#but I'm always inadequate?

[toxicroyjamie]

Roy obviously knows that Jamie admires/respects/looks up to him but I like to think there's some part of him that wants Jamie to think he's like. Cool. On some level he's just a middle aged man who peaked in his 20s and craves validation from his cool gen Z coworker. I'm not like a regular coach I'm a Cool coach

[alpinefrsh]

Dreadful news. I just dropped my phone and now the screen won't turn on.

Horrible. Disastrous. Catastrophic. I do all of my good sketches on my phone. I do half of my writing on my phone (I read all of my ao3 on my phone!)

Oh jeez, we're really in for it now, Raccooninnit plushie :(((

[beevean]

The fact that this page made me nearly tear up speaks of the level of character writing of Berserk

Farnese went from sadistically enjoying making people under herself suffer to feel a shred of power in her life, to panicking and rushing to protect the most vulnerable person that could be entrusted in her care, not for herself but because Casca needs to be cared for. And you get to see the evolution, what makes her question herself and the root of her beliefs, the guilt and sense of worthlessness that she carries with her and desperately wants to overcome.

What a wonderful character :)

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

Sometimes I feel very sad that I didn’t just focus on one creative skill. I look at my art some days and go I wish I’d spent all my time making only that, because that way it would look better and I’d do more and it wouldn’t matter if I couldn’t write very well because my art would be amazing and I’d be able to make the stuff I really want to and maybe even get a job related to it and I wouldn’t feel like so much time was wasted. And often times it really does feel like you’re wasting time and everything is telling you to just pick something to focus on so it can mean something and you can never seem to pick one of anything.

And then other days I feel like an absolute GOD. Anyone else able to write your own fic and then draw art for it just because you can? Can you make an edit/amv after writing a silly little analysis post on the show/character that is so perfectly on beat and fits the lyrics and with transitions so slapping you get chills while watching? Can you write a short silly ditty on the guitar about how you’re feeling using the eight chords know and belt it out only a little bit off key then do a choppy little animation of your sona singing it?

I may not be the most skilled at all of the above, and it can be a little lonely to be a one man band who doesn’t play half as well as a lot of people out there, but when your power goes out or your wifi dies or you have a day off, everyone else is busy and you’re alone...

you play the best gosh dang music in existence

[yakourinka]

now that I feel marginally better I want to take some ibuprofen, draw nian and maybe consider making a ko-fi. hmmm

[highraccoon]

it's so fun when the people who took everything from you claim to be the real victims. like, y'all want to dump a years-long friendship in a dumpster fire just cause you're in a romantic relationship and that's the only thing that matters to you, go fucking ahead. but don't pretend to be the victim when you were the one who destroyed it.

you don't get to take literally everything from me and claim that you were the real victim when the only thing you didn't take was the skin off my bones.

[unopenablebox]

absolutely nothing headier and more of a relief than when i can help our intimidating senior grad student with a method

[visdiefje]

Man I can't wait until I can recover alone for a while

[handern]

this week rating for the groups I gave tours to :

spanish kids asked questions, didn't talk when I was talking, overall acted interested and impressed, and the teacher told me at some point the reason they were agitated was bc they were having a heated debate about something I just said, A++

german kids were really nice and polite, proper and orderly, asked some questions, didn't talk while I talked, didn't get their phones out A+

british kids asked SOME questions but didn't laugh to my jokes, still seemed very interested and impressed so they get an A

swedish kids did not laugh at my jokes, did not ask any questions, did not say a single word, I felt so alone and abandonned. They came alive in the gift shop, I KNOW they have it in them to be active and talk. B-

[dokjaism]

my mom trying to get me to say that i am smart is so funny to me

[artielotl]

sometimes i feel okay and then i am reminded i am a terrible human being who hates everything about herself and has a very broken brain and then i am like "oh"

[microcosmiclymbic]

I have a lot of big complicated feelings and no words

[flocon-tourne-en-rond]

(I felt like I had to call your brother because something told me he wasn't doing alright, and I was right, and I don't have this feeling about you but I figured I'd call you anyway.

Sweet and hurtful at the same time, thanks Mam'. I'll play the part, I won't worry you.)

[dalishthunder]

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[gender-euphowrya]

i'm so glad that my family has kinda cleared the list of potential "formal events'' like weddings before i came out tbh because like. i don't want to wear a suit lol

[sassyhazelowl]

Me: here guys, I bought you some pellets My Canary: oh yum, egg food! -grabs yellow pellet- My Canary: -spits it out and wipes beak furiously- BETRAYAL