#but as an adult its embarrassing
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Perfectionism cringe more at 11
#listen i have felt this way for a while but was just reminded of it via a needle felt pikachu meme#and im not about to put this rant on there but i will put it in THESE tags but okay#so like idk but the mindset thats like 'i must be perfect at this thing the first time i try it or i will cry and quit immediately#like forstable i know we all get those impulses on some level but if you as an adult are feeding that mindset and allowing it to keep you#from trying new things#you need to quit it#bc ill tell you: it is a profoundly childish and entitled way to think.#like. of course i dont mean to kick you if you are actively trying to change this mindset. but if youre living that way#cmon man#you think You deserve to be on the same level as experts without a drop of sweat?#For what?#What makes you so special that you should be great at this without trying?#And throwing a little fit instead of taking the opportunity to learn something new?#baby.#like a child ripping up their drawing when it doesnt turn out right#it makes sense when ur a kid. ur a kid.#but as an adult its embarrassing#either decide you want to learn and prepare yourself to learn like a grown up#or decide you dont enjoy it enough to pursue it and dont#bc youre not entitled to skill. youll earn it like everyone else or youll live and die without it
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Just another day wishing I didn't live with my parents but having to because I can barely take care of myself
#haha i had a meltdown#over smthn silly to them#which did result in me crying a lot#embarrassing when its something silly but more embarrassing when its about something serious to me#anyway#long story short masking is not going well for me and i was inevitably gonna blow up#i cant even really cry it out in my room cause i dont have a lock on my door#so#haha#sorry for random vent#ig its not reallt a vent when its this vague#i feel silly esp cause my coworker was like ' you should just be grateful you hava roof over your head and food and a bed'#and i do get it#but bestie this is not living#i think living would at least mean having a somewhat decent time#but im just kinda surviving#its basically just like hs except now that im an adult theyre 'allowing' me to live here and i owe them for it#idk thats too much to get into when i said it wasnt a vent post
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The parallel between Sokka and Tenzin as their fathers' sons.
Sokka, left at 13 as his father and all the other men head off to war. Hakoda tells him "being a man is knowing where he's needed the most" and he needs to protect his sister, his home.
Tenzin is the second airbender. He is also half water tribe, he's a man. When Aang dies, he will be the last airbender. He understands what he needs to do.
Untold amount of pressure and responsibility have been thrust upon them by their fathers. Though, I believe it is not all intentional, but the unfortunate circumstance of being the fathers of sons who take responsibility incredibly seriously.
In Sokka's case, "protect your sister" is a vague instruction. It was meant to give him purpose, to help him feel okay about being left behind, He is too young for war, his father does not want to bring his child to slaughter. But Sokka will die with purpose. He will train the children of his tribe so they will be protected, he will face a fire nation ship until his last breath. He cannot go to war, but Hakoda did not see that war was all around them. In trying to give Sokka purpose, Hakoda put their world on his shoulders.
We do not get to see Aang be a father (in the TV shows), but we know he had hopes for the future. All his children were air nomads, and the air acolytes brought his culture back, but Tenzin could bend. This part of their culture is one ONLY they share. I do not think Aang would hide this, he is joyous that he gets to share his culture. When he feels respected, he always is, he taught the air acolytes after all. Off handedly, he could say, "I'm hopeful for a future where there are lots more air benders," and that, which feels mostly innocuous to him, is the nail in the coffin of Tenzin's fate. He is Avatar Aang's son, and the future of the air benders. It would not matter that Aang meant a future in generations. Tenzin sees the responsibility and it's his. He is his father's only air bending child, he knows what he needs to do.
Being a parent is not understanding the way the things you say harm your children. Even those things that feel innocuous in the moment can be life altering. Especially the more the child respects the parent. Purpose and Hope for those with a broader perspective, can be death sentences to a life that could have been when expressed to those who idolize the former.
#avatar the last airbender#avatar the legend of korra#atla sokka#sokka#tenzin#lok tenzin#aang#avatar aang#hakoda#atla#conspiracy lvl: text#i thought about talking about how my own mothers expectations for me broke me#they just felt like facts of life for her#just as like anecdotal evidence for my thought process#bc like we only know aang as a father from his frustrated adult children#but i REALLY REALLY dislike the takes that are like 'aang kept having kids until he got an airbender'#bc THAT doesnt feel like aang#like#if that were the case dont you think aang and katara would have had like A LOT more kids????#like if the goal was make airbender babies why stop at one???#but its because bumi kya and tenzin are reflections of sokka katara and aang#ive made a post about that#its about AANGS FAMILY#and he loves them#i think the favoritism is reasonable#makes me sad but thats cause my mom had obvious favorites (it wasnt me lmao)#another reason why i didnt wanna bring her up <- is doing it anyway how embarrassing#i ALSO thought about my dad though#but i cant talk about that here bc APPARENTLY tumblr only lets you add 30 tags now rip
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for the ask game... 🎩 :3c?
Oughhhh my brain…. theres so many vague ones from my childhood that I have to remember… oh, I’ve got one that definitely put me through a wringer of emotions I didn’t understand at the time fjhdkshfd
The Green Death from the first How to Train Your Dragon book!! (Fun fact it was and might still be my favorite book series of all time. I definitely have fond memories of it.) The Green Death also one of the guys that changed my brain chemistry forever (Giant threatening dragon. Giant monster. Oof)
There’s no pictures of him I can find 😭 but there were illustrations in the book. He’s a Seadragonus Giganticus Maximus, and he’s so large you never get a full body illustration of the guy, only his eye, his teeth or a talon… brhhh
For context the Green Death washed up on Berk. The Berkians tried to do a war cry to scare it away but he basically scoffs at it and proceeds to roar the bones out of their skin and they couldn’t figure out what to do. So Hiccup, someone who can speak Dragonese, goes up to talk with him on his own to try to persuade him away with words.
He proceeds to have a really tense chapter where the dragon wakes up from his nap and repeatedly, casually threatens his life, speaking about the different ways he could kill/eat him, his eye is taller than a human,
One scene is when he talks about how he’d go about deboning a human and a giant claw lands on the cliff Hiccup’s standing on.
And then later on through plot reasons the dragon becomes enraged at Hiccup in particular and ignores every other human running away from him to pursue him specifically
Needless to say the chapter where Hiccup talks with the Green Death was kid me’s favorite. I kept rereading it. And I was like “why do I really like this part.” LMAO
#there is one that is Definitely the oldest and maybe my first but also. im so embarrassed by it fjdksfgdhgd#anyway that contributed to me wanting to be kidnapped by a dragon#i read all 12 books i read when they were still coming out#i love both httyd book and movie#but the books are closer to my heart#i mean. its been over a decade since i first read that book. and that scene is Burnt into my brain#yet another early development of monster loving ksdjfddfg i love being adult#looking back and going. ‘ooohhhh so thats what it was’#so funny to think how much that scene impacted my monster loving writing#ask game#ask#hear me out game#the whole series is fantastic and i was hooked in every single one of them#when a new giant dragon showed up i always go wow. hello#but green death is my favorite#definitely recommend. the movie’s far removed from the books so if you’re a movie watcher you’ll basically be blind going in which is fun!
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I may be a hater, but you're pushing forty and writing about a minor
make it make sense 🤨
#ever since I started writng for izuku theres been soo many adult women ive come in contact with and oh my goshh😩 girllll#its so embarrassing broooo lmafoooo#ill complain how much i wanna🎀🎀#mha izuku#izuku x reader
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fun fact about me is I never listen to/read interviews from actors even when I'm a fan because I never give that much of a fuck but I've been listening to every word out of this man's mouth and constantly thinking about him for the past 9 months...this is bad
#that blonde demon has hypnotised me#this is so embarrassing like i'm a full grown adult studying to be a psychologist and i cant stop thinking about just some guy#and god i wish it was just thinking about him#its more like dissecting his every word and squealing whenever anything new ab him pops up#at my grown age!#i fear its never over.#a kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder#alright that's all#boyd holbrook
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i draw a lot of nsfw but im scared to post it because then it'll be obvious which things i fetishize and which ones i lie about fetishizing for clout but im more scared of the fact that if people know what im into theyll be able to look at my writing and be like (raises eyebrows. smirks knowingly) and that is by far my 100% least favorite reaction to any kind of sexuality i show ever
#it makes me think of my parents and them telling me i might not love sex right now but ill ~~~loooooove~~~ it as an adult. or when id play#with my toys and theyd talk about how it looks like im making them hump eachother and that its 'okay' to do that. its like fuck off#but its also embarrassing bc a lot of my fetishes come from the things i dont fetishize. i write a lot about cults and conditioning and#capitalism. and id rather not have someone write off my commentary about things as jerk off material and nothing else#i already have people write off my art for being ~silly~ and ~weird~#i dont need it written off even harder as silly weird JO material
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humans were not made to experience crushes. i hope we all die
#personal#sleepover on my tumblr blog but i say this and i wont elaborate further#like its SILLYYYYY its actually comical. humor follows me everwhere#an ADULT with a CRUSH. EMBARRASSING!
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#You Say Odd Shit Sometimes Dude#michael always laughs with a dainty angelic giggle like he was sent to earth in a spaceship#thisis one of the adult swim things i never watched. a lot of second hand embarrassment#but its worth#they just lie about each other and ask for more “orcs and goblins”#milespost#cuzach
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Comic about realizing after you graduate that you maybe stunted your own creative growth by not realizing sooner that you probably should have just taken a creative writing minor 4 funsies
#aa art#comics#asian artist#studyblr#god i am not good at tagging ive completely forgotten how to do this#growing up#adulting#that one is for the lulz#rent#ill put that one in for the reference#every time i tag things i rub my little hands together and just do some free word association and its embarrassing every time#harrison ford#instagram#guy with an egg for a head
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Thinking about the type of person on here that seem to crop up on artists personal works just to say that it doesn't resonate with them or that the artist should tone down their real life experience just to cater to them specifically. The entitlement is insane sometimes wowza
#and its always like some washed up millenial. if not for me can you have some grace for yourself like jesus. its embarrassing#didn't think id be in the trenches again....#ive caught more strays from adults than i have teenagers DUDE. i swear
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drew a Felix body headcannon like, quite some time back with a friend and realised I didn't do one with Cyber (I'm...SO sorry Mr.Cyber you're not wearing muscle Ts for me you big nerd 😔)
#donodoodle#bomb rush cyberfunk#brc faux#brc felix#I made Felix big but he's like actually rather muscular and agile to me#Compared to a certain someone who canonically travels around in a bug pod even in his shitty boss battles#🤨🤨#I have more Cyber arm headcannons but basically I feel like he had to grow up with prosthetics#One day as a kid his classmate accidentally popped it off and no one knew how to put it back so he was like armless for the day#And he swore to never have that feeling of utter humiliation again#So as an adult he'll look into permentantly shoving an arm into his body but doctors obviously don't recommend it#So he went to Flesh Prince but he was too picky with the poor kid's options so he went to make his own prosthetic#But eventually I feel like he'll strip away all the good looking parts because of its weight#And get really upset that nothing is working--he actually just mourns for normal human arms back#So out of frustration and embarrassment he just bolts those metal sticks into his shoulders and--well#Has to be carted out by one of Futurism because he butchered his own surgery
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hey guys who wants another round of tmi
#ive been#this entire day has been a lot and i have no idea how to feel about it#i've never cried this much in an entire day and i can't stop myself from tearing up but it's not because of something sad or traumatic i'm#not used to being loved. or appreciated. or meant to feel like i belong anywhere. i've struggled with being excluded and ostracized and it#has been an uphill battle for a long time and deep down despite my many attempts to heal and get better i've always felt like something was#fundamentally wrong with me. it has been wrong with me from the start and whatever evidence to the contrary ive gotten was rationalised awa#by fluke or maybe people like me because of what i can provide and what i can do for them and not because of who i am and who i am will#always be tolerated or ignored at best and i genuinely was not expecting anyone but a few close friends to care about this and just. andjus#i think something in me is healing and it's still hard to accept but i can conceptualize it and any negative thought in my brain is being#countered by “hey why would you think that when people care about you” and i know it is obvious right. its something i should know but it#has always been so hard to believe that anyone would and the fact that it's hitting right now? i cant fucking stop crying#its almost fucking embarrassing im like this. im a grown ass adult. why the fuck am i still crying like this. i fucking hate trauma man#keeps making me feel like im that kid who was never loved in the ways that mattered. sorry im just#thankful. grateful. i feel like some parts of that gaping wound is stitching itself together and i cant stop crying and for once im not#crying because i'm being hurt. i'm just grateful to be here. genuinely fucking grateful that i'm alive#funny isnt it. how much love can save you if you let it#tmi#rant#embarrassed myself enough i think#sorry about that we'll go to our regularly scheduled ghoap program soon enough#i'll be okay
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Harry Potter adults, when JKR*wling is actively supporting anti-semitism, transphobia and an actual genocide:🥰🌸🤫😋✨ 😚
Harry Potter adults, when Miriam Margolyes tells them to move on from a 25 year old book series, touch grass and read something else besides it:😭😡😤🖕🏻🔪
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Oh god not the bad Steven Universe takes on Twitter please I forgot people suck at media comprehension so BAD
#ink thinks#steven universe#THE POINT OF FUTURE WAS STEVEN'S BAD MENTAL STATE OKAY#and its fine if thats not for you but like the point was looking at the show and going ok. now let's examine the consequences#what happens when the danger is over and people are changing and the hero doesn't need to be a hero anymore#and also he was a child and is now an adult and there's a lot he didn't process bc he was focused on everyone else#like yeah i don't vibe w/future as much mostly bc yeah! i dont like sitting thru secondhand embarrassment#but like the point is that it's uncomfortable!! and god all of these people are either#hating on him as a character or saying it was So Bad SHUT UP!! SHUT UP!!!!!!!
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ignore button my beloved
#its like some people forget that toontown is geared towards children#like do you really feel its a good idea to potentially be treating a child like that. you should conduct yourself better 4 that reason#not that its free game to be rude 2 adults ingame either like bro its toontown LOOK @ urself u should be embarrassed....
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