#but I can't stop trying to fight it
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megatron makes an off-hand comment in the middle of a battle and it makes optimus snort for a second before cutting himself off and every autobot in the vicinity freezes because it's the closest the prime has gotten to laughing since the war started. and it was because of the mech that caused it in the first place.
would that be fucked up or what
#i talk a lot <3#transformers one#optimus prime#megatron#sorry i cannot stop thinking about the inherent heartbreak of fighting the person that used to be your best friend#how do you try to kill the person you once tried to make smile the most#how do you go to battle with the person you once would've gone to hell for#how do you hate the person that once made you so happy#like. that's your best friend. you have the same humor. you laugh at the same stupid things.#you see them and a part of you is already smiling because for so long they were your greatest happiness#what do you do with all the love you can't give them anymore#I HATE THEM WHY WOULD THEY DO THIS TO ME#tf one
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so why is Luka obsessed with Hyuna anyway?
(mostly just trying to get my thoughts on Luka down before blink gone rewires my brain)
every pet human is extremely limited in freedom, but Luka's case is definitely the worst literally even his birth was by Heperu's design... he can't control any aspect of his own life, from his participation of ALNST (twice!) to what he eats on a daily basis
*translations all by whatafruit
humans have no power over segyein, and Luka doesn't even have any power over own his own body so what can he have power over, then?
other humans, of course
most obvious in round 5: Luka would've had an easy win even if he barely tried, but he goes out of his way to provoke Mizi anyway until she finally snaps... and he smiles as he's beaten
because this is his "power." he successfully manipulated Mizi into reacting, proving he has some control over the situation no matter how pointless it is in the grand scheme of things, this is all he can influence, so he makes the absolute most of it and this control is so important to him he doesn't care about his own physical injuries
it's Hyuna talking in this comic, but clearly reflecting Luka's own mentality
while for Hyuna it's likely just her love for singing and performing (whatever happens, they can't take this away from her) for Luka I imagine it's the ability to influence others from the stage (crushing his opponents, but also shaping his fanbase?)
...so back to Luka -> Hyuna
it’s mentioned more than a few times that Hyuna’s a really talented performer, but seeing their respective stat pages really drives it in


(think the “superiority test” Hyuna was put through relates to this also)
Hyuna doesn't seem to have been created in any special way like Luka was… she just has a natural affinity to performing. and that's enough that she’s considered a real rival to Luka—Luka, who was literally made for this, and put through constant hellish training on top (the pain of having your heart stopped...) to mold him into the perfect idol
to Luka… if he can’t dominate Hyuna, he can't even take pride in his own ability (that everything he's forced to go through amounts to something?). and power over other humans is all he has, so he needs to overpower Hyuna (also he likely admires Hyuna’s talents at the same time, which just adds to his twisted feelings)
so since his ability isn't enough... by making someone think of you, only you… that’s another way of having power over someone, isn’t it
“your life is mine” “I told you I only wanted one thing”
whatever exactly happened with Hyunwoo… well that certainly worked. both removing Hyuna's most important person and making Luka someone she can't not think of (oh and he doesn't seem particularly interested in Hyunwoo despite how similar the siblings are in personality? Hyunwoo was even the first to approach Luka, not Hyuna so it's likely because he doesn't have his sister's talents)
but you know how his intimacy(?) value for her is only 70% I figure that's because she escaped, so they could never actually face off onstage... maybe he's disappointed in her "wasting" her ability
what all this amounts to is that she did end up escaping his control, and he never even got to compete against her. so until he can somehow completely overpower her, he'll be obsessed with her
I wonder if this represents his final effort to that... ultimately, he values control over his own well-being, so if he can goad Hyuna into killing him, then doesn't that cement his power over her?
and maybe "saves" him from this hellish life too
kind of a tangent, but I really like how their designs contrast this dynamic Luka looks really angelic and androgynous, so from appearance he seems fragile and like someone to be protected (which even Hyuna seemed to be tricked by when they were younger) and Hyuna obviously looks the stronger one in comparison (very #girlboss (lol...))
but their relationship is one where Luka's trying to control her and Hyuna's trying to escape it... that "beautiful lady" line of ruler of my heart always felt somewhat uncomfortable, and then learning it's actually pitiful (가련한) instead of beautiful is... ...it's a very gendered dynamic, if you get what I mean. despite their surface-level appearances going against what's considered typical
#feel free to send me asks to argue btw#im being completely serious here i wanna discuss alnst oTL#alien stage#alnst#alnst luka#alnst hyuna#hyuluka#well it's... about their relationship...#im not going to try to make sense of his relationship chart comment bc my only reaction is 'is he stupid'#ndfgkd#but the artbook rly has a lot#i can't think of round 5 without thinking of rgu so that probably influences my view of luka too...#btw you're lucky im stopping myself here and not going into some excessively pointless tangent#about how he compares and contrasts with ivan#i can make posts without talking about ivan i prommy#'but you're talking about him now' tags don't count#if you somehow got all the way down here can u listen to 'do you want to fight me' by venus hum#why mention that on this post specifically? if u listen you'll understand trust me
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happy pride to everyone!! the link click cast love you!
+pride icons! use with credit and feel free to rb with a flag req if you want a flag not already on here🫶
the world has been a super scary place for trans people recently, and I want everyone to know that I have and will continue to stand with my community, I love you all. Please keep fighting. If you want to support queer people this pride month, here's a link to the Stonewall Community Foundation's website, where you can directly donate to help out transgender and queer people who are struggling in the US right now.
#HAPPY PRIDE EVERYONE#shiguang#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#li tianxi#qiao ling#link click#shiguang dailiren#sgdlr#link click fanart#fanart#my art#art#icons#pride month#queer#ive been ridiculously feeling like shit these past few days but its pride month so i have to lock tf in#im still mad each time that 2023 bsd rainbow capitalism post gets rbd cause its one more reminder that i'll never be that funny again#so not even trying anymore heres a stupidly wholesome post#love you all and i hope these stupid bullshit anti trans bills stop getting passed#guess who can't travel to the US anymore to see my family because I'm trans🤪we need to do something#never stop fighting#never stop fighting these bullshit systems in place
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percy repeating that he can be good over and over again to himself while covered in the blood after an overwhelming unleash of volatile rage that destroyed all that threatened his loved ones while grover holds his face and steadily grounds him back to reality
("i'm safe, we're safe, it's safe, just breathe")
#grover underwood#percy jackson#grover looks past the violence because percy takes precedence and percy embraces the violence because grover takes precedence#like do you get it? do you get the sorrows of being an angry person trying so hard to be Good for the people you love and falling short#because you love too much and with your whole heart but your love is rage filled thing that you could never quite quell#(how do you fight a hurricane? how do you stop a tsunami? you can't. there's no outrunning the storm)#your love is a rage-filled thing and your love is strong and you would rather sacrifice yourself on a spit then be buried above their bones#and how fucking dare anyone try to threaten that#and now you are covered in someone else's blood and you are not Good (you never were you never were) and it's all you can do not to scream#(i can be Good i can be Good you say but the words are lies because you are a storm and who has ever looked to a storm as Good)#happy talks pjo
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bro said "WHERE THEM HORSES 😠🤬" with a straight face
#matt was fighting for his life trying to put on that yee haw accent#i can't stop laughing#matt dillon#tex mccormick#tex#tex 1982#dallas winston#the outsiders
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first xander brought her back with human breath and determination... then willow with supernatural power and love.... smth smth two halves to keep their third in balance from drifting too far into either side and losing herself.....
#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'M FUCKING BEGGING FOR A GOOD FIC ABOUT THESE THREE THAT ISN'T JUST SMUT PLEASE!!!!!!!1!!!!#I can'ttt stop thinking about them I don't even have anything coherent to say#even with other partners it's still THEM THREE they're so !!! it's just them. three. always#s7 just ruined me guys I missed them so much#still thinking about xander's stupid quip about how he always brings her back from the dead#if u tell me willow only resurrected her cause they were all insecure without buffy to throw her weight around sunnydale...#they LOVE her. so much. so so so much. they're so selfish but they LOVE her it's why they can't ever let her go they're missing without her#I despise seeing people treat the scoobies with bad-faith bc ik they're not the greatest but oh my god#they are IMPORTANT!!!!! there is no buffy the vampire slayer without willow and xander being WITH buffy#look me in the eyes and tell me tweed boy giles and lurker freak angel were going to be able to keep buffy alive all by themselves.#without xander buffy and willow are left without something firmly human to grip onto when they lose themselves in the supernatural#without willow xander and buffy are left with a gap to properly bridge them. someone to make it easier to understand both sides#without buffy xander and willow have no reason to ever grow and try and learn. to want to be more. to live up to who they can be#plus those two give buffy something tangible to fight for. it's not just the vague “world" she can't feel the affects for it's wil and xand#I need someone smarter than me to articulate this dumb post bc I can't I've tried so many times and I can't but I FEEL it I feel it#bandillow#buffy x willow x xander#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#I tried to find their ship name and I'm actually going to KILL everyone. why don't they have one. what is going on.
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Noah Wyle as Harry Wilson Leverage: Redemption Season 1 Episode 6: The Card Game Job
"Look, this game is something that she knows. I think she's just trying to connect with you. Tell you a little something about herself. You should let her." "And how do you know this?" "Well, I'm a dad."
#noah wyle#leverage redemption#gottagobackintime gifs#my favourite scene from this episode is when he helps Parker communicate with Breanna it's so cute#also the scene where he's clearly slightly turned on by Eliot fighting of a bad guy that's trying to take the papers Harry has in his hands#also also can't stop laughing at Eliot turning Harry's head and Harry turning it back and getting more and more ???#like what is he even trying to do?#he's not trying to help Breanna because he clearly stops her from doing what she's trying to do#so he's just messing with him#see this is why I ship them#they would be SO fun together
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Me, casually browsing Pinterest: oh cute dog, seems familiar *continues browsing before coming to an absolute halt* WAIT FUCKIN MACHETE-??
(I see the beloved gay Catholic hounds everywhere (/pos), though I’m not sure if you’re like,, cool with those folks reuploading your art ^^; )
As a side note, I needed a topic for a research project and your art has sent me on the wild trail of the historical prevalence and spread of different hound species in Medieval Europe and the Mediterranean. Your lads are officially peer reviewed XD
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#jumpscared by misplaced Machete#hah#no I can't say I love it when my art is reposted on pinterest especially without sources or credit#but there isn't a lot I can do to stop that from happening and trying to get them reported and removed would take all of my time#so it isn't worth it#choose your fights wisely and so on#also that's really cool I'm really flattered my art inspired you to pick that topic! hounds and history and the Mediterranean#I hope you have/had good time!#answered#hircine-scholar
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#art#danganronpa#mondo oowada#kazuichi souda#reposting old art here! beach episode!! i feel like they have something in common that they can talk about#but given their characters...they can either become besties or end up in a fight🙊#yabai tomodachi#also it was always so cute to me how souda+mon and miu share the same sanrio character in sanrio collaboration😆#can't stop fantasize about how these two would be constantly trying to diassemble and modify mondo's bike
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I wonder if Flowey ever just... let Clover stay dead for longer than a few seconds after they died in a fight just to see what happens. I mean, he basically is the master of their fate and would probably get bored of seeing them repeat the same three routes over and over and over again. I feel like in between trying to push Clover to fight Asgore, he'd probably find the time to entertain himself watching other characters react to Clover's death to mix things up a bit.
#undertale yellow#he'd be busting out popcorn and treating everyone's psychological breakdown as a dark comedy#oh? starlo succeeded in killing Clover and now that he can see the blood spilling into the sand and suddenly everything isn't some#dumb cowboy roleplay where everyone plays at justice and starlo really for real murdered a child? lmaooooooo#let's watch this grown man break down crying as his best friend has to cope with the fact that he's a child murderer.#or axis kills clover in a pacifist route and Ceroba has to cope with the fact that because she told them to not fight back#they couldn't defend themself properly and now another kid died because of Chujin's creation AND she can't use their soul#for her husband's legacy.#or how about dalv killing clover and he realizes that it wasn't a hallucination. he just fought another human.#or martlet's fight where she wasn't seriously trying to apprehend them but they died anyways and she realizes that#a part of her job entails killing kids.#or the Feisty 4 fight where starlo leaves for 5 minutes and comes back to all his friends having murdered a child#why stop at pacifist/neutral though?#Martlet was reluctant to fight clover the first time in a no mercy run. yeah she stopped a dangerous killer but they could've turned#things around and tried to be better but now they never get the chance to do that.#or Ceroba beats Clover and realizes that she has absolutely nothing left for her. her husband is dead. her daughter is in limbo.#her best friend died in front of her. there is nothing left for her now.#..... actually. flowey. pass me the popcorn too. i wanna sit down and see where things go as well.#i know flowey wouldn't give a damn about all the emotional aspects but I'd more than happily eat that angst up!#uty analysis#char: starlo#char: martlet#char: clover#char: flowey#char: ceroba ketsukane#char: dalv
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(a small additional scene for the murderbot fic I'm working on; one of my OC SecUnits meeting Murderbot for the first time. Dunno if it's gonna appear in the story itself and it's got zero spoilers so here)
Even though your disguise is good, I recognize what you are from a single image, but you don't return my ping. I watch the scatter of your drones with our cameras as you follow your humans through the habitat. You move almost like one of them, shifting your weight and sighing expressively. Your face is fluid, loud in the disinterest and anger barely covering the underlying tension.
Our supervisor invites your humans to sit, and you are not invited. You sit anyway.
You are marked as a threat and I can focus almost all of my attention into one camera that has the best angle on your face, but in the privacy of my neural tissue I can't hide from the fact that the danger you are isn't the reason I'm looking. I think I understand what SU2 feels when it fixes a drone at a planetary view and focuses its attention there. I shouldn't look at you, not this much, not for these reasons, but I find I can't look away.
I send a ping. You ignore it. Our supervisor asks to buy you and you interject, but you don't have to. Your humans refuse, and one of them says, "It is a person, not a property."
The other agrees, "It's not negotiable."
I send a ping, and you ignore it but send a drone to where my camera is, hiding yourself from view behind a tiny lense. I switch to another camera, a worse angle, but can still see you scoff.
You must be in our systems somewhere, but I can't find a single trace. I could raise an alarm based on the feeling I have, but feelings aren't proof and aren't quantifiable. I don't.
I send a ping instead.
The response ping is forceful like a dare.
There is nothing in the protocol about how to interact with a rogue that isn't a hostile, and I stumble away from the interaction. You scoff again and lean back in your chair, and I have to look anywhere but at you.
SU1 picks up the surveillance after my retreat. I go on a patrol. SU2 forwards a drone view as the local star begins to set. When I return to the habitat, you and your humans are long gone, and I guess I will never see you again.
When I see you again you are designated Hostile. I have protocols for that.
#as narrated by SU3 (full designation AG1SU3; all three share the AG1- part) who is not Three but I ended up with my own 3#SU3 is having emotions over seeing a free rogue SecUnit but can't handle acknowledging them so it doesnt#and then they fight. and that's technically how the whole mess that is the story of the fic begins :3#this is what goes on in my mind while i get repeatedly stabbed with needles (getting a tattoo). i had to type it with one hand right then#mb's pov's like “trying to get your mind off of fucking corporates with sanctuary moon but their damn secunit wouldnt stop pinging you”#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#murderbot fanfic#my writing#Carelessness#< that's the fic's name btw
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The utter blind hypocrisy of people criticizing Dems for trying to court too far Right while gleefully upholding the Right's obsession with moral purity and making the "right" people suffer.
#where's that 'I don't know how to tell you that you should care about other people' pic#and not just when it's convenient for your agenda#like all the time#care about people all the time#start there#and no I'm not saying that holding up dick cheney like 'look we convinced evil papaw to vote dem!' did not make me uncomfortable#but my god you have got to stop acting like the moral high ground is the most important thing to maintain#like my god I want the slaughter in gaza to stop too#but how exactly did you expect to effect that in any way under fucking trump???#It's a hell of a lot easier to help other people when you're not trying to get the boot off your own neck#and yes I know the primary problem is the people that still voted for that orange shitgibbon#even after everything#I am not denying that#but we can't even properly form a united front against them bc a buncha chucklefucks want to maintain their moral superiority#you're picking an opponent to fight not a goddamn savior#stop looking for a fucking savior#us politics#for y'all's blocklists#man i'm so fucking tired
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Augh
#fancy is really struggling#and the babies are lovely and just FASCINATING in how they developed around but not shaped by humans and i so very deeply enjoy them#but they are also a little ungovernable due to their age and general lack of caring about rules and they are bothersome and rowdy#and it is obviously so so hard on her and my heart is breaking because im afraid we wont be able to get her through this#and i will have to give the babies up#and...not have another cat#just one#i would be crushed#and added to all of that is that the babies are taking their time learning to be pets and that is fine and wonderful actually#but...i need surgery on at least one ankle and i won't be able to keep up with them if things haven't sorted themselves out by then#and they haven't become more manageable and fancy hasn't adjusted#so we are asking about meds for poor fancy and hoping that works#but she's really having a hard time guys and i am fighting so hard to cope in a household where i spend most of my time alone#with two animals who don't love me yet or interact with me like pets (i'm a source of three things: food and snuggles on demand and NO STOP#and one who is sad and not herself#and frankly it's terrible that i can't fix this#and i am trying not to lose my shit but this wasn't supposed to be so hard#and im afraid i may lose five cats and not three#and im already barely holding on#i don't know what to do and neither does my boyfriend#i don't want to turn around and have to tell you guys we can't keep the babies#i feel like i am failing at something i am supposed to be GOOD AT#i don't want to be in a house so empty#i can't live like that#having the babies is lovely#they're so alive and the boys were so sick by the end and the stress of the constant anxiety and grief as they faded away was crushing#even before they died#it's been so good to have them running about#i don't want to LOSE that#im so tired of LOSING things
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you guys know that instead of complaining that there's too much hate for a character in the main tag, you can just. make positive content and posts about that character yourself and block the negative tags right. you know this is a thing you can do. right
#the amount of people i have seen complaining about keefe haters is ridiculous. like stop i'm serious#“hate is negative and makes nobody feel good” WRONG!!!! hating a FICTIONAL character is actually therapeutic you should try it sometime#also idk man i'm having the time of my life here YOU'RE the one that won't shut up about people constantly hating on your fave#which of us seems more miserable to you. hmmmm?#also fyi my blog is only about 25% keefe hate posts and i'm probably(?) the most prolific spreader of keefe hate on this site#so if MY blog isn't even mostly keefe hate then i assure you keepblr as a whole is NOT mostly keefe hate posts#stop whining about what other people are doing and make your own content. or use the block button#also tumblr does not hate keefe. 3.3%. that's how many people on keepblr have a negative opinion of keefe#and keefe positive posts (when they happen) also consistently get more notes than keefe negative ones so like shut up#despite this you don't see keefe haters complaining that too many people like keefe or that too many people like pro keefe content#atp you're just mad keefe haters exist. lmfao. sorry can't help you with that one#you are pulling evidence out of your ass idk what imaginary enemies you think you're fighting. stop acting entitled#you guys on this site need to seriously stop acting like keefe hate is some sort of disease that only child haters engage in#i am criticizing ink on a page it is NOT that deep. keefe is NOT a teenager he is a FICTIONAL character written by an ADULT woman#i am. in fact. holding an ADULT accountable every time i criticize keefe's poor writing#maybe the reason there's so little keefe positive content is because all the keefe lovers are too busy complaining about keefe hate hmm?#okay rant over goodbye now#sorry i have just seen so many posts recently with this sentiment and it is pissing me off. leave us alone#kotlc fandom#keepblr
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Parenting your parent is not for the faint of heart.
#caregiver shit#personal shit#mom is so damn stubborn#we are trying to sell a walker of hers that she doesn't use#but you can't on facebook#and i told her this several times#and then she's like well *I* am going to try#as if it'll work because she did it#i had to yell at her to stop#because it's so frustrating to have to fight her all the time
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they started making out immediately after fighting 💀
#it scares me how canon they act#I'm trying to get the enemies to lovers relationship but this bitches can't stop fighting lmao#like I didn't even do anything and Tord just randomly decides to ruin Tom's day#just make out already!!!!#ignore how ugly Tord is#the sims 4#eddsworld#tom eddsworld#tord eddsworld#ew tom#ew tord#tomtord#tom x tord#jean talk
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