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✨🤍 some steddie softness for @thefreakandthehair's birthday, i hope it's the very best so far! 🤍✨(please please your day comes first, read this whenever you have time and space to breathe 🤍)
Eddie is not a religious man — far from it, actually. But there are a few things that make him believe in higher powers. In angels. In destiny and luck and a love so strong it could conquer everything.
This very moment is one of them.
Stevie, soft and sleepy beside him in the back of the car as Nancy is driving, the dim light of the passing street lamps painting his face in hues of gold like the light itself favours Steve Harrington, caressing his features with the softest of shadows.
He’s beautiful. Ethereal. Perfectly angelic with his eyes closed, his whole body turned towards Eddie in the warmth of the car.
It takes Eddie’s breath away, his heart taking up space where before there were his lungs and ribcage, growing in size until he feels like he is about to burst. And even then he keeps looking, staring at that pretty face that looks so at peace with the whole world right now. Eddie has never seen Steve like this, but now he understands why people start wars. Why people defy gods and death itself to be with their one true love. Why Orpheus looked back.
He understands. Because Steve, his Stevie, warm and safe and perfectly fine in the backseat of a car? That is everything. He doesn’t even need to kiss or touch so long as he just gets to look. And be. Oh, to be at the same time that Steve is.
That might just be life’s greatest gift to him.
A tiny sigh falls from Steve’s lips and Eddie really, really might be about to burst.
“Hey, angel,” he whispers, because moments like this aren’t made for anything but hushed words, their truths too heavy, too sincere for the world to hear and keep on spinning. He doesn’t need the world to spin as long as there is Steve.
“Hi,” Steve whispers back, his eyes still closed but the smile lighting up, luring Eddie in like he is but a moth drawn to the flame.
Eddie leans in and rests his forehead against Steve’s, his hand coming up to cradle a light-kissed cheek. Steve leans into it, following Eddie’s hand like maybe they are twin stars pulling each other closer until there will be an explosion of light and creation. Steve nuzzles against his palm and leans further into Eddie’s body until they share the same breath — but still it’s not enough.
Eddie wants to say so many things now that their hands are entangled, their soft exhales mixing. But after a while he notices that Steve is humming before gently singing along to the song coming quietly from the speakers.
“Take it easy with me, please. Touch me gently like a summer evening breeze. Take your time, make it slow. Andante, Andante. Just let the feeling grow.”
Eddie knows the song, recognises it instantly, and his breath gets stuck in his throat once more. Because he has a secret. He loves it. He has imagined for the longest time that one day, someone would make it his song. Sing it for him, to him.
He’s never told anyone because he has a reputation to uphold and more than enough metal music to listen to, but of course Steve wouldn’t care about his secrets being secret, and just oh so casually make his deepest, most private of dreams come true.
He’s an angel, that one. A hero. Myths and fairy tales should be woven around that heart of his, folklore speaking of his name until history itself wouldn’t dare to forget. No one can convince Eddie otherwise. Not in that moment, not with Steve singing so quietly, so gently, so adoringly.
I think I love you. I think I can’t ever stop, not when I’ve seen you like this. Not when you’ve just shown me what life can be about, what it should be about. Gods, I love you and love you and love you.
That’s what he wants to say.
But all that comes out is a marvelled, “Shit, Stevie.”
It has the desired effect of a huffed breath, an even wider smile, and Steve cuddling further into Eddie’s side, eyes still closed. Eddie brushes a kiss to Steve’s forehead and feels like maybe his love can make it into the fairy tale, too.
It will. Oh, it will, when Steve finally lifts his head from Eddie’s shoulder and looks at him through hooded eyes, all soft and sleepy and safe. A moment passes like this and Eddie can’t breathe, maybe he can never breathe again — but it only lasts until Steve slowly, so very slowly begins to lean in to claim Eddie’s lips with a kiss so gentle it could bring him back from the dead.
Eddie kisses Steve back just as slowly, because in moments like this there is no rush, no hurry. There’s only them, there’s only this. Only a kiss until there is another.
And with Steve, there is always another.
Nancy smiles as she is taking the long way to Steve’s house, rounding Loch Nora twice because she knows how comfy Steve gets in cars at night when he doesn’t have to drive and there is soft music playing.
Eddie kisses her goodbye on the forehead, fully aware of what she’s done. He doesn't tell her about the sun and the myths and all the wars he would start for Steve.
Nights like this are not meant for telling anyone about them. They can hardly be believed as it is. They can only be lived, hand in loving hand.
#steddie fic#steddie#eddie x steve#steve x eddie#dio words#hi lex happy birthday i hope you like this bit of incoherent softness i hope you like the sleepy feeling in the back of a car at night#when all the lights go whoosh you know?? with some music? idkidk but writing this was fun anyway :D#also because sincerity is for tumblr tags let me just say thanks again for being in my dms sometimes and listening to my whumpy rambles#here you have some fluff to make up for it :D no but seriously you deserve nice things so i'm happy to see you getting some today 🤍
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#how you doin besties im so done with this cursed fuckass zjebanej zkurvenej year#im also still stuck drawing my pet junkie doing nothing looking barely sentient like one of those crusty old dogs ppl refuse to let go#ive gathered crumbs for all yall so i do sth else than whine here (i whine - but i add pictur. as a treat (?)) mwah ily 🤍
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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.
#tw grief#sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day#the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love#days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul#longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time#a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does#all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky#the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this#if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side#each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity#in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well#if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you#it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece#i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done#will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us#this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog#forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right#have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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💞 Can you guess who my favorite Jellystone character is? 💞
#⭐ Star's Self-Ship Art ⭐#F/O#Romantic F/O#F/O Community#Self-Ship Community#F/O Art#Self Ship Art#Jellystone#「Cindy Bear: You Know The Way To My Heart」#🤍🤎💙#Another obsession... another deeply adored F/O!!!#Shoutout to my dear friend Kel for suggesting I watch Jellystone— if not for him I would have never caught sight of...#(The most over-exaggerated dreamy sigh you can possibly imagine) Cindy Bear... 💖💖💖💖💖#I'm almost surprised that Cindy's a somewhat less popular character here on tumblr. There's not a ton of art of her#So I thought I'd chip in and whip up a quick mouse-drawn doodle of her to study Jellystone's artstyle...#... and honestly for my first go at both the style and drawing Cindy I think I did pretty great!#I do— unsurprisingly— have a Jellystone self-insert planned and I'm really excited to design her#I'm gonna go full Hanna Barbera mode. Gonna design a 60s version of her as well as a more modern version#And as soon as I do that... I will show both the self-shipping circle of tumblr as well as the Jellystone community the ultimate OTP...#💖💖💖💖💖 J U L I N D Y ! ! ! ! ! 💖💖💖💖💖
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🤍🫂🌹
#this is a very very soft announcement bc it might change (as you know me smh 🙄)#as some might remember i said like 1-2 months ago that id see how i feel about tumblr after cmi11.5 and see whether i want#to stay or close that chapter of my life! and i've been thinking about it a lotttt these days and i keep going back and forth#but i think depending on how everyone likes Entertainer it might be my last fic on here 🤍#which again.. can change depending on my mood n motivation.. im also not saying this to get attention etc but to inform you where i stand :)#writing is just a looooot of effort and tumblr has been vvv quiet (i also think my blog has lost some relevance but that's okay!! things#move fast)#i have soooo many wips i love lol 😭 but im not sure if i have the energy to write 20-40k stuff when nobody's around anymore :(#but let's see how you like Entertainer bc im vvv excited for it!! 🥰 keep spreading love until then <3#love you guys sm 🤍#might delete since it's an unsure post.. just wanted those who see this or care to know 🫂
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[Richard's fashion aesthetic - suit edition]
#rammstein#richard kruspe#rzk#I researched so much the last few days due to the coat post and some of these crossed my way#and since i have a weakness for men in suits here you go#little indulgend post since i think suits fit him rather good 🤍#kruspe fashion
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i have a confession to make: i'm actually doing better than i ever was
#i started making friendship bracelets for my show & for my gang today#i'm actually pretty excited#also it feels different when you make them for specific people because then you actually make them with love#so i was thinking of you today (you know who you are) 🤍#i also realized that i actually like my job which is crazy to me#i've been struggling with this so much during past few months and i am finally somewhere i don't hate#i like my coworkers and i don't want to cry when i have to go there#i don't even mind working with customers anymore because most of them are nice here#and this job may actually give me the opportunity to make more money in the future so i might just stay here for a while#this is not a perfect life but it is MY life and honestly i wouldn't change a thing about it right now#i am doing good and i am healing#i am taking care of myself#one step at a time#no rush#i'm trying to focus on things that make me happy and myself#i talk to my friends a lot i talk to my parents#i am fine and this time it's not a lie#i feel like maybe one day i will be finally able to say that i'm happy#i'm not there yet but it's good#yay for me i guess#🤍🤍🤍#but sincerely can you hear me?*
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i am curious as to the haunted porcelain baby
I am SO GLAD you asked - I love talking about Eric.
So! Meet my creepy Pierrot baby. He's 41cm tall (about 16.14~ inches), and everyone hates him!
Story time under the cut-
Once upon a time, I used to spend my entire summers volunteering at Christian summer camp with my friends. It was incredibly fun and I miss it a lot. Anyways-
During the summer of '16, in the off-time between camps, we were cleaning out some storage rooms, and there was this big trash bag filled with old toys. This bad boy was there.
Obviously everyone wanted to throw him away but me. Being the weird emo girl that I am, I kept this creepy porcelain doll and named him Eric (which is a reference to someone we knew - we did NOT like human Eric).
The campsite was big and because I am SO funny, I started to place Eric in weird places. Behind windows, on a sidewalk, etc etc. It catch on and we would try to scare the others with him. When the summer was over, I decided to take him home with me. Everyone was so creeped out by it, and we kept saying the doll was a demon (because we were Edgy™ and being Christian this was hella funny. We jokingly said he should be exorcised 💀).
Now, come September 2016, I moved to the UK to study. And who creeped his way into my luggage? Eric. My friends kept saying my plane would crash and I'd be haunted because of him - I told him he was my pet evil spirit and would be VERY safe, since he was with me. (again, we liked to toe the line between fun Christian humour and straight-up heresy because Edgy Teens™).
Throughout the years, Eric has been with me and once in a while I record creepy videos to send to our group chat. He always sits somewhere where he can look at my directly. Very creepy. One time he fell on his own in the middle of the night. It was funny and a little scary (things falling in the middle of the night always sound horrible).
I love him very much.
#here you go - full Eric story 🖤🩷🤍#I love him so so much. Literally everyone hates him. They don't understand#i love to collect creepy figurines like this - i'm very much That Friend in the group dynamics#darya answers
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Since I now have permission to post these pictures here, I can show you some more of the wonderful screenshots Khian took involving my OCs as well as hers.
The precious, sweet and especially very kind blue-haired Miqo’te next to A’viloh is named Aveen. 💙
We were both a little confused at first when we realised that our characters shared the same nickname, often being called Avi / A‘vi.
Although Aveen has a phobia of brightly colored Seeker Miqo’te eyes and also him and A‘viloh not meeting in their canon stories, we thought that character-wise they could be best friend in another universe. Rael would secretly find them adorable because they look so happy and now have two shy cats to take care of. 🤭
If you would like to see/read more of this pretty and cute blue cat (you really should!) you can as usually do so here:
#not my own screenshots!#ffxiv#ff14#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#ff14 screenshots#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv gpose#gpose#Aviloh Tia#Rael Hyskaris#Aveen Cazian#look how cute this is!!! 🥰#the idea with the flower crowns as well as the expressions are so sweet! ❤️#these shots are so expressive I can easily imagine their happy cute laughs 🥹#I like their blue and read colors together so so so much! 💙❤️#and also especially Rael expressions/smile and ears! 🤍#thank you once again dear Khian! 🫂#everyone please go and take a look at Khian’s Twitter profile and read more about Aveen and her other OCs! ✨#I will show you some more screenshots soon!#*insert the please look forward to it gif here* 🤭#Khian
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💙 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝓜𝔂 𝓟𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓮 🤍
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#shadowheart#tav#durge#bg3 oc#baldur's gate 3 oc#bg3 shadowheart#baldur's gate 3 shadowheart#jenevelle hallowleaf#bg3 durge#bg3 tav#shadowheart x durge#shadowheart x tav#vp#virtual photography#personal#oc: lilith#otp: moonpetal#im sorry but the SKY made me go crazy here!! 😭#CUZ WDYM ITS MORE BLUE ON LILYS SIDE AND PURPLE ON SHADOWHEARTS AAAAAAAA#thank you game!#i love it when you cooperate with me 🥹🤍
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Masashi Ikeda (x)
#masashi ikeda#ikeda masashi#king ohger#super sentai#super sentai cast#king ohger spoilers#ik some photos were posted on here but there were more so here you go#i personally went to the site to get these and i linked the article these are from if you're interested :)#🕸️🤍🕸️
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My sona and Sans watching a horror film 🤡
#sans#undertale#insert self x sans#sans undertale#classic sans#I don't know how to tag anymore#but here you go.#I'm trying to keep up on drawing while being hospitalised 🤍🤍
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“but this trope/scene has been done before, I’m not original”
okay and every major pop song has used the same chord progression for years and years, but we eat it up every time. it’s the perspective and instrumentation and lyrical ornaments that give a song originality. writing is the same way.
your perspective is unique. you have not lived the same life as the rest of your fandom. so write the overdone trope. add your own lyrics and expression to the chords that have been played a million times over.
it’ll sound different. it’ll sound authentic.
it’ll sound like you.
#idk maybe somebody needs to hear this#or not maybe I just needed the reminder to be out there#but just in case you need an extra push to create#here you go 🤍
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CHEERS TO THE WEEKEND !!! good morning friendz i hope your saturday is going well !! im excited for the day ahead and hoping it is kind to us all ! 🤍
#even tho september and i don’t get along i will keep trying to do my best !#i’m on a girls trip with my mama and we have a fun few days planned so i shall see you all when i have downtime at the hotel#need my daily dose of my buddies here at tumblr dot com ofc !#(see also: i’m chronically online i fear)#i posted on insta for the first time in like 6 months and hated every minute of it so i am staying put right here#anyway i am going on a food tour today & im v excited to eat 🙂↕️🤍#will get to the rest of the sweet asks once i can :’) i love u all sm thank u for being here with me#i hope you all have a wonderful day !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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no offense but i love my friends so much
#hanging out on the phone w one of my besties every night til we both go to sleep is sth that is so special 2 me#they’re brushing their teeth n im just sitting here like Wow I Love You#🤍
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saw inhaler tonight and they were sooooooooo good live oh my god 😭😭😭❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥 and i got to hear my comfort songs live 😭 love it so much
#they better come back here to tour the new album next year i swear#eli sounded so good tooo his voice 😭😭😭#also yes this just confirms i have a crush on bobby dkdkdkdkd esp after seeing him in person tonight like 😳#cried a bit hearing my fave comfort songs ngl#then while i was going through my videos and walking home i had a good cry again#man i would love to see them livr again#i can’t wait for the new album 🥺#shout out to jules 🤍 had an amazing time with you MWAH
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