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codecicle · 9 months

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JUST ROLL WITH IT PROPAGANDA AND THE MAYBE SORTA KINDA PROMISE OF HIM STREAMING MORE THAN LIKE TWICE A YEAR LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#qsmp #qpurgatory 2 #heyyyy if you liked his streammssss and you like charlie slimecicleeee and also bebo and gribo maybe you should come watch jrwi #ooooooooo you wanna watch the absurdly powerful dnd podcast so badddddd #alright its 5:25 am and i just puked my guts up im going back to sleep now but this is fucking awesome news

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goatpaste · 5 months

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i just looked into the steel ball run anime and it’s only a rumor currently. the animation director had made a tweet about horses and needing them for reference, but he deleted the tweet soon after.

bawright good for them ig lol

#im like #im so im excited about a sbr anime because yay the parts i like and HP and didi #but also gogg i donT want it its gonna make me puke #also just make jjl #BUT ALSO its so popular like their gonna make it i think #but maybe they wont because idk bye bye jojos we dont wanna play with you anymore #but also also...#if sbr gets animated.. maybe.. JUST MAYBE... jojolion anime...#i swear to gOD ill animated it poorly myself in ms paint if they dont #i nEED IT NEED IT

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vibeechecker · 9 days

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If you're still taking HSL requests, could I request Satou and grown up Shio together? Like hanging out or whatever not like TOGETHER together, just to be clear

Bonus ☆

Hanging out at the movie theatres

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#i've been so good not complaining about this... so im gonna do it now :3 #early this week during my walk... a point in my shoulder / collarbone / neck started hurting so bad #it was at that level where your saliva production increases and you start feelings slightly nauseous #idk if it was bc it was so painful OR if the pain is at a point that puts pressure on certain nerves #and during the week i've felt it on and off but at a much lowe intensity #but this morning i woke up at 6am and couldnt fall asleep bc it hurt too much 🥴#i've googled sm but i just cant figure out at all what it could be... this doesnt fit any description #it isnt focused in my shoulder joint bc i can move my arm in all directions and degrees and it doesnt make it worse #anyway i read and read but i cant figure out at all what it is and that annoys me bc now idk what to do T-T #it could maybeeeee be that im so fkn tense and always have muscle tension in my neck throat and shoulders #it is possible that it now hit a specific pressure point and now i have a pinched nerve type of situation where my muscles are tensed up #or it is bc i could have done certain exercises wrong at the gym #im always so anxious and cautious abt exercising wrong but i still cant ever be sure if i do it correctly :(((#i might have used one of the machines for shoulders/biceps/back incorrectly #like maybe the seat has been too high or low :/// and now i've strained smth???#it made me so sad tho bc when i was at the gym this week i skipped all upperbody exercises bc im too scared 😔#i want it to pass bc like it actually hurts in such a weird and uncomfortable way like it makes me wanna puke and it comes in waves #but nothing makes it better like not heat not painkillers not stretches ... so im just not doing too much #and hope it will go away :'))) but also now im scared of exercising bc what if im doing it wrong and damage my body?!? 😭#i hate my body bc i have so many random unexplainable pains and it is so annoying >.<#ok now i've complained so i feel better ^-^

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xannerz · 9 months

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wish my mom wasnt homéophobíc!!!

#she randomly started this conversation yday and said she'd rather be dead than find out i'm dating another woman #and it absolutely snowballed negatively from there but i was standing there trying not to puke but also like 'please dont do that.'#when you know she knows but she's also in denial but also physically and mentally fragile so you don't want to rock the boat lmfaooo #im an adult and ive been taking on most of the responsibilities at my own expense and she still manages to make me feel small lmao #anyway no comments or advice is desired pls ty :) 🔪 !!!#every time someone gives me some stupid american-ass 'well you have to live your life you should---' i immediately wanna rip n tear #i do not have the luxury of giving my mom a yt people mic drop nor do i wish to contribute to the tension rn #like yeah?lol. ik im an adult and ik my parents are unhealthily codependent in more ways than one. and ik that i ~ deserve to be happy~#but i dont wanna hear it rn LMFAO #anyway i love my mom 🧿✝🙏🕯 but that shit hurt #xangoeswah

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3416 · 10 months

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a double edged sword stanning mitch and auston bc their shit is consistently so much more expensive than everyone on the team but. also they will probably be leafs for life if they want to be....... price i pay for not dedicating my life to emotional support fourth liners

#the times i felt deep connections to other non franchice men they were traded awya so fuck #but anywY the cost of mitch n auston shit on real sports makes me wanna puke compared to everyone ekskdjsk #also jt but idc abt owning his stuff #SUCKS . sucks #is amazing to live through but also sucks but also those are my superstars

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mutalune · 3 months

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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state

#starlight personal #the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening #the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope #now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed #because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that #2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences #4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it #treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great #treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body #idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing #PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks #ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months #until my next appointment #which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps #I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides #also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is #also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough #this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering #but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly #which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose #(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own #I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient #and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to #like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here #so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here #I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly #make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad

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emmaspolaroid · 4 months

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threw up all night ✌️😜

#nanny baby I had all weekend had an upset tummy but I thought he just ate something funky.. now I am upsetty tummy girl #bf convinced me to stay home from work. he is a powerful warlock I hate being sick and prefer to just Ignore it #but I can’t chase babies if I’m puking. he’s right about that #also if it is a bug or virus I don’t wanna give it to my other families #ough everything makes my stomach feel WEIRD

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xxlethal-lunaxx · 5 months

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If anyone relates to this even just a little bit, then I'm so sorry.

#• luna lavinchi speaking •#living with cptsd #cptsd vent #complex ptsd #diet culture trauma #monsters inside me #toxic health culture #ex vegitarian/vegan #emotional flashbacks #health documentaries #dark side of veganism #i should have never been forced to watch these as a child..my mind wasn't ready to understand the information nor tell what was real or not #-i cant try sushi or even think about fish without feeling physically sick and dizzy. i haven't had McDonald's since i was like 6ish years-#-old..i never wanted to share this information but i need to vent. I feel embarrassed and rude for not liking a food chain that most of the #-population does. Smelling or seeing McDonald's makes me wanna puke so bad because of everything those documentaries would say.#I will never be able to eat McDonald's in my life because of how sick and terrified i feel when thinking about the food even the drinks-#-scare the shit out of me. I'm so pissed that I'm triggered. All of the sudden i smell something in the house that smells like McDonald's-#-then the memories come flooding back and i feel like puking so back so i cant even eat dinner. i know this may seem stupid but i am-#-genuinly scared. Im tired of this shit and tired of feeling alone in this.#(anyway sorry. if you read my vent then i appreciate you)#tw food talk #tw diet culture #tw vent in tags #(dont even get me started on parasites cause thats a whole fucking trauma itself. damn it i hate it all. i hate it so much)#(also note: my therapist made me feel so validated weeks ago when i told her during my session that i was traumatized by monsters inside me-#-she literally knew the name of the show before i could even say its name. and she said she also cant watch it and that she saw it as an-#-adult who doesn't have ocd. so she told me she can't even imagine how terrified i was to watch it as a child who was developing ocd.-#-therapist W)

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bigboymoozz · 9 months

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Every time o research things to learn abt my brothers new type one diabetes diagnosis I have vivid flashbacks to how he looked when we were loading him into the car to go to the er and I start having a panic attack

#mark says #t1d #t1diabetic #and then i feel guilty bc i need to learn to help as much as i can #but i wanna puke bc my brains telling me hes gonna go into dka and almost die again #and wtf do you do overnight?? do yiu just load up on insulin and hope nothing crazy happens?#why cant he be type two like my grandmas.#like its still diabetes yes but its at least pill controlled (sometimes)#im literally on a t2d medication for my pcos (metformin) and it makes me shit my brains out. my grandma is too. also makes her shit her #brains out #but at least it isnt insulin #chop chop find a cure docs and sciences #hope he can get a pump #did expensive reserch on pancreatic transplant bc before i knew it was dead donors only i was fully abt to #give him half lf mine like a kidney 💀#but yeah hes in the icu.

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taegularities · 9 months

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that's what most unemployed, scared, possibly underage weirdos do, babe. hide behind an icon and roam the internet like bored trolls bc that's what you gotta be to rant on a cheap ass leaf juice blog. always been like that! but thank you, love. for as long as i can endure, i will, and i'm so thankful that you're here and so supportive.

also "most likely super miserable [...] since no one else wants to listen to their BS" HAD ME LMAOOOO 🥹 they're talking to themselves fr!! once again, thank you and i love you so much. please continue being kind bc that keeps the world turning 🤍

#also blacked out the name bc it makes me puke and i never wanna see it again lol watch them all be mad about this too!!!#and ive said it before and ill say it again: anyone who sends an ask to this blog and is stupid enough to actually tag me #i do not see that mention in my notifs <3 i have that blog blocked so i never know when you tag me n you're ACTUALLY talking to yourself <3 #like fully against a wall <333 i only knew i was mentioned after the bs ass ask one of u losers sent #have fun obsessing over some stranger i will even pay for a shrine if u need one #that's it. might delete some of this stuff bc it's notttt me but holy fock i needed to let this out #anyway #notes for rid 🌹#anon

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effysayres · 6 months

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i need a kiss from my girlfriend and 14 hours sleep and for work to be cancelled in the morning :((

#fraise.txt #my girlfriend left to go back home this morning and the thought we will be apart for seven months makes me puke #i am horrible at expressing my emotions irl but now that i'm alone... yep i wanna curl into a ball #and also i have report cards to make which does not help #i guess it was a beautiful week but now it's back to reality #still want work cancelled though so i can do these in a better headspace #no choice but to start now i guess

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vonlipvig · 1 year

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ok preliminary selection aka just adding anything that has caught my attention to my cart, how are we feeling about it

#it's Money tho.......BUT birthday soon so that's always an excuse #well the problem is pentiment let's be real dkjfdfh all the others are pretty cheap (and D4 has like a 66% off so yeah gimme)#but i also really need to have pentiment it can't keep taunting me like this forever fkjgfjg #D4 looks like a game that's gonna make me puke and cry and get anxious as hell...but also IT LOOKS FUN i wanna be president Again #so yeah if anyone has played any of these feel free to leave you opinions!#according to jules

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termitesisagrandslam · 9 months

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anyone else ever have that thing where you'd actively downplay unhealthy attitudes to casual friends/acquaintances bc you dont wanna be too "heavy" with people you arent very close with but then it backfires bc those people think you genuinely dont take any of it seriously and distance themselves from you because they think youre a mess with no self awareness?

#was reading one of those 'dont make light about having only gotten 2 hours of sleep' posts #and it reminded me of this #in freshman year there was a couple instances where i got too drunk and puked but downplayed it with the ppl i was hanging out with #bc we werent really friends so i didnt wanna be like 'hey fellow 18 yr olds so theres this genuine problem that im very affected by'#but then they just reported me to the the head of the dorm bc they thought i didnt care and didnt take it seriously #and the whole thing was super humiliating #anyway yeah #sometimes when ppl u dont know well act like they dont care about something #it's just bc they dont feel comfortable with u to be honest about their concerns over like #drinking too much or insomnia or poor eating habits and stufd #i dont think the post i saw was wrong or anything. like there are people who are proud of that stuff and it's a good mindset to get rid of #but it just reminded me that things arent always as they appear #edit: not that people who *dont* have the self awareness deserve to be shunned either. i also have been in that camp and thats very painful #(or people who do but dont care. or care but dont want to fix it)#and not fair and i think the whole way people look at all of this stuff needs to shift. but idk im just rambling about this one thing

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hussyknee · 2 years

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Y'all ever look at your cat and realize "I'm living with a serial killer"?

#mum will not keep him inside #granted that's a bit of a tall order in a house as open as ours #and he's supposed to be on pest control. that's his job #but the sadistic disemboweling of mice is disturbing #the housekeeper is fed up of finding mouse guts strewn over the yard #also he's caught and eaten a bird and squirrel right in front of us 😭#poor bird had gotten in the house #when we yelled each time he juat dragged it higher onto the roof out of our reach #i feel so sad for the poor critters that run afoul of him every night #even when he isnt being an ecological disaster #(seriously fuck my mother)#i nearly stepped on a dead mouse he'd left right outside the kitchen door yesterday #an offering to these helpless hairless cats who cant hunt for themselves #i hate rodents and dead ones make me wanna puke but #he was so small 😭 what a horrific way to die really #I love my cat so much but. lordy he's a criminal #kitties #cats #cat tales #knee of huss

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redhotarsenic · 1 year

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Killing roaches is like a real life qte except worse because it’s scary

#I hate this time of year those fucks always start popping up outta nowhere #it’s only a small handful until fall #but also picturing a handful of roaches makes me wanna puke #so I will not 🙏

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