#but goddamnit
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I'd like to thank Rick Riordan for all his work with Percy Jackson. The book series wasn't perfect but it did a lot for representation even if I couldn't fully appreciate that aspect of the books as a south asian kid that had been masking for so long that they NEVER stopped to consider that they might be neurodivergent.
As an adult who now knows that they have ADHD and might also be autistic, I'm glad the tv show's giving me a chance to re-appreciate the story in a way that feels even more personal. I really like that Rick Riordan's writing just in the first two episodes has allowed him to lean further into the themes of being different and not always understood because your brain works differently (while still doing justice to the important story beats from the original books).
And, truth be told, I think because of it, watching the show is healing a part of me that I didn't realise needed some healing
#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo#pjo series#pjo tv show#rick riordan#adhd#i know it's probably too soon for me to be praising the show so much#and it's a disney show at the end of the day#but goddamnit
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Completed my very first piece of Good Omens fanart!
An embroidery piece of some ineffable feathers
Full disclosure: I am a total amateur, so there's tons of mistakes and improvised fixes as I confronted the consequences of my own "good" ideas (just like Crowley!)
I've got more ideas in the works, but my creaky claws (thanks, arthritis!) need a break
#good omens#good omens 2#good omens fanart#embroidery#needlework#good omens arts & crafts#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#ineffable partners#probably a poor choice of medium for my arthritic hands#but goddamnit#when the idea came to me#i could not resist#besides#the brainrot is strong#and I am powerless to resist
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been experimenting with brushes lately,,,
#my art#jason “anon” smith#eddie long#alpha betas#i cant believe im posting this on my main#but goddamnit
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I needed a proper model to design Midra clothes on and it escalated into Ori Practice/Refs.
I needed to make him a little slimmer and sharper, he’s not a healthy lad. The Midra equivalent of gaunt. His fur covers up most of the damage.
Notes: Missing a dewclaw on his left foot (lost when he ‘betrayed’ his own kind) Notch in ear from when he ripped out his ID tag (all Midra scientists and engineers have them. They act like an access keycard aboard their ships). Neck and tail fluff have thickened from the number of times he’s been bitten by other Midra.
#Ori#Ourai Siv’yaahn#Midra#Atlas Rising#freaking Horse goat cat thing why did I make something I couldn’t draw#I WILL GET BETTER AT THEM#But GODDAMNIT
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i dont have money for game im gonna be sick
#i KIND OF have money for game HOWEVER i dont want to spend it cause thats not for GAMES#but GODDAMNIT
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EPISODE 5 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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i dont want another generic silent protagonist in the next fire emblem game!!! i either want a named character, or a customizable one like they did in fates but cranked up to eleven
#tara says stuff#fire emblem#fe#fe fates#fates has its issues#but goddamnit#its got some good stuff in there
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the struggle of wanting to tell your emotionally constipated friend you love her but you can't because it makes her uncomfortable so you both end up emotionally constipated
#so instead i buy her little things she likes or brush her hair for her because i know she loves it#but me personally i want to SQUEEZE her so tightly and tell her how important she is#but she won't let me 😭😭#and i respect her boundaries!#but goddamnit#friendship#girl friends
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here i was thinking I've managed to weasle my way out of my enjoltaire hyperfixation by replacing it with supernatural,,,,
And then these motherfuckers be like
"I'm going to be so Enjolras and Grantaire coded"
#les miserables#grantaire#enjoltaire#les mis#enjolras#exr#les amis#supernatural#spn#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#maybe its just me#but goddamnit#just kiss
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Damn my mom really said "Oh, my daughter is autistic and doesn't like sudden loud noises? Well let me just get this 120 pound Greater Swiss Mountain Dog with an earsplitting bark that starts barking whenever he gets the slightest bit bored!"
#I NEVER WANTED HIM#IM SORRY#IM SO SORRY MOM#I KNOW YOU'RE A DOG PERSON AND LOVE THE DOG#BUT IM NOT A DOG PERSON#AND I CAN'T TAKE THE BARKING#IM SORRY MY NUERODIVERGENCY KEEPS PREVENTING YOU FROM WHAT YOU WANT#IM SORRY YOU NEED TO CONSIDER ME#IM SORRY THAT I CAME OUT THIS WAY#I DIDN'T WANT THIS EITHER#BUT I START SHAKING#AND MY HEART JUMPS INTO MY THROAT#AND I NEED TO COVER MY EARS AND TRY NOT TO HYPERVENTILATE#OR FLINCH AT EVERY BARK#I KNOW#I KNOW IT'S JUST A DAMN DOG#AND I KNOW YOU SAY I SHOULD TOUGHEN UP#AND STOP COMPLAINING#BUT GODDAMNIT#I WISH I COULD FIX MYSELF TOO#tw caps#tw vent#personal vent#vent post
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GUYS IM ACTUALLY WRITING SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#vsbposting#is it gonna be even slightly as good as mitzi's nightmare prose form?#not even remotely#but goddamnit#I'M WRITING
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Okay but like.
I don't WANT to do notes. I WANT to read my book under a blanket with a giant thermos of miso soup and a bowl of chicken nuggets and french fries with ranch dressing!
#fuck! come on! why is this so much to ask for!#the answer is that it isn't in fact too much to ask for#but im not buying groceries until monday so no nuggies or ranch or fremch fries until then#and also im a grown up with a job so no skivving off my responsibilities to read#but goddamnit#i waaaaaaaanna
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Me at 5 am=
Knowing i have early shift
Literally 0 hours of sleep
Depressed as fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Knowing i have shift with a dumb bitch
Knowing that she will literally treat me like a dumb disabled dog
Knowing i have to stand up to her and have a confrontation so that she will stop
Knowing full well that I'm too tired for it
#Whyyy life#I already did everything you asked of me#That little boy. That elderly couple. Even that young actress! All done! (reference don't worry i didn't kill ppl)#But goddamnit#Sometimes people need a slap in the face to get their brain reset#I really wanna sleep#sleep deprived#As fuuuuuck#I don't know how many tags I'll add
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Next year I'm planting flowers or ground cover or some shit just in case I end up Physically Incapable of Weeding for an Entire Seven Weeks again lmao
#in my defense: i was recovering from surgery#and all things considered im doing *amazingly*#more than half my garden is usable again#but god damn these weeds#i firmly 100% believe weeds are just plants that have grown in the wrong place#i believe that with my whole heart and chest#but goddamnit#theyve been choking out my poor little defenseless pumpkins
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Good evening followers! I hope everyone had a really enjoyable Christmas, or just a good day if you dont celebrate! My day was super excellent, and to wind down and end off the night, I decided to watch that one new animated Christmas Carol movie they've got on Netflix
And..... ugh. Why did they have to make Scrooge... look like that 😠😳😠😳😠😳
#I AM RLY. RLY MAD RIGHT NOW#LIKE. KIND OF A DILF??????#WHY DID THEY DO THISSSSSSSS UGH#NO ONE LOOK AT ME OK??? NO ONE FUCKING LOOOOOOK#ruby rambles#he's NOT getting a crush tag i doubt this will laat more that a week#but GODDAMNIT
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Man why cant i have normal hyperfixations like a tv show or books????
WHYS IT GOTTA BE A STUPID BATTLE ROYALE MULTIPLAYER SHOOTER?????
#why why why why why#im so autistic but at what cost#i’m so WEIRD about apex#shooters are just my *lifeblood* now#at least its not fortnite#i MUST remind myself of that at elsst#at least its not fortnite at least its not fortnite#but goddamnit#apex really has me by the throat unexpectedly#all so i could hang out with itl friends who arent even interested in the lore
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