#but doesnt mind being called a girl by accident

[faefrosting]

I love comfort sona (Aku) and fursona (JellyBear)

Here is some oldish arts of them from earlier this year and some from last year I can't remember

Also yes Aku is just straight up missing an eye, he had a bad kerfuffle with a nightmare beast once

[spacebarbarianweird]

Personal headcanons I have for Astarion

Origin

- He was born in Evereska to Caeldrim and Sylen Ancunin

- For both of his parents it was the second marriage (their first spouses/soulmates had died)

- Ancunin is Sylenn’s surname

- His parents had a huge age gap (300 years)

- Astarion’s father was a minor nobility and his mother was from a family of artisans

- Sylenn is High Elf/Fighter and a former mercenary

- She also was Balduran's bodyguard and mocked him and Ansur for their relationship drama

- Astarion had an older half-sister but she was killed at the age of 4

Childhood

- Sylenn gave birth to Astarion after decades of infertility

- He was given an adult name right away though it was considered a bad luck

- His original eye colour is green

- Sylenn taught him to pick lockets and steal things

- Caeldrim would complain it felt like having two children around

- Since childhood Astarion was obsessed with human laws and traditions and left to the Swords Coast at the age of 23

Youth

- He was the oldest at his course as he was studying in Baldur’s Gate

- Astarion wasn't a magistrate but served as an assistant to the one, a human woman called Alette whose friend he was

- He could become a magistrate only through marriage and it was discussed that Alette could legally marry him and pass her position to him once she is old though Astarion wasn't sure he wanted that

- Before death, Astarion despised people who slept around or were into one-night-stands

- He had two prolonged relationships (a human woman and a half elven man)

Death and vampirism

- The Gurs commited a series of crimes in the city including murders and sexual assaults and the commonfolk demanded to get rid of them

- Astarion was chosen as the one who would announce the decision and he was naive enough not to understand why other city magistrates didn't want to do that

- Later he was stabbed to death in the streets. His attackers were found and hanged

- In the AU where he doesnt become a vampire he leaves the city soon after

- Cazador hadn't known about him before and found him by accident

- If Cazador hadn't found him, there was a big chance Astarion would have been saved by the locals and brought to the healers

- Astarion was sent to streets only 30 years later. Before that he fully belonged to Cazador who used the tortures and rape to break his newfound spawn

- Since Astarion was young by elven standards, his mind was flexible (like one of a child) and it helped him to preserve sanity (but he also forgot almost everything what had been before)

Freedom

- At first, Tiriel annoyed him but with days to come he started liking her more and more

- She helped him to reconnect with his elven ancestry by asking him to teach her language and certain customs

- They spent 15 years traveling together searching for the cure until they reached for Daggerlake, a town enslaved by feys

- Astarion managed to end the pact and the locals asked him and Tiriel to stay

- Parenthood was a sheer accident and Astarion even tried to run away (and Tiriel talked to healer about termination)

- He enjoyed being a parent and wouldn't mind to have more children

- Alethaine definitely helped him with healing because having a child was something normal people do

- Later he and Tiriel moved to Luskan where Tiriel was the head of the adventuring guild

- After Tiriel’s death Astarion didn't want any relationship with anyone and stuck with celibacy for centuries to come (just because he didn't find anyone desirable enough)

- 220 years post game he started the Blood Guild, a union of dhampirs and vampires

- He had only one grandchild, an elven girl called Tiri born 322 years post game

- Tiri came to the guild at the age of 23 and persuaded Astarion to show her the world

- Meanwhile he was a rather chill and permitting father, as a grandfather he was more steict but he managed to become an authority figure for his granddaughter (and Alethaine was surprised to see that Tiri does indeed listen to him and does as he says)

Mortality

- While adventuring Tiri and Astarion accidentally found the cure for him and he becomes mortal 400 years post game

- His soul was new and not connected to his previous lives, he'd lost them forever

- Astarion lived for another 150 years as mortal, has a couple of relationships and also enjoys life to its fullest scale

- He dies during a siege by refusing to leave the battlefield (he realized should he live longer he would overlive Alethaine)

- His oldest great grandchild is named after him but he prefers the shorter version, Rion. The half elf/ dhampir also has to dealt with the remnants of the Blood Guild

- Astarion goes to Arvandor and to his surprise meets Tiriel as an elf

- When she died her soul was given a choice what destiny she wanted and she chose the destiny of an elf becuase she hoped to see Astarion again

- They spend some time together and later decide to reincarnate even knowing that they will lose their memories

- Astarion and Tiriel reincarnate a few centuries later and find each other soon enough (70 and 80 years respectively)

[seeminglydark]

How did Caro go about figuring out their gender identity when they were on their own? You mentioned that they tried "they" and "he" pronouns before settling on "they" - can you talk about that more?

Sure can! In case theres some reading this who may not have read my comics or know the background but stumbled on my art on accident, ill give a little breakdown of their journey. Caro grew up in a really small town with really restrictive parents. They start out knowing they are not a girl. but not really having any idea what that means exactly, and not having access to the resources or a safe place to find out. They start out using he/him because at the time (16 in most of the stories i show them in their teenage years) they arent actually aware theres more of a spectrum than just a binary, they think being a boy is the only way to not be a girl. Their friend, Sully, while being openly gay and having a bit more of an idea about some things, doesnt know much about gender expression or gender-queerness either, so he does what he can to support what they both think is the right fit. apparently neither if them thinks to go to a library. After sully leaves, Caro is left to struggle on their own. They know they are trans, but they are still nervous about exploring things without someone holding their hand, ptsd from extremely intense helicopter parents perhaps and being kicked out for knowing at the very least, they arent the girl everyone always forced them into. They meet their current agent, Goldie, somewhere around 20 years old, at this point they have not revealed their face or gender even in their podcast (for those who listen, ive kept those things very vague since its supposed to be canonical with their life journey). Goldie encourages them to explore more what feels right to them and helps them get in touch with gender affirming resources, 'He' felt close, but it was never really that aha yes its me! moment. They learn about nonbinary, genderfluid, etc through research and help from other people in the community they meet through Goldie, therapy resources and also people they meet via their podcast. They actually do try out a few things, canonically they go from she to he to genderfluid (any pronoun) to they, which feels the best for them. present day Caro doesnt mind 'he' either, they just mostly stick with They. i WILL be exploring this in the podcast, so that story will be told in more detail as time goes on as well. Bonus answer: the reason why i wrote their journey like this, is because Caro is how i explored MY gender identity. They started out as a tool i used to try on different hats and research in a safe space (a fictional character), meet and talk with people to find what gender expression worked best for me, also going from she to he to fluid (any) to nonbinary (they.) i did not have restrictive parents or come from a small town, but im in my 40s, and there wasnt a lot of resource available where i grew up for trans kids in the 90s. i knew i wasnt a girl, and for me, boy seemed like my only other option until i learned that gender is not a binary and i actually had many ways i could go, until i found what felt right to me. and honestly, it was as simple as someone calling me 'They' in passing because they werent sure how to refer to me. Hit me like a ton of bricks. I was in my mid thirties and frankly, it was so relieving to finally have a pronoun that felt like ME! I think perhaps it was as simple for Caro as well. Unforch I cant give you a solid answer as to WHY they felt right for me or Caro. i just know it did, i think perhaps that an individual feeling for everyone who is figuring things out. Some people just KNOW, and others like me, know *something* and find out what the means for them along the way. <3

[pumpkinpie59]

random tmnt shippy stuff. i just wanna ramble

87:

leolotus. best ship ever u all know how i feel about them.

kalangelo. very underrated. weirdly might be more underrated than leolotus nowadays ….. prolly my fault idk AHAHSJSJ

raphibians / monaraphgenghis . lol where’d that come from- is this a real ship or is it for the bit?? you may never know……

jhannatello. 87 jhanna feels so right to me. mr donatello who doesnt feel like humanity accepts him while still loving human discovery… and falling for an alien girl who enjoys engineering like he does

vernasey. i may be crazy

shrang. this one’s funny bc i dont think i genuinely care about it but it’s very entertaining

irmapril. why is this borderline canon,,,,,,,

archie:

oyukiangelo. ive only read the first few issues of archie so i cant really speak on this but from what ive seen they’re sweet. we love a friends to lovers situation

mezraph??? idk what to call them lmao. if raphael wasn’t a MESS in archie this could be the cutest thing ever.

tnm:

turtlelamb / barbratello. OUGHDNDNFMDJD they’re cute

shinivenus. this started as an accident. but since i created this, shinirai feels so boring in comparison.

03:

jhannatello. im obsessed im obsessed im obsessed. i need jhanna content im losing my mind. THEY WERE IN LOVEEEEE

leolotus. hehehehehehe. im giving 03 leo the most idiotic slow burn ever.

idw:

tribangelo. mikey was the only guy in these comics with a sane relationship do u know how crazy that is?? it’s bc he’s perfect. anyways he and trib are adorable i wuv them

sheenika. i like that they get to bond over being humans-to-mutants while having different viewpoints on it

2012:

apritello. theyre messy but theyre my mess. i can fix them. i hate that ppl ignore their character development after the bigfoot episode bc it’s thereeeee

raphmona. so many missed opportunities gosh. but they can be cute

shinirai. shinivenus is better but they’re cool

leolotus. something about finally seeing leo in a generally healthy relationship lmao….

rise:

kendraphael. this sounds insane if u dont know this: i hc kendra is a pre-mutation mona lisa in the rise universe. i will stand on this hill.

tales:

leolotus. pining lotus mwahaha. i reject aprilnardo,,

[riotlain]

HII been looking at ur content for a while /pos and love it sm especially bcz u write for male reader 🫶 that being said can i get billy / stu (poly or seperate! anything is okay ^^) with FTM s/o who’s a little ditzy? if your uncomfy with that it’s completely fine!

meow i unintentionally made reader a bit of a bimbo/himbo guy

like instead of a little they a bit mad ditzy💀💀 mb

im sorry this feels short😭😭

THIS IS A NWLNW BLOG!! WOMEN DNI

Poly Ghostface

Honestly they just like the fuck with you at this point

Like your reactions make them laugh

 “What's your favourite scary movie?” "Well I've always enjoyed the Halloween movies. But also the one with Chucky is fun to watch! Omg Jason is probably one of my favs too. blah blah blah-"

They find it funny to sneak into your house and rearrange your shit. Bc then you look silly to them when your running around looking for whatever youre missing

At school they probably eventually get you to hang with them

Randy doesnt really like you. He says youd be one of the first to do in a horror movie bc if your behavior

"Girls like you would die first or second in the movie!" "Im not a girl so it cancels out"

ANYWAYS SKIP TO YALL 3 ACTUALLY DATING

They tried to keep the whole ghostface thing a secret from you but you found out

You end up finding their ghostface stuff on accident and when you ask it kinda shocks them💀

"Soo like I kinda know you 2 are behind the whole Ghostface stuff. LIKE I DONT REALLY CARE! But just wanted to let yall know🤭🤭"

If you take T (shot kind for this idk if theres others really) they help you with the shots

If you hate needles they try to talk you through it but Stu sucks at it💀💀

"And then BAM! The couple got cut by Jason!" "Stu, shut the hell up."

Stu Macher

Stu was interested in you first

You were in a few of a his classes and he saw you in the halls alot

He noticed your habit of tripping over nothing, rambling a bit too much, or dropping stuff you were holding

He could tell you were probably not the brightest person ever but he still fell hard for you

That led to him talking (going on long rants) to Billy about you

He invites you over alot

Doesnt mind you talking and asking questions during movies

Loves when you cling to him when anything scary happens

Man finds you so cute! (in a probably pathetic way but anyways)

Loves to scare you

Stu just loves to see you jump away like a scared cat ok!

Billy Loomis

Heard about you from Stu and decided to check you out (stare at menacingly from afar)

You probably noticed he makes it a bit obvious

He likes that you talk to your friends about him alot

"Omg that guy keeps staring at me! He's kinda cute. A bit scary though."

You somehow didn't know who he was

He's the one to make the calls as Ghostface to your place

Stu would be the one to chase you around but that usually doesn't happen since you'd go on long tangents about whatever

Also finds you cute in a pathetic way

Has he killed people who dared make fun of you for being trans? Yes. Definitely. Absolutely

[peachiseas]

okay i am very new here, so i need a through introduction to your mcs! like eve for example, pls post his whole biography o(╥﹏╥)o

fr tho, tell me anything and everything :D

TOOK SO DAMN LONG SINCE I WANTED TO DRAW A STEP ONE REF OF EVE BUT ITS GONNA TAKE A MINUTE so here are the sketches,,, Anyways- gonna introduce the main two mcs/ocs you'll see here: Eve Cortez Williams and Aaliyah Dubious

(dont mind my ipad scribbles on the screenshot iofqiowogi) Lemme put this under a readmore actually so yall dont get slammed with a long ass post:

Starting with Eve:

He's my Tamarack MC, but I figured since uh. all my art that was a given

He has a strained relationship with Qiu in step 1 but they become besties by step 2 and by step 3, they are like family to each other. If no one got Eve, Eve knows Qiu got them, amen 🙏

He comes out as transmasc by step 2, and by step 3 he gets top surgery and starts taking testosterone and firmly identifies as a butch lesbian

He's from the southern part of Miami, Florida. He's Golden Grove's residential florida man

He practices martial arts religiously, he's a big fan of Goku and Dragonball in general so he wants to be like his idol

His story deviates a bit from the OL2 generic mc story, he did have a dad! Opal and his dad wanted a kid but they both didn't want to get married and since the two of them were best friends, they decided to have a kid together (or well two but we'll talk about that later)

What's important to note from above is that his dad isn't around anymore because his father passed away a few months ago due to a car accident and Eve was hospitalized as a result

So by the time he's at Golden Grove, he's in anger stages of his grief and he doesn't want to be bothered. Which sucks cause hes neighbors with the two loudest kids on the block

Doesn't help he's a ESL speaker (English as a Second Language) and Golden Grove's population is majorly white so he has even harder of a time adjusting to it

He gets into fights in step 1... a Lot. Someone will look at him funny and they'll get punched in the face

He does adjust but he still doesn't like Golden Grove by step 3 but funnily enough, he moves away at the end of step 3 for treatment but moves back in step 4, crazy how that shit works huh

He has two emotional support bunnies; Bulma and Chi-Chi! He gets them in step 2, Qiu and Eve bond over them LMFAO

As for Aaliyah:

She's my Qiu MC, to the shocker of no one. Tamarack is also her best friend <3

Aaliyah is from New Orleans, Louisiana! She's full blooded Haitian and she has family in Haiti

She's also transfem! She passes for cis in step 1 thanks to hormone blockers and some makeup and then starts taking estrogen in step 2 and onwards

Her being black and transfemme is integral to her character and how she navigates around Golden Grove, she doesn't tell anyone she's trans until near the end of step 1. By step 3, the girl gang and Qiu knows shes trans

^^ That's because she had a very negative experience coming out to her community who previously loved her but flipped on her just as fast

So moving to Golden Grove was supposed to be a fresh start for her as herself but by that point she feels like she has to keep up her "cis-sona" lest she gets bullied again

She still gets bullied for other reasons in step 2 though (being a pretty black girl and the one person who has a crush on her is the most popular kid in school... its rough! 😭)

By step 4 though she is proud to call herself trans and will let people know!

She lovessss animals! And the animals love her back! She feeds them all the time and keeps animal food on her for that purpose when she goes to the park to read by herself, she got a flock of crows and stray cats that like to follow her

She has a cat named Kiki!!! Kiki loves everyone except Qiu though, Aaliyah doesnt know that though-

I hope that was enough of a info-dump! If anyone has anymore questions please ask i have so much lore please-

[voltrixz]

Why YOU should go vote for Electro (TSSM) in @cartoon-character-competition​

First off this is like the first time I have managed to get Electro into a competition which is a CRIME in itself already 

You may be familiar with Electro from the usual Spiderman comics or movies but trust me tssm Electro is the best Electro ever.

Like LOOK AT THIS GUY HE FUCKIN ROCKS, HIS DESIGN IS SICK AS HELL!!!!!

and well this guy has been through a lot. He used to be an engineer at Dr Connors lab where they were studying and experimenting on radioactive eels. (probably not a good idea but ok) And well well after a work accident, Electro (previously known as Max) goes from 

to 

and well while his new look is sick as hell, lets just say it makes just trying to function properly really REALLY difficult and after being frustrated about no one being able to help and facing the possibiltity his life may never go back to normal, he runs off fuming. 

And what does one angry man just turned into living walking form of electricity do? Buy coffee of course 

(this is how he looks fully suited up and with a disguise outfit on top btw )(which is why he looks a bit different here) 

Anyways he realizes he cant even drink “a measly cup of coffee” anymore and freaks out, alerting peter parker who chases after him after electro freaks out storms off. 

 So what happens next?

- Peter attacks him thinking he’s a threat (he’s not hes just freaking out and pissed off)

- Realizing his mistake Peter tries to help but Electro now refuses and is ultimately defeated 

- He’s sent to a mental institution to recover and it seems he had but nope as soon as he’s out he’s out for revenge

- He teams up with the sinister six, gaining both a mentor/father figure in Doc Ock (leader of the sinister six)

- Is defeated again and no longer pretends to try to recover at the mental institution when he’s sent back and looses faith in his new mentor 

- Is recruited back into a new Sinister six and recovers that faith again in his  mentor 

- Once again defeated and is abandoned by said mentor figure and almost loses his life if it wasnt for Peter saving him.

- From then on he’s sent to an insane asylum and well I sure wish we knew what happened next

BECAUSE WE DONT BECAUSE TSSM WAS CANCELLED AT SEASON 2 WHEN WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GET AT LEAST LIKE 5 

so yeah not only is Electro’s story tragic, it doesnt even get a PROPER ENDING 

but lets focus on the positives for a bit shall we?

(laying out some images of him, i need you guys to look at him)

like LOOK AT HIM!!!!! he’s got both, the silly expressions and beyond pissed off ones, a true balance, he’s both a bit of goofy loser and cool as hell 

oh and btw he’s trans coded as hell

first off unlike the other villains who dont mind whether you call them from their actual name or villain alias, Electro has a strong distaste over his old name. Angrily calling out people who dont refer to him as Electro. 

Not only that but he’s seen and treated as an outcast. That is until joining the sinister six, a band of outcasts just like him where he’s even eager to join back.

Plus he just radiates trans swag (also a a majority of the tssm fandom has come to a agreement that yeah electro is trans and is in no way cis )

LIKE GO TBOY GO!!!! KILL!!!!!!

Also theres even subtle nod of him even being queer as when he laments on what he wanted to do before the accident, he says “you know i had plans before all this, go back to college, meet someone, have a LIFE” 

You may have noticed he never specifies whether he wants to meet a girl or a guy which like  🏳️‍🌈 ? 

(also in the comics, Electro is canonically bisexual so....)

so yeah I know this site loves the owl house and belos is a good villain and all but he’s a terrible, completely irredeemable, asshole of a person and cmon would you really let electro lose to a guy like that? After all the guy’s been through? 

Plus a win for a electro is a win for trans/queer people all around (has made me cry and sob over his story as I relate to a lot of the aspects in his story personally as a queer/trans person and has made me so so attached to him) (has made me be so proud of being trans and give me hope about officially transitioning someday) (funny enough he actually helps me cope with my gender dysphoria A LOT and he has geniuely helped me so much and he means so so much to me)

So go vote ELECTRO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (do it for me guys pretty please (stares at you with sparkling wide eyes)

[logicroute]

hi so im normal abt shin tsukimi being nonbinary. most of this is just hcs but this is real to me. read it undercut :3 i also touched on my hispanic shin and him being gay aroacespec by accident. whoops

to me at least. shin hasn’t really ever cared abt his gender that much, it was never really a big part of his life growing up so he never put thought into it or really had a meaning for it in his mind.

he is still transgender to me, he started exploring himself at around.. 14? i would say, it wasn’t anything much, just dressing more GNC, having fun with combining both styles of masculine and feminine clothing and all of that. in a way wanting to seem confusing but not at the same time.

he likes exploring and experimenting with how gender feels for him while hes older, but ya know how it is. it just, doesnt really seem right to pick a side with something you dont really understand yourself.

so thats where the quoigender comes in. its also called WTFgender which i find amazing. quoigender pretty much means that you cant really put a definition on your gender. so i think over time shin starts like. feeling more connected to that term for himself..!!

to me he uses any prns and any terms because of his like.. somewhat lack of care on how people assign a gender to him in a way when he meets new people, like the way that people think of him hasnt reallu been a big thought to him. until the death game which he puts up the front of  someone that is threating to survive but he still doesnt really care abt prns in the death game. a really funny idea is that everyone just uses a completely different set of pronouns for him and everyone just understands that its abt shin cuz of the tone in the voice.

theres also the whole… not really having an idea who you are with the hiyori persona in the death game but whooo cares abt that rn. something something gender playing into how he copied how he remembered hiyori acting like.. so acting more dramatic and the works.. 

and i also hc him as hispanic which.. can also play into his gender in a way. to me his mom is hispanic for context. she herself never liked the idea of gender roles but she never gotten a chance to break out of them..until she moved to japan for school, met shins dad and all of that. so when she had shin she wanted to make sure that nothing was being overly expected from him that fits into any of the norms.. she is also somewhat breaking without knowing but its whimsical for her. i need to talk abt the tsukimis more they mean so much to me.

not to get too ibto his sexuality in the gender rant but. i thibk he knew he was gay for a while, hes alaways liked boys for his whole life pretty much, he hasnt felt attraction to girls at all besides like.. the planotic “ohh ur pretty:)” thing you know. but then also the aroace spectrum kicks in. 

at least to me. shin hasnt really felt romantic feelings for anyone reallly. like he couldnt really place how he feels for ppl on a romantic scale if rhay makes sense, but like he has felt them in rare occasions, but nothing really happens lmao. so the plain term of arospec usually works.

im aceflux shin number one believer. its just really dear to me for some reason. it doesnt really breach out of the demisexual area that much but its okay he gets to have some fun with labels.

also no cisgender person only wears winter clothing all year long. he is most likely nonbinary but he has a minimum wage shift in the hour and is kinda doomed in a death game later so he cant care abt that atm. 

in short uhhh shin tsukimi any pronouns quoigender/nonbinary aroace spec gay real forever. 

[cosmoshard]

Ohhh, can you elaborate on the Mutant/Yokai apocalypse au??

Okay funny thing: i wrote this au back in 2021 when Rise was just beginning to air its second season, so I had no way of knowing we were gonna get a movie, nor what its plot would be like, so imagine my surprise when I look back at this au and realize its just an alternate, (much more amateur) version of the Rottmnt movie premise. Now its not plot for plot, there’s a ton of differences OKAY LEGGO!!✨

Like the movie: the turtles are all adults and the leaders of the revolution, with the help of their friends. They are in hiding from the rest of the world because of lack of warning before the invasion/revolution and are slowly fighting back. All the turtles had roles to play: Leo was a fighter pilot/foot-soldier, operating from the air where he had a birds eye view. Rlly leaned into his cocky do-it-his-own-way attitude lol. He also adopted a small yokai girl he found one day on the battlefield.

Raph was the tank, the one always on the front lines, first one there and last one out. He got real tough over the years so he was always using himself as a shield. He also saw a lot of allies die so he became quieter and more stoic. The opposing side called him Walking Death because whenever he arrived he would lay waste to thousands of their kind, mind stuck in savage raph as a way to cope wt all the violence. Raph had a relationship with a mona lisa type character and he has a small kid named enan, who’s a mutant Gecko/turtle hybrid.

Donnie was the brains of the operation as usual, in classic neurodivergent fashion he forgets to take care of himself and holes up in his underground lab where he tries to constantly stay on top of the Yokai’s mystic magic with new inventions. A bad lab accident left his shell and backbone exposed along with destroying his left arm and scarred his side pretty bad. He now has a robot arm and is bionically attuned to his inventions. (I have a more on his inventions but i dont want to spoil it all as i might keep them for future ideas :D)

Mikey is the cook/home-base man. Making sure everything stays running and doing his best to keep the family together. He is fastly becoming more doctor Delicate Touch moreso then Soft Mikey as he used to be. He is also gets to babysit the most often cuz he’s always at home 🙄/lh

April became their resident Medical Expert and has appointed herself as Donnie’s daily nagger to get sleep and food. She also ends up being a sort of therapist for the resistance but doesnt give herself the same luxury even tho the bros offer many times. Because she stays in base most of the time her and Mikey end up shouldering the same responsibilities and they understand each other on a deeper emotional level then most of the family.

Other Characters Roles:

Shredder is back and is the leader of the yokai’s, but is distant and only using them to conquer the world and become emperor. Baron Draxum is his Star General and the one mostly in the spotlight, therefore directly influencing the yokai below them, (and any major decisions they came up with.) Big mama demanded to be called Empress and she commands most of the army

A couple more things✨

Shredder’s whole plan is to reach the core of the planet to find the source/core of all mystic energy (which was later revealed to be canon!?? in the s2 finale wt the empyrean spring beneath the hidden city.) the resistance has to find it before shredder can so they can turn the tide of the war.

That’s basically it, other than plot points, thank you for asking!!! It took a little bit to make it coherent because i write in bullet notes lol, if ya want to know we can dm or reblog chain :3

[zainnbug]

so ….i’ve been rewatching “The Spectacular Spider-Man” and i just wanted to give my lukewarm takes on it (just my own personal opinions!) prepare for horrible analysis and alot of words!!!!!

1. THE VILLAINS LOWKEY SUCK

i say this with an open mind because Spectacular Spider-Man is a kids show… but the villains are not good. I feel like there is very little build up on these characters origin stories and why the way they act like they do. For example electro, an ordinary repair guy who is involved in a work accident while working on machinery next to genetically altered eels. for me i just couldn’t understand where all his hatred was coming from except for the fact that he is never able to go back to his life. Like this guy is traumatized and now has to adjust to a new life that harms everyone and then boom he’s evil and hates Spider-Man (Too much Spider-Man hate and not enough I-hate-the-world kind of hate! ). There just wasn’t more of a build up to it, like i wished he tried to be like a hero just like Spider-Man then completely fucks everything up while trying to do good. I know certain life altering changes completely changes someone but i still wish he tried to cling onto his human characteristics (like his morals he once had from who he used to be). It would’ve been cool if he tried to be himself again more mentally and then threw that out the window cuz it was never gonna work out)That’s also one thing i see recurring with the villains is that they just hate Spider-Man…. But I still try to keep an open mind as it is a really short show and apparently electricity is the main source for all evilness in this show (literally).

2. He’s a hoe

heavy on this one cause pete cannot choose from liz, gwen, mj, black cat or that bugle secretary. He went from that shordy who worked at the bugle to mj to liz allan to black cat then to liz again then gwen then LIZ AGAIN then gwen again? it was like every 5 seconds he was switching sides …like oh man! liz is into me.. oh and gwen too!! and then he just wouldn’t make up his mind. This guy is a man whore I STILL REMEBER THE SCENE WHERE HE FINALLY DECIDED TO TALK TO GWEN AFTER THEIR KISS AND SHE BLEW HIM OFF SO HE STARTED THINKING ABT MJ WHILE SHE(MJ) WAS TALKING TO HIM. even she told him to get it together 😔 do better peterman

3. Mjs incredible personality✨

this one’s not too much of a big deal and i can tolerate it but it still irks me. Throughout the entire time of Mjs screen time is her personality which kind of ruins her character in this show. From the way she talks to how she flirts with everyone in the show bothers me. She flirts with nearly every guy in the show and she’s just… too flirty LIKE IT DOESNT FIT HER CHARACTER. It’s not the Mj i know but i still do luv. It’s just not in her character to act this flirtatious. It’s like she has no real personality other than being hot.

BONUS:

-the villains in this show were still enjoyable like otto octavius and venom, which are my personal favs. Also seeing marko stick up for a child being bullied and saving innocent people really did it for me. I also thought he was just some mindless spider-man hater but there’s a little more to it.

- despite peter being a hoe….erm i actually cannot find something good to say abt his hoe side srry y’all….

-despite Mjs flirty side, Mj is like the number one supporter for most of the characters in this show. She’s the one constantly checking on gwen and peter while also giving them relationship advice or just advice in general. Also she’s the first person to notice something is wrong. I like to call her a girls girl cuz she really looks out for the girls in the show.

thanks for reading my horrible takes i will be posting more like follow and subscribe if y’all actually read me yapping away and stay tuned y’all 🙏

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[tagging people so they ask me questions about him]

Name:

Jayden Gray Orton

Nickname:

Jay [most common name], Jay-Jay, Jaybird, Jayhausen, Jaybud, Scamp, Gremlin, Jayden, Darlin', Angel, Buttercup, Sweetheart,

Born:

Novemeber 29th, 1993

Pronouns:

He/She/They/Ze [no real prefrence]

From:

Chicago Illinois

Hair Color:

Ginger

Eye Color:

Green/Blue

Height:

5 foot tall

Weight:

132 lbs

Small Bio:

Adopted by Willow and James Orton when he was two, she grows up a pretty normal girl in the normal household of girls do girl things and boys do boys things. She does ballroom dancing as a child and grows up with a passion for musical theatre and acting as well as medicine. He grows up wanting to be an actor until an unfortunate accident renders her hard of hearing/deaf [she uses the terms interchangably] which means that he now has hearing aids. He forgoes the desire to act to become a doctor instead, facianted by how people can just mend and heal like nothing bad happened.

At age thirteen her parents send her off to Blackpool, to an old friend William Regal who is going to teach Jay the art of wrestling as a way for her to get his extra energy out [plottwist its medicated/undiagnosed hyperactive ADHD] but Regal takes thsi little 13 year old from Chicago under his wings and trains him all the art of wrestling, Jay realises that she has a passon for death matches and hardcore wrestling, and shes damn fucking good at it.

Up on the main roster, Jay struggles because theyre not allowed to do anything apart from a few high flying moveis and years go by where Jay just isnt happy in her position, made worse by coles call up. So this is when Jericho starts slowly manpulating and selling Jay on the idea of joining the JAS and AEW and so she shows up with the rest of the JAS. They start treating Jay at first like a princess a gloruos little angel who can do their dirtywork until she starts to loose matches and the JAS start getting annoyed and agrivated and start bullying them - cue wrestlers weekly standing up for this little new kid who keeps being picked on. Jay ends up doing a diving headbutt during a amtch with Kris Stratlander and cracks their head on both a steel chair and a ring anvas- he's concussed instatnyl nad really doesnt remember how she got backstage [the best friends and kris helped him there and wheeler looked after them and took her back to the JAS lockerroom]

Jay has their therapy rabbit Hemlock [yes, like the poision] there and shes chatting away to the rabit when he starts to completely like zone our and dissocate. This is where he meets kenny someone who treats them and calms him down and whene Jay first registers that theres someone else in the room she panics instantly cuz the JAS trained her to not show emotions especially those who are like sad or guilty emotions. Jay states that she doesnt know who kenny is, because theybve only really kinda seen him around and not spoken to him and Kenny sticks his hand out and goes "Kenny omega, now you know me!" and when jay introsduces themselve as "Jayden Orton" Kenny smiles and "nice to meet ya jay"

and everything kinda just snaps int place. Jay! Nobody had ever called them Jay before, like the bird and everything nice and kind. And thats a boys name, Jay wouldnt mind being a boy. Jay

she likes it.

so yeah Kenny provides an entire gender crisis. Jay snaps out of dissocation and switches for a panic attack which kenny helps and explains that "oh my partner has these sometimes, he really doesnt like to be alone sometimes.are you going to be okay?- Oh! you two should meet youd really like him! he's really kind, and cute."

Kenny in intensily queer around Jay and considering that shes never really been exposed to outwardly queer people and openly gender-queer people her mind goes all scrambled in a good way.

Some other things happen,. jay leaves the JAS, spends a lot of time lurking in dark corrdiors meeting more firneds. She keeps finding kenny and acddientally meets hanger when kenny is like inches away from getting him on his knees. The two of them make instant friends. The go dancing and to bars and Jay assumes that because she likes the name Jay, he cant be a girl- so he has to be a boy.

Adam cole worms his way back into Jays life as a foe and then someone that their boyrioends are fucking and then cole realises that shes trans femme and Jay realises that hes not a trans man but infact genderqueer. Jay and coles trans journeys are linked and ill go more uinto that if anyone else really wants to hear about it.

In the end Jay starts dating wheeler, kenny and both adams. wheeler is only dating jay. Kenny and the adams are all dating one another. The polycule is all disgustingly in love and adore each other.

Regal scoops up his now grandchild [as well as granddaughter/grandson- regardless os how jay feels regal will always be their grandpa] as the newest member of the BCC where she can finally have a family thats forged in blood and ocmbat as well as kindness and love. Mox gives them his ADHD meds sometimes.

Favorite Wrestlers Growing Up:

Sabu, Mick Foley, Bob Orton Senior, Shawn Micheals

First Wrestling Crush:

Debuts/Years In Wrestling:

15th December 2006: He has his first match in a house show in a backyard wrestling comapny [13 years old]

28 November 2008: Offical Debut in All Star Wrestling [A day before her 15th birthday]

9th December 2010: Her offical CZW debut [17 years old]

2012- 2013: Travels back to Chicago to go to medical school [A year of medical school at Pritzker School of Medicine] and doesn't return to wretling after a mental breakdown

7 December 2014: Returns to wrestling in 4 Front Wrestling [21 years old]

18 June 2018: Debute in NXT UK [25 years old]

28 August 2018: Offical debute with NXT [25 years old] Reconnects with Adam Cole [25 years old]

20 March 2019: The start of her and Coles mixed tag team, they gel very quickly since being friends before- they start fucking around literally, theres feelings involved [26 years old]

1 July 2019: The end of her and Cole's mix tax team partnership (off-screen) [26 years old]

29 November 2019: Called up to the main roster and debuts on raw [27 years old- just turned]

10 Feburary 2022: Offically walks out of WWE and quits over a multitude of issues- Just quits in the middle of the ring MJF style [28 years old]

9 March 2022: Offical debuts as part of the JAS, it quickly turns sour as shes the only girl there and they target her for "not being strong enough" [28 years old]

20 July 2022 : Offically gets kicked out of the JAS by being attacked, saved by the BCC becoming an un-offical member [28 years old]

2 August 2022: Becomes a BCC member offically [28 years old]

29 March 2023: Slowly starting to pull away from the BCC after they start attacking her boyfriends, still offically a member of the Blackpool Combat Club [29 years old]

Wrestling Style:

Hardcore/Deathmatch/high-flyer

Who is Like Family to Her?:

Jon Moxley, Matt and Nick Jackson [brothers] Excalibur [father figure] Dax Harwood/Cash Wheeler [uncles] Renee Paquette/RJ City [Aunts] Tony Schiavone [grandpa] William Regal [legal guardian/Grandpa] Taz [uncle] Hook [cousin] Kota Ibushi [Self assigned step father- called her son in Japaneese]

Who has she known the longest?

Adam Cole

Who would she like to meet in the business?

So many death match wrestlers

Hobbies:

archery, music [plays the eletric guitar], axe/knife throwing, smoking, gymnastics, singing, scrapbooking, collecting pull tabs

If she couldn’t wrestle anymore, she would:

Hed get into a dangerous job something that would more then likely get him hurt, or work with kids.

Languages known:

Fluent in French, Knows very little Japaneese

Secrets of Hers:

He secretly feels guilty that he got called to the main roster in WWE and Cole didn't reall. Shes always seen her as the better wrestler.

Phobias:

Dentiophobia: Phobia of the dentists Eremophobia: Fear of abadoment Atelophobia: Phobia of letting people down

Number of Tattoos:

A lot over 20 a few important ones: - A crown on the back of her left knee for Cole - A bird and stingway to represent the bucks on their right shoulder blade/back - A cactus on his neck for Hangman - 'Tomorrow belongs to me' on her right ribs - An off/switch behind her right ear - a snake on her wrist for Regal - An omega sign/golden star on his right fingers [middle and index] for kenny and kota - a 'mom' tattoo for claudio [got as a joke] on her left shoulder - barbed wire around his left ankle for mox [it was her first tattoo when she was 16] - a little heart on her wrist just over her pulsepoint for wheeler - a collection of doodles across his right knee and across around that area just because

Number of Piercings:

Erl piercing, Ears peircing, nipples peircing, double lip rings

Any History of Broken Bones:

a broken nose during an bump gone wrong, a broken arm in third grade, a dislocated ankle when he was 18         

Any Injuries from Wrestling:

A broken nose, concussion, knocked crooked teeth, facial injurys leaving behind scars [All of these in a bump that went wrong that traumatised Cole- Jay doesn't remember it] splitting her head open during AEW, broken arm, glass embedded in arms, dislocated ankle

Wrestlers She Has Dated/Been in a Relationship with at Some point in her career:

Rhea Ripley [During her time in NXT UK to just before dating adam cole]

Adam Cole [during their mix-tag team]

Wheeler Yuta [during her time out the JAS-present]

Wheeler Yuta, Kenny Omega, Hangman Page, Adam Cole [Current ship]

[honey-deku]

15: Have any pets? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 57: Do you believe in true love?

hey Quin! how are you!

15: yes! i have a german shepherd named Lady that i received from an ex friend way back in highschool. she's a sweet, goofy, and lovely dog that has always protected me and my family more times than i can count on my hands. she's a huge girl, even by GSD standards, very few males we've met were actually taller/bigger than her

funny story: i wasn't in danger by any means but once during highschool, while on a walk with Lady, these 3 stereotypical cholos were heading our way being rowdy and loud, having a good ol' time

they get to me and Lady and suddenly they get all quiet and formed a single file line to avoid making contact with her kdkskds she really humbled them

as for the cat, he unfortunately passed away in October of this year due to an accident back home. he was probably one of the best cats i've ever had: a bit fussy and he loved to annoy me as much as i loved to annoy him but was overall such a chill sweetheart and captured most people's attention with his dorrito face and pointy ears (he was half siamese) i'll always cherish the memory of him and i do hope that one day he and i will meet again

30: to keep it brief, some family matters are happening right now and despite me being abroad for school, the family still doesnt grasp that the time zone difference is huge. i can't help them if they expect me to be available for calls and such at 3AM in my timezone and wont respect that fact

57: so there's quiet a few definitions to this term since even as a child, i always questioned what "true love" even is. it's such an abstract concept for me

i guess to an extent, i agree with most definitions about true love being a form of love founded on pure affection for a person rather than just feelings of desire

i dont agree that it has to be "perfect" however; maybe im cynical but there's always going to be conflict between couples, even if 97 percent of the time they get along great. i believe mistakes will be made and compromises and communication are key to attaining this "true love"

i don't believe in absolutes but i believe in having an open mind, simply put, i think my answer would technically be "no" LMAO

[boschlowtxt]

Haaay, it's me, the man who offered Willow and Bosch to hug you :)))

Can I find out what kind of headcannons you have for Boshlow? Orientation/gender, etc.??

Boscha

Orientation: Aro Lesbian

Gender: Trans girl

Moral compass: Anti-villain (does wrong things for just reasons)

Ethnicity: Southeast Asian

Loves to unhealthy degrees: Friends and especially Maya, her crabby.

Whats the problem with u: doesnt understand social cues. Cant read the room. Puts herself up by putting others down. Doesnt know how to listen unless its in sport language.

Bonus: Bookworm. Secretly into The Good Witch Azura. Also enjoys Ruler's Reach but thats already canon but I will say she has a secret blog for it and shes soo embarrassed whenever someone brings up the fact that she reads. She also has gender dysphoria which is why she gets 10x more confident during grudgby season because yes shes captain of an all girls sports team and yes she gets to wear her dumb letterman jacket to all her classes.

Willow

Orientation: Butch Lesbian*

Gender: Transmasc genderfae

Moral compass: Be gay, do crimes, morally gray. (Would steal, would read ur diary, think Eda kinda mischief).

Loves to unhealthy degrees: Friends

Whats the problem with u: doormat. Puts others up by putting herself down. Pretends to listen to u but is actually tuning u out if u talk abt her issues. Thinks motivational self-help videos on Bootube is therapy. Stuck in her mind most of the time (is that how u say it?? Sorry idk how to say lutang in english)

Bonus: Uses she/her and gf to refer to herself but once she's married she'd prefer to use dad and husband as terms for her because its what she grew up hearing. Every Valentines day she hangs out with Gus they call it Pal-entines day and basically they catch each other up on their love life and go out to get coffee and watch a movie together and promise that they'll never stop being besties because they're incredibly corny like that and they both need the reassurance.

*My orientation hc for Willow changes a lot but for the longest time I have headcanoned her as a lesbian since s1 so its what im used to. But i also hc her as bi or pan, depending on the situation.

[luffythinker]

We need to talk about MomoKendo more Specifically their relationship + first eveythings

First kiss* I think Kendo would be the the one to kiss Momo first, Momo doesnt strike me as the one to women up to the task. Maybe if they were seeing eachother in a small light after the camp incident they start thinking more about eachother Kendo goes to Momo and hesitates apologizing for acting weird not kissing her yet but actually realizing she has a thing for her. After Kamino (the Momo helping with the bakugo escape mission) she doesn't know about it cause the teachers keep it on the down low but she snoops around a little (has someone in class B help her that wont go off the rails but help her figure out what happen help her if she cant find out herself) and finds out while the dorm thing is happening and that's when she goes to scold Momo for being one track minded, she could have gotten hurt! She thought at least Momo would have the common sense but it appears all of class A is an idiot like Monoma says (she says this jokingly angry with momo) which Momo says something like "yes I deserve it cause my actions were less than responsible" and Kendo calls her a idiot in a endearing way grabbing her roughly by her shirt pulling her into a real kiss telling her not to do something like that again holding her face and telling her shes too precious and she couldn't bear something like that happening to her. Momo is in shock and awe still in the close proximity to Kendo eyes wide that she kissed her, she cant tell if shes surprised another girl would kiss her who the fact Kendo cares about her like that Momo's brain is in shut down mode cause NOT JUST A GIRL BUT A REALLY INTELLIGENT REALLY STRONG GIRL TOUCHED HER LIPS WITH HER OWN this moment stays with Momo and she thinks back on it alot she honestly thinks about it more often than ever in her bed or when she gets up to brush her teeth she feels her lip remembering Kendo's words even though they were harsh she didnt honestly remember what she was saying she just remembered the kiss Kendo on the other hand views this as the beginning of them dating and starts doing extra stuff for Momo coming to sit next to her at lunch bringing her gifts or just trying to be what a girlfriend is Mina probably brings it up and Momo's all "were dating?" Momo didnt know shes shocked and surprised when its revealed to her that they were even remotely going out she thought a kid was just a kiss she ddidn't know what it meant Kendo is half laughing at her half disappointed cause that means all the effort she put in wasn't shown without telling she tries to laugh it off like "yeah I thought you knew! I didn't think it needed to be said, what? Should I have kissed you again and properly asked?" Momo is hot mess confused as to why or even how Kendo would want her of all people "What did you think the kiss was for?!" Kendo speaks loudly a little upset half confused at the part momo isn't getting about this "i like you do you want to go out?" She makes it blantly clear for her Momo nods "great! Can I kiss you?" Momo nods again "yes please"

I think that's pretty cute

Lovely, let's get into them!!

JUST TEARED UP A BIT AFTER READING IT ALL CAUSE OMG I LOVE LESBIANS

I think I will just share my thoughts on how I think their relationship would start and then first kiss and stuff

So for me, I can see Kendo having a crush on Momo from afar but not doing anything or even trying to talk to her cause she didn't know she was into girls, I think Momo is demisexual so crushes are a bit hard to explain in her mind, but she does think Kendo is very attractive. They would start talking first after the camp accident, and I think that's when sparks start!! I agree that Kendo would kiss first, especially after she sees that there is interest, I think we can keep your first kiss scenario here because I really loved it so much and it's so perfect for them. Now the aftermath of this is where it gets complicated, cause for Momo she think that there has to be a formal confession and/or will you be my girlfriend? for them to be dating and Kendo thought they were cool and the kiss meant that yes they're into each other so yeah they are dating. I can see this going for weeks and on the first month after the kiss, Kendou wants to celebrate and Momo is like ??? wait what ??? That's where they would have to talk and Kendo finally asks Momo to be her girlfriend, she's confused and upset but overall just satisfied that now her girlfriend is actually her girlfriend!! I think Momo just likes things to be as clear as possible to avoid misunderstandings, and I think that's very sweet of her <3

[thatonetransguyincanada]

Character Writing Snippet:

Accident Prone

Wrote a lil snippet of a dnd character of mine that I’ve been hyper fixated on for the last few months!

Some important info:

Blaine is the main PC and hes currently working for a deadly group that runs the majority of the city’ underworld as an informant for Silas.

Silas is an up and coming powerhouse city guard who wants to take down the underworld. Hes also the son of merchant nobles.

*Trigger Warning* Blood, death, murder, panic attack, mental breakdown

I wasn't thinking just, acting on auto pilot. My body moving between buildings with practiced grace, following the all to familial path that's engraved in my bones.

I know I should be checking to see if someone is following, or being careful where I touch so I doesnt leave a bloody hand print behind. But at the moment the only thing on my mind was how otherwise calm and unaware the night was.

So many people sleeping in their beds, tucked under their warm sheets, not a clue to what had just transpired. Yet here I was, the literal walking proof of a crime committed not even 10 minutes ago.

The blood that drenches my front clings to my body. Each twist or lean has the clothing peel and drag against my skin in some horrifying painting only I know is there.

Finally, a particular moonlight coveted gaudy mansion with the towering maple tree along the left side comes into eye line. My heart beat picking up.

The crunch of foot fall becomes muffled once I reach the every so pristine lawn, for a moment wondering if anyone will notice the drops of blood in the morning.

I throw all remnants of caution to the wind and sprints at the tree, leaping off the trunk to grab a higher branch. My arms shake more with the strain of pulling myself up. I take a breath and almost choke on the lungful of cold iron. A small body slumping to the ground flashes through my mind.

“Stop…” I shake my head in a futile attempt to throw the image and following thoughts from my mind.

I just need to get inside.

Climbing a little higher, I perch on a branch almost level with the one window closest to the tree on the second floor. It's closed and there's nothing currently on the sill. Taking another deep, choking breath, I jump.

I land on the window sill with only a dull thud against the window pain. Each hand presses against either side of the wooden frame and pushes up. A creek dances in the air, but the window opens just enough for me to slip through.

The familiar scent of burnt wood, sweat, and peaches has every muscle relax, warmth from the embers of the fireplaces freezing my skin.

I take a tentative step further into the room, eyes set on the lump resting on the bed. Even from where I stand, I can see the mess of blond sprawled over the mountain of pillows.

I open my mouth to call out, but his name gets stuck in my throat. Once at his bedside I lean over and reach out, but I blink and he’s not laying there. In his place is a little elf girl with a dagger embedded in her throat, eyes that hold no life staring into my soul.

A gasping cry smashes against my lips as my hand recoils.

Something grabs the front of my shirt and yanks me forward, flipping me so I'm laying back on the bed.

A waterfall of tangled blond hair encompasses my peripheral vision while two steely blue eyes glare half lid down at me, the cool metal of some blade pressed to my neck.

“Who are-“ the half-sleep daze fades from Silas’ eyes and he pulls the dagger away. “Fucking- Blaine what are- wait are you covered in blood?!”

Silas’ half dressed figure blurs as he gets off my chest, but I still can't quite take a full breath. I lay on the bed, eyes snapping shut to stop the tears from pooling but it's no use. All I can see is that little girl staring up at me with those wide, doe-like innocent eyes. A flash of horror and fear crossing her face in the split second it took for my dagger to reach its unintended target. I can still hear her choking on the blood as it actually bubbled out around the blade.

My checks run slick as apology after apology spills out of me. Hiccups mixed with sobs hold my lungs hostage while a dagger of my own making twists and cuts up my insides.

Silas tries to speak, but I can't quite hear him over the pleas in my own head for a do over, to go back in time, to have aimed a little more to the left.

Why couldn't I have noticed sooner? Why did my arms have to react so fast? Why couldn’t I have tripped on that stupid table again? Why’d her father have to fight? Why couldn't he have just given over the money? Why’d she have to come out? Why do I-

“Blaine!”

Warm hands grab either side of my face and forcefully, but not harshly, turn my head. Thumbs run over my cheeks, trying to wipe away the rivers that’ve traced their paths over my skin. Not too soon after, something presses against my forehead and a sultry breath washes over my lips.

“Blaine.” Silas says again in a softer tone, “breathe.”

Silas take in a deep, noisy breath through his nose before exhaling through his mouth.

The scent of something sweet tickles my nose.

I try to match his breathing, the sweet scent of the last thing he ate before bed almost over powering the metallic scent of blood. I'm not sure how long we remain like this, but my sobbing quiets to hiccups and I'm able to pry open my eyes.

The first thing I see is Silas. Just Silas. Forehead resting on mine and eyebrows pulling down in concerned concentration. He stares down at me, eyes intensely scanning every inch of my face right before they lighten.

“That’s it. You’re doing great, just keep breathing.” A small smile pulls at Silas’ lips.

His smile, his scent, physically feeling him, knowing he's here loosens the knot in my stomach a little. Still shaky, I place both my hands right over top of his.

“Blaine, are you physically hurt?” Silas asks, his thumbs rubbing under my eyes.

I tap a finger on his right hand.

“Do you need a physician or any healing magic?” He asks next.

I take a moment to note any pain or harsh sensations over my body and recall the fight I was in. Truthfully, everything hurts, but nothing that would be life threatening. I tap Silas’ left hand.

“Thank the celestials.” Silas’ lets out a quick exhale, muscles relaxing as he deflates. “Here I thought I’d have to drag your butt to a temple tonight.”

I know he's trying to lighten the mood, even going so far as to flash his signature grin, but it doesn't feel right to smile. Not when there's a layer of blood between us.

Silas catches on, dropping his smile. “Are… you okay Love?”

A small, tiny part of me wants to say, ‘I broke into your house covered in blood and just had a mental breakdown possibly mixed with a panic attack. What the hell do you think?’

“You don't have to tell me what happened but I won't lie that the amount if blo-“

“I killed someone.” My voice is so quiet and hoarse I almost can't understand what I just admitted to out loud.

“I-I had to collect some money that was owed a-and the guy h-he wouldn't give it up!” The tears begin to pool once more with each passing heartbeat, more damning words tumbling out my lips. “Th-things went sideways a-and he-he got his hands around my throat! I-I couldn't breathe!”

He was sitting on the couch while I stood in front of him, the fireplace at my back. He’d launched himself at me so fast, I wasn’t prepared. The elven man wasn't large by any means, but the grip he held around my neck made me think he was going to crush it like paper. I stumbled back, my hands latching onto his own to try and pry them off. My foot caught the end of some small table and we went down.

Except the pull had more momentum than either of us would have guessed as the corner of his head collided with a rougher rock embedded in the fireplace.

“W-we tripped- there was a f-fire place- he hit his head-“

He stopped moving and his grip lightened enough for me to pry his calloused fingers off of my neck. In my panic I shoved him off, blood already soaking into my clothes.

“And then he- he wasn't moving! I got his hands off but I-“

I scrambled to my feet, but that's when I heard the creaking floor board. I was told he lived alone and without a chance to think, my hand reached to my side and the dagger left my fingers seconds after.

“I didn't know! He was- h-he’s supposed to- b-but he wasn’t!”

The dagger sheathed itself within the throat of the little elven girl. She tried to scream, but the only noise that came out was some gargled choking. She started walking towards me, one hand reaching out all around to grab or hold or feel anything while the other-

“T-there was- blood! So much b-blood!”

The other hand flimsily tried to pull out the blade sticking out of her neck but she just cuts herself even more. I only panicked more, horrified at what I'd done. She began to fall and I sprang at her to catch her before she hit the ground. She gripped onto my clothes. Pulling, squeezing, letting go all the while her watering eyes frantically darting around the room. She tries to speak again but more blood just rushes out from her neck, a small dribble starting on the corner of her lip.

“I-i tried to stop it! I wanted too- but it was so deep! I- I-“ I can't breathe. I can't breathe! I-

“Love! Love you’re safe! You’re okay! You’re okay!” The hands under mine rip away and all of the sudden I'm pulled up and pressed against a warm body.

I wrap my arms around Silas, clinging to him as the little girl had tried to with me.

I wouldn’t stop crying, and Silas wouldn’t let me go. He rubs circles in my back, gently rocking us all the while telling me “It's okay.” and “You’re safe.”

We stay like this until I calm down for the second time tonight. When I'm down to sniffles and hiccups and Silas’ skin thoroughly soaked with my guilt, Silas speaks, “What happened wasn’t your fault.”

“Yes it-“ I try to say, but Silas cuts me off while tightening his hold around me.

“No. It wasn't. He attacked you, Love. As far as I'm concerned, it was a freak accident that worked out in your favour. And for that, I'm grateful.” His voice is stern, leaving little room for argument.

But he doesn't have the full story. He doesn’t understand that the man isn't the one I killed in cold blood. “But you-“

“No.” Silas unwraps an arm and gently hooks my chin so we meet each other's gaze. “Love, if something ever happened to you, I don't know what I’d do with myself. I'm sorry things turned out the way they did, but I’d rather have some strange be six feet under than you.”

The way he looks at me with those eyes. With such softness and care and love and life, none of which ive ever felt I deserved. Yet here we are. Soaked in blood and tears with the crime of murder written on my soul forever and he still can look at me as if ive done no wrong.

Exhaustion weighs and pulls my body down, so I rest my head against Silas’s shoulder. “Can I… can I stay here with you? Just for tonight?”

Silas smiles a soft, tender smile. He lays us down, the blankets, bed sheets, and blood forgotten as our own mixed body warmth keeps us from freezing. Silas gives the top of my head a kiss before just resting his head in the exact spot. “I’ll make sure nothing touches you tonight.”

I snuggle in close, pressing as much of myself as I dare against Silas with my head close to where his heart is.

And Silas’ living and beating heart is the last thing I hear before falling into a dreamless sleep.

[jetiisyandereclones]

I love your take on hunter not being a yandere! But I’m curious about what exactly the batch does you said that they help capture Jedi that’s ran off but do they have someone back ‘home’ that they love? Like most likely omega and Crosshair with your oc but anyone else?

* mathew mcconaughey voice* Alright, alright alright.

In my regular au hunter stays and they are a specialized squad called to hunt down runaway jedi and civilians.

(I at one point had a poly thing going on between the bad batch and Vera, which caused alot of fighting with the alpha clones, but I scrapped that)

But,

When they are back home, some do have darlings, some are still looking for theirs.

If we are going with the alternate Hunter, then he doesnt have an obsession. He does however have a very fatherly relationship with omega, who's still just a little kid, only 8 or 9. He may have had fleeting crushes, but nothings ever stuck before and certainly never to the level of his brothers.

Yandere hunter from my au however, raging yandere. Platonic and romantic. Fatherly to omega, brotherly to Vera.

He hasnt found a romantic darling. Yet. He wants one bad. I feel like if he did find one they'd be very...normal. not necessarily a jedi.

Someone soft. Maybe even plus sized. The clone goes gaga for some jiggly thighs and a belly pouch. He loves the squish when he sinks his hands into their flesh, loves to bury his face in their soft, smooth skin to block out any sensation that's too much for him.

Maybe one day when hes out on a hunt, he stops to buy caf, the jedi who escaped was proving difficult and he and his brothers had been going all night. He waits his turn in line, and when he goes to order he freezes. The barista was so...pretty, stunning. So soft and sweet and quiet and shy. He knew that she was the one for him. She was perfect. His brothers knew what was happening. This pretty barista would be going home with them, just as soon as they tracked down that smart, silly runaway jedi.

Crosshair and vera are very much a romantic thing, in his mind at least. He first met her when he was about the equivilent of an 8 year old. He and the batch were fucking around on an old flight deck during some pretty bad winds, a small empty crate went flying and hit him in the temple. In a state if grogginess he stumbled back and fell into the raging seas. Vera, who was still new to Kamino at the time as she had just been assigned to Shaak Tii as a 16 year old padawan, was coming back from the jedi temple and saw it go down. She didnt hesitate to run and jump right in after him. Crosshair just remembers pain, and darkness and being scared to die, and alone at that, when vera was just there. Holding him and lifting him out of the water. It was the first real hug he'd had. And as she rushed him through Kamino to get his head injury checked out he snuggled into her shoulder. When she stayed while he was being examined she held his hand and when he was discharged she hugged the entire batch (who had only just caught up to her, completly out of breath) goodbye. Crosshair was extra clingy at his hug.

He was entirely Vera's from that moment on. He never saw anyone else, neither sexually or romantically (except, if you wanna get spicy, Vera's togrutan lover later on in life)

The rest of the batch have a more sibling obsession with her. They love seeing her play with and snuggle omega. In my AU Vera's actually the one who found omega first. Reuniting them long before the end of the clone wars.

Echo. Darling echo. Wants to be a dad so bad. Has almost given up on finding a darling.

Almost.

He's a lovesick sorta yandere and hes afraid he might scare people away. So to fulfill at least one of his yandere obsessions he has a little daughter back on Kamino. Poor, sweet thing was a jedi youngling. Only about 5 years old. Sweet girl was in an accident and lost her right leg up to the knee when a sith apprentice tried to attack the temple after the war had ended and the jedi were in the process of being brought back home.

Echo stepped in to help and comfort her. Teach her how to live with a prosthetic, he even had tech design an advanced, lifelike prosthetic that could feel sensation and was easily removable and adjustable, to keep up with her growing body. She squealed and hugged him so tight when she saw her new leg. Hes been doting on her since (can you say playdates with omega)

No romantic darling yet either. He is always on the lookout but doesnt want to scare anyone away. I feel like hunter, hed also go for someone plus sized. Someone cute and warm and snuggly who he can wrap himself around at night. Someone he can Kiss and smooch, cuddle, love and raise their ad'ikas with. Like hunter, I think he'd find his darling off world working a mundane, everyday job.

Now tech. Not much of an interest in having a child. Not that he doesnt like them, they just aren't on his priority list.

He does however, have a raging stalker crush on one of the jedi tutors. Stalks the shit out of her. Leaves her creepily personal gifts. He's trying but hes never felt so in love before. When brought back to Kamino she was one of the jedi thrown in isolation. Tech was the clone who volunteered to rehabilitate her.

He delights in the academic conversation and reveals quite a nerdy side to the jedi. Not just academic nerdiness, but stuff like pop culture and memes (memes definatly exist in my au). Tech secretly follows memes religiously, finding it easier to relate to humor through the visor of a screen as opposed to in person, where he has trouble getting a lock on people's true meanings and intentions. (Plus, screens dont make fun of you)

I think that this jedi would be one of the first to break to tech. Hes sweet, shy and so cutely awkward, not to mention so pretty. With his cute goggles and tall frame.

When shes released tech took her to his home, stating that it's a bit plain, but maybe she could help him make it more comfortable. Hes struggling and looking down in embarrassment at his empty life. He wants her to fill the void in his heart caused by past rejection so bad he doesnt know exactly how to cope. Ends up becoming her affectionate shadow. Very clingy and in private, cuddly and touchy.

If these two were to have kids it would be because of a surprise pregnancy, or because a natborn and a trio of tubies literally knock him off his feet.

No really. They tripped him looking for a nap spot and when he went down, they vibe with it. He became their nap spot and tech was sold. It was a 'your coming home with me' moment. He cant wait to tech them how to pull apart their first speeder engine.

Wrecker. Wrecker, wrecker wrecker. Wants all the love. His darling and 20 kids. Wants all of them. Every street rat and jedi youngling and tubi.

His darling I can see as being maybe a Baker, or a chef, another I can see as wanting a plus sized woman. hes a big guy. He doesnt want to hurt his love. They probably bond over their love of food.

Doesnt have a preference for if they are a jedi or not, but they have to be able to appreciate a good explosion. They also have to be good with kids and people. No exception. Our guy isnt interested in a cold, complicated romance. Hes a simple man. He wants love and he wants lots of it, to give and receive.

Wrecker wants to drift off to sleep with his darling in his arms, and wake up to find his children have come to sleep with them during the night cause they were cold and scared of the thunder.

He wants to pick up his family in his arms, his darling holding their ad'ika, him holding his darling. Wants to prove that hes strong enough to look after them all. Keep them all safe and warm.

Despite his size, wrecker loves little kids, loves babies.

Hes so gentle with them. They are just so cute and tiny, no bigger than his lula. Speaking of, he actually makes all his children their own lula dolls. He just loves his family so much. Thrives on the chaos of children, and is so protective of them and his love.

He also deals well with teenagers too. A little hurt at their distance at first, but when he finds some common ground again they get to bond as father and child like the first time they met, and he's so excited.

He's one of the ones I could definatly see as having his own biological children, along with adopting a bunch. His quarters are some of the biggest on kamino, due to the size of his family.

Hes a giant teddy bear of a lovesick and doting yandere, 90% of the time. The other 10%, best left forgotten.

(looks alot like when his chip activated. Single minded and frightening)