#but I have to take care of myself

[linklethehistorian]

how much for you to write a verlaine x reader one shot

Hello dear anon! Thank you so much for your question; I think it’s very, very sweet that you find me a good enough writer that you’d be interested in paying me to write something for you! 🥺💖 That is a huge compliment to me; really, it is.

Unfortunately, if you check my F.A.Q.s, I already have this answered there. For your convenience’s sake, I’ll repost it here, however:

Questions Regarding the Content on My Blog(s)

Q: Do you take commissions/requests?

A: Not currently, sorry! Maybe some other time! My artwork typically takes a long time for me — and a ton of energy — to create, and I’ve found in the past that taking commissions and requests is extremely taxing on my mental health, and hard to keep up with, so it is not likely to be something I will do often, if ever at all. If I do open commissions, I’ll certainly make a post about it.

I know this only explicitly mention my artwork, but it covers my story writing, as well; I used to take commissions for some things, and I learned the hard way that it was very not good for me. As I said, when it comes to commissions and requests of artwork or fic, please operate under the assumption that if there are no current posts stating commissions or requests are open, then I am taking them at this time. Even when I ever do, those instances will likely be very limited and probably fairly specific in what type of content they allow; for example, right now, I do have art requests open, but only for a very specific thing, and anything outside of that will be rejected.

I’m sorry to disappoint you, as I find it lovely that you are so interested in my work, but I have to take care of my mental health first and foremost and that means being firm in my boundaries during situations like this, even when it is tempting to do something for someone else’s enjoyment.

HOWEVER! While I do not take commissions or requests for fanfics at this point in time, I have always been very open to taking asks about headcanons for certain characters — and that includes relationship headcanons!

So, to make it so you don’t necessarily walk away with nothing, I will make a post about Verlaine relationship headcanons (his sexuality, what he’s like in a relationship, what type of person he’s likely to fall for, etc.) in just a little bit.

(I’m pretty sick right now, so I don’t know how fast I’ll get it out, but I’ll certainly try.)

[artkaninchenbau]

A h-heartfelt reunion..?

Bonus

[thegardenofbae]

Not be to be one of those people, but life improved significantly once I started to exercise consistently, and I became more intentional with what I ate. My health became a priority, and everything started to align again.

Love it or hate it, it makes such a huge difference. Make your well being your highest priority and life will start to flourish in unexpected ways 🤍

[ping-ski]

i know the pain is nauseating. i know you are disappointed. i know you feel betrayed. i know it feels hopeless and bleak. i know you're tired.

please don't disappear.

please be kind.

please continue to take care of yourself.

please keep living day by day.

please live. out of spite. out of hope for a better tomorrow.

if you are POC, queer, femme, trans, disabled, you are loved. you are wanted. i may not know you, but i love you with my whole person. there is still good in this world, this isn't the end.

[oppossums]

remembered something about my ex accidentally and...

if you quiz your partner about how much they love you in the sense of like literally asking them to verbally list how much they you and what they love about you on the spot and then getting angry at them when they don't say the "right thing" right away, i hope you know how shitty you're making someone who likely genuinely cares about you feel. it's like telling them you don't believe they love you or that their intentions are bad without actually addressing any specific issues.

this is where actions speak way fucking louder than words. i know when someone cares about me because they pay special attention to me, and the things i care about. and i do the same for them. i know when someone loves me by how they take the time to send me a message or a funny meme or something they think i'd like. i know someone loves me because they remember food i don't like even when i might forget it. there are 1001 different ways someone might be showing you how much they love you and if you're only looking for shallow validation you'll miss every single one of them.

love is attention, it's not just words or promises or constant grand gestures, it's in every little thing you do for someone in the hopes of making their life a little easier. that goes ESPECIALLY for loving yourself. i'm really starting to see how if you don't really work on taking care of and loving yourself like the one true love of your life that it becomes near impossible to show anyone outside of yourself much care. i'm not saying it's impossible to love if you don't love yourself, that's toxic bullshit, but actively not loving and caring for yourself DOES make everything in life more difficult -- including loving others.

[dorothywonderland]

BRO LITERALLY DOXXED HIMSELF TO THE CYCLOPS. he was asking to get jumped come on

[canisalbus]

uh hi hello!! first i wanted to say i am deeply in love with your art (god those shapes, these lines, texture, anatomy, expression, EVERYTHING) and your latest drawing just moved something in me i cant quite grasp it, been thinking about it for a couple days. sooo i felt inspired and made myself a smol little machete out of uh wild clay so i could kiss him on the forehead before going to sleep, i hope you're ok with that? (also sorry he's kinda wonky, me and acrylics hate each other haha)

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[teachyouhowtodothesponge]

Hello everyone! :) I hope you are all doing well! I have been at college, and it's been pretty busy work. Here are some WH doodles I made yesterday!

[spindlewoed]

Look, listen. The smoker on the balcony is obsessed with beauty and the fine arts while Cindy the skull is a contemporary artist all about activism and I need them to interact so badly because they would have THEE most heated art debate of the century. Cindy would eat him alive but that's not the point their back and forth would be legendary you don't even know. Lesbian on gay man violence.

[ipostmysimpingstuffanonymously]

They both lost their team and their teacher....

[shirecorn]

I want to vape water so bad. It looks like fun and I remember sucking the mist from my mom's miniature rock fountain and laughing out clouds of distilled water and a little bit of dirt.

Tiny horses we dipped in and out of the fog, mistepped and broke their tiny legs, left them too close to the little motor which somehow sprouted blisters on their plaster hides.

Spinning sticks in the embers trying to make smoke rings before we get scolded for playing with fire.

Ok I'm an adult now can I play with fire? Can I play with water?

What are they packing into those pens that rots our lungs and blisters and scars and does such fun things we call "popcorn" like it's a snappy bright flavor of addiction?

Can I just play with it?

I don't trust anyone to make toys in an industry whose mission statement is to hurt and harm in 10 colorful new flavors!

Literally it's just clouds. You made clouds into polkadot poison and gave it to kids like bubbles and a wand.

We have to laugh and mock and boo and try to make it uncool to somehow stop the damage but fuck, it IS cool! It's dragon's breath without the biting cold of winter but you went and made it sick.

Man what the hell. Imagine if bubbles could kill you.

Why did they do that?

I'm going outside to find cool sticks. I just wish I could bring the clouds with me.

[ewwww-what]

an archdevil and a presidential candidate sneak into a gay bar

flatcolor + closeups below :)

[bixels]

quick update on art moving forward:

i'm gonna be switching back and forth between doing more original work/non-mlp content and gg20s art from now on. things may go slower, but that's part of me trying to take care of myself vs. the past couple of months which has been "i need to finish and post at least 2 gg20s artworks every week or i'll die." i still need to finish that utena juri illustration, and i have a neat character design exercise i wanna do on designing 90s high fantasy anime characters.

for full transparency, here are some things i have lined up for gg20s (on my end at least, tulli's still going strong): character designs for nyc characters (coco pommel, coloratura, suri polomare), the disney opening sequence video, more rarijack (obviously), including that one-shot fanfiction, and a daring do comic.

ty guys.

[xx-sketchy-xx]

*grumble grumble* my photos are being annoying

LOOK AT THE COOL DUDES, I feel like Jax would try and make Wally commit as many crimes as possible with his eye eating powers

[xxplastic-cubexx]

was talking to my brother the other day after i rewatched dark phoenix and he was like 'why is everyone so mean to charles in this movie?? were they always this mean to him ?? is it cause he's bald now- he lost his pretty privilege??' and i fear i havent recovered

[ask-spiderpool]

Dear mod. I just wanted to ask how you're doing atm? Are you eating good food and sleeping well?

Oh bless you, anon! Regrettably, neither of those things, no. My appetite has been very poor since my surgery, and I'm more than a little sleep deprived with all the jobs I'm juggling at the moment - buuut... I'm alive. My head is good. My work is good. Always manage to make everyone happy, oh, yes sir, but can't wait to pass out for a whole day and then hang out with some friends. It'll heal me.