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raven-at-the-writing-desk ยท 2 days ago
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Hi Miss Raven! I have a question related abt all the dorms (except Ramshackle) qualifications. Like, what type of person do you need to be and/or what qualities do you need to have in order to get to certain dorms. And also, how does it affect the person when they transferred dorms, like how Rook used to be kind of wild when he's in Savanaclaw but then changed when he transferred to Pomefiore.
I feel like it had been mentioned somewhere in the game, but I don't trust my memories enough to be sure ;v
Thank you and have a nice day!! ^^
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Actually, Twst never really does elaborate what qualities get you sorted into which dorm. Students can transfer between dorms (via a tedious process, but it is still possible), and I think it can pretty easily be argued that students from X dorm could fit into Y dorm. Thereโ€™s flexibility and wiggle room. There may also be a genetic component considered, as we have multiple instances of family members being sorted into the same dorms (Ace and his older brother into Heartslabyul, Jade and Floyd into Octavinelle, Kalim and his relative, the previous Scarabia dorm leader, into Scarabia, etc.).
Qualifications for more specific roles within the dorms are also vague. At best, we are told that Pomefioreโ€™s dorm leader traditionally knows how to make โ€œthe most potent poisonโ€, but other than that itโ€™s basically barren. We just know that the dorm leader is someone who is โ€œmost befittingโ€ the spirit of their respective dorm, but thatโ€™sโ€ฆ still a pretty vague description. Jamil states that the easiest way to determine this is vis a school-sanctioned duel but I donโ€™t think a battle actually shows off your generosity or whatever ๐Ÿ’€
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Many fans have attempted to decipher what traits are โ€œneededโ€ to get into a specific dorm or have tried their hand at explaining why the characters ended up where they currently are. Honestly thoughโ€ฆ the core values for each dorm (ie strictness for Heartslabyul, persistence for Savanaclaw, etc.) seem to exist mainly for marketing purposes + easy character identification rather than being an in-universe hard rule to follow.
I donโ€™t know if itโ€™s accurate to say that a dorm (like, the physical place) changes its students? I would say it has less to do with the dorm environment per se and more to do with whoever is in charge.
Heartslabyul's previous dorm leader was very lax, which allowed the students to run rampant and constantly disregard the rules and studying. There was reportedly other wild behaviors and graffiti in the dorm as well. However, once Riddle took over, he started strictly imposing the rules and traditions, maintaining decorum (down to how the students act and dress), and assisting his students with their studies, which ensured that none of the Heartslabyul boys dropped out or got held back a grade (see: Riddle's Dorm Uniform vignettes). This didn't necessarily make the Heratslabyul students stricter with themselves though; we see the mobs complain about Riddle's iron fist and even main characters like Ace and Cater slack or are reluctant to study or to follow the ridiculous rules Riddle insists on. In this case, it's more like the dorm leader's leadership steering the ship without necessarily driving them all to adhere to the dorm value of strictness.
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Rook was still his usual Savanaclaw self even when he transferred to Pomefiore. Vil describes him still looking unkempt until they had a conversation about how "the audience plays just as large a role as the performers in plays and concerts". Vil shares that he loves to dress up like those on the stage and suggests that Rook try it out, even helping Rook coordinate his look. Before then, Rook states that he had no interest in dressing up--but with Vil's advice, he found that dressing up actually heightened his experience with the arts. "Ever since then, I've developed an appreciation for personal care."
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We could honestly say the same of Epel and his experience in Pomefiore. Prior to (and even during large parts of) book 5, Epel expresses discontent and/or actively rebels against Vil's teachings, even if he is surrounded by Pomefiore peers and the luxurious beauty of the dorm (see: Epel's Ceremonial Robes vignettes). It's not until 5-43 that Epel realizes the "power of beauty" that Vil so often extols to him.
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So yeah, until Twst actually makes more of a concerted effort to elaborate on dorm-specific traits or qualifications, Iโ€™m just going to assume โ€œitโ€™s all marketing and brandingโ€.
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bonebeautyart ยท 1 day ago
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Resuming this again, the parasites of my mind ask me to talk about this.
From an early age I have been interested in writing, writing everything. So I also took literary writing courses in my high school, and I have to say that I had never seen a historical character with as much potential as Saint Just, wasting his image on this kind of nonsense.
Saint Just is quite complex as a person, thinker, artist, and his legacy is also complex. It is not a light reading in any aspect, this can be observed with the historical load and style that Organt possesses; but at the same time in his speeches and political essays you can see this mental acuity of his character and the poetic refinement that characterizes him.
For me, his golden stage as a literary character has been given to him in the romantic era. Novels like 93, the religious descriptions by Michelet, Saint Just in Dumas' works also seem quite decent in form, etc.
But a characteristic of all these, is that they paint him as an inhuman being, almost like a deity. They explore him as a villain; however, he has deficiencies due to the disregard for the amount of nuances that this young man had.
And although I have been interested in doing an artistic project about him, some points that I would like to review about him are the following:
1. Saint Just and a religious crisis: We know that Saint Just grew up in a highly religious environment, full of saints, prayers and his studies in the Soissons oratory. I find this facet of his life fascinating, as his experience in the oratory for the formulation of his morals could have been, which would later be represented in Organt almost as a religious and mystical delirium. As an organt in search of an identity, he used his closest resources. Saint Just seems that during his childhood and part of his adolescence he lived in a bubble of religiosity, which, possibly with experiences related to the church, broke, creating a breaking point in his person. Maybe this bubble was what kept him subject to the belief of a heaven and the human good. In a deeper exploration and as he grows, he sees the sins of his environment and the human filth. This belief in heaven can vanish with its slow introduction to the real world and its natural maturity.
2. His extravagant relationship with death: Perhaps starting from the previous point, we can see that from a very young age he had deep existential crises about death and the afterlife. The first impression we have is evidently Organt in a passage from the V canto. He had very rarely seen this relationship with death in his artistic representations. He always sees death as a muse and inspiration in his writing, even in his rise as a conventional and the poetry that emanates from his perspective in Thermidor.
3. His sensitivity to the world in general. He is always described as an inhuman being without feelings, but they not explore that sensitivity that he clearly possesses from being a poet, to the anecdotes that his friendships tell after his death. But they also forget about Saint Just artist. His history is almost never explored in the war, we know that he saw firsthand the ugaliness of the war on the battle front and how this decision infuerced the decision of insurrection during Thermidor. His post-war character changes: it seems that he may have developed a trauma and depression for the same reason. Too many Dostoyevsky-style mologos of this period in his life can be built. What reflection can he give to the war and as always he puts the soldiers first because he knows how immoral and unworthy it is to fight, not for the subsequent honor, but for the misery of the war, the aura of death that spreads through the battlefields, that dying stend.
And I have more points that I would love to reflect on, but he is really a historical character with a lot to take and they are my main reasons why I do not accept literary mediocrites like that Japanese manga.
(Iโ€™m gonna tag you again cause this maybe can help you with your novel proyect ๐Ÿซก @saintjustitude)
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windvexer ยท 3 days ago
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I have a question about spirits if you feel inclined to answer! I saw your most recent post about introducing yourself to spirits. But what makes one think that spirits want to help or work with us? Any spirits I've worked with came to me for whatever reason, so they were obviously interested in me. But how can we just meet spirits and expect that they'll want to be part of our lives? I feel like that's like someone knocking on my door to introduce themselves and I'm like "whhyy??" If that makes any sense lol
We're in reference to this.
The following are just my beliefs:
Of course, not all spirits want to have relationships with people! Many spirits are not interested, or friendly, or care in the slightest!
So why should it be true that there is some collection of spirits that are perfectly fine with strangers hanging out with them?
Witchcraft is what people do. The spirits of Witchcraft - helpers, allies, teachers, guides, and initiators - are involved with Witchcraft because they want to be involved with people.
The spirits of ""beginner witchcraft"" are not random spirits whom by some mysterious and suspicious force are nice to people.
They are suitable for working with beginners because they are friendly, chill, and usually open to meeting new people!
They are suitable for working with Witchcraft because they readily arrive and assist in matters of Witchcraft!
They are called beginner-friendly because over time, practitioners have come to recognize that these spirits just so happen to be friendly to beginners! You know? Like people have been out there searching for spirits who are fine being approached by anyone, and now we have a list.
Some spirits are overtly friendly with individuals even if that person has no direct spirit-working experience with them (maybe you've done grassland conservation work and some endemic species of that biome now view you with favor)
Some spirits are neutral towards you personally but generally benevolent and helpful (most domesticated culinary and medicinal herbs... UPG, but I believe plant spirits are helpful to humans because they want to be; they chose co-evolution with humans to produce powerful culinary and medicinal cultivars; they do not view humans with innate disdain or avoidance. Compare the spice cabinet to experiences witches have with deadly poisonous plants... extremely different spirit working experience)
Some spirits are just true neutral; they don't really care about you but therefore you also can't really piss them off, and interacting with you doesn't bother them one way or another. I place the elements into this category. They don't mind being accessed and called on because they are the primordial building blocks of reality, and humans are creators. Building blocks do not mind being used to create. Compared to other spirits they have no motivation except to be as they are.
Some spirits may not particularly care for you very much, nor are they even that nice, but they are involved in Witchcraft and are willing to give you a helping hand. Some spirits simply have a personal investment in seeing to it that magical practitioners are given help to take root. Perhaps they have empathy for your struggle, maybe they've got nothing better to do that day, or maybe they are able to foresee that with time you may be a good ally of theirs. These spirits may arrive and assist you temporarily or in the long-term just because they feel like it, or think it's a good idea.
But I'd like to say that in my opinion, most spirits that arrive and help us do so because spirits are not all inherently isolationists. Just like us, they are seeking community and family. They care about the world and about people. They help us because we all exist in the same reality, and they have chosen to engage, teach, help, heal, and protect - the same actions, in fact, that I think most witches strive to do on their own. Why wouldn't we team up?
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the-gilded ยท 2 days ago
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Hi everyone, here's a bit of a life/progress update for everyone following. I wish I had more to share right now, but I hope there will be more coming soon.
I've posted several times that Chapter 2 is coming soon, and I really have wanted that to be true, but I haven't quite been able to bring myself to finish it. I did recently manage to finish drawing new official art for each of the ROs, so here's a little preview of that (sorry, I wish I was better at drawing consistently):
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Also, if you want to hang out and/or watch me talk about games I love, you can find me live on Twitch sometimes:
http://www.twitch.tv/faedrian_
Further explanation/vent/plans below:
As far as why I haven't managed to finish writing Chapter 2, it's just because my life has been sliding downhill for a pretty long time now, and it's hard to find the motivation to write anything nice when I feel this bad.
I guess I noticed things getting worse last year, after I caught Covid in February. I was sick for about a month, got really depressed, lost a lot of weight, developed new complications with my endometriosis and my eating disorder got a lot worse. Around the same time, I realized that my relationship was beginning to fall apart. I've been with my partner for ten years, and it hasn't always been stable, but I've fought hard to keep us going together even when things got rocky. Last year, they decided that they needed to start cutting stress out of their life. That led to them breaking up with me twice - both times, I begged them to stay and keep working on our relationship. I was terrified by the possibility that they could just end our relationship and take my whole life away from me, forcing me to leave my home and lose everything I've built especially when I was at such a low point already.
A few weeks ago, they decided to break up with me again, and right now it's looking like it's for real this time - they signed a lease with some friends the day after breaking up with me, and decided that they would just leave me to fend for myself so that they wouldn't be burdened with the "responsibility" of caring for me any longer.
So, I'm currently facing down the reality that I will likely have to give up the whole life I've built up over the last seven years of us living together. I don't have anywhere to live here - all my friends and family are hours or even days away by car. I was in the middle of searching for a new job when the breakup happened this time, but now I guess I can't really take a job here if I'm going to have to move away. I can't afford to live on my own even with the new jobs I was applying for, and I wouldn't feel safe by myself either. I've always lived with my family or with my partner. I may be moving across the country in the next two months - going Northwest to live with some friends that offered to find a place together, and my best friend lovingly offered to pay my moving expenses. I have no money in the bank (in fact my account is overdrawn as I type this), so this is all very stressful right now. I'm hopeful that I'll find a way to work things out, to get myself settled, and to find the will to be productive with my games again.
As far as plans go:
I've been making plans to start up a Patreon and Discord once I have at least a couple months of content backlogged - it would include Beta reading access for The Gilded and my other game jam projects, BTS previews of some other, larger projects I'm drafting, monthly SFW and NSFW sketches and short stories as voted by the Patrons, and eventually a tier to get your OC written into The Gilded. If that's of any interest to you, let me know! I think it would be really good for me to see people engaging with my content again, and I could honestly use the motivation.
Thank you for reading this far, and thank you for following as long as you have. I still love and intend to finish this project, I just need to get through this dark place to find the light on the other side. ๐Ÿ’œ
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edgybutnotveryedgy ยท 1 day ago
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ok, so I've been rewatching everything that has been released in order, and I have many thoughts on that, but for now we'll focus on el toro de piedra.
so first of all this bastard
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undoubtedly this is Chrysalis. Previously I had my doubts that there was multiple people behind the persona of Chrysalis, but now I'm certain there must be. Not that Lila cannot look this snazzy, but I'm certain this is a guy. They have a very masculine build from the little we see. There was also the person in Sublimation who also seemed to have a more masculine build.
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Initially I had my doubts, because the clothes are kinda baggy, so an argument could be made that this is just Lila wearing baggy clothes. I also thought that the clothes remind me of Aglea's clothes, and I am certain (especially after watching the episodes in their release order) that Aglea is Lila's new disguise. It fits her MO in that she is someone who everyone wants to protect, and she interjects herself into the group right when is most convenient, but also she is hardly seen otherwise. Biggest difference is that she realizes now that she can't reveal herself so she's not trying to provoke Marinette, as well as she's not going crazy with the lies.
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Initially I thought that her jacket looked very similar to the one in the previous image, so I assumed that perhaps they were the same, but now I'm not so sure. (especially considering the person in the previous image is wearing blue jeans, and Aglea is wearing dark greyish purple tights.)
I want to propose the possibility that the person seen in El Toro de Piedra and Sublimation is perhaps this bastard
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Ray.
I don't have much of a reason to suspect him beyond vibes and his fabulous hair. idk. maybe i'm just wrong but i want to be right because it would be so funny.
I also kinda suspect him because his voice kinda sounds like the masculine voice that speaks at the same time as Lila's voice. I may be completely wrong about this, especially because the second voice i'm not even sure if it is fully masculine? in english it sounds slightly androgynous but in french and Portuguese it sounds masculine. I really have no idea.
moving on, I loved the song, and I loved the parallels between Adrien, Ivan and Julika, with how they each have their own issues with their respective fathers. Julika just learning who her father is less then a year ago, Ivan refusing to become his father, and Adrien not knowing who his father really was. Each of them feeling like they have to live up to their fathers expectations, and the dramatic irony that Marinette is hiding the letter from Gabriel so Adrien never know what his father's expectations really were of him. Especially with the ending of how we learn that Nathalie also has a father who has high expectations of her, and the question being if she will live up to those expectations or if she'll follow what Ivan did and stand against him and do what is right.
small aside, this season really seems to be laying it on hard with the father stuff. showing what a good father is (Sabrina's dad), and what a bad father is (Ivan's dad) etc, and how that effects the characters. I can't help but wonder if TA has some sort of daddy issues he's working out through fiction writing? jkjk, but I do think it is an interesting theme.
on another note,
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this was severely disappointing. Like you can hardly tell they're kissing! what the heck? are you scared of the censor's in other countries or something? what happened to that courage at the end of season 5? i know i should be happy because this is the first time my miraculous otp had an on screen kiss, but this was very disappointing and i'm kinda mad about it. LET THE GIRLS KISS YOU COWARDS!
anyways, then there's this
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so we know the diamond was gabriel, "the machine" is undoubtedly Tomoe Tsurugi since she's going on about the new world blah blah blah, and we know the wheat is Monsieur Sancoeur. I'm curious about who the other's are. i bet that Audrey is one of them, not sure who she is though. I'm also starting to wonder if the people who were saying there was a bunch of rich people making designer babies was right. I do not think that chloe would have been a senti, but maybe zoe? especially since we still don't know who her father is, much like Kagami.
much to think about.
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kaythefloppa ยท 12 days ago
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RE: The 200th Episode + S7
So a while back I made this post, which analyzed an interview with Martin Kratt around Season 7, which at the time, had just premiered on PBS Kids. In that interview, Martin said that Season 7 will air Episode 200 of Wild Kratts. Pretty exciting shit, right?
Turns out that may be outdated.... like, VERY outdated.
An article by current.org that I found a while ago described Season 7 having 20 episodes, with there being 16 left following the season's four-episode premiere.
"Some shows in the 20-episode season are devoted to animal classification. Others focus on theย different roles of animals in the wild, such as predators versus prey. One looks at the boundary-breaking mudskipper, a fish that actually spends much of its time on land.ย " With 16 more episodes left to air inย Wild Krattsโ€™ seventh season โ€” including the seriesโ€™ 200th โ€” there are plenty more creature adventures to come. New episodes will premiere on PBS Kids through 2025, according to DeWitt, who adds, โ€œWe do not have an update on season 8 at this time.โ€ย 
Now yes, that article does mention that the series 200th will air in Season 7, but there is no mathematical way for a 20 episode season to add up to 200.
Because as of this week, there have been 16 episodes of Season 7 released: Bringing the show to 174 episodes. Episode 20 of the season will bring the series to 178 episodes of the overall season. It would take 22 episodes afterwards to get to the 200th episode.
I'm not entirely sure what exactly is the case here, whether Martin was incorrect, making assumptions, or there was some change in the amount of episodes ordered for the season, but it does not look like we'll be getting the 200th episode this season.
This leads to my next point: We are actually way closer to the end of Season 7 than we think.
One-hour specials in the show are classified as two episodes, since they're double the length of regular episodes, and thus double the production thereof.
Season 4 was commissioned 26 episodes, with Animals Who Live To Be 100 Years Old asย the 100th of the seriesย - for those numbers to add up, A Creature Christmas and Creatures of the Deep Sea would need to be two episodes each (otherwise S4 would have only 24 eps and AWLTB100YO would be episode 98). Similarly, Season 5 had aย 20 episode order that would bring the overall number count to 138:ย Meaning the season premiere "Alaska: Hero's Journey" and the Halloween special "Creepy Creatures" would have to be counted as two episodes each (4 episodes, plus the 16 regular length episodes).
If we apply this to the other one-hour specials (including Our Blue and Green World and Activate Kid Power) then that means that we are currently 16 episodes into Season 7 as of this week. And if the current.org article is correct, then that means that only 4 episodes remain.
And seeing as how 4 new episodes often air in one batch, (whether it's a double-length episode and 3 regulars, or 4 individual episodes airing daily), and with how a modern WK season takes 2 years to finish (added with the article saying the season will premiere through 2025) this indicates that the next batch of episodes following this week will be the last of the season, and that one of these episodes will be the Season 7 finale.
Yup, Season 7 is most likely ending this year.
Now I could, on some level, be wrong, (and frankly I hope I am because it's kinda shitty that all of that hype around Ep. 200 could've possibly been for nothing). But so far, so many signs point to Season 7 having 20 episodes and not a minimum of 40 as we initially thought. I've seen bootlegs of Wild Kratts live where the new episodes are announced and the number of episodes they announce in future is not the amount that would give the season enough episodes to break the 200 milestone. Hopefully more information will come out (likely in an interview with the Kratts as a tie-in to the next batch of episodes) but all signs point to the end of Season 7 being upon us:
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unproduciblesmackdown ยท 2 years ago
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i think i've only seen a soma playthrough twice and the first time i didn't absorb it great lol but upon just some light brushing up (incl a short article that was one of the few results that cropped up when i was like "show me the images for 'soma's save feature featured fisting, right' (yeah basically)") it's like, it's always fun when you're just left with a lot of room to Interpret Themes and unsurprisingly at this juncture i'm lasering in on just, like, the matter of [the self vs the other] via this premise that basically people can just make a copy of their Psyche at any point (but needing to find a new & different Soma in which to upload it but like, largely setting that aside when In This Scenario the new bodies don't affect their minds / sense of self at all....except for when they sometimes do? or maybe not. the like glitchy monsters are just kind of WAU automatons, right. and the people are all able to act / communicate themselves as people, though they might be affected by like, existential crises over the goings on) wherein like....the protagonist can Split In Two* at a few points via the psyche copying/uploading, and then the game Follows the copy that will be continuing to advance the plot, and the version of the protagonist we Were following is now An Other even though it's like, that was The Self (at least insofar as that was our first person pov player character) up till just now. and the protagonist can Know like, yeah that's You right over there also. and yet iirc from like, yesterday's light research, in the first instance he at least gets the Option to kill that Other/Self who was, up till just then, the Self to us too, if that makes him feel better abt the existential crisis, or at least discomfort, enough to like, keep moving right along lol (speaking of. just the other day i was like "adagioly onomatopoeiaing the opening banjo strums of rainbow connection from the muppet movie soundtrack does so much for me" and then i learned it was the anniversary of its theatrical release. hell yes. also memorably once when like marinating for hours in a general malaise & failing to find the wherewital to get up i was like "haha oh wait. i'm playing the song 'movin right along' from the muppet movie in my head. okay" up & at em)
anyways the fisting article (which, i was wondering what thoughts it would have on that truly interesting facet of the game. mostly it posited that the uhh sphincteresque penetration of it all would be Typically considered to make cishet men anxious / threatened / vulnerable, and notes the protagonist (hypothetically a cishet man) is indeed trepidatious about it, while also arguing he markedly Doesn't really hesitate in shit that hurts or endangers others in the course of his shit (though ig that can also depend on the player? haven't really rewatched it recently enough to know how much his dialogue adds to [as a character though he's making it clearer he just wants to cut a swath through your shit asap]) and also questions whether the game thinks of (or, from their argument, knows of) the protag as pretty sphincteresque himself. and like yeah probably imo lol like thee ending being what it is, and as far as i know no like Multiple Endings like in amnesia series* stories usually, and thus more room to have a protagonist who talks to characters in the present and i think like, without the ability to choose what he says
anyways that the protagonist can Understand like, hey see that guy over there, that's literally also you rn, and yet he can [Not accept that] in one case such that he'll kill that Self for "his own" Self's comfort really, as the fisting article expressed, to continue believing he is Unique and the One True Self, the only Real [himself]. when, to be sure, the game Could have kept the first person pov on that version of him we'd Been up till then, and had that pov of the one killed. or maybe left behind in another instance, i don't remember all the "transfers"....catherine Explicitly explaining that only the copy/upload format is possible, Not Transfers, making sense what with like. her magic brain scans that can can wholly parse & store your Psyche data, whatever that'd be like, definitely not being meant to, say, Extract the person's Psyche from their living human body upon doing so. while the ending's drama comes from the game Now staying with the version of the protag who'd been our first person pov character prior to that "transfer," who is Again like "why am i still here" despite having the "it's not actually a transfer" explained, b/c This version Just So Happens to be the copy of the copy of the copy like simon(4) or (5) or whatever and ofc can't have been the one(s) already just left behind somewhere back there in the complex or he wouldn't have been able to be at that point in the first place. and then "killing" catherine b/c he's so pissed, i remember it as him hitting whatever device was her effective Soma, but the article i think suggested she just got too stressed in turn and that Output fried the device. while, of course, post credits shows us their "transferred" selves just fine chilling in the ark like whew glad all that's done with
anyways just getting around to the fact of how it's easy to land on catherine as the center of the game....and of course she's the one really Not having crises over [my god, copies of my Self] or others' selves or what all, having even less of a usual Soma than simon but rolling with it, and evidently having already fully absorbed her Self as a distinct version from her original Self, despite having the same links to her that make simon or anyone else who's been copied into whatever other Soma feel like he's continuously been Himself(tm), the one true Real Self he's always been....and like, naturally catherine being the one behind the entire project of [what if we copy/paste people's psyches into a big ol mmorpg server & shoot it into space so that Maybe something can happen with them / in a way they can continue to exist] so she's Been thinking of, you know, being separate from these Selves turned Others who you'll jettison into space beyond even the body of the earth. unless it's supposed to stay in orbit lol i do not remember the details....and ofc like plenty of other people are like wow that's Fucked Up or it's Not Us and like, the latter sure is true with with the [copying, not transferring] element, but also the former is more choose your own adventure (interpretation) when the game isn't about like, and the simulation Is fucked up, or there's any element of distress or dissonance to existing on the ark, though you can't really know that until the post credits scene confirms you're just hanging out for real....which, that article was also going in on the character who's on this quest to kill the WAU as like "the versions of us it makes isn't Real it's Corrupting" and like, arguably the WAU as just kind of, naturally, something capable of growing, and doing so, and the real problem seeming to come in with the [doing whatever for supposed safety but superceding/supplanting/displacing autonomy in doing so] like, people who did not agree to whatever was done re: their Somas or they would've remembered & been like yeah i'm hanging out as a robot now, or a goop guy, gunk [YES], etc. but separate from that obvious issue it's like, my guy, You're a copy made by the WAU now lol, you're your whole person that you are, with the thoughts & feelings to decide you wanna go on a quest to destroy it, and whatever capacity to pursue it....either way i think the game makes it clear enough the WAU is a Neutral force exercising no conscious discernment, it Is a body, or it's some body (once told me) anyways lol, though i guess i did just go "those Monsters that can chase you are just wau manifestations right" so that's getting kind of complex lol, but even that can be taken as, like, it Mimicking human's shapes & bipedality & other external characteristics, i guess, and just the way an overall theme can be [hmm where's that division between the soma and psyche, machine and ghost] the WAU has been expanding and making various forms of itself, and of humans, and that's also an element of the fisting that starts out as a fingering and can end with having to leave part of yourself in WAU's core if you have completed the choice to corrupt & destroy it, that Connection and Interfacing is required, with increasing [get it in there] required as well though there's no given clear in universe reason why (w/my theory here being: just the Themes of the increasing interaction / reducing Boundary)
where was i going with this. idk naturally there's people like "well you don't have to see the wau as evil or at least required to be destroyed" like yeah one can imagine the case for that, wherein again this one guy's hypothetically mad abt like oh it can't be Us it's making, like, brother in christ You are here as You are b/c of what wau did, if you don't think You're legitimate enough, how can you be dead set on pursuing any decision you make. but also the lack of autonomy wherein wau has (probably? again would have to rewatch) killed people to transfer them to a less fragile soma, but a) also maybe it's just acted when people were already dying / killed from other causes, and naturally there's the Everyone There Doomed To Die Fairly Imminently factor and b) that [wau's neutral / purely soma no psyche (or is it. etc)] aspect that is that classic mixup of wau just acting on its programming in a way unintended by its programmers re protecting life and c) i think WAU can sure be interpreted as a parallel counterpart to the ark project, where people agreed to the latter, & get to chill with simulated bodies in a simulated world, versus the WAU being that [body, world, realm of physical existence] which is funky & Not like a cool nice recreation of the usual world & is also at the bottom of the ocean, but it's sure trying to extend the existence of ppl's psyches by shoving them into whatever robots or slapping together parts or propping up their original body or what all, i don't remember that many of the characters encountered
Anyways Back To Catherine For Real. i'd forgotten this element completely, but that when catherine finds out her original self had been killed by crewmates (lol. amongst) for being set on carrying out the plan for the ark, Her Project, (i.e. launching it into space (risking that launch going incorrectly) vs keeping it on site at the bottom of the ocean here (theoretically less risky, according to at least the crewmate who killed her about her insisting on launching it anyways)) and catherine's copy / now alternate self comments on being like, a bit disappointed And surprised b/c like she says "i knew they didn't like me, but," like not thinking that dislike would lead to a semi accidental killing her (where apparently the guy who killed her may have been wearing the like powered diving suit w/the extra Strength to operate in the water pressure, like oh didn't mean to hit her That hard. in a different soma already) and seeing other ppl (not in universe) commenting on how it sure did seem to be culmination of like "the way others treated her" and how catherine always mentioned like, never having really had friends including as a crewmate here, being an Introvert....in fact, now i'm remembering that catherine doesn't even say "i knew they didn't like me, but" but rather something very close to "i know i'm not easy to like, but" like, aaaugh....like, as ever, a character or a Real Life Person sharing any particular info like "i'm [xyz]" Isn't Required for just trying to always not be ableist and to always treat other people as people even if they don't "just be normal" correctly enough, supposedly. rather than [what is "just being normal" is Correct & Good and you do Not need to undergo a continuous lifelong journey of in fact questioning this & navigating & learning how to communicate & interact & relate, you just need to fleetingly muster some superficial unhelpful Bonus efforts sometimes when you encounter the rare "exception" like someone who hands you their License To Autiste and you can let them keep their fidget cube and continue treating everyone you encounter ever organic aba style]....like, naturally in the game there's no twist where catherine turns out to be Evil or even antagonistic. she's like, patient, encouraging, friendly, helpful all throughout. she's also, ofc, simon's only guide (adding to the suspense of that [my god. my only guide was evil, and/or just my antagonist now anyways]) so he doesn't really get to pick someone he'd Like more. but that like, lifelong matter of why catherine doesn't Get to have had friends. that even as this professional associate she's treated differently, and worse, b/c you have to personally like someone & find them charming & je ne sais quoissy to Not be worse to them? it's fine to be shitty until catherine can, say, say "i've noticed you're being kind of shitty. it's probably b/c i'm autistic, officially, which i'm choosing to share with you & am now presenting my license about it, so maybe be cool about it" and then and only then go "oh ok" and Make The Exception rather than shifting your entire shitty Rule (they also would not actually really make the exception. "shoutout" too to the concept that, of course, it's actually Disrespectful to stop hating autistic ppl b/c you should treat them The Same as anyone else, and you're bringing that organic ABA all the time as part of your "just be normal" ethos life, so be sure to keep being an asshole to them & double empathy probleming putting all the depletion, extraction, punishment, losses, harms on them and all the rewards on yourself)
and like, catherine being killed b/c she was this Body who was going to take away the ark (her project / creation, which she was also just insisting on following what'd always been the plan for) wherein like, even if this guy didn't mean to kill her, he sure did after lashing out at her, same as happens w/simon in the end....and catherine also failing to be thee most "normal/default" version of a person as well by being a Woman, and probably not white either, and, of course, a nonwhite woman, also making her that much more vulnerable to being Out Of Line(tm) by just like, existing as a person & trying to do her shit, though misogyny, racism, orientalism or the like isn't explicitly invoked or especially implicitly hinted at that hard either, but it's like, how does this [scifi magical realism set in the not That distant future but material made in the way less distant past, i.e. all intents & purposes modern / current day of: in the 2010s] have Relevance beyond "would that be fucked up or what" type Invention that doesn't map on to our experiences at all....you don't Have to read into catherine twice being killed by a man who's lashing out b/c she's not delivering what he wants, but you sure don't Have to Not and be like "this is definitely No Misogyny world" like they're still being implicitly ableist b/c she's just not deemed Winsomely Likable enough, she's internalized that with that "i'm not easy to like" framing, why assume a premise of [misogyny is over] [racism is over] etc. whilest soma doesn't really proffer any scenario of like "oh if it weren't for our being able to perceive our designated Physical Differences in our human bodies, all that oppression would be over," that's not being explored even in the specific situation of its plot in the first place; people on the ark seem to have the simulation of the same bodies they originally did, ppl Can retain like, how they'd move, their voices, their sense of their bodies: elements of their physicality. and, you know, whether one even supposes there Is any meaningful body/mind division, though in soma it Is this premise like oh yeah we can digitize your psyche perfectly okay, such that your copy would experience no disruption in that Sense Of Selfness, which is what makes everything particularly like, whoah, and [wow this is just like soma] whenever something kind of invokes similar enough What Ifs but probably less engagingly lol....while also soma is flexible and spacious in letting you interpret shit, you Can defer from fisting wau to death, you don't have to be like "it's so true. thee horrors" abt the Copies Of Selves, who really just become Others to whatever now-other versions of that person, i.e. how catherine, who, as the person who wanted to scan copies of ppl's psyches & put them in a just chilling simulation server launched into space for the Chance of being copy/pasted elsewhere eventually and the chance for the participants to Exist in some form Now, and who did so, is never like, shocked or freaked out by the notion / reality of these copies' existence even though she didn't set out figuring any scans' uploads would end up on the ocean floor stations, she's not aghast & distressed in the end when after having uploaded her latest Self data to the ark & launched it, she's also Not on the ark and Still in the eventually / doomed ocean floor station, even if it's a bummer, b/c she has already just accepted That's How It Works....this [her] was not going to experience being Transferred, like she's Been saying, like she again tells simon while he's blowing up abt [why wasn't i transferred]....just clearly being an example of like, not everyone is like horrified and freaked out and like "that's fake &/or wrong" and you don't have to decide she's incorrect for being Like That, i.e. like, yep, this is the situation, i know there's the me who was killed and the me on the ark and the me here, and i know also we're also for intents and purposes separate people
all that is to say, like, yeah the Scifi What If specific [you can copy/paste your consciousness into a different soma] is there, but also you can be looking at it as just this like, pushing to thee limit of the Self(tm) and the Other(tm) insofar as imagining yourself, as the only Internality / Mind / Selfhood you have access to, as The One True Real Self and all Others as mere somas/bodies, whether you take that to as dehumanizing an extreme as you can or you just put some double standards on Others / treat them as lesser/less Real, or oh but just Sometimes, in Some Cases, which is fine and relevant to anything, rather than what's fine and relevant being to always be aware that everyone's Otherness is a matter of perspective, you're the Other to everyone else, everyone is just as The Self as everyone else, You Could Be That Other, that other Is [you] to themself, you are the "that could be you" to them....with soma, it can just be elevated to "that Other WAS you from 0.5 mmsec ago, and continues to be them, b/c they didn't experience any disruption in their existence, though now you're both in different situations of: different locations, different bodies, the awareness there's that Other Self over there now, possibly the difference of killing that self you were just copied from so you can go on feeling like the One Real Self"....but wherein like, that's just like, [What If: you Were able to wholly & accurately Know the self inside an Other? b/c it's you from 5 min ago] of like, scenarios like [what if you time traveled 5 min into the past] except wherein that case there's usually the efforts to Resolve(tm) the timeline of that One True Self one way or another, ultimately. or is there. obviously who's positing that soma is the only material to be About the "whoa lol. me as an other" concept made scifily literal or anything
anyways that like, it creates that situation wherein one Can point & go "literally literally me" but also simultaneously one Can go "that's Not literally me arrrgh" or "that's also Not literally me, matter of factly"....simon's wrangling with the Othering of his One True Self, but he can also Know, should he choose to shift to that perspective, that all the Others who aren't alternate copies of him are all Another True Selves, An Other True Self even, though ofc as per the nature of not having a collective consciousness, he Doesn't Know the accurate whole of their psyches b/c he was not ever [literally them], but he doesn't need to to know they're just as [a whole psyche in there] as his own have been. original catherine with her fellow original crewmates being othered enough by them for the dehumanization of treating her worse, her being isolated, that indeed her being killed doesn't feel separate from all that by her or by anyone else, just an escalated extreme final fatal manifestation of it, b/c nobody ever liked her in the first place and then she became a (psyche Piloting a) body getting in the way of what one guy with amplified strength at that moment wanted from the project she made to let others' psyches keep existing in some way, which was deemed valuable enough by that guy to want to commandeer it and keep it at the bottom of the ocean versus risk a launch, regardless of how you the player think of the idea
and thinking of the way you can like, effectively befriend that boxy underwater little propellered Regular Simple Robot Helper that follows you around at some point, that is, of course it can't talk to you, it's definitely Just(tm) this not-ever-a-version of a human robot for practical tasks (dyspeptical tasks, clerical tasks, hysterical tasks) and like, imagine Its interiority, get invested, try to protect it, humanize it regardless....whereas with actual humans, and their psyches in a microchip, you can kill them for not perfectly delivering whatever you wanted even when that's not what other humans ever exist to do. then simon loses the Company he still could've Gotten From catherine, [guy who killed original catherine] didn't succeed in keeping the ark unlaunched, b/c that's what you go and do....but really just thinking of that Thread that feels so extremely relevant of like, catherine copy being simon's only option sure and working With him on this mission until we stay with the edition of him who realizes it didn't lead to his escape onto the ark, i.e. always being in relation to him in a manner of a direct practical teamup & a [take it or leave it] sole option for that anyways....but that in her original, human-bodied life, she was always "oh only a little bit" dehumanized by everyone such that she is very much aware of the way that's defined & limited her life, never had friends, i know i'm difficult to like; until that dehumanization escalated to the extreme of trying to hit her to stop her from seeing her project through, and just happening to kill her, and the fact that this seems to no one just a coincidental whoopsie of a fate just entirely disconnected from the way others always saw her and treated her as this Other among others, while other [psyche/soma]s of others who are clearly not Your Self get to have friends and not be isolated and feel hard to like forever and end up killed by coworkers
tl;dr like love a text just inviting plenty of interpretations and lenses and perspectives, ofc gonna look at it like whoa it's anarchy in there (political cats sense) where are the borders where you are thee self above thee other....soma providing that thinnest boundary of like, yeah that mf over there? there but for the [being in a different body, in a different place, with 7 seconds of negligibly different life experience] go ye. but also the usual boundary of "that person is in a different body in a different place with a different whole life but you're [that] to them and they're just as much a person and a self and an other as you are" like catherine center of the game to me
(* just remembered i had these asterisks: sure enjoying how the premise of amnesia games effectively creates Alternate Selves b/w the protagonist's present self, with however much missing time, and past selves whose goings on are completely relevant to the in media res situation you're also tackling while obtaining pieces of that past to priovide further context/info, and how this premise manifests for different stories each time; you've even got oswald like physically divided into Two Selves in a:amfp, though iirc it's not like, psychically equivalent, kinda "regular oswald & nefarious destroy the world duplicitous oswald" lmao, classic....uhh and shoutout to penumbra being similar ish in that the protagonist's story isn't want's relevant, he's trying to find out what happened to his dad and more broadly the like underground pocket world he enters for those answers? iirc....but that soma shares that amnemonic premise of [intro] [suddenly like ???] [having to navigate your present mission & figure out the past & your Missing time] but like, thee respective Lores don't overlap really, soma obviously starts present day and takes an even more obvious leap into a future / completely different location, rather than amnesia games being set in the past with missing time of like, idk months? to even just days, uhh supposedly like [forever] in justine but that's like, i dunno sure lol, the peak mysterious / withheld protagonist really, on purpose. while naturally there's also the fact that, technically, this simon we are following at the start of the game did not actually forget anything, and that's a fun distinction despite that it otherwise initially seems like the same [amnesia] premise....and that he did kind of ""forget"" things in that original simon lived however much longer before dying, that his scan then ofc didn't retroactively include. so once again it's like, well, in amnesia ppl have likewise kind of rewound to a Past Self before the missing [crucial context to your in media res misadventure] time, w/daniel (and justine) even doing this On Purpose, though as is the nature of the amnesia series, everyone regains enough of that missing info about their goings on anyways, though you the player are Not in a story of like "wow they did Exactly the same thing again and ended up in the same place anyways" and Do get to kinda choose who they are / indeed end up with some Alternate Self, potentially, despite there being plenty of room wherein like, it's not precisely, granularly laid out Exactly Who They Are at any point anyways. only just now getting extra amnemonic lore that yes daniel got all fucked up on vitae rituals b/c that's just what happens! and people are fairly horny for it! always a possible interpretation that he was high on vitae (okay one proffered pronunciation of "curriculum vitae" (which i was like lord i feel like i've gone "what tf is that" about before but what tf is that. turns out it's what CV stands for as your specifically educational resumรฉ) does say "vitae" would, in that case, rhyme with "nigh." other sources are listing like a million different combinations of a million different ways to pronounce each syllable. also they gotta say it a way in the game but i forget. daniel's VA apparently being some chemistry teacher? just like alchemy. not what the pope said to do, weird science, it's my creation....) anyways! the psyches diverge, the bodies don't, unless they do (oswald....uhh the guy in the bunker. lambert :( ) like catching up with The Self again, encountering extreme examples of Othering and Dehumanizing and [you are just like only a soma to me] with various means and ends of acting thusly to get xyz results
#uhh nominal tagging. i probably have nonzero soma posts...? maybe? lol#soma#amnesia#atdd#soma spoilers yeah but a) game's more than half a decade old at this point b) material that hinges on Surprising you the first time as like#thee sole worthwhile feature of its experience: probably not that good; i don't think soma's even dying to keep you from guessing any#''twists'' and if you Do it doesn't feel like you're like cheated of anything lol. though i'm sure the surprises are fun. the ending is sur#like yeah oh a fucked up surprise for the player too; but that's b/c the game of course Until Now followed the ''advancing'' simon copy#c) same as (b) but like spoilers don't really ruin things anyways imo. who is reading this in whole like ''damn i was Just gonna play this'#whereas idk now you know of it. also lbr who is reading this in whole period? probably some people lol. you do not have to ofc as a fact an#as a stance. i'm like; would i read someone's longass post abt something i don't already know abt / am not interested in? not often#d) if you Are like ''nooooo SOMA spoilers arrrgh i was Just abt to play it'' like damn my bad. i'm sorry. play it anyways it'll be fun#or e) watch a playthrough. i myself cannot Firsthand Game too much & this has generally been the case#long post ////#all this uncrucial and noncomprehensive but just taking 90k words & meandering tangents to say [hand over heart] catherine....#as is my mode of verbalizing anything really#i'll recommend the game easily enough; sure watched a full playthrough twice & may revisit for a thrice. or at least various clips lol#even got a safe mode (where you Can't Die so you can get through every part b/c thee story is the point anyways)
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goddamnitmahtin ยท 3 months ago
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Dannyโ€™s Designer Friend
Okay so hear me out. Danny jumps universes a lot right? Itโ€™s a part of running errands for Clockwork. He may be the Ghost king but since he was Clockworkโ€™s mentee at the same time, he had to run time errands sometimes. It took him to some really interesting places.
Some places had magic, some didnโ€™t. Some had heroes that used their own devices and some had heroes that used magical artifacts to manifest abilities. Some didnโ€™t have heroes at all. Some universes had lots of technology and some were working to catch up. And obviously, Danny had his favorites. And he had his favorite people from each.
Soโ€ฆ. Danny had an idea.
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Bruce looked around suspiciously, alert to any dangers that may be in the area. He and all of his children were on duty when all of a sudden he ended up in a modern mansion of sorts with an indoor waterfall.
โ€œWhat in the world-?โ€ He heard Tim say as Red Robin appeared as well.
โ€œOi-!โ€ from a surprised Spoiler as she appeared.
Sword slashing noises as Robin appeared, apparently trying to slice the air, โ€œWhat is this trickery!โ€
Next Duke in his pajamas and Nightwing appeared, landing on top of one another. โ€œGet your sweaty ass off me,โ€ Bruce heard his son say as he pushed his older brother off of him.
โ€œGUYS!โ€ Oracle called as she fell. She had teleported in but her chair didnโ€™t seem to have come with her. Red Robin and Spoiler caught her just in time.
Orphan appeared silently.
Then Oracleโ€™s wheelchair popped in, dropping onto Signal just as he had stood up. โ€œOh come on!โ€ he exclaimed as a post it note apology appeared on his forehead. Presumably for forgetting the chair.
Lastly, Red Hood appeared, guns out and ready to fire. That is, if only he had anything to fire at. He quickly put them away once he realized it was only the bats and birds. The others wouldnโ€™t have noticed it but behind his helmet, Jason was wide eyed, noticing the post it note. He only knew of two entities that used that form of communication and one meant something significantly better than the other.
After a few moments of Red Robin and Spoiler helping Oracle into her chair, footsteps could be heard approaching. Everyone tensed, ready for a fight. Except Red Hood who could feel his core tugging at him familiarly.
Two people approached. First person they were able to see was Danny. He had decided to show up in his kingly glory, his ceremonial cloak billowing behind him. As he got closer, they could see a very short woman with black hair and round glasses smoking a cigarette walking with him. Despite Danny being a king, she was the one in charge.
The woman walked up to the group with a judgmental look, โ€œEvery one of you. When I point, you tell me your title and occupation. Go.โ€
Nobody said anything.
โ€œYou guys better do what she says,โ€ said Danny chuckling. Their faces so far were hilarious.
Slowly, the family obliged, starting with Red Hood.
โ€œI go by Red Hood. Iโ€™m a crime lord. And a vigilante I guess,โ€ Jason said. He knew enough to know they werenโ€™t in any danger.
The others followed along until finally it got to Bruce, โ€œIโ€™m Batman. Vigilante.โ€
The short woman scoffed and immediately started pointing out the flaws in everyoneโ€™s outfits, โ€œYou all look ridiculous! What is that, bunny ears? And you! Red, green and yellow are far too many colors! You look like a traffic light! You! Those shoes are impractical and appalling! Do any of you know what style is?!โ€
She walked up to Duke, โ€œI have seen photos of your suit and it is disgusting! Too bright!โ€
She gestured wildly to the group, โ€œAnd NO CAPES!โ€
The woman then went up to Red Hood, โ€œYou are perfect darling, practical and filled with personality. You are my favorite.โ€
Danny chuckled, โ€œHeโ€™s my favorite too.โ€ The king shot a knowing smirk to Jason who under his helmet blushed from the comment.
โ€œI am designing you all new suits right away!โ€ the woman exclaimed with a wild look in her eye.
Danny couldnโ€™t help but start laughing at this point. The looks on everyoneโ€™s faces were pure gold. This was the best idea he had literally ever had.
โ€œI canโ€™t wait to see it Edna. I can pay for it too,โ€ the king said, sneaking a glance at Red Hood, โ€œAnything for future in-laws.โ€
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sleepyhoon ยท 4 months ago
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BAJA BLAST - S.JY
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pairing. religious stepbro!jake x fem reader genre. drabble, porn w plot warnings. virgin perv jake, stepcest, religious themes, brief mention of alcoholism & death word count. 3.5k smut tags. degradation, dry humping (i guessโ€ฆ), handjob, jake sucks readerโ€™s tits thru her shirt, p in v for like 30 seconds.
a/n. hmm trying to get into darker themes to expand my genres a bit more โ€ฆ not too sure how i feel abt it yet but it was interesting to explore a new trope! i understand darker tropes arenโ€™t for everyone sooo feel free to skip over if this isnโ€™t for you!! <3
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โ€œYouโ€™re disgusting, and youโ€™re not gonna find a God-fearing husband if you keep parading yourself like a slut.โ€
Jake pries your legs open a little wider, further situating himself between your thighs as he smears his precum on the core of your panties. He glances up at you when you scoff, knees digging into the mattress as he drags the tip of his cock along your clothed cunt. โ€œWhat?โ€ he sneers, raising a brow at you.
โ€œYou have a girlfriend and youโ€™re getting yourself off between someone elseโ€™s legs; youโ€™re the slut,โ€ Jakeโ€™s cock twitches in the palm of his hand at your insult, you take a mental note of this, โ€œand, I donโ€™t even want a God-fearing husband, whatever that is.โ€
โ€œIt means a religious husband, genius. None of them probably want you anyway, so the feeling is mutual.โ€
Degrading as it may be, this is the shit that gets Jake off; certainly not his prude, preacherโ€™s daughter girlfriend who only allows him to kiss her for a few seconds at a time, because anything longer than that could be โ€œtoo temptingโ€.
He didnโ€™t hate Chaeyoung in the slightest, but he likely wouldnโ€™t have made all that effort to court her had he known she was saving herself for marriage in every aspect. No lingering touches, no suggestive comments, and certainly no racy photos; the poor boy wouldโ€™ve been fine with her sitting on his lap every now and then if it meant heโ€™d get to jerk off from the weight of someone on top of him.
Much like Chaeyoung, Jake was on the treacherous path of saving himself for marriage, but even he allowed himself a bit of wiggle room. Saving himself entirely for marriage was beyond unrealistic, but he was willing to at least avoid shoving his dick in someone before there was a ring on his finger if it meant he could get off in other ways.
Jake didnโ€™t have the heart to break up with Chaeyoung just because she wanted to stay pure until marriage, but he wasnโ€™t planning on waiting that long to finally get his dick wet. Besides, breaking up with the preacherโ€™s daughter for seemingly no reason was a bad look, especially considering that Jake was the youth pastor at the same exact church.
Aside from the pastor and his wife, Jake and Chaeyoung were the only couple treated as royalty in their church community. They were seen as devoted followers of Christ whilst showcasing what an appropriate, God-fearing, young, Christian couple should look like. From the outside looking in (or even just looking from his girlfriendโ€™s perspective), they truly did resemble a perfect couple.
How Jake got into jerking off between his step-sisterโ€™s thighs was a long story.
His original plan was to keep his distance when he first met you a little over a year ago, a few months before his father was preparing to marry your mother. Jake didnโ€™t take kindly to you at first, bewildered on how such a respectful, faith-driven woman such as your mother could produce a daughter the exact opposite of her. Your outfits were entirely too skimpy, you had a horrible attitude, and you had tattoos. In Jakeโ€™s eyes, you were the definition of sin.
And thatโ€™s exactly why he felt disgusted with himself when he realized he was desperately attracted to you.
It was horrible, the countless nights heโ€™d spent jerking himself off to the thought of you sinking down on his cock and riding him until he passed out. Heโ€™s certain his stamina is low and would probably finish in under five minutes, but it doesnโ€™t hurt to dream; and that he does.
Until you showed up to his apartment one Monday morning with a large Baja Blast from Taco Bell and a proposition.
โ€œTaco Bell at ten in the morning, seriously?โ€
You hadnโ€™t greeted him with a โ€œGood morning!โ€ or โ€œHey, how are you?โ€ and instead jumped the gun and went straight into, โ€œHey, you know how my dad died?โ€
Jake held his front door open, running a hand through his messy, morning hair in confusion as he responded, โ€œWasnโ€™t it from, like, alcoholism?โ€
You rolled your eyes at him, โ€œYeah, but I meant likeโ€ฆ you know that heโ€™s dead, right? Also, Taco Bell serves breakfast, genius.โ€
โ€œYN, itโ€™s too early for this.โ€ Jake says with a frustrated sigh, prepared to close the door in your face because itโ€™s way too early to deal with your bullshit.
โ€œIโ€™m getting his inheritance from my grandmother, a huge one.โ€
Jake tried his best at attempting to hide the look of shock on his face. From his knowledge, your grandparents were loaded; practically rolling in money since the moment they were born. Having your fatherโ€™s inheritance transferred to you was a blessing, Jake didnโ€™t even want to imagine the useless crap youโ€™d waste that money on.
โ€œCongrats, did you come here to rub it in my face?โ€
You sighed, slightly embarrassed and a little defeated knowing youโ€™d need Jakeโ€™s help. You felt entirely guilty for even coming to him in the first place, the two of you werenโ€™t close and hardly spoke outside of gatherings, the only reason you showed up to his apartment was because you didnโ€™t have his phone number; only his address you had to scroll in your GPS to find from the one time you drove him home.
โ€œNo, Iโ€™m not here to brag. I need your help.โ€
Jake hesitantly opened his door wider, allowing you into his home that you nervously pace around in. โ€œHelp with what?โ€ he asked, locking the door behind him.
โ€œI donโ€™t get the inheritance until after my grandma dies.โ€
โ€œYN, are you crazy?! I am not helping you kill your grandmother!โ€
โ€œWhat?! Jake, no! God, just let me finish.โ€ An awkward beat of silence passed before you continued, โ€œShe says Iโ€™m not getting the inheritance unless I get into religion and be involved in church.โ€
โ€œYeah, canโ€™t help with that.โ€ Jake took a moment to look you up and down, eyes focusing on the fresh tattoo right under your knee, โ€œYouโ€™re gonna need a miracle.โ€
You followed behind Jake like a helpless puppy as he entered his kitchen, nervously toying with your fingers as you set your drink down on the kitchen counter, โ€œI know we arenโ€™t really close, and thatโ€™s partially my fault, but Iโ€™d really appreciate it if you could help me out with this.โ€
โ€œWith what, YN? You havenโ€™t said what youโ€™d need me to do.โ€
โ€œJust, every so often, tell my family that Iโ€™m involved in church and help out. Shit like that.โ€
Jake chuckled, powering on his Nespresso, โ€œAs if thatโ€™s gonna work. You know your family goes to church, right? What are they gonna think if they donโ€™t see you there but Iโ€™m telling them you showed up? Theyโ€™d see right through it.โ€
โ€œThey donโ€™t go every Sunday! Iโ€™ll just check ahead of time and go with them whenever they do go, and on the days they donโ€™t go youโ€™d be able to cover for me.โ€
Jake sighed with a shake of his head, reaching into his cabinet to retrieve a coffee mug, โ€œItโ€™s not just Sunday service, YN. They also go to bible study and help plan church events. Your family is very involved in the community.โ€
โ€œAgain, they donโ€™t attend every event, right? Iโ€™ll go when they go and you cover when I canโ€™t! And, besides, itโ€™s not like theyโ€™re expecting me to go to every single event; as long as they think Iโ€™m putting in effort Iโ€™ll be fine.โ€
You seemed proud of yourself and your plan, which only annoyed your step-brother even further, because you clearly hadnโ€™t thought this through.
โ€œWhatโ€™s in it for me?โ€
You paused, quirking a brow at Jake, โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€
โ€œWe barely even know each other and you expect me to do this big favor for you for free? Be realistic.โ€
โ€œWell, what do you want?โ€
โ€œI wantโ€ฆhalf of the inheritance.โ€
โ€œJake, even you know thatโ€™s too much.โ€
Yeah, maybe he was being a little petty, but it was your own fault for asking for a favor like this and not offering him anything in return. He may not know the exact amount of your inheritance, but based on your reaction, it had to be a life changing amount of money; enough to give him a portion of.
โ€œIโ€™d rather not say what the exact amount is,โ€ you start, looking down at your sneakers, โ€œbut itโ€™s a lot, and Iโ€™m definitely willing to give you a fraction of it if you help me out. Just not half.โ€
โ€œHow much?โ€
โ€œFor you? Fifty-thousand.โ€
Jake dropped the ceramic mug to the ground, eyes widening as the cup broke and scattered across the kitchen floor. You flinched, jumping back on instinct while he remained frozen in place. โ€œFifty-thousand dollars?โ€
You wanted to tell him itโ€™s truly nothing compared to the amount youโ€™d have leftover, and that youโ€™d offer him more if he insisted on it, but fifty-thousand seems to be enough for him. Instead, you nodded, carefully backing into the living room to avoid accidentally stepping on the ceramic shards.
โ€œDoes that work?โ€
It was too late to pretend your offer wasnโ€™t more than heโ€™d been expecting, but still, Jake had no reason to believe youโ€™d hold up to your end of the deal; even if giving him fifty-thousand dollars would hardly make a dent in what youโ€™d be receiving.
Jake shook his head, โ€œI donโ€™t know you, how can I trust youโ€™ll actually give it to me?โ€
โ€œYou canโ€™t just take my word?โ€
โ€œThe only word I take is the word of God.โ€
You shouldโ€™ve seen that one coming.
Jake continued, โ€œI want a down payment that I can receive now; something so that if you donโ€™t pay me, I still got something out of our agreement.โ€
Intrigued, and a little frightened, you tilted your head at him, โ€œMoney?โ€
Jake shrugged in response, carefully stepping over the shards of ceramic, โ€œDoesnโ€™t have to be, your mom says you donโ€™t have much of it.โ€
โ€œI have money!โ€
Jake rolled his eyes, retrieving a broom and dustpan from the hallway closet, โ€œRight, because your part-time barista job pays so much.โ€
You let out an exasperated sigh, โ€œI really donโ€™t know what else to offer you.โ€
โ€œBetter think of something or youโ€™re on your own.โ€
The sound of ceramic clicking together as Jake cleans filled the silence, leaving you to brainstorm on what he would accept as a down payment offer. Money wasnโ€™t an option, and you didnโ€™t know enough about Jakeโ€™s interests to offer him some sort of bribe.
However, Jake is a man. Yes, a religious one, but still a man. If youโ€™re lucky enough, thereโ€™s one thing you could offer that no man, not even Jake, would pass up.
โ€œChaeyoung is saving herself for marriage, right?โ€
Jake paused, suspiciously glancing at you over his shoulder, โ€œI donโ€™t see how thatโ€™s any of your business, but yes.โ€
You nodded, โ€œAre you?โ€
โ€œAgain, not your business, but yes.โ€
โ€œWhat about loopholes?โ€
Jake fully turned around this time, narrowing his eyes at you, โ€œYN, where are you going with this?โ€
You shrugged, defensively raising your hands, โ€œWhat if I was your loophole? Like, I help you get off however you want without actually having sex, so it wonโ€™t count as sinning. And, trust me, I wonโ€™t tell anyone.โ€
Jesus Christ, you seriously wanted the inheritance that bad?
Jake immediately wanted to accept the offer and drag you straight into his room, but he couldnโ€™t; he had to be nonchalant about this or risk you revoking your suggestion.
He faked a look of disgust, a confused, twisted snarl on his face as he responded, โ€œBut, youโ€™re my step-sister; isnโ€™t that wrong?โ€
You shrugged, โ€œI donโ€™t care if you donโ€™t. Plus, weโ€™re adults and we barely even know each other, itโ€™s not like our parents married years ago and we grew up as siblings.โ€
Fair point, not that Jake needed any further convincing.
โ€œIโ€™m not offering you this again, by the way. You either accept it now or youโ€™ll never get the chance again,โ€ you warn Jake, taking a seat down on the edge of his couch.
After a few long moments of pretending to weigh his options, Jake extended the end of the broomstick in your direction, slowly using the handle of it to lift your skirt. You didnโ€™t react, your eyes following the edge of the broomstick as Jake continued his actions. He lowered his head slightly, confused as to why he couldnโ€™t see your panties, until he realized.
You werenโ€™t wearing any.
He cleared his throat, quickly pulling the broom away before leaning it up against the wall. โ€œSure, whatever, I guess. As long as you donโ€™t tell anyone.โ€
Easiest deal of his life.
Jake made sure you kept to your end of the deal, and maybe took some advantage of it.
The first incident occurred a few weeks after the agreement, when Jake had to cover for you upon missing Sunday service due to you being hungover.
โ€œShe was up all night designing flyers for the coat drive next week,โ€ Jake addressed your motherโ€™s concerns, resting a comforting hand on her shoulder, โ€œshe really wanted to come to todayโ€™s service, but I told her she should get some rest.โ€
Your mother clutched her heart, staring up at Jake in complete awe, โ€œYN? My YN?โ€
Jake nodded, a sheepish grin on his face as he responded, โ€œThe one and only.โ€
Your mother was skeptical, tilting her head at her stepson with her brows furrowed, โ€œJust doesnโ€™t sound like something she would do, unless there was something in it for her, of course. Youโ€™re not covering for her, are you?โ€
Jake faked a laugh, โ€œThe only thing YN is covered in is the blood of Jesus Christ.โ€
โ€ฆAnd apparently Jakeโ€™s cum only a few hours later.
โ€œโ€ฆNow, guess whoโ€™s stuck designing flyers for the coat drive? Me!โ€
โ€œI told you I would do it, you little brat,โ€ your fist tightens around Jakeโ€™s clothed cock and he groans, squeezing his eyes shut at the new, uncomfortable, yet pleasant sensation.
You were slightly off-put and a little humored when Jake showed up to your apartment requesting, โ€œA handjob but I, like, keep my boxers on. Like, just do it through my clothes.โ€
โ€œWouldnโ€™t you ratherโ€ฆhave your boxers off?โ€
โ€œAre you nuts? Iโ€™m not letting you touch me,โ€ heโ€™d said, unbuttoning his dress pants as he lowered himself on your mattress.
You obliged his request, awkwardly rubbing him through his boxers, watching as his facial expressions changed so quickly and constantly. His brows would furrow then relax, lips would twitch before sinking his teeth in them, all while he tried his best not to finish embarrassingly quick.
Which didnโ€™t work.
Jake was already on the edge of cumming when you lowered your head down to his groin, placing a small peck against the head of his clothed cock, the material sticky and wet from his precum.
His body jolts at the touch, arching off the mattress with swears spewing from his lips as his orgasm washed over him. He shoves his boxers down in record time, grinning to himself when you groan in agony when his cum lands on your cheek.
Had you been literally anyone else, maybe Jake wouldโ€™ve felt bad that he came so quickly and didnโ€™t have the energy nor interest to give you anything in return; but he didnโ€™t. This was an agreement, and as long as the two of you held to both your ends of the deal, there was nothing to feel bad about. He didnโ€™t owe you anything else.
Surprisingly enough, the arrangements werenโ€™t happening as frequently as Jake hoped they would.
You immersed yourself into the church community, showing up to Sunday Worship and Bible Study as if it were a second nature. Jake should be proud, really, that youโ€™re serious about being devoted; even if it was under the premise of obtaining your fatherโ€™s inheritance, but heโ€™s pissed.
He waited weeks for you to slip up, intentionally scheduling a Bible Study session or some church fundraiser at a time where he knows youโ€™ll be busy and have no choice to skip, but you show up.
To every fucking event. Until you donโ€™t.
Your younger cousin was getting baptized and you missed it, and if it werenโ€™t for Jake making up some lame excuse and covering for your ass, your mother wouldโ€™ve gone ballistic on you.
Jakeโ€™s happy to cover for you, though, knowing heโ€™d be getting something in return not too long afterwards.
After weeks of feigning, that simple slip up was how Jake found him back between your thighs, pumping his cock along the outline of your cunt through your thin panties.
โ€œWhatever,โ€ you sneer, propping yourself up on your elbows, โ€œmarriage is the last thing on my mind right now.โ€
Jake rolls his eyes, pausing and grateful at the fact that he has a better of your tits. For some godforsaken reason, the air conditioner in your home is always on full blast, and despite assuring your guests that you donโ€™t feel that cold, your body certainly says otherwise; if the way your hardened nippled poke through your shirt is anything to go by.
He licks his lips, pumping his dick a little faster as he leans down and traces his tongue along your clothed nipple. Youโ€™re saying something, maybe asking him what heโ€™s doing or to keep going, but he canโ€™t hear you; having you like this is new territory for him, nothing else in the world mattered at this moment.
His saliva stains your t-shirt as he continues, moaning against your chest as he flicks his tongue against your bud. Jake lightly traps your nipple between his teeth, tugging on it just enough to sting before releasing it once again, lapping his tongue against it as if to apologize.
Your hand moves to his hair, giving it a tight grip as Jake moans before shoving your arm away entirely. โ€œAre you insane?! Donโ€™t touch me!โ€
โ€œBut-โ€
โ€œWait.โ€
Fuck, that felt good. It wasnโ€™t much but it felt so fucking good.
He needed more of you, fuck all this waiting for marriage bullshit. He tried his best for as long as he could, and he doesnโ€™t want to fucking wait anymore.
โ€œI wanna try something,โ€ he mumbles, wasting no time in pushing your panties to the side. The sight of your glistening cunt is enough to make his mouth water, and Jake swears he can hear a choir of angels singing as he stares down at it in awe.
โ€œJake, I thought-โ€
โ€œFuck that,โ€ Jake is quick to cut you off, already knowing what your next words were, โ€œI donโ€™t wanna wait anymore; show me how.โ€
โ€œHow to what?โ€
โ€œThe one thing you know how to do.โ€
โ€œOh, fuck you. Youโ€™re such an asshole.โ€ You say, but it doesnโ€™t stop you from maneuvering your right hand between your bodies and gripping the base of Jakeโ€™s cock, encouraging him to scoot forward as you guide him directly to your hole.
You donโ€™t move him any further, making the choice of letting Jake decide whether heโ€™s serious about this.
He is.
He presses the head of his cock further into you, squeezing his eyes shut as you wrap around him so snug and perfect. He stills his movements, head dropping to your shoulder with a groan.
Itโ€™s already too much and heโ€™s not even halfway in. It feels too good, so wet and warm and tight, better than he couldโ€™ve ever imagined.
โ€œFuckโ€ฆโ€, he mumbles into your shoulder, taking note of how none of this barely had an effect on you.
โ€œItโ€™s okay,โ€ you assure him in an oddly sweet tone, โ€œtry moving.โ€
โ€œI canโ€™t, think Iโ€™m gonna come if I do.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™ll be fine, just-โ€
Jake lets out a loud, frustrated groan as he raises his head away from your shoulder, โ€œYou wouldnโ€™t fucking get it.โ€
Jake spent too many countless nights imagining this very scenario, and now that itโ€™s finally happening he can barely even handle it. Everything feels too good and itโ€™s all too much for him to bear.
He pulls his dick out of you entirely, giving himself a few hard pumps as his impending orgasm approaches. It looks almost painful, the way heโ€™s gripping and pumping his cock, how red his tip is, youโ€™re surprised a few tears donโ€™t slip from his eyes when he finally does finish, painting your thighs with his cum as his body trembles.
He rests a shaky hand on your knee, grip on his cock softening as he makes a mess across your panties, thick, white ropes of cum staining your underwear.
โ€œFuck,โ€ Jake mumbles to himself as he steadies his breathing. Heโ€™s never came this hard before, to the point where he feels exhausted and genuinely empty.
โ€œAre youโ€ฆokay?โ€ You ask, cringing at the sticky feeling between your thighs.
Jake nods slowly, sitting himself up as he tucks his now-softened cock back into his boxers, โ€œLetโ€™s, uh, get cleaned up so we can go.โ€
His head his spinning as he rises from your bed, a dizzy feeling coming over him as he stands. Fuck, maybe this is why he shouldโ€™ve waited for marriage.
โ€œGo where?โ€
โ€œBible study is starting soon,โ€ he explains, โ€œif we leave now we can stop by Taco Bell beforehand, I need a Baja Blast.โ€
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hiii, this has been stuck on my head for days so i just had to write it.
word count: 1.7k words
pairing: prohero!iida x afab!reader
cw: sorry this is a lot of just smut.. no real plot
not proofread, sorrryyyy :โ€™)
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ProHero!Iida who was never one for intimacy. He was always too busy with work and running his firm, never having time to look into relationships aside from the practicality that they could bring; double incomes, continuing bloodlines. They werenโ€™t his thing.
ProHero!Iida whoโ€™s attention was captured by you, the newest hire at the firm. Something about the way you carried yourself was so captivating to the young hero.
ProHero!Iida who found himself sneaking unnoticed glances at you when he could. Making excuses to talk to you when in the office. He figured he would wait for you to take initiative, show some interest. After all, relationships werenโ€™t his thing.
ProHero!Iida who noticed his glances getting returned, met with a smile from your pink glossed lips. Starting more idle conversations, too distracted by the sweet notes of your perfume to speak of anything notable.
ProHero!Iida who slowly works up the courage to ask you to drinks one night, having much more of a fun and special night than he could have ever expected. The mood between the two of you at work had uplifted, being much more light for the two of you.
Drinks now becoming a common meeting place for the both of you after work or on the weekends. Iida, after many pep talks in the mirror, had now begun to muster up the courage to ask you to something more formal, more personal.
โ€œ[Name]! Good thing I caught you.โ€ Iida spoke, catching you as you were headed toward the door. โ€œHm?โ€
โ€œApologies, but would you..like to go to dinner with me tonight?โ€ He trembled just a bit.
He cut the silence that followed, thinking he may have gone too far.
โ€œWell, I understand you had a long day actually- Iโ€™m sorry for asking so soon, it must be-โ€
โ€œI would love to!โ€ You interrupted. โ€œThat sounds very fun Iida, what time works?โ€
He smiled, a newfound passion filling him.
ProHero!Iida who couldnโ€™t deny the feelings he had for you anymore, especially after your dinner. Acting like an excited teen boy, letting his desires and thoughts of you consume him deep into the night, later than he would ever think of staying up. Pants and whines filled the heroโ€™s dark room as he palmed his length through his boxers. He felt so..dirty touching himself to his dear colleague. At the same time, he couldnโ€™t help himself. You were the first person he had felt this way about. A heavy sigh left his parted lips as he finished into a nearby towel, still thinking about you.
ProHero!Iida who, now more than ever, wanted to be around you. You had gone on multiple dates with the broad hero, your feelings growing stronger day by day, as were his. One night though, when the two of you were getting ready to leave the restaurant Iida you had just eaten at, he invited you over.
โ€œ[Name].. There is something I have been meaning to ask you. If you are comfortable with it, would you accompany me back to my house?โ€ He avoided eye contact and rubbed his arm nervously, expecting rejection.
You were flushed, not knowing what to expect. With how you felt about him, there was no way you could say no. So, you smiled and accepted.
ProHero!Iida who led you into his home, making sure to offer any comfort he could. Drink? Blanket? Was the light too bright? Too dark? You sat down on a couch in the main room, him following next to you.
โ€œ[Name], truth be told, I donโ€™t know exactly how to say this.โ€ he started, โ€œI..when I wake up in the morning I think of you. I think of you until I walk into the firm and see you smiling, and the second youโ€™re out of sight I cannot help but let my thoughts continue. You are so dear to me, and Iโ€™m not sure I have ever felt like this for anyone. You consume my very being, and I brought you here to tell you that I, I have feelings for you. Feelings that are too strong to hide anymore.โ€
You couldnโ€™t hide your smile, feeling the same exact way as him. Not to mention how sweet and personal his confession was.
โ€œTenya,โ€ You paused, searching for the right words to say, โ€œyou have no idea what those words mean to me. I would be lying if I said I had no feelings for you, and it makes me so happy to hear that you feel the same.โ€
ProHero!Iida who couldnโ€™t believe the words that escaped your mouth. His breath hitched, and he found himself scooting closer to you on the couch. The two of you were now painfully close, the room filled with the slow breathing coming from you. Then he asked.
โ€œCan I kiss you?โ€
โ€œYes.โ€
And all at once he cupped your face and met your lips with his. It started off slow, an innocent deep peck. The kiss deepened and his hands moved from your face, snaking around your waist, pulling you closer.
He pulled away. โ€œ[Name].. please,โ€ he spoke, keeping eye contact. โ€œI need you. Let me have you, please.โ€ his voice was now filled with desperation. He made his way to your lips again, then your cheeks, feathering slow kisses along your jawline and down your neck.
โ€œTenya..โ€ you breathed.
โ€œDo you want me to stop?โ€ He pulled back.
โ€œNo, keep going..please.โ€ You whined. You knew how pathetic it sounded, but you couldnโ€™t help the growing heat in your lower belly. You needed to feel relief.
ProHero!Iida who leads the two of you to the bedroom, laying you down. Who takes his time removing each layer of clothing, leaving small kisses in between. The sight of you under him, red and covered by nothing more than a sheer bra and matching panties.
He noticed your attempt to rub your thighs together, trying to relieve the growing pressure.
He smiled, โ€œLet me help you.โ€ He searched for permission in your eyes, only proceeding when you nodded yes.
He wasted no time, dipping his hand into your panties, fingers teasing at your slit. โ€œYouโ€™re so wet [Name]..โ€ He rubbed your slick around, finally taking one of his fingers and dipping it inside of you, curling it ever so slightly.
โ€œF-fuck Tenya..โ€ you cursed, embarrassed that all it took to get you hot and bothered was a single finger. He brought his other hand under your bra, prodding at the hardening bud. The combination of pleasure surging through your nerves was almost too much to handle. You already felt yourself nearing your finish. You couldnโ€™t help but whimper under him.
He smiled, knowing he had to be doing something right, and slid another digit in. Watching your face contort as you came undone from just two of his fingers inside you. You grinded your hips down on his hand, needing that final push before you could finish. Your orgasm soon came crashing down on you.
โ€œOh Iโ€™m-!โ€
โ€œGoooood, thatโ€™s good. Ride it out.โ€
He watched your body intently, noticing how your back curved as your orgasm surged through you.
Your moans were replaced with heavy breathing as he pulled his fingers out and stood up, beginning to undress. You couldnโ€™t take your eyes off of him when he got down to just his boxers, tenting as his erection pressed almost painfully against the fabric.
And he wasโ€ฆbig.
You too stood up and made your way over to him, first planting a kiss on his lips. Him leaning down, wrapping his muscular arms around your bare waist. Your hand travelled down, touching his erection through his boxers.
ProHero!Iida who watched your face as you pulled down his boxers, watching his throbbing cock spring up and slap his abdomen. He hissed as air hit his dick.
ProHero!Iida who wasted no time helping you remove your bra and panties, the two of you now completely bare.
You laid down, he followed, now laying next to you. โ€œ[Name].. if you donโ€™t mind, could you follow my lead for a moment?โ€ He asked shyly, โ€œOf course. I trust you.โ€
He rolled you over on your side, his cock now pressing behind you, resting on your back.
โ€œIโ€™m going to enter myself now.. if you need me to stop please donโ€™t hesitate to let me know.โ€
His arms locked you in place as he wrapped them around your waist tightly. Ever so slowly he put his tip in your warm entrance, moaning at the new sensation.
ProHero!Iida who was now buried deep inside you, relishing in the shape of your walls and and how perfectly they housed him. He dreamt of you, of this very experience, but you far exceeded any expectations.
ProHero!Iida who thrusted inside of you, quickening his pace gradually. Replacing the lewd wet slapping sounds with small words of praise, the position you were in making it easy for him to whisper and nibble on your ear.
ProHero!Iida who wished he could listen to nothing more but your moans and whines, see nothing more than your smaller frame unraveling with his touches.
โ€œYouโ€™re doing so good, take it just like that..โ€
ProHero!Iida who makes sure you finish on his cock before he even thinks about cumming. The sweetest sounds fill his room, his ears, he wants right now to please you more than anything.
As you cum, he continues a steady pace, riding you through it. โ€œMhm, thatโ€™s it.โ€ he grunts, pulling his cock out and pumping it a few times before finishing on your ass.
ProHero!Iida who rushes to draw you a bath and clean you up, preparing you a set of sleeping clothes. He bathes you, apologizing if he went overboard and still showering you with praise.
โ€œYou did so good, such a good girl for me.โ€
ProHero!Iida who lays down next to you, watching you until heโ€™s sure youโ€™re asleep. He feels he can now rest knowing youโ€™re okay. He kisses your forehead once before nuzzling into you and falling asleep too
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mxrcurysb1tch ยท 1 month ago
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๐“‚ƒโ‹†.โŸข Astrology observations pt. VII โŸข .โ‹†๐“‚ƒ
๏ฝก๐–ฆนยฐ Hi my loves! I Hope youโ€™re all doing well. Donโ€™t forget that you can send me any astrology related questions to my asks and I will reply the best I can! (Please note that I donโ€™t do vedic, persona charts or super minor asteroids). As always, take what resonates and leave the rest! <3
๏ฝก๐–ฆนยฐ 8th house synastry is the energy of unrequited obsession. It feels absolutely magnetic. Naturally, being the 8th house, the obsession will be very secretive and can involve frequently checking their socials, following them and just โ€œhappeningโ€ to be at the same place at the same timeโ€ฆ generally just creeping on them in secret. The connection is likely to be very one-sided, with the house person being much more intrigued and concerned with the planet person. The planet person may be completely oblivious to these feelings. The house person may even be deluded into thinking there is a mutual connection. It can sometimes feel like being torn apart by the sheer weight of this longing and the impossibility of it all.
๏ฝก๐–ฆนยฐ 1h: Lilith/Pluto/Saturn/Capricorn/Scorpio: you probably have been told you have a resting b!tch face or just a mean looking face in general. Everyone thinks you look intimidating or angry or unapproachable. Donโ€™t worry though, youโ€™re baddass.
๏ฝก๐–ฆนยฐ Moon in the 1h synastry: The moon person is inclined to share their inner feelings with the house person because they feel intrinsically understood and comforted by them. The house person seems to instinctually know what the moon person is feeling and will know what to do to cheer them up and validate their emotions. I have this with one of my friends, his moon in my 1h, and despite us not being all that close, he opened up to me about something emotionally traumatic that happened in his life and I found myself compelled to do everything I could to make it better. Weโ€™re now really close because of that experience.
๏ฝก๐–ฆนยฐ Iโ€™ve noticed that 8th & 12th house natives have this interesting thing where they donโ€™t always need direct experiences to learn lessons. I feel like they pick up on subtleties very easily so they can learn life lessons extremely fast and even without direct experience. They absorb the energy from those around them, learning what to do and what not to do just by intuiting and observing. Their lessons may be very psychic/emotional/mental rather than being outward so they can sometimes feel that though they have all of the same wisdom (and usually more) than their peers, they lack the concrete tangible experiences to go along with it and they can sometimes feel โ€˜left outโ€™ of or unable to relate to the physical world.. They can also sometimes treat the physical world like it is optional or just not worth their time. 8th housers especially can develop a lot of apathy.
๏ฝก๐–ฆนยฐ Capricorn mars is the warrior placement. Mars is exalted in Capricorn and it is for a reason. Unless they also have other more emotional placements or afflictions, these people never ever throw fits. Instead, they calmly get on with whatever life has handed them and make the best of it every time. They are adept at turning pain into power and being extremely resourceful. They may have come from poverty or lack or even abuse but they do not wallow in it or allow it to stop them. These people have the drive and ambition to accomplish their goals despite any obstacle and that is truly an admirable trait.
๏ฝก๐–ฆนยฐ Libra moon with Aries Mercury is such an interesting opposition to have because theyโ€™re always talking a big game about all the thrills and dramas going on in their lives and all the people that have gotten on their bad side, who they hate and such but when you actually observe them in action theyโ€™re very accepting, easygoing people who donโ€™t actually start drama or have these โ€œwildโ€ moments at all.
๏ฝก๐–ฆนยฐ it is really important for cardinal signs, especially moon to do something active or physical to get out of an emotional rut or stagnation. Transmuting and expelling energy is super important for them and creating something can help them to feel theyโ€™ve accomplished something for the day. Feeling useful and productive is extremely important for cardinal energy. Exercise is the biggest one imo but it could also be channeling energy into work, creative endeavours or even taking the focus off oneself and looking to helping others instead. Anything that is proactive. It may not help them to do a more passive activity or rest before they have had this release of stagnant energy because they might wind up more frustrated than before.
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femimation ยท 4 months ago
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Jax and Ragatha are both eachotherโ€™s antithesis and parallel.
That is to say: Theyโ€™re doing the same thing in opposite ways.
In the Jax post I made I mentioned at the end that I think Episode 4โ€™s mask theming goes beyond the main focus of Gangle, specifically that it also applies and is shown through Ragatha and Jaxโ€™s storylines.
Letโ€™s dive into that more! The episode literally starts with an interaction between these three.
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Obviously Gangleโ€™s comedy mask would have to break to kickstart this episode, and obviously Jax would probably be involved in that, but I still think itโ€™s very deliberate that this scene only contains these 3. Theyโ€™re the characters the episode is about and that youโ€™re supposed to pay the most attention to. Theyโ€™re the ones wearing masks, (literal or metaphorical) following the episodeโ€™s main theme.
But focusing on Ragatha and Jax, the both have very notable behavior changes in this episode for different reasons. Ragatha acting different because of the stupid sauce and Jax after the training/employee reevaluation/torture thing.
Heeeereโ€™s where I may lose some people: I think their behavior changes are meant to evoke the typical behavior of the other in some subtle ways.
Some specific examples before I generalize: On the stupid sauce, Ragatha essentially repeats a sentiment Jax made earlier in the episode.
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She isnโ€™t โ€œacting like Jax,โ€ she says it in a bit of a nicer Ragatha-y like way. She even acknowledges that she was being rude.
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On the other hand, once Jax is mellowed out, he asks Pomni how she is. The past three episodes have had Ragatha constantly doting over Pomni and asking her how sheโ€™s doing.
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Which again, is not to say Jax is โ€œacting like Ragathaโ€ exactly, heโ€™s nowhere near as interested or overbearing as Ragatha typically is.
But thatโ€™s all still part of my point, they arenโ€™t mirroring the other one to one, not even close, but their roles are swapped regardless.
Ragatha speaking her mind to everyone however rude it may be: Telling Gangle sheโ€™s annoying, Zooble that theyโ€™re grouchy, Jax that she hates him, complaining about Pomniโ€™s connection with Gummigoo.
Jax being calm and even downright friendly: Exchanging pleasantries with Pomni, not messing with Ragatha in herโ€ฆ state, (barely even reacting to her) going along with the adventure until itโ€™s over.
Not exactly like the other, but evoking the other. I think this is written purposefully.
Why? Refer to the title of this post. I donโ€™t think itโ€™s a coincidence that these twoโ€™s own respective focus episodes are going to be back to back as episode 5 and 6. Theyโ€™re the same and theyโ€™re opposites.
Ragathaโ€™s โ€œmaskโ€ is being overbearingly caring, wanting everyone to like her and think of her as nice or even motherly. She will act like this regardless of how she really feels about something.
Jaxโ€™s โ€œmaskโ€ is being unbearably antagonistic, wanting everyone to think he only cares about his own entertainment and that their wellbeing never even crosses his mind. He will act this way regardless of how he really feels about something.
Their swapped roles in this episode is a display of these masks beginning to slip, making their parallels abundantly clear.
Gangleโ€™s drawing posted on Glitchโ€™s social media really runs this all home for me.
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Gangle draws herself with Pomni and Zooble, all happy and talking with eachother. Pomni and Zooble are upfront with the other characters, they arenโ€™t wearing masks. The both make effort throughout the episode to be there for and help Gangle. Therefore, they can be connected with. Their care is always genuine because theyโ€™re always honest.
Ragatha and Jax canโ€™t be connected with. Ragatha, despite probably being a genuinely sweet person, is too far behind her mask to reach and tell what of her is genuine and what is a performance. Jaxโ€ฆ acts like Jax. Even though heโ€™s probably quite an average person behind the mask.
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Jax and Ragatha are both unreachable to the other characters for the same reason, despite their typical behavior being so opposite. Their true selves are both hidden behind opposite masks.
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pupkashi ยท 22 days ago
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a/n: hi hi !! i hope you guys like this little one shot !! please let me know what yall think :3 <3 not proofread at all oopsies
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obsessed with the idea of sung jinwoo, notoriously terrible with names, remembering yours after only meeting once. jinwoo is immediately taken by you, he debates letting himself get injured just so you could heal him.
the debate lasts but a heartbeat in his mind as he lets himself get a couple cuts on his cheeks, smiling as he defeats the beast in front of him before heading over to you. โ€œcould you-?โ€ he motions to the wounds and you nod quickly, holding your hands over his wounds and healing them.
โ€œthank you, i donโ€™t think i got your nameโ€ he gives you a small smile, stifling a chuckle when he sees your eyes go wide at his statement.
โ€œmustโ€™ve slipped my mindโ€ you chuckle, โ€œIโ€™m y/n, itโ€™s nice to meet you hunter sung.โ€ jinwoo is looking at you with more interest than you thought he would, biting the inside of your cheek to try and hide your nerves.
โ€œplease just call me jinwoo, y/nโ€ he smiles, liking the way your name fell off his tongue, โ€œIโ€™ll see you around.โ€ thereโ€™s a charming glint in his eye that makes your knees buckle as you say a small โ€˜goodbyeโ€™ to him, heart racing as heat rises to your cheeks. you didnโ€™t think youโ€™d bump into jinwoo again, coming to terms with your schoolgirl crush that would go nowhere.
three weeks later youโ€™re sitting in a coffee shop half empty cup in front of you as you mindlessly scrolled through your phone.
โ€œy/n, itโ€™s nice to see you again,โ€ the deep voice pulls your attention from the screen, your eyes meeting jinwooโ€™s blue ones. he finds it endearing the way your eyes widen a bit upon seeing him, a smile on his face. โ€œmay i?โ€ he motions to the seat across from you as you nod with a small smile.
โ€œhunte- jinwoo, hiโ€ you correct yourself, fiddling with your fingers as you set your phone on the table, โ€œhow have you been?โ€ jinwoo takes a sip from his drink, pausing before replying.
โ€œIโ€™ve been good, what have you been up to?โ€ he fights the urge to ask if you were waiting on someone, a date? the thought alone makes his heart drop. what have you done to him?
โ€œnothing much,โ€ you say, โ€œwas supposed to meet a friend for lunch and catch up but she had to go deal with some dungeonโ€ the tone of dejection in your voice doesnโ€™t go unnoticed, jinwoo frowning at your reply.
โ€œim sorry,โ€ thereโ€™s a small pause before he speaks up again, โ€œwould you like to join me for lunch? I would love the company.โ€ the charming smile on his face has your knees weak again, your heart racing as you look at your phone, no text from your friend.
โ€œyeah, thatโ€™d be niceโ€ you reply, a smile on your face as jinwoo sits across from you, staring at the menu. thereโ€™s a small pout on his lips as he struggles to find any food to order. โ€œthereโ€™s not many food options hereโ€ you speak up, โ€œwe were gonna just go somewhere else to eat.โ€
jinwooโ€™s ears turn red as he stares back at you, setting the menu down and nodding. โ€œoh, didnโ€™t know thatโ€ he mumbles. you smile at him, cocking your head slightly.
โ€œis it your first time here?โ€ you question, jinwooโ€™s cheeks are now the same pink as his ears, as his eyes go slightly wide before closing slightly.
โ€œhonestly, i only came in because i saw you in hereโ€ a sheepish smile on his rose tinted face as he scratches the back of his neck nervously. you canโ€™t stop the heat rising onto your cheeks, the butterflies in your stomach going insane as you tried to hide the smile on your face.
โ€œshall we?โ€ jinwoo grins, standing up and following you out of the cafe. you thank him for holding the door open for you, mentally taking note of how much taller than you he was.
after a bit of wandering and small talk the two of you find a restaurant, entering and taking a seat. the conversation flows easily between the two of you, you feel strangely at ease despite this only being the second time youโ€™d spoken to the man.
jinwoo offers to accompany you back to your apartment, you give him a soft smile and nod.
โ€œyโ€™know im a hunter too, right?โ€ you tease, jinwoo laughs, holding his hands up in defense.
โ€œsorry, just wouldnโ€™t feel right if i didnโ€™t even offer to walk to you homeโ€ the charming smile on his face isnโ€™t helping your growing affection for the hunter.
thereโ€™s a comfortable silence between the two of you, your hands brushing against one another as you walk side by side. the two of you are looking in opposite directions, hearts racing as your pinkies link, a small shock is sent up your hand. neither of you say anything, jinwoo is biting his bottom lip, failing miserably at hiding the smile on his face.
โ€œim kinda shocked you remembered my nameโ€ you speak up, breaking the silence and looking at the taller man next to you. โ€œi heard youโ€™re terrible with themโ€ a small chuckle leaves your lips and jinwoo laughs softly.
โ€œoh yeah, im the worst with namesโ€ he admits, his face is completely pink now, and heโ€™s avoiding your gaze at all costs as he opens his mouth and closes it, thinking before speaking up again. โ€œyou just really caught my attentionโ€ he blurts out, trying to ignore igris and beru cheering him on from his shadow.
youโ€™re a bit stunned at his words, heart leaping at his confession and you test the waters a bit by unlinking your pinkies and instead intertwining your fingers with his. โ€œoh?โ€ you giggle, as jinwooโ€™s blue eyes stare at you, the panic looked on his face morphs into a more relaxed confident one.
โ€œIโ€™ll admit I had a bit of a thing for you tooโ€ now itโ€™s your turn to avoid his eyes. jinwoo smiles, humming softly and cocking his head โ€œhad?โ€
you stumble over your words a bit, โ€œhave, present tenseโ€ you finally say, jinwoo isnโ€™t hiding his smile anymore, not even trying to suppress the small giggle leaving his lips.
the rest of the trip home is filled with giggles and bashful smiles, your stomach sinking a bit when you finally reach your front door.
โ€œthank you for today, and for walking me homeโ€ you say, the two of you standing in front of the door. jinwoo is smiling down at you, eyes darting from your lips to your eyes. your heart skips a beat, not wanting your time with him to end yet.
โ€œof course, anytimeโ€ he says, clearing his throat and snapping out of the trance like state he was in. the two of you are quiet for a second, giving him a small smile and wave as you unlock your front door. โ€œwhen can i see you again?โ€ he asks, a lovesick look on his face as he stares at you.
you canโ€™t help but feel excitement bubble in the pit of your stomach, thinking for a moment before replying. โ€œFriday, pick me up at 6?โ€
jinwoo smiles, nodding happily before waving goodnight to you, waiting for you to close the door before he turns on his heel. the giant smile on his face is enough for igris to tease him, he doesnโ€™t care, he feels on top of the world. he stops dead in his tracks as he takes his phone out of his pocket.
how did he forget to get your number?
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lovelyladyabsinthewrites ยท 9 months ago
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Four to Tango (poly!Mates Bat Boys)
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Pairing(s): Rhysand x Reader, Cassian x Reader, Azriel x Reader
Warnings: foursome, smut, just a reason to create smut where three gorgeous fucking men rearrange your organs, cunnilingus, fingering, p in v, never ending orgasms lol, overstimulation, all three of them are utter teases, polyamorous mates, no jealousy, rhys loves to watch his brothers fuck you stupid, my emotional support bat boys, i desperately need them rn, foursomes are hard to write ngl ๐Ÿซ 
Words: 5836
Summary: Three of them at the same time? You may not make it out alive.
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Life before your three mates had never consisted with as much sex as it does now. In fact you were a virgin when you met the Illyrian trio. Not for lack of trying to get into a relationship. There were other concerns for you to attend to that distracted you from finding a partner.
Then Azriel literally fell into your lap. Followed by Cassian descending from the sky while laughing at the other who was blushing furiously and trying to scramble off of you with a string of apologies. Rhysand, with a flap of his wings touches down to the ground with an entertained grin. Until his violet eyes noticed you. Really noticed you. Almost reading into your soul.
Had it really been only four months since then?
Thinking about it had you blushing into your pillow. Four months of mind shattering orgasms and lavished with never ending affection. You must have really been good in your past life to receive these three as a reward.
Rhys shifts beside you. Voice husky from sleep but practically purring when he wraps his arms around you. "Seems like its been longer than four months, huh?"
His palms flatten against your midsection. Warmth immediately spreading across the plane of your skin. You wiggle closer to him and in reply, Rhys buries his face in the juncture of your neck. His lips pepper small kisses along the soft skin of your jugular.
He took turns with Cassian and Azriel as to who spent the night with you. It was only fair. You told them that you cared for them all equally and it didn't matter to you. You'd accept whatever they could agree upon without there being any jealousy.
Rotating was tricky in the beginning. Giving them each the same amount of attention to prevent feelings of being left out. And maybe you were starting to get greedy with their love because you couldn't help but feel incomplete without the other two when you were in one's bed.
Your inner musing catches Rhysand's attention; seemingly waking him up. The arm laying on top of you is removed when he sits up. Did you unintentionally offend him with your thoughts?
"Would you be interested in all three of us here?" He questions.
You turn to address the high lord of the Night Court. Beautifully and sinfully sexy the way he leans on his elbow to gaze at you. Tousled black hair shifting across his brow. What an alluring sigh the made. Tattoos and scars marking the smooth surface of his tan skin.
"All three of you in this bed?" It had been done before when you wanted to cuddle with all three of your mates. Rhys' bed nearly broke, not large enough to support two extra heavy frames.
"More than that." Rhysand's thumb brushes a stray hair out of your face. The depth of his tone had a warmth shooting down to your core. Thighs press together, you melt under his attention. "All three of us feasting upon you. At the same time." A growling undertone hits your ears. Your breathing becomes shallow as he holds your gaze.
You gulp, mind already racing when you whimper out "A-All of you?"
Rhys reads each and every one of your dirty thoughts, his lips curling sinisterly. "Can I take that as a 'yes', love?"
A furious blush overheats your cheeks and the tips of your ears. "I-I. . . How would that even work out?"
He leans in and nips at your already burning shell of your ear "You leave that to us."
Ever loving to tease you, he leaves with that promise hanging in the air. Claiming he had work to do but that he'd see you for lunch. For a while you lay in bed, thinking of the dark glint in your mate's eyes.
Surely, all three of them would be way too much for you to handle. Each of them were terrifyingly well-endowed. Especially Azriel. It took several tries to get more than the head of his cock inside of you. In the end he had to ease it in slowly over several dates until you could fully sheath him.
It became your hyperfixation throughout the day. As you went about the House of Wind to when you were out in the town market.
When you bump into Mor back at the townhouse, she manages to make you squeal on what Rhys had brought up earlier that morning.
Mor lets out a low, impressed whistle. "You have got to be the luckiest female in all of Prythian. What are you sweating about?"
"I can barely handle one of them at a time, Mor. I fear they'll kill me. Death by cock. I don't want that on my tombstone."
"Death by cock doesn't sound too bad." she hums but it turns into a snort when she catches your distressed expression. "Quit fretting. They'll take good care of you."
Chewing on your bottom lilp you knew you probably came off as silly to her.
Mor's hand caresses your upper arm. In a short amount of time, Mor had become the big sister you never knew you needed. She became your confidant and would keep all of your secrets; take them to the grave if required. "They're dumb males but they love you. Never in a million years would they ever dream of doing anything to hurt you."
That was clear to you since day one. The Cauldron destined all three of them to be your mates for a reason.
And it could be fun.
Who were you kidding, you knew it would be fun. Having sex with them individually always reduced your bones to pure pudding. They were overly generous lovers. Always making sure you climaxed first. Treating you not like a queen but a divine entity to be worshipped. Their faces, your thrones.
Talking with Mor did you good. You felt absurd at your previous concern. This would be the experience of a lifetime. Getting to love all three of your mates at once had you giddy.
After Mor leaves, you're constantly checking the clock. Almost lunch time. That meant your boys would be home at any minute. Your heart felt like a energetic bird in a cage, banging against its bars in desperation to get out.
You debate going upstairs and changing your underwear to something sexier when you stand to head toward the stairs, that's when the front door opens. Poking your head out from around the corner, you confirm it to be your boys. You were still getting used to the feeling of the mental connection that connected you to your three mates. Cassian and Az are in the middle of a conversation behind Rhysand when the trio walks in. Rhys grins at you before grabbing the attention of the Illyrians who stop their chatter.
Never one to be subtle, Cassian struts past them and pulls you out into the entry hallway. He swoops down to capture your lips with his, picking you off your feet unintentionally. His kisses always took all the air out of you, making your head delightfully light and floating. Cassian's eyes hold specks of glittering gold when he returns you to the ground.
"Welcome home." you breathily greet him. You swear Cassian puffs his chest out like a proud parrot every time he can get your vision to go starry with his kisses.
"You should've moved in a long time ago. I like coming home to you." Cassian's voice is smooth, deep as if purring.
Rhysand chuckles at your swooning thoughts toward the general. "Easy Cass. Get her any more riled up and we may not make it to the bedroom in time."
The cool caress of Azriel's shadows slithering up your legs accelerates the 'lub dub' of your chest.
"Aw, am I exciting you princess?" The general gets an immediate reaction when he picks up the scent of your arousal dripping from between your legs. Dark delight curls Cassian's lips.
Rhysand and Azriel appear to smell you as well. Hunger straightens their backs and their pupils blowing out. Azriel's serpentine shadows squeeze the fat of your upper thigh, another prods curiously at your clothed pussy, asking for permission inside. "Now sweetling, you wouldn't want anyone to come upon us and ruin our fun. Be a good girl and head up those stairs."
"You heard him." Rhysand reinforces Azriel's command when you hesitate, your face beet red. His chin tilts up, gesturing to the staircase on your right.
They looked like three wolves before they pounce on the poor unsuspecting lamb. You go up the stairs on wobbly legs. Every inch of you tingled with anticipation feeling the heat of the boys at your back. They're basically panting behind you, forced to watch the sway of your hips and ass as you go up one step and then another. Its a race to the bedroom door. You're the one to twist the knob, but its the flat of three palms against the door's smooth frame that shove it wide open. Cassian scoops you up, the ground slipping out from under you.
Cassian twirls you around before settling you down on the mattress like the treasure you were. If he possessed a tail, you bet all the riches in Prythian that it would be wagging fast. His lips are placing kisses all along your exposed legs, having flipped your dress skirts up. You uncontrollably giggle when he reaches the upper insides of your thighs, so close to your core.
You catch Rhysand's dark chuckle, the door closing shut follows after.
"Impatient as ever, Cass." Azriel comments and moves to one side of Rhys' bed while Rhysand stalks toward the other.
Hovering over you with his hair tickling your face, Cassian smirks and gifts you one last kiss before allowing you to sit up. With your three mates in front of you, you couldn't help feeling a little shy. Individually, you'd become sexually confident with them. But to have three pairs of lustful eyes all focused in on you. . .
You fidget and squirm, feeling the space between your legs flutter. "S-So. . . how is this going to work?"
"Nervous?" Rhysand reaches his hand out to gently stroke a lock of your hair.
"A little. I mean, to have the Night Court's high lord, general and spymaster all together is a bit intimidating. But I trust all of you." You grip Rhys' hand and move it towards your lips to kiss his knuckles; swearing that you hear him sharply inhale as you do so. You spoke the truth when you said you trusted them. They had you feeling confident and bold with the lavish amounts of love that they bestowed you with each day. How they made you feel like you could take on the very world itself as long as they were by your side.
Letting go of Rhysand's hand, you start to undress; overtly cognizant of their heated stares. Fully naked, you decide that Azriel's been so patient in waiting for attention. He grins when you crawl onto his lap and cup his jaw to pull him into a fervant kiss. His wings twitch and the shadows that perpetually clung to him push you closer against his form. In the background, you hear Rhysand and Cassian shuffle around. You wonder if they'd talked about this often.
"Oh, we have." Rhysand grins. "Many times. Sweetling, you have no idea the of the plans we've devised."
Azriel bites your lip in the moment making you gasp. Those powerful hands of his grip your ass tightly, forcefully moving you in a grinding motion against his hardening cock. Not caring that a smear of your arousal shined on the fabric of his pants.
"All the ways we can absolutely devour you."
Behind you, sharp teeth graze your shoulder making you squirm even more on Azriel's lap.
"The delicious thing that you are, it was necessary to. . . coordinate our moves." They move from your shoulder to your neck.
Your moans are unrestricted, they simply go directly into Az's mouth. He greedily feasts on them, tendrils of shadows softly gliding down your calf and to your ankles.
Now, Az.
You're not spared even a second before you're flipped around. Azriel takes hold of your wrists, splaying you out in front of Rhysand and Cassian. Their tattoos free from the confines of their shirts. And of course their well endowed shafts were already hard.
Rhysand is on his stomache, creeping closer to your pussy lips to brush his mouth against it before nuzzling with the tip of his nose at that little bundle of nerves that had the muscles in your thighs twitching. Teasing at first until his tongue lazily toys with it.
Azriel has you completely restrained. Nowhere for you to run or hide.
Fingers rub along your labia that was coated in your slick. Rhysand uses his fingers to gently pull your lower lips apart.
Your hazy gaze falls on Cassian who is gently stroking himself. He sends you a wolfish grin when he catches you. "Feel good, princess?"
All you can give out in response is a kiltered mewl. Rhysand was making his circles larger and larger around your clit. The tip of his finger starts to tickle at your entrance.
"A-Aahh-" Head lolling back, it falls against Azriel's shoulder. He's kissing the length of your neck, definitely leaving love bites.
Inch by inch, Rhysand inserts his index finger in you and ever so gently begins to curl his finger from inside of you. It's featherlight but enough to send an electric jolt through you and up your throat. Between your legs, Rhysand is constantly changing his speed and pressure. You squirm when Rhysand easily slips another finger inside of you and picks up his tongue speed on your clit.
You're trying your best to gyrate your hips to a near grind against Rhysand's face but Azriel's pesky shadows simply wouldn't allow it.
"Please!" You moan with another pathetic thrust of your hips.
Rhysand's lips smirk against your pussy.
"What do you say, general? Should the high lord let our well mannered lady come?" croons Azriel as he nips at the soft spots on your neck.
The tip of Cassian's cock is blushing with the most perfect bead of precum like a pearl. His lips curl in a smile when he catches your pretty eyes staring at him. He makes a show and swoops his thumb over the tip of his cock, dilated pupils observing how your mouth unconsciously opens with want to take in Cassian's member. And he would love to shove his cock down your throat, but that would have to be another time.
Instead, Cassian chooses to cock his head in scrutiny. "Too soon, don't you think?"
You desperately shake your head in disagreement but behind you Azriel laughs. "You're a cruel bastard aren't you?"
Shrugging indifferently before turning a wicked smirk your way, Rhysand returns to teasingly feasting on you as you squirm to shove your pussy closer to his mouth. He reduced his tongue strocks to pathetic kitten licks that had you wanting more.
Replacing Azriel's hands was the cool grip of his shadows as his hands now grip your tits. Scarred finger pads toy with your nipple until both are erect. Between your legs Rhys continues running the flat of his tongue up and down, dealing little rolls of the tip of his tongue against your clit occasionally. Just enough to keep you on the edge.
You're a whimpering, moaning mess. Half lidded eyes are barely able to make out the now fuzzy image of Cassian as he strolls to your other side. He puts one knee on the bed and leaning on his hands for support, he bites at your free tit that isn't being tortured by Azriel's loving pinches. His mouth latches on instantly.
Focus all over the place, you're lost in your own heady bliss and while you were denied your orgasm, your whole body was trembling from your mates' individual actions.
When Rhysand sits up, you nearly scream in frustration and pull at your shadowy restraints. "No!!"
They laugh at you and the bucking of your hips against empty air. You find yourself being manhandled once again, your tummy pressed against the mattress with your ass high in the air. Instead of Azriel's cock springing in front of your face its' Cass'.
Not needing any instructions, you take him into your mouth. You feel Cassian twitch against your tongue.
"See what a good girl she is, Cass? Come on. She deserves to come." the High Lord runs his hand along your flank, giving the globes of your ass a small squeeze. "Accidentally" slipping his thumb past your pussy lips.
Just to show Cassian what a good girl you were, you swallow more of his girth down your throat and hum. The vibrations that jolt up his cock has Cassian jerking his hips with a groan and threading his fingers into your hair. Rolling his head back, Cassian feels the walls of your throat tighten.
Through the warming of his face, Cassian trains his eyes back on your face.
"I think to sweeten the general up, perhaps our good girl should make the general come." You barely hear Azriel's smooth voice over the pounding of blood vessels in your ears. The entirety of the bottom of your face is covered in your own saliva and Cassian's precum. Your breathing was labored as you even struggled to inhale through your nose. Determination burning you up from the inside as you enjoy Cassian's cacophony of moans. Fueling the inferno in your core that has you wantonly feverish.
Obscenities made up of wet gagging noises coming from you and Cassian's own erratic growls fill Rhysand's master bedroom.
If anyone were to walk by outside-
"Don't think of that." Lightly scolds Rhysand. "There is no world except for the one in this room." His tongue licks from your clit to your perineum making you shiver and moan with your mouth full of Cassian.
There's a tug from Cassian's hand in your hair, pulling you back to the present matter at hand. He grinds his hips against your face. You're more than happy to forget about any sense of decorum or shame.
Your thoughts please Rhysand as he practically purrs against your pussy before he starts a full on make-out session with your lower lips. Your pitiable moans that send pleasurable quivers through Cassian's cock was enough to have his grip tighten in warning before shoving you off. Immediately follows the ribbon of cum shooting from his tip
"F-Fff-Fucking good girl" Cass' tone sounds like a curse but his red cheeks and heaving chest told you plenty. In a appreciative gesture, you run your fingers through the tantalizing streak of his happy trail, skating over the ridge of his cum gutters and up the mountain of abs.
It's all you can do as Rhysand spears that exquisite tongue of into your pussy while also stimulating your clit.
Alright, the general has spoken, sweetling. I'll give you a big reward.
Rhysand makes sure to keep his hands attentive to your messy, wet pussy when he pulls his face away. From the mess you left on his hands, Rhys uses it to coat his cock and and gently taps the tip against your entrance.
All the while Cassian brushes a few strands of hair out of your face before cupping it in his massive, callused hands. He always held you like you were a fragile egg. Intently watching every twitch of your face as Rhysand slowly pushes the blunt end of his cock into you. Inch by inch, he sheathes his member; like a sword with its scabbard. Your mouth parts, forming a soft 'o' shape as you feel your gummy walls accommodate his girth. For even Rhysand its a snug fit but being patient rewards him. Strong hands keep your hips in place.
Need to make sure I stretch you out a little before you take Az.
You're surprised you have a bit of your whits with you as you numbly think Where is Az?
"I'm right here, princess." Azriel sits on the bed once again, this time matching everyone else's nudity.
Again you're taken aback by how truly lucky you are when you gaze at Azriel and Cassian with half-lidded eyes. Cassian was already at half-mast in a matter of seconds thanks to the way your tits bounced when Rhysand fluidly slid his cock in and out. The powerful lines that composed their physique. Each muscle a testament to the trials and tribulations they have survived through. Your mates.
"Yes." He picks up his pace while swiping his thumb over your clit. "We're all your's sweetling." Heat radiating off of Rhysand makes your back start to sweat. Especially when he leans his forehead to press against your shoulder as he nearly folds over you, his thrusts becoming more animalistic as he neared the pinnacle of his own pleasure.
It's ridiculous how hard Rhysand can make you come. Overwhelming that your own small body could hardly contain it in your physical vessel. You can't help the tears that warm the backs of your eyes as you feel a thousand stars burst from inside of you. Stardust blurs your vision as your pussy walls clamp down on Rhysand mercilessly in your orgasm.
You're grateful that Rhysand solely is keeping you up. Your own body fails you as muscles spasm and every bare inch of you grows overly sensitive to Rhys' tightening grip.
Searing heat fills your core. The only sign that Rhysand has reached his climax as well besides the vicious bites he leaves all over your shoulders.
Your boys laugh when you face plant into the mattress, a heaving mess already and Cassian nor Azriel have had their fun yet. You will your arms to lift you up.
Red faced Rhysand takes pity on you and wraps one arm around your midsection to help you at least sit up enough to focus on the other two males whose chest are heaving just as much as yours'. Azriel's pupils have swelled till they took over his natural eye color. They'd look terrifying if it weren't for their raging cocks.
Well. . . the sight of those impressive members were slightly terrifying but also thrilling. Surprised when you felt your sticky pussy clench with need. Spoiled your cunt had become. Utterly spoiled by your three indulgent mates.
Cauldron grant you strength.
"Az and Cass will take care of you while I get you some water." Rhysand breathily tells you as he attempts to catch his own breath. You pout slightly when he moves to leave. He kisses your lips to placate the pout. "I'll be back. You'll be good. Won't you?"
"Always." You beam up at him. It has Rhysand melting, debating on staying and sending for one of the wraiths to fetch you water, but he knew you loathe the idea of anyone hearing your moans besides your mates.
With another promise of being prompt, Rhysand takes a second to at least put some pants on before leaving the room.
That's when Cassian unexpectedly pounces on you, pushing you back down against the mattress as you squeal your surprise. His lips are all over you, nips and kisses alike.
"Remember, we have to wait for Rhys." Azriel pipes up much to Cassian's chagrin as he shoots the spymaster a tampered down glare. While he's not too bothered with waiting, that doesn't mean he wasn't going to play around with you a little bit.
"Yeah yeah I know." Cass grins, his face leans down to hover over your tits before he takes on in his mouth. His teeth gently tug at your nipple making you warble. He hollows out his cheeks to give it a good suckle. "You'd probably do with a good tit sucking, Az." Comments Cassian once he removes his lips with a loud 'pop' noise.
"Then quit hogging them." Grins Azriel and pushes his brother's face away from your chest. Actually he nearly shoves Cassian off of you in his haste to latch his lips around your pert and abused bud. Imprints of Cassian's front teeth could be made out on the delicate skin of your breasts. Cassian doesn't put up a fight and watches Azriel swiftly clamber atop of you.
His giant wings block out the rest of the room, encasing you so that you could only focus on the spymaster.
He slithers down onto his tummy, his face making a slow ascent to your tits. Biting at the undersides, soft and tender and already baring red marks from Cassian's previous nibbling. Azriel's palm goes to cup at your heated pussy, still slick from your orgasm and leaking even more now with their touches.
You grind against his bare hand, absolutely drooling at the deep growl that rolls through him when you do so. Feel your lower lips spread against his palm, Azriel lets out another debauched groan that was now being muffled thanks to your nipple in his mouth.
Wrapping your arms around Azriel's head, you pull him closer to your chest and weave your fingers into his dark hair. In response his suckling becomes louder, the sensation shooting a thrill to your pussy. You coo praises with your head thrown back and your legs wrapping around Azriel's waist.
"Uh-uh sweetheart." Azriel lifts his face when he feels you trying to wiggle onto his cock. "Cassian has to stretch you out next."
"I've taken you before though. I can do it without any prep." Complaining, you're basically whimpering when Azriel peels himself completely off of you. You want to bite your tongue off for even saying anything.
"Looks like she's about to have a tantrum." Teases Rhysand when he opens the bedroom door to slink back in, but it was true. Azriel had worked you back up and now you were in need of another cock inside of you.
At least he's able to stop your pouting when you hands you water. You didn't realize how parched you were until the first splash of cold water hits your tongue. Guzzling it down, you're not paying attention to your bat boys having a silent conversation. One that you were not allowed in on.
Rhysand winks. Distracting you from Cassian sneaking up and lifting you high up onto his shoulders, smashing his face right into your pussy. Your fingers claw at his shoulders for stability as you feel yourself teeter to and fro.
"Cass!" Squealing, you can't enjoy his tongue fucking into you since you're doing your best to not fall.
Doesn't help when you can feel the vibrations of Cassian's low chuckle.
Its hard to forget just how powerful your mates are. Reminded consistently by their massive muscles. Cassian's hands never quivered in holding you up above his face.
You shiver and go slack jawed.
There you go.
Shadows help you to steady yourself on Cassian's hands, giving him your absolute trust.
When he's satisfied with how wet you are, Cassian slowly moves you down onto his lap. Each inch of him you took in, you let out sweet little cries. Lewd squelches emit from your singing pussy, Azriel and Rhysand watch with rapt attention at the general's cock splitting you open.
Your high lord nudges at his spymaster.
Azriel obeys and right in the middle of a cry provoked by a particularly hard thrust on Cassian's end, Azriel shoves his cock into your wide open mouth. The back of your throat is punched by the tip of Azriel's cock, enticing your gag reflex to choke you. Corners of your mouth ache when your lips have to widen even more in order to take Azriel's fat dick. Your eyes burn with dewey tears and a silver string of saliva dribbles down your chin.
Cassian continues to fuck you harder and your muffled cries has Azriel's spine tingling and his cock twitching in your mouth as his hips continue to thrust in and out.
Even with Cassian supporting all of your weight, you find your thighs trembling and hips quaking every smack of Cassian's pelvis meeting your ass.
Surprisingly, Azriel's own rhythm matched that of Cassian's. They really did plan this out. Impressive.
"We had to plan things out. You could get hurt otherwise." Rhysand replies. He couldn't explain the immense arousal it gave him to watch his brothers spitroast you. To watch the veins in your throat bulge and your red face streaked as pleasure induced tears slip down your cheeks. Quite the sight to behold and the most beautiful image in the world to Rhys.
The same time your head was bobbing, so was your ass as Cassian lets out possessive growls that outwardly had him appearing vicious. Cass' grip on your thighs told him otherwise, it was one of assured strength that he would not let you fall.
He knew you always thought yourself to be the lucky one in the relationship. Lucky to brag of your three strong mates that could rule all of Prythian's courts if they developed the taste for it.
In all honesty, they were the ones who felt like the luckiest bastards.
A mate wasn't something they ever thought would be bestowed to them. Blood trailed behind them. Brutal childhood years that physically and mentally scarred them for life.
You were their reward for all those horrible years.
And he couldn't imagine sharing you with anyone else but his lifelong friends that were basically brothers to him.
You're slapped across the face as another climax seizes control of your limbs. Spasming against Cassian's face that was now utterly demolished by your slick that gave his lips a shiny glaze.
You don't give Azriel an opportunity to pull his member out of your mouth before he too is creaming against your tongue. Thick, long ropes that coats your esophagus.
Abruptly, Azriel rips his cock out of your mouth as Cassian flips you onto your back and with one hand, holds your knee ditch in place and truly pounds into your pussy that had your tits bouncing uncontrollably from the velocity. He's smacking your wet, overly sensitive clit using the flat of his fingers. You shriek, feeling your back swallowed up by the mattress below you. Cassian could crush all of your bones and you wouldn't give a flying fuck in that minute.
With one last, devastating thrust, Cassian spills his warmth into you.
Giving yourselves extra time to come down from yet another post-coital high, Cassian slips out from you and gently places your legs back down. He pats your flank like you're a brood mare. "Atta girl."
Unable to conjure the energy to laugh, instead you wheeze out a scoff and half-heartedly swat at his arm.
He casts Rhysand and Azriel a teasing grin. "She's ready."
Azriel, your usually sweet and gentle Azriel suddenly has a predatory glint in his eyes. "Spread her."
Working together, Rhysand and Cassian grab hold of one leg each; parting them so Azriel can lewdly examine his prey.
"Look at this." Azriel hums and swipes his finger along the slit of your pussy, collecting a bit of Cassian's cum on his index finger. "Already stuffed. I wonder if my cock can even fit in there with both Rhys' and Cass' cum."
Despite your heated blush that made you dizzy, your lips quirk up. "The only way to find out is to try."
With all of the mixed liquids coating your cunt, it was pretty easy for Azriel to slide half of his cock into you. The rest he eased in with a few rocks of his hips. A growl that comes from the pit of his stomach is ripped out of Azriel, his wings flaring out when he takes you. His brothers continue to possess a secure hold on your thighs as their eyes focus in on the contorting features of your face.
The pressure of his cock is enough to pin you down. Overwhelming even but you'd taken his shaft before and you were determined to do it again.
In order to do so, you will your body into complete, ragdoll obedience that relaxes your entire body; even the death grip the walls of your cunt had on Azriel. It garnered him more wiggle room to start bullying his cock further into you.
Rhys actually breathes out a soft laugh "Wow. . . is that what being 'cock drunk' looks like?"
Cassian groans and using his free hand begins to fist his dick. "Cock drunk on Az's cock, princess?"
Unable to laugh, instead Az's lips twitched into a grin; one of his hands roam to stroke your cheek. You're thoughtlessly nodding along to whatever Cassian was saying. All you understood were the two words "Az's" and "cock".
For a second, you really do fear that Azriel will split you in half when his length pushes past the sensitive roof of your pussy and rams its head against your cervix.
Each love tap had your toes curling inward and your eyes rolling back.
Another?
Greedy girl. Do you even know how many times you've come?
You squeal, hips meeting Azriel's in perfect synchronicity. They can taunt you all they wanted. As much as they made you cock drunk, the three of them were completely pussy whipped.
In retaliation Rhysand gives your nipple a harsh tug. "You'll pay for that later, sweetling."
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Exhausted was an understatement.
All four of you lay in a disgusting heap of limbs and collective sweat. Half of Cassian's body hung off the edge of the bed. He didn't mind. At least he was able to cool off even his foot was basically touching the ground and put a few inches between himself and Azriel. You lay between the spymaster and the high lord. Waters were retrieved after the fun was officially over.
Now you lay with your mates sated and unspeakably happy.
Your inner musings have Rhysand smiling. He turns your face toward him using but his fingers on your chin. "We live to make you happy." Rhysand languidly kisses you, enjoying the flavor upon your lips. A combination of everyone's juices. They would help you get to the bath. Eventually.
"I'm taking it the princess was satisfied?" Cheekily grinned Cassian.
You laugh though it costs your body to wince in slight discomfort. "Yes. If you didn't notice, I quite enjoyed myself."
Azriel nuzzles his nose along the length of your neck. Mentally you make a note that you'd have to visit the dressmaker so that they could alter your gowns to make them cover your neck and chest. Without context, many would assume the red marks all over your body was a sign of disease. Showing up to a professional meeting with hickeys all over your body wouldn't bode well either.
"Lets try double penetration next time!" Chimes Cassian.
Mother be good, these boys were certainly going to be the death of you.
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"๐๐ข๐œ๐ค-๐€-๐‚๐š๐ซ๐: ๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐๐ž๐ฌ๐ข๐ซ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ ?" โœง หŽหŠห—
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โœง ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐Ÿ.
๐๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐Ÿ ! ๐‹๐ž๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ข๐ง๐ :
ห—หห‹ Okay ! Here is it - are you quite dominant? Well because I feel so through your energy. You had be someone who is hot and seductive in other's eye but at same time there's this caring or nurturing side to you that makes you completely different. It's like both hot and spicy to you. What makes you even more desirable is the way you can be useful for others or the way you can just spark your influence even on the most strongest relations and things ,it's just your power or we say charisma that makes you go all around as an addictions for others. You are in people's mind basically in their fantasies where they want to take you for all themselves or want you to take them . I don't know if you are often sexualised or have encountered something like that because there is this strong Lilith energy here . You are also a person with dark secrets or mysteries that draw people to you .
ห—หห‹ At same time as I said you are nurturing and caring but apart than that you have this experienced wisdom or lessons that people are in need for , you are thoughtful and resilient at same time which makes people around you more inspired for . You are someone who won't leave the person behind when they come to you and at same time you get help too from them but most of them kind off betray you or betrayed you because of which you have grown more independent and detached kind of person.
ห—หห‹ People will be more fascinated if they just see your divinely side , that could make anyone get enlightenment because you have changed yourself a lot from your past to here in present . People believe that you are not only physically charismatic which attracts people to you it's also your very mentality or your inner self which attracts more opportunities to you or , whatever you want to have already.
โœง ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐Ÿ.
๐๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐Ÿ ! ๐‹๐ž๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ข๐ง๐ :
ห—หห‹ Okay ! Here is it very interesting- are you someone who is not gonna fight physically rather make someone on their knees for you by your charismatic logical diplomatic talks/debate? Like here is it you are someone who is all no-nonsense, logical and practical at times with heart on their sleeves . You are quite fast and fiesty in a calm unique manner which somewhat gives me the vibe of an unique aquarius influencing you . You are ambitious and studios , somewhat may be that typical "cold hot nerd" of your domain. You had be someone who speaks less, works more . A person of few words - speaks in a way which is enough for someone to take and digest. You won't even hesitate to stand up for yourself or for others even you had be a single person in this whole universe . I'm also getting that you have sharp face features or attractive hands /arms/legs that makes you desirable; physically .
ห—หห‹.Okay , we have strong earth energy here - mix of air too somehow . You used to someone who would go behind others for help but later on you changed - you left and worked on yourself leaving people In shock that how could you be someone like this now , like someone who doesn't even care if they are alone without someone has changed so much . Hence, you don't need people rather people need you . I'm also getting that you people could be more connected to your mother or any mother figure, possible that you have a single mother or your emotional connection is more with your mother than with someonelse . Even divine salutes to your determination that when you don't find something that could take you out of any situation they will give help to you in a sense that would test your creativity.
ห—หห‹ Last but not the least - you are someone who focuses on Their own business. There this quote that goes - "mind your own business, then of others" which you apply In your life and to yourself. You don't give lot of attention to others rather focuses on themselves . If you could just belive that thing I see in you is that- no matter matter where you are or what you are doing if you give your best you will excel to best even it seems worst to do though.
โœง ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐Ÿ‘.
๐๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ๐ญ๐ž ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐Ÿ‘ ! ๐‹๐ž๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐๐ข๐ง๐ :
ห—หห‹ okay , here is it - are you happy go around person ? Haha because I see so , if you that this purity and flick of innocence that makes people more drawn to you . You people could be good comedians or entertainers , with this I'm getting too that you have a charming smile and laughter which spreads positivity around . If someone wants to have an emotional connection you are the one best to go with ! But why if you ask ? It's because darling when people want someone to share and understand their emotions and themselves with someone who has experienced same you are the one there among all . You could be achievers even someone who takes up a role of a psychologist or counsellor for others in need. You are good manifestors in life and if possible you people could even manifest for others, start making subliminals you know- an extra message I got for you all .
ห—หห‹ okay , the next thing I can see is that you people are patient In nature , in this fast Paced world being a calm slow being is difficult but you are the one who has achieved it and when we get around such people like you we feel somewhere at peace and safe. You embrace is like a call of warmth we need in harsh winters. But don't let this get people take advantage of you because not everyone is very good in this world . I can also see that some of you could be chubby or if not chubby than cute for sure in other's eye . I feel melodious voice too that you too can have.
ห—หห‹ I can also see that you are someone who dominates or unknowingly dominates indirectly with your nature , you appear to be sexually attractive because of your mystical aura . Some of you could have scorpio influence over you like signs and all and even if not then also you have or things which makes you appear to be so like that . You are very spiritual too and serene. There's this vast deep ocean of knowledge that people seek nowadays In life to go ahead . Most of you could be someone who praticse divination or belive in it.
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