#but he is the autistic rep that we deserve
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rewatching dead boy detectives and noticing all the little moments where george rexstrew adds some stimming in and i love it so much. like when charles disappears in episode 3 and edwin is trying to figure out what could've happened
#he may not be canonically autistic#but he is the autistic rep that we deserve#george is amazing and i appreciate all of his work#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#mine
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drops this and. BOOKS IT
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#shuro dunmeshi#toshiro nakamoto#delicious in dungeon#sash character playlists#character playlist#MY AUTISM SILLY OUPPY PLAYLIST MAKING HAND RUBBING SCHEMING IN REAL TIME#HES SO. wauh. mr. toshiro ''shuro'' nakamoto the autistic asian rep we all needed and did not deserve#Spotify
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yall are mad elon musk is supposedly autistic bc it means tht u too can be autistic n a not nice person/do unkind things (to put it mildly) which has the potential to ruin ur im autistic n inherently blameless everything i do is bc of the autism n therefore i am exempt from negative judgment n if u do attempt to call me out it's abelism n death to u UwU card
#no bc i dont understand all the controversy arnd it#aside from the questionable validity of it n it being a possible pr stunt or excuse for himself#it's like u dont get to decide whether someone is actually [diagnosis] or not bc u dont like them#also i think it's tied with the whole like the whole what's the term#ugh#like disabled ppl always having to be grand or like 'faces' of their disability#like him saying he is autistic doesnt make him a representation of autism#n thts from both side abled n disabled ppl treat ur diagnosis as making u a spokesperson n moral hero or smth#not for what he n those of tht social class do#but on a lesser extent ppl fuck up#we shld let ppl fuck up whether they're disabled or not#so many ppl diagnosed officially or not with pmdd were murderers n criminals#i dont try to keep my self in check for fear of giving pmdd a bad rep#i do it bc thts not what i want to be#n who am i to say these ppl didnt hv pmdd or dont deserve to be part of the 'community' bc of what they did#we are each or capable or great evil#not bc of our ability or disability but bc we're human#cloud nonsense#ur not a bad person bc of ur diagnosis but u sure as fuck arent a good person bc of it either
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Me and @kashuan have been watching a playthrough of the Witcher 1 game since I never played it and tbh I'm immediately charmed.
Love how Geralt's fighting stand of choice includes him just swirling the sword above his head alskdjf I don't know if that has any merit but wanna believe he came up with it all on his own
Also the stilted voice acting/line delivery and the way conversations just randomly cut off to go into a cutscene are great tbh, I need more of it. ALSO NO ONE TOLD ME ABOUT LEO who was perfect and pure and was born with glass bones and paper skin, no idea how he was gonna survive being a witcher but I love him 10/10 no notes. Last, me and Kas laughed for like 5 mins at this quest:
#the witcher#me: i love leo if anything happens to him I'm burning this game to the ground#said while knowing full well he never shows up and is never mentioned again#also the flat affect and T posing that geralt does is the autistic rep we deserve#i also really enjoy this amnesiac geralt who has no moral grounding/martyr complex that he has in the books#because it means he goes around to people like#pay me $300 for my silence#love him
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godddd s5 cas intense autism stare....... amazing. you go beautiful. never learn ❤️
#just rewatched free to be you and me and just? when he flips his fbi badge and he just stares ahead unmoving 😭😭😭😭 i love he#autistic rep we deserve#spn.txt
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finally getting to the final bits of the buu saga and i now realize that the moment where kid buu blows up the planet isn't because vegeta purposefully goaded him into doing it by going "i bet you can't blow up the earth!" like a few fans joke about. vegeta just said "hey can you blow up the planet after you fight us?". vegeta was being sarcastic, and kid buu took that literally.
#dbz#i love buu hes just so unintentionally autistic its great#the autistic rep we deserve: nigh unkillable unhinged creecher with laser powers
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Hey.
I really wish Ayda was in Season 3.
And yes ofc because she wonderful and smart and cool and a fun character. But mostly, mostly because she's autistic.
She's the only confirmed character to be autistic, and she's the second character who's disability we've seen actually impact them. And honestly I'm a little disappointed not to see more disability visibility in a show that's know for their representation.
I miss Ayda.
I thought when season 3 was announced we'd finally get to see Ayda being openly, knowledgeably autistic after a discovery at the end of season 2, but we haven't gotten that.
And there's lots of good reasons Ayda isn't on this season! She's a powerful wizard and can disrupt the flow, Brennan was intentionally trying to remove NPCs to see the characters without them, a ton of NPCs clutters the board and battle. And honestly, there doesn't need to be a reason. Brennan can remove and add NPCs as he sees fit.
The problem only occurs when you're effectively moving 50% of your active disability representation off the table. The problem isn't removing Ayda (as much as I love her). The problem is that you can't remove Ayda without removing half your disability representation.
So what can you do?
Simple- add more actively disabled characters. This wouldn't be a problem if Ayda and Lydia were the only representation on the playing field. I've seen Dimension 20 add more disability rep over the seasons, and I really hope they step it up a notch and keep working on that, because I'm getting really tired of waiting for Ayda to pop up just to see someone like me on TV.
Also please don't come at me with things like: 'well Fabian is disabled he only has one eye.' Because okay yes but this is never acknowledged as impacting his life in any way, as a disability does. Or things like 'I headcanon this character as disabled because xyz' Because yeah, me too! But it's never actually said and we need active disability rep. We deserve to actively say the words disabled and see ourselves exist.
TLDR; Dimension 20, you don't have to bring Ayda back, but could you please bring more disability representation to your table?
#dimension 20#d20#dimension twenty#d20 fantasy high#d20 fhjy#disabled#the bad kids#disability#lightning rambles#autistic ayda#ayda fantasy high#ayda aguefort#lydia barkrock#disability representation#dropout#dropout tv#brennan lee mulligan#bleem#sam reich
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can I please get your thoughts on rosekiller raising Luna?? I've been obsessed with it lately and you've mentioned it before I want to know more about your headcannons!!!
AAAAAA OKAY im obsessed with them too but i think this has been established. just
first of all think canon luna but 10x more unhinged bc rosekiller are not doing her any favors in the "having morals" and "acting normal" departments (we love that for them)
BARTY CALLS LUNA PRINCESS. i am so... no i cant even lie and say im normal about this it's just a fact of life. he calls her princess and he treats her like one too.
they probably commit crimes or something (if you want more info on this search "criminal au" on my blog bc i have so many thoughts... there's also like 3 things under the tag "criminal au 2 electric boogaloo" lol)
this tag on one of my posts. it says a lot
back to what i said about luna being treated like a princess: does she dress weird? yes. but her clothes and necklaces and the radishes she makes earrings out of are TOP TIER QUALITY bc their girl deserves that.
the three of them wear friendship bracelets
what luna calls them depends on how she's feeling - sometimes she calls them uncle barty and uncle evan, sometimes papa and dad, sometimes just barty and evan
luna gets her offputting gaze from evan and it shows
somehow she's actually such a well-rounded child?? absolutely nobody expects this
rosekiller encourage luna's interests!!!
the three of them cuddle a lot, especially luna and barty.
luna gets all the hogwarts gossip and reports it back to barty via owl
barty 100% teaches luna to drive at age 10 (evan is sitting in the backseat hanging on for dear life)
barty teaches luna how to pickpocket and evan teaches her potions (he doesn't talk about pandora and reg that often, but he makes sure she's got their skill sets)
autistic luna getting a new pair of noise-cancelling headphones. barty and evan helping her cover them in stickers. barty asking to try them out. luna and evan getting him his own pair and covering them in stickers for him :))
(barty cries)
(he actually cries a lot bc "hey, it's okay to cry, luna. no, i'm not crying because of that card you just gave me, but the drawing was really nice and i'm going to cherish it forever")
(she sees right through him but she doesn't say so)
whoever luna ends up with gets a very serious shovel talk from barty and evan (evan does most of the talking, barty just sits there glaring at luna's partner).
ginny finds it funny as hell. anybody else is scared shitless. (this gets ginny a good rep with barty and evan.)
they're soooo soft for each other.
i'm a personal fan of luna and cho being friends and i have a feeling evan and barty would, inexplicably, love her.
barty and evan hate sirius. sirius hates them back. the order of the phoenix has an unspoken rule that the three of them are not allowed in a room together.
barty is italian and luna & ev both know italian for him, so they speak italian with each other a lot.
muggle au rosekiller raising luna!! they hold a special place in my heart. barty and evan run an italian restaurant together and luna is a waitress there. (so is harry.)
yk how snape treats harry like shit bc he hated james? yeah, barty and evan treat harry well bc regulus loved james. (also bc they don't take out their anger on children but mostly bc being mean to someone who reminds them of regulus would hurt too much.)
i swear i have more thoughts about them but i'm totally blanking right now so uhh... feel free to send more asks and i will reply when i have thoughts !! thanks for the ask :)
#ask#hp fandom#harry potter fandom#hp#marauders era#rosekiller#luna lovegood#rosekiller raising luna#evan rosier#barty crouch jr
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My Personal TIMKON Recs List
i made this for my friend recently and thought i’d share it here because you tumblr bitches love pain and little gay dudes (just like me fr)
all of these have good young justice, batfam and superfam (though sometimes it’s minimal) representation (because i don’t read them if they don’t have good rep, sue me). Plus Tim and Kon personality and character accuracy, obviously.
Also these are all Ao3 recs because i like to consider myself as not a heathen
Funk Ass
- sun kissed by merils
https://archiveofourown.org/works/48882055
beach episode, queer young justice fr fr, Kon rep is off the charts (ashgs quite possibly the conner rep of all time, just the phrases he uses /$)/ so real!!)
- Baby Talk Me Down (Take Me Out) by sage (lemontongues)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25384345
ahhhsh this one is unfinished but i desperately wish it was, either way great fic and great character rep + conner civvy life insights
- Out of The Frying Pan, Into the Casserole Dish By JpegdotJpeg
https://archiveofourown.org/works/41005416
martha kent (& the superfam!) is the best person ever, plus tim is the most autistic little dude (we love him sm)
Haven’t finished but amazing rep/haven’t read yet but plan to
- Robins and other flightless birds by Ionaperidot
https://archiveofourown.org/works/15607170
ahsgshsh this one qualifies for [literally kill yourself after reading (pain)]category but i put it here just cause :-| uhh BW adopts fucked up kids good for him: JJ!tim, Catatonic!jason COA!dick etc
- Straight on ‘til morning by merils
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43401684
haven’t read this one yet but i’ve heard really good stuff about it! plus good kon character development/ exploration (from what i’ve heard)
- there you were by mindshelter
https://archiveofourown.org/works/25599205
the blorbos deserve pain, don’t you agree? (i haven’t read this one in a hot minute and have forgotten what it’s about but i remember it being good)
- Buy Back the Secrets by sundiscus
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43137879/chapters/108412977
okay no this one LITERALLY AHSGGSGS bro just read it, uhh civvy tim and superboy interactions, 5+1 things, good sibling Jason (a rarity unfortunately), funny ass dialogue
sexy times (good for them)
disclaimer! none of these fics are like solely focused on smut, but that plays a large ish role thats why they’re in this category
- take me to the airport (call me from the platform) by Hayleythewriter
https://archiveofourown.org/works/47970586/chapters/120950194
This has an idiots to lovers tag…there’s not much more to say. except for great sibling relationship portrayal of Damian and Tim that doesn’t involve murder attempts Yay!! (DC wouldn’t even dream of it)
- What happens in Vegas by Ididloveyou_once
https://archiveofourown.org/works/32850109
Stupidest bitches alive fr (mostly tim) + Cassie Sandsmark being a bitch, we love to see it! and and and it has an interesting subplot/s so woowoo, also minor Birdflash👀
- Scions by winterlive
https://archiveofourown.org/works/375897
Conner Luthor is a bitch and i love him + lex luthor is a good dad WHAT!?! oh HA and Clex which is soo good.This was honestly one of my favourites sheerly because of good character representation and BW not being a terrible father
- Trust Fall by Ididloveyou_once
https://archiveofourown.org/works/31654376
Again good sibling rep between all of the batboys, mostly Damian and Tim tho YAY! (it’s seriously a rarity do not take it for granted)
Literally kill yourself after reading these (Pain)
- when your bf hits the street and turns into meat that’s amore by CarrionCarnival
https://archiveofourown.org/works/40318824
self explanatory title, heavy gore :loved it, literally my favourite fic on this list (i adore gore what can i say)
- You are Shaking Fists and Trembling Teeth by Bored_Liege_bow
https://archiveofourown.org/works/47679967
implied TimKon, aftermath of conners death Rip timothy d-w
- my dear devoted delicate by blenderfullasarcasm
https://archiveofourown.org/works/48556555
pushing daisies au, sad af + good exploration of loss on tim’s part through his life
#timkon#tim drake#kon el#conner kent#superfam#batfam#dc#dc comics#superboy#red robin#oh my god the formatting for this fucking post almost killed me aha#i guess my suffering is deserved for having timkon / the batfam as my hyperfixation since march this year#but seriously if you ever plan on to make one of these fuckers and post it DO NOT make it in the apple notes app#just to transfer it to whatsapp and have to re format the entire thing#only to transfer said new format to tumblr where you have to do that all again#just dont#also why was one of my main thoughts while making this :#i wonder if people will be able to tell how autistic i am from this?#anyway here you losers go :)#my suffering is your gain
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ROUND 5 MATCH 5: RAZ VS. CECIL
Razputin Aquato from Psychonauts 2 faces Cecil Palmer from Welcome to Night Vale. Who do you like more?
Raz Propaganda:
"autism"
"I'm literally trans and stole this man's name that's enough propaganda in my opinion"
"vote raz NOW he's my special little son who's suffered more than jesus he is literally autistic and transgender."
"RAZ MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE PSYCHIC ACROBAT CHILD WITH A DEEP KINDNESS SASS AND MILD PYROMANIA HOW I ADORE THEE"
"RAZ NEEDS LOVE HE'S OUT THERE IN THE FIELDS THERAPYING YOUR DADDY ISSUES WITH EMPATHY AND KINDNESS"
"RAZ FIGHTS GENERATIONAL TRAUMA INCARNATE DESPITE BEING NEURODIVERGENT A MINOR AND TRANS"
Cecil Propaganda:
"Cecil is not only the Tumblr sexyman, he is the first gay protagonist of a podcast that most of us have ever heard. From the very first episode he was unashamedly queer and no one has ever called him out or given him shit for being gay. He is a gay Jewish fashion disaster who is the mouthpiece for an incredibly bizarre town and plays the whole “this horrifying thing is completely normal”thing so well. If Cecil wasn’t there, I think a lot of people wouldn’t have felt so accepted for just being who they were. Cecil is an inspiration and the queer podcast rep we all deserved as we were growing."
"he’s gay. he’s a dilf. he’s ageless. he has been since there’s was nothing and he’s still here after the world ended. he can summon music. his mother is a oracle his father is a tree. his cat is a man who got cursed and also has wings a stinger and poison??? he thinks a tutu and crocs is formal wear and has talked to god and she said ‘I love you. I’m sorry’. he’s definitely guilty of manslaughter from negligence"
#polls#raz psychonauts#psychonauts razputin#razputin aquato#psychonaughts 2#psychonauts#cecil gershwin palmer#wtnv cecil#cecil palmer#wtnv#welcome to night vale
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LGBTQ+ Disabled Characters Showdown Round 1, Wave 5, Poll 10
A character being totally canon LGBTQ+ and disabled was not required to be in this competition. Please check qualifications and propaganda before asking why a character is included.
Check out the other polls in this wave and prior here.
Quinni Gallagher-Jones-Heartbreak High
Qualifications:
Quinni is canonically autistic and a lesbian!
Quinn is a lesbian and is also autistic
she is autistic and sapphic
She is a lesbian and autistic
she is canonically autistic and canonically a lesbian
Propaganda:
Quinni is honestly the best. She is such a fiercely loyal friend and such an open and understanding person. Her fashion is everything! She gives way more chances to people than they may deserve. She is autistic and is very open about this. She also gets a romantic storyline. She's got great friends who stick with her through everything, especially her best friend Darren. The actress who plays Quinni is autistic and does a fantastic job with the role! She means a whole lot to me!
She is just the best ever I love her so much :) such a ray of sunshine! and the actress who plays her is also autistic so the rep is great!
quinni is canonically a lesbian and also autistic. while being autistic is an important part of her storyline it doesn’t define who she is as a character. same with being gay. quinni is a queen!
just a bubbly teen with autism who loves fantasy novels, bright makeup, wearing Crocs and girls(!!) <3
she is played by an autistic and queer actor who advocates for this kind of representation, she’s genuinely the best representation i’ve ever seen of autism especially when it comes to sensory issues and meltdowns, she also dates a girl and is an important main character
Anything Else?:
I mean look at her, the cutest ever (Submitter 2)
Ricky Potts-Ride the Cyclone
Qualifications:
he canonically has an unnamed degenerative disease and cant talk/walk without mobility aids (fuck the new script, we reject the new script, ricky is and always will be disabled) and, while not stated in cannon, is so extremely queer and trans coded
Propaganda:
the fandom all collectively agrees that his ass is NOT cis or straight, but we still fight over his exact identity (to this day ive never seen anyone who doesnt see ricky as trans), hes a badass autistic-coded silly guy who can play like 5 instruments and day dreams abt fucking alien cat women in space, and hes a big symbol for disability and ableism in theatre
#polls#poll#disabled characters#lgbtq characters#disability#lgbtq#lgbtq dcs round 1#lgbtq dcs wave 5#quinni gallagher jones#quinni heartbreak high#heartbreak high#ricky potts#ride the cyclone#id in alt text
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Also while I’m at it uhhhh giving the stunt team more plot relevance bc they deserved better and instead of being written as pointlessly optimistic characters written by the preschool writers why not have them be disabled rep who show that if you’re disabled you can do anything.
And I gave them a space theme bc why not but here are their name changes/disabilities bc I’m so cool and swag
Rocket Racer - Missing a leg! He’s still the cheesy, optimistic leader. He wants to be a good role model kind of like Duke Detain. His theme is a stereotypical astronaut.
Interplanet Janet (Raze) - Has fibromyalgia and lupus! General chronic pain haver, and uses a wheelchair when she’s not doing stunt shows to rest her body. Shes definitely the most “cool” one or at least she tries to be. Her theme is very alien-based
Sunspot (Spotlight) - He’s blind! His personality is definitely the least changed from in the show, still the same super dramatic guy we all know and love. His outfit is star themed now.
Comet Crash (Wallop) - He’s autistic! His disability shows a lot with the symptom of not being able to feel pain as much, and he does the heavy hitting stunts as a result. He’s also the reason I was changing character names because there was ALREADY A WALLOP IN THE SHOW. And his design is based on comets.
Incognitro - Mute, just like in canon! He honestly is the exact same as before other than the fact that his design is slightly more robot themed. He usually plays the “villain” in the stunt shows.
#lego city adventures#lego#rocket racer#raze#wallop#spotlight#incognitro#lca#lca stunt team#stunt team#interplanet janet
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rating hazbin ships!
let’s get the really bad ones out of the way now.
two-sided romantic or sexual alastor/anyone: -1000000/10 (ace rep, fuckers)
charlie/anyone other than vaggie or seviathan (will get to that exception in a bit): -100/10 (WHY DO YALL WANT CHARLIE AND VAGGIE TO NOT BE TOGETHER)
vaggie/any man: -100/10 (sapphic erasure)
angel dust/any woman: 0/10 (the only way he’d be with a woman is if she’s paying him extra to fuck her, the man is gay and you will respect that)
niffty/any woman: 0/10 (respect straight people’s sexualities too, y’all)
healthy angel/valentino: -100000/10 (don’t try to excuse valentino’s behavior)
anything illegal: instablock/10
with that out of the way, time to get to the ships i dislike but won’t block anyone for! all alastor ships noted here are based on qpr potential.
alastor/anyone not listed below: 0/10
husk/niffty: 0/10 (i definitely see them more as family)
alastor/niffty: 0/10 (same deal)
alastor/husk: 1/10 (same deal, but to a lesser extent, plus husk hates alastor)
alastor/vox/velvette/valentino: 1/10 (important note: val is the reason this is 1/10)
lucifer/adam: 2/10 (only if lucifer is going 3 for 3)
niffty/valentino: 2/10 (she doesn’t deserve valentino)
carmilla/velvette: 2/10 (they don’t strike me as the enemies to lovers type)
sir pentious/angel dust: 3/10 (i don’t understand the appeal at all)
rosie/alastor: 3/10 (i see them more as family, but it’s not like i’m entirely unwilling to believe they might be a qpr)
the mid ships!
valentino/velvette: 4/10 (i don’t see these two getting together on their own)
velvette/alastor: 4/10 (they complain about the piss babies together, and maybe hold a podcast, they could easily be friends if it weren’t for the fact that she’s modern and trendy while he’s an old-timey prick)
rosie/mimzy: 5/10 (could maybe be interesting if written right)
mimzy/alastor: 5/10 (they knew each other while alive, and it’s not out of the question that they might have gotten married in life just for tax benefits and so people would shut up about alastor not being married)
vox/velvette: 6/10 (it’s cool, but just not my cup of tea)
abusive angel/valentino: 6/10 (i hate val and that’s the only reason this is so low, if i didn’t hate val so much this would be way higher bc i love angst)
the good!
one-sided alastor/angel: 7/10 (it being one-sided is an important distinction)
one-sided lucifer/alastor: 7/10 (i like my radioapple like this)
qpr lucifer/alastor: 8/10 (charlie’s dads :))
alastor/velvette/vox: 8/10 (removing valentino makes this a qpr i want to see)
lilith/lucifer/eve: 8/10 (lucifer the number one wife thief)
vox/valentino: 8/10 (angst potential)
alastor/vox: 9/10 (enemies to qpr, or alastor accepts the proposal to join vox’s team)
cherri bomb/sir pentious: 9/10 (“REMEMBER MEEEEE!”)
vox/lucifer: 9/10 (they both hate alastor)
yes:
lucifer/lilith: 10/10 (lucifer and the bad bitch he pulled by being autistic)
charlie/vaggie: 11/10 (THE LESBIANS ❤️🥰😍💕)
one-sided alastor/vox: 12/10 (vox’s one-sides psychosexual obsession with alastor)
angel dust/husk: yes/10 (in this house, we stan slow burn huskerdust)
if i missed a ship you want me to rate, let me know and i’ll edit the post to add it in!
#hazbin#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel ship#hazbin ships#hazbin hotel text post#hazbin hotel list#hazbin hotel ranking#habzabposting
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CALLUM'S THOUGHTS ON DA DIALTOWN DLC!!!!!
major spoilers under the cut!!! if you haven't played the dlc n don't wanna be spoiled, then don't read this lol
OK SO FIRST THINGS FIRST, THE SPRITES ARE INCREDIBLE! I love how Roger carries his stupid lil briefcase around with him everywhere. Roger is so autistic coded and nobody can take that away from me. Also this route made me love Rogergingi more than I already did so :P
Peter is the guy ever. I love that despite how grumpy he is, he genuinely does care about Roger and wants to see him succeed. Also I wanna see what his wife looks like cuz he mentions her a lot. May or may not have a design for her but yk.....
JOEEEEEEE ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️i love him so much im actually screaming, i missed him so much. he was one of my favorite characters from the franchise we do not speak of and I'm so glad I can love him again w/o it being associated with that!!!
I got all the endings, with my 2 favorites being the good ending and the good ending and the one where the green civilian shows up
IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY THAT THE GREEN CIVILIAN HAS A NAME NOW BUT I AM. NOT CALLING HIM THAT!!!!!!!
The good ending was so fucking sweet, dude. The music being a quiet, calm version of the funfair literally made me cry, and then Roger showed up and he went with Gingi and UGHHGSJDFKDSF
with that being said, I'm a lil confused about Peter in the good ending?? Why was he suddenly like "HHAHA I TRICKED YOU TO TAKE OVER THE FACTORY!!!"???? I didn't see it coming at all, and it's not like a good twist imo. It feels so out of nowhere. Peter is Roger's best friend, the whole thing was wanting his friend to succeed, why did he suddenly switch to some 'master manipulator' who' tricked Roger into handing the plant over to him'? Idk if I'm just bad at processing things and I missed something, but I'm so confused abt that
but other than that THE GOOD ENDING MADE ME UGLY SOB, ROGER DESERVES EVERYTHING. Coming from someone with experience with that shit, Roger is such a good rep of how constant berating and basically verbal abuse hurts someone and changes how you think and act. ALSO HIS TALK WITH GINGI. OH MY FUCKING GOD.
I LOVE GINGI DEPTH. I LOVE WHEN THEY SHOW EMOTIONS THAT ARENT PRIMAL RAGE AND HORNY. I LOVE WHEN MCs ARE GIVEN MOMENTS LIKE THIS THAT SHOWS THEM BEING VUNERABLE!!!!!!
gingi n roger have so much in common and i can't wait 4 the fanfics
also the evil endings.... holy shit dude. Those were fucking awful to get, i felt like such a pos for having to do that. I do love evil gingi in the mingling tho
THE CALLUM HINTS???? HOLY FUCKING SHIT??? MORE GINGI = CALLUM CONFIRMATION??? I CALLED IT??? I love the callum images that show up, hes so goober shaped and i need 2 make those my discord pfp
NATHAN HANOVER IS THE BEST. THE NEW OST IS SO GOOD AND I NEED IT RELEASED NOW SO I CAN LISTEN TO IT ON LOOP FOR THE NEXT WEEK OR SO
SIDE NOTES THAT IDK HOW TO CATAGoARIZE:
i love all the bg characters introduced!! fabron n omair are so rad :D
the bgs are rlly cool
i love gingi waving shit aroudn
GINGI STIMMING CONFIRMATION????
roger and peter are the besties ever
the new randy sprites were rlly cute hes so cringefail boyloser
OLIVER MY BELOVED FREAK
yorik...
its actually tragic that norm didnt appear
bunny n abel fighting!!!!!
but most importantly
GABBY!!!! GABBY MY BELOVED!!!! IM HER N1 FAN!!!!! I SCREAMED WHEN SHE SHOWED UP!!! I WISH SHE WAS IN EVERY SCENE AND GOT HER OWN ROUTE AND WAS THE MAIN CHARACTER AND
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Fractured Stars Falling ; a WIP (Re)Intro
(New and Updated!)
Genre and Setting
High fantasy, fairytale retellings, dark fantasy ; the magical world of Eltya filled with magic and enchanted creatures, six different kingdoms plus different regions and environments throughout the continent
Playlist
Masterlist / Shitty Comic Sans Intro 🤪
POV
Third person limited, multiple characters
Status and Length
First Drafts, roughly 10k words so far ; 9 book series with 6 fairytale retellings and three more books to wrap up everything, no idea what the wordcount I'm shooting for is gonna be yet...
Tropes and Themes
knights, royalty, and pirates, magical creatures, magic that actually has consequences and can kill you, found family but they're a bunch of dumbasses, sassy princesses, badass knights, chaotic found family, "i'd kill for you" romances, protective morally gray characters, kingdoms based on historical eras/aesthetics rather than countries, character who is genre aware, POC disabled and queer rep galore, platonic relationships are just as valuable as romantic ones ; trauma and how we deal with it, and what makes life worth living
Warnings and Rating
fantasy typical violence, depictions of mental health issues including panic attacks, abusive family members in a couple of books, blood, depictions and explorations of death, descriptions of corpses and demons, lots of spooky shit but no horror stuff ; Teen and Up
Main Cast
Tris Lakewater (she/her)
"Cinderella"
Black, Trans Woman, Plus sized
self trained knight who wants to join the army and become a war hero like her mother, trying to escape her stepfamily after her father's death
Prince Kaye (he/him)
"Prince Charming"
Latino (Mixed), OCD, Bisexual
A peacemaker born into a family of bloodthirsty warlords, kind and soft spoken, has a lot of anxiety too
Princess Snow (she/her)
"Snow White"
Asian (Chinese), Partnering AroAce
the crown princess training to overthrow her stepmother, talented archer and swordsman, people pleaser to a fault
Lan Everson (they/them)
Snow's best friend and QPR partner
Asian (Mixed), Nonbinary/Genderqueer, Partnering Aspec
a gifted poet, supportive best friend, and loyal to a fault to their best friend Snow
Captain Cassandra (she/her)
"The Little Mermaid"
Plus sized, pale and freckled Redhead, Pansexual, mute and partially deaf
the former mermaid with a broken heart that she'd rather pretend doesn't hurt after her first love abandoned her
Erica Princeton (she/her)
"Prince Eric"
Plus sized, Polynesian, Lesbian, amputee (peg leg)
hopeless romantic determined to show this beautiful pirate captain that she deserves to be loved and she won't leave her
Max Florronson (he/him)
"The Prince"
doesn't want any trouble, avoids conflict and lacks confidence in himself, very skiddish person
Gay man, black, has a serious case of genre awareness
Prince Monty (he/him)
"The Frog Prince"
a lost prince that got tangled up in a curse gone haywire looking for his family, too adventurous for his own good
Brown (Mixed), gay man, randomly switches between frog and human form
Elliot Beautyson (he/him)
"Beauty"
a shy village bookworm boi who wants do right by his family and dreams of an adventure like in the books he reads
Trans man, pale and freckled with light blonde hair
Princess Hestia (she/her)
"The Beast"
a lost princess with fire powers, isolated in the abandoned castle of a fallen kingdom long forgotten
plus sized, Brown (Mixed), anxiety/panic disorder
Raven Crescent (he/him)
The Princess's Bodyguard
head over heels in love with the princess he's supposed to protect, morally gray and calm and calculating
Latino, Bisexual, Autistic (high masking)
Princess Sapphire (she/her)
"Sleeping Beauty"
an impulsive and hotheaded princess who has zero self preservation and is a danger magnet
Demisexual, ADHD (low masking), Redhead
Triveya Avenlin (she/her, they/them?)
The Wizard
the wizardess with some kind of past with the witch queen, expert of magic, roughly a thousand years old, Burntout Gifted Kid
Unlabeled Queer, Autistic and ADHD (high masking), Redhead
Antagonists
King Burningham and Queen Persephone - Antagonists of Book 1. Prince Kaye's parents with high expectations for him, projecting everything they want to be onto him. Bloodthirsty warlords who thoroughly enjoy the Princess Tournament and how violent it is turning out to be
Queen Reigna - Antagonist of Book 2. Snow's abusive stepmother and a tyrannic ruler. Manipulative and master swordsman. Determined to get Snow out of the way and keep her away from the throne. Very loosely based on Narissa from Enchanted.
Gar Face Gabe - Antagonist of Book 3. Rival pirate captain that might have been a tiny bit corrupted by dark magic and working for someone else. Got a thin scar across his face from Cassandra a couple years earlier and is a pissy baby about it.
Councilor Darevan - Antagonist of Book 4. The shady councilman of Dryklan with some questionable things being done in the mines. May or may not be corrupted by dark magic and working for the Witch Queen.
Francis la Leonardron and His Father - Antagonists of Book 5. Francis is a sniveling and whiny rich brat, his father will get his precious son whatever he wants. They use rumors and superstition to control the villagers.
The Witch Queen - Big Bad of the series. Actually makes her first appearance in Book 6/very end of Book 5. Corrupted by dark magic, roughly a thousand years old. Barely even human anymore, the dark magic has taken over. Very loosely based on Agatha Harkness.
King Undral - Big Bad of the series. Shows up for the first time in Book 7. God of the Under, King of the Dead. Hates his job and thinks mortals are worthless and stupid. Cold Businessman and will torture anyone who angers or undermines him.
Plot
Six fairytales retold, all colliding together for the climax in the last three books.
General Cinderella - Book 1
Snow Knight - Book 2
The Little Pirate - Book 3
The Lord's Son the Frog - Book 4
Handsome and the Beast - Book 5
Sleeping Beauty's Bodyguard - Book 6
Escape from the Under - Book 7
The Amulet *placeholder title* - Book 8
The Finale *placeholder title* - Book 9
Extra Stuff
A little bit on the different regions in Eltya that we see in the books
Dinvirty: Tris and Kaye's kingdom. Nestled in one of the biggest mountain ranges of Eltya, almost always in a deep blanket of snow with freezing temperatures year round. They are they protectors of Keyon's Gate, the one thing keeping the Witch Queen imprisoned. Based on the Vikings and the Roman Empire.
Goke: Snow and Lan's kingdom. Not far from Dinvirty on the other side of the mountains, with a slightly more temperate climate. Mainly deep woods with some lakes and small rivers. A little bit less colder than Dinvirty, but still gets frequent snow and rain with very cool temperatures year round. Based on the Medieval Gothic Era.
The High Seas: Cass and Erica's region. A lawless land in the waters surrounding Eltya, including the lush but deadly tropical islands surrounding the main continent. Very hot with wild and rough seas, filled with very large and dangerous sea monsters. Based on the Golden Age of Piracy.
Dryklan: Max and Monty's kingdom. Settled in the second biggest mountain range of Eltya, the mountain mines filled with the purest ore and finest metals. Other than mountains there is the forests, one of which spreads into Greyvenhill. Temperate region on the warmer side, with lots of rain. Based on late 1700s/early 1800s French Aristocracy.
Farkle: Elliot and Hestia's kingdom. The fallen and long lost kingdom, overgrown with deep and cold pine forest and dangerous magical creatures, with villages on the outskirts. Temperate region but on the colder side, with frequent snow and wet weather. Based on Mid 1800s English countryside/The Last Russian Dynasties.
Greyvenhill: Sapphire and Raven's kingdom. Mostly in the middle of the continent and relatively flat with grasslands throughout and swamps towards the coast. Trading hub of the continent, with the most river and coastline out of the other kingdoms. Very hot with just enough rain to keep grass and trees alive, more humid towards the coast. Based on Authruian/Robin Hood Medieval era with a touch of Scottish/Celtic in there.
The Under: The Afterlife and Underworld. Desolate and devoid of life, everything down there is hellbent on making you suffer. Mortal souls rot away there until who they were in life is gone and they become demons themselves that serve the Dark King. Unbearably hot and dry. Based on Goblin Valley in Utah and the underground caves in New Mexico.
The Sands of Doom: The Witch Queen's imprisonment for roughly a thousand years. Completely devoid of life, with nothing but sand and tall thick cliffs on both sides. The only exit is a small gap in the mountains, closed off by the high wall called Keyon's Gate, guarded by the fiercest warriors in Dinvirty.
Other things:
Triveya has a pet dragon! His name is Torch, he's dark red, and he's basically a puppy with claws and teeth that breathes fire
Triveya also lives in a giant tree library complete with a fireplace and living space up top with a glass roof. She hundreds of books, mostly on magic
Hestia has servants that she made out of fire in her castle, because she got lonely and couldn't do the upkeep of the castle on her own. There's Embers, the genderfluid butler with their tiny lizard companion Coals, also made of fire. Then theres Flicker and Ashes, the cook and the maid.
Raven has a big family back in his home town. He has two big brothers both of which are in the army with him, and three little sisters (triplets). His parents own the tavern and inn of the small town, and his mom is the best cook for miles. Yes Raven is a total Momma's boy, that's why we love him.
Sapphire is based on a combination of Buttercup from Princess Bride, Anna from Frozen, and Giselle from Enchanted. (plus a little bit of me!)
I wante the vibes of Handsome and the Beast (Elliot and Hestia's book) to be Beauty and the Beast meets Anastasia with a sprinkle of the 12 Dancing Princesses in there
I want the vibes of Sleeping Beauty's Bodyguard (Raven and Sapphire's book) to be Maleficent meets Princess Bride
Elliot has a ten year old sister named Daisy. She's very playful and imaginative and Elliot is teaching her how to read
Snow seems like she's got it together and she's the one in the group with a braincell, but she's actually a dumbass and just chooses not to use the braincells she has sometimes. She's clever but she's also dumb as rocks
Lan is the main holder of the group braincell and they DANGEROUSLY close to losing it
Elliot's favorite book is the Eltyan equivalent of Twelfth Night
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When I finally manage to get BG3, I think Astarion is probably going to be the big one for me, broken sex neg chaotic elf vampire? He could be custom crafted for my likes. Angst and snark? 😍 I really do love elves. And vampires, which if you've read my books you probably already know that about me. Oh and the angstier the romance the better as long as I eventually get my HEA/HFN.
More blathering 😅 below the cut.
I'm looking forward to playing it for more than the characters. I played and adored the first two, though I honestly preferred Champions of Norath for mechanics. I've been role playing in video games and ttrpg for most of my life. Role playing as a 'normal' person ever since I figured out that I was definitely not the same as neurotypical people. Reasonably sure many autistic/ADHD folks share the experience. I'm looking forward to seeing what they did with the city and story.
Buuuut, I also thought I'd love Fenris from DA2 and I really ended up almost loathing him.
I've got ptsd, it's some of the most ridiculous stereotypical rep I've seen, I don't even drink! Many people with ptsd don't! And of course they haaaad to go with the alcoholic shut in when he's not murdering people thing. Ugh! Fenris is also so freaking mean. I didn't romance him at all because of it, but if you can't see a character's growth without romancing them, it's not very good characterization. He's especially vicious to Merrill, who is just so sweet and doesn't deserve to be talked to like that. Honestly, no one does. Wonderful growly voice which would do things to me if the character weren't so objectively awful, but a voice, even to a voice slut like me, isn't enough.) Yes, stereotypes do exist for a reason, but it's also why stereotypical rep is bad!
So I dunno, maybe I'll be right and Astarion will work for me. I also love the meaning of his name. 'Little star' from the Greek. It's been on my list as a future character name for years.
But Karlach might work depending on her personality. Gale is just pathetic enough from what I've seen to make me like him.
I dunno who it'll be tbh. I'm polyam too, so being able to be polyam in that game is a huge attraction for me. (Unfortunately, apparently you can't do that with Astarion and Karlach.)
Honestly, I don't get why everyone is so excited about having sex with Halsin in bear form. Have you seen bear penis? Thin, not very short for most species, and they have a bone in them. A bacula is what penis bones are called and humanoids notably do not have them anymore. The largest bear we know of currently is the badly endangered polar bear, and their baculas are roughly 7 inches long. That doesn't exactly scream it's gonna feel great, y'know? At least, 😅, not to me. All y'all do you. I'm not trying to kink shame.
It's just not a factor of attraction for me. TBH, I haven't seen much about Halsin at all. Which is kinda surprising given the fuss about 'sex in bear form' thing.
And yes, I'm very well aware how odd it may be for an aro/ace person to enjoy romance novels and games so much. It makes sense to me (sometimes) in a game or on page. It doesn't make sense in real life for me. I'm a sex positive ace, I can enjoy it with the right emotional or intellectual (ideally both) connections.
I'm also autochorisexual, so it makes sense that way too. I'm far more likely to fall for a fictional character than a living person.
Ugh. I wish I didn't have to wait for this game. But my birthday is coming up and I'm hopeful someone will get it for me. If not, I'll have to keep wishing. I'm still looking for a job, but it’s really not going well very quickly at all.
Shrugs. Everyone seems to act like aro/aces all hate romance and sex but that's definitely not been my experience. Some of us are sex neg, I have good friends who are, but I've talked to far more sex neutral or sex positive aces.
I really wish people valued creativity enough to pay for it more frequently. Just a living wage. That's legit all most creatives want. Enough money to pay the bills every month.
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