#but hey i wanna be sweet

[itsbebebrainrotting]

Okay this is gonna be sappy amd all over the place but i dont often make posts like this sooo...

I came to tumblr... a little over a year ago now? And made my main account! I don't go on social media too often (not actively) but i was like hey, tumblr people seem like theyre having a good time so I'll go over there! My first posts and notes on there are sometimes kinda awkward in a way that screams "not comfortably talkative on social media"

I also notably was not into mcyt at the time. I'd not really kept up with any mcyt stuff aside from maybe mcc since towards the end of the dsmp (and even then i got back into dsmp for the first time in ages a bit before wilburs last stream). I'd heard bad things about the dsmp finale and people i used to find funny were less funny and it was all just less fun. I followed the dsmp tags cuz i hadn't quite dropped mcyt yet but i was all but out of it otherwise. (I also had been convinced by the stigma around the dsmp fandom that it wasnt a great community to be active in so had never been involved in it before)

And then, around the time of the flippa trial a random quackity vod with a clickbaitey title got into my yt recommended and i was curious so i checked it out. I'd heard of the qsmp and saw some people talking about it but i didn't think i liked enough people in it enough to watch it. The vod was quackitys pov of slime finding out about the first flippa misclick and trying to kill the eggs and something at some point intrigued me so i watched slimes pov of some other qsmp stuff and i think something about slimariana got me. I was hooked. And then i watched flippas trial and wilbur returning and loved tallulah and wanted to keep up with tallulah so started to watch phil and bad and i was in.

I started keeping up with qsmpblr around the time of flippas trial, i know because i recognise the liveblogs from the time. I didn't make too many posts but i kept an eye on the tag and it was fun. Everyone here is so lovely.

Then, over time, I slowly became more active and confident to the point where at the time of the brazil meetup it was all I'd post and all I'd get notes on and I started to feel bad for my followers on my main that weren't into mcyt. So i made this blog!

So now im here and im active and im not... social necessarily (i want to send more asks and have more conversations im trying to be better at that) but i do things! Hell, I've posted a fanfic I've written thats how comfortable I've gotten here. Everyone on qsmpblr has made me feel so welcome and happy and holy shit u guys r awesome.

Whether ur my mutual (speaking of since im not social on here i have no clue how many of my mutuals know we're mutuals cuz of how tumblr treats sideblogs) or my follower or someone i follow or just someone i see around a lot here you are all so great and this is a community I'm so happy to be a part of.

Hope everyone has a nice holiday :)

[crystalflygeo]

The right moment ft Zhongli + fem!reader (modern!AU)

cw/tags: Discussions about first time/loss of virginity. Mentions oral/fingering/handjobs. A bit of pain. This is mostly just comfort tbh.

notes: REMEMBER EVERYONE!! It's okay to change your mind, it's okay to take your time and it's okay to say NO when it comes to sex, for any reason at any time, all of that is valid, and if your partner doesn't respect that or otherwise makes you feel bad for it drop them. (Ty @ainescribe and @silentmoths for beta'ing hehe. Also Happy year of the dragon btw!)

 You were trembling in his arms. Zhongli embraced you, holding your body against his chest, peppering kisses along your neck and shoulders making you shiver on top of the sheets.

This was it, this was the moment.

You two had fumbled around enough, getting used to his touch, his kisses, his love. And a little burning flame had been born from that along with the flutter in your lovestruck heart. Zhongli was perfect: gentle, patient, smart, kind, handsome…

And you love him.

And you want him.

Which is why one day you gathered up courage, you picked a day where you were not at risk (according to your calendar at least?) made sure you had some ‘protection’ stashed away at your bedside table and said…

“Li, I’m ready.”

“Hm?” He turned to you from his spot on the couch and blinked.

You laced your hands nervously. “I… want to have sex with you. I’m ready.” You blurted out, blushing.

His eyes widened slightly in surprise, though he didn’t immediately say anything. “Are you sure, dear? What brought this on so suddenly?” He asked after a few moments.

“Quite sure.” You nodded, a little more confident, armed with your courage, your little preparations, and of course… excitement. “I just… think it’s time. I want to.”

It was… a little difficult not to be on edge as the moment approached.

Your first time. You’d gladly give it to Zhongli.

It’s not like you were completely new to sex, per se. Truth be told Zhongli had already been your ‘first’ on quite a few things. Your sexual experiences had gone from a bit of heavy petting over the clothes during make out sessions to him eating you out until you’re a whimpering mess or you giving him a few rare handjobs. You just had never… gone all the way.

Technically still a virgin.

But that was changing tonight. You were determined.

Zhongli was soft and reverent, an absolute gentleman as he lowered you on the bed, effortlessly sensual as his hands roamed your body like many other times before. Treating you with utmost gentleness, as if you were a bunny ready to sprint away at the first wrong move. He teased your chest and thighs, nipped softly at your skin and you answered with passionate kisses and heated touches, pulling him closer, letting out pleased hums. He made you come on those skilled fingers and tongue and your body melted, relaxing for him.

And now’s the time…

“You are so beautiful… I love you.” He murmurs the words, warm against your collarbone and you sigh, still panting a bit and recovering from your orgasm.

“Love you too, Li…”

You cup his face and pull him up to kiss his lips again, his strong arms leaning on either side of you. Like this, he’s hovering over you, his larger frame caging you radiating warmth and lust.

You feel his cock press against your hip and almost jolt. You don’t know why but suddenly you refuse to stare at it since, very soon, it was going to be inside you. It was a weird rush of worry, nervousness and giddy arousal.

You know for a fact he’s… big. You remember well the feeling of him on your hand, large and thick, and suddenly you begin to doubt whether or not you would be able to get that thing inside of you.

But you are determined.

He puts on a condom and squeezes some lube into his hand, spreading it evenly on his hard erection, your breath hitches.

He parts your legs and you can feel your heart pounding in your chest, wondering if he could sense it too. Your face is flushed, your thoughts and senses are a flurry of emotions.

“Are you ready? Relax…” He caresses your thigh.

You feel the tip of his cock poking at your entrance as he slowly guides himself and suddenly there is this weird uncomfortable pressure as he pushes inside. You gasp.

“Ah-!” You yelp in pain and whimper. It was… so big.

Zhongli groans. “Darling, relax… you’re so tight.” His brow furrows slightly in concentration as your pussy clamps down on him.

You whine and bite your lip, hips jolting. He presses a bit deeper and you feel… weirdly stretched out, like you’re going to tear. It hurts. You try to endure it, it’s supposed to hurt, right? It’ll get better. But it continues to hurt. You don’t like it. You panic. “W-wait- wait wait- stop!” You cry out.

Zhongli immediately pulls out and your legs clamp shut, as if shielding you, that weird sensation is still there, you feel… raw, tender.

Your eyes water.

“Dear, are you ok? Did I hurt you?” Zhongli asks, cupping your face, golden eyes searching for your own, assessing your expression.

You avert your gaze, rolling over onto your side. “I’m sorry…” You mumble.

He still tries to face you, worried, so worried, your Zhongli. “Whatever for…?”

You take a moment to gather your thoughts, bite your lip, a few tears fall onto the bed. Gods you feel so ridiculous and childish and stupid and- “I’m sorry… I was so sure, I thought- I… I don’t think I’m ready. I don’t want to… do this anymore- not now. I’m sorry.” You sob.

“There is nothing for you to apologize for. If anything, I am the one who’s sorry for hurting you, please forgive me, this is… not the experience I wanted you to have.” Zhongli sighs, displeased at seeing you like this.

You finally look up at him, puffy eyes peeking over your shoulder. “It’s not your fault, it’s me… I have this whole… idea, all these expectations. I wanted this to be perfect and I ruined it.”

He rubs slow circles at your back, soothing. “My dear, I don’t think intimacy is something that should be ruled by a standard in any capacity, nor should it be measured and compared, just as experiences and feelings aren’t. These things just flow naturally.”

“You’re not… upset?”

His expression turns serious. “Of course not. On the contrary, I am glad you voiced out your feelings and I’ll respect your boundaries.” He leans down and brushes some hair from your face before depositing a kiss on your cheek. “I want you to feel good, your comfort is of utmost importance. There’s no need to feel pressured.”

You sigh deeply, groan into the bedsheets and then sit up again, pouting at him. “Still, we got all… worked up for nothing. I-I mean I can still…” You gesture vaguely at his lap. “If you want?” You squeak.

Zhongli chuckles and tries to pass it off as a cough. Your face heats up. “No need to concern yourself with that, the arousal is ebbing away, it’ll go down on its own.”

“Oh.”

There is silence for a few moments.

“Do you want-”

“Would you like to-”

“Ah, go ahead.” You shake your head. He smiles.

“I was going to propose a bath.”

You hum. “That sounds lovely. And then maybe… some cuddling on the couch while we watch tv?”

“I would like nothing more.”

He kisses your forehead and heads to the bathroom and as you gingerly stand up, look around and think on how things turned out you think it’s fine.

The right moment will come. You already have the right person by your side.

[vikdec4i]

did anyone else ever catch this??? he treats a beverage like a finger food. not only is he picking out ice to munch on it like a snack, he's also savoring the lemon garnish.

allow me to reach peak insanity at 3 am type beat here– this actually reflects a lot about asa's character, especially regarding how he treats those around him.

don't go too crazy on me now he might just like to munch on ice and lemon slices–

BUT it fits the atmosphere of the scene since the guy is quite literally consuming mitzi, or what is left of her. which takes form in either taunting her with the remnants of atlas' death or taking jabs at her character.

there's some aspect of gluttony here. as in, despite what he claims to believe, he still sees mitzi as a hurdle to be dealt with. which is why he's been trying to convince, or let's say weed her out of the industry.

we can reflect this back on the 20s in general and how history tends to write women off their very pivotal role in the bootlegging business.

or i mean maybe im just entertaining my past in literature class because... as mitzi says herself: only asa can explain asa

[aeb-art]

note: the following is three (almost four) years post-game

okay fine i'll just draw comics for my au since writing is so dang hard smh

anyways welcome to two coins! where loop shows up again but siffrin only got the one hat ending

edit: part two

[krash-8]

thank u pfx family and friends for saving me from no idea hell yet AGAIN

ft more that I made but didnt feel like drawing out

[yyawnjun]

hii can ask for 4) the act of drying your hair for jiung? i feel like he would be so soft with handling your hair ><

HOW SWEET. YES.

jiung drying your hair. I picture him trying SO HARD to be gentle and really attentive. he first gave you a towel to dry most of the water, and then he let you sit on a chair in front of the mirror in the bathroom. so you are now able to watch him as he starts the hairdryer. SO DELICATE, you could barely feel his hands while moving your hair, and SO careful >_< like when he's focusing on you ONLY. him with his face slightly wrinkled, and his eyes full of sparkles as he moves the dryer on your hair. I also think he's very calm because he wants to make sure you get out of there all dry. his heart WARMING when he sees you yawn, and he notices your gaze lost as you let him dry your hair ASAAAASDS. he also would love to tease you, like moving your hair in front of your face just to see your reaction and to make you LOOK at him while he's doing it for you. maybe he'd even move in front of you, like "hey ur man is here! look how good I'm doing!". i can also see him actually liking it. he'd feel so seen/recognized (?) bc how much you are comfortable with him and vice-versa

prompts ; event m.list

[moeblob]

son boy raccoon trash can man suffering in a dnd au as a cleric bc his warlock will not stop committing murders and he has to keep coming up with reasons murder is valid to convince the gm its fine and under control

[cementcornfield]

PART 4 OF THE JA'MARR DRESSES JOE BUT NO HE DOESN'T (MAYBE HE DOES??) SAGA

Tee: Have you ever helped our QB with his style?

Ja'Marr: I don't know who dressin' him. I ain't dressin' him. I don't know who it is.

[blueringbeetle]

Damn my fellow Jaytor-nators how do we feel about not getting a kiss but getting all of whatever the FUCK that was. Holy shit.

[icarrymany]

mutual has me daydreaming abt happy future jam now rrrghhgg

[velvetreds]

worst day ever actually (its not even 7:30am)

[sky-kiss]

Hey, all! My friend made this! It's been years of hard work and they've finally shipped the product. I'm super proud of them. If you're looking for something cute, a lil tongue-in-cheek, and like visual novels, maybe check it out!

(i advocated for the star man to be romancable and was cruelly rebuffed. Everyone rejects my vision.)

[britneyshakespeare]

you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work

me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:

[luck-of-the-drawings]

WWWOOOPS FORGOT I MADE THIS. drew this back at around when the hyperbolic time chamber training arc was just starting. remember that? huh? remember the hamspter??? ohhhhhhhh youll remember the haspter!!!! oh my god yknow what else i remember. williams overwhelming love for christmas. oh my god. spooky zombie boy loves the christmas.. literally the best possible thing for him...

[anachronistic-falsehood]

same guy different fonts…..

[witchcraftingboop]

I need the people who are on their "clean/stir with intention" shit to discover consecrated floor and door washes. Like I just wanna see them thrive on a good abre camino floor wash and their whole "intention is everything/enough" vibe switch up