#but I'm okay and happy now!
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temple at the end of the road
#artists on tumblr#i'm surprisingly okay with saying goodbye to summer this year#never had anything against autumn but i hate winter#but now i'm a little bit even looking forward to it?#maybe my mood is just better#hopefully the seasonal depression doesn't get a hold of me to change that#for now i'm very happy with hot soups and warm blankets
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in spite of everything, I had fun <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk 271#well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset#if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all#this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude#but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now#im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay#i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time#/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me#however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy#thats all i can say#oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end#still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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I was a fool, Stanley
I didn't realize what I had until I lost it
I didn't know I had anything left to lose
#Gravity falls#I finished this yesterday and started working on an icarus!Ford one minutes later send help#The brain goblins have taken the wheels all I do is draw stan twins content this is my life now (I am happy with this)#I'm gonna make epic falls content at some point just after I finish a few more projects!!#Stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#sea grunks#Ford pines#my art#Comic#fan art#Art#Stan twins#stangst#weirdmageddon#I think that's applicable maybe perhaps#Tumblr ate the quality </3 it's okay guys
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#congratulations to Netflix for raising the fandom from the dead!#my love for TUA has been reignited from that amazing trailer :]#and now I'm really going to hate to see TUA (tv universe that is) go#okay I need to get back to homework now so farewell everyone and I'm so happy we can celebrate this together 🫡#tua#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#tua s4#tua meme
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@devinsisland apocalypse AUs, but it's just chill gardening between two raids outside to scavenge seeds
#star wars#apocalypse AU#tbb#tcw#is it okay to jump into someone AU like this?#hope it's okay#Hewwwo I'm trying colors again#What is a clean coloring process#I just put colors on one layer and never clean ever#Oh my actually now I look at it I feel really bad posting this#looks like I did throw up on my screen#listen just look at it from afar if you're not happy#Sorry 99 I tried my best#sorry Tech skin tone I tried my best too#I need to sleep#I just wanted to draw a small color test#anyway bye
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oh no, I love them
(super quick doodles done between other stuff, there will be better things later I promise :')
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#spoilers spoilers spoilers#me when the shroudparents walk in: what. why. what is this.#me thirty seconds late: never mind they are AMAZING#i mean yeah idia kind of offhandedly mentioned it way back when#in episode 6 when he was like 'my parents have to wear special equipment to deal with the debilitating effects of the curse'#'and to hide their identities as a french electronic synth-pop duo' I GUESS#no no it's okay. mrs shroud you are kind of insane and i love you#GROUP HUG EVERYBODY!!!!!#mr shroud you put up with a lot but somebody's gotta remember to do the paperwork#daft punk bert and ernie is the best possible dynamic for them#and THEY LOVE THEIR ROBOT SON#i'm so happy for ortho#(hovering around the subject of dreamworld ortho. ...we'll get to that)#man though now that i know what they're like#when idia busted in to show them how he built himself a replacement brother#mrs shroud was probably just like 'this is exactly what i would have done. let mama give you some pointers on joint mechanics'#i know i'm in the minority on genuinely unironically loving overblot idia#(YES he's weird but it's a weird i'm into!)#i am DELIGHTED by the design parallels. he looks like his dad!#but with his mom's ears!#ah it's so good
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Don't mind me I'm just emotionally devastated by a black and red cartoon hedgehog and the loss of his human sister that he cared so so sooo much about in an insanely tragic event. I'm okay, i'm soooo normal and okay about episode 3 of Dark Beginnings at 3 AM yup yup super chill and so totally good and functional. :)
#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#sonic x shadow generations#shadow dark beginnings#abraham tower#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#Sega and the entire animation studios and Ian Flynn and whoever else worked on these you are fucking EVIL and INCREDIBLE for that ending#that was so ANIME they get it they understood the assignment holy fuck they really really get it#the COMMANDER AND MARIA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#THAT WAS AMAZING AND NOT OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID#Maria is truly a tangible and real character now and I'm so happy these animated shorts were made#Team dark was incredible too but man what wonders this has done for Shadow's story my BOY DESERVES ALL THE LOVE
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listening
#NOT TCEST#okay rambling in the tags now#i think i gave donnie too many patterns but that's okay i'll continue expirementing#i think i'm keeping the face ons though#as for leo i think im happy with him. i do want to maybe makw the tear track stripes bigger? love those on the actual turtle#technically this drawing is for a very much still in progress au of mine but the designs are mostly just me figuring out the usual turtles#only au specific thing here is the cuff leo's wearing i think#my art#asher posts#rottmnt#leonardo#donnatello#rise donnie#rise leo#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leo#rise donnie fanart#rise leo fanart
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WELL. this started out as me just wanting to explore what their dynamic might be like, and then it turned into yuri, like. not even halfway through. what can i say!!! they're just neat!! also sadness deserves more ships!!!!!
LISTEN listen. my rationale: disgust hates being vulnerable. sadness thrives off vulnerability. sadness is blunt as all hell. disgust is the total opposite!!! they would bounce off one another so well.
they're both equally good at seeing the flaws in others, but for different reasons. a natural critic versus a natural pessimist. whereas disgust would see these flaws as a weakness, they're just...kind of there to sadness, nothing really much beyond that. i think she'd be a little confused as to why disgust tries so hard to hide flaws that are obviously there...sadness would rather just accept them. and they'd both be confused as to how they're both able to find flaws in everything so easily but react so differently to it. i think they'd be...oddly amused (and perhaps endeared...!!) by the others' neuroses and quirks and behaviors. they both kinda see the other as a bit of a loser as a result... 💙💚
#coming up with a. combined feeling for the two took me a while BUT. very happy with disappointment i think it fits LOL#OKAY i'm normal now i promise i'm normal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [is lying]#also GAAAHH. i need to paint more....!!!!!! i miss paintingggg#inside out 2#inside out#inside out sadness#inside out disgust#inside out joy#MAN HOW DO I EVEN. tag this.#sadness x disgust#sadgust#I GUESS. hello??? hello it's so dark in here#inside out fandom#sketchbook#sit. discuss rarepair femslash with me
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last night my family got into some body shaming bs but I started thinking about Bruce and instantly felt better. I may have cried a little bit making these. It's fine.
(★ my Kofi) | (★ commission info)
#my art#trolls band together#trolls fanart#trolls bruce#dreamworks trolls#trolls#i'm okay now i'm just happy bruce exists#and that he's allowed to be happy with himself#and that they surround him with people who love him exactly as he is#i'll be okay. we'll all be okay.
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"See you tomorrow"
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]
#better drawn mdzs#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#mdzs au#Lan wangji#wei wuxian#yiling laozu#Happy Belated Halloween!#digital art#Thank you all for your patience as I drove myself into a madness only known by those lost at seas alone.#I put a lot of time into this one! It's not perfect but I am very happy with it + I am so happy to put down the tablet pen.#Digital art has some nice features but I'm sticking with traditional! I need a month to recover from the 2+ weeks of torture.#Okay lets talk about the AU and the comic now#Disco elysium has some of the best existential-horror-dream sequences I have ever seen.#The dialogue here is heavily inspired by The Final Dream - A scene I'd love to talk about more were it not so heavy with spoilers.#My AU is a lot more complex than a simple character swap but I really felt like LWJ + YLLZ fit this scene.#The final dream is about being unable to move on from a lost love. From something You made holy. From something You ruined.#It is about realizing that no matter how smart you are or what you offer or how you try to change -#You will never be able to turn back time. You will never ever be able to fix what is broken. That you also have been broken for a long time#You are a fuck-up who worships the nail covered ground of someone who did not want to be holy. And even though it hurts-#You cannot let this nightmare go. The pain keeps the love close. It is worse to forget. You promised to remember.#WWX died thinking LWJ disliked him. LWJ lost someone he thought was revolted by his love.
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Just read Mikey’s mating season, would write one for Raphael?
of course i will, anything for our boy in red! i will say that bay raph in particular is hard for me to write, so i hope this is decent
again, it's a lil spicyyy 🌶️ reader beware!
The first time it's brought up, Raph absolutely refuses to allow you to spend his season with him. Won't even have the conversation. Not even Mikey can convince him to just talk to you. It takes a literal act of God to force him into it- stranded in your apartment together while a late snowstorm rages, just as his season is starting.
Raph is naturally afraid that he will hurt you. But what he doesn't tell you is that he is afraid of the vulnerability. Raph's season is a highly emotional time for this passionate guy. He knows that he'll be more open- generally the first sign that his season is starting is when he admits something to one of his brothers that he doesn't actually want them to know. So forced into close quarters with you, alone- he's afraid of what he'll say, afraid that the depths of his feelings will drive you off.
He is shocked that when the time comes, his anger doesn't overwhelm him the way it normally does. Instead, it is his love for you that takes over. He finds himself feeling incredibly affectionate. He even chirps for you. (Once it's over he's mortified and you have to swear that you'll never tell anyone ever). The sadness he associates with this time? Again, all gone, because you're here.
The cuddling is real and it is. Frequent. Raph doesn't like to let you go and will often carry you around if you need to move from the bed. But good luck getting him to agree to let you leave the bed. He likes you there and he does not want you to leave. Surely he can go get whatever you need? You belong in his arms, as far as he is concerned.
So, Raph. Once you get him on board, he has rules. These are non-negotiable, because not following them could possibly result in him hurting you and that Will Not Happen. The biggest rule is that you cannot tease him. Teasing riles him up like nothing else and if he loses control and hurts you... no. It Won't Happen. He'll lock himself in a different room and take care of himself before he'll let you break one of his rules.
However, that doesn't mean that it's not a good time for both of you. It's hard at first, because Raph is so afraid to let go, but once he does? Once all that passion is set free and focused on you? It is absolutely some of the most intense lovemaking you've ever experienced in your life. And that's what it is- lovemaking.
All of Raph's affection and tender feelings take over, and he is intense but so gentle at the same time. When it's not mating season, he can be rough sometimes, although never more than you can handle. Not so during mating season. Even when he's pounding into you, driving you wild as you writhe under him, he doesn't hurt you. The only bruises you come out with are in the shape of his hands on your hips.
He is surprisingly quiet when he fucks you. Everything in him is so focused on you that he barely notices his own pleasure. He does chirp a lot, and when it happens the churring practically vibrates the whole bed. He prefers to draw sounds out of you instead. There is a certain dark chuckle he gives that warns you that you are about to get loud. He loves to quiet down so he can catch the nearly silent gasp that comes out of you when his fingers hit that spot deep in you.
He becomes an anxious mother hen when it's over. He hovers. It's a little maddening but he needs you to indulge. He needs to be able to make sure that you're okay, that he didn't hurt you. He is of course worried for no reason, you're fine. But he's still a little cuddly, so you enjoy indulging him.
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head bonks: @yorshie @avery73 @justalotoffanfiction @thejudiciousneurotic
#bayverse raph#bayverse raph x reader#tmnt#talking tag#theory tag#mating season#say it together now: SOFT RAPH SOFT RAPH SOFT RAPH#sorry if you were expecting something a little spicier. that'll come don't you worry#i just can't see raph allowing himself to be rough when he's not in complete control#i'm not 100% happy with this but i never feel completely happy when i write raph#so i hope it's okay
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I have seen too much negativity going around recently. So fuck it, get yourself a small Harringrove pair.
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#art#fanart#doodle#harringrove#steve harrington#billy hargrove#is this stupid? yes yes it is#it makes me happy tho? also yes#okay now I'm going back to actual finish stuff#it's always nice to take break with this small things tho ehehe#mangywayway
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Okay but I'm going a bit insane about the growing disconnect of "maybe we're meant to harness it"/"maybe we're meant to fight it". They both thought they were on the same page when they said it, when actually they were on polar opposite ends of the same spectrum. Imogen meant "I never plan to give in to this power even if part of me wants to, I will continue fighting it, but it’s a comfort knowing there’s someone who understands the temptation and who I know won't judge and will still love me and understand if I ultimately fail and give in". Meanwhile to Laudna it meant "I've been in this struggle for longer than I can remember and I don’t know if I can do it much longer. I don’t know if I want to. I don’t know if I even should, or if giving in would be better for all of us because I'm a lost cause. You understand this about me and won't judge as I inevitably am doomed by the narrative, and you won't demand of me that I fight an inherent part of myself, even if it’s destroying me". And Imogen is finally catching on to this disconnect, is realizing that to Laudna their connection isn’t just understanding but an excuse, not too different from Lilliana. And, desperate of losing Laudna to power just like she did her mother, she says, 'if you let me go, I'm gone', meanwhile Laudna is going 'all I can do for you is die and let you go to lift you up' and both of them are going 'why are you so upset about this. i love you'.
#laudna#imogen temult#critical role#cr3#laudna truly is a FASCINATING character#she's happy and living every moment bc she's already accepted she's a lost cause#she's been neither fighting it nor embracing it for 30 years and now she has an excuse to embrace it#bc embracing it means protecting imogen. even if it also means giving in to temptation and letting imogen ultimately lose her#which is okay to laudna bc LOST CAUSE. She’s happy and living every moment with imogen now but can’t imagine a future for them together#she thinks imogen will go in to greatness after laudna has given up everything to help get her there#bc if laudna doesn’t give up everything and tries to fight imogen will help her#and imogen helping her will mean laudna holding imogen back#she doesnt see that in destroying herself shes destroying part of imogen bc she sees no value in her own life bc of living on borrowed time#I'm going insane about them!!#southern gothic#imodna#nella talks cr
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I wanna post happy things. I wanna feel hope and be happy. I'm gonna focus on getting back to where I need to be. I need to rip myself out of the hole I'm in and claw my way out. I greatly appreciate yall ❤️ I hope I can return to being the positive person I feel I once was. Thank yall so much for sticking by me while I've been down.
#I think I am in one of those situations where. I need to fake it until I make it. And I need to focus on appreciating the things that make#me happy#and drown out the horrible#even if I have to fake it REALLY HARD#I'm gonna get out of this homies.#EVERYONE ELSE READING THIS WHO IS IN A PIT TOO#STAY STRONG. TAKE BREAKS WHEN YOU CAN#YOU WILL BE OKAY#I will be happy in spite of EVERYONE and EVERYTHING.#I WILL CRY THROUGH IT BUT I WILL FOCUS ON THE IMPORTANT THINGS from now on
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