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The more the time passes, the more convinced I am that a reading of Jane Eyre that omits the theme of mercy as key to the story is incomplete at best and bad at worst.
#jane eyre#i think this is at the root of all the insidious and useless darcy vs rochester comparisons#because ultimately the wrong Austen heroes do is forgivable#the effects of their sins are more or less easily reversable#such as Darcy's pride and rudeness or Wentworth's pettiness#there is mercy being served with atonement#but it isn't a radical mercy#which I think is the point in Jane Eyre#Rochester's attempted bigamy is beyond justification#it can only be understood as sourced in stupidity and immaturity rather than in true wickedness#it can also be understood as part of the way he was raised up and the sins of his own father#but cannot be justified#Rochester can only be either hated and shunned or loved and forgiven#there's no possibility of indifference#the characters that create the most unhappiness to themselves and others in this novel are those who live without mercy#and those who act with mercy the opposite#Rochester's redemption is possible because he has shown mercy to others#at least sometimes like Adele and his first years with Bertha#st John can have everything in his favor and yet his mercilessness makes him a figure of fear for Jane#Jane's deliberate choice to show mercy again and again IS essential to the story#Jane Eyre is a bildungsroman AND a romance because of it#readings that seek to turn Rochester into a complete forever villain#i.e. he is a liar and he actually tortured Bertha into madness#are ultimately readings that want a reason to reject any sort of mercy for him#by making him incapable of good and repentance
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for your consideration: s1 jayce, old mage viktor
#jayvik#we are getting so self indulgent w it MY BLOG MY RULES#listen. listen i cannot be the only one who craves old man viktor#trying to justify why i think this dynamic would be fascinating when the truth is. i am a freak.#AN OLDER MAN OBSESSED W JAYCE SAVED HIS LIFE TWICE ALIVE FOR SEVERAL LIFETIMES POWERFUL… jayce would be so overwhelmed iiiiii#viktor: squints jayce: IS THE SUN BOTHERING YOU KING 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫#tysm for 1000 notes :) i will see u all at the bingo parlor next thursday night
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I couldn't get Fitzjames' cunty little fur-lined coat out of my head after finishing "The Terror", so I decided I needed my own version. I found the base coat secondhand, modified and tailored it, and hand sewed on the faux fur trim. Maybe one day I'll make the screen accurate version, but I'm very happy with this for now.
#coat fitzcoat#gonna wear this when I go ice skating with friends next week#I must be the hottest bitch at the rink at all times thank you very much#as for why I thrifted this build instead of making a screen accurate one from scratch:#I simply cannot justify the material costs for the screen accurate version considering I live in a place where it rarely gets below 70F/21C#also the fur trim made me want to scream#because the lighting varies wildly it looks different in every scene#so I was going frame by frame in various scenes to see if it was brown or grey#and my conclusion is that it is a brownish grey#the terror#the terror amc#james fitzjames#marlequinncos
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people have got to be nicer to and about kids
#feeling so justified about publicly bitching about a newborn who cannot control themselves as an adult who can control their words but has#no community to express this to other than a spiteful internet echo chamber is so ridiculous#and kids included teenagers !#all this ‘i’m just a girl’ and never ‘that’s literally just a kid’ 😭😭#i feel so very strongly about children and protecting them please don’t make me mad#also lack of respect for children only ever feeds into male centeredness and the grand irony about that is how willing people are to become#mothers for men who didn’t have support as children and then bear children for that man
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Periodic reminder that unless a person specifically and clearly tells you it is okay to tell others they are trans or queer, you should err on the side of caution and assume they do not want you to tell people (especially random people!) about their transness or queerness.
You have no idea, generally, why somebody doesn't talk openly about their trans or queer status, and you have no idea, truly, how somebody might react to that information. The most progressive person out there is still capable of harbouring incredibly negative thoughts about somebody's queer status.
#lesbian#gay#bi#bisexual#trans#transgender#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#ally advice#inspired after somebody at work outed me (again ×3)#i don't care how 'safe' you assume they will be! you cannot TRULY guarantee their safety!#you are effectively gambling with somebody's safety by assuming you can out them#also even if their safety was somehow 100% guaranteed it is still not your place to dictate what others know about THEM#like it isn't your own information you are giving out. the other person is a real human being with real thoughts...#...and there are real ramifications to your actions! this is like... real life and like... real people#anyway. i'm still fucking horrified at how cool people are (at least wrt me) with outing others 🙃����#and it just... further reminds me that others see me as like... a thing to be talked about/over and i'm not seen as an autonomous human#maybe that's not their intentions 9/10 times but that still doesn't justify it nor does it change how i interpret that behaviour 👍#it's just dehumanizing imo to be reminded 'your comfort DOESN'T MATTER. i think you should be talked ABOUT not TO.'#clarification for the first tag: this is the THIRD time somebody has outed me. i NEVER talk about being trans to... pretty much ANYBODY irl#it's shit like this that i have to resist taking the 'doompill' over#because it's scary and dehumanizing every. single. time. i feel so fucking scared each time#because - AGAIN - i know my safety will NEVER be guaranteed because i am trans and queer
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me: no more merch, no more—

me: fuck—
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i am wholly obsessed with this picture of walton goggins and timothy olyphant:

#timothy olyphant#walton goggins#this is straight up boyd and raylan on their honeymoon#THEIR HAPPILY EVER AFTER#WALTON I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU POSTED THIS#the other photo he posted is just as brain melting#I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH#twitter#instagram#boyd crowder#raylan givens#justified
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with her arms out like an angel through the car sunroof
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tfone au where OP is created as the last of the primes but way after them, a sparkling born at what were thought to be the last days of the war against the quintessons, the beginning of a new generation of peace after eons of war. a child meant to be loved and raised knowing nothing of war nor sacrifice.
he's kept mostly out of the spotlight by his siblings, who don't wish to expose him to everyone's optics so young, and want to wait until the war is done and over to properly introduce him to their people.
except of course the primes are betrayed and murdered by sentinel, the war is lost and everyone who knows and cared for the truth is either banished or outright killed in order to suppress it.
and the high guard, the ones the primes trusted the most, the ones that were supposed to protect them, the ones who failed in their most important duty, have to make a choice. to take the last prime, their last hope, with them to the surface, a hostile environment where there's little to no supplies and where they'll be hunted down by both sentinel and the quintessons as the biggest threat to their regimen.
or hide him in plain sight. place him where sentinel won't think to look for him. one more sparkling among many. and hope it will be enough to keep him alive. pray to primus that he'll protect his last child long enough for them to come back for him when it's safer (even if most of them have already lost their faith on him when he allowed the rest of his children to be massacred like that)
they almost lose their resolve when they realize they will have to take the little one's cog away in order to make him blend in with the rest of the newborns (and oh do they burn with murderous intent when they see what sentinel has done to their people but it's not the time yet-) but in the end they decide an impaired little prime is better than a dead one.
and so in the chaos of thirteen dead primes and a sudden energon crisis, a little sparkling who very few mechs really knew about and even fewer had seen completely vanishes. and in the depths of iacon a mech in charge of a new batch of newborns scratches their helm in confusion as they realize they must have miscounted the first time.
optimus prime is quietly erased from any official records by sentinel, written off as dead when they find a sparkling's frame mangled beyond recognition after an attack on the base of those rebels that insist on being a thorn on his side. killing the sparkling hadn't been precisely in his plans, he probably could've found some use for it after all, but he's not particularly upset about it either.
and orion pax grows up with an ache on his spark that tells him he's missing something far more important than a t-cog and dreams of gentle and loving hands, cradling him against the frames of mechs he cannot recall the faces of.
#i talk a lot <3#transformers#transformers one#tfone#optimus prime#orion pax#baby prime orion au#this is mostly an excuse for me to draw the primes and baby OP later on. just to be clear.#i WILL be drawing this at some point lmao#tbh i'm a little uncertain how i want things to progress#because on one hand it would be very tasty and tense if sentinel recognized optimus during the race#but that means a lot of changes very early on in the plot and i would have to do a lot of Thinking on how to justify getting the gang#to still pick up bee and elita. cause i love them <3#i do think it'd be very funny if the high guard's plan worked like a charm except for the very tiny fact that they didn't count#on orion being an absolute hellion. like. this kid is Not Going Unnoticed and it's completely his own fault lmao#in this version maybe a member of the high guard stayed behind to keep an eye on orion and is able to get them out before they're killed#but instead of taking them to where the primes fell they take them directly to the high guard#which is very awkward because it's a very moving and emotional moment for the high guard who are finally reunited with their little prime#all grown up and healthy and blessedly *alive*. except orion doesn't fucking remember any of them and is very confused as to why#the legendary warriors of cybertron are getting all weepy over him. they finally explain the truth to him which is a Fucking Bomb#to drop on anyone but especially a group of kids who almost got killed by the person they all thought the world of just hours ago#they also return orion's t-cog to him which would create some tension between him and the rest of the gang because this time#he's the only one getting his cog back. add to it that they were just told he's the equivalent of a demi-god and... well.#there's a gap between him and them that wasn't there before#on the other version of events that follows canon more closely everything goes the same up until the gang finds the primes in the cave#and wake up alpha trion who now not only has to deal with the fact the rest of his siblings are dead but that he missed fifty cycles#of his baby brother's life. that the only sibling he has left does not remember him or his true identity at all.#he has to choose between telling him the truth which has the risk of unbalancing him in a critical moment where he cannot afford to#be distracted because they're being hunted down. or let him remain unaware. let him forget their family and the love they had for him#but letting him remain free of the knowledge of what he lost and the heartbreak it would bring.
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me: really dissatisfied with the way the relationship between spite and lucanis was resolved, couldn’t believe spite was just chill with forgiving illario and kept waiting for something more to happen with that, felt their storyline could’ve benefited from a lot more conflict overall and would ultimately be strained at best if not potentially resulting in one party’s destruction
me simultaneously: rookanis is a throuple actually
#<- deranged#listen. hear me out.#it’s the wings#lucanis dellamorte#dav#dragon age#talkin#dav spoilers#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#also feel there was a huge missed opportunity in the potential of having them learn from each other#it’s hinted at here and there that spite is becoming more complex as he experiences the world#but imagine if lucanis could’ve in turn learned to access a little bit of justified anger and independence#but alas (gestures at the entirety of the crow faction writing as i cannot bear to look at it directly)
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i haven't seen much of the bullet dance saloon extras from the japanese trimax omnibus editions but ever since i caught wind of their existence i have been deeply curious
here are the vol 5 pages ✨
#trigun maximum#bullet dance saloon#livio the double fang#razlo the tri punisher of death#millions knives#nicholas d. wolfwood#did i buy a whole book i cannot read bc i wanted a physical version of the cover artwork?#yes i did#cafe postcard equivalent is Too Much for me to justify to myself#but a whole book!#is different!!#trigun#trigun spoilers#just in case lol#but i mean if u are in some of these character tags#you already know
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Behold, Star Trek: AOS characters as random Reductress/Onion headlines I nabbed from Pinterest.
No, I'm not sure why I spent my evening doing this either.
#cannot put into words how much this was inspired by the bones headline#i made the others just to justify making that one#jim kirk#spock#leonard mccoy#nyota uhura#hikaru sulu#pavel chekov#montgomery scott#jaylah#star trek aos#star trek
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so i was reading lae'zel's character sheet and noticed that she had a dragonchess set but no proficiency with them and then a ghost started moving my hand like a ouija board until i had drawn this
anyway this is what the girlies get up to if u leave them at camp together
#I did consider using certified Strange Object Eater gale instead of karlach but unfortunately I think he'd engage w the game authentically#whereas karlach. she has the jester's spirit ig. to me#also lae'zel is carrying a set of playing cards too and karlach has a dice set. WHERE is my casino mission with these two. I demand to know#also why is wyll proficient w mason's tools? does it come up later in the game or did they just get a lil silly w it for the character shee#baldur's gate 3#bg3 fanart#karlach#lae'zel#haven't posted any art in fuckin aeons#this was a rush job on account of I Got Assignments and I am so behind#cannot justify the time spent on it but that's fine. fuck it we ball
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After @randomationality mentioned Starscream getting thrown around often here, I remembered him being shiny for the first few episodes and decided to do some digging and figure out exactly when he lost the shine.
In Episode 1, while Megatron is still gone, Starscream’s chest has a very prominent shine.


Then again, Episode 2, Megatron returns and he is very shiny.


In Episode 3 he’s not as shiny as earlier (possibly due to the lighting, possibly due to offscreen Megatron) but we do see the glow of his weapon reflecting on his chest.

Same for Ep4, continuation of the Fowler scene. But at the end of Episode 4, Megatron beats Starscream on camera for the first time. And when you watch Episode 5,,,


You can clearly see he’s lost the shine. The same lighting is hitting both of them and while it reflects from Megatron, it doesn’t from Starscream.
Worth noting that Ep 6 does give him back a bit of shine, he never quite recovers to the same degree as the first few episodes. I stopped watching carefully after that point. Make of this what you will. The animators tweaking his design after the first few episodes, or an intentional change to show Megs’ abuse.
#transformers#transformers prime#tfp#starscream#tfp starscream#transformers theory#but that’s just a theory#a screamer theory#thanks for reading#Megatron#tfp Megatron#reading too far into a kids show from 2010#also starscream was justified in trying to overthrow Megatron you cannot convince me otherwise#he was nothing but loyal for 3 years#and the first thing Megs does when he returns?#tell starscream he’s gonna kill him and use his corpse for experimentation#and he woulda done it if he didn’t have cliffjumper#not even using a vehicon trooper or anything#even though decepticon high command don’t care about their well being#nah he wanted to use starscream#if my boss did that I’d try to kill him and take his job too
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"Everything went wrong after David Bowie died" "everything went wrong after the Reformation"
Me, whose Metaphysics studies and medievalist interests have been heavily shaped by Dominicans: everything went wrong after Ockham et al. sustained the primacy of Will before Good in the nature of God.
#Theology#Christianity#Catholicism#it's funny because it's one of those discussions that sound extremely Byzantine#But if Good precedes Will in God then God's Will is primarily good#and its goodness must be discerned rationally by the creature#but if Will precedes Goodness then good is essentially and substantially arbitrary#God could have perfectly chosen to create a world where murder is always a good and heroic action#or where one's first duty is to make everyone's lives as miserable as possible#And that would be literally good and the good in such a world because God so willed it#such an understanding of the primacy of will on the ontological order leads to an understanding of reality as dominated by power#and in that scheme self-serving manipulations of religion and Scripture are not only easy but rationally justified#that's the where and why of Benedict XVI's motto being cooperatores veritatis#the cooperators or servants of truth#because Truth cannot be possesed and used#it can only be sought and followed after#in honesty and humility#which again ties back to the supremacy of good (and its transcendental truth) in the metaphysical order#EDIT: this is also where strain-the-mosquito-swallow-the-camel legalistic attitudes come from#Because if what's good is what is defined by the will of God as expressed in textual commands#then any comprehensive rational inquisitive reading is out of the question#and will-infused casuistry is in#Biblical literalism can only thrive in this sort of tradition#“where does it say in the Bible that [insert hyperspecific thing...”#but it's also the environment in which the kind of attitude denounced in pharisees#as sticking to precepts without embracing the moral good that sustains them#and so twisting said precepts to their own convenience
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thinking about emmrich saying "fuck" today. so, i like to think that emmrich is a man who does not swear. it's just not his cup of tea. as any good scholar knows though, there's a time and place to say "fuck," and when he does? my god. like. this man knows the best time to use it--to let something vulgar slip from his lips, especially when rook cannot do anything about it. emmrich knowing that rook is already going to be pent up from a day running around the entire goddamn earth whispering, "i cannot wait for you to fuck me when you return," and rook just has to live with that! has to have the sound of emmrich saying something like that for however long the mission takes.
and the implications of using that word versus any other in his repertoire. "fuck" implies dirty and nasty and rough. it's casual to a fault. it's grabbing hand and gnashing teeth and barely contained passion. emmrich swearing is like...him letting loose to the like umpteenth degree. it's letting himself feel his basest desires. young men fuck. and gods, do you bring out the young man in him.
#anyway. idk how much this fits into my personal emmrich headcanon but#somehow i feel like i have to justify him saying fuck in my fic alskdghskldhgskdlhlsdhgs#idk! there's just something ABOUT IT#perfectly put together always eloquent professor emmrich having no greater word to describe what he wants to do to you than “Fuck”#it's just...so tasty. to me#AND WHEN IT COMES OUT OF LEFT FIELD??? THE GASP OF BREATH THE “FUCK YOU'RE AMAZING” LIKE HE CANNOT THINK OF ANY OTHER WORDS#BECAUSE YOU'VE TAKEN THEM ALL FROM HIM#okay i'm done screaming for real this time i think??#emmrich volkarin
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