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cigarette-room · 2 years ago

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u ever arrive at a point in ur life where you deadass think you'll never be attractive to someone no matter how much you try because you're either not femme enough nor masc enough

#in other words I'd like to be given sometimes a fucking break and for people to stop viewing me however THEY wanna view me #but as however i am #it makes me irrationally angry actually to have others either put me forcibly into masc or femme boxes #or expecting me to be either one or the other #motherfucker my pronouns are THERE use all of them or don't use any! don't fucking talk to me!#i am not a woman! i am not a man! i am neither and i want to be appreciated as neither! fuck you!#sorry just #vent ig #i hate when people cherrypick out of my identity exclusively what they find nice #and then 'oh no why do you feel enough' guess why bro i give u 3 chances

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aropride · 4 months ago

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#text #ocd tag #ITS SO MUCH WORSE WHEN I HAVW AN ACTUAL REASON TO CHECK SOMETHING #LIKE I AM GENUINELY REALLY BAD WITH MAPS #HOWEVER I HAVE ASKED THE FOURTH TIME IN LIKE TWO HOURS I THINK WE’RE GOOD NOW #ocd #peer reviewed banger

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gin-juice-tonic · 1 year ago

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remembering one of the times i was getting evaluated by a therapist to determine if i was "really trans" or not or whatever and he was like "so if you transitioned to male, how would you dress differently?"

and i was like "i.. dont know. I wouldnt?"

and he looked at me blankly and wrote something down and said "really? you wouldnt wear anything more masculine?"

and i realized i'd given the wrong answer so I just said "I would... wear... suits?"

and he smiled and wrote something else down like "ah! yes"

#scream #like- listen #clothes are not gender- i know this you know this #he doesnt know this #HOWEVER #i literally only wear jeans and t shirts or shorts and t shirts #what on earth am i supposed to be transitioning into wearing??

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catmask · 1 year ago

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does anyone have like an anti aesthetic. like something you look at and can recognize as a complete fashion/interior design/artistic movement and understand it but it makes you shudder seeing it. i am not talking like “its morally bad” “its poorly structured” like just sheerly devoid of joy for you actually invites a repulse response.

#also if it wasnt clear this isnt ‘its bad its lazy’ there is a level of like #completion consistancy i am thinking for with this #personally i really do not enjoy the like. vintage chic long red nails fur coats noir esque aesthetic HOWEVER 💥💥💥#i can recognize that it is put together it is Intentional #i feel like a lot of people are going to say minimalism on this so LET ME SAY 🫰☝️ i recognize that minimalism is Considered an aesthetic #but i *PERSONALLY* do not consider it an aesthetic i consider it the void of one #it is a lapse in aesthetic or personality in the same way a silence in a song is still technically a ��beat’ but no music is played #however the importance of Space or Breath in design is more akin to a purposeful silence in music #because that silence matters in the same way rhythm and breath in design do #so i guess minimalism is more comparable to like. white noise. the sound of a fan #very little effort and there is a comfort in it i suppose but its not. A Design. okay #TO ME 🤫#if minimalism has one hater its me if minimalism has no haters im dead

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wanderingibon · 2 months ago

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" I noticed that you've been smiling more, Lucanis. "

" ...Have I? ...Si, I suppose I have been. "

#lucanis dellamorte #VERY happy w how this turned out #lucanis #dragon age veilguard #dragon age #the idea is that rook and lucanis went on a gondola ride in treviso and both of them are awful at steering it + it tipped over #but the two just look at each other and start laughing like heck #that being said feel free to read this as lucanis w other characters hehe i am 100% for lucanis being happy however way #lucanis x rook #ibon draws #artists on tumblr #the brainworms bc Lucanis is above water but also okay w being in the seawater after a year in the ossuary... i care him sm #veilguard spoilers #id in alt text #chat i love him i'm so cooked. spotify play thats amore #rookanis

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artsekey · 2 years ago

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Thinking about the time I lost a game of Overwatch and I was so mad about it that I genuinely considered getting into shit with the other team in chat and then realized that it was a colossal waste of my living breathing Human Time and uninstalled Overwatch instead because it was only making me angry.

And then thought about the OTHER time when I was on TikTok and realized I was Not Enjoying Myself and was, in fact, seeing so many sad videos and fake influencer ads that I felt Truly Despondent and then just…Deleted it.

Imo I want my social media /general media experience to be a pleasant break from real world and I get to decide what I get to cull to make that a reality for myself. I highly reccomended it! Life has improved considerably!

#look not having social medias is not My Personality #however like. no twitter. no insta. no tiktok.#do I know anything???? no.#am I up to date on literally anything pop-culture????? also no #and if that stuff’s important to you absolutely stick with it!#maybe this is a direct reaction to growing up terminally online from 2012 onward but i am freeeeee #it’s honestly made a huge difference in my life! i CAN just say no to these apps that want to suck all my time away!!!!

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miothle · 7 months ago

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The Road Taken🎯

#boothill #honkai star rail fanart #hsr boothill #honkai star rail #hsr fanart #art #fanart #my art #astronomically late boothill art but yeah...his story man.....💔#in a positive note however i am now an argenthill haver #YIPEEEE (crying)

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk megumi #did u rly think i was gonna pass up the opportunity to draw fanart of the phanpara formalwear #sorry i see a chance to draw megumi in a suit and i jump #that being said i did debate saving this to post next month on his bday #but alas i am a slave to the immediate gratification disease #not 2 mention tht this was SO frustrating omg the similarity in tones everywhere made me want 2 hold my breath and try to die #should have picked the white dog smh i dont make things easy on myself ever #the monochrome tho.....OUgh ths th good stuff thank u phanpara i do not play but i respect u fr putting megumi in a full black suit #however.#his lapels in the official art made me want to tear my hair out i got so confused bc like/??? in th art the top folds over the bottom #but in EVERY suit cut style i could find thats not the case?? the bottom folds over the top????????#not 2 mention yuuji and gojo's suits seem to b normal its ONLY megumi tht has this anomaly of a suit #i wanted to cry so i ended up ignoring it but if someone knows smth i dont pls i need answers this has kept me awake #anyway . pupy

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obsob · 1 year ago

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love and kindness and hope makes the world go round !!

#mine #original #i am sending love and hope!! to everyone !!!!!!!!!!!#be kind and generous where u can ! <3 #i need to do Two cat drawings this week i can Do it. i however cant do it today bc i was too vigorous in my knitting this weekend ksdbkdbk #hand hurty......punishment for my sins

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noodles-and-tea · 6 months ago

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Well

#I can’t keep designing Spider-Man suits guys please #I am not built for this #however #if I see a character that is me I must Spider-Man them it’s the law #my art #spider man au #Merlin #bbc merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #Merthur

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yangjeongin · 4 months ago

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😪😪😪

#hwang hyunjin #hyunjin #i.n #jeongin #stray kids #bystay #createskz #*gif #*ccarly #*hyunjin #*jeongin #*carly:hyunjin #*carly:jeongin #hyunin #tumblr user hyunin reporting for duty 🫡#this coloring doesn't look As ugly to me upon leaving it in drafts for a while however i do still hate it. and i'm 2 lazy 2 make them match #but i am presenting it to u. as requested #jeongin's face in the middle one is taking me tf outttttt like okkkk #*hits

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heartorbit · 3 months ago

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figure skating set right now please. thanks

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #proseka #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #wxs #wonderlands x showtime #GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww #after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old #anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set #(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side #however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress #from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look #but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again #it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning #is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled #my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist #i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.

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ratbastarddotfuck · 2 months ago

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if you're a white person taking pleasure in the idea that Trump voters of colour are experiencing racist violence from white trumpers because "they got what's coming to them" I don't think you're anti-racist at all, I think you were just waiting for an acceptable target, and you're also fucking weird.

Bad Person Deserves Punishment For Their Sins give me a fucking break and get yourself out of the fucking catholic church. you're all prison abolitionists until you see someone you don't like.