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Hey y’all! I’m Shelbie. I’m from Tennessee.
I’ve had this blog for some years now and I’ve never taken the time to say much about me. My page is just a lil safe space for me to be myself. I will post some NSFW content on occasion, so viewers beware. 👻 if you’re under 21, please leave. 🫶🏻
Who even am I, really?
I love horror and all things spooky. One of my favorite hobbies is photography. I also love to read, so feel free to send book recommendations anytime pls. 🥰 if you’re wondering if I wanna see your pet, the answer is always. I love a nap, sleepy girl is my nom de plume. I grew up listening to pop punk. So emo kid for life. I’ll literally talk about music all day if you let me.
I don’t respond to unsolicited dick pics, so please don’t be gross or I will block you. I’m literally just a girl. Let me exist in peace.
I am always down for new friends, so don’t be shy. 💋
#another tired selfie#are you sick of me yet?#orange hair#new hair#sometimes I wanna shave my head#but I don’t have the guts#maybe one day#perpetually sleepy
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my baby, my baby…
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#don’t listen to ‘i bet on losing dogs’ while thinking about kaiser#sobbing#i love my son so much#i hated this man’s guts when he was first introduced#why did they have to make me like him#bllk#blue lock#kaiser#michael kaiser#blue lock kaiser
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This feels indescribably bad in a different way from 2016, less panic and just a dull sense of unbelief. For all my election anxiety, in my heart of hearts I really and truly did not think he could win again, and of course now I feel like a fucking idiot. I’m not really sure what we could have done to effectively counter this much of a rightward shift but I think we need to take a hard look at the state of the electorate instead of being in denial about how right-wing this country is.
#once is an aberration but twice? this is who we are as a nation apparently#not a whole lot you can say about that#also I don’t know if he would have won or not but this confirms my gut feeling switching out biden that close was a bad idea#I loved kamala and got caught up in the excitement because I wanted her to win so badly but this was a blowout
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Do you like big girls ?
#( i don’t have enough money for chicken nugget ; ooc )#belly burp#belly expansion#bloated burps#bloated gut#bloated stomach#belly gainer#burp kink#feed meeeee#bloating kink#burping#fat belly#big tiddy gf
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#this might be the most scribble thing I post here yet bahahahahahahahahahahaaha#I still like how the hands turned out even though I didn’t finish them😇#but it’s pretty messy and the hands might be the only part I like🥲#but since this blog is my art journey documentation here you are#I was pretty busy today so no good art but maybe tomorrow we’ll see#I am preparing things to FINALLY answer my asks🥹#& if you tagged me in anything I actually have been meaning to respond!!!!!!!! my notifications are the WORST and so confusing on here😵💫#and I’m technology grandma…#hope u all have had an amazing day !!!! 🫶#my brother in law has been fishing and catching SO MANY sargo#(sargo = sea bream for the animal crossing playing English speakers😙)#AND ITS LITERALLY SOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS !!!!!#i cook it in the weirdest way possible#you just have to gut the fish and cut off its fins etc#then you put it in a wet salt bed and cover it up…cook it for 30 min…AND VOILA ITS DONE !!!!!#I don’t add any spices…NOTHING…and this fish literally has the taste and texture of crab covered in butter#LIKE…😳 it might be my favorite food/fav thing to cook these days bc it’s so easy and fresh caught fish is just delicious😫#well that was my grandma cooking show of the day👩🍳#now you know how to cook sargo a la sal 👩🍳#also going back to the drawing🥹 I just love these two so much…#I love thinking of sweet moments…most of my angst is confined to writinc😆#the chapter I’m writing right now is SO ANGST DEPRESSING (sorry Eloise)#it will get better…I promise…#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc
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In a new, smaller cage, but the same ol growing belly.
#gay gainer#muscle gainer#my progress#bellyinflation#dirty bulk#muscle gut#I don’t actually have the key to this cage#so I’m kinda trapped for the minute ;3
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Style differences.
depending on the style, Usagi either loses or gains two inches. for funsies.
#no we don’t have an official height for master leonardo. so I lined him up against official artwork of the rest of the rottmnt cast#and tried to tell how tall he was from that. I just went with my gut on what looked right.#usagi yojimbo#rottmnt#pizzazz art#miyamoto usagi#leosagi#fallen warrior miyamoto#rice cooker au#usagi being 5’6 IS something i stole from concept art for the 2012 cartoon crossover though.#anyway i use these drawings as references All the Time.
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*in regards to my Epic the musical obsession returning*
My reaction when there’s a song about someone dying (*cough cough* Ruthlessness, Scylla, Thunder Bringer, Odysseus *cough cough*): *jamming and singing along* 🎵 This song is amaaazing 🎶 🙂
Vs.
Listening to Polites dying in Survive (absolute banger of a song imo) “Ca-aptain 🫠💀”: NOOOOO MY POOR BOY! HOW COULD THEY DO THIS TO YOU!!! 😰🥺🥺😤🤯😡😫
Hearing him singing open arms again in later songs: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#I love him sm he shouldn’t have died that way#(shouldn’t have died at all)#hearing his voice singing open arms in later songs is a punch in the gut#every time!#don’t get me wrong#Odysseus is still my favorite Greek boy in this#and I would protect Telemachus with my life#but don’t you dare say one bad thing bout my boy Polites#epic the musical#epic polites#epic odysseus#epic the troy saga#epic the cyclops saga#epic the ocean saga#epic the circe saga#epic the underworld saga#epic the thunder saga#epic the wisdom saga#epic the vengeance saga#epic the ithaca saga#epic polyphemus#Squishy’s brain blurb collection
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wow a new great show about male sexual abuse and the trauma that goes with it. good thing no tiktok users could possibly misinterpret this
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Errr disaster twins
#rottmnt#rise Leo#rise Donnie#rottmnt Leo#rottmnt Donnie#disaster twins#rottmnt disaster twins#sins disaster twins#guts art#Gutsphobic on TikTok CheysGuts on twitter#I love them sm#as much as leo ‘bullies’ Donnie I gen think he loves being a twin but esp his twin#Donnie doesn’t show it (like all of his emotions) but he loves being a twin it makes him feel complete#they both feel like they have a purpose despite the world making them feel like they don’t because they’re twins
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#that album was….#the mv was…..#how do i continue living under these conditions#fucking sickening that i don’t have him buried in my guts#my delusional & insane levels went up from 100 to 100000000#*opens up my docs covered in spider webs* time to go.
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College (uni??) AU catering to my own interests as it should always be hehe :)
#projecting my major on Vash because them mfs who have changed from the med field majors to that one have some tragic things to tell#and also because I think that Vash would be such a wonderful designer I don’t know why it’s a gut feeling#Nai the law major because of course he would have you seen the guy#he would be a personal injury lawyer because lore#fun fact Nai rested for a semester after the incident with Vash while Vash took two.He never told Nai he would be changing majors#so it was a big big shock for him. they fought again but yk I’ll explain more on that if anyone is interested#as to Kni and WW I thought it’d be funny if they shared a common subject that required a lot of team assignments#and they can NEVER work out together. being an absolute nightmare to the rest of their group#separately they are great to work with. even if Kni can come off as too bossy sometimes he is actually a great leader#and WW would always deliver things on time exactly as it was asked from him#but Kni and WW just never really matched. Kni was too rude at times when WW made a mistake and WW would always clock him if he passed a line#like insulting his reasons for wanting to study security#one day Kni tells him at the beginning of a new semester where they both have unfortunately landed on a shared subject again#“you are not suited for that sort of job Wolfwood. you should simply give up and why don’t you go play role model to your little kids’’#then WW beats him again and then is like hey yk what you’re kinda right. and changed majors and he feels so much more at home studying#education/teaching than security. he fucking hates some things but the end goal makes it worthy#Trigun Uni! AU#because I don’t know how differently a college and a uni work#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#vashwood#trigun fanart#wolfwood#vash#Nai saverem#millions knives#lenssi draws#pen!
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just finished shido’s palace in persona 5…………..devastated beyond repair
#the fact that your confidant maxes out with akechi in the final moments of his life#as you tell him you kept his glove and his word#“i was such a fool” top 10 most gut wrenching last words right alongside sayaka miki’s#characters of justice…..characters who pursue their own blind justice and get corrupted along the way……..#you have my heart#the va delivered like the rent was DUE#watching him slowly break down as his sanity chipped away bit by bit in real time was so fucking heartbreaking#“why does someone like you have things i don’t?” stop it before i cry really hard (i did cry very hard)#miserably failed in not crying#if he isn’t alive i’m going to fucking end it all i KNOW he’s alive it couldn’t have ended like this (<- delusion)#p5
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If 23.5 really gives us OngsaSun, LunaAylin, MarwinTinh, AND NidaBambam, I will never badmouth GMMtv ever again no matter how many bad singers they make me listen to
#original#23.5#23.5 the series#THREE GL COUPLES INCLDUING A T4T TEACHER ROMANCE AND A BL COUPLE W/ A PLUS SIZED LOVE INTEREST???#I don’t think they have the guts but GOD I hope they do
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breaking out of selective mutism is the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do tbh and anytime someone makes me feel bad for not speaking i want to kick them in the shin
#cw vent#not rlly tho bc id never have the guts so i cast a menacing glare#i didn’t speak for over 2 years and i know that drastically fucked up my social skills#but i often slip back into it and when someone loudly points it out makes me wanna scream#but ofc i don’t bc my voice has vanished and im suddenly the weird little girl again#i’ve made so much progress over the years but i still struggle with it a lot and go through stretches where i just … can’t speak#tbd i’m just so annoyed that i have to be this way#it’s the most frustrating thing in the world actually#i’ll get over it again + move on but i’m just thankful for this little space bc i feel like i CAN use my voice here (most times)#i love when ppl on here think of me as bubbly and everything bc that’s the True me if i feel safe enough to express it#and i wish i could express it more irl beyond my family + close friends#one day :’) !!!!!!
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I finally watched Gift of the Night Fury and I gotta say this is my favorite characterization of Astrid ever. Like I have no hate against her she’s always just been a yeah she’s cool kinda character to me but her being so optimistic in gotnf bordering on manic is so good to me. Her trying her best to forcefully bring cheer during sad times is so entertaining and gives her the chaotic touch that I always felt her character was missing. And those moments when it’s apparent that she’s really bad at comforting people sometimes is so funny to me it makes her feel a little more real.
Also I think the art style really helped I don’t know how to explain it other than it feels like they syringe fed like two tiny droplets of Tim Burton into it - it gives all the characters a slightly insane look in their eyes favorite animation style for em yet <3
#no I don’t mean that it looks like a Tim burton animation I just have extremely specific ways of describing things#it’s a gut feeling okay leave me alone or2#also did I ever mention that their kid versions are my favorite version designs of them#well I am now#there’s just a really gremliny touch that their adult versions are missing later on#they look feral (affectionate)#gift of the night fury#httyd 1#httyd#how to train your dragon#one of my rare rambling posts#astrid hofferson#gotnf really fleshed out Astrid’s character to me#I wish she was like that all the time
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