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I need green hair dye ASAP the more brown it gets the less I feel like myself!!!
#rice rambles#sobs cries#I asked Aloe to pick up some hair dye for me when ne goes to [larger city] soon#I need it NOW I'm NOT ME#it's hopefully gonna be the same green I did the last time i dyed my own hair#so a nice dark forest green#but I'll take anything at this point
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#i managed to eat something before work#just a snack#but I'll take anything at this point#i suppose it makes up for one of my failures yesterday#at least if i can keep it down
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do you have youtube channel?
technically yes, but I just use it to host unlisted videos for embedding, so there's nothing, like, public on it. :') sorry! I basically don't post anywhere except here and occasionally on pixiv (in case it's not obvious, I suck at social media).
#god help me if i ever have to rely on it as a career because i will immediately die#i like being in one place where people can follow or block as they choose and not have to keep blocking me everywhere#fediverse seems like it would be ideal for that but i haven't seen any that have the thing that i really like about tumblr#which is that tags can work both as a cloud (like if i tag something as 'art' it shows up in the tag feed for 'art)#and also isolated (if you come to my blog and click the 'art' tag you can see only my posts tagged 'art')#(if there's a term for that i do not know it)#i might just be missing if there are any like that though#the people who i tend to look to for this kinda thing are mostly interested in straight-up twitter clones#which is...let's say less than ideal for posting art or organizing anything#so at this point if tumblr goes down i'll probably just take it as a sign to quit social media entirely ( ᐛ )#(my apologies i did not mean for this to turn into a tag novella)
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The fans: Ugh Sonic was just so preachy. I mean obviously he's supposed to be the good guy, so any uncomfortableness I feel here and any way I feel like Sonic's choices are framed as being why some other people have shitty lives is just bad writing because he is obviously supposed to be right always, but this characterization makes no sense. Isn't he right for the things he did?
Ian Flynn, using Kitsunami to say the (barely even at this point) quiet part even louder: Hey it's almost like ever since the Mr. Tinker event we've been purposely running with the critique of Sonic as being more selfish than he appears. Sonic is upholding a system of Eggman v Sonic that currently benefits him and shuts down talk of how to improve the current system because he likes his own personal enjoyment and he's attached enough to Eggman that he'd rather Eggman pretend to be a good person than be stuck in prison for life. He doesn't even quite practice what he preaches. We are trying to show that the current hero v villain system and Sonic's recklessness currently affects some people poorly and that Sonic isn't a perfect hero.
#fandom wank#sonic the hedgehog#idw sonic comics#idw sonic 2024 annual#2024 sonic annual spoilers#idw somic comic spoilers#idw sonic spoilers#idw 2024 sonic annual spoilers#i just be ramblin#god one of these days I need to commit to the sonic character essay#because you HAVE to be able to see Sonic as a multifaceted character that is surprisingly selfish and a bit self centered despite his image#as a good hero who is always right to understand what the writers for Sonic Prime and Idw Sonic are trying to do#The point is not that Sonic is secretly a bad guy or anything#the point is that we're already primed to assume that anything Sonic does is a good thing because he's a hero and protagonist of what is#considered a 'children's media'#And people who can see those moments in different games or properties times where Sonic isn't being so good as him actually not being so#good of a person are primed to explain it away as flaws of the writing or the genre at that time *because* Sonic's behavior is not said to#be bad or punished in those games#And become we're already primed to assume that Sonic is already the good guy who's making the best choices no matter what‚ it's supposed to#be shocking when the narrative takes a step back and gives a critique of this status quo by showing us the effects of it#But instead of having some sort of eye opening event or being willing to meet the narrative where it's at#99% of the people who post here got uncomfortable and just doubled down‚ saying that because these things are being pointed out and some of#Sonic's actions (that aren't even alien to the games)#are being framed in a not so good light‚ then it must not be purposeful. That it must be bad writing through and through and just bad#Sonic characterization#because for people who claim they want Sonic as a series to be deeper and more thought out they sure start to pearl clutch when they feel#like a property isn't being as shallow as the very same games they think kinda suck#anyways anyways sorry about the rant I'll get back to regularly scheduled posting after this#vent post
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waahhh i miss kingdom hearts but i am going to be so honest i remember almost NOTHING about it anymore. my shitty memory was never a match for a series with such deep lore though even when i was actively into it and making stuff about it i couldnt remember half the stuff going on. i'm sorry khux fans i never understood anything going on ever actually
#clai speaks#genuinely smth that upsets me tbh bc it happens with so many things i like#x/noblade is still one of my favorite things ever. do i remember anything about that either rn? no lmao#i should refresh my memory by rewatching the entire kh series or smth but this time i'll like. take notes or smth#nodding sagely at a lets play while writing dot points about each character and plotline in a little notebook
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i think i've finished youtube. i've watched all of it. well, any video over an hour long about a vaguely interesting topic with a narrator who doesn't get on every single one of my nerves at least
#my standards are so low like ur info doesn't even have to be entirely accurate i'll take anything at this point#As Long As the person talking isn't annoying#and unfortunately i'm picky :(
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i didn't know kishimoto had confirmed that obikaka is canon with the will of fire movie, good for him for making at least one of the gays canon
#naruto movie#naruto fanfiction#obikaka#kakashi hatake#obkk#obito uchiha#naruto fandom#i mean i would've expected narusasu but i'll take anything at this point#how could he make this movie and not even have kakashi and obito kiss in the kamui battle????#coward
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okay i'm glad to see you bring up the teasing of seungmin bc it was also rubbing me the wrong way but i didn't know if i was just being sensitive or what. obvs we don't know what goes on behind the scenes and obviously they all care about each other and tease each other as friends but when time after time the joke targeted towards seungmin is "we don't like him and he doesn't understand things" it's like. hm. it starts to feel mean spirited!!
sorry for the rant i guess i didn't realize how bad this was annoying me lmao
Yeah, tbf I think it's just one of those things where even if Seungmin is 100% unbothered by it, and the guys dont mean anything by it, its still fine and understandable for people who have ever been on the end of jokes like that- whether in your own friend groups or at school, at work, etc. to not really enjoy it.... So I don't think you're being sensitive! But also I did question even making my post last night for the same reason.
The jokes are also just not funny 90% of the time lately which makes it more egregious bc seeing any joke get beaten into the earth gets old eventually- like they do make jokes at his expense sometimes that /are/ funny, so I'm not saying they cant ever do that, it's just that the minute the jokes arent funny, well then its awkward at best or actively uncomfortable at worst so 🤷♀️
#plus i do just think its the added thing of staff making jokes but like... we dont know the staff?#so a jokey caption once in a while is fine but when its Not once in a while and its the same joke I end up going >:|#but i mean it was like the hyung line essentially making fun of him for only having a small circle of friends and not going out much#in his one kids room#I dont think at all any of them meant anything by it they were just taking a crack BUT you're doing it in front of millions of people#and it was only when jeongin went “Um actually i turn to him more than any of you and he's really reliable and a good friend” to which Han#also agreed and said seungmin's the person he has turned to when he's struggling a lot that they quieted down and like Yk#you can mean nothing by a joke about someone you're close to but at the end of the day if a couple hundred thousand decide to jump on it#i cant imagine it would feel very nice?#also again. its just not funny at this point#same way the im foive thing isnt funny anymore same way jokes about changbins weight or looks weren't funny#ALSO TO GO BACK TO STAFF: be grateful hes trying to make funny little moments bc you mfers are SLACKING#like maybe i'll accept your bitchy jokes about the guys when you guys start coming up with better ideas again#and do a decent photoshoot that doesnt look like it cost 5 dollars#thats a different topic though lol#negativity#< for anyone who wants to avoid 😇#ask
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something about c!Quackity being most vulnerable when he's in the prison torturing Dream
i mean, look at him. a man who performs in all aspects of his life, from political position to political position. you walk onstage and you grin and you bear it, and you leave your drinking problems and cigarette habits behind closed doors where they won't reflect on your country
there's no public eye to watch him in the prison, though. arguably it's one of the only places that has no eye to watch him because he's made so sure to keep that door closed
at the same time, i think quackity is a man who feels trapped more often than he'll let on. sure, in las nevadas, he's created the prison, but is a caged animal any less caged if its prison is made of its own claws? he got to choose his image this time but it doesn't make him any less trapped in the picture-perfect lens he's framed himself in
when that entrapment becomes more literal, when he is practically literally trapped in this cell with no eyes to watch him but the eyes he is forcing to pay attention, it's like externalizing the feeling of being trapped. he is more at home in a cage than he is in a cushy office
and then, of course, there's the torture element. a place to really let go of the image he's crafted for himself. he doesn't have to be the president, the vice, the collected showrunner he presents himself as. with nobody watching, he can be raw and vulnerable. not sad-vulnerable, but angry
anger doesn't fit his image, the showrunner, the cool and calm version of himself that deals cutting remarks and losing hands to others
#is this anything#this might be a bad take lmao but i had fun writing it! so!#|| i found this in my drafts i have no memory of writing it fuck it we ball i am HITTING POST#maybe i'll get around to finishing it at some point but right now i just want it out there#c!quackity#dsmp quackity#las nevadas quackity#quackity#cquackity#las nevadas#organizey tags as usual ->#analytics and word blocks#cubic nonsense
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Is Evil Xisuma in you ghosts au?
Okay I've thought about this a bit more since the last time someone asked about it, and while my answer remains mostly the same (he's more a fixture of X's backstory than a present character in the main plot), I have decided a bit more on the details of X's relationship with him.
He was X's brother, they were both officers in the army, both sharp shooters, often in competition for promotions and assignments. Mostly healthy competition, but uh. Occasionally unhealthy. I think X probably got more of those offers because he was slightly less unruly than EX was, followed orders better and such, conformed better, which probably built some resentment on EX's end. I think when X got his eye injury that moved him out of the field and into intelligence, EX was probably offered his old position and an argument about that officially soured their relationship, and they stopped communicating after that, which is probably something X regrets in death, loosing track of him, never making up before his death.
#atlas speaks#hc ghosts au#so yeah ex probably won't have like. any official appearances but he was around at some point#maybe I'll make X confront that whole issue at some point#i also like the idea that their father was also an officer of some kind#that he taught them their way around guns and such#and that X was always the favorite there too. again. always the better at pretending civility and such#that EX despite all of the resentment that came from that obvious favor. still never blamed X#even when X was never particularly good at acknowledging the disparity or doing anything to level it#but that when EX got offered X's old job. X asked him not to take it. and that was the final straw that fucked over their relationship
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Macbeth Donmar Supporter's Zoom Conversation
On the 9th of May 2023 Donmar Warehouse held a Zoom "meeting" for supporters where Michael Longhurst talked about their two newly announced productions - Clyde's and Macbeth. This was a week before tickets went on general sale and before they announced that Cush Jumbo would be playing Lady Macbeth.
At the time it was all, of course, quite exciting since everything they revealed during the talk was brand new info! Most of which wouldn't be known at large until the play was being perfomed (or later). I think only about 80 people participated, most of which I think either worked for the Donmar or were members at much higher levels.
Today it's no longer new information as such, but I thought it might still be interesting to make a post about what was said during this talk :)
Michael first spoke about Clyde's (which I didn't actually listen much too) and then introduced Macbeth as their Christmas show (using the word Christmas "incredibly tenuously") saying the cast was yet to be revealed, but called it a beautiful ensamble piece, and that they were in the process of casting with the cast to be revealed "shortly".
He then went on to say that the casting that was revealed the week before made a bit of a spark - David Tennant coming to the Donmar to play Macbeth :) He mentioned it being directed by Max Webster since Michael was so impressed with how he did Henry V the year before. He said they had a joyful process of going to their favourite actors trying to match slots and titles to the actors that they love - and that they were thrilled that Mr. Tennant was stepping up to the Scottish play - "we felt it was time!"
"He [David] has obviousley given amazing Shakespearean performances - Hamlet, Richard II at the RSC - I, yeah, I think his verse speaking is frankly unparalleled, it's a thing of beauty. He's quicksilver, but he can push himself into the most extraordinary characterisations."
He went on to say that David and Max were deep into discussions about what this production should be. He said there's always Macbeths, but he thought what they would do so spectacularly would be to allow it to be a deeply psychological take on the play (facilitated/inspired by the Donmar's space).
He said they had a very exciting Lady Macbeth who would be announced in a week. He said she was a Donmar alumni who had a great Shakespearean set of works under her belt. He was thrilled to reunite her with David, saying that they had just done a TV series together. "So you can go do some subtle googling, but please don't share it" :P "It's amazing, they are gonna be a fierce combination!"
Someone then asked about whether the show would be streamed to which Michael said they were having conversations about it since there was a LOT of interest and they knew demand for this show with David would be incredibly high. So they would be doing everything they could to get the show streamed, it was their absolute ambition. Not least since it would be amazing to be able to share it with students. So they were in those conversations "as we speak". He later talks about it again - saying that streaming is a way of mass sharing, even if it can't recreate the experience of closeness at the Donmar. That they would try to secure screenings of it since they were aware it would be very popular "It's almost a curse of having such an intimate theatre - that when you program a star like that, it becomes huge".
Choosing to stage Macbeth was down to Michael and Max having a conversation about a short list of Shakespeare plays Max was keen to have a go at and them talking about various leading actors (later he expands on this as Max having had conversations with potential leading actors on which titles they were inspired with/ to perform - sorta like an Actors dating spree, 6 months ago) to decide which one would be the best one for this moment - "David's availibity created this window between two massive screen projects and it felt like the one to grab". Macbeth hadn't been staged at the "Donmar" since 1976 - with the legendary Dench and McKellen version. Michael said he thinks that the Donmar stage is the perfect space for Macbeth since "it allows the director and the lead actor to utterly hold a room of people in a way that'd be thrilling and terrifying, that you can't necessarily do in other spaces". He then said that he didn't think Max was interested in the witches and the supernatural as real entities but rather looking at psychological, trauma related reasons to explore those devices within the play. He also said Max was very passionate about making it very Scottish and that he had already been meeting with Scottish folk musicians to create his ensemble team. Also that he was very interested in Lady M being from outside the Scottish hiearchy - that she's be unafraid to challenge that Scottish status quo.
For Michael it's about "the synergy of an actor who should be playing that character - and that is Mr. David Tennant because he is one of our greatest verse speakers, let alone the greatest Scottish verse speaker".
He said that the production would definitely be a contemporary set. A modern dress Macbeth.
He then said that the reason he wanted to back Max as a director is that he thinks he offers a brand of total theatre that is really exceptional. There was a question about the music used in Henry V, and Michael said he just knew about the Scottish folk music and that music would be a part of the show, and that music is always a big part of Max's shows.
Someone then asked if they consult with scools on what plays they are studying in order to choose what they put on. Michael says they were obviously very aware of Macbeth being part of the curriculum and that being one of the reasons they thought this was "the text. And obviousley with David and his DW background, he brings a huge appeal and accesibility for young people who might find Shakespeare challenging - and you know, being brought into that story by someone they know and love so well is...you know we saw the effect happen on Henry V, 40% of people coming to the Donmar were coming for the first time when we had Henry V on - and it's thrilling to expand that connection, and we know David will do the same".
#david tennant#Macbeth#Donmar Macbeth#Cush Jumbo#Sorry about the constant shift in tenses - it got rather confusing#First of the “extra material” that I have lying around#I'll be doing a post about the pre-show talk they did in October I think - I didn't attend it but received a video of it#And I'll take a look through my emails to check if there was anything interesting in the weekly rehersal updates#Anyway - this is most of the talk - but they did go more into lengths on some themes and a few things I didn't really mention#but I think this captures the majority of what was said#and should offer a nice little insight into the process at that point#I think I'd run out of space if I worte everything down and thought it'd be nicest to keep in within one post#Also this was why I never really doubted that it would be filmed :)#Not sure if David's original plans changed due to the strikes...or if one of the massive projects is rhe stuff ge ended up doing 🤔
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I keep thinking about Louis in 1x05 casually discussing Armand's body and routine with Daniel as if Armand wasn't even there, and calling Armand "My Rashid" in a low purr and just like. Can y'all IMAGINE him doing the same thing with Real Rashid? He would NEVER. As far as I can tell, he seems like a decent boss. That kind of possessive, invasive behavior isn't something he would EVER engage in with an employee. But it's ABSOLUTELY something he would do with his sub.
#I keep thinking I'll run out of takes and it keeps not happening#interview with the vampire#iwtv#iwtv 1x05#iwtv meta#loumand meta#loumand d/s meta#my meta#louis de pointe du lac#the vampire armand#armand#my little amber-eyed pumpkin#loumand#otp: i want you more than anything in the world#I'm not interested in hearing from people who don't ship Loumand#or people who are going to shit on their d/s relationship#leave me and my post alone
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can we please pay you to pump out chapters quicker 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

You know what. Sure.
https://www.paypal.me/helpbunnywilde
#im a struggling student at this point I'll take anything#thank you to anyone willing to fund my derangement#asks#my art#my fic
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aaauuugh im nervous to post this. Throws this at the Toxichero fans and runs
...Also Griefer is a very aggressive kisser and Player won't admit that they enjoy it because HE KEEPS MAKING THEIR LIPS BLEED--GRIEFER STOP BUSTING THEIR LIP OPEN, YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BUTT YOUR HEAD TO THEIR FACE!!! THAT'S NOT HOW THIS WORKS!!!
#block tales#blocktales#block tales griefer#blocktales player#Brad Thaniyel#toxichero#toxic hero#griefer x player#urgh im gonna hide now#im not used to drawing kissing and romance#im more of an action artist than a shipper#and very much an angst writer#this DEFINITELY did not take too many tries to get right#and this is DEFINITELY not a result of me yearning for someone i know#btw i'll be posting my Player headcanons soon#if i end up writing a self-indulgent romance fic at some point please throw a poison dart at me#because that means i thought too much about my irl crush#i am a FUNCTIONAL human being i promise#no i will not draw anything beyond this#especially with roblox game characters#in a fandom full of kids#btw if you get extremely freaky with this i will immediately BLOCK YOU#i am in the aroace spectrum#the only freaks i allow are those that do not go beyond LIMITS
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You know what...



All hail to the King and Queen Cobra.
#you know as a Keenry shipper I should not be invested in them as I am#but it's not my fault they had no right to look that good together#at this point I'll take what they give me#friendship flirting romance whatever#I'll take anything#tory nichols#kwon jae sung#what would be their shipp name?? Krwy? Kwichols? Kwory?
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ADHD really does put everything at equal levels of importance, huh? Like I'll have an email I need to write that'll take maybe 10 minutes, and getting that done will alleviate 6 months of stress. Then I'll notice a sock on the floor I need to put away. Then I'll get the strong conviction that it's up to me to cure cancer. And my brain will tell me that I need to do all of them at once, start and finish them all in the time span of 0 seconds, and my executive dysfunction will throw up its hands and do none of the above.
#adhd#actuallyadhd#executive dysfunction#examples were courtesy of my partner. it made me laugh so hard because i've never heard anything more accurate#i'll read stuff like ''adhd makes it difficult to prioritize things!'' and i never paid that much attention because i was like#''i can easily sort things into categories. it's just the doing them that's the issue.''#but then i realized. that the REASON doing things is an issue is because it's not happening at the conscious logical level#it's happening at a nearly-subconscious rapid fire in-the-moment response time#i've been working a lot on my adhd these past few months & have also been meditating a lot lately and it's been making my awareness more an#more broad and precise#and at this point i'm wondering if this is straight up the cause of my adhd. the brain putting absolutely everything at the same ''URGENT#URGENT URGENT'' level. since i can't do everything in the world at the same time at infinite speed and perfection#i'm thrown into ''freeze mode''. and that's also why we've learned to weaponize fear against ourself as a motivator. because it forces the#task we're trying to do into front view. makes it take priority over everything else we're scared of not doing.#we've been working on a lot of useful coping skills. haven't entirely figured out how to manage this yet but the awareness itself has#been very useful.
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