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Make this a story on ao3 or I’ll possess the power to DO IT MYSELF😡

My pain in the ass Nexus is still a stubborn asshole like I remember. I love him. Please let him return and revive soon, Tsams.

Also, crack fic idea.

After having been sent to the Superhell, Nexus gets therapy. That therapy kinda makes him less cray cray than his usual self, and he kinda wants his family back. (Aka Earth, Sun and Solar, maybe Lunar. Moon can sleep inside the dog's house)

Anyway, he gets revived by Rez. And instead of haha, I'm a bad guy and I will take revenge on everyone who wrongs me!!! He just looks at his self-made clothes and his new boss and be like: You know, This... Kinda cringe.

Anyway, because he is still on Rez's leash, he couldn't go back home, as well as finding his own person and making amends for his family he hurt.

So he needs to get out, and to do that, he needs a plan, he needs someone who can help him out.

But while Solar is smart and very capable, the last time he meets, his ex bestie looks like he wants to beat Nexus to death by a toolbox. Same with Earth, because Nexus knows his sister, he knows Earth can hold a guilt for very long time.

So the last choice is Sun.

I mean, Sun is not a bad choice. His bro can resist negative star power, also he has magic. And after months of therapy, Nexus has to finally admit that Sun loves and cares about him even in his last moment.

It's just the last time they meet, Nexus has said something unforgivable, and Sun has killed him.

Heck... Things will be very awkward.

But because beggars cannot demand, Nexus decides to find Sun.

And because Nexys is still an emo boy with a level of emotions only higher than Moon and a goose, he decided to just very nonchalant say hello to Sun and act like nothing happened.

So the funny misunderstanding here is that... Sun kinda has Nexus's hallucinations for months and months.

And at first it is very angst with hallucinations of Nexus show up and say how much he hates him, inside dreams and reality.

But then eventually, hallucinations Nexus just becomes annoying, like a ghost sibling who Sun couldn't choke on.

Anyway, when the real Nexus shows up and asks for Sun help, Sun just blinks his eyes and be like: Okay, this is new.

Like Sun just thinks his hallucinations are just evolving like a Pokémon, and just flows with it.

And also Nexus has to run back before Rez notices him, so noone sees Nexus, just Sun.

Anyway, the reveal happened when Rez showed up about to gut the celestial family and get backstabbing by Nexus from behind.

Everyone looks very shocked, and they get even shocker when seeing Nexus look very friendly and waving back at them.

Nexus: Why do you guys act so strange? Sun, have you forgotten to tell them I am alive?

Earth +Lunar + Moon look at Sun with the betrayal and concern: You know you didn't tell us????

Sun: Wait...? You are real?????

Nexus:... I cook for you, Sun.

Sun: I just thought that night I became very imaginable.

Nexus: We hug!!!!

Sun: maybe it's just a dream.

Nexus: I HELPED YOU PRANK LUNAR!!!!

Lunar: Wait it was you!!!!??

Sun: Oh--- and I just thought 8 suddenly getting smart.

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I know I like, just posted but have my Nexus ref :3

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Ehehe nexus shot from chapter 4 of Binary Stars. Next chapter should be coming out today :3

Binary Stars

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HELP MS PIGGY TRYNA KILL ME AND KUZCO GOTTA PROTECT ME

im cooked 😭

Spin the wheel. That's who's trying to kill you.

Spin the wheel again. That's who's trying to protect you.

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How to make a VRchat Model

Hey, some people ask me how to make VR models.

I am not an expert, Laia is my first 3d and VR model. I've never done something like this before her.

I followed mostly Rainhet Chaneru 3D tutorial videos: (18) Rainhet Chaneru 3D - YouTube

And PxINKY for Unity stuff like changing clothes: (18) PxINKY - YouTube

I need to warn you, that you will need to install a lot of stuff.

And even if you think you did everything right, there will be one error after another. If you did something cool for PC, it might not work for Android. It looks good on Blender but might look strange on Unity.

But in the end, if you get it to work on Vrchat, you will be very proud of your work.

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Saw this frame on a different reblog by @thatssroughbuddy but why does it look like Iroh is using his phone to take a photo of his nephew at a landmark

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HELP??

@daytimedemon

i wanna talk about this shot

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this blog hates donald trump

Look how many people hate him. I’m pretty damn happy about that 😁😁😁😁😁😁

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and then i post my 90 billion dandys wolrlds

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Shes an icon in every form

I’ve heard talk of a baby nexus au and.. I’m obsessed ok

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there’s four… Eclipse gets siblings? Real? 🫢🫢😧😮😲

The mer boys laying with their nest (unfortunately no you can’t touch the eggs they would lacerate you)

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Hey😈😈👹👺

hey 😼👅👅

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coal design i made because i would literally die for her. peak character ever. also the accesories on her bag are from bobette, ginger and rudie

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promoting this here bc I’m abt to tweak out if I don’t get this full by July ☹️

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DUDE YESSFF

SILLY YAP SESSION! ALL LOVE! NO HATE! GRAAHHH😼😼

lowkey the fandom always forgets that Nexus is a deteriorating husk of “Moon”. Moon literally was driven to insanity BECSUSE they cared so much about their family. Everyone always puts Moons GOOD actions onto Old Moon, but then brushes away every single little mistake known to mankind onto Nexus. Nexus shouldn’t be viewed as the villain. She should be viewed as a mentally ill character, because that is what she is. She turned to what only can be put as drvgs and a life groping for power because she knew the family would NOT accept her back because of her mental health.

Now I’m not saying the celestial family are the villains in play, but I am also? Eclipses recording showed Moon in a very disturbing state which should have been focused on more than the fact that Moon was going to make plans to kill Ruin or BloodMoon (two known villains/Anti-heros in tsbs. More on that in a second.) Earth wants to be seen as a therapist, and we can see that in the episode “Confronting MOON! In VRChat” Earth gets upset when Moon says she ISN’T a therapist. She says “I will NEVER forgive you for the words you just said to me.” The fandom agrees with Earth, “Moon has no right!” “She was just trying to help!” & xyz were thrown across the fandom, but genuinely most of these were incorrect. If Earth wishes to be viewed as a therapist, she does Infact have to learn to put aside her problems with her patient to actually help them, which she didn’t do. This of course simply reinforces Moons statement that Earth is not in fact a therapist and has a lot more to learn before she can become one. Of course this comes back to show Earth probably couldn’t have helped Moon even if she wanted to. She would’ve had too many difficulties and problems to set aside from Moon before she could’ve listened, learned, and helped. Now, to address something bigger. The whole Moon trying to kill Earth thing. Let’s jump into that.

“Moon KILLS EVERYONE!! In VRChat”

Moon enters the room at 3:55 and it’s quite obvious they’re going to kill someone. They say it’s not their fault if Earth accidentally dies. Skip to 4:30, Moon and Ruin talk about god knows what, their family and Moons insanity til 14:00. That’s about 10 minutes of talking which will provide importance in a second. At 14:00 Moon brings up they’re going to use star power and states they will not hesitate to kill everyone and everything in the room, including earth who is tied up. He actually shoots at 15:30, a minute and a half later. In this minute and a half, Ruin could have been untying Earth to let her go but for whatever reason chose not to. Same thing goes for the him talking to Moon for 10+ minutes instead of letting Earth go.

Now that has been covered, allow me to point out the differences between “Moon tried to kill Earth” and “Moon tried to kill BloodMoon and Earth was in the way”. Moon did not pointedly try to kill Earth. They tried to kill BloodMoon. This is VERY DIFFERENT from them trying to kill Earth. If you say Moon tried to kill Earth, you’re wrong. They tried to kill BloodMoon.

Twisting back to Nexus’ mental health and everyone’s view on it. I’m going to discuss the fandoms view of her mental health next.

Everyone always says “Nexus had no reason to go insane!” “Suns the real one who deserves to go insane!” “Nexus doesn’t deserve to go insane!” “Nexus doesn’t have enough trauma to go insane!” & xyz. Now, here’s where these statements are wrong. Somebody can’t deserve to go insane. They simply do. Insanity is not something that is willing, it’s something that is built up.

Think of it as a beaver dam. The water at first flows smoothly and openly. We’ll acknowledge this as somebody’s thoughts, emotions, and views of certain things. Then, here come the beavers. The event. It doesn’t have to be a big event. It can be little ones that slowly place up a wall. The dam that closes off everything else. Oftentimes the person will bottle everything up. Making the water stop flowing. Over time, the river will rise above the dam, and cracks will begin. This can go on for months, years even. Eventually, the dam will break. Snap. All those emotions and thoughts, and reason will get washed away in the thick of things and the river will swell, flooding the banks which will cause problems. Untreated, this can be incredibly bad for the person and cause them to deteriorate into a husk of the person they once were. This is what happened with Nexus.

I believe the start of the build up of the dam for Nexus would begin at his talk with Old Moon. Where he was told to kill himself for his family’s wellbeing. Reminder that this is fresh after Solars death, so the pressure is still on his shoulders. The build up continues through his breakdown and then we reach his hallucination. This is the point where I think Moons’ dam began to crack, twigs spring out and water slowly begins to flow only to be closed up too soon. We can watch as Moons dam slowly gets flimsy and then breaks from that episode to the Earth and Sun confrontation.

Onto the last part of my yap session. (Ur a real one if u read this far down.) Moons imprisoning which was a BIG SLIP UP.

Honestly, imprisoning Moon in a small cage was the worst thing they could’ve done. Leaving him alone for days, weeks even, with his hallucinations, only popping in every few days just to flat out torment them (Monty.) and continuously compare them to their “superior self” (Sun). Moon even stated that they were “Screaming at nothing and thrashing about” for days on end and Sun paid no mind to it. Which is genuinely surprising because Sun was in this exact position, but instead of paying aid to Moon, he orders the computer to shock him unconscious and walks out not another word nor glance.

God these robots man, THESE ROBOTS GRRR. They’re all flawed so perfectly to antagonize each other but the fandom is so closed minded they can’t sort out that each character has REASON for beings one way or another🙏

in conclusion I miss Nexus and her goofy self and Moon and their stupid braindead self☹️☹️

I miss new Moon

Honestly, I don't care about Nexus but thinking about what happened to New Moon specifically hurts me a little. I just still can’t believe that a character who we knew for a year could just go POOF so randomly and sudden

And the worst part is that everyone in the show acts as if he never existed at all. As if only Nexus existed and everything good he did in his life was actually old Moon

It's weird. I kept hoping for a happy ending for him. I even thought he would eventually just leave with Solar to some random dimension after realizing his mistakes. But unfortunately it seems that the only way for a major character to go off screen is for them to die

Anyway I'm already changing some lore stuff when redesigning characters so have the biggest change so far: my Nexus is alive and "domesticated" (I love domesticated villain trope a lot). He lives in Sun and Moon's basement and only goes outside to get some snacks because he is still very salty about everything that happened. Nice

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I’m not even a big artist but I had to drop my silly Jack o Moon in there 😭

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I had an interesting night last night