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kavehater · 4 months

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Something I hate is when if I’m moving blogs and I’m like I’m gonna try to do something right and not ghost everyone so I make a little post even if it feels attention-seeky because I want to feel normal for once and just want to be like I’m moving blogs lmk if you want it but then like 3 people actually reach out AHAISDODMDKDSOSK

#insanity inducing #dora daily #LOOOL AS SOON AS I SAID THIS THE NEXT SONG WAS #IM HEADED STRAIGHT FOR THE FLOOR 😭😭😭#anyways WHERE DID THE REST OF YALL GO ?#what the heck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it’s always people get half of tumblr replying or interacting or what have you and me even if I have 1k followers they don’t do jack 😭#even when I spend half my life interacting first etc etc #I am so SICK of the excuse of teehee I’m shy #YOURE NOT THE ONLY ONE TF #anyone who’s seen me irl knows how I am #I literally cannot speak in public #it’s genuinely horrifying but yk ? I make an effort #and I assure you you’re not like as bad as me #there is legitimately no way their shyness or anxiety is as bad as my social anxiety #I literally look so odd to others and they lowkey avoid me because I’m so socially inept #but despite that I still try #so none of you have an excuse #you’re not shy you’re just a rude person 🫶✨#it legitimately makes me want to nuke every account I own because what even is the point #it’s why it’s genuinely so shocking when I do get someone to pay attention or whatnot #and they’re never my age or older they’re always younger which is fine idm but like #I always have this tendency to not being able to properly talk to younger people because I feel like I have to censor what I say since they #feel like a baby to me 😭 like I can’t be transparent #well this is for most younger people if someone is like a year younger and I’ve been friends with them for a while then i don’t see them a #but even two years is stretching it ngl #I have Raisa she’s like two years younger and she’s a baby to me even though we’ve been friends for a year and a half approximately

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stuckinapril · 6 months

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girl I hope ur okay. I hope ur frolicking under the spring sun despite it all

#we live in trying times but I hope you still chase happiness and sun despite despite despite

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bonerot19 · 4 months

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I know we like writing fics where Jason is all "I'm not the kid you lost" and "he died and I'm all the worst parts of him that came back" and whatever. but lately I've been thinking about a Jason that's angry bc everyone thinks he came back wrong, because to him, he's the same as he's always been. sure, he's more upset and angry and traumatized, but he's still Jason.

I've been thinking about a Jason that spent most of the time since his death underground and then catatonic. to him, hardly any time has passed at all. to his family, three years have gone by. and Jason knows he looks different than he did, and he knows he's sharper around the edges, now, but he's still Jason. he's the same kid that died and now he's back and why doesn't anyone see that?

they're the ones that changed, not him

#anyway #I just think it'd be neat #bc I love a good 'Jason has no self worth and everyone needs to convince him he's worthy still'#but the angst of trying to convince you're family you're still in there #under layers of trauma and pain and anger #that you're still YOU despite it all #and I want him to recon w the fact that Dick and Bruce and Alfred are different now #that part of that is his fault (for dying)#that the rest is their fault (for coping so poorly)#(batman used to smile is the thing)#jason todd #batman #batfam #bruce wayne #dick grayson

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drenched-in-sunlight · 2 months

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i love the DLC man

#elden ring #miquella the unalloyed #promised consort radahn #I’ve been thinking about how despite all the talk of age of compassion… Miquella’s first spell as a god is an offensive incantation #with a wide af damage radius 💀💀💀#meanwhile Marika who built her age upon violence… her spells are all healing and defense buffs #and her first spell as a God is a little tree that heals a wide area #she was still trying to heal her ppl to the bitter end AND gunning for revenge. there’s a kind of heartbreaking honesty to it #the cruel irony in the DLC story is crazy #really show how badly Miq had strayed from his original path after forsaking Trina #then that meme pops in my head ajshsjhsjhs #now i do think the vow is two-way btw Radahn just got cold feet near the end #the only thing i dont like about the DLC is i cant draw jokes without explaining I LOVE THESE CHARACTERS i think their actions are valid !!#like having to pull up a whole lore presentation slide for this #yes i think it's funny as hell that Miq did show Radahn why he should not fuck around and find out

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haunted-xander · 2 months

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Who's the "real" me?

+ some references for the Rise-related things I included <3

#im reaaaally happy with this one hehe i had fun putting the stuff from different things shes had/worn #i feel like ppl overlook the massive identity crisis & the accompanying depression & internal conflict rise is going through during the gam #like shes trying to figure out who she is seperate from her idol image (which she constantly still clings to despite her insistance that sh #s done with it bc she does still crave that recognition and attention she got from that position. she literally breaks down crying when her #manager tells her kanami has taken her acting role and is more-or-less set to take her spot now)#and then she also struggles with finding what she wants to do with herself now that she doesnt have showbiz to worry about #i think she kinda unintentionally uses the investigation as an anchor for her to hold onto #something to keep her busy in the absence of the hustling idol life #and then she also like. again she keeps clinging to the idol image and the associated bubbly-ness and bold flirtation #because thats the ''her'' ppl liked #i dont think the way she acts during the game is ENTIRELY an act theres definitely a lot of her true self in it too #but she does have a lot of moments where she leans more heavily into the bubbly & flirty cutie act #her sl shows that for all that she wanted to retire from showbiz she isnt really ready just yet #bc she did actually enjoy being an idol. she did enjoy being able to reach out to people in this way & to finally have ppl like & accept he #the problem is she doesnt know who ''she'' is at this point #im rambling but u get my point. yeah. yeah #rise..............#rise kujikawa #persona #persona 4 #p4 #art #my art #xanders art #digital art #fan art

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bluerosefox · 3 months

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Dinner?

Feeling a bit Spirit Halloweenish.

Danny blinked, stared blankly, blinked again before slowly very slowly closed his front door.

A few seconds later Danny opened the door again and once again meet a certain tallish young man, around his age if maybe a few years older, in front of him...

Who was it?

Bruce Wayne....

Bruce freaking Wayne, someone according to what he heard from Sam telling him from what she heard from her parents had apparently just dropped out of med school and was 'in the wind' according to rich elite gossip talks, was at his front door.

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Why?

Wait... Did he just ask Danny out on a date?

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Bruce Wayne has just dropped out of med school and is beginning his training into becoming the person his city needs him to become. While looking into where he can he remembers how in his teen years the planet was almost destroyed but was saved by a ghost teen hero and looks into it. He digs deep to uncover what happened, uncovering impressive firewalls Amity Park has, etc and finds out about Danny Fenton/Phantom.

He decides to go visit the younger man, who is just about to start college himself, and ask a few questions.

He uhhh... Bruce just wasn't expecting to find Danny very cute (even though he was pretty certain Phantom had been his first male crush when he saw a photo of the teen years ago), and adorable with his owlish stare, and well the first words out of his mouth was

"Would you mind joining me for dinner?"

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#danny phantom #danny fenton #crossover #dp x dc #blue rambles #danny phantom dc #writing ideas #random idea #dpxdc #spirit halloween #Danny x Bruce #Bruce had a crush on Phantom in his teens #and is now in front of Danny and accidentally asks him out #Danny agrees #cause its Danny he totally would #Bruce was suppose to ask hero questions but yeahhh #They do start dating #then have a off/on again thing going for a while #When Bruce starts getting kids does their relationship starts becoming more solid #Though Danny still lives in Amity. Despite Bruce trying to get Danny to move to the manor #Danny I think gets along with most if not all the kids #he's the emotional Dad(tm) those kids need. He has personal rooms for them too.#Whenever Bruce is being a hard/dumbass they go running off to their other dad #btw only Amity knows Danny is Phantom. They're keeping him a secret from the world tbh #Also personal head canon. Talia tried to kill Danny because she knows how much Bruce loves him but they became friends instead #and has a group chat with her and Selina where they talk about Bruce if/when he does dumb shit.#Danny is both their friends cause he has that midwest/Fenton charm

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opera-ghost · 6 months

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it's immensely funny to me how andrew lloyd webber read this passage from the book and was like yeah the journey down to the phantom's lair is this really breathtaking magical gondola ride where christine is just captivated by the strange and fantastical beauty of it all (see below)

when in the novel they're both like in a rowboat in the dark with christine scared out of her mind and confused as hell while erik is paddling like he's out for an extreme day of fishing and just staring christine down for the entire duration of the journey without blinking once . like mind you his eyes quite literally GLOW in the DARK and he's just fucking staring into her soul and silently rowing and probably not even breathing like

#AND IT'S SOMEHOW STILL HOT #i always forget that by this point in the book there's no “i am your angel of music / come to me angel of music” like in the musical #like she has no idea who this mf kidnapping her is and when she says “who are you where is the voice” he's just like 🙄#and when she DOES find out that *he's* the voice and he's been pretending to be an angel sent by her dead father for 3 months #it's when he's just set her down in his sitting room that's filled with a bunch of stupid pretentious flowers #and he's like “don't be afraid you're in no danger” despite the fact that she's been taken FIVE STORIES BENEATH THE OPERA against her will #by the guy who's been manipulating and lying to her through the goddamn walls #ohhhhhhhh and then fans have the audacity to get mad at christine for trying to snatch his mask like THIS MF ABDUCTED HER????#(still love him though <3)#(his morals are questionable but so is my interest in men😍)#phantom of the opera #poto #poto shitpost

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prettyupsetnerd · 6 months

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#dungeons and daddies #dndads #scary marlowe #taylor swift not that one #lincoln li wilson #normal oak #dndads spoilers #epilogue headcanons #linc started to like cats after he got over (at least a bit) his previous jealousy towards his dads #but mainly bc he grew attached to Scary's cat after they started to live together yes she is a cat lady to me #normal still isolates himself when he's feeling shitty tho this time it went on for several years #despite the others not giving up on trying to contact him #they wanna give him space but they're also worried so that's why they try to be nonchalant about it during the reunion #which i also already have a sketch of but college's been taking up most of my time sorry #not described #ignore the inconsistencies please and ty

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withthewindinherfootsteps · 2 months

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I love how the faux-politeness of MDZS' climax takes its themes to its logical conclusion. All throughout, we've seem how sects and cultivators prioritise their reputations, seeking glory and status even when real lives are at danger, keeping up their appearances. We see that in the unwritten rule that major sects won't intervene in problems unless the prey is dangerous; we see it in how Lan Wangji is unique in the way he prioritises helping others over seeking glory; we see that in how the Wen situation plays out, with Wei Wuxian confronting the Jins about a concentration camp while they're focused on having a banquet.

So of course in the Guanyin Temple, even when Jin Guangyao is directly threatening people's lives, the interactions are polite! We're seeing what has always been present – the absolute disconnect between the actions and world of the Jianghu, and the real harm that real people are suffering through (both intentionally and not) as a result.

#(note the reactions to the wangxian confession too – people are *still* focused on propriety! despite the situation they're in!)#(and i don't think it's a coincidence that confession is 'impolite' either!)#(even apart from everything else it shows – it's a moment of reality among these circumstances! being faux-polite and trying to fit into-#-cultivation society isn't important to wwx OR lwj they're focused on the real people behind that front)#(and in a roundabout way the way the confession is worded shows that too!)#mdzs meta #my meta #mo dao zu shi #魔道祖师 #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #gdc #guanyin temple #cultivation world #mdzs jianghu #jin guangyao

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captainobis-stressball · 1 month

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I sooo badly wanted Ogata to be forced into their weird little found family but I also liked the way his arc panned out. Some people really are just doomed to get in their own way, not everyone can be saved. I think he was past the moment of no return when he killed his mom, but he was definitely irredeemable after killing yuusaku 😭

He could’ve been happy if he just let himself 😩

#he’s evil but he’s still my little meow meow #I really loved the time he spent with the group despite him trying his hardest not to get attached lol #he was fond of Asirpa fr🥺#god I could talk about Ogata forever😭#golden kamuy #golden kamuy ogata #ogata hyakunosuke

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crystallizsch · 2 months

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i had a vision last night

grim and jamil body swap what shenanigans will ensue i wonder

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myopicry · 2 months

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I can't stay away from tumblr because I like reading radfem and gender critical blogs (and also I live here unfortunately just by virtue of being a gay loser artist) and this is the most populated place for that kind of discussion, but holy shit it gets so bleak seeing just how easily radfems are strawmanned and how the most popular posts on this website are still so deeply entrenched in very cognitively dissonant thought built on misogyny and refuses to engage with any kind of opposition or critique.

I believe in healthy discourse and discussion! I want to hear people's arguments and insights and learn why people believe certain things! but one (very large, very popular) ideological side of this website is so fundamentally incurious and hostile towards changing their minds at all, and there's just such a lack of what could be a really productive public forum where feminist and progressive thought could be freely discussed, this being a women-dominated and same-sex attraction dominated website and all. especially because it's already so difficult to discuss those kinds of things in real life as the majority of people don't really care or relate to any of it.

I really wish I could just log off forever sometimes and never have to think about this again. alas, I quite like to think, and the internet is still the best way to find the community and the perspectives which I seek. born to participate in community and discussion of theory, forced to gaze upon a field of strawmen alone (⌣_⌣”)

#myo is rambling.#radical feminism #gender critical #complaining about self made problems I guess #but in my defense it is incredibly difficult to find offline spaces for the discussion I seek #despite how freely I like to speak online I am still a socially underdeveloped pushover irl lmaoo #I don't quite have the charisma to introduce these conversations to real life friends #though I do try and explain anti-kink/anti-porn stuff and that honestly goes across pretty well with female friends !! small wins

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lavendorii · 1 month

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Sixth ending

#had this very clear image in my head for the past few weeks honestly #that one episode of mlp where twilight was in her own head and saw her memories really impacted me i guess #something about Hikari realizing that she still had feelings for Takeru despite trying desperately to choke them out #plus her character song REALLY gets to me. like shes well aware hes always been watching and protecting her and she cherished it deeply #i also just love that song . she thinks his eyes are pretty :)#.png #digimon #digimon adventure #hikari yagami #yagami hikari #kari kamiya #takari #takehika #takaishi takeru #takeru takaishi #tk takaishi #takari week 2024 #queue

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saturnniidae · 1 month

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I think Astrid Hofferson has a bad case of the 'my childhood was wasted, I grew up too fast for something ultimately proven pointless.' Syndrome and that she deserves to get to do silly things she missed out on and take up new hobbies, even if she's not particularly good at them–it's purely for the experience yknow, and learn to finally breathe no longer needing to be on constant high alert and get to be truly happy

#astrid hofferson #big hc is hiccup teaching astrid to sew (shes not very good at it or patient enough to be #but still appreciates it) since she never had the chance to learn growing up #i think hiccup would have astrid try a ton of different things to find what she likes (it ends up being art. SHE CAN CANONICALLY DRAW #AND WELL.) bc he knows a bunch of random shit from how much time he spent holed up in his house #during raids and stuff. he had to entertain himself somehow. and he ends up spending time with astrid doing things that would've previously #been considered pointless back when it was constant survival mode but now they finally have time to just. Be. and are making the most of it #maybe it starts bc without the constant threat of raids looming over them it feels like they have nothing to do (despite all the work that #goes into helping the dragons acclimate) somehow not needing to be on constant high alert makes astrid antsy and she needs a #distraction other than training until she cant feel her arms anymore (unhealthy coping mechanisms abound)#trans astrid hofferson #<- RELEVANT.#httyd headcanon #httyd #moth.txt #deyas dragons

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epicfirestormer · 4 months

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Will never get over how Starscream and Skyfire's relationship is always doomed. There's never an iteration of them where they both stay on the same side at the end. They always end up being against each other, tearing each other apart (whether intentionally or not). They always end up losing each other, be it by a snowstorm, by the war, or by death itself. They never receive a happy ending together, one if not both of them is doomed to suffer.

Skyfire is doomed to be an Autobot, by forces out of his control. Starscream is doomed to be an Decepticon, by his own self destructive tendencies. They are both doomed, because of who they are. They always try to save the other, in their own way. But it never works. They are doomed to fail, whether they stay together or not.