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Okay hear me out: the One Piece doesn’t actually exist. Not as a gold-and-jewels treasure people think it is. Gol D. Roger’s dying words were, “if you want (my treasure), I’ll give it to you. I have left everything in this world there/I left everything I have gathered together in one place” (depending on the translation) In my mind, Luffy’s adventures show us the power of being a pirate, in defiance of the Marines and World Government and the myriad powers of Tyranny around their world. Through his actions, Luffy has found Nakama, family, and allies everywhere he goes. Pardon the cheese, but those people he has found are the treasure. Those bonds are more valuable than gold and jewels. Gold Roger reached this enlightenment before he was executed, and made his speech knowing no one would truly understand, but said it anyway, hoping his words would reach his true successor.
(This is a crackpot theory - I’ve only seen OPLA and a dozen episodes of the anime - but I stand by it bc I think it speaks to the overall theme of One Piece.)
first of all, thank you for taking the time to type this out!
second of all, this theory is actually one of the more popular ones! i wish you well in your anime journey because the lore is massive and soon all of the hints will come together and you have all the time to get to that!
personally i think this theory is part of the bigger "one piece." there's this joke even going around that the manga/anime will end without oda revealing what the treasure is and in a way we'll go back to square one - this time it's an irl treasure hunt haha! there's nothing more meta and hilarious than that.
but as for friendship being the one piece, farther into the manga/anime this will keep on solidifying for every crew member luffy recruits, every island they liberate, and every person they befriend. and i cannot wait for you to see the parallels between luffy and roger, on how they both embody being the pirate king - the freest person on the sea, the man who had held (roger) and holds (luffy) his found family as the most priceless treasure there is.
whether the one piece is a tangible object that will shock the world or an intangible ideal like friendship, liberation, freedom, the philosophy of the found family is its core. because the only way that you'll get to circle the world, overcome all obstacles, and get to the one piece is through and with your nakama.
#SEE this is why i love op discussions ssksks#when i tell you that whenever i'm drunk i can go into lengths about this!!!#but for now we're sober#sel.txt
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Kozue is fr the most underrated rgu chracter imo. She's only in like, 4 episodes, but she steals the show every second she's onscreen.
She's 13. She's bisexual. She has gifted kid burnout. She rescues baby birds and tries to kill creepy teachers. She kissed a girl in a moving car. She previously tried to kill that same girl. She has parallels with like every other character in the show. No one else is doing it like her. Legendary. Iconic even. I like to think that, post-canon, she pulled the good old staircase trick one last time on Akio before leaving. Its what she deserves.
#its kozue's world. we're just living in it#i made a similar post to this a while back but this time im sober so hopefully its actually intelligible now#kozue kaoru#rgu#revolutionary girl utena
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I've been trying to figure out a dynamic between neve and rye that I find more compelling, because right now there's not much of anything there for me to sink my little teeth into. but I think I've landed on something delicious with the idea that especially after minrathous gets fucked, rye looks at neve and sees myrna -- someone he feels he keeps letting down horribly no matter how hard he tries not to and can't quite achieve the approval of/connection with that he wishes so it's better to just pull away completely and disengage rather than stay in that unshifting shame. neve is (very understandably) measured and distant with him after what happened, and he's flashing back to his student days of myrna gazing at the perpetually hungover heartbroken heap of a person of him on the other side of her desk every time he missed the deadline of a paper or project like '...can we at least both agree that this is. a bit disappointing. especially considering your potential.' (and him all smudged black eyeshadow and numb ruefulness being like 'sure that's a very kind way to put it myrna thank you'.)
aside from the 'if I let him get too deeply into this he'll go the way of brom and it'll be all my fault (again)' element, neve thinks rye is dismissing her and her city/being a bit callous in the same way he was after varric's death (listen. how fucking wild must rook's reaction to losing a beloved mentor seem to the rest of the crew who aren't seeing the blood magic paper doll ghost varric the whole time, especially those who got to see them interact. you WOULD think 'there's something wrong with this guy. putting the job first is one thing just not seeming to react at all is another this is fucking freaky', wouldn't you, especially after seeing the warmth in that dynamic in action beforehand.) perfect storm of two people who grit their teeth and turn inwards in pain deciding that not talking about it is their best bet (NEWSFLASH: IT ISN'T) lmao
(rye spent his last year of watcher training on a mostly joyless bender and then got it together enough to finish the eternal orb project last moment in a fevered near-sleepless week instead of the half a year that was intended. emmrich is both astounded and distressed to hear this. "a week? but -- but that is an astounding accomplishment rook!! and also why in the maker's good light would you ever do that to yourself?" ("well you see there was no one to stop me from doing it like that but me. and under those conditions these things tend to happen".) rye was working through/looking up stuff around transitioning and doing every kind of OTHER high level watcher research through that whole time, but ultimately he's an excellent watcher and a terrible student, at least under traditional methods. adhd from here to the fucking moon. touched by something akin to divine inspiration in moments of high tension that pulls all the threads into one coherent unbreakable cord, a bit of a frayed mess in most other settings. in our world he'd be dropping out of a masters program at the very last hurdle in this moment maker bless and protect him)
#myrna is actually really proud of him for pushing through and becoming a very fine member of the mourn watch#(and a good man)#but she is also. well. myrna. so she has never expressed as much to him. (she thought it went without saying. it did not!)#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#neve gallus#considering how satisfying the Arc with davrin has been I hope this can liven up neve and rye's interactions for me!#also very interesting and fitting b/c davrin will come for you where you live and go 'and hey btw ANOTHER THING --' no bullshit#which rye finds SO annoying but is probably why their relationship has grown so deep so quickly b/c davrin won't let him avoid him#while neve is ironically a lot more like him and it means they have a much harder time reaching each other b/c they're both so watchful#and guarded. they vibed so hard in the beginning it was all neve approves all the times b/c they have similar instincts. and now look at us#we live in the same house and politely pretend the other one doesn't exist. we're making ghosts out of each other!!!#explaining why he's semi-avoiding her. he thinks he's being thoughtful in giving her her space but uh. well.#perhaps more flight behaviour in that than he's willing to gaze at directly haha#rye looks at lucanis claiming he's a mess and goes 'oh buddy you should've seen me the first day in a year I was fully sober#and working on that fucking orb with head pounding and eyeliner running. even like this you're one of the tidiest#and most disciplined people I've ever met. you're literally fine.'#the reason the romance is so slow is not even mostly on lucanis I think rye is the slower to truly open up one in that dynamic lol#hey. I love rook. I love him so much. my trying his best underachieving babyboy who killed god when he got it together#I suspect this is going to be a situation where I've planned multiple other playthroughs#that will inevitably be hampered by '...but where is rye tho. I wish rye was here. does anyone else miss rye' lmao#for reference I've finished DA:O at least 4 times. and all four of them was sophia amell doing exactly the same things. I have a Pattern lo#a pattern I have only really broken in da:i where I have three inquisitors I care about sort of equally (adaar is my fave#but I have fondness for them all)#hawke I basically play as always the same person just AUs of him haha. what if he was a mage instead and it was somehow even sadder#that sort of thing
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Hikari being just drunk enough to not think too hard about confessing that he doesn't mind using incite to draw monsters to him because it keeps everyone else a little safer. But also even if he gets hurt he trusts Castti to take care of him and it's kind of nice to be cared for and Partitio, way too drunk to handle this kind of conversation delicately, just hauls Hikari into one-armed hug/stranglehold and is like "You don't gotta be hurt to be cared for I'll fuss over you all you like" and Hikari is. not escaping for the next couple of minutes. (But he's not trying hard to either.)
#hikari ku#partitio yellowil#partikari#octopath traveler 2#alternatively he says this to castti and she's like WE'RE BOTH DRUNK RIGHT NOW BUT I WILL REMEMBER THIS#WE'RE HAVING A TALK ABOUT THIS WHEN WE'RE SOBER
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🎶 they tried to make me go to rehab and i said PLEASE PLEASE HOLY FUCK I FEEL SO BAD WILL NOBODY HELP ME I CANT STOP WHY DOESNT ANYBODY NOTICE HOW BAD IT IS PLEASE HELP
#IM SUCH A LIGHTWEIGJT NOW AND I FEEL SO STUPID I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE IM FINE I CAN HANDLE IT WHAT'S ONE BEER YOU CAN DO IT YOU LIKE BEER#AND I HAVENT HAD WATER OR EATEN ALL DAY AND IM LIKE WHEEEE I KEPT MY TAB OPEN (DUMBASS) ORDER A SECONS#even a second is too much#i cant stop#like actually i dont know what to do bc i know even if i went to rehab WHICH I CANT AFFORD AND NONE OF MY FAMILY WILL HELP i just would#return to the same shit bc no matter how sober i get i cant stop bc that's how fucking addiction works#and im too scared to tell anyone i actually need help#the people who know i need help are just judging me and watching me fall into this fucking pit#i dont know what to do#im just gonna pass out drunk now#i hate feeling like this it's so fucking humiliating#i dont even like it#and im admitting defeat to WHAT? A LITTLE GLASS OF JUICE? YOURE KIDDING ME#prolific linguistics researcher and author cant stop.. why do we always treat academics like we're the pinnacle of society#im fucking awful man im a schizophrenic with an addiction problem#but im so much more than that! anyone who knows me knows that! but i cant stop#i want to stop#and im trying and then every few months I think ive tried enough and i expect it to go away but that's how the cravings trick you#fuck this man#drugs tw#sobriety update#lessons of the hand and the mouth
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read some goreconte and FUCK its like yaoi heroin. something something halves that are separate but make a whole something something the moon only shines when the sun is there to light it. sometimes a nice guy is what a whore needs.
like fitzconte is fine. its great and always true. no matter what they're boy best friends that have definitely given each other handjobs. but,, goreconte,, ough. there is camaraderie and respect. admiration and infatuation. no performance no dance. it is simple but beautiful in its simplicity.
to me, goreconte works w the inevitability of gore's death and how losing his sun affects le vesconte. for a time, he has fitzjames, but he loses gore first. someone said in a post that le vesconte is having a character arc somewhere left of stage and i think placing gore's death within that is key
#oh dundy le vesconte we're really in it now#i think about goreconte and i black out its literally so much to me#suprisingly sober writing this literally just fujoing tf out tbqh#i love the other characters sure but le vesconte has literally always been numba 1 in my book#my baddie. my bitch wife who may or may not be responsible for my death. the gay guy who cuts infront of you at the bar. he's everywhere#henry le vesconte#graham gore#goreconte#the terror amc#pinoootgu
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Tonight, right now, not even ten minutes ago, might have been the closest I got to an outright hatecrime
#morningtalks#Ask to tag#<- I have no clue what I'd have to tag this tbh#But for the story.#Me and my friend (crush) are walking at two am after quite the night. I am fully sober but she's got a few drinks and is just tired now#Like we're walking in silence she's just done type of tired#(part of me worries I was too in love with her tonight but I will do my best to rationalize it as Her Being Tired and not my fault somehow)#But yeah we're walking there and we see/hear a bunch of guys that are clearly not on their first drink#They plan to go to the bar we were so I'm glad we left but they are full on far right singing slogans about getting the leftists out#We cross each other on the street and they immediately begin asking us if we're lefties but then they see my pins#And the fact that we're two girls walking alone and assume we're both lesbians#Ify I obviously am. I have Pins lmao but my crush is not (?)#But yeah I had heard their slogans from afar and had already grabbed my scissors discretely in case something happened#I was genuinely just getting myself ready to fight them all just to leave my friend a chance to run if possible#But I was genuinely scared for her (and also for me but I have a bad habit of prioritizing others' wellbeing and especially here)#So they think we're lesbians and immediately start yelling they don't like lesbians and some other hurtful stuff#But it didn't fully enter my brain. I genuinely don't care#But I was still very afraid they DO something#Luckily they just walked away and we were left in peace but I was genuinely ready to do literally anything to not let my friend get hurt#By these men#I might see her a bit tomorrow. Probably not a lot but we'll see each other#And she doesn't seem to mind too much (she thought we'd see each other next week for class obviously and said “til next week”#(translated quite literally))#I thanked her for the evening still but I genuinely think she just needs to sleep and I don't have to overthink everything that happened#In the end#The first hours of the night were AMAZING though. Genuinely never been closer to her than there I adored every second of it#(and the other people were fun too but. She. Yano)#Anyways I have a thing at 11 I'll go sleep before being fully dead for that thing#But I might genuinely have a delayed reaction on those last events tomorrow#But now I gotta sleep too
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"'it looks so tired'? HE/HIM MOTHERFUCKER" - a drunk boat on stream tonight
#failboat#this is why i watch this guy i love his quips#sober or not he's where i get like half my sense of humor. i get at least half my wittiness from him#and mannerisms but we're not talking about that right now we dont have to talk about that or the implications of it
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Hrngh I just. I don't want to argue with people but. Being an addict is not a moral issue. You are not more morally good and pure for never having experienced addiction. You are not inherently bad for being an addict. Like the recovery narrative centres becoming a "better person" or being "redeemed" BUT BEING IN ACTIVE ADDICTION DOES NOT MAKE SOMEONE INHERENTLY A BAD PERSON. You don't need to be redeemed. That kind of dichotomous thinking is detrimental to recovery, setting people up to see relapse as a moral failure, a weakness in character, something they need to repent and self flagellate for. When it's just... not. It's a part of the process.
And even beyond that, if you can't bring yourself to uncouple addiction from morality, you have to see that addiction never happens in a vacuum. To ignore the socioeconomic factors that contribute, the way that addiction and alcoholism intersect frequently with chronic pain, the way that our society is essentially made hostile to people experiencing addiction which then in turn self-perpetuates... it seems needlessly cruel as well as ridiculously individualistic. Pull yourself up by your bootstraps type of mentality. Poverty and chronic pain are significant contributing factors in many cases of long term addiction; it is far more useful to blame power structures that allow people to remain in poverty, their pain untreated, the inequalities and failed safety nets, disregard for vulnerable populations, all amounting to social murder. Choosing instead to place blame and vitriol at the feet of addicts is unhelpful at best and frankly malicious at worst.
#this is not about one thing in particular just a combination of multiple things ive seen recently but it is getting to me a bit tbh#personal#alcohol#addiction#yes conversation today prompted this but also#frustrating anti harm reduction person earlier and general tone of conversation around these topics in general..#i'm sorry for going on about it and i don't want anyone to feel attacked but this. touched a nerve.#it's the moralising and the blaming and argh can we just be a bit more conscious of the language we're using idk#brain fog is 👍#oh and also mentioning recovery- harm reduction often involves what people who talk like this about addicts would get mad about anyway#people act like you have to do it as fast as possible and suffer the consequences bc you know. 'you did this to yourself'#< awful thing to say btw#but like. it takes time. it's more important for a person to be well than to be sober#completely lost my thread now sdfghjk
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successfully survived my first week-long T-break since i started smoking in april 2020. clap for me or i'll blow this entire fucking website to smithereens
#yes i have a problem no im not going to solve it#not right now anyway#as my life improves i smoke less and less we're just nowhere near sober yet
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When I'm allowed to do whatever (when I used to have summer breaks) I naturally fell into a rhythm where I would be awake until 2am and then sleep until 7 am but in my current job I wake up at 3 am and go to bed at 8 pm and it gets me more hours of sleep but I feel significantly less rested.
#chit chat#work stuff#half of it is the time i think and half is the fact that i work 10 hour days alternating btw doing paperwork and moving 200lb appliances#but i don't wanna work closing shift either because that wastes all the good hours#and also because our new manager made it so that closing shift now ends at 1130 instead of 10pm#store still closes at 10pm. btw.#so we're trapped there for an extra hour and a half and expected to do way more hard work at the very end of the shift#and then i still have another half hour to drive home#I've done the post-midnight drive home! i used to work at a haunted house!#you know who drives home after midnight??? drunks and exhausted people!!!#you encounter less people on the road but they ARE far more likely to kill you#especially since i live in a rural area where there is literally nothing to do other than drink yourself to death#even if you're sober. I've been the exhausted person driving home. that ain't safe either.
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Prove you're in that hot tub, selfie time!
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hot tub hot tun hot tub selfie
#selfie#we're now drink gaming and im drunk game#drunk me ama#for sober me to enjoy while i feel devastatingly sick#(i am drinking water i am drinking water)#responsible drinking game#DRUNK#i trird a jaegerbomb for yhr first time and woah#it sweet#but tasty i lkke them!!
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guys we're all just collectively feeling like Ed at the end of S1
#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#bored from years of wandering the bleak media landscape#when suddenly there's this silly gay little show that defies all stereotypes#hearteyes.gif#'you know how hard it is to find someone doing something original out here?'#we fall in love hard#and it seems to love us back!#we're totally sure we're on the same page#then suddenly sobering disappointment strikes and we're left feeling completely abandoned#apparently we weren't on the same page after all#now we're all tattooing TRUST NO ONE on our backs#try not to commit 80 consecutive raids and go easy on the rhino horn babes
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so i've been apartment hunting with a friend since we're planning on living off-campus together next year and it's been really good so far!
the problem is that we were out drinking in town (i'm 21 now; bday was back in early-ish june) and she's one of those people who gets all sneezy after vodka and i just. keep ticcing 'fuck off' at her instead of blessing her 😭
i'm lucky enough that snz irl actually kind of squicks me but genuinely what the FUCK SJDKGLF
#we're chilling in the car right now (i am completely sober! dw)#and she just KEEPS SNEEZING#and every single time#i tic “fuck off” at her#without fail#idk why but here we are#she thinks its funny and is really familiar with my tics at least#and she's not offended by it 'cause she knows i don't mean it#but i feel so bad about it sdjkshfa :(
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Valium and strawberry mimosa mix and maybe even bong time let's FUCKING GO gang
#dk speaks#do i want to hang out with people right now? no. absolutely not#BUT#this person's got drinks for Days leftover from a party and this pretty little bong to show me that i PRAY we're gonna get to light up#SO#am i a people person? Not really. but am i a Drug People person? ohhh absolutley yes#have work tomorrow and dinner with my family tonight so Hopefully my impulse control can check me til maybe midnightish#but just#GOD i cant wait to feel Not Sober UGh
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When you do Zoom dinner with friends in another state and you're telling them about stuff going on in your life in Texas and not really thinking much of it...
And then they go "Hey if you ever need to leave Texas in a hurry, just start driving and give us a text or call whenever you can. Even if you show up in the middle of the night you're welcome to stay with us while you figure things out."
On one hand that's very very kind and we're very grateful to know that they would shelter us if needed.
On the other hand, it's now got me thinking that Texas must look way more horrific from the outside because we're just used to living inside the nightmare and don't realize how bad it is.
#During the zoom call one of em was like 'I already calculated it would be a 13 hour drive'#And I'm sitting there like 🤠#Truly they are wonderful people but the fact that they've already seriously considered how to help us with evacuating is a bit sobering#Spouse pointed out during the call that all of our close friends moved to other states in the past five years and it's just us now#Suggesting that we are the dumb friends of our group 😅#But seriously spouse only got job offers from other hellscape states like Missouri and Georgia so it's not like our options were great#And spouse's job here is genuinely very good#But we're walking a very fine line and it's very hard to tell when things will shift in a way that puts us in real and imminent danger#And every week it seems to loom closer and closer#Yet it's hard to convince ourselves that we need to flee now given all the uncertainties that come with it
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