#but depression hit harder

[lokabrenna-writes]

<3

Rewatching Black Butler to get back into the Dadbastian mindset because I feel bad for only working on my BSD requests (I know its been months and I'm sorry 😭)

[thursdayinspace]

Albert Camus - State of Siege

i'm so sorry. we know she's gonna be okay!!

[theworstchimera]

Oops, furry'd your Poolverine. Got Deadpool as a sphynx cat and Wolverine as a... Wolverine. Obviously. Also yes im aware of canon furry Deadpool and Wolverine, but I have chosen to ignore it because there is only one alternate version of Wade Wilson that doesnt look like a fucked-up raisin, and that bitch is dead. Also they made furry Wolverine blonde and I do not respect that choice.

[seonghwasblr-moved]

Already seeing people make everything about Moonbin sad now. He was more than what he was battling with. Don't make everything about him about his mental health. He was more than that. He was a person with a whole complex personality. That's what he deserves to be remembered for

[thereareeyesinsidethetrees]

remember when ae used to post like once every two weeks and now ae post about thirty times a day

[andvys]

got home from work

time to do this

[farfromstrange]

Little update under the cut.

I’ve been spending the last few days trying to get out of a very bad depressive episode. My thoughts were terrifying, and since this is my first depressive episode since moving out, it’s been a lot to deal with. I could barely get out of bed, been crying a lot, my apartment is a mess, but at least I managed to feed myself and take a few steps outside. It’s been months since I’ve last had an episode like that. Didn’t miss it at all. It kinda overwhelmed me a little because it was bad, and other than a few inconveniences nothing happened, so I retreated to figure shit out.

I’ve come to learn that patience is important, and I need to allow myself to heal. So, I’ve just been taking time to myself. I planned to update (I was excited to) but then depression decided to kick my ass five ways to Sunday (including major physical symptoms and messing with my menstrual cycle, which is a whole different issue in itself) and all writing inspiration went out the window. Obviously. I realize that this is just my brain’s way of telling me to slow down and focus on getting out of this, but it still sucks because I was so excited to get my mojo back.

I’m slowly getting better though, so trying to finish editing all fics/chapters one by one and posting them sometime this weekend/next week.

Anyway, just checking in. You can carry on now. Thank you <3

[lesboylycan]

shaking my laptop screen right now. why are so many supposed "safe spaces" for stigmatized disorders so frequently anti-endo. violently anti-endo (actively threatening, fakeclaiming, etc) or passively anti-endo ("endos DNI" without talking about endo systems on the blog/"endos DNI" on general system positivity posts, following or regularly interacting with anti-endos but no posts about endos specifically, etc) it doesn't matter it's just all. fucking.

[aintashes]

ok it is actually just so hot that i'm going to flop in front of a fan and go to sleep, i wanted to work on more tonight but mother nature has other plans 😩

[ruanais]

srry, not feeling the greatest these days :(

[knightthyme]

how do you make things when you are horribly depressed and tired 24/7 and have no motivation to do anything. i dont have the energy to do Anything i enjoy i can get things done fine like necessities and eating and work its just the moment i Wanna do something i like its Over i Cant Do It. i want to draw so bad!!!!! i love creating!!!!!!! im incapable of doing it though!!!!! i am a wild animal running in frantic circles in its cage

[rin-hanarin]

Childhood crushes and growing up to be not quite the person you imagined you'd be.

[l3ominor]

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[iimr3]

anyways. i still hold out hope that maybe someday ill be worth more than all the silence left in my way and when you break the surface oh without me please dont return me to the dark of all the memories

[withleeknow]

just a heads up it’s probably gonna be a minute before wt8 is out

[wings-dings-and-iggyfings]

I'm having Wingfeather thoughts all of a sudden. Spoilers for book/season 2:

So I'm wondering if maybe one of the reasons the people working on the tv show decided to have Sara appear in season 1- beyond the obvious purpose of letting new fans get to know her character a bit and become emotionally attached to her- is so that we could see how bright and happy and spirited she was before the Fork Factory. Because even in the book we only get like one line from Janner about how he remembers her before the Factory, which isn't a lot to go off of.

But, now that we've seen her in season 1 they've set it up to be emotionally devastating to see her in the Fork Factory (unless they change it but I hope they don't). Sara is depressed in the Fork Factory, she has no hope until Janner arrives and starts hatching an escape plan with her, until he leaves light behind for her. And for people watching the show to have seen what a bright, cheerful, friendly little girl she was before, that's like a gut punch. And that's... really clever writing, actually. I hope that's what they're going for because I feel like it's just going to make her story more meaningful.