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Hey :) Iâm just now getting into enhypen, so tell me, what do you think theyâre like in bed?
haiiii srry i took so long to complete this but nonetheless i hope you still like it !! i only did hyung line so i hope thatâs okie </3 kinda went a little overboard and started yapping tew much in this one lol oopsies..
pair: hyung line ă
f!reader | warnings: smut, d/s dynamics, oral (m + f. rec), fingering, praise/degradation, c.ckwarming, p in v, a bunch of other nasty stuff i donât feel like typing out lmfao
heeseung
donât even get me started with this man omfg.. like heâs a literal sex godâŠ
whether it be from his fingers, his mouth, or his dick heâs gonna make sure that you cum first always
will rip orgasm after orgasm out of you like itâs nothing, not stopping until youâre a whining, convulsing mess under him, smirking with utmost pride from how good heâs made you feel
he lowkey strikes me as someone with a high sex drive so i feel like the minimum rounds youâd be going on the daily is AT LEAST 3 (though sometimes that still isnât enough for him), he not giving that pussy a break i fear..
feel like heâd also be very into body worship, just completely and utterly devoted to pleasing every inch of you, taking his sweet time to savor all of you as if itâs his last time heâll ever get to fuck youâ your body is a work of art to him so heâll treat it as such !
is obsessed with marking you, like thereâs just something about leaving hickies in places where only you two can see privately <3
loves fucking you in missionary so he can see your pretty, fucked out faceâ but is also a huge fan of doggie âcause he likes to spank your ass from time to time hehe
the way you feel around his cock, clamping around him with every thrust, has him moaning so much that he has to bite down on your shoulder to control himself ;(
will run slow circles at your clit with his thumb, other hand holding himself up to look at the way your face changes with pleasure
gets so horny for you and the way you repeat everything he says back to him as if youâre nothing but a dumb fuckdoll for him to use.. >~<
when heâs chasing his own high, his moans just get louder and louder, harmonizing with yours until heâs painting your insides with strings of white, quickly pulling out to watch his cum dripping out of you, admiring the beautiful mess heâs made of you âĄïž
jay
heâs the type of partner that would be sooo sweet and attentive and patient with you, like it doesnât matter to him at all if youâre experienced or not; if anything heâd prefer to teach you new things !! (corruption kink goes craaazy)
he seems like heâd be more into passionate lovemaking rather than just pure fucking, just always treating you like the princess you deserve to be treated <3
loves the build up that leads up before you two actually get into it, like the heavy breathing in between slow, passionate kisses, pulling you in closer to him as youâre slowly grinding on him and the pauses to catch each otherâs breaths just makes his brain short circuit đŁ
is always telling you how pretty you look like while taking his cock, heâll never ever get tired of the view of you on your knees for him as youâre sucking him off or while heâs fucking you in all kinds of different positions
i feel like heâs more soft dom leaning but i could also see him being a little mean sometimes, he knows how much you like it when he degrades you and tells you how much of a slut you are (only for him tho ofc)
is defff the type who talks you through it ><
pays close attention to your facial expressions and brushes your hair out of your face while kissing your lips every now and then, just needs to fill you up completely while he kisses you so gently in contrast to the hard and deep strokes heâs giving you. one hand on the side of your face, soothing you sweetly with each touch and the other hand playing with your tits
the way your walls flutter around him makes him feel dizzy, especially how youâre moaning as he fucks you nice and slow, praising you for taking it all so well. his good girl :(
would also be a big fan of cockwarming
idk why but i can just imagine you two chilling like thatâ you getting used to the feel of him inside of you while making out for a while, jay bringing his thumb down to rub your clit in slow, lazy circles
when you pull back to look at where you both connect together, you moan and he grabs your chin softly for you to look at him, finding your furrowed brows and fucked out expression so stinking cute !!
jake
THE BIGGEST WHORE OMG
like heâs such a freak but only when it comes to you, heâll literally do anything you asked him to
in the beginning stages he would probs be a little shy at first, heâd be so gentle and delicate with you, kissing you sweetly as he inches himself slowly into you..
itâs like this for the first few times you slept together, taking his sweet time until youâd be able to take him with ease, and then the flip would switchâ heâll get a little more rough with you, calling you a dirty girl for him and how much youâre enjoying it
also strikes me as someone with a high libido, like heâs horny twenty four sevennnn, heâll wanna fuck you any and everywhere
he hates condoms, he would literally rather die than to use one. is always begging to hit it raw each and everytime you guys fuck, he pinky promises that heâll pull out !! (which only works about 60% of the time ..)
always always always wants to eat you out, he just canât help himself heâs addicted to the way you taste, its like a drug to him. heâll just randomly ask you out of nowhere if you wanna sit on his face and you allow him to do whatever his horny brain likes, plus with a face that pretty how could you not wanna ride it ???
this leads me to thinking about pussydrunk jake whoâs so immersed in eating you out and fixated on your own pleasure, he could do it out for hours with absolutely no complaints on his end. it turns him on so much knowing how good heâs making you feel, he almost cums in his pants just from this alone..
i will say this time and time again, jake is very into recording during sex, he likes to record himself eating you out or fucking you, making sure the camera is super close up to capture all the little details; heâs built up quite the collection in his camera roll so far
is always so vocal in the videos, maybe even more than you tbh. heâd be asking you over and over if you like that and how bad you want his cock, he literally never shuts up. he gets a bit more intense when the cameras rolling, loving that youâre into it just as much as he is; youâre his little pornstar <3
sunghoon
i may be biased as hell but honestly i think heâs the biggest freak out of them all, like heâs the type who treats you like royalty when in public but in private ?? yeah, thatâs a completely different story..
he just really really likes to fuck. morning sex, middle of the night sex, shower sex, phone sex, you name it. heâs literally down for everythinggg
feel like heâd also be very into corruption, slowly turning you into a sex obsessed freak just like him !! (twinsies)
will not give you what you want unless you beg for it. he likes when you use your words and tell him exactly what you need, if you want it that desperately then youâre gonna have to work for it, and you most certainly will
finds it endearing how much you squirm around and get all whiny as heâs fingering you, humiliating you when you canât take it âcause how will you be able to take him if you canât even take this small thing ??
heâd pitifully look at you as youâre stuffed full of his fingers, squeezing your cheeks together hard when you pout because youâll take what heâs giving you and be grateful for it. idk itâs just very sexyâ the contrast between his attitude when heâs training you in comparison to the real thing >_<
is a sucker for those cute innocent doe eyes you give him as youâre taking him down your throat, the sounds you make while choking around his thick cock, makes him so incredibly hard. he wants to use your mouth like a toyâ his toy, until youâre a crying mess and feeds you with his cum <33
fucks.you.soooo.dumb
he eases into you ever so slowly, already too far gone as he feels warm walls hugging his cock, it has him moaning and throwing his head back in relief, and once heâs fully settled in, he will not be holding back
lots and lots of dirty talk !! will say the filthiest things to you in your ear all while pounding you from behind, you can barely even comprehend all of what heâs saying to you because of your fucked out state, all you can do is moan and repeat his name over and over in response
also loves it when you ride him, the way youâre bouncing on his cock and giving him the view of a lifetime, heâs never felt so desperate to cum before, groaning loudly as he feels you clench and unclench around him, milking him of all his cum
the aftercare is always so lovely and soft with him. heâd be acting like he didnât just fuck you into a whole other dimension lol
idk, all i know is that i need hoon so badly.. yâall it ainât even funny anymore :\
#enhypen smut#enhypen x reader#enhypen hard thoughts#enhypen hard hours#enhypen headcanons#enha smut#heeseung smut#jay smut#jake smut#sunghoon smut
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Hi AnĂł! Do you have any advice for writing characters like killer? How do you achive that nuance? I love your comics and would love to learn about your artistic process a bit!
Hi Gal!! A delight to see you in my inbox! <3
Omg thank you sm hcchhcchch (have you seen your own comics???? *shakes you* /pos)
Ok but I say this genuinely, I think your ideas and comics are such a beautiful and refreshing take on these blorbos, youâre doing such an amazing job both writing and art wise (your 2 Killers idea is so fucking good eeeeee) <3333
Ok to the question xgzggxzg
Killer is definitely.. complicated to write, I struggle with him sometimes ngl shshhdh
I honestly went and reread his entire comics, lore and answered asks to get a deeper look into him to be able to write him
But when it comes to writing him, I generally try to keep 6 things in mind at all times
1-trauma: how does the resets, working for Chara, having his code get manipulated and killing over and over again till what was new became something old affect him? (the whole idea of Killer killing people started as an offer of trying something new, so he kept killing till he got bored and killing became something stagnant)
This can easily be portrayed in Killerâs canon inability to till whatâs real or not, as well as his hallucinations and the guilt heâs ridden with, always running from his past yet never outrunning it, as it always catches up to him
2- conditioning: his conditioning started from the days of Chara, then continued into his days with Nightmare, how does his conditioning affect him in his daily life?
How was he conditioned specifically? And how does that contribute to Killerâs perception of self, autonomy, self worth, and life in general? How does it change his body and mind?
Does it make him believe heâs just a machine meant to please others even when it hurts him, does it make Killer perceive vulnerability as a death sentence
How does he feel about his masters? Does he hate them down to every bone, or does he not care?
3-personality: Killerâs personality always change depending on the stage, but what are the main traits that you know Killer will always have regardless of the stage? Being quiet is one thing, he keeps to himself (as much as the fandom loves to portray him as extremely hyperactive, heâs not at all the loud, talkative, hyperactive skelle the fandom makes him out to be)
Heâs also extremely secretive, seems to have knowledge that others donât, and seems to always be up for a social interaction regardless of whoâs with him
Heâs also actually extremely patient (another thing the fandom stripped away from Killerâs character), and is very docile (isnât aggressive unless pushed and never is an attack on sight kinda person) yet holds a grudge big time
He seems to see himself as superior over others, heâs extremely fucking intelligent itâs actually scary
These traits are something I try to keep consistent within my writing for Killer
4- relationships: what are his relationships with other characters like, and why?
Taking the 3 points before into consideration, how does Killerâs trauma, conditioning, and personality make him perceive others and others perceive him?
Are his relationships healthy? Toxic? Are they one sided or mutual? Does he care about the person in his vicinity or are they just another nobody? If he cares why? If he doesnât what would he do to them?
Would he take advantage of his relationship with someone or is it a relationship he wishes for it to vanish?
5-stages: I think this is truly what makes Killer extremely complicated, cause see all of the 4 points above? how does each stage differ from each other?
How does stage 1 deal with his guilt/truama and conditioning? How does stage 2, 3, and 4 deal with them?
Depending on each stage Killerâs outward perception, personality, attitude, thoughts, and actions change
But how do they change exactly?
This is something that you need to understand each stage for to be able to integrate into writing
Stage 1 is the stage where heâs most sans like, yet never sans enough, stage 2 is when heâs apathetic to everyone and everything and perceives killing as âfunâ because heâs painfully understimulated , stage 3 is when heâd attack whoever is in front of him, and stage 4 is when killer is no longer present mentally
How does each stage deal with his environment, with the people around him, how does he deal with the dissociation and how does he perceive himself in each stage?
6-environments: how does the environment Killer lives in affect him?
Killer starts in an environment of time loops, how does that affect his perception of time and reality? He then becomes Nightmareâs subordinate, a dangerous environment with constant threats to his life from every angle, how does Killer feel about it? How does he deal with it?
Will he get to try his luck and escape, or has he given up on himself and the idea of freedom? Does he even believe he has a chance for a better life in a safer environment? Will he go for a safer environment or will he cling to the comfort of what he knows?
When he does finally go to a safer environment, how would that affect him? Both positively and negatively? Would he feel like something is missing? Would his mind constantly tell him that this safe environment isnât really safe?
Then of course, beyond these main 6 things, thereâs the in between, what are Killerâs likes? His dislikes? How does he feel about sleep, food?
Generally when writing characters, itâs important to keep in mind interpersonal factors, intrapersonal factors and environmental factors that ends up affecting the characterâs behavior, or in this specific situation, Killerâs behavior (god Iâm realizing how much my uni major affects my writing of characters rn chchc)
But I say the biggest life saving advice I have that helps with writing characters in general (and especially complicated ones like Killer) is having the question âwhyâ as your closest friend
When you make a statement about a character, in this instance Killer, always attach the question âwhyâ at the end till you canât attach it anymore, until you reach a point where asking âwhyâ becomes unnecessary and annoying
For example:
âKiller loves golden flower teaâ
Why?
It reminds him of the bed of golden flowers he passed out on
Why does that matter?
Because it was the point of no return from a change that will always dictate who he is
Why is it a point of no return?
Because his soul had deformed beyond recognition and it can never be brought back to how it used to be
Why would it dictate who he is? Why canât he just choose to be someone else?
Because he was conditioned to be this killer by a higher power out of his control
At this point, there are no more âwhyâs that would make something as simple as a golden flower tea statement more nuanced than it already is, so when you ask why again, you find that youâre unable to continue giving an answer, thatâs the point of where you stop
In fact, allow me to test you by giving you a quick question about your own interpretation of the characters, why does your Nightmare admire Error? What is in Error that Nightmare admires specifically?
Of course, you donât really need to answer me, but Iâm just giving you an example of how asking âwhyâ can help you make so many simple things more nuanced
Ok but what if you know there should be an answer to a âwhyâ but you donât know it yet? Then you keep it in mind for later, you wonât always have the answers to everything on the get go, sometimes, you need a bit of time to figure things out and write characters the way you feel satisfy you, until then, you can work on other things about the characters
*Cough* anyway, this is honestly everything I can think of off the top of my head? Hopefully I didnât miss anything ydfhgchchchc
Do let me know if youâd like any more help or need clarification on anything, Iâd be happy to help where I can <33333
Now have a sketch of your 2 Killers cause I love them dearly, they have a special place in my heart (genuinely adore how you write Killer already btw)
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here's what you can do, right now:
start Learning. research what has been hidden from you. and the next time someone tells you they simply must buy garbage clothing, tell them they're fucking Wrong
clothes should not be cheap and you have to get over that! clothing used to be one of the number one if not The number one expense people had!! normalize that energy again!!!
sidenote that podcast episode is, like. Fine. but maybe look at some people who entirely focus on clothing or textiles or whatever and maybe don't make brooklynites who think buying a brand new aran sweater directly from ireland every two years is a reasonable and thrifty thing to do and are not specialists, like. your only authority on this issue. bc they have some ok points but it's for sure, like. Baby's First Real Conversation about the "modern clothing sucks" problem. kinda vibe. aran knit sweaters are lifetime items if maintained properly and i cannot imagine one individual needing to own more than three at once Tops
so many articles about Fast Fashion, not enough articles about what the hell is happening to the quality of clothes
Like okay. People own more pieces of clothing nowadays and they wear them a lesser number of times before throwing them out. BUT.
Why do we pretend like this is pure vanity or careless wastefulness, rather than forced by the qualities of the clothes themselves?
The other day, I was going through boxes of old clothes in the basement in search of fabric to practice sewing on. The difference in quality of the fabrics themselves is shocking! The worn-out old jeans from twenty years ago are MUCH thicker and tougher than anything more recent. My old baby clothes are made as sturdy as my work clothes from today.
In the past couple years, I have had entire seams rip out of clothes on the first wash. That's not normal!
Polyester blend shirts that feel cozy and soft when they are new, become scratchy and rough after 20 washes or so. I am trying to avoid polyester, but it gets harder and harder; the other day i couldn't find a single pack of crew socks that was 100% cotton. SOCKS!
Also, pilling is out of control. The newest pants I bought developed pills within a single day of walking around campus with a backpack.
These companies are trying to frog-boil us but touching clothes from twenty years ago, the useless crap of today would stick out like a sore thumb...
#i mend clothes for people and i turn them down for repair if i know it will just fall apart again immediately#i had to look my mom in the eyes recently and say 'mother you know better. i Know you know better. i will not mend clothing like this for u#it is not worth it. stop buying garbage like this. absolutely just stop. i wont mend it for you. it's Garbage.'#i thrift exclusively and have for basically my entire life but im switching to making most of my wardrobe#and anyway thrifting clothes has gotten harder over tjm#and wayyy less fun#bc by gd do i have to touch some truly heinous textures fucking constantly while i sort thru racks#how the fuck yall even stand that crap on your skin for more than a damn second is beyond me#textiles
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If I say that I'm not used to people misinterpreting my favorite characters, I'd be lying. But the way they get so many things wrong about Inho's character is kinda pissing me off because you KNOW that most of them do it to cancel out the possibility of InHun being *something* more than what's shown so far. You don't ship them, that's fair, frankly I don't care. Everyone's entitled to their own opinion UNTIL your opinion is wrong.
Let's talk about a couple of things I've seen being talked about on tiktok (đ)
âInho joined the games because ilnam said that it'd basically be more fun to play than to watch so he followed his example." loud incorrect buzzer ! Inho has joined the games before, and not only that, he's also a previous winner, so therefore he's very much aware of what it's like to be a part of it, he's experienced them first hand, just like he's experienced the atrocities of it. they've changed him for the worst and possibly caused him a huge trauma âthey're the reason he's lost faith in humanity after allâ so, why would he crave to relive it just for the thrill of it? i, personally doubt he even enjoys watching the game.
âInho didn't look at Gihun with love, he likes to watch him sufferâ Short answer is no. He doesn't like to watch him suffer, neither he looked at him with love, not the pure kind of love at least. Two things can be true at once. Inho spent half the season staring at Gihun because everything about the man intrigued him; His determination, his stubbornness, his kindness, his hope, his heart that's full of love despite the pain he suffered, even the pain in his eyes every time someone got eliminated in front of him as if it was the first time it had happened, as if the cruelty of it all surprised him every damn time. How can someone, who's been through the same things Inho has been through, be the polar opposite of him?
now, the reason(s) that I think Inho actually joined the games for..
(yes I am an Inhun shipper, does that make my opinion a little biased? maybe. do i still believe I'm right? absofuckinglutely.)
Let me clarify this: Inho is NOT a good man, no matter the redemption arc he might get in s3, he'll continue to be a terrible person because nothing will ever erase the blood he's spilled and the evil men he's worked for. BUT at the same time, he's not ALL bad, not like the VIPS and ilnam. See, Inhun are the average "yin-yang" trope in fictional romance, (which I eat up every time and I find it very interesting when it's done the right way, don't get me wrong) Inho is bad but there's some goodness somewhere deep inside him. And the only person who's brought it to the surface is Gihun. Sure, he does think Gihun is naive, but he's also the only person who's actually challenged him, who's "forced" him to get his stupid head out of the dirt and look around him, even for a short while and Inho definitely liked what he saw. Honestly, it wasn't even that hard for Gihun to do so because the goodness in Inho wanted and waited for someone to pull him out of the dirt, he wished for someone, something to give him hope for humanity or.. anything. Anything that'll help him escape from his misery.
You can definitely argue that he joined the games to befriend Gihun, to gain his trust and stop his plans when the time comes, which is half true. But keep in mind that he needed to justify his choice to join the games. He's not a VIP nor the mastermind to simply get to do that without consequences. He's the frontman, the one who controls and manages everything. He's needed for the games to work and go by smoothly and successfully without unnecessary losses and problems. Gihun would only cause problems, Inho knew that very well and yet he chose to put him in it once again. He recklessly made that choice, risking pretty much everything because of his inner conflict. A part of him wanted Gihun to prove himself to him, that there's indeed good that'll save the world and the rest of him wanted to prove to Gihun that everything he so strongly believes in is merely a fantasy.
Joining the games and befriending Gihun was the only way for Inho to see the real him, without the heroic mask he puts on every time he faces the frontman. I think he believed that someone as extraordinary as Gihun will either break in front of him and he will end up disappointed by the human kind once again, or Gihun will change everything about the way he thinks for the better. But the problem is that Inho hopes for both of those things at the same time.
And that was Inho's arc in season 2. His inner conflict and how it will affect him, the game and Gihun later on.
#i hope this makes sense#english is not my first language so i apologize for any grammatic errors#anyway I'd love to hear your thoughts as well just be nice#inhun#squid game#squid game 2#457#player 456#player 001#frontman#hwang in ho#gihun x inho#in ho x gi hun
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iâm having soft quinn thoughts today and i have to shout them from the rooftops so everyone else can suffer with me.
but i absolutely cannot stop thinking about how quinn would always want to spend time with you, but feel guilty for how occupied he is during the season. every second of downtime he has is spent watching game film in your living room, studying tactics and plays. not that you ever complain. youâre content simply being in the same room as him, not taking for granted any amount of time you can be in his presence.
quinnâs attention is always half on you, no matter how hard he tries to focus. he steals more glances at you than he cares to admit, worried that one day youâll get sick of sitting in silence while hockey occupies the space between you. but you never do. you keep yourself busy scrolling through your phone or reading the most recent book he bought you, never uttering a complaint. heâs tuned in to every fidget or movement you make, not wanting you to remove your always cold feet from under his warm legs to occupy yourself with somethingâor rather someoneâbetter.
it surprises him that you never do. you never utter a word, not wanting to disrupt his work. every so often heâll catch you looking back at him during one of his âquickâ glances, absorbing the warm smile you give him. sometimes youâll quietly ask him if he wants anything from the kitchen when you stand to go fill up your water cup, but seem content to simply sit there with him as he mumbles to himself, jotting down notes as he watches.
tonight, he canât help but noticeâduring his million and one glances at youâthat your eyes are glued to the tv. your phone is laying, locked, in your lap, eyes following the puck as itâs shuffled across both screens from player to player. your bodyâs subtle reactions to the game arenât lost on him either. the twitch of your foot anytime someone shoots the puck, the raise of your brow when a player on either team scores, the hitch in your breath anytime the two teams start to fight.
you can feel his eyes on you more than usual tonight, his (not so) subtle glances lingering longer than normal. you turn your head to meet his gaze, brows furrowed and a puzzled look on his face.
âwhat?â you whisper, flitting your eyes between his own and the tv, not wanting to miss any important moments.
âare you watching the game?â he looks at you like you have three heads.
you giggle in response, amused at his expression and surprised tone of his voice. âyeah, kinda. donât really know whatâs happening, though, if iâm honest.â
there was never a home game of quinnâs you missed. you went to support him every time you could, and loved seeing him in his element. but you canât even pretend to understand the sport past each player wanting to get the puck into the opposing net. you didnât understand the positions, the penalties, or anything surrounding the ins and outs of professional hockey. you never watched it growing up, and probably still wouldnât watch it if you werenât dating the captain of your new cityâs team.
you had moved to vancouver for work, and knew nothing of the prominent hockey culture before you arrived. the sports presence buzzed all around you as you figured out the ins and outs of your new home, but it had no place in your daily routine. that is, until you hit it off with this insanely attractive stranger that seemed to frequent the same coffee shop as you. you accidentally cut him in line one day, offering to pay for his coffee to make up for it, but he paid for yours instead. a âpay it forwardâ war was started between the two of you until he was stood waiting at the door with your usual order one morning, requesting more than just a name and the fact you drank a large, vanilla iced coffee with chocolate syrup lining the cup every morning.
when he realized you were likely the only person in the city he now calls home that doesnât know who he is, it only piqued his interest in the pretty coffee shop stranger further. the morning meetings at the shop turned into an exchange of numbers, which developed into him meeting you for lunch on your break when he was in town, that then escalated into dinner dates and spontaneous outings, and now itâs found its permanence in you moving in with him a few months ago.
you wereâŠindifferent, when he revealed to you who he was and what all his career entailed, uttering out a simple âoh! thatâs cool! makes sense why youâre always at the gym, nowâ later explaining that you thought he was just really into fitness and maybe worked as a personal trainer or some equivalent. when he first invited you to games he tried to tell you a little bit about the rules, but assumed youâd catch on as you watched (hopefully) more and more of his sport. you always told him how much you enjoyed watching him in his element, but never asked many questions past if the other team was supposed to be good or not. he assumed you understood enough to keep up, knowing how intelligent and observant you are, but he tried to refrain from talking about work too much with you. when heâs with you, he wants to be present with you, not hockey.
which is why he feels so guilty at times like this, watching film while youâre sitting next to him. it feels like youâre two people who happen to be in the same room, completely in your own worlds. until tonight.
âyouâŠnever watch the games with me. you always have a book or something,â he reaches over to pause the game, still a little shocked.
you shrug at him. âdidnât feel like reading tonight. not really anything new on my socials, either. so i figured iâd just watch with you for once.â
âand you werenât gonna say anything?â
this earns a real laugh out of you, not understanding why this is such a big shock for him. itâs not like youâve ever told him you donât like hockey. you just have never really cared to watch it if isnât the one playing. but youâve been wanting to learn more about it recently, tired of not being able to participate in the games like the other women do when theyâre watching their husband or boyfriend play.
âwhy would i? youâre trying to work, iâm just trying to learn a little bit,â you reply, the hint of a laugh on each word as you say it.
quinn just blinks at you, trying not to get his hopes up at your expression, not knowing just how far you want to go with your quest for knowledge.
âsince when do you want to learn about hockey? why now?â he questions, trying not to sound accusatory or snarky, but genuinely curious as to what youâll answer.
âiâve always wanted to learn, ever since that first game i went to, but you donât seem to like to talk about it outside of the rink, so i donât really ask much. me and google have become very good friends as of late,â you shrug out another answer for him. âplus, when youâre watching games at night like this, i donât want to keep talking and asking a million questions while youâre trying to work, so i force myself not to watch to keep from distracting you.â
quinn sits a little straighter, now worried heâs made it seem like hockey is this forbidden subject between the two of you.
âsweetheart, i donât like talking about hockey outside of the rink because i donât ever want you to think thatâs all we ever talk about, not because we canât talk about it,â he tries to defend himself, even though thereâs no accusation. âif you want to learn about the game, please, ask me questions. i- god, iâd love nothing more than to teach you about it. i hate sitting here in silence every night iâm home, worried youâre going to eventually get pissed at me because all i do during the season is watch old games.â
you grin at his slight panic, endeared by how worried he was about your feelings this whole time, appreciating his intention with the unspoken rule.
âq, i never asked about it because i didnât want you to be upset because i kept bringing up work when youâre away from it all,â your smile only grows at the fact you were both worried about upsetting the other for no reason at all.
the slight tension in his shoulders fades at your words, relieved that youâre not upset or feel like he made it seem like you had no place in that part of his life.
âalright, well, fire away, then,â he gives you the floor, pressing play so the players on the tv screens move once again, now glancing at you every few seconds to catch any looks of confusion or interest in any particular play or action.
the rest of the night is spent playing and pausing the game over and over again, question after question flying out of your mouth. anything from why the faceoff is from a certain spot on the ice to what a particular penalty looks like is spoken the second the thought enters your brain. quinn takes his time explaining every answer to you, even rewinding and pulling up other examples to make sure you understand what heâs telling you.
at the end of the night he realizes just how much more he caught of the game while answering your questions. thereâs several times you picked up on things he never has before. like why one player seems to always place his stick so close to another playerâs skates while heâs chasing him. or why a certain goalie seems to lean left everytime instead of right, no matter where the puck is coming from.
heâs been able to add several tells about players in his notes, ready to take them to practice the next morning and change his game to accommodate his opponents habits. and when they win their game a few days later, thanks to your observations during the impromptu hockey 101 class in your living room, he revels in the fact that even though you know so little about his sport and his job, you ended up being one of the biggest parts of their success.
from then on, the nights of sitting in silence while he studies film are nonexistent. every time he brings work home with him, youâre right there next to him, enthralled in whatever opponentâs game theyâre facing that week. he loves that youâre so observant, paying attention to the smallest of details someone whoâs been playing for years becomes blind to. and he really loves turning you into a bottomless pit of hockey information, seeing how you absorb each âlessonâ from day to day.
when they break through their slump, a big part of that accredited to your nights spent questioning quinn, and he sees you start really participating in his games, he canât help but fall that much deeper in love with you. watching you scream and complain about bad calls with the rest of the fans in rogers arena, and reading your texts to him about your thoughts on his away games you watch on tv, swells his heart in a way he never thought to be possible.
plus, he always knew it was only a matter of time before you fell victim to the hockey atmosphere of the city. no one can really resist the pull of vancouver hockey, especially not when itâs captain has anything to do with it.
#when will i ever be happy with my endings?#not today#but anyways#i need quinn to teach me about hockey asap#even if i already know how it works#hockey#nhl#quinn hughes#quinn hughes fanfiction#quinn hughes fic#quinn hughes fluff#quinn hughes blurb#quinn hughes one shot#quinn hughes x reader#quinn hughes x you#quinn hughes x y/n#vancouver canucks#qh43
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Do you guys ever think about what a turning point Double Life was for Joel?
During Third Life and Last Life, Joel was alone.
In Third Life he kinda floats around from alliance to alliance, being pushed into whatever faction is pushing hardest, and then dying with very little notice from the rest of the server.
In Last Life, Joel has allies sometimes, but they cycle in and out of his life. Scar, Grian, Lizzie, they're all there for an episode or two, but then they're gone. Joel is lonely, and he knows it, he feels the aching hollowness in his chest. Over and over Joel talks about needing a team, but instead he ends up the most hated man on the server with a roster of situational alliances.
That's who Joel is, someone who causes chaos, setting the world ablaze, who is sometimes tolerated for mutual benefit, but who's almost always alone, and who (as far as other people seem to notice) doesn't mind it that way.
And then Double Life happens.
The universe itself hands Joel a partner. Someone who's life relies on him, and who he has to rely on in turn. Someone who he has to trust implicitly. Someone who won't leave, because the two of them being a team is sewed into the fabric of reality for the season. And you can see how much lighter Joel is, how much he thrives when he isn't alone, when, for the first time ever, he can end one session and be able to fully trust that he'll still have someone on his side when the next one starts.
Of course, Double Life doesn't last forever. Limited Life comes around and, as far as alliances go, it's like the previous season never happens. It's..difficult for Joel. He takes every little betrayal (of which joel perceives many) from Etho very hard. Which could have left Joel in a worse place than he started. Joel could have lost Etho and decided to never let himself care about anyone again. But instead, he does the exact opposite.
In Limited Life, Joel clings to Jimmy and Grian. The universe showed Joel what it was like to be loved, and I get the sense Joel couldn't stand to lose that, so he found a team and held them so close they could never leave (he would have given jimmy more time, all the time he needed, to keep him at his side).
In Secret Life, Joel absolutely surrounds himself with people. Joel joins the largest faction on the server, never far from people, from life, from laughter or joy. There's no chance for Joel to ever really be alone unless he chooses to be.
And finally, Wild Life. Joel wins because of family. Because he came into the season and he fully opened himself up to love and trust from other people, and he received it back in droves.
I've seen people say it's ironic that Joel won through "family" instead of bloodshed, when he's such a hostile and isolated player. But, while Joel is still chaotic, he never wanted to be alone. Joel was isolated for the first two seasons, in part because of bad circumstances, and in part because he didn't think there was any other way to be. And then the universe showed Joel how it felt to be loved, and he's never let himself be alone since. Of course Joel thrived in Wild Life.
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oooooo tysm for tagging us !!!!
1/ Which category of alterhumanity do you belong to?
We're (almost) all fictives! There's also some therians and fictionkins rattling around :)
2/ What/who is/are your type(s)? (if you have any)
Polites is a cat therian, Anya is catkin and Peril fictionkin, and Icicle is (duh) Icicle fictionkin! Also, our old host Jimmy was a coyote.
We. Can't list off every one of our fictives. But we're sourced from
Wings of Fire
UTMV
Epic: the Musical
Mouthwashing
Parks & Rec
Malcolm in the Middle
Rot in Paradise
Super Mario Bros
3/ Do you experience shifts? If so, can you tell us your most common shifts and your strangest cameo shift (if you've ever had a cameo shift)?
Uhhh the core's most common shift was paws. Phantom paws. We don't really get any anymore, bc most of us don't front to get them, but Polites gets a phantom tail all the time!
But yeah, ears, tails, and wings! :)
4/ How do you experience your alterhumanity in everyday life?
It definitely affects our personalities a lot. Jimmy used to have really bad freakouts all the time because his source was a terrible person, and all the hate on that character transferred over to him.
We also. Bark at people. Jimmy was the most common one to do this, but some of us still do lol
5/ What do you think of the community?
Uh fire!! I love you guys!! We do need to work on the infighting though. Cut that shit out.
6/ What are the things that make you most comfortable and euphoric in your alterhumanity?
BEING. CALLED. BY OUR NAMES oh my goodness i SWEAR if you call us by our names irl we will love you forever
7/ Are you experiencing species dysphoria?
Not yet! Huzzah! The core definitely did, though.
8/ What advice would you like to say to a young alterhuman who has just awakened?
Don't take it too seriously. You don't have to know exactly what you are, and you don't have to prove yourself to anyone.
9/ Do you have/want to have gears?
YES. OH MY GOD. Tail, ears, hand em over now.
10/ Do you know/have any theories about the origin of your alterhumanity? If so, tell us! (all beliefs are legitimate)
Fictive đ
Um but for everything else it's kinda just. We Are Now. it's weird idk lol
11/ Tag someone/a creature to answer these questions!ă
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@sombrathedragon @willoillo @mewos-laptop @elliott-the-creature @the-crystal-femmes @crystal-cluster-collective @yellowrabbitfurry @moon-and-fries /nf :)
If you are a alterhuman, reblog and answer these questions!
(don't be afraid to write a lot, do what you want ÂŻâ \â _â (â ăâ )â _â /â ÂŻ)
1/ Which category of alterhumanity do you belong to?
2/ What/who is/are your type(s)? (if you have any)
3/ Do you experience shifts? If so, can you tell us your most common shifts and your strangest cameo shift (if you've ever had a cameo shift)?
4/ How do you experience your alterhumanity in everyday life?
5/ What do you think of the community?
6/ What are the things that make you most comfortable and euphoric in your alterhumanity?
7/ Are you experiencing species dysphoria?
8/ What advice would you like to say to a young alterhuman who has just awakened?
9/ Do you have/want to have gears?
10/ Do you know/have any theories about the origin of your alterhumanity? If so, tell us! (all beliefs are legitimate)
11/ Tag someone/a creature to answer these questions!ă
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#yellow yaps#mutuals <3#polites â”đȘ· //#not skeletons#not art#not dragons#<- LIE i'm reblogging from one
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Winston
Summary | A stray that wonders the trailer park, that youâve claimed as yours, as gone missing
Contains | Fem!Reader, Friends-to-Lovers (eventually), Cursing, Cute kitty, Mentions of Dealer Eddie, Psycho kids attempt to hurt the kitty :(
Pairing | BestFriend!Eddie x BestFriend!Reader
Word count | 2.1k
An | Another cat story cause I love them and Iâm cat sitting rn!!! Also sorry this is kinda bad
The boys had decided that their favorite hang out place was Eddieâs trailer. Much to your dismay, cause sometimes they apparently wanted boy time and you had to sit in your own trailer like it didnât affect you.
It had taken you awhile to find a friend outside of Eddie, excluding the rest of the boys, but as of this year Nancy and her friend Barb had become some nice acquaintances of yours. Nice enough youâve even recently been invited to a slumber party with the two at Nancyâs house.
But that didnât mean you didnât still want to hang out with the boys when they came around, but you let them have their time. And from the sound of it, it has something to do with the band they had recently established. You could hear eddieâs guitar from out on your porch where you sat next to a can of cat food you had bought for the special cat you had come quite close with.
Eddie had informed you he was a stray that had been abandoned by one of the previous owners of one of the trailers. You teared up at the thought of someone leaving him behind, which Eddie had teased you about being so sensitive when it came to animals.
That earned him a glare and quick snap from you, âsince when isnât it sad to be abandoned?â He shut up after that.
You had begged your mother to let you keep him, promising to take care of him, and that youâd pay for all the things he needed with your own money. But she didnât hesitate to say no, and after begging for a full week after coming across the cat youâd accept your fate, and settled for making a small bedding area around the side of your trailer and feeding him as often as you could.
You had informed Eddie that heâd now be called Winston.
Which is what you were currently trying to do, even with a small pout on your face as you stared at Eddieâs trailer across from yours.
Youâre a bit preoccupied by boredom to realize that it has taken Winston quite a bit longer to arrive at his food than he normally did. You had a system that you both seemed to know pretty well, once you came home youâd come back outside with something to eat for the sweet old guy, he seemed to surprisingly be pretty aware of the time frame too.
But as the time went on you began very aware of the lack of cuddly creature you came to love so much.
You stand from your spot on the porch, âWinston?â You called you looking around in front of you. He didnât come though. You hop down and venture to the padded box that was tucked a bit under your trailer but it was empty, you furrowed your brows slightly.
You felt silly for already being worried but you couldnât help it, he wasn't some young, nimble cat that enjoyed running around and playing. He liked sleeping, scratches, and food. He never passed up on food.
You wandered towards Eddie trailer, sneakily, the last thing you needed was then think you were spying. You peaked under his trailer, whisper yelling his name out and not hearing or seeing a thing.
You popped back up and rushed quickly back over to your trailer, feeling more and more panicked when you couldnât find him, you rushed into your trailer grabbing a flashlight, ready to search under every other trailer to find him. But knowing he couldnât have gone too far, you were worried he may have gotten hurt somewhere.
After searching under and around the nearest trailers and having no sign of Winston, you got teary eyed when you saw it was getting darker.
You decided you didnât care for Eddieâs boy time, you really needed his help. You ran up the steps to his trailer, knocking a bit frantically as a tear fell down your check and you anxiously chewed at your lip as you waited for him to answer.
And soon enough he does, âHey, whatâs up?â He asks with a smirk, but it quickly drops as he sees the sadness on your face, âY/n? Whatâs wrong?â
âI canât find Winston⊠I had his food out ready to feed him and he didnât show up so I went and looked around for him and I still canât find, and Iâm scared he mightâve gotten hurt and-â
âHey, Hey, calm down. Weâll find him, wait out here Iâm gonna got get the guys, okay?â
You nod and heâs quickly rushing inside. âHey, so change of plans⊠We got a missing cat so, weâre gonna have to go look for him, Kay?â He says as he as he rummages through a drawer in his kitchen, grabbing a flashing, ready to look under trailers for a second time just to ensure you have your cat back by the end of the night.
He remembers when you met Winston, He was a skittish cat not appreciating the presence of just about anyone until he met you. Eddie slightly felt like he related to the cat in that way, but Winston had warmed up to him after he discovered he was a friend of yours. He smiled when you had revealed the name you had picked for the old guy, it was fitting.
And when Eddie found out that your mother had told you âThereâs no way Iâm taking in a gross old stray. Itâs not gonna end well, Y/n.â He wanted to offer to take the cat in at his trailer, telling you that the cat could be both of yours and you could come over as often as you wanted to see him, but that idea was stomped out by the fact that Wayneâs was allergic.
So he tried to play his part by helping anyways, he occasionally brings home a bag of cat food for you to give to Winston. And one he had gone as far to get some catnip.
You laughed and joked, claiming he was doing a great job solidifying his place as a dealer.
âWhat? Why?â Gareth asked, he had now stopped aimlessly twirling his drumsticks.
âBecause Y/n canât find him on her own so where gonna go help her.â Eddie said matter a factly.
âMaybe the cat just need a break from her.â Heâs smirking, as if this is a laughing matter to you. Jeff tries to nudge the boy with his elbow before he can get the sentence out, but Eddie already has that glare on his face, the one they know all too well, the one he uses when he needs to shut them up real quick. And it works.
Eddie tosses one of the flashlights harshly at the boy, âWeâre gonna get our asses out there and weâre gonna look for that cat until itâs found. Got it?â His tone has all the boys nodding. Eddie makes his way towards the door, grabbing a hoodie on the hanger by the door, and throwing it over his shoulder as they make their way outside.
You stand from your spot on the bottom step, quickly wiping your tears so the other boys donât see, âThanks for this guysâŠâ
âDonât worry about itâŠâ Eddie says as he makes his way down the steps to where youâre now standing, âHereâŠâ He adds, handing you the hoodie he brought out.
âThank youâŠâ You say as you slip the hoodie over your head.
âJeff, Grant.â Eddie nods his head off to the side, âGareth you stay with her, help her look under the trailer again in case he comes backâŠâ Eddie says.
âWhat? Why do-â Gareth freezes yet again as Eddie send another glare his way and Gareth nods his head, âYeah, okay⊠well look over hereâŠâ He points his flashlight in the opposite direction and begins trailing off, youâre quick to follow behind him.
You and Gareth begin checking under the trailers that you had already looked under, it felt useless, which made you feel even worse for interrupting their night.
âHey, uhm⊠Iâm sorry⊠really I didnât want to have to come and ask for help⊠Iâm just really worriedâŠâ Youâre voice was sad, and he felt bad for making you feel worse about it. He turned around the flashlight hitting your eyes as you squinted, and he lowered it quickly.
âNo itâs okay⊠I get it. Iâve you that cat with you, seems like he really loves youâŠâ He says softer than before, he turns back around shining his light in more spots, you come stand next to him.
âYou thinkâŠ?â You duck down where heâs shining the flashlight to check under this trailer.
âYeah, totally⊠I have a cat, you know?â Causing you to pop up from where you were crouched, looking at him with a small smile. He thinks it the first time heâs seen you smile since youâve come over to Eddieâs.
âReally?â
âYeah, her names Coco. Sheâs a little divaâŠâ He says as he look over at you, and now thereâs a genuine smile on your face, âWeâll find him, okay?â
You nod softly, âOkayâŠâ
On the other side of the trailer park Eddie can hear the chatter of what sounds like some younger kids, maybe a couple years younger than his own group.
He has been acquainted with these boys before, they were fucking nuisances in his eyes. Constantly being a pain in the asses of people within the trailer park, but they stayed away from Eddie, which in turn meant they stayed clear of you as well.
As Eddie approached the kids ready to ask whether or not they had seen an older cat, he caught sound of a distressed meowing sound.
He looked over at Jeff and Grant whose eyes widened at the sight and Eddie rushed over to the boys. They were circled around Winston. Eddie approaches fast, âthe fuck are you doing?!â He yells, crushing the boys to jump, startled by the voice that appeared behind them. One of the boys accidentally dropped another one of the fire crackers letting it pop onto the ground.
Winston seemed to recognize the voice and quickly ran away from the boys in the gap of their moment of weakness, ânothing weâre⊠just playingâŠâ one of the boys says, Jeff and Grant could tell that Eddie had an affect on these boys as well, and theyâd hardly ever heard him yell the way he just did.
âPlaying?! In what fucking world is torturing a cat fun? Don't be psychopaths.â Eddie sounded so pissed. Which is valid, those boys were being insane, âI know where you guys live, so itâs probably best you donât fuck with the cat again. Got it?â They nod quickly, walking away, throwing more of their crackers onto the ground as they did.
He looked down to where Winston was standing by his feet, the cat didnât usually get this close to him if you werenât around, but Eddie guesses given the circumstances this was different. Eddie picked the old cat up and began walking back to his trailer, and on the way back he spotted you and Gareth poking your head under The Smiths trailer.
âHey, look.â Gareth says as he taps your shoulder, causing you to pop up and follow where his finger is pointed at Eddie holding Winston.
âYou found him!â You say approaching him quickly, Winston seems to recognize the voice as he squirms in Eddieâs arm and jumps down, running up to you. You kneel down picking the cat, âthank youâŠâ You say, looking at Eddie as tearing up again, âthank you all, honestly⊠I really appreciateâŠâ
âItâs no problemâŠâ Eddie shrugs, trying to play off how happy he feels for helping you.
You turn to Gareth, âAnd thanks for making me feel better⊠sorry to interrupt your⊠band practice?â
âNot really a practice, more so us having to sit around and listen to Eddie play guitarâŠâ Gareth says with a smirk, and he catches Eddie raised brow look.
âYouâre lucky we found the cat and Iâm in a good mood.â Eddie shoves the boy's head as he makes his way back to the trailer, everyone follows behind him and you follow as well, making your way to your own.
âThanks again, guys!â You wave from your porch, Winston still in your arm. They wave and you go inside.
Youâd sneak Winston into your room that night, feeding him treats and scratching his neck until heâs fast asleep.
#eddie munson#stranger things#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x fem!reader#eddie munson imagine#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson oneshot#eddie munson x y/n#eddie munson blurb#heart-eyed-love
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Little Things
Pairing: Reader x Bucky Barnes
Word Count: 1K
Narrative Perspective: Third person limited (Readerâs POV)
Prompt: 25: âYou bought me flowers?â âYeah, well I noticed youâd seemed kinda down, so I wanted to cheer you up.âÂ
Summary: Feeling trapped in the weight of her own mind, youâve spent days lost in a fog of hopelessness, convinced no one would notice. But when Bucky shows up at your door with a bouquet of flowers and no judgment, his quiet understanding pulls you out of your isolation, reminding you that you're not alone, and maybe, just maybe, thereâs light even in the darkest moments.
You couldnât remember the last time youâd felt light.
Everything seemed weighted, from the gray overcast sky outside your apartment window to the simple act of breathing. Even getting up this morning had felt like scaling a mountain, each motion slow and deliberate, like you were dragging your limbs through molasses.
The world outside continued to churnâcars honked, people shouted, a dog barked somewhere down the blockâbut it felt distant, like you were underwater. It didnât matter what was going on out there; you were stuck here, trapped in the storm inside your own head.
A part of you knew it wasnât supposed to feel this way. That people didnât sit on their couch for hours staring at the floor, lost in thought spirals that twisted tighter and tighter. That it wasnât normal to feel like your chest was caving in every time someone asked, âHow are you doing?â because the answer was always wrong.
Iâm fine.
Iâm tired.
Iâm busy.
None of it felt true, but what were you supposed to say? âI feel like a hollow shell of myself, and I donât know why or how to fix itâ? Nobody wanted to hear that.
So you sat there, unmoving, as the afternoon bled into early evening, your apartment dimming around you. You didnât bother to turn on the lights. Maybe it would be easier if the darkness just swallowed you whole.
A knock broke through your haze, startling you. It wasnât loud or forcefulâjust two soft raps against your doorâbut it jolted you all the same. For a moment, you considered ignoring it. What if they just went away?
But the knock came again, and something about its persistence pushed you to your feet.
When you opened the door, Bucky stood there, his broad shoulders hunched slightly against the drizzle falling outside. His dark leather jacket glistened faintly with rain, droplets clinging to the strands of his hair where it curled at the ends. In his left hand, the metal one, he held a bouquet of flowers.
For a second, you just stared. The image didnât computeâBucky, who always seemed to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders, standing at your door holding something so bright, so cheerful.
âYou bought me flowers?â The words tumbled out of your mouth before you could think.
Bucky shifted awkwardly, his eyes darting to the side. âYeah, wellâŠâ He scratched the back of his neck, looking almost sheepish. âI noticed youâd seemed kinda down, so I wanted to cheer you up.â
Something cracked in you at that. It wasnât a clean breakâit was jagged, sharpâbut it let something through the fog. You lowered your gaze to the bouquet, taking in the vibrant sunflowers, soft daisies, and delicate sprays of babyâs breath. The yellows and whites seemed to glow against the gray of the day, like a stubborn little patch of light in an otherwise dark world.
âIâŠâ You tried to speak, but your throat felt tight, the words sticking. You hadnât expected anyone to notice. You hadnât expected him to notice.
Bucky must have sensed your struggle because he took a hesitant step forward, holding the flowers out to you. âIf you donât like them, I canââ
âNo!â Your voice came out louder than you intended, and you reached out quickly, your fingers brushing against his gloved ones as you took the bouquet. âI love them, Bucky. Really.â
Your voice cracked, and as soon as it did, you felt the hot sting of tears gathering behind your eyes. You bit your lip, trying to keep them at bay, but it was no use. One slid down your cheek, and then another.
Buckyâs expression shifted immediatelyâsoftening in a way that made your chest ache. He stepped closer, his blue eyes locked on yours, and you could see the concern etched in every line of his face.
âHey,â he said quietly. âWhatâs wrong?â
You let out a shaky laugh, though it held no humor. âEverything?â you managed, clutching the flowers tighter to your chest. âI donât know, Buck. Iâve just been⊠stuck. And it feels like Iâm drowning, and I donât know how to stop it.â
The admission hung in the air between you, raw and unfiltered. You hadnât planned to say any of it, but once it started, it wouldnât stop.
âI didnât mean to dump all that on you,â you said quickly, lowering your gaze to the floor. âIâm sorry. I justââ
âDonât.â His voice was firm but gentle, grounding you. âDonât apologize. You donât have to.â
You looked up at him, and the sincerity in his expression nearly undid you. There was no judgment, no awkwardnessâjust understanding. Bucky, of all people, understood what it was like to feel broken.
He reached out slowly, giving you plenty of time to pull away, and brushed a tear off your cheek with his thumb. The touch was light, almost hesitant, but it made you feel seen in a way you hadnât in a long time.
âYou donât have to do this alone,â he said, his voice steady. âIâm here, okay? Whenever you need me.â
You nodded, swallowing the lump in your throat. âThank you,â you whispered.
He smiled thenâa small, crooked thing that made your chest feel a little less heavy. âAnytime, doll.â
For a moment, neither of you moved, the quiet stretching between you. Then Bucky glanced down at the flowers in your hands. âI wasnât sure what kind to get. They just⊠looked like something youâd like.â
You let out a soft laugh, brushing your fingers over the petals. âTheyâre perfect.â
#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#bucky x reader#bucky barnes x y/n#bucky barnes x you#self insert#winter soldier#winter soldier x reader#winter soldier x you#winter soldier x y/n#james barnes x reader#James barnes#james barnes x y/n#james barnes x you#bucky barnes self insert#bucky barnes imagines#bucky barnes fic#bucky barnes fanfic#bucky barnes fluff#fluff#marvel mcu#mcu fandom#marvel imagines#marvel fanfiction
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I loved the update just because it exists. I loved the bit with the mounts (especially Arthur's trying to ground MC) but my tiny bit of concrit is the "I know you're a mage" convo feels...shoehorned? Like we get the panic attack and Arthur just says he doesn't think the same way as Uther and it's just...It feels (imo) that the Hound once more just accepts Arthur at face value again? I loved the rewrite making the Hound more wary of Arthur, and this kinda felt like a slip? Idk it just feels like there could be...more there. Or perhaps Arthur will try to revisit the topic? Cause like idk about you but if I was just told "I don't want to do anything to you buuuuuut people in my court might," I'd feel threatened and like...I wouldn't believe a single word prior to the "my court might" part. Cause like the Hound is a political prisoner, the nobles (Our sister in law is amazing) made that clear, so it's just another chain Arthur is adding, a little "Be careful love, you don't know what SOMEONE might do if they found out you're a mage :) :)", you know?
And as someone who played as a Hound who is absolutely dreading this marriage (they literally feel like a prisoner) that whole thing kinda felt as if that wasn't an option? Like for example, the walking into the church thingy you have: I feel better, I'm not alone, and the "I am strong and proud" options, but no real option for...just numb? I personally just headcanoned the Hound was disassociated to the point they won't remember the day at all. (I kinda hope we might just get to breakdown with our brothers, or idk alone in the dark)
Also I forget, but is this a game where we have to rack up romance points to lock in? Or one we choose the route? Because I honestly didn't feel that my Hound would want to talk to anyone during what is (to them) a celebration of their collaring/house's defeat.
BUUUUT I truly do hope you take this as constructive. You won't please all of us, and you shouldn't try to. I love that you gave us even this and you are incredibly strong and lovely for pushing through everything. If I am out of line, feel free to ignore or tell me off and I'll just smash my Hound into a better mold for the story lol. After all, it is your story, tell it how you want.
I would really like to give you a long response to your very helpful feedback, but I fear I am lacking the energy to do so. I just want you to know that I hear you, and in truth you make really good points.
1) yeah I do admit I was getting close to burnout with writing in this update, and that scene in particular might have suffered for it. I'll revise it, and hopefully try to not make the interaction feel so jarring. (Note: did you try to pick the more... aggressive option? It goes in a different way, maybe it is less weird?)
2) you are totally right on the options for the marriage - especially because you can play a very numb MC. I'll either edit or add that option. Ohh and the breakdown with the siblings is peak idea. I'm writing that down.
3) as for the romance points: this game is focused strongly on MC. You can choose the pace of the relationship your Hound develops, and for romance, you need to first have some platonic points with said RO. Platonic means in this case that MC wants to spend time with them, and doesn't have to go further than what will become a lifelong friendship.
You do have to pick at least an option to have platonic points with a RO, but you won't get locked out of anything in this game. Every choice shapes your personal Hound's story, this is not a game that punishes you, or that is focused solely on romance.
Thank you for sending this in! This kind of feedback, especially if worded clearly and kindly lik you did, can be so helpful and I love getting it even if it makes me pause and rethink some things.
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I'd think one of them would be named Elijah, like Ellie takes a strong liking to one, claims them and dubs them that, Eli for short
I feel like as clones keep wracking up they get different temperaments for seeing the situation
The first one knows he was sent to replace Damian, and then gets swiped, and so is a lot more adiment about taking his place, the second another clone shows up the first one is upset he's been replaced and the second one is just kinda, confused, why would they bother with another, and just feels kinda weird having so many, would they keep going if he ever made a mistake, how many are flitting around, and why did this clone decide to stay, by the third capture the new clone just guesses this is how it is, the other clones seemed to be chill, I guess this is just happening now, by the fourth time ra tells them the other 3 went missing before reaching Damian and so is super frustrated and pissed off that they're disobeying, and the 5th doesn't get directly caught, 4th one kicks up a massive fuss and the Danny's have their hands full with him so the clones with some consultation from jazz follow the 5th and plays mind games with him, pretending to be villains, or just generally being silly with him and turning him around whenever he gets close to the manor(courtesy of dan after he stepped out cause he was getting a bit too worked with the 4th, and so 5th just goes around, explores, has his little adventures and gains an adventurous free spirit, ending up as a low level vigilante, like he'll see someone get mugged and he'd stop it, and after a while he's introduced to the fam once 4th settles down, and for the 6th that comes shortly after, the 5th is determined to change his mind and show him a better way, after seeing 5 perfect clones all chilling and hearing 5th talk about better options he becomes doubtful and hears 5th out, reforming and melting into the family, and becoming the most affectionate of the group, 7th has been given every weapon under the sun to track down and eliminate whatever keeps eliminating the other clones, he's incredibly jumpy and paranoid cause 6 other clones have been swallowed up by whatever this organization is, his nerves spike at the slightest things sometimes, and then Danny finds him while walking with sam and Tucker, and Tucker notices how jittery and stressed the poor guy is so asks to buy him some tea, and it stresses him out cause what if it's the gang, he can't fight him, it may be a normal man and draw attention to himself, he can't run, that's not honourable, and he needs to eliminate the gang when he sees it cause it'll be a threat until he does, and so after a long time of looking like he's about to cry he accepts and the teas fine and they just seem nice, and definitely not able to best him if they do fight him, the gang show him cool stuff and calm him down, and he carries on, slower than the previous clones from how alert he is, and Tucker and his friends keep meeting and chatting and he quite likes him, he clears his mind, makes him less freaked out, and he eventually asks him to come over to a public restaurant to meet some family his age in town, and it was free food so he agreed, he ends up face to face with every clone, and just bursts out laughing in relief, cause they've all been hanging out this whole time, and so he joins the frey, as the affectionate but stressy one, kinda like a mix between Tim and tweek, and with the 8th one he's been tasked with just going to the manner but they put a tracker on him, he meets the gang, they fight, they talk, and through the 7th he finds out that he was basically sent to die so Ra could find out what was talking his clones, ending up vengeful he, teaming with 7th, who's under tuckers wing, starts plotting to sabotage Ra, 8th takes after dan a lot so they talk, he also has a complex about being expendable and uncared for, is super close to 6th
For the first clone his names hektor
Second one is Liam, the most patient, chill, level headed and inquisitive of the bunch
Third is Eli, cause he takes after Ellie in his 'i guess this is happening' attitude, along with hid chill, fun, silly and chaos vibes
4th is Ricky, the thrashiest of the bunch, someone just called him that one time after a scuffle and it stuck, he hates it for how informal it is, (it's secretly growing on him)
5th calls himself Waylon for finding his way in life and for the journey he went on and his adventurous travel
6th is named sunny cause he's incredibly beloved by the fam, and all the Danny's yell, SON, before running over to him and loving on him, he often goes the extra mile to be sweet to his family, everyone adores him
7ths name is Isaac, he read the Bible and resonated a ton with Issac from the Bible story
8th wanted to be called inego Montoya after watching the movie, but found that stealing his name would be living in his shadow, so payed homage by calling himself Diego
Prompt 219
Ellie would like it to be known that she didnât do this on purpose. But what was she supposed to do when she found another clone? Not grab him before he could be brainwashed for evil? Heâs a baby! Okay not literally, but as the older clone, she declares him baby!Â
Hey Danny, do you want a son? She found him in a whale! Yeah? Sweet, new tiny stabby brother!
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#danny finds damianâs clone heretic#heretic is twice as stabby as damian#danny names him hektor and finds his stabbing adorable#jordan finds him hilarious#talia is panicking slightly because where is her perfect clone son#it would be utterly hilarious if danny looks like a younger bruce or dick#to the bats it looks like a family of clones lmao#<previous tags#everytime the league sends a clone after Damian Ellie finds it first#the Fentons are oblivious to their rapidly expanding family#the Fentons went from having two kids to 12 and havenât noticed yet#Danny collectively refers to the Damian clones as the Stabbies
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love your writing, so scrumptious and poeticđ„° i love a fellow saebyeok fangirlđ©đ©·
what do you think about a short fic about the reader slowly becoming friends with saebyeok who works at the local convenience store. like this bubbly kinda awkward girl just doesnât get the hint the saebyeok doesnât wanna talk and ends up wearing her down over time til they become friends and start to develop feelingsđ
iâd love to see it, keep up the amazing work!
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pairing : saebyeok x fem!reader
fluff
warnings : mentions of smoking, mentions of small injuries
a/n : thank u so much !! your comments are the sweetest <3
if you have any requests, feel free to message me <3
đhe bell above the door jingles, a familiar sound that barely registers anymore. itâs late, past midnight, and the fluorescent lights of the convienne store hum a lonely tune. youâre restocking the ramen shelves, humming along to the song playing from the tiny speaker behind the counter, when you see her.
sheâs tall and thin, with a haunted look in her eyes that seem to absorb the harsh glow. she moves with a strange grace, like a stray cat who knows every alleyway in the city. itâs Saebyeok, and sheâs a regular, though âregularâ feels too casual for someone who exudes such a guarded energy. she always comes in late, grabs a pack of cigarettes, and maybe a drink, usually without a word.
your heart does a little flip, a nervous flutter youâve come to recognize. sheâs intriguing, in a way that makes your palms sweat a little. you push a stray strand of hair behind your ear, and, despite all your better judgment, you decide to be friendly.
âlate night, huh?â you chirp, your voice a little too high-pitched. you flash her a wide, hopefully not creepy smile.
she doesnât smile back. or even look at you, really. she grabs a pack of cigarettes, pays, and walks towards the door.
âhave a good night!â you call after her, your voice tinged with a bit of embarrassment.
you tell yourself she didnât hear you, but the truth is, she heard. sheâs just not interested.
the next night, sheâs back. same time, same kind of cigarettes. you tell yourself youâll play it cool, be nonchalant, but the moment you see her youâre back to your usual, bubbly self.
âhey! howâs it going?â you ask, leaning on the counter as you try to look cool. you are desperately failing. âanything interesting happen today?â
she doesnât answer. she doesnât even make eye contact. she just grabs her things, pays, and leaves.
okay, you think. maybe sheâs just not a talker. but youâre stubborn. and maybe, just a little, youâre drawn to her quiet mystery.
you make a point of learning her usual order. you start stocking her favorite brand of cigarettes by the register so theyâre easier for her to grab. youâve even started leaving out a small bag of her favorite chips, just in case she wants them. you leave it on the counter, a silent offering.
she ignores it at first. then, one night, as sheâs leaving, you see her glance at the bag. for the briefest moment, you think you see a flicker of something in her eyes that isnât cold indifference.
itâs a small victory, but it fuels you. you keep talking to her, babbling about your day, your annoying coworkers, the latest tv show youâre obsessed with. she doesnât respond for the most part, but sometimes, just sometimes, you notice a subtle shift in her posture, a tiny twitch of her lips. sheâs listening. you know it.
one rainy night, youâre both the only ones in the store as you mop the floors. Saebyeok comes in, her usually stoic face looking even more pale in the dim lighting. sheâs soaking wet, her hair plastered to her forehead. you see a small scrape on her hand that you know sheâs probably too proud to care for.
âoh my god, youâre drenched!â you blurt out. you quickly grab a clean towel from behind the counter. âhere, you gotta dry off.â you offer it to her.
she hesitates, then slowly takes the towel. you watch her awkwardly pat her hair, her movements surprisingly delicate. for a moment, the walls you always see her putting up seem to waver.
âyou should probably clean that,â you say, pointing to the graze on her hand. you reach for the first aid kit.
she raises an eyebrow, but doesnât refuse as you dab antiseptic on the scratch, bandaging it gently. you feel your face flush as you work.
âthank you.â she murmurs, her voice barely audible, but itâs the first time youâd ever heard it.
itâs quiet, but that small thank you is enough. you beam at her. this is a progress, a breakthrough.
over time, the silence that once surrounded Saebyeok starts to feel less like a wall and more like a quiet understanding. she doesnât talk much, but sheâll occasionally meet your gaze, a slight curve to her lips as you tell another story. you catch her watching you as you dance along to the music while restocking shelves. she starts grabbing a soda along with her cigarettes, and she sometimes even accepts the bag of chips you leave out. you start to feel a warmth settle in your chest whenever she comes in.
one night, she stays a little longer. youâre closing up, counting the till, and she leans against the counter, watching you.
âwhy?â she asks, her voice low.
âwhy what?â you ask, confused.
âwhy are you soâŠâ she trails off, searching for the right word. ânice?â
your heart clenches at the question. âi donât know,â you admit with a nervous laugh, âyou just seem like you need a friend.â
a small, almost imperceptible smile appears on her face.
âmaybe.â she whispers, her eyes meeting yours.
that night, you realize something has shifted. itâs not just a friendship that youâre forging with this quiet, guarded woman. thereâs something else, a pull, a connection that leaves you breathless and a little scared. your heart skips a beat, the same little nervous flip, but this time, itâs joined by a slow, burning warmth. itâs something you canât deny, something you desperately hope she feels too. and she does, but she wonât tell you that. you catch her gaze, and the look in her dark eyes sends a shiver down your spine. youâre not just friends anymore. and maybe, thatâs exactly what youâve both been hoping for.
#i actually love this#kang sae byeok#kang saebyeok#sae byeok#saebyeok#kang sae byeok x reader#kang saebyeok x reader#sae byeok x reader#saebyeok x reader#squid game x reader#squid game
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Sweet, subby boy Aemond would love full body massages. I know it.
You're so right Anon, so right.
Happy, sweet, kinda fluffy and non-explicit NSFW sub!Aemond below the cut. Enjoy lads!
I'm convinced that Aemond actually just ADORES being pampered and treated very softly? But only from you of course. If anyone else tried to help him or pamper him he would see it as insulting and like the person is belittling him.
But when you do it he just feels so nice? Once he starts to relax around you and you start to guide him more when you're alone then he really starts to unwind with you.
(Sidenote: a big part about Aemond finding that comfort and safety with you is actually about ensuring protection and security for him from others? You stop servants from entering your chambers with him unless they are scheduled or are called, you get sheer fabric to hang over the windows so people can't see in from outside, maybe even move your quarters to the most remote part of the keep. For him, especially because of the brothel incident, his emotional security stems from physical security in the sense of not feeling vulnerable when he starts to let his guard down. Okay anyway back to the point of the ask...)
It takes you a while to realise that Aemond enjoys being pampered because of how closed off he tends to be? For the longest time Aemond would stiffen the moment you touched him and almost seemed touch averse. So for the first part of your relationship with him you focused on a lot on ensuring not to touch him unnecessarily and always asking for consent every time, even when it's very obvious he expects and wants that touch.
You respecting him like that, always letting him come to you, always offering yourself but never taking from him unless you've expressly asked and even then being as gentle as you can, that's what makes a world of difference to him. Because Aemond actually craves touch and warmth and the feeling of being able to hold onto someone at night and know they'll be there when he wakes.
Once you start to see him seeking those touches from you and he starts to allow certain things much more often, then you start to push it a little to see how much Aemond wants. To your surprise, you never met any pushback at all. You would offer him something, like brushing his hair or massaging his back or even just helping him get dressed or undressed, and sometimes you could swear that you could actually see the tension relax in his shoulders. He always seemed so much more content then, like once you got your hands on him he would just allow himself to become plaint in your arms, allowing you to do whatever you want.
That's how you learn how much he likes body massages. You first offer him a back massage after a long ride on Vhagar followed by a long meeting with Aegon when he arrived back to your chambers in a godawful mood. At first you think you may have fucked up by offering him a massage because of the way he goes stiff and quiet, stopping himself in his step and for a moment you think he may walk out the door.
He looks down then, unable to look you in the eye. He mumbles the 'yes please' so soft that you almost don't hear it and when he looks up his cheeks are flushed. He's clearly all embarrassed and uncomfortable actually saying yes but it's so clear that he really wants it.
Once you have his permission, the trick is to not make it seem like a big deal. Just lead him to bed, slowly remove his shirt and pants and let him lay on his stomach. If you talk or ask him anything or even compliment him then he'll get tense again and uncomfortable. You have to just be nonchalant about it to let him enjoy this without having to give you any input.
Over time as your relationship progresses the massages get longer and you get to massage more of his body. He still won't ever openly ask, but he will remove his own clothes and lay on his stomach in bed, nodding his head when you ask if he'd like a massage (even though you both know he does want one, you always just check anyway).
Interestingly though he doesn't actually fall asleep while you massage him, not even when he's so tired he's practically dead on his feet. The massages can definitely help him sleep better and fall asleep faster, but only once the massage has ended and you climb into bed with him. Often you're certain he's fallen asleep but then once you move away he's mumbling thank you and turning onto his bed with his one arm held out resting on the bed, a clear invitation to join him. He falls asleep almost instantly then, but only once you've come to bed.
Maybe what really changes things is when he gets to give you a massage? It's not the type of thing Aemond would think of randomly, not because he doesn't want to (he will take any and every excuse to serve or touch you, always) but because he doesn't think you'd agree if he offered.
But then one day you come to bed after him and he can say by the way you walk that your muscles are stiff. Maybe it was from training or dragon riding or even a fall but whatever it was made your muscles sore. Aemond wants to fix this of course, though he's not sure how he could help.
You can see how he's starting to get antsy about this and how he's not going to settle until he knows you're feeling better. So you ask him to run you a bath, which he does of course. After that Aemond is just standing around, clearly trying to figure out what to do next. You suggest the massage mostly as a joke really because you ended up laying on your stomach the same way he does when you massage him.
To your surprise, his eyes light up? And well, you certainly arent going to turn that down. He's so gentle with it too, like he's afraid he may break you if he's too rough. Honestly it's not as much a massage as it just getting your back rubbed but you arent complaining, it still feels good and relaxing.
It's after that incident that the massages become more commonplace and more sexual. Pretty soon one of your favourite ways to spend a night with Aemond is first to bathe together, then for you to massage Aemond until he's completely relaxed. You often ride him then, just flipping him over and letting him grip your hips and watch you. After that you'll lay together for a little bit and the moment Aemond has recovered he gives you a massage before you both go to bed.
#sub!aemond#aemond targaryen smut#aemond targaryen#aemond targaryen x reader#prince aemond#aemond one eye#hotd aemond#aemond x reader#house of the dragon#house of the dragon fanfiction#hotd#house of the dragon imagine
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*GIANT DEEP BREATH*
I LOVE YOU AND YORU DESIGNS FOR EVERY CHARACTER I KNOW SO MUCH LOVE HAS BEEN PUT INTO IT AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR IT LIKE OMG MOSTLY I GOT INTRODUCED TO YINA THE FEMALE HYENA AND THE FACT IS HIW YOU MADE HER MUSUCLAR CAUSE I LOVE ANIMAL STUDIES SO MUCH AND THE FACT IS FEMALE HYENAS HAVE MORE TESTOSTRONE THEN MALE HYENAS!!
I love them so much LIKE UGHHH BUT YINA GOT ME EXCITED BECAUSE ITS A CHARACTER BASED OFF OF AN ANIMAL SO YOU DONT NEED TO REPLY BUT I WANTED TO TALK ABOUT HWO I LOVE HOW YOU MADE YINA MUSCULAR!! So I kinda wanted to ramble to someone as awesome as you about how they court you can ignore this but I got so happy â((ă»xă»))â
Ahem!! In spotted hyena society, adult males are ranked at the very bottom of the clan hierarchy. That means that when it comes time to find a date, the males have A LOT of work to do to impress a female. Male hyenas are generally terrified of female hyenas, and the prospect of having to approach â let alone court â a female can elicit actual shivers of fear. Here are some of the tried-and-true tactics in a male hyenaâs dating arsenal
They do the same thing humans do which os the Approach avoid behavior A male hyena approaches a female (who is usually ignoring him), and once he gets close to her, he backs off a few meters as if suddenly startled. He often repeats this over and over for minutes at a time, sometimes never even getting close enough to sniff or groom the female. As Leslie described in an earlier blog post, the male seems to be thinking, "I want you...but I'm scared of you...but you're cute....but also dangerous..." which im like oh that kinda suites ruggie yuna as its compared cause yes he cannot take her out to dinner he still is awkward which leads to some common actings for hyenas to either ne flashy to their mate or be awkward and shy away and contemplate if they had the acutal chances of getting a parter
A thing is my favorite hyena courtship behavior, and I recommend it for males of all species. A hyena male lifts one foreleg and crosses it over the other while facing the female. It is ridiculously adorable, especially when she completely ignores him but I think Yina would probs stare at him if he bowed to her Iâd love to see her reaction! AHEM AGAIN SORRY FOR THE RAMBLES I JUST GOT EXCITEDDDD
Have an amazing day
Yeah thats exactly why I made her musclar :D Or rather; why I just feel in my guts that Ruggie likes them big and strong (I just make every character thinking what the guys would want lol)
Yina definitly will see anything Ruggie does as totaly for realz omg flirting - that casual leg thingy is totally him telling her he wants to take her out so she'll ask again or visit his school
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Just a Little Longer
Not posting this to ao3 or anything since this fic is so itty bitty pocket sized and I don't have the energy rn. might do all that later but for now its NBD. This is just a short and kinda messy thing about TR!Phil post losing his wings after having them for 5 minutes. lol. Enjoy or dont
â...There has to be some reason.â Phil wonders aloud as he props a large log onto a stone wet from the fresh rain, readying Woodsbane on its surface in preparation to swing. With the amount of trees he chopped, it became inevitable that heâd eventually have to organize the mess. Treecapitator was nice, but it could only do so much in the way of organization.
Sneeg hums as he sits off to the side, handing off the occasional item for Crinkle to munch onâ from his own inventory this time, Phil hoped. âThem having someone go rogue is pretty possible, I meanâ Iâve seen it before, yâknow?â Phil then adds. âThereâs always some bigger force, andâ and then thereâs someone who wants to go against that force by getting help from outside, butâŠâ Phil cuts himself off as he raises the axe high above his head and throws it down onto the log, splitting it cleanly in two. He immediately reaches for another log, swiping the other pieces away as if they weighed nothing and putting the new log in their place. If there was one thing heâd become from woodcutting, it was fast. Being maxed out and allâ fast was the one thing he had left to be.
â...What if it wasnât?? What if⊠They really only wanted you and Foolish to have them? Andâ And if not for an Elytra, then for what? Why wouldnât they take it away the second you made it?â Sneeg simply shrugs. âI dunno. It doesnât make a lotta sense to me either.â Phil sighs, zoning in on the log as he chops it cleanly once more, and then he chops another. And another. And another again.Â
âŠWhat had the keepers of the realm meant when they said it âwasnât timeâ?
He wondered if it was something to do with the factions like Sneeg had suggested earlier; Both him and Foolish were a part of the Kingdom, after all⊠Maybe that was it...?Â
Or perhaps, it was due to Phil not being in a faction altogether..?
Placing another log on the stone, his eyes glance over to Sneeg. â...The fuck do you have that I donât, mate?â He asks. He means it as a jokeâ he thinks that he means it as a joke. But Sneeg stands with a huff. âLook, Phil. I donât know why this shit happened. Weâre all kinda in the same boat right now.â He says defensively. âYouâre gonna get your elytra eventuallyâ this shit wasnât fair. Itâs justâŠâ
He stares off into the distance. Something else was clearly on his mind, but Phil either didnât particularly care right now. â...Youâre just gonna have to wait a little longer, I guess.â
Philâs grip on Woodsbaneâs handle tightens despite the rain. He stares down to the last log he struck before silently flipping one of the halves on its flat end, kicking the other to the wayside. Sneeg sighs. â...Iâll leave you be for now. I gotta explain what happened to Foolish anyways, so⊠I dunno. Maybe heâll have an idea of what happened.â Likely not; Phil wanted to say, but he kept silent.
Sneeg silently walks offâ the only noise coming from his boots as they squelch in the wet mycelium, and his trident when he takes off into the now stormy sky. He didnât have to look at Sneeg to know the look he was probably giving him as he left. Across what felt like a thousand different timelines, heâd seen it before about a million times over.
The apologies for his sake, the endless droves of sympathy. The sad look in peopleâs eyes when they said: âOh well! Thereâs nothing to be done about that!â
Pity.
Every time without fail, it bore into Philâs soul. It dug around deep in his chest until he was all but crying out in anguish, begging for it to cease, and he hated it. He hated it so, so very much.
Phil raised Woodsbane high above his head, straining as if the blade itself had hitched the loop of a halo that wasnât there. âAn angel lost his wings today.â
But theyâd been lost for a long time now, hadnât they?
âIt is not yet time.â
And when would it be time?
âYouâre just gonna have to wait a little longer.â
Philâs breath hitches as he stares down at the halved log; not quite registering how his arms shook from both strain and rage as he held the axe in a crushing grip. He gritted his teeth together until his head began to poundâ
âand to nobody in particular, he screamed as he swung the axe down onto the log with remarkable speed. âHOW MUCH LONGER?!â He asks, raising the axe again and barrelling down on the log once more. âHOW MUCH LONGER DO I HAVE TO WAIT?!â
And then repeatedly, Woodsbane fell upon the same log, each cut sloppier than the last as Phil hollered obscenities at the top of his lungs until his throat went hoarse. His blinding rage fizzled out into pathetic cries as he swung tiredly at nothing in particular; the log now too scattered and in pieces by then to even be truly called a log.
The cries turn hushed as he coughs and unceremoniously drops Woodsbane to the ground as he too, falls to his knees.
â...How much longer?â He rhetorically asks again, now tired and muffled as he stares to the ground, uncaring of the rain as it soaks into his clothing and frazzled hair. He thinks about what Pili had said earlier once more. Perhaps he was truly serious when he said it, butâŠ
âŠAn angel without wings.
It was a joke so ironic that Phil could almost laugh. Â
#syd spiels mcyt#the realm smp#syd's fics#mcyt#philza#tr!philza#trsmp#tr!sneegsnag#sneegsnag#malewifeduo#yassburger.#not tagging Pili or Foolish but both of them are mentioned like once
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(This is a ContraCold request made by @saranorah228 -I love this duo and their fun dynamic.Enjoy!)
It was snowing,and Contrarian demanded to go outside.
They haven't experienced much snow in their lives, and Contrarian was determined to make the most of it.
While the others were more concerned about heating their home up and not getting barricaded in by snow,Contrarian dragged the first person who he knew would want and appreciate a snow day-Cold.
He giggled in glee as he gripped Cold's hand, marching outside,and feeling how the snow crunched beneath his feet.Cold hadn't said much, but Contrarian saw him take one look outside the window,and his eyes lit up,and then Contrarian was shoving him outside.
They walked out until they were far enough away from the house,and he stopped and spun around, feeling snowflakes stick to his feathers.
He giggled uncontrollably,catching a glimpse of Cold,who was busy staring straight up at the sky, and the snow dotted around his feathers in a way that kind of made him look like a weird yet pretty snow creature.Cool.
As dizziness took ahold of him,he stumbled over to the other,leaning against his side as he asked,"Do you feel at home,buddy?"
Cold just made a questioning noise,putting his arm out and watching the snow hit his feathers,and Contrarian noticed how they puffed up at the contact.
"How do you mean?"Cold finally asked,and Contrarian managed to shove the dizziness away to stand up properly and say,"Well,you're Cold-you're basically in your element here!"
Cold smiled softly at him,and that did something funny to Contrarian's stomach,so he switched his attention to the snow.
He started by stomping around,kicking his feet up and giggling as the snow was thrown about across the field."This stuff is weird!"Contrarian exclaimed over his shoulder."It kinda looks fluffy,don't you think?"
"Skeptic said that he thinks it might actually just be frozen water from the sky,"Cold said,and then Contrarian was stunned as Cold stuck his tongue out to taste the snow.
A blush suddenly exploded across Contrarian's face,and he forced himself to look away,crouching down to touch the snow with his hands.His body shook,but he wasn't sure if it was from the bitter weather,so he just kept focusing on the weird feeling of the snow-light yet solid enough to bunch up in his palm.
He held a small pile of it,then smiled as he let it drift down through the gaps in his fingers.Then-he got an idea.
He used every fibre of his being to stop any laughter from coming out,glancing over his shoulder to see Cold with his arm out,inspecting the shaking of his fingers and they were starting to look paler than before.
He was distracted.Good.
He worked quickly,spreading his wings out to block Cold from seeing what he was doing.He slowly stood up when he was finished,glancing over his shoulder to see Cold about to crouch and touch the snow like he had.
Before he could though,Contrarian shouted, "Hey, Cold!"and the biggest grin spread across Contrarian's face,as his arm shot out,and he clocked Cold right in the face.
There was a single second,where pure shock took over the bird's usually blank face,before Contrarian burst out laughing.
He clutched his stomach as laughter practically erupted out of him,and he ducked his head to avoid any heated glares that Cold may send him.But come on!How many times can someone say that they've genuinely caught Cold that off guard before?It was unheard of!
Contrarian was only beginning to feel a sense of pride at being one of the few birds to accomplish that,when he suddenly felt something hit his head.
He snorted,expecting this,and he lifted his head, only for another snowball to hit him in the face.He stumbled backwards,as one,two,three-fucking hell Cold was good at this-four snowballs hit him in the face.
His face was beginning to go numb,so he quickly waved his arms out and yelled,"Okay,I'm sorry,I yield!I yield!"
There was a pause,and Contrarian dared to open his eyes,finding Cold staring at him in soft amusement,a snowball resting in the palm of his hand.They held each other's gazes for a few seconds,before Cold silently lowered his arm, looking down at the snowball instead.Contrarian found himself a little disappointed that the moment ended so quickly.
But then he noticed the way Cold was eying up the snow in his hand,and he couldn't stop himself from chanting,"Do it!Do it!Do it!"So without any further motivation,Cold bit into the snowball.
Contrarian rushed over to him,cackling as he watch Cold's face for any more changes.His hands reached out to softly grip Cold's arm without even thinking about it,and he watched as Cold furrowed his brows in deep thought-before his expression completely fell with disappointment.
"It just becomes water in your mouth,"Cold said with slumped shoulders.Contrarian's smile also fell as he went,"Aw,really?"and then picked up some snow for him to try himself.
He attempted to chew it,but just as Cold said-it just dissolved on his tongue.
"Well that's boring,"Contrarian said,letting water dribble out of his mouth,and making Cold chuckle softly.
He liked that sound.He liked being the one to make Cold sound like that.
Contrarian rubbed his mouth clean,and the two of them just stood there,taking a moment to watch the snow fall around them.
It was really pretty.Contrarian never thought that something so pretty and so fun could fall from the sky.His mind was already going through all the pranks he could pull on the others,and then some were just fun things to do in the snow.Like-what other things could they make with the snow?What did the snow do to other things like trees and lakes and-
Contrarian didn't know when it happened,but at some point,his attention had drifted from the snow, and onto Cold.
He had a peaceful,almost soft expression on his face,and he kept his gaze up at the sky,his shiny feathers sticking out amongst all the white snow.
-and all he knew was that he wanted to make sure that Cold enjoyed every minute of this.
His face heated up,and his feathers puffed up,and Contrarian had no idea what this fluttering feeling in his stomach was,but it was so different than anything else he's felt before.He wants to ignore it, but he had a feeling that ignoring it meant ignoring Cold,and Contrarian could never bring himself to do that.
He sighed in frustration at himself,before he noticed what happened when he did that.
"Hey look!"Contrarian exclaimed in excitement, hardly able to contain his joy as Cold turned to look at him.Contrarian bunched his hands into fists and squeezed as he revealed,"Look!I'm just like you now!"and then he let a big exhale out,and grinned at how he could now see his own breath.
Cold's eyes widened slightly,with snow still clinging to the feathers on his face,and he let a breath of his own out,his signature frost floating out around them.
Contrarian began to bounce on the spot,and then his heart pounded at the way Cold smiled down at him,as if amused by his reaction.
But then Contrarian froze in shock as Cold leaned in closer to whisper,"That is interesting."
The dark glint in his eyes told Contrarian that Cold may not be talking about the snow anymore.
#slay the princess#stories#my writing#stp cold#stp contrarian#stp voices#voice of the contrarian#voice of the cold#Is stp dark comedy their ship name or just their duo name?I'm not sure#Anyways they're just little sillies eating snow#writing prompt#stp
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