#but I can’t entertain it anymore
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zutara and rivusa are sister ships i love them both so much
#winx club#atla#zutara#rivusa#would love to see the 4 of them hanging out#lol it’d be funny#riven and zukos dynamic would be entertaining#but yes 2 of my roman empires#besides eleteo obvi#and rina ?#well i love rina so much#but i fear i’ve repressed everything hsmtmts related bc a few cast members being zionists really ruined it for me#and i was so attached to the show and the cast and the characters that i can’t enjoy it anymore#but rina you will always be famous#real cinema#but it hurts too much to indulge in
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no cause the plot of the umbrella academy season 4 wasn’t even the main reason why i didn’t like it. it definitely sucked but it wasn’t the worst, most frustrating part. the thing i didn’t like at all was that it just wasn’t campy or chaotic or colorful or weird, it was just boring.
where was the funky soundtrack??? where was the colorful and campy visuals and vibes??? where was the overall chaotic dynamic between the entire family, not just certain duos/trios???
the side quests were so lackluster and boring and didn’t even have anything to do with the overall plot.
like just, what the fuck??? i never thought i would call the umbrella academy boring. cause even if certain parts of the previous seasons weren’t great, i was literally never bored. it was always entertaining and fun and dramatic and campy and i fucking loved it. season 1-3 made me feel every single emotion ever! season 4 didn’t make me feel anything at all.
season 4 just lost everything that made the show fun to watch and that’s just such a fucking shame.
#the umbrella academy#tua s4#tua#i can’t shut up about this anymore#this season literally ruined my mood when i binged it on thursday#i’m not even really angry just annoyed#one of the most entertaining shows i’ve ever watched and that’s how you end it????#insane#anyway. ep 1-3 can stay i guess but everything after that??? throw it into the trash where it belongs#if anyone wants to rant about tua with me pls hmu ✌️#tua spoilers#not really but just in case
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im about to just submit my hw like this
#im not playin anymore#🤏 close to telling my profs their assignments are bullshit and walking#my persuasive speech can effectively be summed up by ‘i don’t know how to convince you that you should care about other people’#maybe i should pick a different topic just so these will be easier lmao#but fr like i just can’t refute this shit. i don’t even want to entertain any bullshit arguments cuz they’re bs lol
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seuykn yaps
i dislike that sm decided to make those unit lightsticks, it’s bad idea since units have already been battling against each other. and as a nctzens who’s love each unit, it’s hard to just choose one lightstick.
it likes picking a side, and who’s the best, but i think all of the units are doing good individually & when they decide to get together.
the lightsticks are gonna destroy the fandom even more and i hate to see it. i want the og lightstick! i hope sm decides to still us in the upcoming future and events to come, because i don’t wanna chooose between a unit, it would legit be the death of me.
#kpop#kpop bg#nct#nctzen#nct dream#wayv#nct wish#sme#sm entertainment#this wasn’t supposed to happen#i can’t take it anymore#i love them so so so much#baesiv
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i’ve done these before and have even been professionally tested in the lab on em (i’m not joking) (<- years ago) these are from a few weeks ago but i wanna do em again now
if you’re bored or interested or want something to do�� do you guys wanna take these and tell me what you got? this is ok to reblog and it won’t make me feel bad if you did better than i did :)
#they did my iq but i don’t like to entertain such a thing#…i bet i’ve lost points in the 5-6yrs since we did it#the number’s not very good to start with lemme tell ya#this wasn’t even part of my autism diagnosis i have something wrong neurologically but they can’t pin down what#most recently i had a blanket ‘neurodevelopmental disorder’ slapped like last year i think. the doc i saw was very nice (makes a change)#but he admitted he didn’t know what’s up. my eye tests don’t show anything unusual physically to make me not process fast moving things#all this oversharing of my medical anomaly status is just to say why i’m bad at games. and everything.#*presented neutrally- i try not to put myself down about it anymore :) - these r just the facts*
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found this on twitter and decided to spread the word
#jyp entertainment#sm entertainment#hybe labels#yg entertainment#blackpink#bts#txt#le sserafim#newjeans#nct 127#enhypen#seventeen#straykids#itzy#fromis 9#i can’t think of anymore groups there’s so many
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I’m at the point in my creative block where I can’t even imagine my fun little scenarios anymore. It’s like trying to start a car with no gas in it. It won’t turn on, won’t turn over, just zip. Nada. Nothing. Do not pass go, do not collect $200.
#I absolutely despise this#all I want to do is create and I CANNOT#I can’t even entertain myself in my own head anymore#the thoughts just won’t thought#really truly thought this vacation I just took would help a ton to refresh me#but I still feel wiped out and empty creativity#just have too much else on my mind I guess to support anything frivolous#life
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Thé moment u start, isn’t the moment u receive a return on ur efforts and what not and so forth
#like I can’t keep entertaining the pining#it’s reached a point of just stupidity#like I’ve written about thing for longer than we’ve talked!#like enough#i can’t prioritize my feelings in this situation anymore#i just have to be done
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Why are you, as a Twitter refugee, bringing up shit we’ve settled in 2016. Legit like if you want to have petty arguments do it in the dms, I don’t want to see a rehash of 2016 tumblrs 10 top discourse(!!!) in 2023. If I see anyone of y’all rehashing bs that’s been discussed to death and resolved I’m going to increase my block list from 1k to 10k and blocking every single one of you who’ve came from Twitter and do not understand why most of us do not want to participate in your Twitter drama circle jerk.
#twitter refugees#legit had to block 30+ people today for rehashing irrelevant shit#idc if you think consensual cannibalism is alright fuck off#you Hannibal wannabe pos#why r u up in my reblogs mentioning how it’s ‘totally okay to eat ppl if they say it’s cool uwu’#nah no thanks#you’re just nasty and I bet you don’t wash your body properly#thank god it happened on my main acc cuz otherwise I’d go batshit if I saw those ppl on this blog#those freaks found one of my old post on why cannibalism is not something leftists should support#like a 7 year old post on my main n started trying to debate me#can’t you freaks take a hint that a blog that hasn’t posted in 4 years isn’t active anymore?#I do not want to entertain your shit takes nor do I want your rancid presence anywhere near me
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It is currently 5:54am, I woke up at around 5:32am because a Blood-Sucking Noisy Flying Bitch™️ (aka a mosquito) would not stop bothering me and I’d finally had enough; so I went to grab one of the two (2) electrified rackets or whatever you people call them in English, went back in my room, and surprise surprise, the flying bitch wasn’t where I’d left it; shocker.
So I decide to leave the racket thing on my floor, then I notice a Gross Creepy Crawly Thing That I Hate And Why Do They Keep Showing Up™️ on my wall; I go to grab something to kill it, I head back, I kill it, but the thing falls down
Now the most plausible (and perhaps likely) thing that happened is that the creepy crawly thing fell in gap between my bed and the wall; however my brain keep telling me (against my will) that the thing has fallen on my bedsheets, SOMEHOW SURVIVED, and basically long story short I don’t know if I can go back to sleep today 🤡
Or any other day
Not until I change these bedsheets
#help 🤡#I now have 45 minutes ish of spare time on my hands#entertain me#or someone gaslight me into thinking that the creepy thing fell in The Void and can’t hurt me anymore#please#I was having a very nice dream#till Wingus and Dingus decided they weren’t having any of it#HELP#smartie speaks
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God the way so many people misinterpret Gene’s personality is so frustrating. He has so many interesting and contradictory traits but so often gets reduced to some macho stereotype.
#the demon character is so nebulous i can’t give a shit#But gene being a deceptively weird and fascinating person is literally what got me into kiss#i don’t write much non-porn kiss fics anymore but i have an oc that has a lot of his lesser known traits because they’re fun#sometimes i put them on velvet because it’s entertaining too
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thinking abt natphi
#me n a friend at the time decided both of our dnd characters would be stuck in that difficult place between ‘besties’ and ‘deeply in love’#and i think about it ALL THE TIME#but that friend and i don’t talk anymore (no falling out we just grew apart) and. idk#it’d feel weird to talk about their oc considering we don’t talk#but i think about that relationship natphi has soooo often#bc nat spent a lot of her life alone. most of it#and then she met luca (the friend’s oc). and the two got on like a house on fire#and i don’t think natphi realizes it. but she’s in love#and. i dunno they’ve both been through some shit but they find comfort in each other#and luca sometimes helps natphi perform#and they keep almost kissing backstage but they Never Talk About It#plus luca has a backstory element of looking for a girl she lost- a girl she loved#and that adds a whole other foil#natphi refuses to even entertain the idea that something could be happening. luca’s eyes are elsewhere#don’t fuck this up just because of your ego#and while luca isn’t my character and i can’t speak for her. i think she feels for natphi as well#but she has to deal with that conflict of past vs present. does she sacrifice a blossoming romance to chase after someone who may be dead#or does she try to move on despite how much of a betrayal it feels like#idk there’s just so many LAYERS to it. they’re in love but they don’t acknowledge it. they’re tragic and yet they’re beautiful#and i think they exist in that stasis for a long time#idk if they ever get together. i like to think they do but maybe not#maybe they’re stuck in limbo forever. star-crossed#they have each other’s friendship yes. but there’s something else there and they struggle to realize it#idk i’m thinking abt the song butch 4 butch and it is literally just them#but once again. luca isn’t my character so i’d feel bad using her likeness#but i also don’t wanna replace her. luca is important to natphi’s story#idk maybe i should contact that friend. if i get their insta i could credit them in any posts including luca#we were good friends too. bet it’d be fun to catch up#natphi
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covert npd is awesome and i want to live and i’m going to listen to song about pirates
#the crier#forgot the tag. sorry. please block that if you’re not comfortable with this#i’m sorry i’ll draw something soon later i promise i’m sorry#i can’t even rethink my life choices because honestly i would’ve found some other thing to absolutely wreck myself over and it’d basically#be the same thing. i don’t want to just. rot or something anymore. i do not want rest. i do not want a break and to come back when i feel#better. i want to stop feeling entirely. i want to be nothing again and not in worth but in how i exist. i do not want to exist anymore#it doesn’t even feel like they hate me. it’s just that everything i did was nothing. i hate that it was nothing. i hate that i loved so muc#and it was nothing. that was everything i was. what else do i have but what i made. it’s everything to me and nothing to everyone#they are everything to me and to everyone they are just ‘okay’. you won’t talk about it again. you won’t think of it again#if my creations could feel they would not care so why do i have to. i want to say it’s the creations that make me happy but its the attenti#ion. i don’t know. i don’t want to rely on it. seeing them makes me happy but it’s nothing anymore once i realize nobody cares but me#this isn’t even a real fucking issue. i’m fine realistically i should be good as long as i don’t make another issue for myself#i just don’t know though. the issue is me and well by extending my life i am basically harming everyone else. maybe my creations deserve#to be looked over because they are helping something that shouldn’t be here exist. i wish i didn’t exist. i hate myself i don’t know#it’s just. i’m worthless. i have no real reason to be here other than to annoy people. if people don’t love what i made then i will have to#face that my existence isn’t worth anything. i won’t HAVE to live anymore. and i want to live but at the same time if i don’t have to be#here then why should i fight against myself? i don’t even know what i would say i don’t want to entertain the possibility so i keep fightin#i just want to live i want to live so fucking bad and i can only live if they exist and if you see them too#a real death would mean nothing to me but i’m dead the second anyone looks away and i’m scared andi’m sweating and i hate this an#i’m going to bed now#idk i just want to add if someone’s reading this i’m never insincere when i compliment something that’s better than me. it’s better than wh#at i did that’s why i’m complimenting it. it’s just i wish that i was as good too
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NOOOO I DO CAREEEEE
im sorry if i made you uncomfortable UHUU
i feel ive been so weird and off putting to others lately please excuse me eugh
No it’s my bad for misinterpreting ur first message I’m sorry 💔
Anyway you said general 2 right? i do not rememebr...
G2."Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like?"
Non I don't think they went on an official first date because they were kinda dating already before they started “dating” if that makes sense… the only thing that would change is that they’d start attempting to be more overtly romantic?? Idk i hate them. I hate them they’re Stupit
-> ask game <-
#I can’t describe it idk idk it makes sense to me#ask game#clamsaki#I think this is it bcs I don’t think anyone wants to send anymore#ty everyone for entertaining me 😊
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my tags got out of hand
i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.
and that should be fine; but it's never fine.
i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.
for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.
we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.
i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.
restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.
#oh my god i’m not the only person in the whole world who has Struggles and Difficulties#i am in pharmacy school which means i have no money no time etc and so every single thing that would bring an iota of joy or escape#must be cut for time because you haven’t studied for your exam next month so no you cannot start watching that the show.#and because you missed the deadline two weeks ago for that group project that the others did for you there will be no sitting at the piano#also you made a c and not a b on the exam yesterday so maybe instead of ordering takeout like you said you were going to#(because you know that you don’t buy real food on the rare occasion you go to the grocery store)#instead you’re gonna have to pick through your bare cabinets and empty fridge freezer for something. or just not eat#like you sometimes do#this is not a problem bc you’ve saved your money which you can’t afford to waste#that’s what they told you when you started: tell your friends you can’t see them much because a doctoral program is a time commitment#they said: you need to quit your side hustles and get an internship#they said: you need to ask for cleaning supplies for your birthday—and clothes and shoes bc tuition is very expensive#this isn’t some deficiency on your part. everyone else lives in isolation with no hobbies or entertainment too.#the only difference is that THEY spend all that time studying and reviewing and working and preparing—#while YOU are laying in bed all day because the thought of writing that paragraph is nauseating and tomorrows exam is slowly enveloping you#and you can tell because you had to retake those 2 classes and you have to retake another one this summer.#never mind that you still don’t know anything. just keep playing the part. stay afloat until this week’s exam is over#then you can worry about next week’s exams#(you WILL worry about next week’s exams)#learning the ukulele isn’t going to ease your stress it’s just gonna make you feel guilty#what do you mean you already feel guilty because you’ve pulled the ukelele out exactly twice since mom gave it to you for christmas?#that webseries updates 4 times a week. can you honestly tell me that you have 4 hours a week where you don’t feel shame#about not exceeding expectations anymore?#i thought not. close your compute— you didn’t even take it out of your bag.#do you ever take it out of your bag at home?#you don’t.#well i can see why you’re such a fucking failure#it’s 3:27 am but i won’t bother telling you to shower or brush your teeth- i know you don’t do that.#you went to bed three and a half hours ago now it’s time to sleep#maybe we’ll see what tomorrow has for us
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Well, the peace after work was nice while it lasted…
#my friend is coming back from vacation today#meaning I can’t unmask anymore after work at home#and I won’t have any peaceful weekends anymore#it sounds so mean but I legit can’t wait until he finds a new place#I just want to be able to unwind without having to entertain him
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