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maryse127 · 3 months ago

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Applied for a job and my diploma, filled in surveys about my masters degree program and summer school and did laundry. Which is more useful things than I have in a while. But as usual this has come at the cost of eating. So yeah, let's have some very late lunch now I guess

#i had been putting off the scary i am not a student anymore things by letting myself get consumed by ffxiv #but deadlines exist and are coming #and money be needed #ugh i really hope this job will take me #i really want this #like last job application i got over the rejection pretty quick because i didnt really like the job anyway #i mostly just wanted it because it is a job at my uni #but now i applied for a position as research assistent #which is more like what i actually want to do #and also my foot in the door to a phd position #if i dont get this i am gonna be Upset #like gonna apply for a marketing traineeship then probably #so at least i have money and increasing my chances for a non science job #but getting back into science land is gonna be much harder that way

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eclecticopposition · 10 months ago

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Happy Secret Samol to 152Createz! They asked for Phrygian getting to meet Eclectic and Leap, and have a great time together! We are happy to announce that we have therefore written a novel about three guys that have never talked on screen.

There's Branched lore. There's a deep dive into Phrygian's situation and metal state. There are man-cannons. There is legit a mystery. There are multiple metal heists. There's aioli. It gets fucked up and political and sad. It gets gender. It gets weird. Shoutouts to Branched Man.

Chapter one and two are up now, and more are on the way! Enjoy!

#secret samol #secsam #friends at the table #Partizan #palisade #Phrygian #exeter leap #eclectic opposition #we did finish the rough draft! it is arguably complete!#the fic exists it is just being edited #we worked very hard on it and the draft was done two days after the deadline #and we just want it known for posterity that we *did* finish the fic #and it clocked in at 80k words #so look forward to that!!#anyways. come get the men #writing #secret samol 2023 #wire guy

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tuppaware-art · 1 year ago

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COLINTRENT !!! their friendship is everything to me

#colin hughes #trent crimm #trent crimm the independent #colintrent #ted lasso #ted lasso fanart #sorry i’ve been mia #i forgot tumblr existed #and i’ve had uni deadlines #but i’m back !!!!!#more merthur fan art coming soon too i promise

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festivalofthe12 · 5 months ago

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Gotta admit

At this point, I'm actually slightly relieved when there's no FE4 remake announced, just because the Switch is getting old and FE4 is a big goddamn game and so I've always been lowkey worried how they'd handle the map sizes. So it being the flagship new Fire Emblem game for a next generation Nintendo console honestly sounds like the best possible case scenario

#lbh. if it gets released on the switch at this point it's in serious danger of ending up like SoV #not in the sense that SoV is a bad game by ANY means #but. I literally never even heardof its existence until 3h was coming out. and I played Fateswakening.#then AGAIN you could argue SoV was way better than previous remakes bc they knew the console so well by then #and took their timw making it rather than rushing for a deadline #tbh my kinda guess/hope is that the next console is well underway #and FE4 was designed for the Switch initially but has been switched over (heh) to it instead #so all the art/writing will get plenty of time. which is the most important thing for fe4.#and maybe it'll avoid getting bogged down in new gem gimmicks???#OR itll get forced into complying to advertise the new console to great detriment #LOOK this whole thing is copium we all know we'll be waiting for this remake for all time lol #*tempts fate 👀*#fe4 #fire emblem

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hella1975 · 7 months ago

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it’s out…..

#THE SUNSHINE COURT. HELLO #the temptation to drop everything….#no I shan’t…#okay guys im gonna be so fr the EARLIEST im reading this shit is may #i have writing and uni deadlines coming out my ears atm and I know I can’t be normal about an aftg book #it HAS to consume my every waking thought or I don’t read it at all. no in between #so im being rlly grown up and putting off my read. DO NOT TELL ME ABOUT IT IN THE MEANTIME #I AM BLOCKING ALL TAGS TO DO WITH IT #I know I said on another post idm if u send me what u thought of it as long as it’s spoiler free #but honestly don’t even do that I CANNOT resist temptation do not lure me onto the path of sin I beg #as far as me and this blog is concerned until I graduate tsc does not exist #the sunshine court #aftg

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la-galaxie-langblr · 10 days ago

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what is going on w my brain

#huge tag rant coming but dw about it #basically. if anyone here has known me on the internet for long enough yous will have gathered that i badly struggle w motivation and #fulfilling goals that i set for myself even if it's for smth i enjoy eg languages #it happens so often but especially over summer where my brain just goes Nope #“i have all this free time to do the thing I've been planning for weeks and i've been so excited about planning but now we have the time i #will be numb and sad and scroll“#i also have huge problems focusing unless every factor is perfectly balanced and even then it's still 50/50 #i do have a bad attention span from being chronically online but even if you put me in a blank room w my task i'd be distracted by thoughts #external deadlines are some of the only things that can kick me into gear and i've been fine at uni so far #but i'm scared i'll have another a levels situation where my mental health was so awful i missed every essay deadline for french for 2 years #sometimes by up to a month #the only reason i got away w it is because i had a breakdown in front of my teacher and he was like “yeah take care of yourself the essays #are not that deep just get them in first thing after half term ig“#like that was v kind of him but if i ever have a situation that bad again i will genuinely fail uni cus you can't get away w that #where was i going w this (<- is aware of the irony)#right yeah this week i've experienced the epic highs and lows #highs of really enjoying my downtime and putting active effort into my hobbies instead of my downtime being “scrolling but i don't hate it”#but lows of realising how much time i 'wasted' in my teen years feeling sad and scrolling when i could have been developing skills and #having fun #and yeah i'm having a high rn and genuinely enjoying life but it's making me realise that my default state of being is just 😐#like even when i'm at uni where my mental health is so much better than at home when it's just me home alone or in my room i'm just 😐#not really having fun just existing v passively mindlessly scrolling waiting for the day to be over so i can see my friends in the morning #like not every day has to be amazing but surely there's more to life than just 😐 in 99% of your downtime #like i've struggled for years on how to answer “what do you do in your free time” cus i had to search for answers #i read and go on walks. which is true. but they were always things i did as phone breaks during weekends and not something i actively did #because i liked them #and because of past mental health issues reading and sports based hobbies have become tainted for me #i'm working on it but yeah #huge tldr. i'm finally starting to accept that i probably have a combo of undiagnosed mental illness and neurodivergence #because if it's taken me this long to realise how much it truly impacts my enjoyment of life then surely that's smth

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iniquity-fr · 7 months ago

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wish they’d stop releasing ancients (well. period lol) days before fest skin contest deadlines, it just leads to people rushing to make skins for shiny new thing and at least two (if not 3) of them will get picked no matter what solely on principle because we just HAVE to make sure the dragon that didnt even exist for the majority of the time this contest was open still gets to take up slots. like we haven’t had it bad enough wrt ancients taking over festivals. Ugh

#literally they should’ve waited til the day after the deadline i’m so serious #these dragons dont even exist yet but we’re already losing slots to them. sick of this #and before anyone comes at me with the oh but ancients need skins thats all they get i DONT care

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toxooz · 2 years ago

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Hi Toxooz, how do you get yourself to draw so frequently? 👀👀👀

bc i have literally 84 things going on at once in my brain at all times that my highly visually obsessed brain Has To physically get in front of my eyes so that i can see or else will i think abt it over and over again and Brother I'm always envisioning things characters scenes scenarios outfits designs colors all of it in my cranium like angry itchy itchy ITCHY bees until i draw them out lmfao even if i don't know what to specifically draw at the current moment imma still end up drawing somehow ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I think at this point it's literally hardwired into my brain that I Gotta draw its what I've been doing since I could hold a pencil tbh it's how i cope with being -gestures vaguely- Here and alive, i actually gotta force myself to take a day off and schedule days where I DONT draw bc I know it's wearing on my hands and wrists 😬 I guess physically drawing grounds me in a way and keeps me (mostly) sane like if I don't draw for a few days i start getting Vaguely Antsy it's fukkin weird and i think at this point my love for my characters has surpassed like any form of art block if that makes sense??? like they literally take up 92% of my brain if not more, and the only way to see them is to draw them but yeah it's just what i do it's my jelly n my jam which is why I'm literally so glad i realized that i don't want to make drawing a job/career bc God help me if i start dreading drawing bc of the stress of money I've been drawing like crazy for like 2 decades straight and I only wanna draw more man idk!!!!! It's just one of them 'how the brain formed around what you do an assload of times' thangs

Answer translation: idk I just like to draw a lot lmfao

#its like the kids say ✨💅its how i express myself✨💅#and dont get it twisted im aware this is not healthy lmfao #dont aspire to b like me just draw or dont draw man its abt the want #like i said drawing is just What I Do at this point i didnt train theres not some ''oh draw for at least 30 minutes a day' shit #i draw fast as shit (probably obviously ) and so much its probably unnatural AHA #the secret is make drawing the only outlet for your brain to not completely self implode at the mere idea of existing #for 24 years!!!!! :)#honestly thats why im getting progressively more Tired when every mf and their grandma tries to convince me to sell my shits #like brother this is a part of me how can i give away something i created and inevitably formed a bond with for like 100 bucks #i caint do it and so if i go in with the expectation to imediately give it away then man i dont even want to be making art in the first pl #like for me Personally if im not going to make something that i fall in love with and want to look at occasionally then #Literally what is the point of me making anything #what is the point of me making my body and mind create a piece if not for my own personal joy???#but thats just physical art ig #like digital stuff and selling it for money if some1 wants it im aight but physical paintings??? that shit is Me and Mine #like just bc i Can make art doesnt immediately mean i need to make money from it yknow #my brother in christ when it comes to the the only true outlet for me to find joy and inspiration in living i Do Not care about money #i will take any amount of shitty job abuse if it means i conserve my passion #ill get a scarring accident from welding before i will stress cry over a deadline for a project that i dont even want to do #absolutely terrified of that path and feeling it is The Worst for me #like literally thank FUCK i realized this when i was just in a community college and not balls deep in debt at some fancy university #granted late as all hell and all my opportunities of taking free welding classes in my early years have long passed but still glad #just stick me on an abandoned island with canvases n paint n shit and ill b fine #god knew if i managed my time better and wasnt Really Fucking Exhausted all the time i would be unstoppable #like ofc making money while drawing what i want is the dream no doubt but the chances of that are slim and the road to get there is even #slimmer #ANYWAY holy shit not to get hella preachy but i have Thots

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an-angrygod · 10 months ago

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The feeling when you havnt had a serious depressive episode, and think yeah I’m not a fan of existential but I finally don’t wanna kill myself, only for it to appear when u least expect it.

I hate it. I hate everything really but I hate it the most. And I hate how good I am at hiding that.

#even fanfic fails to save me from this misery #the coming deadline is not helping matters #trying to clean my room in hopes I feel better #kinda wanna cry but am unable to cry #low-key wished someone noticed #but my regular chaos sounds a lot like my depression thoughts #meaningless existance #depression #seasonal depression probably #hate this fucking weather

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basslinegrave · 1 year ago

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i think there should be therapist aftercare cuz the one i went to opened up my brain but didnt close it metaphorically speaking, she just kinda ended the session like yeah ok thats it and since then i feel fucked up and empty and the entire month felt like 2 days

a friend messaged me if im ghostin and i felt like we talked like few days ago, looked at the date, saw june 26 like see, heh, then realization hit, its July not June, we didnt talk for an entire month and to me it felt like few days max

#ig im depressed again or something and its pretty bad cause i dont feel any joy in anything #but it also feels like time isnt real so at least its not like im suffering for months but like a week maximum #reality is different but well #also deadlines keep coming but the time inbetween these doesnt exist #aand i feel very odd and nostalgic when i go out and stare at the sky and such #smell the air and its cooler now and i smell like stuff ppl work with like metal and glue or whatever #like repairing some stuff in the garage thats summer! i feel like a kid agaon #which is NOT helping rn #chase vented

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lycan-trophy-wife · 2 years ago

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what is the difference btwn landscape architecture and architecture? =D

So architects design buildings and landscape architects design basically anything outside of those buildings. Public parks & squares, private gardens, Parking spaces, sidewalks and much more.

Landezine is a website where you can find a lot of notable projects & get an idea for what landscape architects plan. Looking in the 'projects' section on there will usually show you a pretty diverse range of projects from different studios.

In university we do have classes together with architecture students, tough that's mostly for basic design & drawing stuff. Most of my classes are specific to outside areas, like 'plant planning' (which plants work for certain areas and how can I include them in those areas?) or 'garden monument care' (researching a historic outdoor space/park/garden by taking stock of what is there right now and finding sources on its history, then evaluating the current state in regards to the original plans / historic layers, and then deciding what needs to be done to honor the history but also make it suitable for the current conditions and use)

#landscape architecture #The planning for certain places is usually decided through competitions #Where multiple studios will create their own design for the space and then present that through drawn plans. Digital or physical models.#And sketches / collages / photoshopped images #Buuut im not even sure I want to work for a studio like that in the future. It's supposedly very crunch-y/overtime heavy when it comes to #Competition deadlines #And theres plenty of other areas you can go in #Like im still in my bachelor program so ofc there's a bit of everything in there #But with the landscape architecture master you can pick your classes to focus on certain topics or even do a different masters program #Depends on what the universities have to offer. I've seen something along the lines of #'city planning in historic city districts'#As an example #Yah that's preddy much the basics #From someone who didn't know landscape architects even existed until they saw it #On a list of a universitys available bachelor programs

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lilacline001 · 2 years ago

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Guys, gals, nonbinary pals, please expect the next chapter of Nocturne on 1/23/2023. If it is not out by then, please feel free to harass me.

#I've been in this weird mental state where time doesn't exist #its been hard to keep deadlines #thank you adhd #I loose so much time to doing mindless things #things that don't make me happy #don't make me sad #they just are #the past few days ive been coming out of a dream?#idk #i feel awake #which is great!#anyway nocturne is a priority!#so please bother me if I haven't posted anything be then

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forter-from-meteos · 1 year ago

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