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New Years Resolutions
Make character introduction posts. I’ve been here since February and still haven’t formally introduced any of my characters.
Start leaving messages in the tags of all the beautiful art I reblog. This is going to be difficult because I don’t usually have translatable feeling about art so expect a lot of “augh so pretty” and “woah”s lmao. This will not be applying to already queued posts because there’s over 100, sorry.
Finish owed WIPs. There’s a big one that this is specifically about that has never left my mind but there’s also a few art party things that I never finished.
Do more GW2 art. Specifically of my own characters but I also want to get back into the art parties which I dropped out of the last half of the year due to art block.
Actually start getting character thoughts out of the abyss of my head and out into the world. I’d like to do more of those character ask games. I had some fun with them this year but I have a few still sitting around in my askbox lol.
Get around to making a character voice claim video. I’d settled on a few voices when everyone was doing those but video editing is the bane of my existence.
I only joined the GW2 tumblr community this year but I’ve loved being a part of it and seeing everyone’s beautiful art, amazing characters, and thoughts on lore and the game itself. It’s good to be a part of the community instead of just enjoying the game on my own.
I’ve finally dipped my toes into endgame group content with a wonderful group of people and I’d love to get to know you all more in the coming years.
I’m not really one to initiate conversation on my own, just know that if you ever want to chat about anything, I don’t bite!
Happy New Year!
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POV: you're Sokka and you're desperately trying to get to know the cute emo linecook from the restaurant next door but whenever he's on smokebreak his greasy stoner boyfriend is also there.
#artfromthefrogs#atla#avatar: the last airbender#atla fanart#zuko#jet#jetko#atla au#so you see the sokka/zuko/jet triangle im envisioning. do you understand my linecook emo zuko vision#can your little baby brain handle tracksuit wearing greasy mullet stoner jet. do you feel the toxicity of the jetko i am cooking up#hmmm i really enjoy stylizing things like this. like edgy lines limited palette. it feels really good! like i can communicate more#frog portfolio
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Was planning on making some character pins for myself but never got around the pin making part The characters are from the Lil' Pootis series from @quazies on yt!
#GRAHH I literally cant go on tumblr dude like omfg yalls art and head cannons are so amazing and cool it makes me TOO HAPPY#Like the moment I open tumblr I get bombarded with incredible stuff from really cool people and it makes me inspired to draw and make cool#stuff too but I don't want that! I wanna lay in bed and like roleplay on character ai and shit but I cant when yall are keep being cool and#inspiring me to draw and improve and do something that makes me happy and it makes me ANGRY#grrr.... Stop being cool guys! I don't deserve to be happy seeing people enjoy and make stuff about the things I like and be in a community#full of awesome talented people who make awesome talented things!!#Err... anyways#TF2#Lil' pootis#Medimedes#art#digital art#MY art#Team Fortress 2
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zenos, but he's getting spammed by his weirdly tech savvy great-grandfather.
#sketch#wip#ffxiv#zenos yae galvus#garlean communicators but some of them are just really sturdy flip phones#man's just trying to train in peace before his phone starts exploding#this is also spawned from me remembering how tech savvy zenos himself is implied to be lol#he can probably drive- he can pilot- and we've seen him fix/salvage one of the machines before-- im giving him a phone#but it's also just one of those “zenos is a self made prodigy” kind of things that I really enjoy#which makes the decision of dropping the old model of the garlean reaper in Ala Mhigo kinda funny to me#we really mightve just stolen this man's depression fixer-upper#(but also a little sad because it makes me think that he's tried --a lot-- of things trying to make himself happy and it just never worked)#theres probably a lot of things he knows how to do but just doesnt bother with them anymore
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Hi everyone. I will try to slowly in private my old art since it seems to be something I have to manually do…
I wrote a super long post about how I’ve been trying to process everything: feelings regarding the impersonation, feeling of violation of boundaries, this weird sensation of adjusting to different perceptions of my online self when to me, I’m just a random regular guy.
I’m still processing it but I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want something I love so dearly to be tainted to the point of feeling like I should just blow up everything. I miss posting and I miss reading tags, I miss reading comments… I miss seeing the little snippets of thoughts.
There is still good in that and I still like comics. I want to thank everyone who’s been incredibly supportive so far. I like sharing a space with passionate people who love things I love
#I don’t mean for this to sound like a serious post. it kind of is but it’s also kind of not. it’s that don’t trust your brain past 9 pm bit#I do actually want to unprivate my old stuff…#: ( ACTUALLY I AM REALLY TIRED OF THINKING TOO MUCH. we’re doing a reset or trying. no more thoughts no more anxiety.#we move forward. live laugh enjoy. through brute force and will that is of questionable strength.#I actually rewrote this post like 3 times because I kept thinking who cares about what I think but maybe in this harsh world we need#communication and sincerely. maybe we need to be brave and say we’ve just been really confused and not sure of what to do#SINCERITY*#this is my equivalent of stabbing the flag on the moon. I WILL POST ON TUMBLR AGAIN. I WILL NOT FEEL WEIRD ABOUT IT. holding my ground
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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ‼️‼️
b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3
#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later#malevolent podcast#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent fanart#grimm art#ep 43#ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might#be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john 🙄 but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads#things get forgotten easily#i find the discussion of “humanity” so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an#equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's#anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego#CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of “humanity” is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human#i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me#it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the “good/evil” “black/white” retoric was already realised by me and john needed#realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro#) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD#JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette#and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode#guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly
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Scoria and Sakura are best friends! It's so cute when I see the things they do together, and it makes me so beyond happy that they both came to live with me so that they could share their lives with each other. They absolutely insist on it, and does so much good for the other.
I can't imagine how else they could have found happiness if things hadn't worked out exactly as they did. Scoria has basically been Sakura's "emotional support snake" while she worked through things from her past I'll never fully know that caused her a lot of issues with panic and fear. Sakura knows this too, and looks out for her sister, the only one she truly trusts and feels completely safe with.
The moment they wake up they both want each other to snuggle and play with. Scoria loves to be affectionate with both me and her sister who seems to have not had this earlier in her life- but Scoria is showing her how nice it is not only directly but demonstrating with me and Sakura also trying, copying what she has seen her sister do.
Sometimes when one goes to check on the other they'll join in on... I'm not even sure what they were doing. But they had a good time while taking a mandated union break from digging tunnels for the isopods.
So happy I get to share in the adventures of these two best friends! It makes me so happy to see them living their best lives together, and being beyond content snuggled together with their found family.
#cute#pets#snakes#friends#animals#I think Sakura tried copying Scoria and didn't quite get the full memo#So she went down the front bark and Scoria went down the back which leads into diggy dirt#And Sakura was like#“I followed friend into bark but where is friend???”#Meanwhile Scoria was probably oblivious her little sister was trying to find her & she may was well have her front half going into a portal#Eventually they found each other fully#And were very clear they prefer their home far more than this enclosure they helped build tunnels for#I'm glad to know they like their home#While I do want to make it more aesthetically pleasing#the current focus was filling it with things they enjoy#Specifically things they have a lot of fun playing with or on#I want their home to be the place they feel safe but also enjoy being in#not a prison#a bedroom#I think they like their enclosure but they sometimes don't want to go in it because they also really enjoy spending time with me#Scoria really does#but also communicates effectively when she is sleepy from playing and needs to rest#as much as they love each other when they go to sleep for the night they sleep alone#even with the option to stay near each other#I think this is nature rather than something I taught them by separating them into their own enclosures after play time#which makes me wonder if humans classified them as solitary just because they don't want room mates#like plenty of people i know choose to live alone but that doesn't mean they are introverts/solitary#I wonder if wild hoggies sleep alone (not counting brumation) and their social lives outside their den was completely ignored#Like I bet they live in a neighborhood or kingdom or whatever you want to call it#The fact they can communicate“I'm friendly let's be nice to each other”indicates a species that regularly comes into contact with each other
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how delusional can you be as if it's disrespecting
#messyr#ok? is there something wrong with how I cope in media bro#look- if this is about the whole aroace thing- I DO respect it- I'm cupio myself. But this is fiction-#realistically speaking there is no harm. they don't feel. they are NOT REAL DAWG#the community can cry about it but who are we really entertaining here lol#im probably missing smth but I try my best not to draw much intimacy or any seggsual stuff at all or that I keep it to myself or#private media#I'm just trying to enjoy things and Ik im not hurting nor disrespecting anyone. let's not make it a bigger problem- ight?
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The Language of Love
If you are already convinced snakes are incapable of love, this post is not for you. But if you are open to the possibility that maybe they do, and maybe they love us too, this post explores that thought. Perhaps snakes feel it differently, perhaps they feel it the same humans do- though even humans experience love, be it platonic or romantic, differently from individual to individual. Different people also show their love in different ways as well! Yet still even with a divide between species most of us have felt love from our furry and feathered friends. Perhaps our scaly friends are also telling us they love us, we just might not understand.
When I first got my girl Scoria, if I could tell her only one thing it would be, "I love you." When I held her, I wondered if she understood how much I cared about her, and would do anything to protect her. When I pet her, I wondered if she knew how amazing I thought she was and enjoyed spending time with her.
And then I started watching livestreams of wild snakes, and how they act toward each other. (The above still is from Project Rattle Cam!) When the babies see a trusted adult, they slither all over them! How many times had my girl happily slithered all over me going no where in particular? I imagine that my finger petting her soft as a feather was probably quite similar to another snake greeting her in such a way.
Sakura is much more shy, yet wants to form a bond with me. I see it when she fights her fear to vibe with me. Sometimes she'll sit for hours at the edge of her tank nearest me, not wanting to come out, but just be near me.
Snakes like rattlesnakes and garter snakes will vibe peacefully with each other, with baby rattlesnakes sleeping near the adult rattlesnakes they trust to keep them safe.
Perhaps, when our shy snakes sits with us, facing their fears they're saying, "I'm scared, but I want to be closer with you." And maybe when our snakes slither all over us, going nowhere in particular, like their wild counterparts do with each other they're saying, "I'm so happy to see you! You're my favorite to be with!" I wonder if they could tell us one thing it would be "I love you, best friend!" And it's okay, best friend. I love you too, and already know. <3
#snakes#snake#hognose#rattlesnakes#rattle snakes#I don't want to debate this- those who would are already cemented in their opinions#Plenty of us snake caretakers have wondered I'm sure#From the behavior I've seen from my girls#I feel we are a happy little family#And they display requesting and giving affection#as well as empathy#Not sure what else they'd need to do to convince the world but its enough for me#And really why deprive snake caretakers the comfort of knowing their little scaley friends love them back#“But maybe they don't”#Yeah well maybe they do#Especially when they're doing the behavior their wild counterparts do when they see their friends#Yes they have friends!#Sakura understands when I do the hognose twitch too and will come over when I do it with my arm#Being able to communicate with them is incredible honestly#Anyway#If there was anyone out there wondering if their snake loves them#If they rush over to see you#like to vibe with you#then they enjoy your company#If they can't wait for you to pick them up and wiggle all over you going nowhere in particular#You know they are happy to be around you and are telling you in snake language#which seems super similar to petting/being pet for a critter with no arms#I mean when you have a tongue that isn't made for grooming#And I think it is family love <3
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I may have to enforce a hiatus on myself 😶
I think I'm getting a little too obsessed with getting feedback/interaction and it's impacting my mental health SO I may end up stepping away from tungle for September
Gonna wait and see if this is just a random low period or if it persists first though, cause I like keeping up with everyone's projects on here!
#it'll be a tough call because seeing that people enjoy what i make boosts my motivation to get stuff done#and im also irrationally worried about being forgotten or something BUT#yeah we'll see#if i decide it's a good call ill make another post about it the week before so i don't just vanish out of nowhere#this community has really helped push me to make things and be creative and it's wonderful but yeah#i take things too far in my own head#i do wanna try and finish augusnippets first though#calico is befuddled#(ish)#cw personal
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Renée Minkowski is extremely into the abstract concept of Crew Bonding in such a way that it impairs her ability to actually bond with the particular crew that she has.
She wants them to have Christmas dinner together and give each other Christmas gifts, but she's not made an effort to learn Eiffel's feelings about December 25th and to think about what he might like to do that day.
She wants them to each say what they are thankful for at Thanksgiving, but when she says she's "thankful to have such a great crew on this mission", it sounds extremely unconvincing, as if she's just saying what she thinks a Commander ought to say at a Thanksgiving dinner on a space station, rather than expressing any genuine sentiments or revealing anything personal about herself.
She wants them all to participate in the talent show "to boost morale... bond as a crew, and... have a great time doing it", but Hilbert and Eiffel's reactions make it clear that talent shows do the opposite of improving crew morale for them.
Christmas celebrations and thanksgiving dinners and talent shows are all things that could potentially have a positive impact on morale and bonding for some hypothetical space crews, but in the way Minkowski approaches them, none of these things are particularly helpful for the morale and bonding of the people who are actually in her crew. Minkowski puts real effort into group bonding activities for her crew, but they are always based on general ideas about crew bonding, rather than on thinking about the individuals around her and what she can do to connect with those people in particular.
#Wolf 359#w359#renee minkowski#renée minkowski#I think she was probably even more intense about crew bonding stuff earlier in the mission#By the beginning of S1 she's just going through the motions to some extent#Also telling Eiffel 'that's actually less horrific than what I was expecting' to his thanksgiving contribution#isn't exactly a good way to encourage him to contribute#She tells him not to do smoke rings for the talent show as well#which under Wolf 359 science is sensible#but it's also reflective of a determination to get people to participate in the way that feels right to her#rather than the way that's natural for them#Tbf Eiffel at least seemed to enjoy that thanksgiving dinner#but it doesn't really seem like it brought them closer together#Especially with culturally loaded things like Christmas and Thanksgiving#there should have been a discussion there#but that's the thing#communication#and understanding her crew as individuals#those are things she has to learn#I'm also not saying that successfully bonding with Hilbert would have made any difference to anything#but pre-Christmas-mutiny it was an aim of hers at least on paper#Another thing to note is that Hera is partially excluded from some of these things#She's the only willing participant in the talent show#but Minkowski gives her a part with two lines#Minkowski encourages Hera's contribution of what she's thankful for#but only after Hera's asked if she could say something#Oh also I think that Minkowski's thanksgiving speech sounds like she'd planned those lines out before she even got up to the Hephaestus#She isn't thankful for her crew. Not at that stage. She's saying it through gritted teeth#But she'd planned on having a crew she was thankful for
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Actually wild the way some (!) of the fully verbal & LSN people treat me at the workshop.
I was sitting in a swing today, facing the other way, face not visible. I hear someone ask "oh who's that over there?" A second voice goes "idk, ask him who he is?" And a third goes "noo dont ask [for his name], he doesnt speak, he uses a talker" like. So I can communicate with you. The term talker is pretty on the fucking nose. But youre still telling someone else not to approach me? Because I guess communicating with me is "weird"???!
Calling my vocal stims I cant control most of the time gross, getting angry at me, constantly trying to get the others around them to agree with them how shitty I am for vocally stimming. same person who speaks all day which overstimulates others too, but the thing is, everyone else mostly copes in their own way with headphones, taking breaks outside, etc. Nothing they ever attempted. There were multiple other repetitive noises going on at the time too (hammering etc), but I'm the one to be targeted ofc.... & then refusing to use my name when referring to me & instead using things like "that one".
Finding out that I can sometimes speak short words etc and then just walking up to me daily and going "say x word!" "Can you say x word?" As if I'm a fucking dog performing a trick for their entertainment
Etc
#its not. everyone by far but just wtf#like ahhhh ok u really dont see me as equally human do you#actually autistic#autistic community#medium support needs#actually disabled#aac user#not gonna let them like ruin a place i mostly enjoy but its just. wild.#esp bc ive noticed there is a degree to which they will tolerate “visible disabled” behaviors but it's usually just...#“is this person incredibly nice to me & super cheerful” like wtf#you should also respect people who arent constantly super uwu sweet actually. btw.
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FEDBOI FRIDAY
#fallout 3#enclave#colonel autumn#augustus autumn#what is this man's tag#commission#Artist: Emo37337640#This isn't 100% on-model but I really love it regardless#I personally enjoy the vibrancy and the idea of messing up this man's hair - it's too neat for how much time he seems to spend in the field#this is easily the least on-brand thing I have ever commissioned; apologies to my followers but you'll see bits of confusing brainrot#was I sober when I initiated this? no. do I regret this? also no.#when I [redacted] does paying for this count as proof that I support the US government#strongly recommend this artist; even through MTL the communication is good and the process is smooth
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This might be kind of a loaded question but I'm genuinely curious. Mostly for my mutuals who self ship but obviously you're welcome to vote even if you don't self-ship.
There is absolutely no shame or malice directed in voting no, I'm trying to gauge how universal my own experiences are!
#tai talks#polls#feel free to rb!!#ive seen a few of my mutuals talk openly abt this and it makes me SOOO HAPPY ?? like unbelievably happy#i dont talk about my f/os at all bc im not very active in the selfship community but i do really enjoy seeing OTHER peoples self ships#for the record i hc MOST of my f/os or even just my blorbos as trans its just who i am as a person#curious to see if anyone else does this :)c
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Grant Turner and I commission by @lavendelleaf
#🎃 𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐘 𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐍 🎃#Grant and I carved pumpkins to look like each other ~#I absolutely 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 how the pumpkin's designs turned out!! They really match the characters!!!#(੭ु ˃̶͈̀ ᗨ ˂̶͈́)੭ु⁾⁾ Grant's expression is SOOOOOOO 𝗦𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗬 AND 𝗖𝗨𝗧𝗘!! I couldn't stop giggling and laughing when I saw the sketch!!!#CRYING AND SCREAMINF#The commission turned out 𝗔𝗗𝗢𝗥𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘!!! THEY LOOK SO 𝗦𝗪𝗘𝗘𝗧!!!#Lavendelleaf was 𝗚𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗧 to work with!! I can't recommend enough checking them out!!!#𝗙𝘂𝗻𝗳𝗮𝗰𝘁: When asked who would the characters dress as up for Halloween the creator said:#Grant wouldn't dress up for Halloween XD he's more of the type to be like I'm myself for Halloween and that should frighten you.#Which uhhh 𝗪𝗢𝗪 🥴 oh my god im going to be ill#i need him immediately#WHy do i find that extremely hot asfjkd;fklanv;. (/•/˛ /•//º)♡#I'm not positive whether Grant would enjoy carving pumpkins buttttttttt I think I could convince him to try it once☝#At least my knife is in the pumpkin and not being pointed at him LMAO ( ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ )Ↄ🔪🎃#Grant Turner#Unknown#Unknown Visual Novel#UnknownVisualNovel#Self Ship#F/O#Self Shipping#TakenForGranted#Self ship community#Yumeship
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Many reasons why I love Hoffman but one thing that tops the list is him sending Strahm to a Saw trap equivalent of a “Do you like me? Check Yes or No” note.
#such a deeply pathetic little weirdo desperate for attention but he cannot communicate that normally#so…saw trap#mark hoffman#hoffstrahm#coffinshipping#saw movies#saw franchise#like to believe hoffman had a little crush initially but then strahm gave himself a tracheotomy and it was all over for him#hoffman really comes off as someone who hoarded any and all attention his sister gave him#and when she died and then john directed him to exist in almost total anonymity#he completely lost it when *one* person started actively paying attention to him again#toxic yaoi for the win#can’t believe that not only do i enjoy the fuck out of these movies#but they also include my absolute favorite type of character: repressed weirdo bruiser not fit for society and uses violence as therapy#i binged all the saw movies in two weeks and all i got was this brainrot
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