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#I have a neurology appointment tomorrow and it's the only thing I can think about#bc either they allow me to start Botox or ajovy or whatever or I get kicked back to another anticonvulsant#I'm not opposed to trying topomax or something in the future just bc another anticonvulsant gave me headaches#but I don't want it to be the next step#I've waited long enough for actual care#so basically tomorrow I learn whether I get actual medical care and hope for the future. or I have to get a new neuro#and have to try another med that might make me Worse#I have been such a good patient I have tolerated things that are truly intolerable#I want my healthcare. I want my life back lmao
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all the vivziepop critical posts thinking they're making a good point shitting on Sinsmas while in reality it just exposes their absolutely nonexistent media literacy.
"Stolas is a bad father, a bad lover, selfish and he doesn't try enough"
Girl, have you ever heard of a character arc? We are in mf season two for a show that will be 5 seasons. We're not even at the midpoint. Three doritos ago, people were shitting on Blitzø for his emotional unavailability and lack of commitment, and now that his arc has progressed, he's everyone's favorite. How about you wait until the story is done to draw your conclusions? I know. Revolutionary concept.
Alternatively, if it makes you so angry that you want to shit yourself, you could just. Stop watching. And let everyone else enjoy in peace.
#helluva boss#vivziepop critical#don't get me started on the absolutely braindead takes on Millie's cliffhanger#or Stolas's relationship with Octavia#smh#stolas#blitzo#stolitz#to be real there were SO many great things in this ep that no one is talking about#like can we just appreciate blitzo's growth for one second?#at the start of the season blitzo would have pushed stolas away for feeling unworthy and responsible for the fact he can't see his daughter#now he is there for him. he reassures him. and even though he hasn't said the L word yet itnis very visible in everything he does#this season was focused on blitzo's growth and coming to accept he is in love and worthy of it#i am sure the next will focus on stolas and learning accountability and responsibility for his actions#and frame that in his relationship with blitzo and octavia#and on the side it might focus on blitzo learning to be a partner and beginning to work for that family he wants (with stolas and the girls)#he might become the medium that intervenes with octavia thus building a relationship with his step daughter#and also loona. loona might become a bigger piece in the rescue-octavia arc
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Fearne has seen a version of herself that has gone down a very bad path in EXU. […] She doesn’t know where in the timeline that Fearne was, and if every sort of step that I’m taking, “Is this gonna lead me down to that path - to the bad Fearne?"
#critical role#ygifs#fearne#cr3#thinkin my dark girl fearne thoughts and all the pacts she just ''selfcares'' herself into lately :)#skips around the room giggling thinking about the high warqueen elmenore and her fearne plans#I say thats my abandoned emotionally fuckedup ruidusborn downbad chaos girly and I want her evil but I want her safe😵💫#I do love fearne's interaction with evil fearne literally was just fearne being like lol but how cool are u hmmmm#and yet fearne is actively concerned about That fearne while actively taking steps more likely to lead her there hmmm#also like I don't Need there to be payoff for ollie's plague nightmare of fearne but like dot dot dot#anyway fearne moments are the hottest moments next#my galpaloway
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the poor little meow meow-ifictation of saionji in this fandom has got to stop i can't take it any more
#he is an interesting character yes and i like him but some of you act like he is eternally and exclusively a victim which is not true#yes he is a victim of akio and of the narrative (like every other character. he is not perticularly special in this regard)#no he is not a victim of the patriarchy (he in fact benefits from it directly at the cost of the girls around him)#no he is not a victim of wakaba (??not sure where this even came from) no he is not a victim of anthy (watch the first episode again maybe)#some of you are at all times 2 steps away from becoming the next misandry in the utena fandom person#“erm the way he is punished by the narrative for failing to live up to the masculine ideal of the prince-#-is basically just as bad as the systemic abuse he participates in putting girls through“#good lord i do not want to hear your takes on any real world feminist issues#m#bad takes#(should probably remember to use that tag. even though this isn't really about anything super specific)#and it's not about any of my mutuals to be clear. you all know how to actually be critical of how much he sucks#AND write good nuanced analysis. shockingly you can do both. actually i don't think one is possible without the other
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Howdy, Heidi! You said that some fans picked up things that were done on accident… Were there more scenes like that? Also, were there scenes that you guys made on purpose but fans didn’t pick up / were aware of them? In shipping terms (hihi) and in general terms. Thanks!
I think in every type of media you will inevitably see versions of 'authorial' intent vs audience interpretation that overlap and differ from each other in many ways. (Authorial intent in quotes because in collaborative mediums like film and animation every single person on the pipeline who touches the work probably has a slightly different personal interpretation they're contributing to the final work, even under someone like a showrunner or a director).
Humans are smart and it's in our nature to look for connections and find explainations to questions, so most of the time if someone is putting something down, someone is going to pick it up, so to speak, and a lot of things ARE on purpose.
But this same phenomenon can also lead to us seeing connections in places that even the 'authors' might not have originally thought of while creating the work, and I think that can be pretty neat actually! I don't necessarily think reading alternate interpretations of works is wrong-- it can be very healthy to explore multiple reads of a narrative or a character/character dynamic. On Chaos Theory there were definitely times when we were like 'fans are probably gonna ship this even if it's not the text' haha. Sometimes fans latch onto headcanons you really have no control over. Sometimes things were animated slightly differently from how they were conceived (which is also a natural part of things).
But yes, sometimes I have seen a few other things that were interpreted in slightly different ways from how they were directed or written verbally, but I'm personally of the opinion that it's more fun to leave some things visual and open to a little interpretation rather than beating the words over the audience's head and having the characters constantly announcing 'I'm feeling this because of this!' And going 'this is the only way to interpret the show and the characters and if you don't you're wrong!'
It's usually not a huge deal. I think even as we were working sometimes I'd make connections to myself that weren't necessarily spelled out to us and go 'oh, this is a throughline for this character actually!'
Like for example- if I remember correctly, the original direction behind how Kenji reacted to Ben's apparent death was that it was supposed to the first time he'd ever seen someone he really KNEW seemingly die right front of him, and being unable to do anything about it deeply affected him. Ben is a very important turning point in his character development regardless of which way you read it.
And I think this is actually something that just continued to stack onto his character throughout both shows whenever any of his friends lives are seriously in danger. In Camp when he's still unable to do anything but comfort Sammy while she's poisoned, to deciding it's too dangerous not to trade Wu's laptop for Brooklynn, to eventually throwing himself between the spinosaurus his dad is about to kill Darius with and choosing his friends over his own father and being willing to die with/for them... and then in Chaos Theory it kind of reboots all over again with Brooklynn dying and then his dad dying right in front of him, and his complex of not wanting to be useless and trying to do whatever he can at the expense of even himself to keep the loved ones he has left safe is kicked into overdrive.
I think there are a lot of things like that where the intent is not always verbally spelled out, but the more important thing is that it's still (hopefully) making you feel something.
#anyway tldr there always are but I don't think it matters all that much usually#part of the dance of doing a show is offering things up for interpretation and hoping folks pick up on it#I think that one shot I in Camp did also just haunts me because I felt like I accidentally contributed to 'queerbaiting' at the time#but having been on both the creation side and the fandom side of shows now#when fans toss around accusations of queerbaiting and all that in fandoms I'm in it just makes me tired now ajjdjd#and honestly personally some of my favorite ships are not canon and are from things that have long ended and will never be canon#but I've always had some of the most fun with those because folks tend to get more creative with fanworks for ships that aren't canon#my controversial fandom conclusion v_v#I will just end things by saying sometimes 'authors' intend for things to go in different directions than fans want or interpret#and I love shipping as much as the next person#but it can be good to step back and examine stories and characters from a non shipping view sometimes too#both? both. both is good#Sammy and Yaz were always shipped by everyone on the crew though lol#jurassic world chaos theory#jwct#jurassic world#chaos theory#chaos crew#storyboard artist#camp cretaceous#ask#anonymous
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HAPPY VERY LATE PRIDE MONTH!! 🥳🏳️🌈
Drawing this was my odyssey. Anyways, I think they're best friends.
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#artists on tumblr#fight club#fight club 1999#soapshipping#tyler durden#the narrator fight club#pride month#cnebhfeuwfnbw pushed my limits with this cause I really wanted to draw something substantial#it's this month's serious drawing heuehdueheh#next step is to stop being a pussy and learn backgrounds#and proper lighting#and *dies*#I would've finished it like two days ago but I kept playing roblox with my sis#we beat everyone's ass in dress to impress it's amazing#hope I don't develop a fucking roblox games addiction cause that would kill me both mentally and spiritually#huhu anyways#very proud of this drawing#I played around with many brushes and that's how I got to the graffiti bg#the spraypaint brush is my new fav brush#expect spraypaint drawings huhu#collapsing now#bye pookies stay awesome#muah#martyryo
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I've never done a poll before, so good luck
Who do y'all think Time'll handcuff to him be with for his group in the dungeon? I've seen a lot of people say he will try to control who goes with who since he's scared for their lives rn (valid)
The options are the individual boys, just go with who you think is most likely to be in his group I guess?
Anyways like I said I've never done a poll so it might be messed up or make no sense, should be fun :D
Let me know if this doesn't work. And yes I know it's not well organised.. it's ok. right?
I think that unlike when they split in the Divine Dark Reflections arc, they might try to stay in bigger groups, and I think Time would probably want to have as many close to him as possible (his group have three or four), but I uhh didn't know how to incorporate that.
It's silly, but right now I can't stop imagining a scene where they reach the central room and everyone sprints off into the groups they want before time can argue.
Anyone who goes with legend will survive physically and anyone who goes with four will survive mentally.
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#just. scatter thoughts it's fine#I never thought I would think this but Wild might end up as the most mentally stable in a group if he's with time or twi#I struggled to find and say a reason for hyrule but. he's important ok. a very powerful magic cave boy#looking forward to legend stepping up since time is out of it and wars will walk in the wrong direction half the time#<a prev tag I wanted to include#this poll should be done in time for us to be proven wrong in the next update! :D#this is terribly put together and that's ok... right? yeah...#tell me if it doesn't work!! I don't know what I'm doing! :DD#I haven't posted in a bit because damn yall#I was waking up to so many hundreds notifications a day#I waited till it's died down a bit but I'm counting on this post to get five notes max#except I have no idea how polls work. lol#sorry my words are terrible I can't even tell rn. is 'most probably' proper grammar? if not that is not fair
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( ' ▽') "It's soft!!" (˚ ▽ ˚ )
Sorry Geo, they couldn't help themselves. But you have to wonder, are anime spikes always gonna be razor sharp or is it like natural hair?
#next step: pet omega-xis and see what his are like#and y'know geo had them ever since he was a bapbi so I assumed the latter#I wanted to draw him making cute faces also because I felt like practicing his eyes today#so. there ya go.#I'm sorry I feel like I'm bullying him again (it's not my intention;;)#doodle-daas#megaman star force#ryuusei no rockman#geo stelar#subaru hoshikawa#hey whose hand is that?#I don't need to tag him but I think you can figure it out
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Tomura please come back I beg you, they want to turn you into a comic character now these are scary hours without you here
#a fucking memoir#I love Spinner and he has all the right to want to tell Tomura's story to the world#BUT WHY HIM WTF#You'll see how next step is about Deku and Spinner working together to tell Tomura's story#Like bro if they actually cared they would have reveal it on tv#I don't hate the heroes but it's a near thing this chapter 😭😭#bnha 427#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#league of villains#lov#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#shigaraki tomura#bnha leaks#bnha manga spoilers
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I know everyone and their mother has given their opinion on the watcher situation, but as someone who is critical of this decision, I want to make it clear: no one is saying that they don't deserve to be paid a living wage. what people ARE saying is that there had to be a better way to do this.
if they truly needed money they could have:
promoted their patreon more
do a hybrid model where less "advertiser friendly" shows could be behind a paywall
release recordings of their live shows for money
advertised perks for joining youtube premium
be open and honest about needing money and asking for donations via gofundme or kickstarter or however they chose
there are people willing to spend money on them. The amount of patrons, the number of people who buy merch, and those who pay to go to live shows, should prove that. those who say otherwise are misunderstanding the situation, or maybe even purposefully misrepresenting it
#watcher#ryan bergara#shane madej#steven lim#i really don't understand why they thought this would be the next step#if they wanted to do this#they should have waited a few years#i want to see their spreadsheets bc they could also cut costs somehow#like 100k for a ghost files episode is crazy
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I finally found the source for the interview between Satomi Tadashi and Kazuma Kaneko (main writer and artist) where they literally call Tatsuya and Jun gay - (”homo” - english loan word). It’s from the Innocent Sin World artbook (pub. in 2000). Here is the translation, and here is a link to the artbook. It’s on page 32. It’s not like this is anything new, but I feel like it’s important to have the original text onhand when sharing stuff like this! Translation under the cut for ease of access/archival purposes:
— What do you think Jun thinks of Lisa and Tatsuya’s relationship? SATOMI: I think he wants Lisa to be a bit more gentle with Tatsuya. KANEKO: She’s really got a jealous nature, doesn’t she? “Shaddup, woman.” Didn’t everyone expect Jun to say that? And then he’d say “Tatsuya, hold my hand a little bit tighter please.” SATOMI: Well, everyone is free to think what they like about that. *laugh* Personally, I don’t think he’s necessarily gay. KANEKO: Jun isn’t gay…but he likes Tatsuya, right? SATOMI: He likes him. If Tatsuya asked, “Do you like me?” Jun would say, “I like you!” KANEKO: Tatsuya would ask “Do you like me”? SATOMI: I think he’d ask like that. KANEKO: I think he’d say something like “What do you think of me?” And then Jun would say, “I like you!” SATOMI: If Jun said something like that, he would turn his back and seem happy. KANEKO: Who would? SATOMI: Tatsuya would. KANEKO: Tatsuya would turn his back and say, “You do?” happily? Well then, he’s gay, isn’t he! SATOMI: *laugh* …that’s why I said that everyone can think as they like about that issue. KANEKO: Well, I don’t know much about that field, anyway. I’ll have to do a little more homework. Hey, does Jun have thick hair? SATOMI: It’s not thick. KANEKO: And Tatsuya’s hair isn’t thick either? SATOMI: Right. So even if it gets tangled together, they’ll be okay. (NOTE: This refers to old, old literary references in which two people slept together in the same bed, so close together that their hair got tangled together.) KANEKO: What, so they really are gay. I see, so they’re gay, huh…Well, then Jun’s probably thought of assassinating Lisa? By setting some sort of trap for her…
[credit to chthonian.net for the translation]
#persona 2#persona#p2#tatsujun#jun kurosu#tatsuya suou#shin megami tensei#smt#p2is#persona 2 innocent sin#this interview is right next to a bunch of fan-submitted BL art; lol#i find it interesting how casually they are saying this#i really love how satomi tadashi is like...maybe theyre not gay...but then automatically confirms that they are lmao#let me know if the artbook dl link ever goes down (send me an ask or whatever) i will be sure to reupload it#don't want to step on any toes while it's still up though - full credits to original scanner#i'll admit that i honestly couldn't believe that this translation was from a real interview for a bit because it seemed too good to be true#so i felt like the original text is notable enough to post on its own#yaoi#..for tagging purposes lol#joseiposting
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Tfw your favourite faux-leftist liberal shill turns against you. 🥲
#WE HAVE VOX#hahahahahhahahahha#you don't understand look at the Vox stories promoted on their twitter feed the last six weeks and now look at this#this fucking bootlicking shill turned against Biden#although now I'm thinking the Dems are setting him up to be fall guy#as though this is his circus instead of a bipartisan collusion with the military industrial complex#still it's a sure sign of the tide turning fast#ideally I want Vox bombed along with CNN but. Baby steps#Can't wait to see which dick-riding rag turns next#media manipulation#free Palestine#genocide Joe#fuck Joe biden#us politics
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i swear my stepdad is so illogical AND stubborn it hurts
#okay so strap in coz this is a wild ride#tl;dr we have been without heat and warm water for years and i mean literal years#because he refuses to pay off some debt he built up with the company#because he feels unfairly treated (let's not get into this. it absolutely makes no sense) by the company#so instead of doing the logical step of growing some balls and admitting he made a mistake and paying off his shit#he's been looking for a new supplier all over but the deal IS#that he's been doing this with a couple of places before and people are hesitant to even make him any offers#and you'd think that learning about THAT at least now he'd be like. idk willing to just pay off his debt and be done with it#but you'd be WRONG#now he's looking to just have our entire heating system replaced for the teeny tiny price of 25000 bucks#mind you his debt isn't even a THIRD of that#and obviously he can't afford those 25000 bucks#so what's his next step now you might wonder?#well good thing you asked. his next step is going off on ME for not paying towards the new heating he wants#and now that that's not working for him guess what he did next?#that's right. he bought shit expensive 'space heaters' that are pretty much just small little boxes that you plug into an outlet#and he swears up and down that they're going to heat up our house (it's negative degrees outside)#(it's obviously not working)#and genuinely. all i can think of is how much money he shoved into trying to macgyver this house into a house with warm water and heating#and how he blew off ten thousands of bucks he got paid when he retired within the span of two weeks#when this debt could have been paid off ten times over by now#so now you might be thinking. okay tiago. why don't you move out#good question you see. my mom is disabled and reliant on someone who cares for her#something that he can't won't and shouldn't do because the last time he sorta kinda tried she almost died and we had to call an ambulance#she wouldn't eat a thing if i weren't there to cook. the house would fall into disrepair if i wouldn't do maintenance all around#i've set up (functioning) heat in some areas she occupies and i've gotten a boiler going so she at least has warm water#i'm paying off their bills to make sure he doesn't skip on paying any others. i'm buying groceries for them because again they wouldn't get#any for themselves#and finally. i've offered to pay off his debt so that we can finally live like normal fucking people do#and guess what. guess WHAT. he just got mad at me for not adding money to that 25000 bucks pool for that new fancy heating he wants
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i just made a pak backpack btw :D
#im so proud of it#and myself#this is bringing me joy#can drop a tutorial btw#if wanted#but it was very fun#i enjoyed it#next step: learn irken#iz#invader zim#zim#iz zim#zim iz#irken#pak#irken pak#im a pro diy er now#also no i am not headless#i have a head#i had my head down#during that picture#and it looks like i don't#i promise i do
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OUT OF COSTUME/CASUAL BABYMETAL PHOTO THAT THEY POSTED ON THEIR INSTA STORY SHABAHANAKW
#WHO ELSE STARTED SCREAMING#once again....we are so fucking back#i don't think we've ever been this back since 2015.....#i used to pray to jesus every night for something like this to happen....#but then momoko appeared so now i pray to her#MOMOKO IS JESUS#LIKE DEADASS WITHOUT HER THIS WOULD'VE NEVER HAPPENED#MOA WITH HER HAIR DOWN SU WITH NO MAKEUP MOMOKO WITH HER NATSU MATSURI T-SHIRT AND HER CUTE LIL BASEBALL CAP WHAT IF I DIED#PLS I WANT MORE OF THIS#next step is vlogs and behind the scenes footage....#MOMOKO.....LIKE THAT’S DAUGHTER😩😩💔💔#SHE BROUGHT THE RAPTURE LIKE MOMOKO I LOVE YOUUU#babymetal#sumetal#moametal#momometal#momokometal
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I hate it when you're trying to do everything to help lessen your burnout because you think your burnout is what is keeping you from doing that thing that you love (writing)... Only to find out it's something even stupider (don't know how to work through the problem you just presented in the story without just saying "shut up and pretend this wouldn't be a huge safety violation").
#the inquisitor speaks#talking about writing#like I'm a bit burnt out yes#but like... it's a wall because I don't know how to do what I want#because what i want would not be the logical next step#but it's the next fanfic step#if that makes sense#i need someone I can talk to about it#but there's also 40 calls in queue!#i'm frustrated#and I can't just come up with a good way through it#believe me I have tried
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