#but episode FOUR? JESUS
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if you need me I'll be facedown on the floor, bawling my eyes out
#how DARE the shitty hell show make me cry#not ONCE#not TWICE#BUT THREE. THREE FUCKING TIMES#AAAAAHHHH#i would die for any of these idiots i love them SO much#ep2 punched me in the feelings#ep3 crushed my heart in a vice grip#but episode FOUR? JESUS#I CAN'T STOP CRYING#charlie at the end of the ep is me. she's me and i am her rn. absolutely sobbing.#GOD#i fucking love vox now also. and velvette.#penny is baby i would do anything for him#the other overlords are SO fucking cool and im invested in them#ALASTOR IS BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER BABY LET'S GO#i can't WAIT for the next episodes oh my GOD#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#ratkingrambles
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Fox Mulder doesn't have the "I Want To Believe" poster there because he's crazy. He doesn't have it there to broadcast his beliefs or as a mantra or to remind him to always look for aliens.
Fox Mulder keeps that "I Want To Believe" sign above his desk to remind him of his own internal biases.
That sign hangs above Mulder's desk to remind him of his own shortcomings and flaws. He's aware that he's a hack with dangerous beliefs and prone to flights of fancy and maybe even delusions. He's aware that he's desperately searching for aliens and monsters where there are only men doing bad things. And he has to remind himself of that, constantly.
That's why he's thrilled when he meets Scully and she challenges his beliefs, says that logically aliens don't exist. He's thrilled when she tells him to cut the crap in the pilot episode. He needs someone to challenge him. He needs someone who won't take his shit and put up with his flights of fancy. And he knows it. He's been dealing with himself for years and he feels relief and joy when Scully comes in and says enough of your bullshit. We're doing this my way. With science and logic. He isn't smiling and teasing her because he thinks he's smarter and better than her. He's smiling because she's exactly the person he needs in his life.
That's why he tells her right away that he's a UFO freak with trauma about his sister and a true believer. Not because he's trying to convince her to believe, but because he needs her to understand where he's coming from and what's wrong with him. So she can understand that either he's a dangerous lunatic himself, or he's delving into a dangerous conspiracy and either way she could be collateral damage if she stays with him. He spends the pilot episode reckoning with the idea that either he's a maniac or he's pulling this young fresh detective into danger. When she starts agreeing with him he gets upset, talks her out of it.
Mulder keeps that sign above his desk to remind himself to look into the "reasonable logical" explanations. He keeps that sign on his desk because he knows he's flawed and biased and frankly, dangerous.
He tells Scully exactly what he thinks is happening and about all the crazy stuff he believes not because he's trying to convince her to believe too, but so she can be his sounding board. So she can throw his illogical bullshit back in his face and remind him to look past his own biases and paranoia and quasi-religious zealotry. Because he knows he needs that. He knows he's in a conspiracy brained echo chamber of his own making and having a slow-burn mental breakdown. And he sees Scully as salvation from himself. As another figure in his quasi-religious belief system. The savior.
As the series develops he relies on her more and more to reality check him. Literally reality check him and manage what he worries might all be a delusion.
Mulder pretends he's confident and all the constant criticism and sidelong glances don't get to him and that might be true because he doesn't respect those people but he respects Scully. And he needs someone he respects to tell him when he's wrong, when he's being biased or actively delusional. Scully is his salvation. She's compassionate about his trauma and the reasoning behind his beliefs, but confident and logical enough to tell him when it's all bullshit. She's his savior, his rock, and often his only real connection to material reality.
#in conclusion Dana Scully is Jesus#haha but for real she is#the x files#x files#fox mulder#dana scully#mulder and scully#agent mulder#spooky mulder#okay she might be more of an allegory for the Mother Mary#but she's actually more of a Jesus figure herself#in this essay I will#someone help the media analysis chip in my brain won't turn off#also goddamn this man loves sticking his hand in mysterious substances#in episode four he chases a coyote into the woods by himself this man is crazy#fox mulder is a dangerous maniac#and I love him#I love this whorish delusional man#oh and he puts his hand in and then tastes what he knows is probably poisonous foxglove#honestly there's no substance fox mulder won't stick his hand in and or taste
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Zelda Spellman, Chilling Adventures of Sabrina | Chapter 𝟛𝟞 : At the Mountains of Madness
#zelda spellman#miranda otto#(̅_̅_̅_̅(̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅̅_̅()ڪے#aunt zelda#aunt zee#auntie zee#zelds#Zelda phiona spellman#also known as love of my life#chilling adventures of sabrina#caos#caos zelda#part 4#at the mountains of madness#myedit#my screenies#stgedit#ok kittens I've loved to do this; I missed Zelda a lot and going through the episodes has been bittersweet#scheduled#not expressing any opinion on part four#my baby suffered far more tha jesus it wasn't worth it and necessary#and she looks so beautiful its such a shame#anyways hi from 27/01/24 lmao
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The O.C. 1.07 The Escape (requested by anonymous)
#theocedit#the oc#teendramasource#smallscreensource#tvandfilm#tvarchive#tusermanon#usercallie#safflowerseason#lola-miles#lalosalamcnca#marissa cooper#summer roberts#seth cohen#ryan atwood#tv: the oc#core four#mine: oc#request#**#this episode will always be famous#the finale to their miniseries if u will#marissa as jesus i saw their vision#btw i almost threw my computer in the bin trying to color this scene#they really said this is mexico so we're gonna turn all the lights off
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"The Chosen," season one, episode four:
• "I'm not exactly jumping out of my sandals become Creepy John pointed at someone!!"
• Andrew's fanboying when he sees Jesus.
• John, James and Zeb??? How did they run that fast in water?? Hello???
• Simon after the miracle: "can u do that again?"
• Poor Matthew spent the night on the beach :(
• + his dog staying by his side
• Simon talking with Matthew before he fishes on Shabatt (first time we see him being "nice" to Matthew??)
• Simon saying to Andrew "go help Eden's brothers, they must be cooking. I can smell it burning"
• Eden's brothers IMMEDIATELY going after Simon when he said they're Eema couldn't stay with them.
#the chosen#the chosen tv series#christanity#the chosen season 1#the chosen tv show#andrew the apostle#simon peter the apostle#big james#john the apostle#Jesus Christ#Eden the chosen#matthew the apostle#Matthews dog#Creepy John!!#The chosen season one episode four#Zebbadee the chosen
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Watched Dandadan ep 7
No matter how much pain and suffering I might face in the future I ain’t dying.
I want to let my family see me grow up, achieve things like they always wanted to see
I want to make them happy and proud
#dandadan#dandadan episode 7#afterthought#I read the manga and I knew what was going to happen but I still started crying uncontrollably four minutes in the episode Jesus Christ#science saru#i love you
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melody journey ep8's 荒芜之地 performance is now on spotify!!!!!
(i don't think there will be a performance for next week. what a relief, honestly! this show's filming schedule was ridiculous)
(edit: no performance for ep 10, either! alas)
ep 1, ep 2, ep 3, ep 4, ep 6, ep 7, ep 11!
#they filmed in ~four-episode blocks and i think he's performed the most on this show#that's so much freaking work jesus christ#on top of everything else he had going on at the time!#anyway. in other news, this was not accredited to the melody journey account and ep 6-7 have also been removed#(not from spotify! just from the md profile)#(and liu yuning's ep7 stages have weiiird accreditation man what are you people doing#(originally they both linked to a new profile for him instead of the verified one. now one of them links to the verified acc and one#is still accrediting the new acc?)#this is just me having fun observing the uploads HAHAHAH#also. thhhhis performance#oh. ohhhhhhhhhhhhghhh.#however obnoxious i have been about the other stages uh. i have been Worse about this one#JESUS CHRIST#WHAT THE HELL#(have to say. banger of an outfit. favourite outfit of the show. made the stage very distracting)#AND THE ROCK STYLE IS EEVVVVVVVERYTHING I WANTED TO HEAR#like when i saw the preview THIS was exactly what i was hoping for#aofnwjhdnw it's!!!! it's so good!!!!!! and that chorus was so powerful#stuck in my head throughout my last exams this week#the punch...#cjajndjwjdjqjxnwnxnajndjwudonfksjxjwjnfjs#chryso.txt#zhou shen#周深#音乐缘计划#melody journey#Spotify
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the banter in s1 (2005) doctor who is actually so incredibly scripted and acted. like. most of the quips and running gags are so simple yet they’re so damn affective
#and like. I’ve probably raved about the comedic chemistry between david tennant and catherine tate#a million times. but I can’t just Not mention christopher eccleston and billie piper’s too becsuse man it’s so natural#it’s just delightful to watch. cant put it any other way#dw#kibumblabs#probably felt the most vacation-esque enjoyment I have in a long time just rewatching old dw episodes tonight#which is impressive because im off my meds and that generally makes me extremely sluggish and depressed#and I was most of the day. but managed to enjoy this#I’d like to thank internet archive because Jesus Christ it’s hard to watch it anywhere else#I really gotta just download all of it once I have a hard drive to do so on#cause I rewatch the first four seasons like. at least once or twice a year#same goes for torchwood s1 and 2 but I have s2 on dvd so we’re good there#anyway tldr I strive to write the kind of banter dialogue s1 dw has. wonderful. no notes#and yes im including rose calling him gay at one point i see people say that aged poorly sometimes but thats wrong. its hilarious#especially considering that this is RTD doctor who we’re talking about. like. you know. the gay writer known for writing gay media#that makes it so much funnier#anyway. I digress
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Re-reading the transcript for "Matryoshka" on my lunch break.
"Angels are real. Our town is a deeply weird place. We know and acknowledge that it is a deeply weird place. There are dotted lines and arrows in the sky, and I love my family. And I love my brother Steve, he was right about everything, he always has been."
Valiantly not crying on my lunch break.
#Tyto listens to WtNV#I didn't realize the show was approaching its fifth anniversary until the episode started.#and then the intensity of the previous four or five episodes made a lot more sense lmao#god though..... between this one and the previous... everything just being so completely matter-of-fact has me gobsmacked#and the fact that these were originally aired in 2017 is not lost on me either. jesus the political subtext is so good
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i know i’m like 20 years late to the party but god the sopranos is so fucking good
#(btw i’m like four episodes into season 3 please no spoilers)#my dad and i have been watching it and like. holy shit it just doesn’t miss#praying to whatever god will listen that dr melfi tells tony to kill jesus rossi#bucky’s thoughts#the sopranos
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JINBEEE I LOVE YOU!!!! JINBEEEEEEEEE
#there is no man more consistent or noble than him. he really is the gentleman of the seas (or knight idk with the translation)#i think he has like a luffy is going to die detector built in. he was about 5 seconds away from ripping his hands out#FLASHBACKS FLASHBACKS FLASHBACKS#luffy needs to eat the food sanji made for pudding..... do you see...#reiju was suspicious from the start.... hell yes#sanji going insane again... to the liat#reiju has her mind straight.... end germa and save sanji yeah.... but dont die girl...#so reiju has feelings because her mother is not the same as her brothers??? and like germa didnt go that far with the tech yet???#bc their mother just complaining about the four and not her daughter.... idk she calls her mom still.... maybe its just the tech#that wasnt as advanced when she was pregnant with her so she has feelings still#oooohhgg the toxin only worked with sanji... thags why he is normal....#being beaten up on his mothers grave.... christ.....#reiju is an older sister for reals.... having to deal with her mom being worried about sanji and then worrying about him too#reiju knows their father doesn't like her as much bc she has feelings too deep down... poor girl....#jesus christ sanji take her with you!!! if she doesn't end up happy.....#nothing more to say reiju i love you too girl#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 819#reiju you don't need to die!!!! i get the symbolism but you can be good too!!!!#you tell em pedrooo!!! fuck that egg!!! AGAIN!!!!#NOT AGAIN!!!#pedro with the explosives again qjdhakshka he came PREPARED#luffy strangling a guy for info.... this one is a first....#so brook just came to steal the poneglyph with no paper or ink????? wtf#roger could hear everything and thats why he could read the poneglyphs....#well luffy killed that man (to me)#reiju changed the bracelets omg!!!! QUEEN ICON SISTER OF THE YEAR OF THE DECADE#think about what matters sanji!! *thinks about luffy* OMG AND LUFFY LOOKING FOR HIM!!!!#episode 820
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when i saw you hating on angel dusk b4 i watched hazbin it made me laugh but i was like “ok surely he can’t be THAT bad who knows maybe i’ll really like him” but then i watched literally two episodes of this show and i already want him gone. like whenever he’s on screen my first thought is “charlie shouldve gotten this screen time tbh” HASHSBHFHJRJEBRBRNR
GOD I HATE HIM SO MUCH JAS OH MY GOD I NEED HIM TO LEAVE
#I will admit that like I don’t HATE hate him past episode six#but beforehand it’s like#Jesus Christ leave husk the fuck alone you creep#I hate him#episode four is my least favorite#I hate it#idc#it saved the show for me (and huskerdust) but it’s so obnoxious#tzu asks
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memes for The Bad Batch 2x16, "Plan 99"
no spoilers just me being sad bc i'm literally too depressed to figure out all the funny things and make jokes abt it yet
#the bad batch#tbb#tbb 2x16#plan 99#star wars#the bad batch memes#i will do a real post at some point but i just powered through all of the last four episodes and i'm genuinely so sad#how bout that season finale though 😭#jesus fuck dude#kill me on sight why don't you#r makes memes
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LOVE that Mari was like "Oh you lost a tooth? Oh bc you haven't eaten in four days? You're just malnourished that's normal"
#from 2022#from spoilers#i dont think thats a thing. not after four days anyway.#also rotten food yum yum. NO idea whats going on with this baby anymore.#thought it was gonna die bc firstborn. thought it was gonna live bc jesus coded. i gotta go google some mythology#what the fuck eats rotten food#lauratexts2024#season 3 episode 2#fromposting
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#Jesus#Christ#Jesus Christ#evangelism#for all#for all of you#for you#tumblr evangelism#for you all#for believers#the blessings of Jesus Christ explained#episode 4#episode four#episode#part 4#part four#part#miniseries#blessed are the merciful#the merciful will be shown mercy#the mercy of God#God's mercy#mercy#be merciful#repent#repent and turn to Jesus Christ#repent and turn to Christ Jesus#repent and show mercy#repent and be baptised#mercy is exalted over judgment
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oh it's getting worse
#this shit has always been more about control and willpower than anything else for me#(i know. im this self aware and still keep falling into the same fucking pit 🥴)#and today yeah i was shaky with just two coffees and water and walking around the city for a uni thing#so i decided to eat a protein bar just that i wont faint before i get on my 4h train back#and after it i just felt. regret. like im clearly under my cal amount today i literally walked twice the amount that bar had#but all i could hear in my head was “i didn't need that”#like part of it has always been “i'm in control#in what i eat how much i eat like if i wanted to stop i could“ and its so cliche bUT I'VE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO#THAT WAS THE WHOLE POINT#but now i have a sandwich in my bag and my head hurts but im not hungry and i just don't want to eat it even tho i know i should#like yeah i don't feel hungry but i really should eat it now i should be able to eat it#but my head says “why? why should i?” BECAUSE IM IN SEVERE CALORIE DEFECIT DUMBASS#and this is so weird and stupid and embarrassing#but ive been to this pit like four times in the past 5 years in episodes and its never felt this consuming it#the episodes i would restrict were sometimes longer and sometimes shorter but I was always in control#ig i thought i was the fucking exception to a fucking rule#i needed this control to make it thru being at my dad's and all my pre-semester uni stress#it should be getting easier#and its fucking not#i know i have no one to blame except myself jesus fucking Christ
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