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spicyicymeloncat · 2 years ago

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Nightcord Kaito is actually my favourite virtual singer from project sekai. He’s so angry I love him. (I changed his hair to kinda resemble the character from the original Samsa mv)

#pulling myself from the depths of despair to finish this #i was working on an alternative sketch but I couldn't line it and it made me feel bad for days #but I'm glad this turned out okay #gahjsjskskskks #anyways I totally hyperfixated on the commissioned song from the immiscible discord event #Samsa #the name comes from the last name of the main character of the novel: Metamorphosis #which is a story of a man who becomes a bug and starves to death when he feels like he’s become a burden to his family #fucked up #i have so many thoughts about niigo Kaito #about how he’s probably the one vocaloid Mafuyu doesn’t like - because he’s a manifestation of the harsh reality she lives in #and maybe she sees him as an angry monstrous being (like in the song) and she’s afraid of being like him - or that she already is like him #and he’s not only angry at her mother but also angry at Mafuyu for her treatment and reflection of him #essentially he’s like a projection of her own self hatred in a way #he’s got a right to be angry but his anger is directed at himself/Mafuyu but in terms of him and Kanade he’s still a positive and #necessary force to acknowledge the truth of Mafuyu’s treatment #the event hasn’t even come out in English yet and I’m reading way to deep in between the lines lol #project sekai #Kaito #vocaloid Kaito #project sekai Kaito #niigo kaito #art #fanart #digital art #vocaloid

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smile-files · 29 days ago

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mommy let you use her ipad, you were barely two

and it did all the things we designed it to do

now look at you, look at you!

(objectober 2024 day 10: internet)

#dandy's doodles #inanimate insanity #ii #ii steve cobs #ii mephone #ii spoilers #ii 16 spoilers #objectober #objectober 2024 #okay i'll be honest. the final drawing barely fits the prompt #however! it was inspired by it #'internet' immediately made me think of 'welcome to the internet' by bo burnham #and my mind instantly jumped to 'and it did all the things we designed it to do'#and y'know... steve cobs designed mephone to be able to create things #and so in a way mephone is fulfilling his purpose by creating the contestants #he's fulfilling his purpose by doing what his dad did #and then that made me think of the garden of eden story #where god creates both adam and the tree of knowledge #he tells adam not to eat its fruit and yet adam inevitably does; thus adam gains free will #and one has to wonder if that was god's intention all along - for humans to have free will #whereby adam - through the apparent defiance of god - is able to become exactly what he was created for #and y'know... mephone making his show as a rebellion against cobs...#only for that very show to be a creation borne of his intended purpose #so yeah. my mind jumped from bo burnham to the biblical creation of man #anyway!! very very happy with how this turned out #my favorite part is the charger snakes. i'm so glad i came up with that idea #also cobs' arm! that turned out really well! i referenced my own hand for his!!#in any event... it turns out i really really like biblical imagery and symbolism huh #also yes i did stay up all night like a maniac drawing this. the idea came to me and i just had to see it through :D i'm glad i did

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shima-draws · 11 months ago

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SV commission I did recently!! Had a lot of fun with this one ehe ^^

#Pokemon #Pokemon SV #Pokemon Scarlet and Violet #Koraidon #I struggled with this one a bit tbh so I'm glad it turned out okay wheeze #Shima arts #Art #Digital art #Commissions #Shima's commissions #shima-draws

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julesyoufool · 1 year ago

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There is no one left in the world that I can hold onto

There is really no one left at all

There is only you

#jaime x brienne #brienne of tarth #jaime lannister #asoiaf #asoiaf art #fanart #my art #lord grant me the wisdom to know when i'm done #also the lyrics are from the cure obviously #i've been working on this on and off for a while and didn't really make much progress #it was fine the way that it was just a little unpolished #i don't know why i keep making things harder for myself lol #i hope it turned out okay #im just glad i get to post something finally

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maliciousalice · 4 months ago

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Commission for @baylardo / @baylardian-1

#scully #shapes AU #drawing a transformation was tricky!!! Especially considering her silly (adorable) oversized suit and how that would work.#i wanted to do a sequence but i treated each pose as a piece on their own so im glad it turned out okay #I'm not very skilled in transformation style art but i wanted to try and i wanted it to look high quality I think i succeeded in that sens #kind of my old stomping ground #good thing ive drawn lots of 90's powerwoman bobs with all my janeway art #that was easy part haha #art #my art

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skibasyndrome · 1 month ago

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#not to be a broken lil man on main #but I was on the phone with my dad for 30 minutes just now (that's a lot for a phone call with him) and like.... damn. yeah. i do have one #parent who's not horrible huh #we talked a lot about my plans for the future...... which I only now told him bcs scary and bcs........ I never ever during my 25 years of #being alive got the impression from my parents that something like this would be an acceptable career choice or something they'd support #and I mean. my [redacted] of a mother is the best example for how. not alright it is with her that I'm doing something that's not very...#traditional for this family #but anyways. my dad was absolutely fucking lovely #to the point that I get getting teary eyed and felt my throat closing up cause. huh. i guess in his own way he does love me and believe in #he asked me to send him a link or a pdf of my first conference report because he wants to keep it somewhere 😭😭😭😭😭😭#I'm....... ouch. ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch #you know the ghosting I am really good at with tumblr chats (sorry guys. ilu. I just suck at communication)???? i'm also extremely good at #that with whatsapp chats and just. not calling my irl loved ones #so idk. hearing him say he understands and just wanted to make sure I wasn't upset with him and like. wanted to know if I was doing okay.#damn. okay. damn #idk #this was such a good talk and he was so suppertive and non-judgemental and I actually told him about my birthday and how my mother's call #upset me and he was like. yeah. same. and like... he's basically gone no contact with her as well as it turns out #idk. I really should give him more credit and like... I feel like there's so much shifting and change and development happening while I'm n #not there and sometimes it's hard to remember that he actually /could/ understand some things. just cause I've always been so used to not #sharing anything about myself because it wasn't safe when I was younger and... idk........ lots of emotions going on rn #so glad we talked though. so glad #simon.out.#if you read all this.... idk man.... sorry for oversharing but thanks for caring ig <3

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queenofthekings · 3 months ago

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Robert Sean Leonard movies according to Letterboxd: In The Gloaming (1997)

#mygifs*#accordingtoletterboxd*#rsl #rsledit #rslgifs #robert sean leonard #usermilo #in the gloaming #i'm so glad the gifs turned out okay they looked like absolute SHIT on movie maker #i am definitely a madman with a queue

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chromaheart · 2 years ago

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I joined the Critical Role Postcard Exchange hosted by the wonderful @agarthanguide this year & this was the illustration I did for my exchange! Percival in a holiday hat for the season 🎄✨ Happy Holidays and Happy New Year to you all!

#critical role fanart #percival de rolo #vox machina fanart #critical role #dnd art #i feel like i should've added some greenery and more stuff to the bg but it turned out pretty okay!!#my exchange giftee received their postcard about a week ago and they loved it ;; it really warmed my heart and i'm glad it got to them

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marcelineuntitled · 5 months ago

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i like this one a lot :)))

#my art #i'm sort of getting the hang of backgrounds now????#okay okay #now i'm about to post this i'm thinking of more i want to go back and add #but i am tired #this turned out really close to how i pictured which is really really cool!#the stairs are a little different but they were difficult so im just glad i got them looking stair-like #i also didn't draw in puddles or tsukishima's bag that i meant to draw in #but that's okay #i might redraw this someday when i've learned epic perspective skills and make it look Even Cooler #but also i likely won't #this was inspired by a scene from 'tsukishima kei hates valentine's day' by JEM97 on ao3 but i'm too scared to tag because once i got the -#-idea in my head i didn't really reference back at all #so it isn't exactly like it #ohh i haven't even done all the others tags uhh #haikyuu #haikyuu fanart #tsukishima kei #tsukishima kei fanart #haikyu!!#haikyu!! fanart #alrighty #hinata and kageyama are there too but only barely so they don't get a tag #for some reason i drew 6 shoes And a background for this one?? even though they're two of my least favourite things to draw??#but it wasn't so bad actually #was rewatching haikyuu while drawing this and got to my favourite part (the training camp :3 )#byeloveyou

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icewindandboringhorror · 20 hours ago

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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"

I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming

#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with #elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the #grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything #but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd #nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable #are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that #is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant #amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear #masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations #arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will #go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring #annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then #YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated #while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol #I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are #saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to #get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined #with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with #others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then #when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O #also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming #looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj #I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a #person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some #more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all #of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol #I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to #contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***

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teeth-thief · 11 months ago

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So my phone got stolen on the subway a couple days ago. When I finally managed to track it using find my iPhone like 16 hours later I saw it was really close to a phone store. I called and asked if my phone got sold there and the guy was like. what kind of phone is it. I explained all this stuff about the model and case and pop socket (but apparently the case and SIM card were gone) and I was talking so fast that I don't think he really understood anyway. Eventually he asked "is the lock screen a picture of... a unicorn smoking weed?" and let me tell you. the SHRIEK of joy that I let out. I love you, Rainbow Dash. I love you, iPhone.

#mlp #was so fucking difficult not to acktchually him though #like obviously she's not a unicorn. she doesn't have a horn.#you can't see her wings so I get how you wouldn't know she's a Pegasus #but uhhhh. no horn. not a unicorn.#I'm really glad everything turned out okay. :)#shout-out to my boy nonimeg deactivated who went and picked it up for me I love you five ever baby #and shout-out to Anna happy birthday to my best friend in the universe I love you five ever too <3 #y'know what. and shoutout to my mom too. I'm so proud of her.

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quatregats · 4 months ago

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I am picturing hornblower timeloop as some sort of clockwork device with a crank handle, and him inside, and I am eagerly turning the handle to make it go, that’s how in favor of hornblower timeloop I am

Yes! Throwing him in the manual-crank washing machine until he finally comes clean! Someone take that man for a spin!

#i hope it's okay that i'm publishing this is need to be able to see it again but also i wanted to reply to it <33 #also yay glad so many people are on board with this idea!#i have the basic arc figured out but now i need to figure out how to turn that into plot points alas :(#hornblowerfic is currently winning the summer activity poll though so i think i will be writing this #he's going to have such a bad time fyi. warning in advance for particularly godawful levels of The Internal Monologue #perce rambles #percy yells at cecil scott

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boxwinebaddie · 1 month ago

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i'm sorry, but jerseykyle is legit every ke$ha song ever written i'm?! BLAHBLAHBLAH???? CANNIBAL???? but like Specifically JOYRIDE like, no, literally Beep Beep, Bitch; I'm Outside ( Best Night Yo Life ) —

Get In Loser,

For The JOYRIDE. ;)

#nina speaks #i am cryiiiiiiing #okay every song excluding One but i blame dr. luke and it being 2000 whatever and the lack of wokeness back them #( we love you mother ke$ha i looooove you mwAH )#but any richter scale breakin freaky ass shakin sleazy breezy beautiful club banger n y2k pop hit abt bein a toxic nasty heaux #was just written about jersey and i MEAN that oh my god #BAD BITCH THEME MUSIC #someone talked to be about hollaback girl and TOO REAL #kyleyb did spell bananas out for gorilla juiceheads frequently #we love a helpful and educated king! thanks baby! aljskasjla #blahblahblah is so real ik when bebe drags him by the ear to college nite at the club and some idiot guy is hitting on him #he is sooooo i don't care where you live it just turn around boy let me hit thatsdjaslkd like if you dont zip yo lips like a padlock #and meet me in the back with the jack and the juxebox AAAA #hes my hero i am very glad he is being rehabilitated for that sex addiction but he was THE MOMENT! THE MOVEMENTTT #JOYRIDE THO???? TOOOOOOOOOO REEEEEEEAL #i cannot hear maneater by nelly fertado without thinking about him jk embodies the freak nasty evil spirit of that song #i want to answer that ask soon bc i have SOOOO much to say nina stop pretending rm is a netflix original series smh #but i can see it vividly...VIIIIIIIIIIVIDLY and im a little blind so thats really saying something; whateva! i'm a visionary baby!#i want to make a playlist for the boys and for my stupid unfinished bfanfic but my music taste gives me the ick so hard #but yeah it's just...i feel this so strongly in my bones #its his ravenstan new perspective / pop punk y2k stanthems

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shima-draws · 10 months ago

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Me: Oh god. It's time for our company's yearly performance review. Where my boss will judge my performance over the past year and see how awful I am at my job and--

My boss: You're doing such a great job and I'm so happy you're here <3

Me:

#SLAMS MY HEAD INTO THE TABLE I probably need therapy.#Shima speaks #LMAO #I always. ALWAYS get stressed about these and they ALWAYS turn out just fine #It's the self-esteem. The self-esteem I don't have :)#Anyway glad that I wasn't roasted and fired and I'm doing good at my job.#I'M GOOD AT MY JOB?? ME?? OKAY I'LL TAKE IT! I'LL TAKE IT #Listen this may not be my dream job but it's a good job with good people #And it pays my bills. Couldn't ask for more #Eventually I will leave to work elsewhere but I'm glad I'm doing good 😭#Realizing like. How important my job is actually. When I do leave the company I'll have to train the new hire #For at LEAST a couple weeks #Bc I'm the only one in this department that knows how to do payments! Just me!!#Anyway. Glad that stress is gone now #I can go home and watch One Piece and NOT cry over a tub of ice cream #(I'll probably do that anyway but bc of the anime Emotions and not bc of work. LMAO)

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cicadagaze · 2 years ago

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and what are you meant to do when the stars have refused you?

#warriors #warrior cats #warrior cats fanart #nightstar #nightpelt #brokenstar #tigerstar #my art #image description in alt #it's finally done!!!#i highly recommend turning the brightness on your screen up so you can see it better #i think i put at least 12 hours into this tho i'm not entirely certain bc i wasn't keeping track lol #but it took a hot minute #and i'm glad it turned out as cool as i hoped it would #i'm such a huge fan of making dramatic drawings with black and red lmaoo #it looks cool okay

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frankensteinmutual · 6 months ago

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one of my housemates is so fucking sensitive it turns me into a person I do not like

#like i always thought /i/ was 'overly' sensitive but my god. you cannot say ANYTHING around her #every little thing is too much for her everything is a trigger everything makes her tell you it wasn't okay for you to say around her or not #warning her about first like my sister in christ how the fuck should i have known this was a problem for you #maybe print out a trigger list and send it to all of us or something #but breathing is probably on there so #truly i hate how i sound i don't want to be like this but she's just playing the victim so severely it makes me aggressive it's like. primal #and I don't care when she flees from the room all the time when we're just having normal conversations because honestly I'm glad when she's #gone but she projects her issues onto everyone and everything around her like she cannot comprehend that maybe she has a fucking problem and #should maybe learn to deal with the fucking world #people aren't horrible for simply existing around you being themselves like. ny god it just makes me so furious #like i am AWARE that i have deficits; things that are easy for other people or come natural to them that i have issues with and that's fine #I'm learning to live in my way #and i can still love myself and not blame myself for having these problems without turning everyone around me and the whole fucking world #into the problem instead #i don't know if I'm even conveying what i mean #it's just this fucking victim complex that's driving me up the walls #she sees herself as so innocent and actually she's treating people like shit #man do i wish i could smoke about this

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