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lokabrenna-writes · 1 year ago

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Rewatching Black Butler to get back into the Dadbastian mindset because I feel bad for only working on my BSD requests (I know its been months and I'm sorry 😭)

#lokabrenna-writes #school hit hard #but depression hit harder #but I'm trying to make a comeback!!#my asks will always be open #but they may take a bit if inspiration doesn't immediately hit #but they will get done #i have not forgotten

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lucifer-is-a-bag-of-dicks · 24 days ago

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being depressed emotionally but not mentally is. weird

my thoughts aren't dark, life doesn't feel hopeless, I know the mood will pass, I'm calm and at ease with that

but I still feel flat, tired, unenthusiastic about anything, I don't want to eat, I'm not drinking enough water, I didn't leave bed today until 6pm

but when I did I stood outside, I planted my bare feet in the wet grass, and for a moment I didn't feel so numb, for a moment it was nice. I enjoyed that. I was capable of enjoying that, even if briefly

it's like I'm stuck halfway, I feel like thunder without rain

just kinda weird

#lula's life #depression #I'm safe my roommate bought me dinner the other night to make sure I ate something #my parents are taking me food shopping tomorrow so I can buy some easy meals #I'm communicating and reaching out to my support network #I normally get hormonal depression when my depo shot is due but #I dunno it's hitting earlier and harder this time #I feel like it's been getting progressively worse every time #maybe it's a good thing I have to go off it and find something else #scares me tho #this doesn't hold a candle to what I experience monthly when off the stuff

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thursdayinspace · 5 months ago

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Albert Camus - State of Siege

i'm so sorry. we know she's gonna be okay!!

#txf #the x files #msr #mulder and scully #i'm writing post-cancer fic #and felt like properly depressing myself #so the relief of a happy ending hits harder #suffer with me!!#web weaving

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chara-55 · 2 months ago

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This was like 2 weeks after watching the movie

-Soup rambles in tags-

#chara_55 #transformers #transformers one #Dude I was having another depressive episode at that time & then I discovered TF1 #Yknow it's bad when the Marketing flopped the movie when I barely saw any trailers of the movie in our country #TF1 had the same themes as the ones I was having problems with (the world problem & relationship stuff)#that's why I balled my eyes out after watching the movie #I've been a TF fan since I was a kid but I was only appreciating it in the shadows cuz the gender norm set for kids back then yknow #how transformers are only for boys only hhsbshh- 💥#anyways as a returnee fann #I see more people appreciating TF alot & that's really cool #I can openly fangirl over silly robots now yey #I've been nagging my best friend about the movie alot & all of the lore AHHAH I cant contain my exitement #especially my #starscream #oh how I missed that silly robot #sentinel prime #in tf1 looks so fine though I hate to admit that #man I should be hating him but 😔#Also can I mention Starscream literally encouraging D-16 to hit him harder & more then regretting it later after he pulled out his gun HDSH #Cant forget him saying “Hit me!” “harder!” “yeah more! haha!”#Good lord starscream you're not even trying to hide it #((omg wait did you seriously read my entire rambling? bye-))#soups' talk

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theworstchimera · 4 months ago

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Oops, furry'd your Poolverine. Got Deadpool as a sphynx cat and Wolverine as a... Wolverine. Obviously. Also yes im aware of canon furry Deadpool and Wolverine, but I have chosen to ignore it because there is only one alternate version of Wade Wilson that doesnt look like a fucked-up raisin, and that bitch is dead. Also they made furry Wolverine blonde and I do not respect that choice.

#I like that canonically Deadpool is into anthro foxes tho #'cause he would #Gonna be real with you guys I wish these came out better #Usually my character designs are way better than this #But depression had been hitting much harder than usual #And im trapped in a dying relationship #So until I get myself so drugged up I can barely acknowledge the fact that im miserable the quality of my work is going to be cringe #x men #poolverine #deadpool and wolverine #deadpool fanart #logan wolverine

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seonghwasblr-moved · 2 years ago

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Already seeing people make everything about Moonbin sad now. He was more than what he was battling with. Don't make everything about him about his mental health. He was more than that. He was a person with a whole complex personality. That's what he deserves to be remembered for

#maja talks #I'm not good with words #but the “this hits harder now :(” “no wonder he looked sad here” things really have to stop #we don't know for sure if he was depressed (tho I would guess so since you know) but don't make everything about him his possible depressio #cw death #tw death #cw depression #tw depression

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themoonunderstoodmydadjokes · 2 months ago

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Desperately trying to remind myself that this sadness is just part of the season and not an eternal state of being

#mine #text post #this cycle of being okay and somewhat functional during the day #and then dissolving into a depression puddle at night is hitting harder this year

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phantom-of-the-ruckus · 3 months ago

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I am doing my best

Trying to get some concept art done but yooo depression man

#Depressive episodes are just aaaaghhh #Gosh sometimes they hit harder than others

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thereareeyesinsidethetrees · 4 months ago

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remember when ae used to post like once every two weeks and now ae post about thirty times a day

#ae wonder if we’ll go back to the inconsistent posting once the depression hits harder again like it’s probably going to #ae. is that why so many of our mutuals stopped interacting with us ever #just realized that. wow #ae wonder how many of them thought we were dead just to be disappointed when we showed for five seconds and then immediately left again #ae wonder how many of them didn’t even notice #we’re getting into sad territory. that’s no good #here’s a nice thought: ford with a pet monitor lizard #it gets so excited when it sees him that it runs up his leg and clings to him #it’s so nice to him it even opts to steal food from stan instead of ford #got the idea from this one youtuber who owns reptiles. forgot their name. they make fun videos though

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andvys · 5 months ago

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got home from work

time to do this

#my bed is calling me #depression hits even harder when you’re forced to do shit you don’t have the energy to #why is everything so ahycusbsusarieudhe

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aintashes · 7 months ago

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ok it is actually just so hot that i'm going to flop in front of a fan and go to sleep, i wanted to work on more tonight but mother nature has other plans 😩

#i'm wilting i'm withering i'm weeping #if you've been wondering why i'm so slow with replies and shit lately it's because the heat just destroys me #my depression hits hard as fuck during the summer and the heat makes my disabilities a ton harder to live with #i'm so sorry lmao i know i have TONS of stuff in my drafts but. i simply cannot rn #they're hugging in minecraft! ( astraea )

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mer-se · 3 months ago

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lil hiatus away

#trump winning hit hard #harder than I thought because I didn’t think he’d win #we all met up the next day and had depression strolls #lots of vents and talks and anger #window shopped and actually shopped #looked at expensive guitars and little hamsters find fun in every place we go #we all made food with/for my niece and talked at my table for hours #played among us like old times till 1 am #got emotionally rejuvenated by the ocean #had plans with a friend that fell through so another time maybe or not idc anymore hahah she’s persistent though #I’m kinda over everything!#this 4:30 sunset always gets me bad for a while #on top of heavy world changes too like do that shit in summer #my dads friend Chris is visiting and that always makes me happy #I heard them cracking up watching South Park in his room last night was the cutest shit #reminded me of old times I miss living in Boston that whole era #wish we could have a redo #or even when he lived here with us after #maybe he'll move back this way someday #or go up that way since won’t ever be able to afford a house where I wanna live #or get out of the country all together #hiatus away was nice especially from Instagram and fb they're horrible places right now #unfollowing and unfriending everyone rn idc who u are #and honestly idky I still even have tumblr now I ask myself that a lot #more and more lately #have a good day #and take care of yourselves

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andragoras-in-vanity · 13 days ago

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i finished veilguard, my life has no meaning, also what yhe FUCK was that post credit scene, im afraid. and i cant wait for the next one tbh. i hope my rook gets to be a lil well remembered hero who stays ready as the veilguard but has decided to protect thedas from demons and twisted spirits using their expertise as a mourn watcher and my likely connection to the fade, ya boy would spend time learning ancient elvhen funeral practices from bellara and how they effect the fade too.

i just want my boy to have some peace with his husband, go on ...safer adventures...cause his heart nearly gave out a few times and itll take a while to put it back together again. hes always going to be looking for harding and honouring her too, i want to think she was the one he went to when he had panic attacks. i think hed be searching spirits and the fade, and hed go visit hardings mom (would probably cry more than she does too especially if she looks like lace). hed have tea with mahanon and visit the griffins, and the caretaker a lot, but when its all over and everything is mosty recovered and he visits vorgoth and myrna he gets a lecture from myrna and a begrudgingly relieved hug, and vorgoth doesnt really say much but takes him aside and pats his head like when he was child and would hide from his lessons because they made him feel dumb.

i love dragon age, i never want the series to end, i need to revisit inquisition again

#ive seen people speculate about what vorgoth is and those things kinda looked like them??#BUT UH.#PLS DONT INTRODUCE MORE GODS OR GODLIKE BEINGS #the next game is going to be so interesting if they take into account the choices made in this game with the archive #and how solas's story ended #and also the fucking CALLING.#im sorry but plot wise thats ones of the few complaints i have #they said it changed but that didnt seem to impact anything #and it wouldnt! but if it changed bevause of the gods....but might recede with solas paying penance?#what does that mean for thedas and the way the blight ebolved #and the calling #was that a ghilan'nain thing or was it soemthing else....since clearly we know now its not necessarily a death sentence #did the gods design the concept of the calling to fuel more darkspawn creation or was it soemthing that just...happened?#i did love this game a lot but i think it would have been better if it had been a tiny but more like inquisition #for the hideout at least and getting to talk to companions and learn more about them a bit #some of the game felt a little incomplete and not quite as..filled out as it could have been maybe #i think the final act should have been a bit different with the gods or at least elgar'nan #but idk it felt.....so much more depressing than da usually is in a lot of ways and id have prefered to have to make other choices #and not like...choosing what my companions lived turn out to me???#i love emmerich but i shouldnt have had to choose between lich and manfred that wasnt fair #i prefer the politics of dai and the justice of da2 #i still think origins was ass but it was fine for setting up such a good series #i just wish veilgaurd hadnt been so depressing at times and maybe it hits me harder because im an elf in every game but #if it had been less depressing i think my nick picky feelings about it would be easier to tolerate #2 was still the best but dai was my favourite too #i did really love how much being trans could be talked about for my rook tho!!! and taashs story was amazing!!!!!#and i want to see more of that!!!#but i wish the background non plot stuff had been as rounded out as dai #but this was the perfect amount of sidequests imo #dai had too many and the story was too short

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ruanais · 1 year ago

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srry, not feeling the greatest these days :(

#ᨳ rua’s gossip ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆#depression is hitting harder than a truck #pls let me go to the bsd universe im begging u god #and if I can have my phone with a mutal’s contact ofc #I’m so exhausted I can’t even think properly wtf

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knightthyme · 10 months ago

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how do you make things when you are horribly depressed and tired 24/7 and have no motivation to do anything. i dont have the energy to do Anything i enjoy i can get things done fine like necessities and eating and work its just the moment i Wanna do something i like its Over i Cant Do It. i want to draw so bad!!!!! i love creating!!!!!!! im incapable of doing it though!!!!! i am a wild animal running in frantic circles in its cage

#i dont know if its art block #maybe kinda but im also just #generally more fatigued #and i dont feel like doing things #nothing specific going on to make me feel as bad as i do #but the depression is Hitting Harder lately!!!#i am on medication at least #its just not doing much recently #im not miserable 24/7 but i also am not getting joy out of much #and when i do its only for a short period of time #im SICK OF IT i want to draw again #i wanna make things!!! so bad!!!!

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l3ominor · 7 months ago

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#please #can i please #just sleep #can anxiety depression and unbridled rage at my mom just leave me alone for one night #i just want to sleep #for the love of all things #i just want one good nights rest #this melatonin had better hit me harder than a truck #l3o vents

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