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#i feel so bored talking to everyone else who isnt him#(and i mostly mean guys... bc they're the only ones who talk to me lol š)#but also i wiiiish i could find a bf... (i'd want a gf too but sadly most women arent sapphic at all š„²)#so yeah .. i feel so empty talking to others#i dont feel 'connected' to most ppl the way i felt connected to him#idk i feel like they dont listen to what i say or talk WITH me#they're just talking TO and AT me without even reading what i say#like this guy just asked me how im doing today#and i said bad bc of my period!!!!#and he was like awww cute#???? did u hear what i said tho....#idk i just feel like alone when i talk to ppl bc no one hears me it feels like#i just miss him sm#but he isnt messaging....#and since he just reads but dont interact w my messages now i only feel stupid#so i cant even message him even if i want to#god i hate this so much#i wanna diieeeee#losing his attention has made me feel more lonely than i've ever been before i cant take this#it also hurts bc he's talking to others#and he wants that#he wants to make more friends and talk to more ppl š#god i feel almost a panic attack coming on just thinking abt that#here i am losing my mind he's not messaging me and he's out there giving his attention to others
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y'all telling me the bourgeoisie butcher. the ceo sniper. the healthcare hitman. may have possibly shot that ceo with a vet gun like he was putting down a dog, wrote Deny, Defend, Depose on the bullets, and then deliberately left behind his backpack filled with monopoly money. y'all telling me that is his design
#united healthcare#his message and manifesto wrapped into the evidence he's left behind#and might slow investigation bc like oooh here's the backpack and then SIKE it's monopoly money????#i hope they never catch him. godspeed usa i hope everyone does something with the momentum and the spark that has been lit#hope this momentum isnt fumbled
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out ofĀ (hopefully)Ā Original Ideas - Pt. 6
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 4] [Pt. 5]
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr incorrect quotes#hsr textpost#hsr memes#honkai star rail memes#hsr meme#honkai star rail meme#boothill#hsr boothill#argenti#hsr argenti#sunday#hsr sunday#aventurine#hsr aventurine#black swan#hsr black swan#argenhill#boothill x argenti#i love their 'guns n' roses' ship name a whole lot but im not trying to unintentionally put this in the actual band's tag lmao#i dont have a good concise title for this one its just like. 50% Boothill and 50% my other fav hsr men. thats it thats the theme#also. dont fuckign come at me like 'but the 6th one isn't accurate! he wasn't born in a test tube!!' listen. i know.#he was found abandoned in the snow or smthn idk i haven't dug into his lore leaks yet but i Know. the first half isnt all that accurate#but the overall vibes of it are funny enough to me that i had to make it anyways. let's all just learn to suspend our disbelief a bit#for the sake of laughs. also also. hopefully it goes w/o saying but if something ever lacks a source it's bc i found it like that#i always leave the op's handles even if they dont fit the characters but sometimes the posts i find have already had them cropped out#which irks me bc i Try to be a stickler for giving credit. but anyways. enough overthinking the making of these silly memes#also. some of these are prob a bit more accurate only if you've seen some of Boothill's voiceline and message leaks but eh its fine
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FeuÄ, sĆŗile DĆ© go fuireaÄ air
#bloodborne#father gascoigne#* taps sign * FATHER. remember that guys.#decadentart#caption is from notmal McLeodās translation of psalms#specifically this is a part of psalms 33 18#interprt my message . muahahahhahahs#I think his relationship with his faith is .. complicated#in my headcanon hes actually really gentle. he is a priest after all. not reallt a violent man#but to kill beasts is sacred and holy. but its still killing#i think to an extent he can realize hes changing . mentally And physically. but he cant stop now#siiighhhh. they made a priest kill people and now he has to justify it to himself#and also he has to contend witb turning into what he can only consider a demon#do you think he wonders why hes being āpunishedā? what he did wrong in the eyes of God to deserve this?#fears for how much hes changed..?#Idk im insane and very hungry. i have like an entire essays worth of thinfs to say abt him. and i made it all up#i am very hungry rn. ggrueuaggghhhhhhhh#i could put my ramblings into a lot more sense like. not in tumblr tags#trust me. truusstt mmeee#also i know the cross isnt really used in bloodborne#however#shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up#hes not from yharnam and im not going over the slug jesus injoke rn. Okay#Also shorthand so YOU understand what this is abt :) yay
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WAIT I WANNA BRING UP ANOTHER THING ABOUT HOW BULLYING IS ADDRESSED IN NERDY PRUDES MUST DIE. one thing I really liked about how Max is shown as a bully is his talk with Pete at the Pasqualli's parking lot. When Pete tries to stand up to Max, Max pushes him down and emphasizes that Pete isn't a loser because of his own qualities - rather, Pete is a loser because Max simply said so.
Of course we can attribute this to Max's god complex but I think that this point in particular is less than often really brought up in teen-centered media featuring bullying: that bullying exists not because of nerdy behavior or whatever the fuck, but because bullies will it into being. And to have a BULLY of all people say that out loud - to have the main villain point out the root of their behavior without showing any kind of shame whatsoever - showcases just how much of a menace Max is.
#like max is really fuckin self aware throughout the show#he knows he's the biggest prick alive and he revels in his jackassery#to the point of pointing out the core problem of bullying itself: people are bullied because people are bullies. simple as that#like its a good message to hammer down in the bullying problem of the show while also showing how far gone Max is with his delusion of power#so um yea#oki at this point it's kinda obvious that my favorite character in the show is max jagerman like writing wise#dude's portrayed as an irredeemable literal monster and the show doesnt shy away from the fact that the dude isnt getting any redemption arc#and yet there are nuances to him being overzealous with his power both in life and in the afterlife#SO YEA STARKID DID A GREAT JOB IN WRITING MAX LIKE DAMN#starkid#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#npmd spoilers
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Recognize this build?
Something that's always bothered me about Grian is that he doesn't. ever. do. interiors. His builds are soo good and have so much potential, but I always fall short when trying to imagine his character actually living there. So I took it upon myself to recreate his house in minecraft, and build an interior myself, in a way I think he would do it (using a couple resource packs and mods, to make it more fun for myself)
I don't think he would waste any space - especially not for storage, so I've tried to add a few extra chests around.
the colour scheme is one I've been LOVING. petition for hermits to make more cozy living rooms. I don't care if they're not functional.
Grian build an actual bedroom challenge. For once in your life. Please.
Lastly, an appreciation on how beautiful this season's seed is and a testimony to how the hermits should use shaders more:
#the house isnt 100% accurate but I did the best I could!#this is how I've been picturing it in my head so far#and the top window he uses to fly in/out of his bedroom#hermitcraft#grian#grianmc#hermitcraft season 10#message me if you wanna know the specific cits and textures i used cause theres a lot and i dont wanna type them all out lol#spark builds#hc 10
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No one and I mean NO ONE understands how much I think about this photo
#BC THE HEARTBREAK#THE PAIN THIS BOY HAS GONE THROUGH#HE IS FOURTEEN YEARS OLD#AND HE HAS GONE THROUGH SHIT WE CANT EVEN IMAGINE#AND HE LOST THE PERSON WHO KNEW HIM MOST IN THE ENTIRE WORLD#AND HE BECAME SO CONSUMED IN GRIEF AND DEPRESSION THAT ONLY A FINAL MESSAGE FROM JOHNNY COULD HELP HIM WORK TOWARDS GETTING BETTER#AND IM TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING OH WELL THERE WAS NO ACTUALY RESOLUTION#CORRECT?? BECAUSE HIS GRIEF DOESNT MAGICALLY GO AWAY?? ITS WITH HIM FOREVER?? HE JUST LEARNS TO LIVE WITH IT??#IT ENDS WITH US KNOWING HE ISNT OKAY BUT HE WILL BE SOMEDAY#GOD ITS SO GOOD#I COULD TALK ABOUT THIS FOREVER#AND THIS SPECIFIC SCENE AND PHOTO#FOR HOURS#NO ONE UNDERSTANDS#AGHDHSH#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis
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Uh oh pookie is a bit fucked up
#eom spoilers#i guess????#not really but still#oh i like the other characters as well but jericho makes me so unwell#ol jericho sticks#jericho sticks#but most folk call him jericho#i call him my beloved idk#i love the difference between sarnax and jericho using the mental messages spell#so funny#im so invested in this campaign whcih isnt good because i should be focusing on school#but im very aware of how fast i can write articles im very not worried š#anyway i love jericho he keeps me goinf#edge of midnight#legends of avantris#virgil eom
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have you ever played baldurās gate? i got bg3 for christmas and maybe itās just bc iām obsessed with both things but i think the characters would look great in your art style!!
also semi related but of the many hairstyles the game offers one of them is ābaldā so of course i had to make a ābalderāsā gate joke and my brother didnāt like it. please confirm am i funny or not
i haven't!! it doesn't seem like my speed of game BUT good news, I've been working on some BG3 comms over the past couple months so whenever I post those, hopefully your statement will be proved correct!!
and i absolutely think you're funny and it's NOT just bc i one time bombarded my good friend @mysticalfg (WHO HAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING BG3 ART YOU NEED TO CHECK THEIR BLOG OUT) with that while they were playing bg3 (they got this one on video)
#the joys of psn messaging#also look at my friend's character. feast ur eyes isnt he cool#thanks for the ask!#bg3
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some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace
extras below the cut
sketch
closeups on my favorite panels
bonus: adios
#doodles#kingdom hearts#roxas#axel#olette#aromantic#asexual#aroace#do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel#ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you#also not tagging soriku and namixi#i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so#anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette#i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette#so let me clarify about this comic#im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before#im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts#thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes#im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while#anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive#sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow#this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled#drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024#btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately#schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time#i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times#alright i think thats it bye now
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still love how the book starts out with stan beating up the statue and taking ford's discarded one dollar bills and then ends with stan completely destroying bill and ripping up money just to spite him
#gravity falls#stanley pines#book of bill#when bill directly taunted the reader before about how they wouldnt rip up a note......#im so curious if stan was hiding details about the version of the BoB that was shown to him....#like the ripped up note and the coded message to ford might just be stan being stan but im still going hmmmm#oh also bill flat out saying ominous stuff in the poem too lmao#especially when we know how much bill hates him like what would he say to stan with that direct connection of the book??#he knows that money isnt that important to him he literally made that offer when stan was about to kill him#also im still so fond of how the wheel of shame is a website thing#cos that level of interactivity vs just flipping pages on a book#where you don't even see the wheel immediately and need to keep spamming stan's name#to even see that page in the first place#that you have to discover that you can poke and prod and keep pushing bill's sore spot and keep doing it until he finally breaks down#and then gives us something that directly contrasts with the axolotl's poem#anyway thats it im making my bill+stan tag#two sides of the same dollar bill
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#dandys world#dandys world fanart#dandys world glisten#dandys world boxten#fullbodies this time#boxten isnt supposed to look so ting glisten just has long ass legs#< TINY* IM NOT REWRITING THAT MESSAGE#but hehe isnt he cuteee#he looks like a nerd so i like how it turned out.#dw gijinkaverse
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Hi since it's aro-spec week I'd like to just highlight one of my absolute favorite things about httyd, from the viewpoint of an aromantic:
The importance it puts on platonic relationships.
The whole franchise is of course, centered around Hiccup and Toothless' bond. They're friendship is from the beginning built on unconditional trust. They care for each other so much. They are best friends, hey mean everything to each other and have a bond nothing else (even romantic relationships) could ever rival.
(I could say so much more about them honestly but it's all probably been said before by someone better at articulating their thoughts so whatever)
Another aspect I love is while there are romantic relationships and plots, they're not shoved in the audience's faces. Other than certain episodes dedicated to Hiccstrid's development, it's mostly just, there. Neither the story nor the characters' lives revolve around it and it's honestly a bit refreshing.
Hiccup and Astrid very clearly value they're friendship. In the episode they got together, what Hiccup said to her very clearly implied how important to him she is, and he'd be fine even if they weren't romantic partners, as long as they can still be with each other.
And that's so special to me.
Like, it is not something you often see in media. And even when they do start dating, they primarily put their friendship firstāand not just with each other, like there's a whole rtte episode basically dedicated to why they need to value their friendships just as much as they value each other.
And of course, the friendship between the dragon riders as a whole. As much as they fight, and despite their actions towards Hiccup in the past, they all clearly care for each other immensely and unconditionally. It's so unfortunate that they're just side characters in the movies, I really wish they're friendships got more of a spotlight but at least we have Rob and Rtte.
(Imo it does a very good job making these characters relatable whether you feel romantic attraction or not.)
#how to train your dragon#httyd gang#ik its obvious bc one of thems a fucking dragon but ROMANTIC ATTRACTION ISNT NECESSARY TO LOVE SOMEONE#HICCUP AND TOOTHLESS' FRIENDSHIP IS JUST AS IMPORTANT AS THEIR ROMANTIC PARTNERS#one of the reasons I HATE thw#toothless immediately leaves his best friend of half a decade for some waspy white woman dragon hes known for a few days#bc that totally makes sense with this series and its core message of frienship and human and dragons coexisting yeah#amatonormativity I fucking hate you#httyd#aromantic#aromantic week#hiccup and toothless#httyd analysis#kind of??#hiccup haddock#astrid hofferson#toothless#httyd rtte#rtte#rob/dob#asaw 2024#sorry if this ramble ks like incoherent in any way its like 1:07 am and i randomly got the urge to write this down š#moth.txt
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etho was once again quite active in the chat of bdubs' latest stream, being the nr1 bdubs fan that he is, and i once again felt the need to compile as many chat messages that i could spot from him, being the ethogirl that i am.
context: etho finding out that bdubs gave away speedy supreme
context: etho being a scar apologist i guess. (in reality doc was flying over bdubs' base with a flying machine, holding a live-shulker. & doc was panicing about bdubs flying too close to the machine/shulker)
context: etho plugging his favourite piece of bdubs merch! go get yourself a pink hoodie that was specifically made for etho <3
context: etho's comeback to bdubs saying he's a horse whisperer, while he also just mentioned the mod he uses to see a horse's speed + that there was a vanilla way to measure the speed of a horse, used by etho, if u were willing to take the time to ride each horse through a million cobwebs.
context: horse rated trash/14 speed by etho xD
context: according to etho, bdubs' height is fake and does not exist. (i don't know how that would work, but etho is never wrong so)
context: bdubs put on the pink hoodie, which was a very exciting moment for etho.
context: bdubs saying that... he was tall where it mattered? in his heart? which resulted in this comeback from etho. (etho is referencing an old vlog bdubs did where he talked about putting lifts in his shoes)
context: bdubs said that part of the reason for the lifts was so that he wouldn't look small next to his wife when she wore high heels. etho did not relent.
context: hermits were telling jokes in the hermitcraft chat and etho wanted to participate.
BONUS:
context: bdubs' mods on their way to "take etho out back" as was requested by bdubs after the height jokes.
#i might be missing some chat messages because i wasnt always looking at chat#tho etho isnt hard to miss because after he says something the chat will all scream his name for at least 1 or 2 minutes after#also the pink hoodie lore goes deep and i didnt feel like explaining it in this post#so if ur reading this and going 'wow why is etho so obsessed with the pink hoodie'?#i'm sure at leat 5 other ethoblogs will've been posting about pink hoodie lore in the past 24 hours so post about it must be in circulation#ethoslab#etho#bdoubleo100#bdoubleo#bdubs#hermitcraft
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i love shen jiu BECAUSE of the child abuse he does. get on my level šŖ
#svsss#shen jiu#i dont gloss over my fave character's flaws i accept them#in a more nuanced and less funny post i could talk abt how hes just a great villain and is written v well imo#from what little we really even see of him. i like how mxtx makes me feel a lot of sympathy for him#and how he as a sort of looming figure over the narrative contributes to the overall message and themes of scum villain#ah but this isnt a nuanced and less funny post and is instead a joke
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So i headcanon that demons (maybe angels too) have more than 1 heartā¦
Imagine that one day your demon darling invite you to dinner and ofc you agree! So youāre talking with them waiting for ur meal then it arrives. On the plate itās a cooked DEMON heart and itās not just any demon heart itās your demonās heart. Them smiling and said ādo you like it?ā
Apparently, demon do that to express love to their mates and itās also one of the most imtimate ways (in demonās sense) to show love.
I need more contents of the boys actually being demon š
i fuck with this, not gonna lie
the monsterfucker in me is always intrigued by the differences in how a nonhuman would express their love lmao of course most people would be surprised if their demon lover presented them with their second heart but after initial shock and them explaining if you think about itā¦.you cant help but be (strangely?) touched like wow this person really likes me huh (///ā///) so we r pretty much soulmates! presenting one of ur hearts is a pretty big deal just from a logical standpoint, cause u forever nerfed urself for someone
now actually eating the heart is a whole nother question lmaoo
yea you know demons sometimes like to eat each other (and humans sometimes) but humans dont really do that as a casual activity and it usually gets you ostracized lol
u cant help but feel a little bad not eating it thoughā¦they cooked their whole second heart, they had it removed from their body which probably wasnt a painless thing to do but for your demon its mainly a way for them to show their devotion more than anything ,,,tho i know some of those brothers were actually expecting you to eat it lol it would be very funny if you both were sitting there after you were like aww thats so sweet and then he was likeā¦.well r u gonna eat it? :]
asmo and mammon come to mind first honestly LMAO
asmo is ākind ofā intense when it comes to love and the mammon is a tsundere--"well...are you gonna eat it or what?"ļ¼//ļø¶^ļø¶ļ¼typa deal--so thats why i say that
and then maybe beel and belphie
beel cause i feel like it might go over his head at first (especially since this involves food) but then he'll remember like oh right humans dont eat that my bad
belphie i just think is hopeful you know...if that makes sense, so hes not surprised if you dont wanna eat it but maybe a bit huffy about it
i think satan and lucifer are too smart and like ānormalā to actually expect a human to do that
while levi is... levi
hed probably get self conscious and be like well yea of course they wouldnt wanna eat my heart...
and then u gotta really reassure him its not him its you :d
#obey me nightbringer#obey me#obey me x reader#not taggin all those brothers im sorry lol#i like playing guess how that character will react#especially with characters i dont know very well lol#okay that was fun#thanks for the ask!!#its nice getting surprise messages :]#idk even how to tag this!!#like gruesome or something??#tw body horror#tw gore#maybe??#ACTUALLY#i wanted to say#remember when the threat of demons eating mc were constantly brought up in the beginning of the game lmao#that feels like a whole other world now#i wonder if the boys still get urges to eat mc sometimes tho#cause i was reading a novel with a demon ml and he fell for the mc#and he has demonic urges sometimes that he has to control#and actually a different demon in the past was infatuated with him and wanted to eat him because of it#so that was normal down in hell#like that would be considered love#fortunately for mc the ml isnt full demon anymore so i think it helps muddle those eating urges a lot#but hes yandere tho cause his version of love is still very intense and strange by human standards#i need to finish this story btw
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