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I’ve really got like a shit load of stuff going on in 2023 huh. 2023 is going to be a walter evolution of sort
#Walt talks#rambling in the tags#there’s the whole building Jevil in 2 months thing#the whole getting my permit thing#the whole grinding at art thing#the whole refurbishing and gutting my room from head to toe thing#the whole starting a cos project that’s going to take me at LEAST 8 months to complete and is possibly a competition piece#the whole studying for my GED thing#the whole attempting to slowly get started with commissions by the beginning of 2024 thing#the whole renaissance faire thing#the whole turning 20 thing#LIKE BYE THERES SO MUCH HAPPENING#but I’m not stressed too bad? I think it’s just like. since I’m in a stable environment and my brain is catching footing I’m ready to slowly#climb#back up to my peers#slowly#I don’t want to give myself burnout part 2 electric boogaloo#but I’m itchy to do things#I’m starting to get restless (which is a really good thing for me as an individual because I’ve had 0 motivation to even live the past like#8 years of my life)#(so it’s a super duper good thing that I feel as though I genuinely want to accomplish things#and I’m not being restless out of guilt but rather because I just want to do something)
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I feel like there’s hands trapped in my chest clawing to get out but that’s okay! We stay silly!
#sorry to scream but I have got to just yell for a minute#idk what the hell happened to me but it started a few months ago#every time I’m alone with my thoughts it’s just there. something and it’s itchy!!! metaphorically yknow but#my soul is itchy babes this is concerning#not very concerning I’m pretty certain it has to do with me finally realizing oh maybe I ain’t cis#but I DONT FUCKIN LIKE IT#I know what’s gonna happen. whatever this is it’s gonna gnaw at me for a couple years and then it’ll just hit me like a truck and I’ll be#Changed for the better or worse#same thing happened when I wrestled with the sexuality but it’s so stupid#body stop it. chest stop it. hands!!!! stop scratching and trying to crack me chest open please#I’d like to deal with this Not Right Now I have other real issues that are more pressing#wish I could just open my chest up and grab the lil fucker that’s in there causing a ruckus and squeeze him until his head pops#anyways sorry this is stupid and very venty from me in a way I don’t usually do it#btw I do want to stress I am generally doing great overall! just tired (always haha)#but workouts have been awesome and I’m happy with my progress and I’m workin and doin well#but this has just been driving me crazy lately#lynx talks#sorryyyyy abt all that#anyway
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Cat Fever has gotten worse and worse. By which I mean I want a cat so bad but my current living situation probably will not support one for at least another year or two. Plus I’m allergic to cat spit and I looked it up and some sites were like it’s totally manageable and you can get acclimated to it and then others were like lol you can’t do shit about it just don’t get a cat ever. And I’m like :(. Why is the world so cruel. I want a cat friend. I dreamt of getting a cat last night. Chat what do I do
#fundamentally weird problem to have like. I’m whining about something that is not an issue#but I love cats. there has not been a single interaction I have had with a cat where I wasn’t#1. completely in love with said cat and#2. itchy eyes stuffy nose all around miserable#astro speaks#but yeah I’m completely aware I’m whining about it. car is not necessary and all things considered I’m doing pretty well#but. no cat?????? never??????????? 🥺
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#lmaoooo#so I just got home from hanging out with a friend#and I decided to try on some lingerie#just for fun 😇#and I noticed a set that (I think?) was the first set I ever bought#and I don’t think I’ve ever tried it on?#I might have tried it on but definitely haven’t taken pictures in it#there’s a lot of things I bought that I was going to do/use before I moved but didn’t :(((#anyway#and it’s a cute set with roses on it#(bought it cause rosicheeks get it 🌹🥰)#so I tried it on and I’m like ooo might as well take some pics even tho I don’t look all dolled up but it’s still a cute set#GUYS#idk how to take pictures anymore!!!!#I used to have a whole system when I was at my old place#had my tripod so I could set my phone at whatever angle I wanted#now I’m like#?????#how#to#do this#took a few and there ehhhhh#this is super itchy tho#someone needs to rip it off of me asap#shut up rosie
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8 days post surgery and i'm somehow both charlie brown and snoopy
#eds posting#mol.txt#listen it's just. very exhausting to not be able to do things like. make myself food!#carry the food ! clean up!#walk around freely! go upstairs!#yesterday we tried to go to paddington but i was a dumbass and just did crutches no wheelchair or walker and#fully ended up sobbing at this amc bc i couldn't get to the door even#my arms hurt. so fucking bad today like i can barely lift them#and my good leg was so cramped and just#it was so fucking bad like i broke down i almost hurt myself Badly like five times#when my hip got done i could put Some weight on my surgery leg but this is. no weight bearing at all#and it's brutal and i feel so stupid and useless and godddd#like ik it's fine ik its not my fault or whatever but#god idk! idk i'm just tired of it like i wanna be able to get water i wanna be able to make noodles i’m so tireddd#new knee scooter came tho after the first one came with missing parts#so i'm hoping that'll be better bc then i can like. at least get around a Little more and like. stand and do stuff#i just want to make sesame noodles in peace#but for now i just. can barely lift my arms!#i'm just fussy and tired and in pain and itchy and deeply guilty of having to rely on others for anything due to catholicism and insane mom#i miss the habs and also walking
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I am so tired of getting mosquito bites INSIDE!!!! how and why does this keep happening!!!!
#🥞🧇#I’ve literally gotten 3 in the last 24 hrs 🥲#we don’t keep anything open so idk how they are getting in!!!#I also have an allergy to them so not only am I a magnet my bites swell up really big and are SUPREMELY itchy and also blister#the bug bite thing doesn’t help either I literally dk what to do :(#they have those like plug in traps so maybe one of those will help??? but i get bit all over the house not just one room 😭😭#I’m literally waking up in the middle of the night bc I’m so itchy I cannot deal w this 😭😭
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first alarm goes off in four hours,,, tattoo itchiness keeping me up </3
#corey talks:)#i love my tattoo i do#but i hate the healing itchiness#and i’ve already given in and scratched a couple wHICH IS BAD I KNOWWWW#it’s also like. especially hard not to scratch with ts like. it’s less of an oh i’d like to scratch and more of a bad things will happen if#i don’t scratch grrrrrr#but i’m trying SO HARD#this is also my biggest tattoo yet and my first in two years so i forgot how bad the itching was but also hadn’t experienced it yet :(
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The thing is I’ve read through every Keefe x Kelvin fic on ao3 and part of me wants to try my hand at writing something for them and then I remember that I’m a yankee who was raised catholic with Irish roots strongly opposing anything related to Protestantism, I’m simply not confident in my ability to write southern evangelists
#the prospect of having to do any sort of research into that side of Christian makes me itchy#on the other hand this show is so unserious like would I even need to?#like I could v well get away with only including what’s only in the show#to be clear I’m not a devote catholic or anything but it’s what I know in terms of Christianity things#me shit
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Learning Spanish and French atm has taught me I really like words that come out nicely. Like Spanish I’m having a lot more fun with even if I’m still pretty bad purely bc I like the words more while French is harder for me to get attached to
#anyways I love the word huevo and soy#idk they both just make my brain itchy in a good way#tho I do specifically like cheval in french it’s just a good word for horse#going to bed time now :]#they both I guess have more seamless words then English does#esp the English where I’m from in Florida where it’s very blunt and harsh if that makes sense#but Spanish has easy to grasp shorter words for most things as well as sound that are nice to say#the main thing I’m having issue with is deferentiating certain words and ‘Ella’ since amerabrain reads it like the name immediately#bebos and bebe both keep getting me I need to practice more#ruse rambles#dang I really rambled sorry lol I just like learning languages a lot#and it’s kinda fun to contrast them
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#🔭.txt#do anyone else’s fingers get sharp pains when exposed to cold or is that just another me thing#i love the cold but god i’m so bad at handling it#better than heat though#the heat crumples me like a soda can#gives me horrendous migraines#the cold is more bearable but that’s a low bar#like sure my head won’t hurt (unless it’s below freezing and i’m in contact with a cold object for a while)#but here’s what DOES happen:#when exposed to cold air or water my skin will turn red and often itchy#and the itchiness will get worse as soon as i start warming up again#the exposed areas will also be extremely sensitive to warmth to the point where touching lukewarm water hurts#my extremities (toes and fingers) will swell and also turn red/purpleish regardless of how many layers i’m wearing and will often go numb#sometimes my skin will get itchy even if i’m fully covered#cold air stings but i think everyone experiences that#i used to break out in rashes when getting into cold water but i don’t know if that still happens#i only remember the rashes appearing on my legs and i haven’t gone swimming in years so who knows#i also remember being like 7 and getting bumps on my face when playing outside on a snowy day#uhhhhh what else#i have shit thermoregulation just in general so my body temperature will plummet#a fun little trick i’ve been showing people since noticing it in ~8th grade was that my hands would rapidly get as cold as the air#and often feel even colder than the ambient air temperature#the threshold temperature for my hands to start swelling is about 16°c but i have to be exposed for a while#in near freezing temperatures my hands will get red and swollen mere minutes after stepping outside. even in gloves#anyway part of this is cold urticaria but who knows what the rest is#poor blood circulation probably
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i am soooo sick of oral allergy syndrome i want to eat my fruits and veggies…..
#eating some cooked frozen carrots and im like god i wish i could eat raw carrots#i wish i could drink carrot juice lmao. i love carrots so much#and i CAN it just makes me itchy#some things make my mouth sting but idk what foods do that as part of OAS and what i’m having other reactions to#but apples and carrots make me itchy#yes i can eat them cooked but it is NOT the same. i want to bite into a fresh juicy apple 😭#nectarines are the worst for how itchy they make me compared to how much i love them (a lot ok both counts)#ANYTHING citrusy makes my mouth sting like hell idk#or anything acidic i suppose#which is ‘normal’ to an extent but i can get sores on my tongue from a couple pieces of a clementine#or a tomato#pineapple as well which sucks bc it’s my FAVORITE#banana makes my mouth sting i think but i can’t deduce if it’s related to my other allergies#anyway. this post brought to you by me daydreaming about how delicious carrot juice must be#r.txt
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Girl help my period arrived 2 days early and I need to grocery shop
#fuck thiiiiiiis genuinely#my meal kit box is arriving today but i don’t have bread or snacks and i’m also running out of dips and condiments#i also have no shower gel but that’s fine because i do have a shower jelly from lush that i can use#the only thing about it is that it looks like an embryo and i’m feeling a little squeamish#the co-op isn’t exactly known for having a good selection of toiletries so if they only have that nivea one that makes me itchy#i’m just going to get a bar soap#i’m NOT taking the bus into town and going to tesco. i’m just not. i can’t handle tesco on a day like this#i’m not even sure if i can handle co-op. i’ve taken 2 ibuprofen and i have a hot water bottle on me as i speak#but shit is severe#i don’t think it’s helping that i did way too much at pilates yesterday. i decided why not do the hardest variant of the hundred#and the hardest variant of reverse curls. well NOW I KNOW WHY#shit is bad. i can feel my sternum#look i’m gonna live. chicken tacos tonight and i still have exactly two edibles and hopefully the co-op will have ice cream#personal
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How do you let someone know you love them and are still there for them when they ghosted for their own reasons and you aren’t ignoring them out of spite, you’re just respecting the boundary because it seemed like bad form to keep attempting contact? Asking for a… uh, me
#this is a rhetorical question#I figure the thing to do is just mind my own business#but sometimes I get mentally itchy and want to say hello and ask how they’re doing#but I don’t want to accidentally hurt someone if talking to them will upset the balance they’ve built for themselves?#I just hope I’m not interpreted as vindictive or bitter#I’m just very good at boundaries!#I kind of hate that for me sometimes! because people think I don’t care when I really do!
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#girl i want to believe my acne medication is working bc on some level I think it is ????#however the occasional rlly awful pimples I still get hurt sooo badly . and are like Itchy. The Itch is so so bad.#i think generally it’s a bit better but it’s still not great. the overall redness has decreased at least.#but there’s still a lot going on :( and it’s out of my control on some level but it stresses me out#and then my mom is like i think it’s time to go on accutane like it is a casual thing. like no ???? I’m not doing that girl#that’s WAY too intense imo it’s not that bad. like this sucks but also whatever you know (<— guy who is stressed abt their skin)#I also despite that complete change in periods it’s kind of nice now. I’ll take more frequent ones if it like. Halves my symptoms.#and also yeah who would have thought hormones off balance would make my mood more stable !!! been doing better too :’)#sorry this is just brought on by this very painful pimple i have rn and me spiraling a bit#anyway.#lee’s bullshit
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I think my soy allergy might be worse than I thought 😬😅
#I made a peanut soy sauce thing that I’ve made before#but my only different ingredient was chili crisp#which was in soybean oil#I also do recognize the soy sauce obviously lol#but I’ve only ever had issues with soy milk before#not other soy products#but my throat is swelling a bit and I’m itchy
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what no one tells you about changing your name is that being called anything else makes you feel murderous
#someone called me Cathy yday#which like reverts back to the Irish naming to which I feel SO DISTANT#and makes me so so uncomfortable#anyway cat is the go to.#Cati is good it is the affectionate form:) my abuela calls me Cati when she is being nice to me#she calls me by my old name when she’s mad 🤕#Catalina is fine cos it’s the proper form. feels a little odd when English people use it tho#like it’s either a formal thing . I’m happy to be called it but it’s def more formal. and my abuela can obvs use it#and it’s all my Spanish family ever called me so it makes me happy when they use it#I’ll also accept my last name being used :))) cos that was nearly my first name anyway#but I couldn’t figure out a new surname so I used my middle name as a surname instead#so anyway yeh happy to b called that. but fuck do not call me Cathy or Kate or Katie or Catherine#or like anything else#it’s all so weird 2 me#I reworked my name precisely so it would be more me now everything else is like rly badly fitting itchy clothing get it offffff
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