#but fr the amnesia??

[magnusbae]

nothing spites me more than an amnesia trope that is there just because 'i want an amnesia trope tm' and nothing else. like why was it needed? what logical motivation to this choice was there to justify you using it other than wanting to use it? did it make sense? no? then don't.

[scribz-ag24]

ive had so many darkrai thoughts for the last weeks and i wish i could properly note them down... need to sort out things i only got ideas floating in my head

[thel0velybee]

a little doodle before i go to bed !! :D

[crimeronan]

i know i said vee is probably in her freshman year of college now but there's also something very fun about the concept of amnesia timeline vee being a high school senior to luz's junior. luz's psychiatrist and therapist and doctor and social worker (good lord the number of Professionals that would be involved here) all come to the conclusion that human school would be good for her as long as there's a Very Solid 504 plan. but naturally everybody there knows her history because, like. That Shit Has Been On The News And Is So Fucking Juicy .

i think camila would probably drop luz off & luz would start by doing partial days with a paraprofessional on hand & maybe a one-on-one tutor. but as she gets more used to the environment, she's like. i don't want to inconvenience mami more than i already have, i'll just take the bus like vee does. i can manage not to freak out. i am So Good at not freaking out

vee sits next to luz in the aisle seat so luz can put her head against the window and snooze. also, vee is very popular on account of being both super nice and quick-witted, most people like her and want to be her friend.

luz doesn't notice the wide berth some of the kids are giving them. esp because plenty of others enthusiastically greet vee. she doesn't know these kids or what's normal so this does not ping her as weird!

it's happening because unbeknownst to luz, vee -- who, again, is Very Popular and known for being Very Nice -- has spent Every Single Day butting into any conversation where she overhears luz's name & going "SAY ONE WORD ABOUT MY SISTER AND I'LL RIP YOUR DICK OFF."

[gwaaaaar]

"This is my way of being close to you.

Hug me tighter so our bones are covered in cracks."

[polaroidcats]

HELLO speed dial mutual! Here I am, once again, presenting you with more chaos amnesia au!

Okay so,

Sirius has vanished and gone back into hiding - he is in shambles after loosing all the good things he finally had 😭

Remus has gone back to live all by himself, surrounded by all the memories of this strange man that had been his boyfriend for months! - he is in shambles when he finds that anniversary present that Sirius had already bought for next week 😭

James has lost his new best friend and noone to talk about his cases anymore - he is in shambles because his little son keeps whining and asking for trusted babysitter Sirius, but he will never sing little Harry to sleep ever again 😭

Now. Enough with the sad!

In a tearful night, Remus finds the piece of paper with the adress Sirius had given him and starts wondering. What could this mean? Is it maybe the place where he can find Sirius now?!

But does he want that? Does he want to go find that scary, insane, murderer??

He does. Of course he does. Sirius has never done anything to him, ever! He's been nothing but wonderful and frankly, Remus misses him desperately. So badly that he even tried to call his asshole ex but it seems Peter is still ghosting him 😟

So Remus decides that he wants to talk to Sirius. And if only to give him back that cheesy heart-shaped keychain that he wanted to gift him! (Remus does in fact not want to give that back because he discovered that it has a tracking function and makes beeping noises when you loose your keys - something Remus desperately needs)

He asks James for backup and of course James agrees to help his friend in need. Maybe Sirius needs to be arrested! (He would never do that he actually just wants to talk to him one more time 😭), so the two set out and drive to the adress that turns out as an abandoned warehouse. And no Sirius in sight! 😞

But they do find something strange... some coordinates scratched into a rusty container. What could that mean??

Further adventures! They sally forth and, after stumbling through the woods following the gps directions, find the right spot. But once again. There is nothing. Remus is frustrated and wants to leave but James suddenly gets really excited and starts digging in the ground with his bare hands.

And what does he unearth? They both cannot believe their eyes: It is "the loot"™️!!

Why would Sirius give Remus directions to find his heist money?? They are both awfully disappointed that this is what they found instead of Sirius.

James should technically call someone about this... Report it. Maybe make a report about the whole Sirius thing in general...

But he doesn't want to!! And neither does Remus. So they exchange a long look and come to a decision.

They will take the money and set out to find Sirius! Find him and get answers - and maybe some hugs and kisses. Maybe they can all just pretend this never happened...

if you're new to the chaos amnesia au madness, start here: (part 1) (part 2) (part 3)

hello to you too speed dial mutual and amazing personal storyteller slothy!!! 🫶🏼 some people have private chefs, i have moots who deliver amazing stories right to my inbox!!! 😍 thank u for another incredible chaos amnesia au ask treat, i am at the edge of my seat (metaphorically, physically i am on the couch with my kitty lying on top of me) and cannot wait to hear how they find sirius (or does sirius find them?)!!!! 🙊

[padfoot-lupin77]

Is it a coincidence that all my fav characters are in urgent need of therapy?

[gaylizardowner]

Me randomly sitting up in a cold sweat realising Amnesia has a lot of underlying themes of platonic love being just as strong/stronger than romantic whether intentional or not;

Shin and Toma are brothers/friends in every route (including Ikki’s where they didn’t grow up together but met later on and were just as close) and this applies to kent and Ikki too, mine and Sawa are always friends despite Mine not thinking so and in amnesia crowd there’s a little event where they all have a ‘family dinner’, Orion refusing to leave the heroine to be in pain alone like in the firework bit in Ukyo’s route or in Shin’s suspense route,

Yes the romance is idk there but it’s an otome game it has to be, but none of them are soulmates in every universe in any way but platonic (sorry Ukyo, you did try bud) and idk I think that’s weirdly nice? Like Shin, Kent, Toma and Ikki are never always romantically involved or crushing on the heroine in every route, they’re not always soulmates in a romantic sense with her. The romantic love doesn’t stand in every universe but the platonic does.

Tbh I think there’s something weirdly precious to me about the idea that in every universe Toma’s being doting and strict on Shin and Shin’s playing cards with Toma and Kent scolding Ikki and Ikki being a little shit in every universe,

Ukyo does kinda get left out of this a lil bit which is sad bc I do love him but still, my point stands,

God I love platonic love and devotion

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

This particular part in chapter three is so so funny to me <says this as if the scene isn’t gonna be played completely straight and serious when it happens

[emeraldoo]

im so fucking mad r u kidding me

[ardenrosegarden]

me when I'm listening back to the Stalker's noises and I can hear the "Blood on my hands" audio:

[arandomblackgirl]

Her head didn't remember him but her heart did and guys- 😭😭 I love these soulmates so much 😭😭😭

[blitz0hno]

Adding to the ✨DID Problems✨ we deal w: having a system journal would be a HUGE waste of time if we weren't a system!! but since I Feel Like a Different Person every time I pick it up and find handwriting that is definitely not how I write (despite a lot of shared habits) it gets a little silly to be like "why did I do all this? why do I have this?"

Stop asking that lol like TF you mean "we don't know for sure?" I think we do. The symptoms don't match any other disorder bruh, not quite. We're not just "voices" in the head we all have to actively Do Things to keep this body and mind functioning. Pretty sure most people mainly got one stream of consciousness keeping track of that. We definitely aren't hallucinations because we have feelings that we distinctly feel apart from the rest of our brain, and again we're not just perceivable mentally we do things when we front. As much as we try not to (and why would we have to "try" in the first place) we all talk with noticeable differences that just come and go.

And why would I ever bother to write this much if no one else's hands touch the journal and no one else's eyes better see it? It's all "me," but it's a lot of different feelings altogether. Because I know they share my brain, but I don't feel like they are "me" at all. Even when I feel their feelings they feel different than "mine." What else could it be? come on now.

Final nail in my coffin, I know for a FACT that I don't use this blog often. But Chez does.

This has been the former host dragging himself out of denial, tune in next week when we try to finish a to-do list for once!

[chamomilecamille]

Headcanon of Alear and Corrin being the type of friends that look and point at each other and go “Same trauma!”

[ura-niia]

My brother is watching an X-Men series and there was this quote:

“My love for you is the only thing I remembered!”

“Remembered? Or feel?

Do you really love me, or am I just a lovely memory?”

I was gagged wth

[captainpissofff]