#but both are starting off with basic clinical practices

[bbyboybucket]

I’m starting all the big girl stuff and learning how to do diagnostics and treatment methods. Way to make me equally terrified and excited 🥲

[harryspet]

Fic or Drabble whichever you wanna do.

Dark bsf Rafe taking advantage of vulnerable pregnant reader. Maybe her parents kicked her out? Or her baby daddy left her. Or whatever u see fit.

(Sorry if that sucks I just love ur work sm 🩷)

homestead | r. cameron [p.1]

[warnings] dark!rafe cameron x pregnant!reader, farmer!rafe, pogue!reader, implied jj x reader, kidnapping, future NONCON/DUBCON, little editing, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK 18+

word count: 3.6k

In which you reach rock bottom after JJ gets arrested and your first love returns to save the day.

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A boy. 

You looked down at your eighteen-week ultrasound picture and smiled weekly. You and JJ were having a baby boy, and you’d found out completely by yourself. Pope had offered a million times to attend one of your appointments, practically begging a few times because he didn’t want you to go alone. You always rejected him, as the idea of going with someone else never felt right. 

The Heyward’s had already done so much for you by letting you live in their spare bedroom for, basically, your entire pregnancy. No matter how much Pope tried to tell you that they didn’t mind at all, you saw in their eyes that the last person they wanted their son to be friends with was JJ Maybank’s baby mama. You promised them you’d be able to save enough money to get your own place by the end of your pregnancy. 

So far, your day job at a retail clothing store and the late shift you worked as a waitress at The Wreck made you enough to keep you afloat. Pregnancy check-ups and ultrasounds were an expense you weren’t initially expecting and you hated that you were contemplating skipping the next few visits to save money. Besides that, appointments meant you couldn’t work and you needed all the hours you could get. 

The picture reminded you of how much hard work was left, but the feelings were bittersweet. You were so excited to meet your little boy, no matter how small he was at the moment. If JJ’s case would move a little bit faster through the system, he could be there for the big day too. Everyone in Kildare was biased against him, knowing his father too well, and you knew the system would be biased against him as well.  

You were grateful for Pope and for knowing someone else loved JJ as much as you did. JJ wasn’t hard to love, but he was a complicated person, and your relationship seemed to bring out the darkest parts of him. Pope saw his dark side, but …he wasn’t there the night he got arrested. 

You didn’t know someone could yell so loud or be so angry. The two of you were living with his Dad, and the first few months were relatively peaceful, mostly because Luke would usually go out at night, get wasted, and crash on some other part of the island. You and JJ usually played house, taking turns making dinner for each other and sleeping together side by side. 

A week before you realized you were pregnant, Luke came around asking JJ for money that JJ “owed” him, and of course, JJ refused him. You knew he’d been saving for months to take you off the island for your birthday, and he wasn’t giving that up. The fight escalated, with both sides verbally tearing each other down. As soon as Luke mentioned JJ’s mother, there was no stopping JJ. 

The fight had already moved from the bedroom to the kitchen to the porch, and then the men wrestled in the yard. JJ would’ve killed Luke if the police hadn’t come. When he got taken away in cuffs, he was a bloody, swollen mess that you didn’t even recognize. 

It became even messier when Luke decided to press charges against his own son even though they’d both been arrested. You then decided that Luke Maybank was heartless and wouldn’t ever see what you saw in his son. 

It was the weekend, your one day off, and you’d chosen to spend most of it walking to the nearby department store after your trip to the clinic. The Heyward’s wanted to spend the day out on the water but rides on the boat were starting to make you extremely sick. Besides that, you hated fishing and It was one of the hotter days of summer but you’d chosen a lightweight t-shirt dress. Well, dresses were starting to be the only thing that you fit correctly with your growing stomach. 

You tucked the picture you were holding into your purse as you made your way inside. For the past month, you’d been working up the courage to go down the baby aisles. Yet another thing that felt completely wrong doing without JJ. Cara had also offered to help buy you things but you told her every time that you were waiting until you were closer to your due date. You’d hold off from nesting until you were sure that JJ wasn’t getting out. 

Slowly, you looked over every item. Cribs, diapers, breast pumps, baby formula, bottle warmers, and bibs. It was all so overwhelming and you knew getting everything would be expensive but the price tag didn’t quite register to you until now. You had no idea how you were going to pay rent one day and afford all of the things your baby needed. 

You picked up the cutest crib mobile decorated with rocket ships, stars, and planets, and your heart skipped when you realized it was over a hundred dollars. You’d have to work an entire shift to earn that. 

“Y/N?” 

You turned towards the deep voice and the mobile tumbled from your hands, “Shit,” You cursed as you went down with it, hoping you hadn’t broken it because you couldn’t afford to buy it. Rafe Cameron pushed his cart to the side and hurried to help you, “I got it,” You said quickly as you turned away, handing it back on its display. 

Then you really looked at him. The boy you’d been so obsessed with in highschool was not a boy. His light brown hair was longer than you remembered but was tamed by a baseball cap. His white t-shirt and jeans didn’t match the version of him you had in your head, but, honestly, he looked better than you remembered. 

He smiled, rubbing the stubble on his face, as he seemed to take you in. If Rafe looked ten times better, you probably looked ten times worse than you used to. You felt huge although people just started taking note of your bump a couple weeks ago and your hair was messily gathered away from your face. Your dress was not name brand, in fact, you remembered buying it from the exact store you were standing in and you wore boots that used to belong to JJ now that your feet were starting to swell. 

“Hey,” He said.

You breathed out, “Hi.”

“Congratulations,” Rafe glanced at your belly and you wanted to crawl inside your own skin, “I guess?”

“Thanks,” You nodded, “It’s . . . complicated.”

The sad part about being pregnant, unmarried, with your child’s father sitting in jail was that people had no idea what to say to you. 

“How are you?” He asked after you went silent.

“I’m good,” You forced a smile, “How are you?”

“Better now that I’ve ran into you,” His smirk was the exact same as you remembered, “You shopping for the little one?”

“Browsing,” You said, “Didn’t quite realize how expensive all this stuff is.”

You looked at him for understanding before you remembered you were talking to – Kildare’s richest bad boy, “You still keep all your little friends around?”

“Yeah, we’re all a bit spread out now, though. I’m staying with the Heyward’s right now.”

You weren’t quite sure why you were exposing your life to him, but part of you wanted him to know that you were fine, that you had made the right decision choosing JJ over him, and that you were still figuring out life, but you’d be happy. 

“Oh, so it’s Pope’s baby?” The smug look on his face made you realize he was teasing you. 

“You know exactly whose baby it is, Rafe,” You shot back, your eyes rolling back.

You turned to walk away but he grabbed you by your arm, “Y/N, I’m kidding. I’m kidding. I’m sorry, Honey.”

You quickly pulled your arm away from him, folding your arms in front of your chest. You looked over his cart, seeing it was filled with miscellaneous things, but the only thing you could recognize was a massive back of dog food, “You got a dog?”

 “A few,” he said, placing his hands in his back pockets, “I use ‘em for animal herding. Wrangler, Sadie, and a few puppies.”

“Animal herding?”

“Yeah, I got this place on the mainland. I just came through to see Wheezie. I promised she could have one of the puppies before I sold the others.”

“You got a place on the mainland?” Your eyebrows raised, and you tried to keep your mouth from gaping, “Puppies?”

He nodded, laughing lightly, “Had to get my shit together after I got out of rehab and living with my Dad and Rose, it was just never good for me. Still working for him, but I’m just better on my own, you know?”

“I didn’t know you went to rehab,” You said quietly, still trying to process the information he was relaying. 

“A few times to be honest but I’ve been clean for a year,” He admitted while looking a bit closer at you, “Is there anything you need right now? I can help.”

“No, I couldn’t let you do that,” You shook your head quickly, “I’m fine.”

“You never like to accept help, do you?”

“I don’t need anything right now,” You assured him. 

“Hmm,” Rafe huffed, “Can I at least give you a ride, Y/N?”

“How do you know I don’t have one?” 

He gave you a knowing look that made you want to punch him. He was new and improved Rafe, but he was still an asshole, “Well, I also came to look for a new living room rug, and I could use a woman’s perspective. Help me, and I’ll give you a ride back to the Heyward’s.” 

“Whatever,” You shrugged before you began walking, “Fine.”

In his eyes, you could tell he thought he’d won. 

This was so wrong. So, so wrong. JJ would kill you. JJ would kill him. This wasn’t high school anymore, and you weren’t the insecure girl vying for the rich bad boy’s attention. Besides that, you’d always been an option for Rafe. JJ always chose you despite where you came from; now you might have a real chance of having a family. 

You blamed the way your body heated up when he spoke your name on your racing hormones and on the fact that you’d been separated from JJ for months. 

Rafe said he only came to main island to visit Wheezie, but as the weeks passed, you realized he’d found a new reason to visit. At least two times a week, he came in to the Wreck to order food and talk to you. Not only that, he practically texted you daily checking in on you. 

“Why the sudden change?” You asked him one night when closing time was closely approaching and you’d served all your tables, “I mean, I know you hated JJ but I didn’t think it would get in the way of, you know, us.”

“It’s my biggest regret after getting to know you again,” He admitted and the look in his eyes made your heart sink, “But I didn’t really know what I was doing when I was younger. I was so stupid, all I cared about was getting my Dad’s approval and I spiraled when that inevitably didn’t happen.” 

He had a way of making you question all of your own decisions. 

“Ward definitely wouldn’t approve of me now.”

“I told you I don’t care what he thinks.”

“Or what the entirety of Figure 8 will think?”

“Not at all,” He said.

“I care what my friends think.”

“You’re different than them now,” Rafe reached across the table to grab ahold of your hand as his blue eyes stared deeply into your eyes, “You have a great responsibility on your shoulders now. You have to do what’s best for you and the baby. That’s it, fuck what they think.”

“They do want the best for me,” You whispered, tears stinging your eyes.

“They want JJ for you. And he’s sitting in jail right now.”

You pulled your hand away, looking out the onto the dock and dark water. 

“You don’t even know how you should be treated,” Rafe said mostly to himself.

“What does that mean?”

“It means–” He stopped himself, but his skin was flushed with red and you sensed he was calming himself down, “I just think you deserve better.”

“And you’re going to walk into my life after all these years and save me? I can do this by myself.”

“You shouldn’t have to,” Rafe leaned in, “JJ’s going to get out but things aren’t going to get better.”

“Why would you say that?”

“It’s true, he’s a fuckup. He won’t get a good job and there’s a good chance he’ll go right back,” That tipped you over the edge and your chair scraped loudy on the ground as you stood up, ‘“I’m sorry. Look, I’m sorry. I can drive you home.”

“Pope is coming to get me.”

You didn’t spare him a second look as you walked to the back of the kitchen. Until now, he’d refrained from putting all the weight of his judgement on you but you knew all a long he thought you were making a mistake. He’d been through a lot but he’d never struggled like you and JJ had. At the end of the day, he’d always had Ward’s money to fall back on. 

He just hated JJ and he was doing his best to get in between the two of you. 

Two weeks later, you were standing outside the Kildare County Jail, not because you were visiting JJ but because he was being released. Luke dropped the charges against him, and they released lower offenders due to overcrowding. You watched a few reunifications and waited on a cold bench in the lobby; blue hydrangeas in a small bouquet sat neatly in your lap. Your dress was also blue and printed with daisies. He had no idea the two of you were having a boy, and it was your sweet idea of telling him. 

You’d blocked Rafe’s number just that morning after ignoring his messages and calls. He was wrong. Even if he was calling to tell you that, you didn’t want to hear it. They never specified how long it would take to process him but you started to doze off after waiting for two hours. An officer in beige uniform tapped your shoulder lightly to wake you.

You were still hopeful and you expected to see JJ right behind him, “Hello, ma’am. Unfortunately JJ Maybank cannot be released today.”

“What?” Your eyes widened, “Uhm, why?”

“I was informed that additional charges have been filed against him.”

“What do you mean additional charges?” You asked, concern raising in your tone, “Who can I talk to?”

You when through every channel of communication possible, searching for answers. They couldn’t possibly expect you to leave like nothing happened. You found out from another officer, after heavy begging, that they filed another battery charge against him involving another inmate. Somehow, in the two days that he knew he was getting out he managed to catch another charge. 

“Could I at least visit him?” You’d asked and they told you he was in a segregated unit now and not allowed visits. 

You felt your heart physically break. When it fully started to sink in, you left to get fresh air. You walked for a long while until you started to panic. You sat down on the edge of the sidewalk and through teary eyes you tried to search for Pope’s number. What would you do now? Go back to the Heywards and continue to accept their charity? You were kidding yourself thinking you could do this alone. 

It felt like a rejection. You’d never had a real family. JJ knew that and yet he’d left you all alone again. 

You let your phone fall to the side, deciding you wanted to be miserable by yourself and you didn’t want to burden his family any longer. You threw the flowers into the street before your head fell in your hands and you finally let yourself cry for the first time since JJ had gone away. 

The bouquet you’d carefully put together lay discarded in the street and you had no care about the mud that was probably staining your dress now. Just as your chest started to tighten unbearably, you heard the low rumble of car engine and a shadow seemed to drape itself over you. You heard someone calling you, telling you to breathe, but your body wouldn’t obey the instructions. 

Your baby needs you to take a breath, you told yourself but the thought of your baby only made your guilt worsen, “I’ve got you,” You heard that familiar voice say. Being in his arms was far from familiar but your body didnt protest when it felt itself lifted in the air and placed on soft leather. 

The next time you looked up, you felt the car moving, and you saw the sun setting through the window. You felt a hand on your thigh rubbing soothing circles but you felt more paralyze than anything, “Try to take deep breaths,”  You heard him say but your body wasn’t yours to control, “Everything’s gonna be okay now. I’m going to take care of the two of you.” 

You were not in the squeaky twin bed at the Heyward’s house when your eyes peeled open the next morning and you realized that quickly. You saw wooden beams overhead and walls painted a soft cream color. You turned your head to see sunlight coming through lace-curtained windows. As fast as you could move with the extra weight, you pushed the comforter off of you and moved over to the window. It offered a view of rolling fields and distant trees, the greenery stretching as far as your eyes could see.

Looking back around the room, you saw a sturdy, antique bed with wooden nightstands on either side. A handmade quilt with vibrant patches of red and blue sat on top of the bed. Plush pillows piled at the head of the bed. On top of one nightstand was a well-worn book and a framed photo of younger Rafe with a blonde woman beside him. 

On the other nightstand was a vase of freshly picked wildflowers. You remembered your blue hydrangeas, and yesterday’s events came flooding back to you, “Fuck,” You cursed, and your eyes found the bedroom door. Before thinking about walking towards the door, you caught a glimpse of yourself in the large mirror, sitting on top of a wooden dresser. You were dressed in a white silk pajama top and bottoms, a tiny sliver of your belly poked out the bottom of the shirt, but otherwise, they fit you perfectly. All you could do was curse, “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”

You moved quickly towards the door, but it opened before you grabbed the handle. You covered your mouth as a shriek left your lips.

Despite your startled appearance, Rafe appeared calm. His hair looked like it had just woken him up, and he wore a simple T-shirt and gym shorts. He closed the door behind him, acting as another barrier to your escape, “What the fuck, Rafe?”

He shushed you, “You need to stay calm,” He warned you, “There’s no point in getting riled up.”

“I was having a panic attack and . . . and you–”

“You needed to get away,” He raised his hands as if to show he wouldn’t cause you harm, “I took you home with me.”

“You took me home with you?” You spoke back to him, “I have a home. Why didn’t you take me back to the Heyward’s?”

“That’s not your home, Honey, and you know that.” 

You shook your head, “You don’t get to decide that. Where’s my phone?”

“It’s wherever you left it,” Rafe shrugged, “You know, when you were having a panic attack on the side of the road. Alone and pregnant with absolutely no one looking out for you. Imagine if it wasn’t me who found you.” 

Rafe looked annoyed like it was you who was crazy in this scenario. You tried to ignore the thought of him undressing you and putting you in these new clothes. The idea of that became harder as you watched his eyes trail from your feet, higher and higher, “Jesus Christ, you don’t even know how precious you are,” He came closer until you were stumbling back onto the bed, “I want you to stay here with me.”

“And if I don’t want the same?” You looked up at him. 

“I’ll let you think it over. Give it some time,” He nodded to himself, “Are you hungry?”

You didn’t answer, only stared back, “I’ll make you something. I’ll be right back.”

He turned on his heel, and as you realized what he was doing, you hurried after him. He closed the door, and as you furiously turned the knob, you realized he’d locked it, “Rafe!” You screamed as you pounded on the door, “Rafe, please don’t do this!”

You felt your tough exterior melt away. This was serious. He was completely serious about keeping you here. 

You rushed over to the windows next, throwing open the curtains, and found that they didn’t budge even as you pushed at them. You kept yourself from another panic attack, knowing that Pope would be looking for you right now. You never told him about Rafe … you were so concerned about him judging you that you next rold him. But if someone found your phone, they would know … but you had no idea what really happened to it.

As you started to pace, you suddenly felt a fluttering sensation. You stopped as you felt a tiny kick inside of you, an unmistakable movement that echoed throughout your whole body. Gently, you caressed your stomach. “I hear you,” you said through heavy breaths as your eyes moved around the room. It’s okay. I’ll figure this out. Don’t worry.”

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[darthannie]

Raymond Leon NSF/W Alphabet

a/n: written from a “x f!reader” perspective. @lau219 requested this and thank you SO much for doing so. Smut under the cut!

AFTERCARE, what they’re like after sex

He’s quite doting but in a clinical way. He wants to make sure all of your needs are met first before he takes you in his arms and holds you. If you’re in bed he’s inclined to cuddle until one of you has to leave. To calm himself down after particularly intense moments, he likes to talk to you. He never has anything to say, but hearing your voice soothes him more than anything else could.

BODY PART, their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s

His favorite part of his body are his hands. His favorite part of your body is your hips, especially when he’s able to grab onto them. More specifically the part of your body that hinges when you bend over. He likes grabbing there a lot.

CUM, anything to do with cum, basically

He loves cumming inside you. It makes him feel closer to you. He feels deeply satisfied watching it drip out of you. He likes pushing it back in with his fingers and slowly pressing himself back inside you just to do it all over again.

DIRTY SECRET, pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs

He likes snooping around your underwear. Clean. Dirty. He’ll pick out his favorites for you to wear for him on special occasions. 

EXPERIENCE, how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?

Oh, he knows what he’s doing. When he was younger he was out a lot more, and more bold. Now, he’s settled down into his life. And with you in it, he feels truly alive again. He's putting all his experience into practice with you. And yet, he still learns new things with you all the time.

FAVORITE POSITION, this goes without saying

Anything that ends with you bending over. Doggy, standing, anything as long as you’re folded over and ready for him. The feeling of him pushing up against you makes him want to never stop. His favorite part is grabbing your wrists and pinning them to your back or your sides as he thrusts into you relentlessly. 

GOOFY, are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.

He’s rarely in the mood for a laugh and that is no different when he’s ready to do it with you. It’s a very serious endeavor for him. Especially when he decided to take your relationship seriously. Every time he has sex with you it feels like he’s on a mission to make you (and himself) feel as good as possible. 

HAIR, how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.

He keeps himself clean and trimmed. He’s quite particular about it and always has been.

INTIMACY, how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect

He can come off as pretty intense. It’s rarely lighthearted. The first time the two of you had sex was after months of seeing each other. He didn’t want to open himself up to someone until he was sure about him (his time is valuable to him and he didn't do much other than work).

JACK OFF, masturbation headcanon

He rarely does. The only times he finds his hand drifting down, down, down is when you’re away from him for too long. He starts slow and steady before losing himself in the moment. He grunts, moans, and bites his fist. He gasps as he cums all over himself and then gets annoyed that you're not there to help him clean up.

KINK, one or more of their kinks

He loves impact play and leaving marks. He makes you count out the times he spanks you. When you’re on your knees for him, he likes to give you light slaps on your face, enticing you to open up for him. He only gets rough and leaves marks when you let him. You have tiny welts where he lightly broke skin with his teeth. They’re only in places for you and him to see so you have little reminders of what he's done to you. They make both of you blush. He also has a slight breeding kink, mainly just so that you know that your his. 

LOCATION, favorite places to do the do

The bathroom. Not elaborating. Next question. 

MOTIVATION, what turns them on, gets them going

He loves it when you stroke the nape of his neck. It’s a simple, comforting gesture that reminds him to relax every once in a while. When you’re alone, he often uses it as an excuse to kiss your wrist, which turns into a kiss of your palm, and then a kiss on countless other places on your body.

NO, something they wouldn’t do, turn offs

He does not like it or find it endearing when you feign needy or act cutesy. He usually just rolls his eyes and ignores you. He can tell when you’re using it against him to rile him up. He’ll admit, he likes that part. 

ORAL, preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.

He loves feeling your lips around him. It’s his favorite form of stress relief. He’s good at giving head but it makes him nervous. Even after all his years, he still wants to make sure he’s “doing it right”. 

PACE, are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.

It depends on his mood. Hard day at work? Feeling unfulfilled? He’s going to use that as an excuse to fuck you relentlessly. However, he’s really good at noticing what your needs are, and sometimes you don’t want hard and fast. He loves taking his time to notice small things about you. He watches how your eyes squeeze shut as he enters you and how you run your fingers through his hair to pull him in...

QUICKIE, their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.

He’s not opposed to them, but due to the nature of his job that’s all he has time for sometimes. He’d much rather lose sleep while fucking you properly at night instead of just finishing for the sake of finishing. 

RISK, are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.

He usually likes to stick to what he’s used to, but sometimes you bring new things out of him and push him to his limits. He finds it liberating. He gives into the darker sides of him and it brings the two of you closer together.  

STAMINA, how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?

There are days where he feels he can fuck you for hours. The most you two have gone was three rounds but he made you cum five times. You were spent.

TOYS, do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?

He doesn’t own any. He finds them frivolous and would much rather have the real thing. 

UNFAIR, how much they like to tease

The only time he teases is when he takes his sweet time with you. He smiles at your reactions and how genuinely you need him. It makes him feel wanted.

VOLUME, how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.

He keeps it quiet for the most part. When he's about to cum he gets louder. His moans are soft and quiet. He saves his sweet nothings for afterwards.

WILD CARD, a random headcanon for the character

More fluffy than anything, but you make him want to quit his job. He’s devoted so much of his life to his work, he wonders what it would be like without it.

X-RAY, let’s see what’s going on under those clothes

He’s not one for showing himself off, but he knows how much you love his body. Lean, toned, and absolutely gorgeous. He's decently sized, more than enough for you to choke on and make you feel full.

YEARNING, how high is their sex drive?

Sex isn't his top priority ever really. However, he adores you and a kiss is enough to get him going. He adores you and you genuinely are the light of his life.

Zzz, how quickly they fall asleep afterwards

It doesn’t take him long to fall asleep afterwards. His days are exhausting, so falling asleep after isn’t an issue. He loves to wrap himself around you. He puts his guard down when he's in bed with you and he feels completely at peace.

[spectres-n-soap]

Times Long Since Past - Soap x You x Ghost

Content Warnings - Angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, therapy, pregnancy

A/N - Not gonna lie when I say I nearly cried writing this part.

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The therapy office was located in a strip mall that had obviously once been a 1950s era housing estate in the past. You glance around the parking lot before Simon places a hand on your shoulder and pulls you from whatever pit you were trying to sink into. “Don’t stress.” He mutters and you roll your eyes.

“When in the history of the world did that ever make someone not stress?” You ask and he shakes his head but you can see his eyes crinkle just slightly. You sigh and look at the general area where the office was as your hand rests on your stomach. “Do you really think this will help?”

Simon nods, “It helps.” You sigh again before you nod and begin walking towards the office. A bell jingles over the door when you enter the office, Simon not far behind you and keeps the door open for you so it doesn’t bang into you. The receptionist smiles at you, a well practiced kind smile as she gestures for you to come forward. The waiting room was comfortable, only one other person sat in one of the chairs mindlessly flipping through the magazines. 

“Name?” The woman asks and you try not to let the happiness in her voice grate on your soul. Would you be happy like her again? You give her your name and she nods as she types it into the computer, “Date of birth?” You mindlessly rattle it off and give her the time of your appointment (in fifteen minutes) and she smiles at you, “Alright, if you could fill out these forms,” She passes the forms on a clipboard with a pen. “And take a seat. The doctor will be with you shortly.”

You waddle over to the nearest seat and sit down before you start to fill out the form. Its basic questions and you recognize them all from your psych evals in the military. You bite your cheek before you begin to fill them out truthfully. When you finish, you hand the clipboard back to the receptionist and sit back down. 

The therapist is nice. Clinically nice. You want to scream and rage as he calmly asks questions about what brought you here. His voice is perfectly level and you can’t even use it as an excuse for the reason you think he’s judging you. “It's not my job to judge, it's my job to help.” He says when you hesitate to answer.

“I lost someone very close to me.” You answer, picking over the words carefully because you and Johnny hadn’t put a label on it before he had died. Your stomach lurches at that sudden thought and you squeeze your hands into fists. 

“I see. Was this person the father of your child?” He asks and you nod tightly. The thought still leaves an awful taste in your mouth.

“He died in action.” You take in a shaky breath, “He didn’t even know.”

“Let's start there. If at any moment you feel uncomfortable we can stop this session.”

You leave not feeling better or worse but like a small weight had been lifted from your chest. As you walk back out into the waiting room with the therapist, talking about the date of your next appointment you see Simon. You freeze, having totally forgotten he had promised to wait for you the entire time. He inclines his head at you and you're brought crashing back into reality. 

You climb into his car and as he turns it on he offers to buy some lunch. “Got any cravings?”

“I’m pregnant. Of course I have cravings.” You grumble, “Mexican food. From this little hole in the wall place.” He hands you his phone, which is all kinds of busted up but the screen still works so he hasn’t replaced it yet, for you to type the address into.

You take a seat at one of the outside tables and a young man hands you both a small menu. The smell from inside the restaurant makes your stomach rumble and apparently the baby is into the smell too because they kick at your stomach. Hard.

You wince and bow your head a little as you hiss out a “ Fuck. ” You don’t see the way panic shoots through Simon but you feel his hand grab yours. You don’t pull away.

“Are you okay? Are you in pain?” He asks and you shake your head.

“The baby just decided to do some kickboxing, no big deal.” You let out a tight laugh that hardly seems to convince Simon. “Simon, I’ll tell you if it hurts okay? Promise.” Those words seem to put at ease and the arrival of your waiter draws attention from the way his ears turn pink.

Lunch is quiet between the two of you after that moment partially helped by the way you sort of shovel the food into your mouth. You can’t help the small moan that leaves you as you bite into enchilada and Simon coughs on the sweet soda he had been drinking.

You and Simon arrive back at your flat, takeout box in hand because your eyes were bigger than your stomach and you had ordered another enchilada and he places it in your fridge as you settle down onto the couch. Exhaustion pulls at you despite the good sleep you had gotten last night and you hardly notice when Simon places the throw blanket on your lap.

“You know… you still have some gifts to open.” Simon mutters and you look at him with bleary eyes and make a noise of confusion before you look at what he has in his hands. The gifts from the MacTavish family. Your stomach sinks and your throat closes up at the sight. You sniffle but reach for one of the soft green green eyes.

Inside the first one is a little soft green dinosaur onesie and a few baby books. One of the books has a couple of lullabies and nursery rhymes. The other is easy recipes to make during the first couple months with the baby. More onesies in the next one, soft blues, pinks and yellows, a teddy bear and a card with a heartfelt message from his sisters. Of course a few items such as a milk pump and a diaper bag are already filled to the brim with items.

Just as you think you’ve finished opening everything, Simon hands you a card and one more bag. “The cards from Mrs. MacTavish, the bag is from me.” He clarifies although he really didn’t need to. The bag was a soft gray. You open his gift first and genuinely laugh when it's a onesie with little skulls. You shake your head at his gift before you set it to the side. You carefully pull the card from the envelope it was in and open it. A couple pictures fall onto your lap but you read the message first.

My bairn was a lot of trouble during those first few months. I hope yours doesn’t come with the same mischief for the sake of both of you. I know there is nothing I can say to ease the pain or the hole that Johnny left in you but you’re not alone. You’ve been given a beautiful gift whether he knew it or not. You’ll always have a piece of my wee boy and you’ll always be welcome in my home. I’ve made a few copies of pictures of when Johnny was a wee bairn for you. Welcome to the MacTavish family.

You glance down at the pictures, tears in your eyes as you look through them. You couldn’t help the small laugh that left you at one of the pictures. Chubby baby Johnny pouting in his chosen outfit but the others make tears fall from your eyes. You rub your thumb over one of the photos of him smiling up at the camera, chubby hands holding his foot up.

[grannanna]

In Defense of Carlotta

So I was rewatching the Royal Albert Hall version of POTO and I kinda came to a realization: Carlotta didn’t entirely deserve what was going on.

I’m not saying she wasn’t a jerk. She is a primadonna for crying out loud. She’s got the ego of a peacock, but she’s still human.

At the beginning of the musical during her rendition of Think of Me and the bit between that version and Christine’s version, she gets attacked by the phantom. Of course everyone knows it’s the phantom but the managers all kinda just blow it off. We see her get upset and leave the opera cause she’s pissed.

You could frame this as her being a perfectionist OR you could see this as a woman finally breaking after years of abuse from a ghost of a man.

She says that “for three years these things keep happening” and that the previous manager never did anything to stop them. He simply paid the phantom and then kept casting her in the lead roles.

The phantom wants two things and that is to get Christine on stage and then into his arms. So, he sees Carlotta as an obstacle and has probably been attacking her for all those three years.

And what happens when she complains? When she gets scared and looks for someone to aid her? She gets either one of two responses:

The person is too scared of the opera ghost to do anything.

The person doesn’t believe in the opera ghost and acts like she’s crazy.

Both result in someone telling her “these things do happen.”

So can you blame her for leaving after she got close to dying AGAIN?

And then less than a week after leaving she finds out that they replaced her already? After all that talk about how she was the best of the best, the crème de la crème, her years and years of training, they replace her. And not only do they replace her, but they replace her with practically a teenager who has been getting trained by the very man that keeps trying to murder her?!

No wonder she was so angry when she stormed into the letters scene! Those she trusted had replaced her, sent her a taunting note, and then had the gall to ask her to come back!

I think this also recontextualizes the majority of Primadonna. These jerks are asking her to come back and of course she’s hesitant, she doesn’t wanna get almost assassinated again, but that tiny bit of vanity and pride comes up in the back of her mind.

Furthermore her “public needs” her. This could be the pride but I like to imagine her thinking of a little girl in that audience that wants nothing more than to be like her. Music was one of the only arts and ways to make money open to women at the time. Shes an example of how women can be independent in this world.

And ya know what? This man is trying to ruin her life. He doesn’t know her, but he keeps tryin to intimidate her and make her give up on something she clearly has a passion for. If you watch the recording of the 25th anniversary version of Primadonna, after the phantom gives his good ol “imma mess up the show” threat, she cocks her head and gives a little smirk. Shes saying “screw you. I worked hard for this. I spent years of my life, hours of my time, all of my energy, to be the best of the best and not you nor any spooky ghost can stop me!”

In the next opera, Carlotta and Christine are clearly having fun playing opposite each other. You could argue that this was just for the opera to go well, but I can tell you as an ex-actress myself that feelings towards your cast mates can get past you and the audience will see it.

(For instance, in high school I was playing opposite a guy I had a crush on and he had a crush on me, so when we went to a clinic (judges giving you advice on your show before competition) the judge basically told us to decide whether or not our characters liked each other or not cause it was making it too complicated for the stage. (For context we were playing Jo and Laurie. Laurie likes Jo, Jo doesn’t like him like that) Once the play was over we started dating. TLDR the audience will know if actors do or don’t like each other)

So Christine and Carlotta are having a good time because I think Carlotta realizes this isn’t Christine’s fault. Someone was going to have to take on the roll and it gave this young artist a start. Plus, it’s not Christine’s fault the Phantom became obsessed with her. He could have chosen literally anyone and Christine just happened to be the (un)lucky girl. I don’t see any evidence of Carlotta holding any grudges against Christine in this scene.

Also, this is just a minor thing, but I think that this was the right casting for this specific opera. Carlotta is much more voluptuous than Christine. She can’t exactly Mulan herself but Christine is younger and smaller and therefore can. This isn’t a talent thing this is basic casting. The entire opera is more important than the phantoms obsession. Also, the page boy is still a good role! If anything it seems like a pivotal role that just happens to be a mute one! The phantom should be excited that they’re not just throwing Christine back to the ballet dancers!

And then, when everything is going well, when she thinks that maybe the opera ghost has given up, that terrible voice announces that she and the mangers have pissed him off. You can see in her face she’s trying to be strong but she is scared. Shes not angry. She’s not petty. She’s scared.

She only gets mad at Christine when she reacts to the phantom. Yeah she acts like a jerk, calling her a toad. But the man trying to kill her is talking and the girl he is obsessed with his looking around for her “angel” which is Carlotta’s angel of death. So she’s gonna get mad. She’s gonna yell at Christine even during the show cause that’s her only outlet at the moment.

I would like to note here that that is a dick move on Carlotta’s part. However, we just had the two having a good time and we don’t know for sure that Carlotta didn’t apologize afterwards. We have a whole time skip between acts. The two could have made up.

But back to the show, the phantom seems to magically curse her to croak like a toad. In the version I saw in high school she took a sip of water that had something the phantom put in it to make her croak, but in the 25th version, you don’t see that. For all she knows this is no longer just a creepy guy but a literal ghost that just cursed her to sound like a frog! Getting rid of the thing she holds most dear! Her voice! No wonder she’s scared! Hell she starts crying! And Christine even tries to comfort her! Further proving that Christine is an angel and that the two could have developed somewhat of a working friendship/relationship.

And in her moment of terror what do the managers do? They replace her again! After all that talk about how they needed her the minute she becomes an obstacle they throw her out of the way.

She probably doesn’t have any time to process that before seeing that the phantom ACTUALLY KILLED SOMEONE! Any of that little hope she had that it was all just threats and taunts is out the window when the master of the fly ACTUALLY DIES! Hes killed and the phantom laughs and parades the corpse around like a piñata!

After that he manages to make a giant chandelier explode?!? If Carlotta doesn’t think that the phantom is an actual ghost before then she does now!

But a long while later, everything seems to go back to normal. We don’t know what happens in the meantime but we skip ahead to Carlotta managing to attend a masquerade party back at the opera. She’s all in black and back in her “don’t f with me I have the power of god and opera music on my side” vibes.

She doesn’t get much screen time here but we get three major lines from her.

“What a delight”

“Watching us and watching them”

“May its splendor never fade”

And “no more notes”

We can glean three things from this. Life has been good. The ghost has finally left her alone, and she’s got her art back. Her passion back! And I like to headcannon that she’s become a better person in this time and that’s why she’s dressed like she is.

If she was really still vain and conceited, she’d be wearing the most elegant angelic or queen-like dress she could find, but she’s instead a witch.

She’s dressed as who she used to be. She may have evolved and come to terms with sharing the spotlight hence why she says “watching US” She’s in a better place now that death isn’t breathing down her neck.

(Unrelated but also anyone notice Madame Giry with a young handsome dude? Is Giry a cougar and we just never noticed?)

And then, as everything is going good again, THE PHANTOM SHOWS UP AGAIN! And he’s literally LITERALLY dressed as the red death! A literal manifestation of Carlotta’s fears surrounding this monster of a man.

Yes Carlotta then becomes a jerk when she gets only a tiny part, which I will say she should have expected. The guy who wants you dead writes an opera and you expect him to give you a large role? Girl? You on the same planet as the rest of us? Once again, pride and vanity are kinda her big things.

Yet she still agrees to do it cause people are in actual danger now. And as she says “the things I have to do for my art!”

And yet she jumps back down the hole that she and the phantom are both in: blaming others for their problems. She thinks Christine is in line with the phantom and therefore blames her. She isn’t as… shall we say croaky about it but she still does point the finger. And yet she does seem to get a little worried when she thinks Christine is completely backing out. I mean after what happened last time Christine didn’t play the lead..

And then the phantom sends his note and once again you can see the horror and then also embarrassment when the phantom insults her acting.

Another headcannon is that yeah she does have an amazing voice there is no doubt about it, but she seems nervous about her acting. Maybe she knows her acting isn’t as good as her singing and realizes that if she messes up this time let’s just say she won’t get another chance.

(Also did the phantom really have to fat shame Piangi?)

And as the phantom addresses Christine in the note, I think Carlotta flops sides again when she hears that Christine has basically left the phantom. Hes not training her anymore. She had no idea of this. And if you can zoom in on her face in the background, you can see that Carlotta looks guilty for just yelling at this girl that’s just as terrified of the phantom as her if not more so!

And then she smirks again when Christine says no so then there goes that argument. And then again she goes back to pointing fingers but this time at Giry. Granted Giry does have some blood on her fingers so she has a point but once again EVERYONE IS SCARED OF THE PHANTOM! What makes Giry any different?! And when that pointing doesn’t work it goes back to pointing at Christine cause she can’t take into account anyone’s suffering but her own.

Then Christine had her break down and Carlotta comments “she’s mad.” But look at how she says this. Shes not making fun of her, she’s not belittling her, she’s worried about her. She sees the madness she’s experiencing is happening to others too. I think this is the final time she flips back to sanity. She realizes she’s not the only woman cursed by the phantom.

And while we can’t see much of her after Raoul’s solo we do see her almost run after a terrified Christine.

Yes she’s still jealous of Christine, we see that with the looks she gives during the rehearsal for Don Juan, but we also see something else I’ve been neglecting.

She’s an amazing friend to Piangi.

She gets upset when people correct him. He gives her support after almost being murdered and walks out with her. He pumps her up, she pumps him up. She compliments his skills and never once gets mad that he gets a role and she didn’t. I mean she’s mad she didn’t get a role but she’s still happy for Piangi! She’s willing to stand up to the phantoms writing not for herself but for her friend Piangi. And she backs down not for herself but for PIANGI. And she gets mad when he gets stressed and she gets stressed when he’s stressed and she’s a dick to everyone else but at least she’s a good friend to the few she has.

Which is why it’s probably for the best that we don’t see her react to Piangi’s death in this version.

Carlotta is definitely not perfect. But I don’t know if she’s entirely evil. She has been hurt by the phantom as much as anyone and deserves a future of peace just as much as anyone else does because that could allow her to grow.

Anyway rant over.

[saras-devotionals]

Quiet Time 9/10

What am I feeling today?

Pretty tired😅 I start nursing clinical again this morning and I didn’t get to sleep as early as I wanted to last night. But! That’s because my family wanted to celebrate my birthday🥹 they bought a tiny cake and made my favorite food and sang happy birthday to me. I felt a little bad bc I was practically gone all day with school and errands and only got to spend an hour with them and today I’ll be gone for a while too ☹️ but I love and appreciate them and honestly kinda felt a bit overwhelmed from all the birthday love yesterday😅

JOB 31 NIV

‭‭Job‬ ‭31‬:‭2‬-‭4‬ ‭NIV‬‬

“For what is our lot from God above, our heritage from the Almighty on high? Is it not ruin for the wicked, disaster for those who do wrong? Does he not see my ways and count my every step?”

Basically what Job is saying here is that God sees everything that we do and we cannot hide anything from Him. Therefore if we act in wicked ways (any way that goes against His desire for us) then the lot as a result is ruin and disaster.

Keep in mind this is Old Testament, but it still applies to us if we do not repent.

Practical: confess to sin to other people in your life to hold you accountable and repent of it!

‭‭Job‬ ‭31‬:‭5‬-‭40‬ ‭NIV‬‬

““If I have walked with falsehood or my foot has hurried after deceit— let God weigh me in honest scales and he will know that I am blameless— if my steps have turned from the path, if my heart has been led by my eyes, or if my hands have been defiled, then may others eat what I have sown, and may my crops be uprooted. “If my heart has been enticed by a woman, or if I have lurked at my neighbor’s door, then may my wife grind another man’s grain, and may other men sleep with her. For that would have been wicked, a sin to be judged. It is a fire that burns to Destruction; it would have uprooted my harvest. “If I have denied justice to any of my servants, whether male or female, when they had a grievance against me, what will I do when God confronts me? What will I answer when called to account? Did not he who made me in the womb make them? Did not the same one form us both within our mothers? “If I have denied the desires of the poor or let the eyes of the widow grow weary, if I have kept my bread to myself, not sharing it with the fatherless— but from my youth I reared them as a father would, and from my birth I guided the widow— if I have seen anyone perishing for lack of clothing, or the needy without garments, and their hearts did not bless me for warming them with the fleece from my sheep, if I have raised my hand against the fatherless, knowing that I had influence in court, then let my arm fall from the shoulder, let it be broken off at the joint. For I dreaded destruction from God, and for fear of his splendor I could not do such things. “If I have put my trust in gold or said to pure gold, ‘You are my security,’ if I have rejoiced over my great wealth, the fortune my hands had gained, if I have regarded the sun in its radiance or the moon moving in splendor, so that my heart was secretly enticed and my hand offered them a kiss of homage, then these also would be sins to be judged, for I would have been unfaithful to God on high. “If I have rejoiced at my enemy’s misfortune or gloated over the trouble that came to him— I have not allowed my mouth to sin by invoking a curse against their life— if those of my household have never said, ‘Who has not been filled with Job’s meat?’— but no stranger had to spend the night in the street, for my door was always open to the traveler— if I have concealed my sin as people do, by hiding my guilt in my heart because I so feared the crowd and so dreaded the contempt of the clans that I kept silent and would not go outside— (“Oh, that I had someone to hear me! I sign now my defense—let the Almighty answer me; let my accuser put his indictment in writing. Surely I would wear it on my shoulder, I would put it on like a crown. I would give him an account of my every step; I would present it to him as to a ruler.)— “if my land cries out against me and all its furrows are wet with tears, if I have devoured its yield without payment or broken the spirit of its tenants, then let briers come up instead of wheat and stinkweed instead of barley.” The words of Job are ended.”

Here Job is going on to list all these things and that if he ever committed a certain sin or didn’t act accordingly in a righteous way, then yes he deserves the judgment and punishment for those sins.

A list of what he spoke of that still applies to us:

Walk in falsehood and deceit

Stepping away from the “path”

Letting our hearts be led by our eyes

Hands being defiled

Heart being enticed by another woman

Denying justice to his servants

Deny the desires of the poor or let the eyes of the widow grow weary

Keeping bread to himself and not sharing it with orphans

Not warming the needy by withholding clothes/garments

Putting his trust in money

Worship the sun or the moon (astrology)

Rejoiced or gloated in an enemy’s misfortune

Cursing against someone

Concealing his sin

Using something without payment

Practical: to be mindful of all these things and to be sure that we don’t fall victim to these acts! We must act accordingly by God’s standard even though it can be incredibly difficult or desire to do the opposite 🙏🏼

[grison-in-space]

"that ability to just modify your perspective and step into the context someone else is wrestling with and listen, that's such an upsettingly rare skill for knowledge workers and healthcare workers... if you ask people why they're struggling, you can fix it and build a better process!"

You might be interested to know that when I was in pharmacy school, those patient interviewing skills mentioned by you and clockworkcrow in that reblog chain about provider burnout were taught to us as a set of techniques known as "motivational interviewing." It's not really in the scope of the personal vs systemic interventions that that reblog chain is about, but one of the revelational takeaways that I got from learning them was the idea that the healthcare provider cannot assume that their goals for care line up with the patient's; sometimes, the patient really doesn't care about the treatment or its outcomes because they have different goals of care in mind, and eliciting those goals during interviewing (because a lot of the time people are not at all articulate about what they want out of life) is a kind of ongoing step one.

I'm also curious if you or the MDs in this discussion have ever encountered ambulatory care pharmacists practicing the approaches that clockworkcrow talks about? I ask because listening to patients, identifying patient-specific blocks to care, and addressing them was something we were taught to do in pharmacy school (because our program pushed us toward ambulatory care). But since I didn't go into ambcare after graduating, I'm unsure both how much of an impact it has/how widespread such practices actually are, and whether ambcare practitioners actually, on the whole, put their money where the educators' mouths are. Can ambcare clinics actually make a systemic difference?

Oh! I had no idea they taught y'all those skills, but then I don't actually think I've ever had a conversation with a pharmacist about meds beyond a perfunctory question about whether I know what side effects there are. In general I am not used to pharmacists, doctors, or other medical professionals like psychiatrists taking a lot of time to really listen to me. Some of that is probably that all my main health complaints are things that feel normal to me and some is probably that I am a chronic minimizer--like I said in that discussion, it's a coping method.

I have never heard the term "ambulatory care" -- oh, it's outpatient care. Yeah, okay, let's use a specific physical issue: I can't run for more than about two to three without finding myself unable to breathe. This has been a thing for essentially my entire life, and in middle school we did running with heart monitors, so even apart from the physical experience of not being able to breathe and having to stop and take great heaving breaths of air, I was aware that objectively my heart rate was going up very fast no matter how hard I tried.

(We are talking "run until you start getting black spots in your vision, then walk until you can just barely breathe again, and then run, rinse and repeat. Literally the only kid slower than me was excused entirely from running because one leg was an inch shorter than the other.) No one around me seemed to think there was anything unusual about this or that I was anything besides just physically lazy, so I kind of wrote it off until my mid twenties. I mean, I'd been visibly struggling with extended physical exercise my whole life, and no one had called it remarkable yet, but friends were telling me it wasn't normal to experience those kinds of breathing issues, so...

I presented myself with this complaint to a nurse practitioner who basically told me I was just fat and needed to exercise more. I pushed past this and was grudgingly scheduled for an ecg (normal) and a peak flow test (astoundingly poor). There was no explanation presented for the peak flow except that I was out of shape and needed (guess what?) more exercise. Tried a pulmonologist, who confirmed it was not exercise induced asthma (which I had been sort of hoping, because there are fixes for that) and told me I was basically fine.

I more or less gave up until a dentist idly mentioned that my airway was very, very small and told me that micrognathia was something I should look into: my airways might be occluded. So I went to an ENT, who also immediately tried to tell me I was basically fine but did grudgingly agree to scope my airways... and discovered major blockages from my tongue (insufficient room in my jaw, so it gets shoved backwards over the airway), my nasal turbinates (swollen almost completely shut), and I forget what else. It was incredibly exciting to have a reason.

Okay, I say, what do I do with this? Exercise more? But I want to do that, I just can't breathe. I was aware that there is a surgery to artificially extend the jaw; it involves breaking the jaw and encouraging it to heal while maintaining space between the halves. So I brought this up. He was very dubious about this. I asked for a referral anyway and was referred to a plastic surgeon. The surgeon was perplexed by what I wanted to talk about and had clearly expected me to have come in for a cosmetic procedure like a nose job. Eventually I got too exhausted to follow up further; I've been meaning to resume this thing for like six years now.

Generally, my experience of doctors is that they have been trained to be suspicious of patient accounts that don't fit a very specific narrative, and that they are impatient to get on to the next thing unless you are very proactive about your own care. If you don't have a condition in mind that you can point them at without making them decide you're med seeking, they are quick to tell you that you are just making things up in your head. There are a few exceptions but I cannot underscore enough how rare I have found them to be.

And they will all tell you to exercise and lose weight as a first line of response. Not that I'm bitter.

Now, actually working in healthcare, @scientia-rex or @clockworkcrow might have more relevant commentaries than I do. But my experience in this field has not been, to put it mildly, great. Let's not even talk about my history of psychiatric care.

[prettyboykatsuki]

ari other than obviously trusting & communicating with your partner do you have any nuggets of info to look out for or thoughts specifically wrt subspace and/or aftercare in bdsm—receiving or giving?

no pressure. im doing my actual due dilligence research its just some of these sites n sources sound hella clinical and robotic and ur an actual living breathing approachable sex-positive person in comparison so i thought to ask.

hello!! i want to start by saying im deeply underqualified for such an ask. i do play and have some experience but it is minimal imo given the fact i have 1. a long term partner and 2. have had like 3-4 subs in my life to play w otherwise + im very young. im not a professional so take my words as anecdotal / personal

but on an individual level im told im a good partner so here my person to person advice / things i do for aftercare to check in on people im having sex with

the cop-out answer is that every person is different and learning to gauge your partners needs is a matter of practice and patience. not everyone needs the same thing and that's alright. it's also something u should talk about before a scene!!!

this is a given but worth mentioning but the first step is always stopping any stimulation. turning off toys, untying your partner, taking out gags - things of that nature. changing the sensation slowly is important imo. after that check on any injury and see what level of care it needs. attend to these physical, immediate needs first.

now that that is taken care of this is my more personal thing

for me usually, there's a ten minute period of me simply talking my partner down from subspace. sometimes that's praise, sometimes it's idle talk and that depends on the person. but slowly letting someone down, assuring them that they're okay and you're with them. it's more about grounding really? the intensity of a scene can be jarring even it doesn't seem that way so for me this is like... a requirement. this includes some physical touch depending on who im with!! but i usually save that for the end. like post shower and shit

sensation check-ins come after. im a sadomasochist so in a lot of cases there is a fair amount of pain involved. i like to sit my partner down on the bed and sort of run my clean hands on an injury. i don't ask for pain scale on one to ten. i prefer to ask if they still feel mobile, if the pressure i put on the area is dull or sharp, how numb they are etc. this is smth you get better at slowly and u adjust to accordingly. if there's any injuries, i take note of them and care for them in the shower

basic hydration and sustenance. this one is important to me personally for a lot of reasons but you'll see it basically in every single bdsm aftercare advice things. normally i help my partner get down a bottle of gatorade and give them a protein bar. if someone is my established partner i basically always cook for them after we have like. sex sex djksdk but you don't always have to do all that lol. just make sure those basic needs are met for BOTH OF YOU!!!!! something light is fine just no empty stomachs it will lowk make u loopy and irritable

showering / cleaning up together!! wiping them down a warm towel, getting in the shower together stuff like that. i like having a little fun skincare routine if it was a super intense scene. but i think the act of helping your partner w that is always really nice and helps establish intimacy. i normally tend to wounds and such here.

as the domme aftercare for me is usually a lot of physical touch and being told my partner enjoyed what i did to them. it's also necessary for me to be able to dote on them in some way. it's hard to explain but being able to service my partner in an intimate nonsexual way is suuuuper necessary so i don't drop. i also love to be kissed.... some soft making out yk

it seems counterintuitive but it makes me a little anxious to not be able to do those things. helping w basic care and things like that are really important to me and someone letting me do that for me is also very important to me. i also like being able to stim afterwards w a chewy and zone out while my partners hangs out in my arms and we have like parallel play time.

i have different routines w every person ive ever been with but these are some of the more basic universals. again everyone is different. how intensive aftercare depends on how intensive a scene but i normally hit these four every time, just more or less in depth depending. i hope this helps you in some way!!!

[sanddusted-wisteria]

A Builder, a Researcher, and a Rooftop, Ch. 15: Literature Review

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Research Question (RQ) 1: What is the root cause of the following symptoms: accelerated heart rate (independent of physical or mental stress), unusual warmth in the general torso region, loss or redirection of mental focus?

Qi stared at his open journal, idly tapping his pencil on the table and propping his chin up with his free hand.

His visit to Dr. Fang had been fruitless. The doctor had insisted that he was perfectly healthy (though he firmly recommended that he sleep more). Aside from some odd squawking from the bird (“Oh, are you nervous, honey? Squark. It’s okay, don’t be scared. Awk! Just say it, dummy!”), he’d gotten nothing from the clinic. So he was back to square one, and without any help.

It had been at least two hours since he came back, and despite his usual morning dose of tea (plus an extra cup for good measure), he still couldn’t think of anything. He huffed a sigh, rubbing at his still-puffy eyes. Times like these weren’t uncommon; when he’d get stuck on ideas or designs with no discernable way forward. Usually he’d at least be able to walk away from the problem for a while and work on something else. But this time, getting stuck on a problem was causing a total mental blockade. His mind wasn’t able to produce anything, but he couldn’t bring himself to think about anything else, either.

At least the builder had picked up their blankets while he was out. Who knows how much worse his internal deadlock would be if he had to deal with them being here?

Qi sighed again and brought his pencil back to the page. He was hoping to tackle each of his questions in successive order, but perhaps with the mental block, he should consider multiple questions at once.

RQ2: How and why is the builder associated with the aforementioned symptoms?

Even though both his intuition and an overwhelming amount of circumstantial evidence pointed to them, he couldn’t just assume that they were the root cause. Needlessly blaming them for his problems would be poor practice and unproductive. Also, they would not take very kindly to that.

Perhaps, if he could aggregate any and all observational information he recalled about the builder, he could pinpoint something more specific that was causing his symptoms.

He drew a simple two-column table on the page, labeling the left side “Symptoms”, and the right side “Obs. abt Builder”.

The symptoms column was at least easy to fill out.

Accelerated heart rate (unknown cause)

Warm sensation in general torso region (esp. heart and stomach)

Unusual dreams?

Constant distraction

Disruption of normal thought patterns

Now for the harder part, the observation column. Not necessarily because Qi was lacking in information, but because he had absolutely no idea where to start. Well, maybe with the obvious ones…

Skilled, efficient builder

Regularly comes to research center for diagram requests, pleasantries, and stargazing

Semi-routine schedule; deviates according to demand

Amicable conversationalist

Willing to assist townsfolk for both large and small matters

Those were the basics; things that anyone with rudimentary pattern recognition could see. What about the less obvious things? Things that not everyone would be able to see, or at least not right away.

Skilled relic hunter

Shows interest in relics, science, and technology

Procures many data disks and power stones, often donates to research center

Proficient cook

Engaging storyteller

Creative thinker

His hand was moving faster now, coasted by momentum, writing out words before his mind could even process them.

Inquisitive

Observant

Generous

Proactive

Tenacious

Persistent

Courteous

Wonderful

Qi froze. What was that last one?

Wonderful

His eyes bore into the page, scanning the lines, seeing the grain in the paper where the graphite couldn’t quite mark. That was indeed his handwriting, calling the builder wonderful.  

He took his hands off the journal and reread everything he just wrote. The right column of the table trailed way past the end of the center dividing line, all the way to the bottom of the page and straight onto the next. He read over the extensive list from top to bottom, page to page, over and over. A frown grew deeper on his face the more times he read it. 

Maybe the problem wasn’t only caused by the builder. Judging by this list, perhaps it had something to do with Qi and his perceptions instead. This was getting complicated fast. Feeling a tad uneasy, he wrote down his next research question:

RQ3: What are my attitudes toward the builder?

Right as he finished dotting the question mark, his mind kicked into high gear, bringing forth memories of quiet nights and the smell of tea.

I find them reliable.

When they first arrived in town, they established themselves as a reliable builder within a week. Far more reliable than nearly every other member of the Commerce Guild. Even outside official commissions, he’d come to rely on them for other things, like relic excavation.

I’m curious about them. I find them intriguing.

They had always been a curious individual. How could he not be intrigued by someone who single-handedly managed to triple the output of the Commerce Guild in a month? That curiosity only grew when they started coming over to stargaze. He still had no idea why they decided to come. He’s not even sure if they knew, either. But what he did know is why he let them keep coming, week after week.

I enjoy their company.

Putting it down in writing caused an odd shift in his stomach. Hm. Qi quickly added that to the list of symptoms. But regardless, it was true. He hadn’t really spent too much time with anyone in Sandrock since he moved here, and what little time he did spend was usually limited to business. He thought that the builder would’ve just been another regular client to add to the roster. But soon enough, he found himself enjoying the company of another for the first time in years. So much so that…

I don’t want to inconvenience them.

The builder was always willing to do things for him. Building machines he designed for his own personal use, showing concern over his well-being, providing him with power stones and relics and nourishment, all without so much as a second thought. All of it was immensely helpful when added up over time. He wished there was a better way of expressing his thanks to them. The very least he could do was ensure their efforts weren’t wasted. The last thing he and his habits needed to be was an inconvenience.

I hope they retain a positive outlook of me.

Qi stared at the line. It shouldn’t have been a statement that dumbfounded him, but somehow, it did. It never really crossed his mind, he supposed. He was very aware of the last two statements, but for whatever reason, he never put two and two together. Indeed, he hoped that the builder thought well of him.

I feel at ease holding any conversation with them.

At first, he never cared much to talk to them beyond commission and research talk. But soon, they had started showing interest in astronomy, which gave him some motivation to converse more. He’d been more cautious when the topic of the Mobile Suit started to come up, nervous that he would be subject to mockery. But even with some light teasing at first, Qi quickly found himself comfortable talking to them about it. Not to mention how he so effortlessly divulged some of his earliest, most precious memories, something that he was pretty sure that no-one outside Mint and his family knew.

No matter what the subject was, even those that made other people’s eyes glaze over or those that were deeply personal, the builder always had an open ear and an open mind.

…But it wasn’t just in conversation, was it?

I feel at ease whenever I’m around them.

There were many stargazing nights where hardly any words were exchanged. A simple “hello,” maybe, but nothing else. Just the two of them, the stars, and the silence. And yet, he still felt the same way as he did when they were talking. Unrestrained and unrestricted. At peace and at rest.

Something clicked in Qi’s head. That felt…familiar, somehow.

His dream. He felt it there, too.

Because memories of dreams rapidly decayed soon after waking, he’d been mentally rehearsing the events in it ever since he woke up. But he hardly needed to struggle recalling that undeniable feeling of ease when they appeared. Not to mention, how it only managed to morph and amplify when they…when…

Qi swallowed.

RQ4: What kind of reactions do the builder and their behaviors trigger in me?

His heart pounded and his stomach churned. His grip on the pencil tightened, but still kept frozen in place. Somehow, someway, he knew the answer straight away without needing to put it into words. But nonetheless, the tip of the pencil met the page again and slowly wrote out the answer, plain and simple:

Ease

Fascination

Gratitude

Happiness

L

Qi furiously shook his head. No. Impossible. That wasn’t what it was. All these symptoms, these thoughts, it couldn’t be, they…

…were a perfect match, weren’t they?

With unsteady legs, Qi got out of his seat and numbly went over to his bookshelves. Shaky hands scanned the spines and flipped the occasional book open to check. Finally, he found what he was looking for: a medium-sized volume with a cool-blue cover: Refine My Heart, Build Our Love.

He’d gotten it a few weeks ago with his last book order. As for why he’d gotten it, he still wasn’t too sure. It was definitely for…research, though. Of course it was. He devoured the book in a single day when he got it. A perfectly decent novel, better written than some of the others he had in his collection (which were also purely for research, thank you very much). He’d hoped that through reading it, he’d figure out exactly why he felt compelled to get it, but no such revelation came.

He skimmed through it again, rereading different sections. As he relived the protagonist falling in love with their builder sweetheart, he caught glimpses of their thoughts and reactions. So many of them were similar to his symptoms: an odd fixation, funny feelings in the heart and in the stomach, bursts of exuberance… It was practically one-to-one.

And it didn’t stop with the protagonist, either. As his eye caught segments about their sweetheart, his mind couldn’t help but make some…choice substitutions. The attributes of the builder character started to morph in his head, transforming into features he was a little more familiar with.

Familiar bright eyes, familiar strong arms, the familiar curve of a familiar smile…

And a familiar voice, declaring their love to the protagonist in the sweetest whisper.

Qi snapped the book shut with clammy hands, heart pounding faster than ever.

But even so, that voice still echoed in his mind throughout the recesses of his memories, just as warm and honey-sweet.

“Aw, were you worried about me?”

“Hey. Thanks. That helped. A lot.”

“I know. But I wanted to.”

“It feels nice to know that you’re thinking of me.”

“I’m glad you let me share that joy with you.”

“I…I care about you, you know?”

Another jolt spiked through Qi’s stomach. Last night…

He’d been so preoccupied with trying to remember and analyze his dream that the hazy, sleep-deprived memories of their conversation just before had completely drained from his memory. But the echoes of their voice suddenly dredged them back up, bringing them back into alarmingly clear focus.

He remembered how unsteady he felt, waiting for the builder to arrive, the sound of their footsteps signaling that his efforts for them hadn’t been in vain.

He remembered how angry they sounded when he explained the situation to them.

He remembered the unsteadiness only growing as he laid down, head lolling to the side.

He remembered how the edge in the builder’s voice and the fog in his mind drove him to admit his worries.

He remembered their smile and the absolute sincerity in their voice. How they quashed his greatest worry with a few simple words. And suddenly being awash in an emotion he had no idea how to describe or name.

It had flooded his nervous system with a most exuberant sensation, tingling all down his spine and into the very tips of his fingers. It stirred his stomach and pulled at his heart, as if determined to change his very anatomy. It stoked that unusual warmth inside him again, almost like a tactile glow.

And then, having spent the very last of its energy creating that incredible rush, his body finally succumbed to fatigue.

The last thing Qi could remember was drifting off into oblivion, cradled by warmth from within.

All that…to lead up to the present moment. Where Qi could finally put a name to what that unknown feeling was.

RQ5: What is the answer to all of the aforementioned research questions?

Pencil met paper, and Qi’s eyes met his long-awaited conclusion:

Love.

With the word finally solidified both on the page and in his mind, Qi felt a sense of release, despite his pulse still hammering. The rush of finding a difficult answer, of making a discovery…he knew it well. Although this time, it was compounded with…something else. He didn’t need to think through what it was.

Now that he had his conclusion, Qi just had one last thing to consider to wrap up this study: further work.

There was only one follow-up question to come from such a conclusion, which Qi threw up his arms and shouted into the empty research center:

“Now what?!”

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Discover the Top CNA Schools in Fort Lauderdale: Your Pathway to a Rewarding Healthcare Career

Discover the top CNA Schools in Fort​ Lauderdale: Your Pathway‍ to a Rewarding Healthcare Career

In ⁢today’s⁣ healthcare landscape, ⁣becoming a Certified Nursing Assistant (CNA) is a ‍gateway⁤ to a fulfilling and stable career in the medical field. If you’re ⁣located in Fort ​Lauderdale,⁢ you’re in luck! The city offers diverse options​ for aspiring​ CNAs. in‌ this article, we’ll⁤ explore the top CNA schools in Fort Lauderdale, course offerings,⁢ benefits of becoming a CNA, practical insights, ⁣and tips ⁢for succeeding ⁤in⁤ your healthcare career.

Why Choose a ⁣CNA Career?

Choosing to become a CNA can be ⁣one of the most rewarding decisions⁢ of your life.‍ Here are some key reasons:

High⁢ Demand: The healthcare sector is continuously growing, creating‍ a consistent demand for skilled CNAs.

Flexible‍ hours: Many healthcare facilities offer​ flexible shifts, making it easier to balance work and‍ personal life.

Kicking Off Your Career: Becoming a CNA can serve as a stepping​ stone to higher nursing roles, such as LPN or RN.

Make a Difference: CNAs play a vital role ‌in patient care,‌ offering⁣ support and assistance while ⁢building ‍meaningful ‌relationships.

Top CNA Schools in Fort Lauderdale

Below, ⁤we’ll highlight some of the top CNA schools‌ in Fort Lauderdale to⁤ help you start ⁤your journey:

School⁤ name

Program Duration

Tuition Fee

Certification Type

Florida National⁣ University

4 weeks

$950

State ‌Certified CNA

McFatter Technical College

4-6 weeks

$750

State Certified CNA

Fort Lauderdale‍ Academy

5 weeks

$850

Nursing ‌Assistant Certification

Southern Technical College

6⁤ weeks

$1,200

Florida CNA​ Certification

Coastline ⁢Career college

2 months

$1,000

State Certified CNA

Benefits of ​Attending‍ CNA Schools in ‍Fort Lauderdale

Enrolling in​ a CNA program‍ comes with numerous⁢ advantages that⁢ far exceed⁤ just ​gaining a certification:

Hands-on Training: Programs frequently enough include practical experience, allowing you to apply what you learn in real-world ‍scenarios.

Access to Resources: ‌ Many schools provide⁢ career services, helping you with job placement after‌ graduation.

Networking ‌Opportunities: ​ Attend workshops and ‌events to build connections‍ within the healthcare field.

Readiness ‍for State Exams: Most CNA programs prepare you for the ‌certification exams, increasing your chances of passing on the frist attempt.

What ‌to​ Expect from a ‍CNA Program

A CNA program typically consists of both theoretical⁣ coursework and​ practical training. Here’s what you can ‍expect:

Theoretical Coursework

Introduction to Healthcare

basic ⁤Patient care⁢ techniques

Healthcare Dialog ​Skills

Medical Terminology

Practical Training

Basic Clinical Skills (taking vitals, personal hygiene)

Understanding Patient Care Plans

Hands-on Experience in ⁣Clinical​ Settings

First-Hand ‍Experiences: Stories from Recent Graduates

Many graduates from CNA schools in Fort​ Lauderdale have gone on to ‍share ‌inspiring stories.‍ here are a couple of testimonials:

“I​ always wanted ​to help people, and‍ becoming a CNA allowed ⁤me to do just that. My school ⁢provided excellent resources and a supportive surroundings.”⁢ – Jessica​ M.

“At first, ​I was nervous​ about starting ⁣my CNA program, ‍but ‍the hands-on training made all ​the difference.I ⁢now work⁤ in a nursing ⁢home, and every day is ⁣fulfilling.” – mark T.

Practical⁤ Tips for Success‌ in Your CNA Career

Embarking on ⁣a career⁢ as a‌ CNA comes with its challenges, but following these tips ⁣will help you succeed:

Stay Organized: Keep track of your assignments, schedules, and patient care records.

Communicate effectively: Develop ⁣strong communication skills with both patients and healthcare professionals.

continuing Education: Consider pursuing additional certifications or specializations ‍to enhance your skills.

Practice Compassion: Empathy is key ⁢in patient care. Always treat your⁤ patients ​with ⁤dignity and respect.

Conclusion

Choosing ⁤to become a CNA is a⁤ noble and rewarding decision that opens the door ⁤to a fulfilling ‌career in healthcare.‌ fort Lauderdale offers ⁣several excellent CNA schools, each with unique programs and support to⁤ help you succeed.‌ By enrolling in one of these programs, you are taking​ the first ‌step toward a career⁣ filled with purpose, compassion, ⁣and chance.‍ Whether you’re looking to make‌ a difference ⁣in the lives‌ of patients​ or planning ⁤to advance your career ⁤in nursing, becoming a⁢ CNA is a fantastic place to start.Don’t⁣ wait—explore your⁣ options today ⁤and embark on⁢ your journey towards a rewarding healthcare career!

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Open Your Future: Top CNA Courses in Los Angeles for Aspiring Healthcare Heroes

Unlock Your Future: Top CNA Courses⁢ in Los‍ Angeles for Aspiring Healthcare heroes

As the demand for healthcare professionals continues to rise, becoming a‍ Certified Nursing Assistant ⁤(CNA)⁣ is a great way to launch your career⁢ in the healthcare⁣ field. If you‌ live‌ in Los Angeles, you’re in luck! This vibrant city is home to numerous CNA training programs ‌that can equip you wiht the skills ⁢and knowledge you need. In this guide,we will discuss the top CNA courses in Los Angeles,the benefits ⁣of becoming a‍ CNA,and practical tips for aspiring healthcare heroes.

Why Choose a CNA Career?

Working as a CNA offers numerous benefits,​ including:

Job Security: ​ The healthcare industry is continuously hiring, with CNAs in high demand.

Short Training‍ Duration: CNA courses can often be⁣ completed​ in a few months, allowing ⁢for fast entry into the workforce.

Rewarding Work: CNAs play a critical⁣ role in patient care,⁤ providing the opportunity to make a notable impact ​on others’ lives.

Flexible Schedules: Many healthcare facilities offer flexible hours, making it easier to balance ‍other commitments.

Top CNA Courses in Los Angeles

Here’s a curated list of the top CNA courses in Los Angeles that equip aspiring healthcare heroes with the essential skills:

School/Program name

Location

Duration

Website

Los Angeles Trade-Technical College

Los ⁣Angeles, CA

6 weeks

Website

American Career College

Los Angeles, CA

8 weeks

Website

Health Workforce Initiative

los Angeles, CA

4-6 weeks

Website

Southern California Regional Occupational Center

Torrance,​ CA

3 months

Website

Stanbridge⁣ University

Irvine, CA

8 weeks

Website

What to Expect from CNA Training

CNA ⁢training programs typically⁤ cover key areas such as:

Patient care ​techniques

Basic nursing skills

Emergency procedures

Communicable diseases

Patient hygiene and grooming

documentation and reporting

most programs⁣ incorporate both classroom instruction and hands-on‍ clinical experience to prepare you ‌for your role ⁣as a CNA.

Practical Tips for Aspiring CNAs

If‌ you’re ready to‍ embark on your‌ journey⁤ to become a CNA, here are some practical‌ tips to help you succeed:

Research Programs: Investigate various⁢ programs to⁢ find the right fit that‍ meets your needs and schedule.

Prepare Financially: Consider the costs of tuition, supplies, and‌ potential ⁣certifications.

Stay Organized: Keep track of significant ⁤dates, assignments, ‍and study materials throughout ⁣your training.

Network: Connect with ⁤instructors and classmates,as networking can lead to job openings in the future.

Practice, Practice, Practice: Take advantage ⁣of hands-on training opportunities to hone your skills.

Real-Life Success ⁤Stories

Many individuals have transformed their lives through CNA training. Here are a couple of success stories to inspire you:

Maria’s Journey

After being laid‌ off from her administrative job, Maria decided to take a leap of‍ faith and enrolled in a CNA program. Within three months,she secured her certification and landed a position in ‍a local ‌nursing home. maria found her calling in​ caregiving and has since ‍advanced to a⁤ CNA supervisor role.

John’s Conversion

John was initially⁣ hesitant to pursue a career ‍in healthcare due to his⁤ lack ‍of experience. encouraged ‍by a ‌friend, he enrolled in a ⁢CNA‍ course. john excelled in the hands-on training, and after graduating, he was hired at a prominent hospital. Today, he is pursuing further ⁣education in nursing.

Getting ⁢Certified

once you complete your CNA⁤ training program, you’ll need to pass the‍ state certification exam to become a licensed CNA. The exam‌ typically includes both a written portion and a skills test to demonstrate your competency. Most programs will help you prepare and register for this exam.

Conclusion: ​start Your journey Today!

The path⁣ to becoming a Certified Nursing Assistant in Los angeles is filled with ⁣opportunities‌ and rewards.​ With various high-quality courses available, aspiring healthcare heroes can find the perfect program to meet their career goals. Take the‍ first ⁣step in ⁤unlocking ​your future today and enroll in a top CNA course in Los​ Angeles. Embrace the chance‍ to make a difference in the lives of others while⁤ enjoying a fulfilling and stable career in healthcare!

https://cnatrainingcentral.com/open-your-future-top-cna-courses-in-los-angeles-for-aspiring-healthcare-heroes/

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Open Your Future: Top CNA Courses in Atlanta, GA for a Rewarding Healthcare Career

Unlock Your Future: Top CNA Courses in Atlanta, GA for a Rewarding Healthcare Career

Unlock Your Future: Top CNA Courses in Atlanta, GA ⁢for a Rewarding Healthcare Career

If you’re looking to embark on‍ a fulfilling career in the healthcare field, ⁤becoming a Certified Nursing Assistant (CNA) might‍ be the perfect path for you. With a growing demand for healthcare professionals, CNA roles are pivotal in providing essential support to patients. in this article, we’ll explore the top CNA courses in Atlanta, GA, highlighting their benefits and practical tips for prospective students.

Why Choose a CNA Career in Atlanta, GA?

The healthcare‍ industry ‌in Atlanta is booming, with a rapid⁤ increase in the need for skilled ⁢professionals. Here are some compelling reasons to consider⁤ becoming a CNA:

High Demand: With an aging population and ongoing healthcare needs, CNAs are in high demand.

Job Security: The consistent need for healthcare professionals leads to greater job security.

Rapid Entry: CNA courses generally take only a few weeks to complete, allowing you to enter the workforce swiftly.

Rewarding Experience: Helping patients daily provides job satisfaction and personal fulfillment.

Top CNA Courses in Atlanta, GA

Here is a list of some of ⁣the ⁢best⁤ CNA training programs available in Atlanta, GA, designed to prepare you for a prosperous career in healthcare:

Program Name

Duration

Location

Cost

Georgia Medical ‍Institute

4 weeks

Atlanta, GA

$1,500

Fortis College

3 months

Atlanta, GA

$1,200

Atlanta Technical College

4-8 weeks

Atlanta,⁤ GA

$900

Emory University Hospital

8 weeks

Atlanta, GA

$1,800

Southern Crescent Technical College

6 weeks

Atlanta,‍ GA (off-campus)

$1,000

What to Expect from CNA Courses

CNA training programs typically cover both theoretical and practical aspects of caregiving. ⁤here’s an overview of what thes courses usually include:

Basic Nursing Skills: Learn vital signs monitoring, patient hygiene, ⁢feeding,⁣ and mobility assistance.

Patient Safety: Understand‌ infection control and safety protocols to protect both patients and staff.

Interaction Skills: Develop essential interpersonal skills for effective patient interaction.

Clinical Experience: Participate in hands-on training at healthcare ‌facilities.

Benefits of Becoming a CNA

Pursuing a career ​as a CNA⁤ comes‌ with numerous advantages:

Career Advancement opportunities

Starting as a CNA can open doors to furthering your education and training. Many CNAs go on to become Registered Nurses (RNs) or Licensed Practical ⁢Nurses (LPNs).

flexible Working Hours

CNA roles often offer flexible shifts, making it easier to balance work⁢ with personal commitments.

Networking opportunities

Working in healthcare allows you to connect with⁣ a diverse group of professionals and experts, which can⁤ be beneficial for future career growth.

Practical Tips for Success in CNA Training

Here are some practical tips to help you succeed in your CNA training​ program:

Stay Organized: Keep track of class schedules, assignments, ‍and practical sessions.

Practice Skills: Utilize‌ practice labs and study groups to enhance your skills.

Ask Questions: Don’t hesitate to seek clarification from instructors about challenging topics.

Network: build relationships ⁤with classmates ‍and instructors that can support your journey.

Case Study: A‌ day in the Life of a​ CNA

To provide insight into what it’s like to⁣ be a CNA,let’s explore the daily routine of Jane,a CNA working in an Atlanta nursing home:

Morning⁤ Shift

Jane starts her shift at 7 AM by checking in ⁤with the nursing staff. She reviews her assigned patients, taking notes on their needs and schedules for the day.

Patient care

Throughout the day, Jane assists patients with daily activities—helping with bathing, dressing, and ⁢meal preparation. She also monitors vital signs and documents any changes in health.

End of Shift

At the ‍end of her shift, Jane updates the nursing staff about her patients and ensures everything‍ is prepared⁣ for ​the next shift. Although her day is long and sometimes‍ challenging, she finds‍ great joy in making her patients⁢ feel pleasant ​and cared for.

real-World Experience: Testimonials from CNAs

Hearing first-hand experiences from current CNAs can be motivating ‍for prospective​ students. Here ⁢are some⁤ testimonials:

Maria, CNA: “Being a CNA is rewarding ⁢not just for the patients but for ‌me as well. I wake up every day knowing⁣ I make a difference.”

Daniel, CNA: ⁤“The training⁢ prepared me well for the job. The hands-on experience was invaluable, and I felt ready to start my ⁢career!”

Conclusion

Becoming a Certified Nursing Assistant in Atlanta, GA, offers a pathway to a rewarding career in healthcare. With various top-notch courses available, you’ll find the training you need to succeed. Whether ​you’re interested in job security, advancement opportunities, or a sense of fulfillment, a career as a CNA can definitely help you unlock your future. Start researching your options today, and take⁤ the first step toward a meaningful, long-lasting career in healthcare!

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Mastering the Art of Phlebotomy: Essential On-The-Job Training Tips for Aspiring Professionals

Mastering the art of Phlebotomy: Essential On-The-Job Training Tips for Aspiring ‍Professionals

Phlebotomy, the practice of drawing blood for medical testing, ‌donations,‍ or transfusions, plays a crucial role in the healthcare system. Aspiring professionals in ​this field frequently enough seek ways to enhance their​ skills and boost their confidence. This article ⁣provides essential on-the-job training ⁤tips for mastering the art of phlebotomy, ensuring you excel in your roles and ⁤deliver excellent patient care.

The Importance of Phlebotomy Training

Training in phlebotomy is vital not only for compliance with healthcare regulations but also for professional⁣ growth. Effective⁣ phlebotomists possess technical skills, patient interaction abilities, and a keen understanding of safety protocols.Here are some ⁢key reasons why thorough training is essential:

Patient Safety: Proper‍ training minimizes the risk of complications such as infections and adverse reactions.

Efficiency: ⁣Well-trained phlebotomists can perform⁣ blood draws quickly, easing patient anxiety and improving workflow.

Career Advancement: Continuing education ⁢and⁢ skill‌ enhancement open doors to advanced⁣ positions in healthcare.

Essential On-the-Job Training Tips

1. Master the basics

Before you step into a clinical setting,ensure you have a solid grasp of‍ the ⁢fundamental⁣ skills:

Know the Equipment: familiarize yourself‍ with various types of needles,vacutainers,and safety devices.

Understand Blood Types: A basic understanding of ABO and Rh blood types can aid ⁣in effective blood collection and ‍grouping.

Learn the Anatomy: Knowledge of veins and anatomy helps in⁢ identifying​ suitable sites for blood draws.

2. Develop Your ⁤Communication Skills

Effective communication is crucial in phlebotomy. Here are tips to enhance your interaction with ⁢patients:

Introduce Yourself: Always greet your patients warmly and explain the procedure before starting.

Listen to Concerns: Be attentive‍ to patients’ worries and respond with empathy.

provide Clear Instructions: ‍ensure that patients understand ⁣what to expect during the procedure.

3. Prioritize Safety and Hygiene

Safety protocols‌ should never be overlooked. Always remember to:

Safety Practice

Description

Hand Hygiene

wash hands thoroughly before and‌ after each interaction.

Use of ‌PPE

Always wear gloves, masks, ⁢and protective eyewear as needed.

Sharps Disposal

Dispose of needles and other sharp items in designated containers.

By practicing rigorous safety ‍measures, you contribute to a⁤ safer environment⁢ for both patients and staff.

4. Build Technical ⁣Skills ‌Through Practice

Repetition fosters ‍mastery. Aim to enhance your technical skills with the following techniques:

Shadow Experienced​ Staff: Spend time observing skilled phlebotomists and learn from their ⁣techniques.

practice on Simulated Models: Use medical simulators and practice dolls to ⁤refine your technique‌ without ‍the pressure of a⁢ live patient.

Solicit Feedback: Request constructive feedback from peers and supervisors to identify‌ areas for betterment.

5. Manage Patient Anxiety

Anxiety can significantly impact ⁤patient comfort and cooperation. Here’s how to ease nerves:

Encourage Deep Breathing: teach patients to take‌ slow, deep breaths⁣ to relax.

Distract with Conversation: Engage patients in light⁢ conversation⁣ to⁢ keep‌ their minds off ‍the procedure.

Use Familiar environments: If possible, choose a pleasant and quiet space ​for blood collection.

Benefits of Professional Development ⁢in ​phlebotomy

Investing time in⁢ professional development can yield numerous benefits for aspiring phlebotomists:

Improved‌ Job Performance: Continuous education leads to enhanced skills and techniques.

Increased‌ Job Satisfaction: As you become more proficient,⁤ your ⁤confidence grows, leading to⁤ overall job satisfaction.

Networking Opportunities: Engaging in workshops​ and seminars allows you to connect with industry professionals and ‌expand your network.

Real-World Case Studies

Understanding real-world scenarios can shed light on effective practices and‍ outcomes in phlebotomy:

Case Study 1: ​A Successful blood Donation​ Event

During a community blood drive, a‌ team of trained phlebotomists implemented a ‌comprehensive plan⁤ that included:

Setting up clear signage and ‍stations to direct donors.

Preparing volunteers with effective communication techniques.

Utilizing a buddy system‍ to help anxious donors.

The result was a 40% increase in donations compared to previous years,‍ showcasing ⁢the ⁤importance of readiness and empathy ‌in phlebotomy.

Case Study⁣ 2: Handling arduous Patients

A‍ phlebotomist encountered a patient ‌who was apprehensive about needles. ‍Using active listening and reassuring statements, the professional was‍ able to:

Calm ⁣the patient and improve trust.

Successfully complete the blood draw with minimal discomfort.

Leaving the patient more positive about ⁤future interactions.

Conclusion

Mastering the art of phlebotomy involves a combination of technical skill, effective communication,​ and adherence to safety ⁣protocols. By focusing on continuous improvement and seeking hands-on experiance, aspiring phlebotomists can thrive ‍in this rewarding profession. Remember, your‌ role extends beyond ⁢just drawing ‍blood—you’re ⁣providing comfort⁤ and care to patients during a vulnerable​ time. So invest in‌ your ⁢training, communicate‌ effectively, and prioritize safety, and you’ll ⁣be on ​your⁣ way to becoming a successful phlebotomist.

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Your Complete Guide to Obtaining a CNA License in Illinois: Steps, Requirements, and Tips

Your Complete Guide to ⁣Obtaining‍ a ⁢CNA License in⁤ Illinois: Steps, Requirements, and Tips

Are you looking to start an exciting ⁢career in healthcare? Becoming a Certified Nursing Assistant (CNA) in Illinois‍ is ⁤a rewarding path ​that allows you to make a difference in patients’‍ lives. This detailed guide ‍will walk you through the steps‌ necessary to obtain⁢ your⁤ CNA ​license,explore the requirements,and offer valuable tips⁤ for success.

What is a​ CNA?

A‌ Certified Nursing Assistant⁣ (CNA) provides essential care ⁤to patients in various healthcare settings,including hospitals,nursing homes,and home health aides. ⁢Their duties typically include assisting⁢ with ⁢daily living activities, monitoring patients’ vital signs, and supporting nursing staff.

Why Become ​a CNA in Illinois?

High demand for CNAs ⁤within the healthcare industry.

Adaptability⁤ in⁣ work hours, allowing for part-time or full-time positions.

Opportunities for career advancement to roles such as ‍LPN or RN.

Personal fulfillment through helping others and making a real impact.

Steps‌ to Obtain Your CNA license in Illinois

1. Meet Basic Requirements

before starting your CNA training, ensure you meet the following basic requirements:

Be at least 18 years old.

Have a high school diploma or GED.

Pass a criminal background check.

2. enroll in a State-Approved CNA Training program

the next step is to enroll in a state-approved CNA training program.These programs typically include both classroom instruction and clinical practice. The ‍Illinois⁣ Department of Public Health (IDPH)‌ provides⁣ a list of approved programs. Ensure that the program you choose meets the following criteria:

Minimum of 120 hours of training.

At least ⁢40 hours of supervised clinical experience.

3. Complete the Training Program

Throughout the training, you will learn​ vital skills such as:

Patient care​ techniques

Basic nursing skills

Infection control

Interaction ‍and reporting

4. Pass the CNA Competency Exam

After completing your CNA training, you must pass ‍the CNA competency exam, which consists of two parts:

Written knowledge⁤ test

Practical skills ⁤test

The exam is administered by the national Nurse​ Aide Assessment Program (NNAAP). Ensure⁢ you register in ‍advance,‍ as slots may fill quickly.

5. ​Apply for Your CNA License

Once you pass the exam, you can apply for your CNA license through‌ the IDPH.You will need to provide:

required Documents

Proof of training completion

Exam results

Background check results

Application ​fee

6. Maintain Your CNA​ License

In Illinois, your CNA license ⁣must be⁤ renewed every two years. You may ​need to complete continuing education courses ⁢and keep current with any changes‌ to state requirements.

Tips for Success ‌as a CNA

Stay Organized: Keep detailed notes during your training to help‌ you prepare for the exams.

Practice Your ⁤Skills: Spend extra time practicing⁢ for the skills test with⁢ fellow students.

Focus on Communication: Develop strong communication skills for better interaction with patients and coworkers.

Find a Mentor: Connect with experienced ‍CNAs who can provide insights and guidance in your new role.

Case Studies

Many​ CNAs have ‍shared their inspiring stories. Here are ⁢two​ examples:

Maria’s‍ Journey

Maria,a recent high school⁢ graduate,chose‍ to be a CNA as a​ stepping stone towards nursing ⁣school.Her experience as a CNA​ has allowed her to gain ⁢valuable patient care skills ‍and solidify‍ her passion for healthcare. Today, she is in her frist year of⁣ nursing school, crediting her ‍time as a CNA for her excellent bedside manner.

james’ Story

James was​ laid off ​during the pandemic and decided to retrain ​as a CNA.He completed his training ‌in‍ just a few months and now works full-time at a local nursing​ home, providing both‍ stability for himself‍ and care to vulnerable populations.

Conclusion

Obtaining⁣ your⁢ CNA license ⁢in Illinois opens the door to a fulfilling career in healthcare. By following the steps outlined in this guide and utilizing the provided tips,‍ you can successfully achieve your goal and make a‌ meaningful impact in the lives⁢ of your patients. Start‍ your‍ journey today and take the first step towards an enriching career as a Certified Nursing Assistant!

https://allcnaprograms.com/your-complete-guide-to-obtaining-a-cna-license-in-illinois-steps-requirements-and-tips/

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Open Your Future: Top CNA Classes in Charleston, SC - Start Your Healthcare Career Today!

Unlock ⁣Your Future: Top CNA Classes in Charleston, SC – Start Your⁢ Healthcare Career Today!

If you’re considering‍ a career in ‌healthcare,⁤ becoming a Certified Nursing Assistant (CNA) is an excellent ⁣choice! This profession ​offers rewarding opportunities,⁣ personal ‌fulfillment, and​ a chance to ‌make​ a​ difference in people’s lives. In Charleston, SC,​ there are​ many CNA classes available that can help kickstart your journey in the healthcare⁢ field. ‌In this guide, we will explore the top CNA classes in Charleston, SC, the benefits of pursuing a CNA career, and practical tips for success.

Why Choose a CNA Career?

A Certified Nursing Assistant⁣ plays a vital role in patient care. Here are some benefits ​of⁣ pursuing a CNA career:

Job Demand: The healthcare industry is growing rapidly, leading to an increasing ⁣demand for CNAs.

Flexible Hours: Many‍ workplaces offer flexible scheduling, making it easier ⁤to balance work and personal‌ life.

Short Training‍ Period: CNA​ programs usually‍ take a few⁢ weeks to months, allowing‌ you to ​enter the ‌workforce quickly.

Gateway to Advanced Roles: ⁣ Becoming​ a ‍CNA can open⁣ doors to further education in nursing and specialized healthcare‍ roles.

Top CNA Classes in⁢ Charleston, SC

Below are some of the top institutions offering CNA classes in Charleston, SC:

Institution Name

Program Length

Contact Information

Triggs Career and Technology Center

6-8 weeks

(843) 746-1300

Charleston Southern University

4-6 weeks

(843) 863-7000

Lowcountry Technical College

8 weeks

(843) 871-5200

Healthcare Academy​ of ‍South Carolina

4 weeks

(843) 208-0171

Program Details

Most CNA programs focus on both classroom education and practical experience. Here’s ⁤what you can typically expect:

Theory Classes: Subjects include basic nursing skills, infection control, ⁤and patient care.

Hands-on Training: These classes often include hands-on labs and clinical work to prepare you for real-world situations.

Certification Exam Preparation: Most programs prepare you for the state certification exam required to work as a⁤ CNA.

Practical Tips for‍ Succeeding in Your ​CNA Program

To excel in your ​CNA training, consider the following tips:

Stay Organized: Keep track of your schedules, assignments, and practical dates.

Build Relationships: Networking with instructors and fellow students can enhance your learning experience.

Practice​ Skills Regularly: Make the most of practice labs to develop​ your skills and gain confidence.

Ask Questions: Don’t hesitate to clarify doubts and seek ⁤assistance​ from your instructors.

Case Studies: Real-life CNA Experiences

Here are insights from individuals who have completed CNA programs in Charleston:

Mary’s Journey

Mary enrolled in a CNA program after being laid off from her⁤ job. She was drawn to ⁢healthcare because of her passion for helping others. With hard‍ work and determination, ‌she completed ⁣her course in just four weeks and secured a job at a local nursing home. Mary describes her experience: “Becoming a CNA was the best decision I ever made. The training was effective, and​ the support I received during my studies was invaluable.”

John’s Transformation

John always wanted ‌to work in health services but didn’t know where to start. After⁣ researching options, he decided to take a CNA class at ‌Charleston Southern University. He⁣ says, “The⁢ hands-on training prepared me for the real world. I learned compassionate care,⁤ which is essential in this ‍field.” Now, John is considering furthering his education to become a⁣ Registered Nurse.

Getting Certified as a CNA

To become a Certified Nursing Assistant in South Carolina, you must complete a state-approved training program and pass the National Nurse Aide Assessment Program (NNAAP) Exam. ⁤Here’s a quick overview of the certification process:

Complete an approved CNA training‌ program.

Gain hands-on experience through clinical placements.

Register and ⁣prepare for the NNAAP Exam.

Pass the written and skills exam to earn your certification.

Conclusion

Embarking on a‍ CNA career path can be an incredibly rewarding choice. With a range of⁣ CNA classes available in Charleston, SC, ‍you can unlock new opportunities while making a significant impact in the lives of others. Take the first step towards your future today by enrolling in one of the top CNA classes in your area. Remember,‍ every great journey starts with a single step—make that step‍ count!

https://trainingcna.org/open-your-future-top-cna-classes-in-charleston-sc-start-your-healthcare-career-today/

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Open Your Healthcare Career: A Step-by-Step Guide to Becoming a CNA Online

Unlock Your Healthcare Career: A Step-by-Step Guide to Becoming a ‌CNA Online

Unlock ‌Your Healthcare⁣ Career: A Step-by-Step Guide to Becoming a CNA Online

As the healthcare industry continues to grow, the demand for qualified professionals is higher than ever. Becoming a Certified Nursing Assistant (CNA) is a rewarding ‌path that provides an entry ⁢point into ‍this vital sector. This article will guide you step-by-step on how to become a CNA online, highlighting‍ the benefits, tips, and⁢ resources you need to⁢ succeed.

What is ‍a CNA?

A Certified Nursing Assistant (CNA) plays‌ a crucial role in​ healthcare teams, providing ​direct‌ patient care and support.⁤ CNAs assist with daily living‍ activities such as:

Bathing and grooming

Feeding

Mobility assistance

Taking vital ​signs

The role is vital for maintaining⁣ patient comfort and safety, making this position both impactful and rewarding.

Benefits⁤ of Becoming a CNA Online

Choosing to pursue your CNA ⁣certification online offers numerous advantages, including:

Flexibility: Study at your own pace, fitting coursework into your schedule.

Cost-Effective: ⁣ Online programs often have lower tuition fees compared to traditional colleges.

Comprehensive Resources: Access to a range‍ of learning materials ⁢including videos, quizzes, and forums.

Job ⁢Readiness: Programs are ‍designed to prepare you ​for the workforce efficiently.

Step-by-Step Guide to Becoming a CNA Online

Step ⁤1: Research State Requirements

Every state in the U.S. has ⁣different⁢ requirements for CNA certification. It’s important to check your state’s⁣ regulations to understand the necessary prerequisites, including:

Minimum age requirement (typically 18 years)

Educational prerequisites (high school diploma or GED)

Background checks

Step 2: Select an Accredited Online CNA Program

Look for accredited online programs that meet your state’s course requirements. Consider the following when choosing a program:

Accreditation status

Cost and financial aid options

Course reviews and⁤ student testimonials

Job placement support

Step 3: Complete​ Required Coursework

Online CNA programs‍ typically cover essential⁤ topics, including:

Anatomy and Physiology

Basic Nursing Skills

Patient Care and Safety

Communication Skills

Most programs also include hands-on clinical training ⁣that may require attending local healthcare facilities.

Step 4: Pass the CNA Exam

After completing your coursework, you’ll need to pass the ⁣CNA certification exam. ⁤This consists​ of⁢ two parts:

Written Examination: Tests your‍ knowledge of patient care and CNA‌ responsibilities.

Practical Skills Assessment: ⁣ Demonstrates your ability to perform essential‌ CNA tasks.

Step 5: Obtain Your Certification and Start Your Job Search

Once you pass the exam, you can apply for certification through your⁤ state’s nursing board. Upon receiving your CNA license, ‌you can begin searching for ‌job⁢ opportunities!

Practical Tips for Success

Stay Organized: Keep track of important dates and requirements throughout your training.

Network: Join online forums or local healthcare groups to connect with ⁣other CNAs.

Use Online Resources: Leverage free⁢ resources like‍ study guides, flashcards, and practice tests.

Case ‍Studies: Real-Life ⁣Experiences

Case Study 1: Sarah’s Journey to CNA

At age 25, Sarah decided to switch ‌careers ⁢from retail to healthcare. She enrolled in an online CNA program that allowed her to study while working part-time. Within​ four months, she completed her coursework and passed the certification exam. Today, she works in a local hospital and loves her new career.

Case Study 2: James Balances Work and Study

James, a full-time parent, leveraged online classes to become a CNA. ⁣He used late nights ‍for studying and practical training at a nearby clinic on weekends. His dedication paid off, and he now works⁢ flexible ‍hours to balance his family and career.

Conclusion

Becoming a Certified Nursing‌ Assistant is a fulfilling career choice that opens the‍ door to many opportunities in healthcare. By following this step-by-step guide and using the resources available‌ to you, you can successfully transition into this⁤ essential ⁤role.‍ Embrace the journey of‍ becoming ​a CNA online, and you will ‌unlock a world‌ of possibilities ⁣in the⁢ healthcare field. Your future​ in a rewarding career‍ begins today!

https://cnacertificationprogram.net/open-your-healthcare-career-a-step-by-step-guide-to-becoming-a-cna-online/