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No longer possible to buy or renew snap?
I mean you can, I’m not planning on deleting my snap at any time.
I just don’t know when or if I’ll be posting/making content again.
#also I’ve been incredibly bad at replying to literally everyone lately#my snap babes but also my friends and family#just been a busy and draining time in my life#so I feel bad having anyone join/renew when I’ve been so quiet on my snap#if you’re interested still or have questions or want to talk about it more just send me a ask/DM and let me know#but yeah that’s where I’m at right now#trying to focus on my dad and his health and desperately trying to find a job that doesn’t make me want to kill myself#because of this last minute trip I have to pay back my parents at least $1300#(probably will be more)#also I need need need to move and find my own place#but enough about me and my bullshit#hope this answers your question 💖#ask#anon
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It’s kind of funny looking at Monsters and Girls now because it was meant to be a side hobby while I work on Bugtopia so it was just kissing and romance but as the story developed I ended up getting really interested in developing non-romantic relationships and personal character growth.
But also I’m kind of pissed because now I’m barely drawing busty women kissing. Im letting the lesbian community down 😔
#txt#but all joking aside I do end up getting in my own head about it because people are so controlling about my story#not enough men or straight people or some bullshit take about body diversity#and it’s like guys. I’m drawing this for me. for ME
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Watching Loki. I’m on episode 4 and I’m trying to see what the hype was about
#I’m on s1e4 and this shit isn’t gripping my attention at ALL#usually it takes me a season or two to care about a show tho so I’ll be kind to it#is this probably a wild take? eh maybe#some shows I like instantly but this surely ain’t it.#it is a fun concept but man I’m just#they’re not going enough into the absolute batshit shenanigans :(#but that might just me loving comic book camp and it’s far more serious#I’m just so glad they didn’t make both Lokis be a couple thank hood#*god#bro I just need it to get UBER time fuckey and have fourth dimension bullshit involved#update on S1E5 and I’m just waiting for interesting shit to happen#bones speaks#ok it might be getting interesting. they have kinship#Oop and they’re captured. andddd he’s stuck in his own purgatory? oh it’s a time loop. nice.#I like Mobius the best. he’s fun and his charisma is just fantastic. I’m glad they centered his on character a lot and intrigued to see#and where his character goes#GOD NO THEYRE MAKING SYLVIE AND LOKI A THING FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU#god I HATE that shit cmon. make him fall in love with Mobius u dumb fucks it’s so much more of an interesting take
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house, in wilson's office, trying to rile him up because he's bored: sorry i can't fuck you like we used to, bum leg and all
wilson, who has not looked up from his paperwork since house came in: love finds a way
house: (zeroes in on wilson like he can see through him) i never said anything about love
wilson, still unbothered: we've been friends for close to twenty years. usually when you know someone that long you start to pick things up about them
cue house leaving without another word and wilson smiling smugly to himself for his Mind Tricks
#house md#hilson#sorry to all my mutuals sick of seeing me post about house but it will not stop#wilson just bullshitting whatever but it's close enough for house to be like what the fuck you can't do that that's my thing#something something intricate rituals. but like evil
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This may just be me, but I think if you ship a canonically very abusive, manipulative and toxic relationship, you don't get to judge or call anyone degenerates for their own fucked up ships, actually.
#gravity falls#billford#stancest#yeah it's about those two specifically#but this could apply to shipping in general#i just saw an artist i generally like saying “it's so disappointing seeing artists i liked ship stancest and be proud pls be ashamed!”#saying it's disgusting and gross and the people in their comments were all in consesus that these people are weird and sickos yada yada#and i don't think they realise that it's the exact same logic people use to hate on billford shippers. like down-to-the-letter the same.#it's weird seeing people be like if you ship incest you're gross and disgusting but if it's abuse it's totes ok and doesn't reflect you irl#not only does that reasoning insinuate that incest is not another form of abuse which is YIKES#but it reads as tho abuse is not “severe enough” to stop people from shipping it while incest is even tho both are very bad which is worse#you either believe that what you ship reflects you irl and no one should ship anything immoral or you don't. it's just that simple.#you don't get to pull that “rules for thee but not for me” bullshit#your rationalisation does more to normalise and water down these crimes than someone shipping them while acknowledging it's wrong ever will#i don't even ship stancest or have any feelings on it whatsoever btw i'm just enough of a loudmouth to call out hypocrisy when i see it#unrelated but i need to stop making my tags longer than the actual freaking post 💀#momento rambles
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something something blood-soaked hands cradling your face something something
anyway here's the post btw
#what if post dp3 logan struggles to emotionally accept that wade Will Actually For Real Survive Anything#and one time they are fighting some random baddies#and they somehow get in a few shots straight to wade's cranium and he drops like a bag of slutty slutty potatoes#and logan goes full berserker trying to get to him#like he just massacres everyone in his way and wade still isnt getting up ohnoohnoohnonotagainohno#(healing factor or no a few direct shots to the brain stem/t box take a bit to recover from)#(no more than five minutes but it's an eternity to logan)#and his heart sinks to the very core of the earth as he kneels down next to wade's body#and his hands are shaking and soaked in blood and he can't seem to sheathe his claws in his dazed adrenalined state#he tries to peel back wade's mask and fear is just *pounding* through his system because in that moment#all he can see are the xmen dead in massive pools of blood#and that feeling of unreality is rushing over him like thiscantbehappeningthiscantbehappeningnotagainohgodnotagain#wade's still and unresponsive and there is so Much BLOOD (hard to tell how much is Wade's and how much is just on his hands)#and logan doesn't even realize he's crying until suddenly wade's eyes light up like a computer restarting#and he's smiling and gasping and joking immediately#“well howdy there hot stuff what did I miss?”#and then he clocks that logan is Not Okay#“... well gee willikers golly goddamn peanut 'twas only a flesh wound! no need to go all waterworks over lil ol me”#“you know it would take a helluva lot more than that to make me shuffle off this here mortal coil!”#“see all better I'm hunky dory peachy keen right as fucking rain”#“I mean cmon I can't have been out for more than five minutes so let's just go back to you being exasperated with my bullshit antics okay??#“...okay sugarboobs? snookums? babycakes?.... Logan?”#and they just sit there on the floor holding each other for a while#wade babbling and logan crying about everything he's lost and wondering distantly how he has come to care so much#about this blithering jokester in like barely a week#that the thought of losing him brought him crashing back to the worst memory of his extremely rough life#anyway that's enough tag mini fic lolol I'm having feelings about my own drawing I guess 😵#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine art
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hahaha wheee haha
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#continuing to tag ship instead of answering any of the reporters' questions#as you can see. I am still on my Reki Speaks English Pretty Fluently But Can Not Read It For Shit bullshit#and also. teen shenanigans. which can also be grown up shenanigans if ur not a square#man. todays been a Whole thing. how was it really the case that every art supply store I went to ran out of black ink#three! I went to three stores! literally a triangle in the city!#still have some of the devils tar left but I'm not enthusiastic about it#well! that's for future baku to care about and for me to ignore babeyy#tbh this is like. Im just glad I can still scribble a funny comic when it strikes me it's been too long#I don't do that a lot anymore... even tho its such a good measure of like. ur sense of timing#if u can draw a funny comic ur powerful enough to do anything. u can eat the sun u can kick its ass. u can draw a sad comic too#I realized I missed that...#also accidentally sent this from draft without adding tags lol. and tried adding tags on mobile and it spit in my face and called me a bitch#got enough of that. one must never forget one's currently on tumblr#now I sleep. gods. gods do I need a bit of that#have a good night lads. bring a worm onto a rollercoaster. see what happens
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Ohhh but he used to think nothing of it…
Torturing my fav RO again from @shepherds-of-haven
#shepherds of haven#halle beren#trouble alder#it’s hard to be in love with your best friend#clued in just enough for it to be awkward when it wasn’t before#overthinking n there’s steam coming out of his ears#posting this at a bullshit time bc all American time is bullshit lmao but I will be free of Texas soon#haven’t been able to sleep so I doodled around with this#first time animating sooo please be kind#if games#fanart#because drawing a background killed my family - okay???#lov u trouble pls let me in#where’s her shoe? dw about it.#who let you in here anyway#trouble’s hair is just a big shrug emoji I don’t know ok he gets fluffy today i don’t want to talk about it
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I can't fucking believe yall were up Rings of Power's ass when HotD decided to have Our Lady of Sorrows of Westeros cause a civil war because she forgot her own trashbag of a son was named after Aegon the Conqueror and she took a dying man's rambling about some pretty fundamental history as him designating him as heir. Like, I'm supposed to think this lady is smart. What even.
And if any Alicent stans want to come for me I want you to seriously sit down. And think about how your fave is written. How she reacts to things. How she processes information. Like, this is someone who's been in court for 20+ years and still doesn't get the basics. I hate Philippa Gregory's books with a passion but Mary Boleyn was a smarter bitch than this. This is a writers' problem.
#anti hotd#hotd critical#i'm gonna be super mean but#the writing for alicent is spectacularly misogynistic#like she's actually stupid#“SHE'S A VICTIM IRINA”#well congrats the writers made her a victim AND stupid#therefore i feel well at ease to say their writing for her is misogynistic#the only reason why yall don't see it for what it is#is because there's probably witchcraft in the mix of pretty girl with doe eyes and curly hair and “sad lesbians uwu”#and then yall let gentleman jack flop and get cancelled so miss me with that bullshit#the venn diagram of swifties and alicent stans has got to be something else#anti alicent hightower#like i'm actually angry#d&d messing around wasn't enough for yall apparently#yall are also misogynistic af when it comes to LGBTQ rep and writing in media and you're clearly not ready for that conversation i think#i kept my mouth shut about this TV show for actual months lmao
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#whatever fleeting moment of “I faked it all. I don't need therapy” I had last week.......... that version of me was a fucking liar dalgfdkjg#I.......... I desperately need life to quit being so fucking Much (TM) all the time because boy oh BOY is this a drag#why do the things I love constantly cycle back around to becoming things that upset me and make me feel bad#why do I keep ruining friendships and connections by not being able to reciprocate or reply or stay in touch#why is one task a day seemingly enough to knock me out for a week#why does every decision I make feel like it's the wrong one#in other news: I have still not managed to fucking call the therapy place#and now I'm stuck in the inertia of feeling bad about it but unable to do it#back on my complaining bullshit what's new#simon.out.#I'm sorry if I ever disappointed you. just know I wish I wasn't like that
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Man remember when Sanders Sides was silly and fun and not all encompassing overly dramatic and took four *years* to make one episode? And we had faith that the creator wasn't just a money grabbing asshole stealing from his patrons his artists and his fans at large?
Good times.
#warcats rants#ts critical#ts criticism#this is the only one i promise#im here for the fandom yall#i dont give any fucks about canon#Thomas no longer exists to me#because I've seen enough of the bullshit#im 27 and i still live with my parents vecause i work two jobs and it doesnt cover my bills#waaaah my mental health only gets someone so far with me anymore#also anyone reading that last tag#i promise it doesnt apply to you#it applies to a person in my irl life that i have issues with#and thomas#and anyone else who uses mental health for clout
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Yeah the ts crit community really is mostly on tumblr. If any crit on twitter is brave enough to call out thomas or even just ask a SIMPLE INNOCUOUS question like ‘hey whens the next sanders sides coming out’ they get dog-piled by his followers. Just now my twitter tl algorithm made some posts pop up from ppl I don’t even follow and they’re just defending thomas + his patreon and saying that we’re just angry jealous ppl who don’t understand what goes on behind the scenes for him (as if THEY do?).
I swear, the die-hard fans that are still left, I’m sorry, they’re not a fandom. They’re a cult. A cult of personality centered around one man, purely there to keep stroking and defending his fragile ego. They’re no better than the sw*fties or any other group of ppl driven by blind devotion, obsession and white knighthood.
Oh 100%, there's next to no ts crit community on twitter, I got curious and checked a few days ago, searching stuff like Thomas Sanders Critisism, TSS Criticism, TSS critical, stuff that's used over here and the only thing that got anything was the first, but then it was just showing stuff with "Thomas Sanders" or even just "Sanders" in the post. So it's hard to organize that kind of community, plus the die hards and Thomas being on there.
I'd say the only place the fandom is pretty active is on Twitter, and that's soley because of Thomas, because he interacts with the fans and makes it so that there's motivation to make tss stuff. You know there's a community on there for it and if you're lucky Thomas will see it and retweet it. Otherwise it's kind of a joke that the fandom is dead until it's breifly revived whenever a new episode comes out. Which then leads to parasocial relationships and the idea that somehow continues to persist that Thomas is a poor boy who can do no wrong and if he did do wrong he didn't actually know any better. Never mind he's thirty-fucking-4. And his fans are half his age.
One this I do kinda disagree with is the idea that all his die hards and current fans are like 14, which I just don't think is true, I think they were like 14 when the last proper episode came out, and are now more along the lines of like 18 or around there. He's got a lot of patrons, including 17 people who paying $125 a month, that money has to come from somewhere and I doubt it's all from allowances.
#I cannot stress enough how much I hate twitter also I rarely go on there#and the last time I did I made a post responding to someone who'd found us critters#then had to block that person for my own peace of mind#I really only go on there when someone posts about some bullshit Thomas said on twitter and I go to verify for myself#which is how I found the apology posts from both those people Thomas got needlesly offended by then guilting into saying sorry#which is pathetic#again he's 34 he's been online a long time and should know how to handle people not calling him gods gift to youtube#but he can't#anyway that's my rant#thanks so much for the ask anon asks really do mean the world to me and I love responding to them#ask#ts crit#ts criticism#ts critical
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I love how we have come up with half a dozen or more names for our ship.
This thought has been brought up by one of my fandom groups discussing all the different names we have for Buck and Tommy. It's fun to see them all and to talk about how they came to be. I think it really shows our excitement and joy and love for the ship. Wanna tell me in tags or reposts what ship name you like the most and the least and why and what you remember of the origins?
Also, I think it's really funny how a certain group of haters is so desperate in their obsession that they try to mock us about it but then also came up with their own version of a ship name just so they have a slur for it.
#my most beloved is TEvan with a capital E because it emphasizes the importance to all of us how Tommy adresses Buck#I most often use Bucktommy because it seems to be the one that's mostly used here on tumblr#I really like kinkley if it's used to tag kinky posts about them#makes it easier to find them!#I don't care much for shipnames that aren't somehow created from mashing the names together#but that comes from my experience of getting into fandoms late in the past and struggling to figure out what this kind of names stands for#most hated is of course the slur version#no matter if written u or o#I guess the o version comes from people actually recognizing the bullshit of the slur and trying to separate#but not enough to actually take a step back and think about what they are doing#911 abc#evan buckley#tommy kinard#bucktommy#tevan#kinley#kinkley#firecopter#firefly#firebeast#tell me if I forgot any
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I promise you can speak about and denounce undesirable behaviour without attributing it to some in-born, immutable, unchanging trait that you must "civilize" away.
In this specific instance that inspired this, you really don't need to attribute bad behaviour that's done by a man with unchanging character traits. This isn't even solely about men, because doing this affects everyone, men included.
"Men needed to be civilized out of behaving this way!" Who are you expecting to be doing the civilizing and why? This is just defending the idea that women are responsible for training up men - the millenia-old idea that a man's failings are actually a woman's fault, not his.
As a man, I am responsible for my actions. You don't need to dehumanize me in order to preserve your misogyny and your need to hate a group of men. Don't get me wrong, this rhetoric absolutely is not good for men to face. It especially targets men who have experiences with marginalized identities. If you're on my page, you know that this is something I deal with personally, have personal stakes in that affect my life daily. I just also think we really need to remember that this issue exists in a context where women and other folks will inevitably be punished as a direct result of these ideas as well.
I need to make that last part emphatically clear: even if this rhetoric (somehow) only hurt men, it would still be wrong. It would still be wrong! I want to - as a man - remind people (especially those who already have decided to dehumanize entire groups of people) that nobody is safe from being exempt from punishment due to this rhetoric.
#feminism#politics#when you attribute behaviour to in-born traits you remove a person's agency and ability to make choices#and yes it is dehumanizing. the whole point of being a person is AUTONOMY#i fail to see how this wouldn't also just give shitty people an 'out' for their poor behaviour#you have given everyone a built-in excuse and punishing innocent people who may be affected by those poor decisions#so no i don't accept the In Their Nature argument as a valid or a praxis-led theory#you will ONLY hurt the people you claim to defend. you must start seeing behaviour as a CHOICE if you want to change this#as a man i recognize that i am a human. i MAKE choices. *I* affect the people around me#ME. not this bullshit idea that i must be trained out of in-born unchanging traits that fuel every tiny 'decision' i make#i do NOT need excuses or punishment because i am a 'threat' by being a man. i don't need that patronizing misogynistic bullshit#not to sound too passionate but the women i love in my life do NOT have a responsibility to 'train me'#i love and respect the women in my life too much to degrade them by expecting that from them#and in this case it WOULD be degrading because it relies on Woman As Eternal Caretaker and FORCES them to Train Men Up#because of the character limit in tags this is pretty restrictive but i am not JUST thinking about women in this case#but because this is kind of a tangent i want this to be optional#oddly enough the 'read more' tab is so annoying (i think) on mobile. it's so clunky and i hate using it if i don't NEED to#i'm just so deeply frustrated because i still see this so much and it scares me for many reasons#much of that fear is knowing that other people in my life will also be targeted by this despite Not being men...#but they are nonetheless fully intended to be targets of this rhetoric. they are not collateral damage they are INTENDED to also be affected
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I seriously cant stop thinking about wanderer having his own dragon… his own kurikara
Mini durin has a somewhat similar color palette to benares from hi3rd… and benares was revived by raiden mei and turned into kurikara… and now wanderer has mini durin and is implied to being an important role in waking up the real durin… durin becoming wanderer’s kurikara… haha.. ha..
Also these specific parts from the fudō myōō wiki page
I so badly hope hoyoverse will go with the “wanderer has a dragon companion” route
#back on my scara is a varient of raiden mei bullshit#also again with the flames??#scara pheonix motif i see you i get you#i so often see people saying things like ‘all the other archons have their dragons.. where is ei’s deagon??’#brother i hate to tell you this but as of now it looks like hoyoverse wants to give the other mei variant the dragon#i am so crazy about this whole scara and dragon thing this shit is serious#back when scara’s boss fight was still a mystery i prayed he’d have a dragon form#this… this is close enough to what i wanted so please hoyo do it for me#scaramouche#wanderer#wanderer genshin#genshin#genshin impact
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one of my favorite things about bradley is that while he so desperately wants to be like his father— enough so that he spends so much of his life trying to emulate him through style, music, profession, etc.— narratively he really is more like maverick. maybe not in the exact way that he flies, because we all know maverick is notoriously a daredevil while bradley is decidedly not, but even that has its own parallels with how ice and jake upon introduction immediately point out the flaws in their piloting styles (i heard that about you. you like to work alone. / that’s just you, ain’t it? waiting for just the right moment that never comes.). their methods are different, but both on the ground and up in the air, the two of them are always competing with a ghost. fathers that they can barely remember, whose legacies one way or another made it difficult for them to make it where they are in their careers— even though their fathers are such major motivators for why they chose aviation in the first place. they both have spent a lot of their lives on their own because of that and when it comes down to the final mission for each of their movies, they’re both shown being doubted as the right fit— once again by ice and jake (it’s nothing personal…but with regard to maverick…is he the best pick? / he’s not cut out for this mission. you know i’m right.). at the end of the day they manage to pull it off, but they have to overcome the obstacles that have plagued them for a majority of the movie. it’s not just the obvious scene callbacks that tether them as characters, it’s who they are at their core.
#could make a whole post off icemav/hangster parallels alone likeee#you’re everyone’s problem. you’re not flying fast enough. i’m sorry. you give em hell.#you can be my wingman anytime. bullshit. you can be mine. chalked yourself another kill. that makes two.#i cant believe people are trying to rewrite history about maverick and jake being the tethered ones#their personalities dont need to be exactly the same for them to be tethered#as oomf said they share the same arc and ice and jake both have the same position in that as well#ice and jake aren’t just their rivals; they’re foils that represent the path to the navy maverick and bradley were unable to take themselves#anyways#icejake mavbradley r soooooo important to me i could think about them all day#icemav#hangster#sereshaw#top gun maverick#tgm#bradley rooster bradshaw
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