do with it.
#also let's be honest#if you hate all Christianity no exceptions#you probably have not spent enough time working with Black Christian activists#many of whom are doing work virtually no one else is#and for the gentiles like this#I don't trust that you aren't a breath away from hating on Jews also
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He was a human pirate, which you wouldn’t think you’d have to specify and yet (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#ZEX#The Captain#This isn't even a sci-fi pirate adventure anymore this is just straight up human pirates lol#How many layers deep can we go until it's unrecognizable! Next up is Pirate AU!Helix! (Kidding. For now) Lol#There is something funny about it all to me as well considering how in-line it fits with the research I was doing for a Vargas fic concept#All these bodice-rippers coming home to roost lol ♪#Which is also interesting 'cause I hadn't thought about this particular fic from that perspective before but it also fits! It works well!#Yet another angle to approach it from on a reread haha ♫#ANYway lol - human!Pirate!SCII specifically finally lol#I do love just how openly attracted the Captain is to ZEX as a human haha - his attraction/disgust to VUX-ZEX is wonderful of course#It's just so silly and cute how honest he is when ZEX is in a body that he's aesthetically attracted to haha#And ZEX recognizing and utilizing that! But it still not quite tipping him over to being completely sold on the whole kidnapping thing lol#''I don't understand it! I look beautiful and I /know/ he's attracted to me! What could be stopping him from sleeping with me???" lol#Keep trying ZEX I'm sure you'll get it at some point haha#Finishing off with an idea of ZEX having to deal with a hostile and still not quite trusting the Captain not to run away#Or risk him getting hurt! ZEX can handle this! Let him protect you!#But the Captain also wants to help! And/or escape y'know whatever's most convenient haha#He's proud <3 And he does have an affinity with ZEX at this point - he knows he can be useful! But that's not what's most important to ZEX#Also being scolded and blushing a bit hehe ♪ Given just a bit of pause to be told by such a pretty face to ''Behave'' ♫#I do really like ZEX with the coat and braids hehe <3 Handsome
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why are you, as an adult in 2024, still hung up on reylo. why are you still mocking the shippers. why do you believe yourself to be superior only because you dislike a stupid ship from a fucking space fairytale. girl (gnc) get a grip
#it's ridiculous. this ship is... stupidly cliché. like if you know fandoms at all#you could easily guess why people would be into it. hello?? have you tried to watch tfa without your hate-on-kyle-ron goggles?#did you watch their scenes together? you don't have to like something to recognize the hints#hell. at the time i didn't really like jonerys but i realized they were going to be a thing when i read agot in 2011#like folks. it's been nearly TEN LONG YEARS. let it go. LET IT FUCKING GOOOO#and for the lucy/cooper shippers out there who think reylos are (again) delusional when they compare the two ships:#no. *you* are being delusional only because you think reylo is unsexy and uncool (which is your right to think btw. obv)#if you can't see why someone would like both of these pairings for similar reasons... idk what to say honestly#people compared it to hannigram... honestly. again i see why they would appeal to anyone who's into both ships#i really do. but... unpopular opinion (since i'm more of a clannibal fan than i could ever be of reylo):#they are more similar to reylo than will/hannibal. there i said it#i'm not talking about the writing (admittedly the quality of it was questionable). i'm talking about tropes#never mind that imo the ghoul is more akin to vader than kylo but whatever#hannibal is an unapologetic kind of villain. he's not gonna have a redemption arc and that's okay#cooper is an antivillain who used to be a good man and became a disfigured cruel bastard. a parody of himself#lucy is him. him before the bombs dropped before he discovered the person he trusted the most wanted to commit genocide#nice. moral. polite. infused with the Good Old American Values™. he's basically her dark side#all of this is very hannigram/clannibal. i'm not denying it at all#but what'll likely happen is that lucy's actions will have a positive influence on the ghoul and remind him of what it means to be a man#and that's way more reylo-like. sorry.#beauty&thebeast/villain with some hidden good in him+morally righteous heroine/enemies to lovers etc.#i mean. hello??..... having said that. i'm not so much of a reylo shipper anymore and tbh never was. i really liked it at the time#but i was never fond of the st era. my fav characters are vader and leia and revan from the old eu. just saying#*and* it's also not impossible lucy gets darker with the ghoul as her traveling companion. in fact i wouldn't dislike it at all#if done well i mean#but i would still like for people to be intellectually honest and less puerile. god knows i have my notps#but i really don't give a fuck about the shippers. good for them i guess? i have better taste lmao but that's heavily subjective#val rambles in the tags#val speaks#txt
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so you know how I've been talking about the Kazuha Demon Slayer crossover for ages now?
Hahahaha
Chapter 1 is out :)
#ahjskdkhjf#drops this and runs#I will be honest!!! I dont think I characterized sanemi very well lmao#he's the exact kind of character I don't know how to write! Like selectively respectful and doesn't give a shit otherwise#and also like extremely angry and driven and such! I am much more used to writing quiet pensive more rational characters I think#I had to rewrite this first chapter like 3 times because I couldn't figure out how to get Sanemi and Kazuha to mesh together very well#Like neither of them are particularly trusting on first meeting someone especially with added suspicion from both sides#and I still have like. no idea how to actually write grief which greatly complicates writing this#because it's meant to be an exploration of Kazuha's grief through the lens of other demon slayer characters#oh well if people don't like it I suppose it was still good practice on writing#It is 1 AM and I am Letting Anxiety Get the Better of Me#and I have to wake up at 8 tomorrow so I should go sleep#ok bye
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went and got my brakes done today and now i really just want to crawl back into bed and sleep for about a year
#nothing like getting paid and then just watching the entire thing and then some disappear the same day#in any case i'm glad it's done and now i can drive without worrying about my brakes going out#i'm also hoping i didn't get scammed because something weird happened when i got there#i only mentioned the thing about the breaks but the first guy i talked to was like#'okay we'll get that started after i do the oil change'#and i was like ???#because i think it's only been about a month since my last one#and i definitely didn't say anything about that#i don't know if that's just standard procedure for getting new brakes but i thought that was very weird#he ended up just checking the oil level and sure enough it wast still good and full#but now i'm just sitting here wondering if this wasn't one of those things where it's like#'this dumb bitch doesn't even realize she just needed more brake fluid'#and instead they sold me all new brakes because y'know...money#i dunno#i'd really hope not i've always trusted them and felt like they've been honest with me#but i don't appreciate them trying to slide an extra service in on top of an already big bill like that#especially because oil changes themselves are not exactly cheap#dunno where else i'd go for things in the future since this was the kind of thing my dad helped me with#but i guess i'll figure it out#anyway and in any case it's done#and hopefully so too will be this dogshit week
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Collection of catboy geezers. Feel free to add and expand on this overlooked population
#to be honest I don't know much about the arknights guy. i just saw a cardboard cutout of him once#also i couldnt find a pic of xruhn with his hat off... he has cat ears trust me
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Man @sm-baby has been posting a lot about Minecraft! I hope this doesn't inspire me to use that Minecraft witch I designed for her world and said I'd never use agai-
Anyway here's my girlie Ronnie
I don't have a whole lot for her but here's what I got:
- She lives on an island with a handful of other witches
- She's the head of a harem of said witches (fr they adore her)
- She makes/sells love potions (her own recipe :3c)
- Speaks real slow and seductive like/not really expressive beyond that
- A bit condescending and vain
- VERY persuasive
- Nosey af always seems to know more than you remember telling her
That's all 💖💖💖
#art#digital art#gremlins art#minecraft#Idk if I should add and OC tag for her yet#we'll see#this has been sitting in my WIPs for a while I'll be honest MFBDKDJDJ#but she deserves to be seen cause she's so so pretty and also maybe don't trust her LMAO 💖
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I want an origins remake/remaster so bad it's not even funny
#river rambles#dragon age#problem with that despite a lot of my faith being somewhat restored in bioware im still not sure if they could pull it off#in a way that's both faithful but also works gameplay wise#like listen. if they did- which is unlikely in the first place because dao and da2 are a whole different universe than dai and dav#and dark fantasy is harder to sell under ea i guess;#BUT IF THEY DID- they'd have to figure out a way to translate the specializations. even the ones that they pretend don't exist later on#(cough ranger cough)#and plot wise. I have to be honest I still dont trust them to be faithful#ESPECIALLY after that post credits achievement scene 😭😭->-> SPOILERS FOR IT#i don´t know that the fuck the executioners?? are meant to be but what I got is 'ah ok so to set up the next big bad let's just-#rip the agency away from some of the original- human villains to set them up as the evils pulling the strings- NOOOOOO#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BUDDY#take it back or so help me#and like if they were to remake the ogs i really dont think they WOULD do it faithfully bc they'd prioritize the story fitting together#even if it makes the whole thing worse as a result#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#anyway
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