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lokabrenna-writes · 1 year ago

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Rewatching Black Butler to get back into the Dadbastian mindset because I feel bad for only working on my BSD requests (I know its been months and I'm sorry 😭)

#lokabrenna-writes #school hit hard #but depression hit harder #but I'm trying to make a comeback!!#my asks will always be open #but they may take a bit if inspiration doesn't immediately hit #but they will get done #i have not forgotten

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thursdayinspace · 3 months ago

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Albert Camus - State of Siege

i'm so sorry. we know she's gonna be okay!!

#txf #the x files #msr #mulder and scully #i'm writing post-cancer fic #and felt like properly depressing myself #so the relief of a happy ending hits harder #suffer with me!!#web weaving

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chara-55 · 3 days ago

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This was like 2 weeks after watching the movie

-Soup rambles in tags-

#chara_55 #transformers #transformers one #Dude I was having another depressive episode at that time & then I discovered TF1 #Yknow it's bad when the Marketing flopped the movie when I barely saw any trailers of the movie in our country #TF1 had the same themes as the ones I was having problems with (the world problem & relationship stuff)#that's why I balled my eyes out after watching the movie #I've been a TF fan since I was a kid but I was only appreciating it in the shadows cuz the gender norm set for kids back then yknow #how transformers are only for boys only hhsbshh- 💥#anyways as a returnee fann #I see more people appreciating TF alot & that's really cool #I can openly fangirl over silly robots now yey #I've been nagging my best friend about the movie alot & all of the lore AHHAH I cant contain my exitement #especially my #starscream #oh how I missed that silly robot #sentinel prime #in tf1 looks so fine though I hate to admit that #man I should be hating him but 😔#Also can I mention Starscream literally encouraging D-16 to hit him harder & more then regretting it later after he pulled out his gun HDSHG #Cant forget him saying “Hit me!” “harder!” “yeah more! haha!”#Good lord starscream you're not even trying to hide it #((omg wait did you seriously read my entire rambling? bye-))

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theworstchimera · 2 months ago

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Oops, furry'd your Poolverine. Got Deadpool as a sphynx cat and Wolverine as a... Wolverine. Obviously. Also yes im aware of canon furry Deadpool and Wolverine, but I have chosen to ignore it because there is only one alternate version of Wade Wilson that doesnt look like a fucked-up raisin, and that bitch is dead. Also they made furry Wolverine blonde and I do not respect that choice.

#I like that canonically Deadpool is into anthro foxes tho #'cause he would #Gonna be real with you guys I wish these came out better #Usually my character designs are way better than this #But depression had been hitting much harder than usual #And im trapped in a dying relationship #So until I get myself so drugged up I can barely acknowledge the fact that im miserable the quality of my work is going to be cringe #x men #poolverine #deadpool and wolverine #deadpool fanart #logan wolverine

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seonghwasblr-moved · 2 years ago

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Already seeing people make everything about Moonbin sad now. He was more than what he was battling with. Don't make everything about him about his mental health. He was more than that. He was a person with a whole complex personality. That's what he deserves to be remembered for

#maja talks #I'm not good with words #but the “this hits harder now :(” “no wonder he looked sad here” things really have to stop #we don't know for sure if he was depressed (tho I would guess so since you know) but don't make everything about him his possible depressio #cw death #tw death #cw depression #tw depression

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themoonunderstoodmydadjokes · 6 days ago

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Desperately trying to remind myself that this sadness is just part of the season and not an eternal state of being

#mine #text post #this cycle of being okay and somewhat functional during the day #and then dissolving into a depression puddle at night is hitting harder this year

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phantom-of-the-ruckus · 25 days ago

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I am doing my best

Trying to get some concept art done but yooo depression man

#Depressive episodes are just aaaaghhh #Gosh sometimes they hit harder than others

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thereareeyesinsidethetrees · 2 months ago

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remember when ae used to post like once every two weeks and now ae post about thirty times a day

#ae wonder if we’ll go back to the inconsistent posting once the depression hits harder again like it’s probably going to #ae. is that why so many of our mutuals stopped interacting with us ever #just realized that. wow #ae wonder how many of them thought we were dead just to be disappointed when we showed for five seconds and then immediately left again #ae wonder how many of them didn’t even notice #we’re getting into sad territory. that’s no good #here’s a nice thought: ford with a pet monitor lizard #it gets so excited when it sees him that it runs up his leg and clings to him #it’s so nice to him it even opts to steal food from stan instead of ford #got the idea from this one youtuber who owns reptiles. forgot their name. they make fun videos though

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andvys · 3 months ago

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got home from work

time to do this

#my bed is calling me #depression hits even harder when you’re forced to do shit you don’t have the energy to #why is everything so ahycusbsusarieudhe

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farfromstrange · 8 months ago

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Little update under the cut.

I’ve been spending the last few days trying to get out of a very bad depressive episode. My thoughts were terrifying, and since this is my first depressive episode since moving out, it’s been a lot to deal with. I could barely get out of bed, been crying a lot, my apartment is a mess, but at least I managed to feed myself and take a few steps outside. It’s been months since I’ve last had an episode like that. Didn’t miss it at all. It kinda overwhelmed me a little because it was bad, and other than a few inconveniences nothing happened, so I retreated to figure shit out.

I’ve come to learn that patience is important, and I need to allow myself to heal. So, I’ve just been taking time to myself. I planned to update (I was excited to) but then depression decided to kick my ass five ways to Sunday (including major physical symptoms and messing with my menstrual cycle, which is a whole different issue in itself) and all writing inspiration went out the window. Obviously. I realize that this is just my brain’s way of telling me to slow down and focus on getting out of this, but it still sucks because I was so excited to get my mojo back.

I’m slowly getting better though, so trying to finish editing all fics/chapters one by one and posting them sometime this weekend/next week.

Anyway, just checking in. You can carry on now. Thank you <3

#lizzi talks #update #tw: mental illness #depression always hits harder when you’ve been doing a lot better and thought it would stay that way #so yeah my last week of this semester break has not been good #but i’ve been trying to get better and being patient with myself #baby steps

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lesboylycan · 9 months ago

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shaking my laptop screen right now. why are so many supposed "safe spaces" for stigmatized disorders so frequently anti-endo. violently anti-endo (actively threatening, fakeclaiming, etc) or passively anti-endo ("endos DNI" without talking about endo systems on the blog/"endos DNI" on general system positivity posts, following or regularly interacting with anti-endos but no posts about endos specifically, etc) it doesn't matter it's just all. fucking.

#it's me #plurality #the neuro diverges #tw vent #where the fuck am i supposed to find community #genuinely over half of the other people online with NPD or ASPD are either explicitly anti-endo or are otherwise unsafe for endo systems--#--(see the ''passively anti-endo'' thing)#like. genuinely it's depressing! it feels like no matter where i go there's always going to be one thing that someone wants me dead for #whether it's the NPD or the ASPD or the endogenic plurality #and endogenic spaces *tend* to be better about NPD/ASPD ime but you'll still find pro-endos referring to people casually as ''narcissists''#--or ''socio/psychopaths'' or whatever the hell #but the overlap in not just ''pro-endo + talks about *their own* npd/aspd candidly'' but in even generally just ''pro-endo + has npd/aspd''#it feels like it's so fucking small sometimes #i think it's not helping that i'm already stressed out from a bunch of other things so this is hitting me harder than it usually would #but like. i'd die for even just one plural friend with npd+aspd who is also either supportive of or is an endogenic sys/plural themselves

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aintashes · 5 months ago

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ok it is actually just so hot that i'm going to flop in front of a fan and go to sleep, i wanted to work on more tonight but mother nature has other plans 😩

#i'm wilting i'm withering i'm weeping #if you've been wondering why i'm so slow with replies and shit lately it's because the heat just destroys me #my depression hits hard as fuck during the summer and the heat makes my disabilities a ton harder to live with #i'm so sorry lmao i know i have TONS of stuff in my drafts but. i simply cannot rn #they're hugging in minecraft! ( astraea )

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mer-se · 19 days ago

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lil hiatus away

#trump winning hit hard #harder than I thought because I didn’t think he’d win #we all met up the next day and had depression strolls #lots of vents and talks and anger #window shopped and actually shopped #looked at expensive guitars and little hamsters find fun in every place we go #we all made food with/for my niece and talked at my table for hours #played among us like old times till 1 am #got emotionally rejuvenated by the ocean #had plans with a friend that fell through so another time maybe or not idc anymore hahah she’s persistent though #I’m kinda over everything!#this 4:30 sunset always gets me bad for a while #on top of heavy world changes too like do that shit in summer #my dads friend Chris is visiting and that always makes me happy #I heard them cracking up watching South Park in his room last night was the cutest shit #reminded me of old times I miss living in Boston that whole era #wish we could have a redo #or even when he lived here with us after #maybe he'll move back this way someday #or go up that way since won’t ever be able to afford a house where I wanna live #or get out of the country all together #hiatus away was nice especially from Instagram and fb they're horrible places right now #unfollowing and unfriending everyone rn idc who u are #and honestly idky I still even have tumblr now I ask myself that a lot #more and more lately #have a good day #and take care of yourselves

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ruanais · 10 months ago

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srry, not feeling the greatest these days :(

#ᨳ rua’s gossip ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆#depression is hitting harder than a truck #pls let me go to the bsd universe im begging u god #and if I can have my phone with a mutal’s contact ofc #I’m so exhausted I can’t even think properly wtf

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knightthyme · 8 months ago

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how do you make things when you are horribly depressed and tired 24/7 and have no motivation to do anything. i dont have the energy to do Anything i enjoy i can get things done fine like necessities and eating and work its just the moment i Wanna do something i like its Over i Cant Do It. i want to draw so bad!!!!! i love creating!!!!!!! im incapable of doing it though!!!!! i am a wild animal running in frantic circles in its cage

#i dont know if its art block #maybe kinda but im also just #generally more fatigued #and i dont feel like doing things #nothing specific going on to make me feel as bad as i do #but the depression is Hitting Harder lately!!!#i am on medication at least #its just not doing much recently #im not miserable 24/7 but i also am not getting joy out of much #and when i do its only for a short period of time #im SICK OF IT i want to draw again #i wanna make things!!! so bad!!!!

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rin-hanarin · 2 years ago

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Childhood crushes and growing up to be not quite the person you imagined you'd be.

#johndave #davejohn #pepsicola #john egbert #dave strider #homestuck art #my art #homestuck #hs #i've been upset for no reason all week you're gonna be sad with me now #it do be like that sometimes #depression makes you think and say weird baseless shit when you don't realize you're depressed #when you realize too but it hits harder when you don't know you have a problem #this is so 2015 of me but bro i miss them #see you in two years with more johndave art

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