#but I feel bad

[smalltimidbean]

What if I just like never posted again

[whitemonsterfan]

Urge to punish myself for cutting off a friend vs. Desire to stay clean of s/h

[jel-randombooth]

I think I'm in looove

[llycaons]

I fucked up and didn't call in a relief person bc I thought we'd be done and we weren't...I had to go but I feel like I left her there 😭

[lunadreamsdespondently]

Starting season 2 of Young Royals

big fan

hate sara

but still a big fan.

[loki-hargreeves]

This little guy followed me to the bus this morning and I got some weird looks but what was I supposed to do, throw it away??

Anyway I found a safe place eventually

[melovrs]

guys what do i do if i'm losing motivation for fyh..!!

[milliesfishes]

need to take a break for a min my head is throbbing

[robo-nya]

my big heart is always taken advantage of

[whyispaflsoaddicting]

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[bees-fandom-hive]

i want to keep doing benji week so bad but oh my god everything I draw right now looks like shit HELP MEEEEEEE!!!!

[lowcallyfruity]

Hi guys one of u should buy this for me

[endyark]

rips my hair out

[thvnderdraws]

what happened im so embarassed to post my art now

[king-haroldd]

gay shit is happening to me but it’s bad

[wanderingmind867]

hey there!

just wanted to come in here and say I really like reading your posts! I don't know much about Marvel or Percy Jackson, but they're still really interesting to read, especially because you seem to enthusiastic about it all. hope you've had a lovely day!

(also, I believe you can block anons! it blocks their ip address so they won't be able to harass you anymore. Looks like you've turned off anon asks (don't blame you, I would have done the same!) but just in case you wanted to block the guy who was sending all the hate mail for the future)

@spiritbox713 Thank you for the response. I almost wish I'd gotten this response immediately, because your information would have been incredibly helpful. But I've already deleted all the anonymous asks, so I can't block him now that I've done that. And I'm not sure I'm ready to allow anon asks and allow him to stake a second offensive, so to speak.

And while I'm here, I'm going to turn this into a vent post all it's own here. I still feel bad that I haven't told my dad that I have this account. Because literally, I never originally intended to post here. But the button was there and I realized I could use it to share my ideas. From there it grew, to the point where it's 3-4 years later and I have 11,000 posts. And my dad knows about none of them. He knows I have an account, he doesn't know about the posting. And I don't know how he'd react. I don't want to break his trust or make him feel bad. My dad is the only person I have irl who I'm close to, and I'm very dependent on him. I'd feel bad admitting this. But I probably should. When nobody in my real life knows I have a blog where I've shared my first name, age and hinted at my location (if not outright said it once), that's probably a big problem. So, idk what to do.

I didn't even want to use this account for posting initially. I'd stop posting as frequently if I could browse tumblr without an account, even! But tumblr won't let me do that! So now I live on the dashboard being sedentary 95% of the time. I hate it! I wish I could browse anonymously sometimes!

I probably shouldn't keep venting here for now, so I'm going to end this here. But expect more vent posts soon, because I still have all this on my plate.