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When you wanna learn how to draw something, keep getting told stuff like controlling pen pressure sensitivity for better line art, and I’m looking at my mouse as I remember why I don’t bother with tutorials since ppl will always assume you draw with a tablet.
#I love my mouse#click click click#self taught artist struggles#I’m drawing something stupid again btw#but I’m putting more effort this time#and it’s renegade detective related because it has taken over my life#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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Slow cooking an idea where Jayce stays to try and help Viktor fight the Hexcore within him. He’s never sure if he’ll have Viktor or the Herald that day. Trying to keep secret plans from your god-like lover who can literally enter your mind is a full time horror show
Viktor and Jayce plotting against the Hexcore without it working out what they are doing. Hidden codes, snatched moments. Viktor manages to create a space just for him and starts to hoard energy against the Hexcore. It can use any face to trick him, and frequently tries to wear Jayce’s. They aren’t more powerful, so they just have to be smarter than their own creation. And together they can solve any equation.
#jayvik#arcane#it doesn’t go to the hexgates and idk why#maybe it was waiting for Warwick and Singed?#instead it set up a little fake commune to keep victor happy#I’m really interested in why it did that#viktor knew how to sneak into the hexgates so it really could have gone any time#why send salo#these questions keep me up at night#if it just went to the hexgates before Jayce came back - and he was gone a long time - nothing could have stopped it#maybe Viktor’s reluctance was holding it at bay#I like exploring him fighting it internally#sorry for the buttugly sketches I am dead tired and have no time#I’ll put some more effort into more jayvik once this work is done#you can tell I’m tired bc I keep spelling Viktor with a c
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hello HI GUYS. some doodles for you all yis eheh
(close ups below <3)
#mitsusart#undertale au#au undertale#sans undertale#undertale#sans#art#undertale fandom#undertale au fanart#utmv#cross sans#killer sans#dust sans#dream sans#nightmare sans#horror sans#murder sans#bad sanses#murder time trio#dreamtale#undertale multiverse#sans au#so like#im still animating </3333#that’s why things have been slow </33333#(also a bunch of other bs sob</33333)#(also let’s just say i’m putting in way more effort into the animation than i should HEKDJKD)#(BUT let’s also say i’m genuinely really liking how it’s turning out hehehe)#anyway enjoy these doodles<33#i have no idea where it came from. but Wanderer Cross.
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AGH happy (definitely-not-late) bday to mr jamil viper 💖🐍 and thank u harveston jamil for coming home as well as two of his bday cards 💖💥
#i put WAY too much effort into this and;; i dont even like it 100% 😭#i gave up on the patterns </3#but anyways#thank u jamil for ruining my life ily#also happy holidays everyone (it’s literally still back-to-school season)#actually technically it's already christmas in the philippines#so uhhh#it fits???#thank u harveston sledathon for the perfect timing#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst#twisted wonderland#twst art#jamil viper#harveston sledathon#-✦—]#also also i havent??? posted art in almost a week???#das crazyyy#i got sick the day after his bday when i was supposed to be finishing up his art >:[#then i just lost all energy for a bit i couldnt do anything 😭#anyways it’s like. 4am i cant sleep#so i decided to just finish up his bday art 😤#who knew drinking thai boba milk tea at 5pm wouldnt be such a good idea#i feel like i’m unnecessarily rambling more than usual lmao sorry 😭
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Why is the spiciest, vilest, sinisterest take on Horror him being a cannibal. Girl that’s NOT his toxic trait. He’s so much worse.
#I feel like every time I’ve seen him written more villainous it includes cannibalism. but they never explain it.#I’m gonna need a pretty clear explanation of how the Horror I know from the comics would resort to it before it could begin to work#and it COULD work is the thing!! but it just never does#it’s all about how much effort u put in for what’s a HUGE deal for his character vs how choosing to write this at all is usually a shortcut#I’m not articulate rn so I might return to this post when my brain works#utmv#horror sans#horrortale#let him be selfish and controlling and delusional about his moral standing#let him be problematic cuz he’s an asshole in the highest degree not cuz he hate a human. at least that will be in character.
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Trying to decide if I want Avery as a medical doctor or a university professor in my Sea and Sky AU… I’m honestly leaning teacher, but, um. Both have their. Charms. ////
#I almost didn’t share this tbh because it’s such a mess#but this is all I have time for so…#oh well#I’ve really been thinking about Finn and my other characters I don’t use as often lately#there’s this comic I want to make but it just seems so daunting#and I’ve honestly been really emotionally erratic the past few days#scribbly tickles really… get me through shit… I mostly do this when I know I can’t put forth my best effort for things I care about more#like meaningful projects and art trades#I know it probably seems like lighthearted scenes means that I’m not struggling#but I really struggle more than I let on sometimes#and I think I actually do let on quite a lot and probably more than I should#I’m kind of a mess of a person at times#I’m okay - honestly#I wish I could be cool and aloof and inscrutable… temper how much I love people and how much I share#but I’ve always played with an open hand and I don’t know how to be any other way#anyway#tickle tags#that’s what I’m supposed to do here#fluffyart#tickling#lee!finn#compliance trope#tickling art#tickle art#avery nimbus#tickle#sea and sky au
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Ah i rmemeber when you were posting the vape au and each page every single fucking day
-1 dmg
I remember I would stay up, still working twelves and literally feeling my body decaying during that.
God I’d do it again 😩😩(staying up, not remake that shit)
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One thing I am never going to stop hating in romance or smut is “use your words” because do you know how many times I heard that from my parents growing up while I was having trouble speaking, period
#yapping#just autism things!#idk if I’d say I have nonverbal episodes#but when I’m emotional words just get hard to put together#speaking in general takes a lot more effort#even at the best of times
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I’m feeling quite sad about how much the active bts fandom on tumblr has shrunk and/ or how selective the community has become regarding content interaction. I’ve heard people pointing out a clique-building here lately, and while I’m well aware of closer mutual circles existing – and I can only speak on behalf of my friend group here – these pretty much develop naturally when there’s just no one else who reacts, reblogs from and talks to you anymore except for these handful of people. I don’t like that some people perceive these “cliques” as “exclusive”, for example to content creators only. that’s bullshit; it’s certainly not great to have only other cc’s support your work because they personally know how much time and effort it takes. also, knowing how lovely most of these people are, you’d get immediately followed back and showered with love too as soon as you’d even show a speckle of kindness on a regular basis, regardless of whether you make gifs yourself or not. ccs dedicating sets to each other isn’t a sign of exclusivity, but rather us holding onto and appreciating people who still give us at least some motivation to create and post in the first place anymore, because there’s quite literally no one else left by now.
#this is rather general so I’m putting more personal thoughts in the tags here#I really don’t feel like creating anymore :(#like I genuinely only post for birthdays or gifts cause I see no point in anything else anymore#at least that one person will care you know#I don’t post that much anymore but when I do I put so much love and effort into it#and it never feels good to click that post button anymore#also.#man it fucking stings to realise that people who follow you definitely scrolled past your own post#cause they reblogged sth from you that you posted before your self reblog#it makes me so so anxious and insecure#I’ve been pressuring myself to post so much only to be met with dismissiveness when I do#that doesn’t feel great in the slightest#I said a while ago that I don’t want to take a break and that I want to keep creating#but the disappointment lately was pretty drastic#I’ve been at this point several times before so it’ll probably pass again#but it’ll never not suck to see your days of work and creativity be ignored#it feels once again pointless to try to make original things#should just stick to 10 gifs of the same clip#or shirtless tannie gifs#it’ll get me the exact same recognition if not three to five times more#and takes so much less time
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finally watched happiest season and i totally understand why people hated the ending.
except for Jane. she deserves the world.
#like it’s not even about harper not being ready to come out#that’s totally her prerogative#but it doesn’t absolve her for how she treats people around her#first with riley holy fuck - and it’s implied she never even apologised to her in the years after???#with that ‘understanding’ they have towards the end#riley would have been completely within her rights to not accept that menial discussion as water under the bridge#but anyway the way harper also treats abby is downright cruel at times#the bit that got me the most was her gaslighting abby the morning after she was out all night#poor girl was just trying to make sure she wasn’t awfully hungover and gets accused of smothering her??? tf???#i really wanted harper to have something to redeem her but she just didn’t#a great moment for her would have been that chat outside the bar with her ex boyfriend#like she didn’t have to out herself entirely but she could have at least said something#she doesn’t make a single effort until it’s way too late and she got outed (like okay fair that was a horrible thing to happen to her)#but honestly i think abby should have still walked away after it#like ‘i’m happy you can be your true self now but for us it’s over’#abby definitely had far more chemistry with riley (stereotype yayaya idc)#but i don’t think they should have gotten together at the end necessarily#maybe just them deciding to keep in touch or something and THEN it happens later#like in that year forward or something - riley and abby are together and they run into harper who’s happy and moved on idk#ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT JANE#girlypop finally got her moment and i’m so glad they didn’t make out her book was awful just cause she was writing it for ten years#like we saw how good that painting was??#when girly puts her heart in something she’s all in#cause nobody was all in on her AND SHE DESERVES THE WORLD#honestly one of the few good characters and i’m glad she at least got a good ending#also also why you gonna cast aubrey plaza and barely give her any screen time#like pls make it make sense#haven’t gone off like that in tags for a hot minute™️#happiest season
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THE ENDING OF PART 19??? HELLO???
Now, I am REALLY curious (esp as I thought Jackie boy marking her would just have her be naturally more drawn to her) as to her hot and cold personality bc one moment she is sleeping with him then the next she is ignoring him and sleeping with Masky and Hoodie 😭(Still on the fence bout Jeff tho 😭)
I am honestly SO HYPED for the re-write in Y/N's POV bc theres gotta be something and ngl I am looking forward to it!
YESSSSS IM mAD HYPED TO WRITE (Y/N)s POV!!!
I’m also planning on drawing one of the scenes in the part & making it like,, that part’s “banner” or wtv for (y/n)’s pov 🥹🥹
So I’m v V excited & it gets me excited all over again to hear someone looking forward to it!!!!!
#truly just excited to draw more shirtless ej#^ ^ hehe#the only thing is#I’m considering putting it up on patreon#and only having some tidbits & like a chapter here & there available for everyone#because as much as I love doing it#it’s a lot of work#and having some mometary compensation also means I can put more time & effort into making it better#im thinking maybe redoing the patreon but just for longer stories or smthg idk#lmk what you think!!#anywho waaaaah tyyyyyy!!!!!#💓💗💖💗💓💖#a demon’s ask#creepanswers#creepypasta
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Lampa character reference sheet (I don’t know if this counts as one)
If you can’t read the text in the image I’m going to type it again in the read more thing just in case (I don’t know if it’s needed)
(Things may change)
Lampa
she/her , 16 years , 185 cm , August 28 , Swedish , Lesbian , Asexual , Cisgender , 15% insect , 85% hominid
Back view D: (eyes slightly visible )
”Spine” bends
She now has protection over her glass
Eye shape - can have different shapes when doing expressions (example)
under the lamp cover thingy
#I put too much effort into this#next time I’m going to make it more simple#My ocs#my art#ocs#osc#osc art#object show community#object character#object show#Oc art#I’m. So tired . If there’s anything wrong with this post I will edit it since I think you can do that on tumblr
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AR Speaks OOC
Going to be real with you all for a bit.
I’m not even really on Che’nya’s page right now - I’m making this post from my main and just changing the poster.
To be honest, I’m a bit nervous to change to Che’nya’s. Because I can see I have over 50 notifications, but I know I actually have even more, because I had more that got marked as “read” even though I hadn’t dealt with them before logging off the last time I was on.
😱😱😱😱😱
And that may not be a lot to some of you, but for me, someone who tries to answer as many of you as I can… that’s a lot.
As much as I want to pop back onto Che’nya and see what chaos Che’nya can cause and see what mischief all of you have for me, that’s… a bit overwhelming for me right now.
I may just have to drop some reblog chains that were going on if I come back today, unfortunately.
I hope that would be okay with everyone?
I put so much energy into every one of my responses that even one usually takes a lot of time. Even looking for the proper gif I want to use for the situation can take up quite a bit of time for me. I’m a perfectionist by nature. And it doesn’t help that some gif’s that come up with some “cat” keywords are uhhhhh… yeah. 😳 So by the time I’ve responded to one notification, I’ve often gotten several more.
And yeah, a lot of them are likes and things I don’t need to respond to, but still. Because of how much effort I put into the responses, I often take small breaks to chat to people in DMs and on discord between responses so I don’t completely melt my brain. But that takes up even more time…
Which all combines to mean that being on Che’nya is often a several hour straight event for me.
And that’s honestly why I get so burnt out so quickly - why I often appear and then disappear for a while. Which doesn’t help the situation, of course.
So that’s why I’m posting this.
Because I think that’s just how I’m going to have to do this from now on. As much as I hate leaving people hanging, I’m just going to have to choose some chains to end in order to focus on more recent ones and hopefully manage my notifs better.
That way, I can feel better coming back with Che’nya and won’t disappear so often and so frequently. He likes to disappear, but not as often as he has been. 😅
I won’t be getting on Che’nya right after posting this, but I will check my blog later and look at this post to see the general response of people before looking at notifications.
And sorry to those I was having dm convos with - @blind0raven probably, as well as @castaway-achlys because since I haven’t been checking I haven’t gotten your messages.
But hey! Foxy!
Extra message for you from Che’nya under the cut! :D
I got bnnuy Deuce. Twice. Ima steal yo man if you don’t hurry the fuck up and confess to him, you chicken. 😼
#sorry everyone this is a long update#and I’m sorry if this upsets anyone#but I just can’t keep up#this is the price for my longer more in depth responses#I put a lot of effort and thought into my replies#and that effects the time spent on them and the mental toll on me#ar speaks ooc#ar speaks#che’nya meows#twst rp#che’nya rp#boxy foxy birdy friend
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Small thing I’m cooking for idksomethingclever99’s fic MITPP!! For some reason I’m having trouble tagging them but here’s the fic!!
This seemed fun to do… probably won’t get more done than this page though…
#omori#omori au#omori mari#omori sunny#I’m ALSO trying to do this with my mutual lynx’s fic is it a bird#because I originally wanted to do one big piece for it but I’ve been STRUGGLING and demotivated#plus I’d LOVE to do an adaptation of one of their chapters#ANYWAYS#detail I really loved in retrospect of chapter 12 is how this fic keeps the detail of the bedlam’s clothes changing to foreshadow her true-#-form as time goes on#or in this case aliquid#since he’s more of this shadowy creature than anything#being covered in an all black suit was a fantastic choice so I’m trying to add something elements throughout#namely the tie… but I’m going to try squeeze it in elsewhere#also not sure what Maris wearing here so I improvised… it probably says somewhere so I’ll go back and check#I thought her picnic sweater outfit would suffice as it’s pretty similar to what coraline’s wearinv at this point in the story!!#not sure how I feel about all the heromari I’m going to be able to draw…#on one hand it’s heromari but in the other hand it’s fucking Henry#he CREEPS me out god I hate him but I live him because I know that’s the whole point of him#get AWAY omg#anyway yes this is the Button Eye scene! so end of chapter 10 to start of chapter 11#I might do the drawing room too because I really want to draw it but that’s a bit of a stretch#honestly though coraline is a very visually interesting film and that’s part of the point and experience of it#and I feel like this fic deserves the same#especially with the amount of effort and detail and beauty idk puts into their settings… eg drawing room scene#anyway. rambling again. take art have fun#coraline
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#I feel like my writing is missing the mark rn#maybe it’s time for me to actually put in the 10000 effort to make it feel more hand gestures a#is it bland ? Idk is it just that I’m not#doing enough ?#idk I’m still sleepy but smth is off and idk what it is#ooc.
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It’s really tiring hearing so many complain about how there’s not enough violence or action in the show. Sure, these people don’t dive as deep as we do. They don’t listen to the podcast or look at the inside the episodes or look into the micro expressions in every scene and listen to the way certain lines are delivered or what have you. They haven’t heard Craig talk how it’s a love story or about why they toned down the violence so that, when violence does happen, it’s more impactful (ie QZ soldier, Bryan, sniper section, the guy at the university, and we know what’s to come in the last two episodes which I believe they’re saving the bulk of it for, iykyk).
But what I don’t get is people saying there’s too much talking and drama. Yeah, majority of the game is actually playing the game, and what ‘playing’ is is action and actually doing something, not being in constant conversation. That would make for a boring game if all it was was talking. I understand the notion of wanting more, considering the people who’ve played the game would want something like the game gives them. But it is a video game. That stuff is made extra and couldn’t happen irl, like listening mode?? Or Joel surviving his game injury?? Or the fact that none of it is real??
Even in the game, there’s still so much talking that goes on, even in gameplay. In those little conversations. Some being optional, some not. It’s not like talking isn’t a thing. It’s not like drama is nonexistent.
But this game, this story, is a drama. In a way it is for me, at least. It’s about Joel and Ellie. It’s about love in the midst of an incredibly broken and terrifying world. It’s about these two people finding each other and being the parts of each other the other needed. Even parts like the cache of guns (car battery in show) is still drama. Having to smuggle Ellie. Even the fireflies are drama in their own sense. Ellie finding her worth in her immunity. Joel trying to get rid of Ellie. Joel and Ellie’s growth into father and daughter. Something like that isn’t just the flip of a switch. Things actually have to happen, and those ‘things’ aren’t violence; its bonding on their journey together. The main themes in the show are drama between characters and the fate of the world as they know it. It really is the whole point.
They’ve balanced and adapted the show very well, I think. And to hear a lot of these people saying “it’s not faithful!!” Or “there’s too much talking!!” Is getting annoying. You want a faithful adaptation? Good luck, cause I think every other video game adaptation has been shit on. As for not liking the amount of talking and not enough violence, go play Dark Souls or Assassins Creed to fuel your need for murder. We will not wait for you to come back
#rant? kinda?#I hope this made sense. I’m just sick of people#i haven’t seen anyone on here complain#but other socials it’s getting annoying#it’s mostly guys like#‘I’ve played the game three times!! it’s so bad!!#my brother I have put more time and effort in the last year and a half to understanding this game and relationship on such a deep level#it’s good. you just need to be happy when something is good.#but I guess you can’t always make everyone happy ✌🏻 oh well#the last of us#the last of us hbo#tlou spoilers
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