#but god i hope im wrong

[fallbeforethefight]

I tried to write down what I felt succinctly and ended up writing 9 bloody pages (ok it was 9 pages on the notes app so not super long, but still). I think I'm going to have to just... give space. And it feels wrong and I'm sad and idk what to do with myself but it is what it is. And if I never hear anything again... well then I'll know.

[lovelyblep]

Found out about Brook's signature (through this tweet) and I just want to gush about it a bit because it's really cool

So of course there's the quaver and the little skull, but what caught my attention is the B!! If you're not familiar, the way its drawn and positionned is highly reminiscent of the clef d'Ut 4, or Tenor C-clef. Which is already cool! Also may means that Brook's singing voice is that of a Tenor? But most importantly. Each keys are used for various instruments. The tenor clef is used for cello, double bass, bassoon, euphonium.... and trombone.

Also, in this clef, the quaver would be a B instead of a C. B for Brook :)

So yeah. I love his signature.

[michaun]

the pitt season is totally gonna end full circle with robby being the one on a roof and they're gonna end it on a cliff hanger and we're gonna have to wait 3 years for the next season and I'm gonna be so mad about it

[slamrink]

Nothing to see here just steph stealing glances of klay like he’s afraid he’s going to get caught 😃😃 (via namxsj on twitter )

[pinacoladamatata]

If Solas doesn't have a satisfying ending I'm not even going to post about it. Like ever. I will simply cease to post all dragon age content and we will pivot to like, elder scrolls or Enderal or smthn

(to be clear;this is my worst timeline option)

[kindaasrikal]

Garmadon is probably my favourite example of how intrusive thoughts are like.

Is he a little yellow (black?) lego man with cup hands? Yes

Is he also someone whose suffered from intrusive thoughts and desires that he does not want to do since young, and due to suffering through them for so long his resolve eventually broke to these thoughts as he became the one thing he never wanted to be? Yes, yes he is.

For decades upon decades he had to sit with thoughts and desires he knew was bad and had to actively resist against. Dealing with intrusive thoughts is not easy, seeing as it depends on a persons will power, their own self acceptance and awareness on who they are, and how persistent they can be.

With Garmadon, he had to deal with the shame knowing that everyone most close too him knows he has these thoughts and desires and that can way down on a persons self esteem and will/resilience, especially when you seem to be surrounded by someone seemingly ‘perfect’. No one actively shamed Garmadon for having these thoughts (from what i know, though Wu definitely hasn’t) but he probably had more thoughts about how everyone must be mocking him. With the intrusive thoughts getting worse as he grew older, and as his responsibilities grew heavier, there were a few times where Garmadon’s morals and resolve wavered.

Now remember, Garmadon probably already was a grey character (light grey) without the venom strongly influencing him because of the world he grew up in as well as having horrific thoughts since young, which could lead to a sense on normalcy of the content of them. Which could’ve led him to his actions and overall personality being incredibly light grey. The times he wavered were few in between, and i can’t list them all off since i haven’t read the comics, but the most notable one was when he went to go train under Chen.

The reason he might’ve done so could be a few. Due to Chen’s evil nature, he might’ve thought that it might help him in easing and handling these thoughts better. Or it might’ve been a lapse in judgment, or his morals tipping slightly to the darker side.

After all these sort of moments where he almost tipped to the darker side, something just had to give and push him over the edge of finally breaking his already weak grip on his will power to resist against these thoughts, and whatever it was broke it well. He attempted to steal the golden weapons, Kill Wu, and unlock his Oni side, despite having a baby and a wife at the time. And thats not to say Garmadon doesn’t care for those three. He’s shown time and time again that he does. He cares for all three of them and loves them as family. Yet, that doesn’t stop the grip of his intrusive thoughts, nor the easing of suffering mentally once he stopped pushing it down. He’s shown he cares for Wu like how a brother would (like a little shi, though i would say that Garmadon is much more willing to kill Wu then the other two), and he’s shown interest in Misako as a lover (no, i will not forget that straight up grin of his) and how he hasn’t actively sought her out to harm her, and how he has held back against Lloyd, only ever grew and broke free of these thoughts and desires because of Lloyd, and only ever found his true self and freedom and acceptance because of Lloyd.

Garmdon is very much capable of capable of holding back his evil desires and wants when he is given the right reason too, and that reason has always been his family as his SON. His BABY. THATS HIS KID.

But, Garmadon may have special genes and magic powers, but his brain is like any other humans. He was no longer able to fully resist the venom in his veins nor the thoughts in his head as strongly as he used too, because he is no longer young. He is an old man whose whole life was spent resisting a side of him he was horrified at, yet a side of him who he would never be able to truly hide nor resist, when that terrifying demon in his head is still a part of him.

I would like to say though, that while the intrusive thoughts themselves were evil and horrible and straight up terrifying, Garmadon himself never was that kinda person. Theres a reason why Lloyd is his son and why Misako chose him, and why Wu still respects his brother so much. Garmadon is a good person, in a situation he cannot control and a brain he cannot stop. Intrusive thoughts are not things you willingly think, they’re like a stampede of people running up to the microphone to give their own bright ideas all at once, all of the time, and you’re the only audience they talk to. Garmadon was subjected to that since he was a child, and that isn’t easy. The fact that he lasted so long, so many decades, resisting against them and holding himself true to his ideals and true personality is mesmerising to witness and think about. And to think that he can still resist, and then understand and grow with that side of him into a healthier and happier person who is trying, is definitely something he and everyone he ever grew close too wished for, for a very long time.

[ilikerosesalot]

Honestly out of all the things I am not surprised that pure vanilla to play a role into me returning back to cookie run. I was always fond of that cookie even before I knew of his lore

....I just didn't expect my return would happen through him getting his own toxic yaoi ship, is all.

[antleredreality]

writing an essay about love at first sight and i’m somehow sneaking in like minds references. how cooked am i???

[lordofthesoups]

Tiny doodle of a bubbleman drawn in my notes

[mochinomnoms]

Question! If you dared Floyd to bite into an orange straight like an apple would he do it? How much would you have to sweeten the pot to convince him?

Depends on if he knows what an orange is. And also if he can even eat it? I don't think Yana put too much thought into it cause yay sharp teeths! But for you to eat fruits and veggies you really need flat teeth, it's why we have both flat teeth and canines, to eat meat and veggies/fruits/wheat etc. With him, Jade, Idia, and Ortho (if he had the same teeth as a human) it implies that they can only eat meat, though even carnivores have a variety of teeth types/sizes.

why do I know so much about teeth did i get fucking possessed by trey

anyways, he might do it anyway just to see other's reactions cause it's funny. And then whine when orange bits are stuck in his teeth

[socksracoon10]

look i am not a lando norris fan at all but for the lando fans pls have SOME decorum we're all stressed about the race coming up, we all have our favorite drivers that we want to win I get it, this is a crucial part of the race. At least on my views, i don't want Lando to crash or DNF like yeah it would help max but i wouldnt wish that on my worst enemy so at the same time stop wishing it for max, dont wish that for any driver imo because that's childish and rude on top of all this, lemme clarify max will NOT try to crash into lando on purpose (ive been seeing posts like that)... i fear people keep forgetting that max has matured a lot more than people give him credit for. He raced clean in Brazil, the worst he's done as of late was his classic pushing them off track limits move but any other driver would do the exact same thing at the moment in order to secure their championship. at the end of the day, it's so funny how a number of people that the drivers have never met will go on long rants to tear down another driver. I have my thoughts about lando, I get mad too and I say stuff not ONLINE where others can read. i think we all need to calm down keep our thoughts in our head and if your argument is "b-b-but other people are - but other people are doing it they're saying mean stuff!" THEN BE THE BETTER PERSON??? dont stoop to their level thats all i wanna say at the end of the day youre not their parents, youre not their gf/bf, youre not even an acquaintance... you are a person on tumblr... that they don't know... dont defend them to death, dont whine about them to death just watch the damn race, pray your driver does well and if they say or do something wrong accept that they did something wrong and move on with your life thats literally it ok im done ranting lol (i mightve gone crazy in the tags lol)

[mintypsii]

GEAR 5 LUFFY I LOVE YOU FOREVER

[chronicsyd]

so, I hope to God I'm wrong about this but

I'm pretty sure that this in the background where Caitlyn's shooting

matches this that we see in the background where we see Vi reaching out for someone, just at a different angle. (And considering that they're wearing the matching outfits that this fight scene takes place in...)

Like I'm not implying anything because I could very well be wrong, but it's just something I'm throwing out there.

[raddestrose]

rip to Cheng Xiaoshi, bro was born to shoujo sports anime and forced to shounen

[ourtalechara]

P-pardon?

[sparklehoard]

First day on the new job and I'm the only one who showed up 😔